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novastears · 1 year

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Yes or No

Do you want to see every single mutie lion i own in one post?

Since rn they are scattered and i have collected way more then that (i think a total of 30 i have are ones im keeping but my count is at 31 lol)

#lioden #yes or no #muties #i swear i dont have an addiction

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pop-roxs · 1 year

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i desire her carnally

#shes so fucking hot tho SHE KNOW IT!!!!!!!!#dont mind the third picture having dialog #shes so beautiful bro #im sorry i just #officer i swear its not an addiction #please #grell sutcliff #grelle sutcliff #black butler grell #black butler grelle #kuroshitsuji grell #kuroshitsuji grelle #black butler #kuroshitsuji #water posts

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yappacadaver · 3 months

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im really in my doomer shit today like damn. no hope no future huh. damn.

#like i swear to god i told so many adult authority figures that i didn't understand working i dont want a job i'll never be happy with a job #and every single one of those stupid motherfuckers told me i'd grow out of it and everything would be fine and fake it till you make it hah #well i faked it into several suicide attempts multiple breakdowns and a handful of addictions #and like 10 different jobs yea but all of them felt like literal actual torture #like im either miserable and want to die because i have no money (no food medicine rent or u know anything else that brings enrichment.)#or im miserable and want to die because i have no time and my body is being broken tf down and im constantly stressed and triggered tf out

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loathinglily · 3 months

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"i don't use energy drinks that often. sleep deprivation + a freezing cold shower will do the trick🤓."

not me, ill stick with coffee, mountain dew, and monster thank you very much.

*sips coffee*

#i swear i dont have a caffiene addiction

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nataliekabra · 3 months

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#i just had to get it out #i can't believe i was ready to let her go this time last year. she's so everything to me #and yes i am posting on this blog because ive blocked most of my irls here #she keeps calling me like twice a day to check in on me. like literally between her classes #and i dont think id want to talk to most people but just hearing her voice makes me so happy #okay im not going to ramble anymore here because (surprise!) i have half a semesters syllabus to study for my midsem tomorrow from scratch #i will do everything except study. tumblr and i have this like codependent relationship #guys im supposed to be off tumblr until my exams because i have literally never been this behind on acads my whole life #its not my fault im an addict i swear i deleted the app and everything ok im on my laptop rn #if you see this no you didnt #also our anthropology midterm was a case study on tumblr it took all my self restraint not to come back here and scream about it #UGH GO STUDY KAVYA #vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com #nini🌺

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bulldagger-bait · 3 months

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#me being almost a pack a day smoker for like two years being like girl no im not addicted to nicotine its just the motion of it #smash cut to now in south africa and i bought a vape bc goddamn everyone around me smokes and im tryin no to listen to the devil #and then i realise with that first hit of the day like .. oh hello... theres my bestie nicotine 5000x stronger than ever before #i get why these are banned in Australia now LMAO #But girl i swear i dont have a problem Nic and i are just having a summer fling girl i PROMISE #i mean its not like ill be able to get nic vapes back home #and ive actually been doing pretty good at not feeling the lure of cigs #when i visited my cuz tho he did smoke like wet wood and he handed me a cig a few times and i did smoke with him #but then i went back to my bestie (vape) and just kept to myself for the rest of the time i didnt even reach for a cig #ive come a long way #like i dont need to be smoke free for me to be happy i just need to not be anywhere near where i was #if i have a every few months then id be okay with that. thats my goal. i want to get to a point where its happening a couple times a year

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originalkid-basement · 5 months

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There has to be some sort of subliminal messaging or universal omens thing going on or SOMETHING because last night I had ANOTHER dream about smoking and I just now found an entire box of new cigarettes outside my house. They're the expensive ones too

Last night I had a dream that I went to the store and got a huge thing of cigarettes and I smoked the entire thing and I got addicted and kept going back to this store to get more and then I went on a hunting trip and spared a bunch of albino deer because I wanted to know if there was a chance they'd survive. But I did kill a bunch of deer that were like rusty red but for some reason I thought of it as like mercy killing because they'd never survive and it was better than me letting them suffer

#tw addiction #?#cw smoking #i swear ive never smoked in my life and i dont plan on it until im 21 but they have been EVERYWHERE for the past week #cheriesdreams #the universe is trying to get me to smoke #someone wants me to get lung cancer

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baked-dawn · 6 months

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I'm getting coffee today 🥳

#i swear i dont have a caffeine addiction i just would've murdered someone if i couldn't get coffee today #trans

