#i want a tattoo but am afraid of the pain lmfao

[wrixie]

my friends and i went to get tattoos and piercings on a whim the other day. i got my nose pierced again!!

[spamgyu]

Hi love,

Can I just say, I love your tattoos and like the other anon said, I really want tattoos too but my parents would quite literally disown me if I even thought abt getting one, like, even ear piercings(apart from the basic) are not allowed so yeah. Also, my god, I want to rant more abt things svt do that I find attractive but I'm afraid the list is too long for me to cover in one ask. However, shua's hands, god I have a very unhealthy obsession with them and the way he's actually really calm, like man is always so composed and soft spoken, it's so fucking sexy, I, oh well I'm just obsessed with that man. I've gotta say tho, I'm like a shua, jeonghan and cheol girlie so it's safe to say I am genuinely out of my mind, because uh well, those 3 are absolutely fucking crazy and find joy in driving people mad way too much. With that being said, you've already killed me with cheol angst because that was fucking painful but I just know jeonghan's one would like, actually fuck me up so bad and that makes me look forward to it, you see the problem here? I'm fucked. I've got to say though, if you write a shua angst, that will be the day I officially di-(gunshot).

Seungkwan as a jock, I certainly agree because people don't talk enough about that, like my man is actually good at a lot of sports.

You know, I'm still rotting over the concert because it's been too long since the last ot13 concert. Like, I'm so deep in my brainrot that my friends don't question it, I told them that it'll take a few days and they just laugh because they know, they've seen me just space out or scroll through clips, losing all sanity left in me. Like, cheol in the red hair and purple suit, jihoon blonde and dk trying to kiss him, jeonghan being absolutely fucking adorable, hoshi with his hair and idk, it's just, it's like I've been starved and now I'm losing my mind after being served too much all of sudden.

Anywho, how was your day?

Helloooooo

omfg thank you ehehe when i say wait to get tattoos i mean it. not to sound old and fossil like but fr just wait..... lmfao i refuse to admit to my parents that i regret the tattoos i got when i still lived under their roof bc... im annoying. anyways WAIT!

anyways..... now that i have posted the jeonghan angst i would like to ask..... how are you doing?

as for shua's angst.... im holding off on him rn.... hoshi is most likely next. (this is my heads up to everyone)

bruv same i .... haven't moved on from follow incheon i.... actually watch all the fancams everyday.... just to feel something

MY DAY IS GOOD !!!! the weather where i live is so nice right now so i ..... am feeling great lmfaoooooooo

[beanfic]

Summertime Sadness - Ch.6

TaPairing: Josh x reader

Word count: 1994

Warnings: Language, talk of sex, underage drinking and partying

Author’s note: Woo! Chapter 6!! I hope you enjoy this chapter, it’s starting to spice up :) (next week is HOT)

Song suggestions: Dopamine by BORNS (pre-party) and Party Rock Anthem by LFMFAO (party)

Right at three, you arrived at Mariah’s house to get ready. You had a bag with you that was your “sleepover bag” you used to distract your parents from what you were really doing.

“What are you wearing tonight?” you asked Mariah once you got in her room.

“I need tits out tonight so i’m thinking of this v neck blouse I have with jean shorts and heels!”

“That will be pretty! I just brought a black tank top and skinny jeans and heels.” You wanted to be comfortable, plus the black tank top was flowy, and made your boobs look really good.

“I love that tank top though! I bet josh will like it too,” she made a face at you when she added that last part. You threw the pillow that was sitting on her bed at her.

“Mariah! We haven’t even kissed again!”

“Tonight’s the night, baby girl!” she gave a little spin with her arms up and she ended it with giving you a hip bump.

“Josh said that he is going to take a cab there because he wants to drink,” you started to say.

“Oh before I forget!” Mariah interrupted, “Tyler will be there tonight and I really want to get back together so I might need your help at some point.”

“Sure, I can try!” you shrugged. You wanted Mariah and Tyler to get back together but you really didn’t want to be distracted from Josh.

“Hey Y/N, can I talk to you about something?” Mariah got serious, which made you start to stress.

