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tiniestworms · 2 years

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was not expecting this tdp season to be such a good post-breakup-split-whatever-its-complicated cope show but here we are

#rayllum hittin REAL diff this time around...#im sry but watching them very slowly healing a relationship after rayla had left #i simply have to cry LMAO #merely crumbs of content yet they give me so much hope im so excited for next season #of tdp and my whatever-it-is #shitpost.txt #thats my annual dose of oversharing back to the intermittent fandom spam

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4ggravation · 2 months

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thinking about egg sethos realizing that being a man is an option through cyno again and sobbing

#crying my mf eyes out I LOVE TRANS SETHOS.....#god cyno means so much to him.#he welcomed him to the world with open arms and showed him that he was wrong and that more is possible #sethos *wanted* cyno to prove him wrong. he was *eager* for it.#because despite the distance and despite what they were fighting about there was still that unbreakable connection #sethos learns who he is through cyno through his persona and the family hes surrounded by.#he learns that theres more to life. that he *doesnt* have to live like this. that his body is his to command #and not simply a vessel for hermanubis or the temples will #and that maybe. he can be a man like cyno someday.#and he chases after that ideal. slowly but surely.#<- ok bitch why did you write a whole novel in the tags LMAO #idk man. idk #drives away on a comically large motorcycle #sethos #cyno #4ggravated

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gen4grl · 1 month

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from artistic mental breakdown to 5 wips simultaneously lmao

#i have 5 kantrio pieces i’ve been working on and i’ll post them together … eventually lol #i’ve done 3/5 lol nearly done the 4th so #blue fried wearing a rv hoodie … staying hydrated ofc!!! drinking out of daisys stanley cup … first time in human history all those words #have been used in a sentence together im fucking crying lol #she gives me the vibe of owning one idk lol they’re the definition of american-core to me LOL #that piece has been a lot of fun actually i’ve enjoyed the more simply faces but still keeping the ‘details’ in the clothes idk it’s a nice #mix lol i spent way too much time on faces it really drives me crazy so the chibi expressions are fun and pretty cute lol #2nd one… idk the girls R FIGHTING!!!#nah there’s lore behind it!!! lore as in my hc lore lmao #also i was thinking about the languages the kantrio speak … i think they all know japanese obviously its their native language then english #mostly due to being yknow … as famous as they are… they learnt it from tv and travelling around the world! i think professor oak is fluent #so he taught them growing up and i hc the three know sign because of red :p #wip

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almea · 11 months

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I'm going to fucking pass out, they changed Karlach's kiss animation and now there's a lingering forehead touch and it's soooo sweet, what the fuck... Truly a character made for me.

#Annie plays Baldur's Gate 3 #The one and only liveblog I have for this game right now is crying over them changing Karlach's kiss animation lmao #I simply... could not contain my feelings about how cute it is

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neallo · 2 months

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neallo mellodramattic snippet not clickbait??? [pre-OT3 concept]

#yes this is a cry for help. no there's no one who can save me #i am simply going to have to hold myself at gunpoint and march into the yuri trenches until i can emerge victorious #i'm not tagging this with any ships because. well because i'm not writing it anymore lmao #this is from 1.5 years ago at this point #neallopost #my writing

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byanyan · 2 months

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discovered a white eyebrow hair while looking in the mirror this morning. happy birthday to me ig :/

#goal for today is to simply not cry #...but I'll admit my hopes aren't terribly high considering the way I spiralled the moment I was alone last night 🙃#birthdays have progressively gotten more & more difficult for me but. this year's definitely the worst #the timing is just already bad lmao...... but we're TRYING to be positive #it's cool & rainy today which is nice :'v #gonna have some coffee & just... vibe. see what I feel like doin. might look at some writing but we'll see #love y'all 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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bunnihearted · 5 months

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#so on my way home..#i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :)#you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :)#you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!!#you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u!#whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️#god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it.#or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!!#not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭#my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

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lovinggreeniehours · 3 months

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something something. takahara being a petty little shit. something

i keep seeing fic premises about mc getting bullied and then (ehem) gets protective and dotes on them until they fall asleep and then leaves in the middle of the night to punish the bullies but ill be so honest if i were in mc's shoes i would be so mad at him 😭 why didn't he bring me with him tf

#takahara would be so offended lmao like “hello IM the one that got pushed down the stairs i deserve to kick my own bully until they cry”#lucifer having unironic heart eyes about this. source trust me #partner that is not afraid of him not because they are simply kind and accepting but because the partner is worse HFSGJHDSFH 😭#ari.stuffs #it's too easy to hate you and hard to love.#also the Pride 😭 the Hubris.

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samanthamulder · 10 months

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#genuinely truly would not care about all my gifsets flopping like this if I didn't see everyone else giffing txf #and routinely getting however many thousand notes #I'm so sick of this #because clearly that means I'm the problem and I simply don't understand that #my gifs are good quality and I don't copy other people's ideas and I have never just giffed the same popular scene(s) over and over again #I'm sick of fandom and I'm sick of the gifmaking community where if you don't personally tag everyone and their mother #they won't bother reblogging either. all the while crying about 'nOboDy rEbLogS aNymOre'#not everyone is like this of course and nobody owes it to anyone to reblog from them but it still sucks!!#and I LOVE giffing and I love posting here and I love interacting with others but I can't not feel the disappointment #and when I left for 2 months and came back all that happened was it's now worse than ever LMAO i really don't know what I expected #or where it can go from here

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mimiatmidnight · 1 year

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Will you be commenting on the Taylor drama?

I love the way this was worded, like I'm one of the siblings on Succession and the press has cornered me outside my penthouse to ask if I'll be releasing a statement on my family's latest scandal. Hehehe anyways.