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snekdood · 1 year

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the problem with vaush’s anti theist argument is he assumes that people just blindly follow whatever a book or religious leader tells us the gods want rather than ever thinking on our own also he’s heavily relying on an argument that religious ppl think their gods word isn’t anything you can go against ever so if they tell you to rape and murder people then its fine to do so but like.... i really dont think any religious person is like this?????? i dont even think rapey serial killer religious people are like this??? like religion is always a front or a justification for their actions i dont think they genuinely believe god came down and told them it was fine i think they know they twisted what they heard/read to their benefit. the problem is with manipulative ppl who are able to take leadership of some sort over a group of people and twist the narrative to their benefit for whatever they’re gathering for, which can obviously happen in literally any kind of setting

#i really find it hard to believe that ppl who do immoral shit actually believe thats what their god wants or asked for.#like i think cases like that are far and few between #they *know* deep in their heart they're reaching for justifications to abuse other ppl and thats rly it #abusers do this. ppl do this in political spaces. ppl do this with science. ppl do this with conspiracy theories. ppl can decide to crazy #shit from literally nothing i swear its not unique to religion.#and it can be just as hard to rationalize with someone if they're just a stubborn prick who never thinks theyre wrong science or religion #it has a lot more to do with emotions and maturity and peoples pride than it does with religion broadly. imo.#ppl not willing to be swayed by arguments for why their actions are immoral inspite of being taught religiously its fine are 100% doing it #out of pride and an unwillingness to be wrong or see flaws in their actions. which is purely an emotional reaction. not some irrational m #agic woowoo one.#it almost seems like he thinks religious ppl are all robots being fed information with no autonomy of their own like dawg lol #wat #or like they're all dumb and reject science and can never ever think of things from a 'rational' or 'grounded' standpoint #i kinda think he believes religious/spiritual ppl are like. a disease the way he talks about it #or like an addiction ppl just need to 'heal' and essentially get over #like im sorry but theres no way you're gonna be able to exclude religious/spiritual ppl and not hurt them #theres so many cultures and practices and beliefs that have fought so hard to stay alive from colonization n shit and idk.#its just kinda insulting to hear imo when thats the case. cant imagine actually being from a barely surviving religion n hearing that shit #also he kinda seems to have a really christianity informed view that like everyones gods are something above you that has ultimate power #over you or else but like. ive come to the conclusion that my gods are all inside of me in a way? i dont really have this dualistic view of #it nor is it really all that worshippy. all of my actions towards my gods are based on emotions and what feels right outside of their-#interests. i dont see my gods as being so black and white my way or the highway like that?#for me i personally have the philosophy of only 'wroshipping' a god if i genuinely feel some sort of connection or i like them somehow #i do actually see them as my friends sometimes bc i also practice bhakti. i dont do whatever for them out of obligation just like #'this would make my friend happy' and also. idk. in hinduism the gods kinda worship eachother too #because they're friends and they respect eachother and like eachother so they do that sorta thing for eachother.#thats kinda the way i see it. i offer my food bc im sharing my food. etc. i also dont believe people have to directly worship them to gain #their blessings. i think ppl who dont know shit abt them can recieve their blessings. i sure as fuck did i feel.#general gratitiude goes a long way in my experience.

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when-are-you-coming-back-steve · 2 years

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que piensate de la musica

I'm so sorry bestie but I got fisctracted by criminal minds

#i swear those episodes have drugs in them its a fucking addiction #like i dont psychologically react to any show like i do criminal minds #anyways I'll probably listen tomorrow morning

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survivoirs · 2 years

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me trying to set up a psychiatrist appointment to be able to get my adhd med refills going forward

scheduler: looks like the next availability is in march

me: yeah that’s not gonna work my doctor only is giving me a script for a month and its a controlled substance so i have to get a new script every month to get my medication and can’t just have stacked up refills like most meds and he wants me going through a psychiatrist for that.

scheduler: ...let me put you on hold.

scheduler: we can do tomorrow morning at 11:30 as a telehealth.

me: perfect.

#i WAS GONNA CRY I SWEAR I CANT WAIT THAT LONG I WORK A HIGH STRESS JOB I NEED TO BE ABLE TO THINK #special thanks to the people who dont have adh.d who abuse our meds and contribute to why it is so damn hard to get the meds i need to #function because they add to the 'its addictive and abused' stigma and controlled substance rules.#like anyone who actually has a.dhd cant even remember to take it half the time we're not the ones getting addicted to it #leave our meds alone #sorry little ranty rant #dont argue with me on it #medication cw

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rebloot · 18 days

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Okay so like I made this dude awhile back I'm just finally getting the balls to post him like one because kirby is consuming me and two because I keep seeing other people's kirby oc content and idk it just makes me so happy like I love just looking at everyone's ocs

No but like I haven't officially decided on a name yet but like I was thinking of calling him Helios cause yknow he's bright colors like the sun and also cause idk he's a moth so it's ironic he's supposed to like roughly be the same species as Taranza but like he's a moth instead of a spider idk I just needed an excuse to make him a silly little insect because I love silly little insects