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#i think I’m over I think I’m free
yyoati-cas · 1 year
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#okay I’m gonna spill some tea since it’s anonymous here#my love triangle is literally INSANE#if you’re not up to date basically I kinda had this crush on this guy and girl and then the guy (they’re both also like my besties)#told me he liked the girl I kinda had a crush#so I was sad but then girl started giving me hints she liked me (like constantly holding my hand and cuddling) and I talked it out wi#th the guy in question and he was fine that something was happening between us he would get over it#like a month me and the girl are rizzing each other#but nothing really happens so I am direct and basically just am like what is going on between us#and she texts me like I don’t like you like that#sorry#so my heart is broken because i really didn’t expect that (still somewhere think she DID like me because of how she acted but isn’t ready fo#r a relationship (which is fine yk but I wish she would’ve been honest then))#anyway we decide to just remain friends#i think I’m over I think I’m free#i talk it out with the guy and we laugh like she friendzoned both of us lol#there is a shift in our dynamic after that#my feelings for him return like a speedtrain#he is flirting with me tremoundously saying he loves me (then joking like not in that way but also saying that if he liked me he wouldn’t te#ll me)#next week I’m going to his place for a sleep over#IN THE SAME BED#it’s just the same as with the girl (yes I also laid next to her)#and this guy is excited goddamn#he also will just not stop bringing up th fact that various people think we’re dating#he was like I’m gonna make your parents think we’re dating by giving you a kiss on the forehead#anyway pray neither of them see this#but god oh dear#this is thee most insane love triangle I’ve ever heard of#delete later
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me and my weed ancient
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sapphicmuppet · 20 hours
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okay I’ve been absolutely spiraling since the last adventuring party where they were talking about mazey being evil because she’s not and I don’t think she is and I think if she was they would’ve gone over it BUT it scratches such an itch in my brain if she was. Like I have nothing against her character and she’s just generally delightful and helpful but like she’s such a NORMAL character it’s boggling to me. Like let’s be clear she’s AWESOME and a cool girl but just compared to how batshit feral everyone else in this cast is she bamboozles me so hard. like girl you are so well adjusted and talented and you’re graduating and going to college in a month why are you getting invested in this whole campaign like YES I KNOW SHES THE PRESIDENT AND SHES FRIENDS WITH FABIAN AND HAS A CRUSH ON HIM but girl ur so cool!! and normal!!! you don’t need to get roped into this. also this is just me rambling I’m not trying to complain abt her character or anything I just like to spiral and I wrote a huge rant in the tags UPDATE IGNORE THE TAGS IT GOT RESOLVED THIS EP
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pansy2005 · 1 month
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i will say i have become much happier by completely logging out of queer Discourse and instead getting into like, public transit and urbanism discourse. i will let the teenagers have the teenage discourse im tryna fix the roads maybe get some more trains going
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sea-jello · 5 months
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m supposed to be studying but i tried my hand at them instead and accidentally did rgb. what the fuck are they looking at
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staybeautifulmp3 · 20 days
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it’s just like. fundamentally harvey wants to be picked first. he wants to be top priority or the most important person in someone’s life. and his mother was the first to chose someone else (in that case her boyfriends) over him, when he was eight! and she asked him to lie to his dad for her! and he wants to be most important person in someone’s life he wants to be The Someone and i don’t think that’s an unreasonable ask for the people who love him! (or at least try to.) and it’s just, mike never puts harvey first. harvey is never mikes priority, mike has been choosing himself or rachel over harvey every single time. the only major sacrifice mike ever did for harvey in 7 years of television was when he took the deal to go to prison for the both of them to save harvey which yes was a huge deal BUT!! i always chafe when people bring that up because it’s like yes mike took the deal to go prison for harvey but it also guaranteed he’d be incarcerated for 2 years instead of 7 which would have been his sentence if he was convicted. so it’s like yes he went to prison for harvey but he also did it to shave 5 years off his sentence that was a significant thing that happened! but even if none of that was true one Big Gesture doesn’t make up for the fact mike never prioritizes harvey! which maybe it’s wrong to ask of him to do maybe it’s too much to ask! but it’s what harvey craves more than anything! he wants someone to pick him to want to be with him and the person who proves they’re able to do that is donna and only donna all the time! it is ALWAYS donna who’s checking on harvey or coming in to talk to him or helping him deal with shit. and not in a patriarchal way where the woman serves the man but in the SHES HIS FRIEND way!!! SHE LOVES HIM!!! and proves that time and time again… and i think it all comes down to that one scene in s3
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literally the question was. do you care more about staying with harvey WHEN HE NEEDS YOU. or do you care more about your life with rachel. AND MIKE CHOSE RACHEL. (WHICH WAS 100% THE RIGHT CALL from an objective perspective [heh objective perspective] if i was mikes girlfriend i would hope he would chose me over his friend, but it still means mike chose someone else over harvey) AND!! DONNA is the one to protect harvey she is the one telling mike that harvey needs him (to stay) DONNAS PRIORITY IS ALWAYS HARVEY.