Sorry but I just don't understand how anyone is shocked. Truly what has that woman ever done to successfully convince people that this is out of character for her. Like I don't want to diminish anyone's pain or anything but I see all these stans on here and over on Twitter in all this distress, having their very first epiphanies like "Hold on . . . does Taylor . . . suck??" And I kinda just have to chuckle at them cause like bless your hearts babes, but omg catch UP 😭

Lol because 1) she is a severely emotionally stunted person who thinks edgy British "bad boys" are hot like she's 12 years old, 2) she has no true deeply-held moral principles outside of issues that directly affect herself, and 3) truthfully, she seems to be suffering from a serious crisis of identity after the end of the longest and most significant romantic relationship of her life, and in my opinion is pretty clearly desperate to prove something to the world/her ex/herself.

The first reason is cringe but not news to longtime viewers, the second reason is pathetic but also not news (to those who can be honest with themselves), and the third is . . . understandable in some sense, but not pitiable enough to make me willing to humor this insufferable little episode she's having. I wish her luck on this humiliating rebound journey, but she is gonna have to walk that road on her own.

Normally, I always roll my eyes when people make these kinds of jokes, but given the circumstances I feel justified in saying: I can't wait to hear the breakup song about him, sis 🤡

#the great thing about disliking your own fave is that they simply do not have the power to disappoint you lol #like her stans (at least those who arent complete sycophants—which sadly is not most) are breaking down over Babys 1st Cognitive Dissonance #meanwhile im just over here chilling lol #ive also just NEVER been particularly invested in her personal life anyways so im gucci on that front too #i didnt even realize specific songs were about specific celebrity exes until *several* years into listening to her music #thats how unplugged i am lol #she is unusually extremely visible in the collective conscious right now cause of the tour and this insufferable PR blitz #but the absolute best thing for me is when she disappears and i dont have to perceive her -- the actual person -- outside of her music #and then it can just be me and my lifelong companion the fictional character “taylor swift” (c)(r)(tm)#so personally the only real threat this hangs over my head is the thought she might put him on an album #like that does strike real terror in my heart im ngl #ESPECIALLY any of the rerecords oh my god #and given the way hes been tailing her in and out of that damn studio . . . its not looking good for me kids 🥴#i cant believe she would be that dumb after making the same mistake with joe on folklore #cause even tho now she has to suffer the indignity of sharing a grammy with her ex (LMAO)#at least we can understand that at the time she thought they were in it for life #but if she pulls that shit again with a REBOUND??? just to like stick it to joe or further delude herself or whatever?#idk im gonna need interpol or somebody to step in and do something drastic like this is a cry for help #did you guys see that euphoria meme someone made about her deranged “ive never been happier!!!!” speech the other day?#it was SO funny ill go find it

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trujellyfish · 3 months

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between work and pride i have two straight weeks of having to leave my house im TIRED and my cats MISS me

#i do have friday off rn #hopefully i remember to use that time to do job applications #and not just get high and play viddy games lmao #and call the bank and credit card ppl #and the hospital #and the myriad of other things i have to do #crying. screaming. tearing at my hair.#i have horrifyingly few shifts for the summer so far #so i cant even be pleased abt the time off i do have coming up #bc i dont have the money to have time off #i hate it here #ugh i should probably sign up with an employment agency again #that worked out really well for me last time #i simply do not trust applying directly to companies anymore

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chialattea · 6 months

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people will be so understanding of mental illnesses/ ND until they spend more time with a person who can’t get rid of the symptoms and suddenly it’s all “I think you could fix it if you just put some alarms” “have you tried doing a todo list” “have you tried simply not thinking those intrusive thoughts” gee thanks man you know who else finds living with this shit annoying? ME.

#chia’s life #genuinely fuck off #shout out to the teacher who when told I was ND said “maybe you should drop out and let someone better take your place #legit was like some people simply don’t belong in academia #woah thanks!!!#so sorry I have ADHD woman should I just kill myself #like is that it #I wasn’t even asking for anything #just some accommodations for a completely unrelated topic #and this woman was like oh I gotta make sure she knows shes worthless #I started crying on this woman’s office and she even enjoyed it #kept berating me for not living up to the standard #and being unfair to my classmates who /did/ work hard #and that I should feel ashamed of myself #lmao #remembered this because she sent me an email going #hey it’s been a while I’m still your tutor come talk to me #and I’ll help you decide your future #ma’am you told me I was too stupid to have a future #fuck off

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firewoodfigs · 1 year

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ma'am..... ma'am please may i have some more good food (a sneak peek if possible of the next chapter of a study in reformation 👀) 🥺🤲 (no pressure ofc if ur not ready to share tho MWAH ILY YOU'RE THE BEST 🩷 AND THIS AU HAS ME BY THE THROAT (UTMOST AFFECTION) 🥰🥰🥰)

FOR YOU EMMA ANYTHING!!! ilysm and I hope this brightens up your Sunday 🥰🥰🥰

here's a snippet of what is currently going on in the monstrosity of a google doc (aka the only thing I've written thus far for the next chapter with coherent grammar):

“Hello?” Riza mumbles groggily. A cursory glance at her window suggests dawn hasn’t even broken. Annoyance pricks at her as a dull ache starts in her head, but she pinches her brows and brushes it aside. If it’s spam, she’ll personally dismantle her phone. “Who is this?” “You’re alive!” Riza groans, rolling onto her other side as she holds the phone a distance away. “We’ve been looking all over for you — where did you go? Are you okay? Are you with Roy? Are we interrupting some—“ “Rebecca,” she cuts off, as gently as she can in her sleep-addled state. “No. Before you get any wild ideas, I’m at home. In bed. Sleeping.” “Oh.” “Alone.”

also canon pics with zero context (but are meant to be an actual hint LOL):