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(Yeah no clue if this will reach anyone but anyway)
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville Poll
So, I’m really curious about how people interpret Early Sunsets, cause it’s my favourite song and I’m curious how other people read it after turning its lyrics in my brain microwave-style for years now. So:
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darlingsart · 9 months
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Quick doodle of a not so modern au this time, where everyone is happy and lives and Pat and Achilles build a cottage somewhere and raise Pyrrhus instead of dying in a war lmao
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wundrousarts · 5 months
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Mini Silverborn Countdown
If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.
If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:
Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.
January — Nevermoor
April — Wundersmith
July — Hollowpox
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werewolfoffeverswamp · 9 months
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there’s something so alluring about the idea of living in a perpetual horror movie to me. like a time loop. specifically a paranormal one where you could never make it out alive. in the same sense of “heaven is a place where nothing really happens” (from the talking heads song Heaven), being trapped in a story where there’s only one ending and you suffer through whatever horrors are laid out for you (but they are laid out exactly as they are and always will be, and they are laid out for YOU) sounds like. morbidly peaceful. no need to worry what happens next, you already know. and you’ve done it a hundred times. of course you’re in pain but it’s intimately familiar and maybe you don’t even register your suffering anymore. and you’re not preoccupied by your performance in this dance anymore either— it feels like whatever you do, the same events occur, but you’re an actor in a story and you never had free will to begin with. anyways. it just sounds kind of nice 👍
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sunnibits · 6 months
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I just asked my irl friends this too but I’m rlly curious to know so: can you guys give me any recommendations for new food to try for someone who is an extremely picky eater who’s trying to practice expanding their palette?? like maybe some really simple foods that would be a good place to start, or alternatively pls tell me what food you would recommend to someone who has never eaten food before lmao
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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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rotzaprachim · 7 months
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there are a lot of goyim esp from other Marginalised backgrounds that are taking the wrong lessons away from the fact that it turns out that a group of primarily socialist/communist people from an extremely oppressed cultural group with deep ties to an area are in fact more than capable of founding a regional settler colonial ethnostate in that area, a state that was capable of the mass dislocation and then intergenerational imprisonment of hundreds of thousands and then millions of people, and that while many non Jews feel morally pure and free of this ideology, the reality of the situation should terrify everyone
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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year
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Irks me a little bit whenever Dean torturing in Hell is positioned as his own fault, or even really his choice to do. We get given the solid number, 30 years of torture for him and 10 inflicting it on other people (which was also more torture for him because it’s Hell, the torture evolves, it doesn’t stop), and we get told that wasn’t long enough. That John held out longer. That angels were going to pull Dean out of Hell and if he’d just held on a few years more, the seal wouldn’t have been broken.
But that isn’t true, right? We know Heaven wanted the seal broken, ergo Dean wasn’t getting saved until it was. Until it, and he, we’re thoroughly broken and usable by Heaven to achieve their own ends (ie to make him into a good (obedient) Michael sword.) So, it wouldn’t have mattered how long he held out in Apocalyptic terms because the game (that he didn’t know he was playing) was rigged against him.
But more importantly for Dean, the amount of time he managed not to break literally does not matter. Because it was never going to be long enough. Thirty years, forty, a hundred, a thousand, it does not matter how long he held out because the breaking itself is the unforgivable part to him and the breaking was always inevitable.
Anyway. There’s my Dean meta for the year. Eat up, I guess.
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birdietrait · 20 days
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i’m so angry today i need to go sit in the sun and listen to adrianne lenker
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hayleysummers · 15 days
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being one of the only people who understands the nuances of hayley and elijah is a hard job, but nevertheless…I shall persevere
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