“Yeah?”

“Are you afraid to lose your virginity?” She stared at you in the eyes, and even though you were never the one to talk about this stuff, you felt safe around Mariah. She had been your best friend for the past six years.

“Honestly yeah, I’m worried i’m going to bleed.”

“Me too, and what if I’m not good at it,” Mariah layed down on her bed, staring up at the ceiling,

“I’m not sure if a person can be bad at it, it’s just people’s preference.”

“True.”

“How much have you and Tyler done?” you asked. You heard her take a deep breath and slowly let it out.

“I mean we do oral, and stuff,” she mumbled. “But anytime I try to actually stick it in me-”

“Ew,” you interrupted.

“He says no!”

“Well at least you are being respectful and consensual.”

“But what if the reason he doesn’t want to have sex with me is because I’m not good enough or something.”

“Mariah, you’re overthinking it. You don’t need to rush into things anyways. Just talk to him tonight!” you reassured her. She finally calmed down.

Hours passed without you two knowing, and before you knew it, it was time to go to the party. You messed with your tank top, making sure your cleavage wasn’t too much, and was finishing strapping on your heels.

The heels weren’t too tall, but it accentuated your legs and made you feel taller in general. Mariah looked gorgeous like always, you were jealous of her tan skin and her curly brown hair.

“We look hot,” she chuckled, looking at both of you in the mirror.

“Hell yeah we do!” You gave her a high five.

“Ready to head out? Tyler said he would pick us up in like five minutes.”

“Ready as I’ll ever be!” You were excited for the night, and the thought of how you were lying to your parents made you even more giddy about the whole deal.

Once Tyler got to Mariah’s house, you could tell that they were going to get back together. You watched Tyler’s eyes light up and his lips curl up into a smile when he first got a good look at Mariah.

“You girls ready?” Tyler asked and both of you nodded. You sat in the back while Mariah took shotgun, and you could tell that she wanted to hold his hand by the way she kept on accidentally brushing it.

“Have you heard from Josh at all?” Mariah asked Tyler, smirking back at you.

“About what exactly?”

“About Y/N!”

“Oh, I mean he has mentioned her a little bit,” you could see Tyler’s eyes look at you through his rear view mirror.

“What did he say?” you asked.

“Oh, not much.”

You decided to not push Tyler, and that you were better off not knowing. It’s not like you and Josh were dating, it’s just that you two had feelings for eachother. But how strong were his feelings? Because your feelings were really fucking strong.

You arrived at the party, and followed Mariah and Tyler in. There were lots of people there that you recognized from the grade above you, and you weren’t really sure if you would enjoy yourself.

“Y/L/N!”

You turned around to find Josh headed towards you, with a beer already in his hand. He was wearing a white tank with black jeans. You never realized how muscular his shoulders were until tonight.

“Hey Dun! Fancy seeing you here,” you joked as he pulled you in for a hug. The feeling of his arm around your waist made your stomach start to flutter.

“You want a drink?” he asks, pointing his beer bottle to you and you nod. Josh grabbed your hand and made you follow him. His hand was warm and you could feel his calloused fingers scrape against yours.

“Thank you!” you say as Josh handed you a red solo cup. You stared at the purple liquid sloshing around. “What’s in it?”

“I believe grape juice and vanilla smirnoff.”

You took a sip and immediately start to cough, “Wow that’s strong.” You could feel your eyes watering.

“You’re crying!” Josh announced as he placed his hand on your cheek and wiped away your tear with his thumb. Your heart was racing, and you wanted to kiss him right then and there.

“Hey lovebirds,” Mariah entered the kitchen already holding a beer, “You want to go against Tyler and I in a game of beer pong.”

“I’ve never played,” you admitted shyly.

“Don’t worry, I’m a natural!” Josh clapped his hands together and chugged the rest of his beer.

“Oh it’s on like donkey kong,” Tyler ran to the table lined up with two triangles of red solo cups that were each filled with beer.

You hated the flavor of beer, and this whole scenario made you nervous. Mariah went first, she threw the small, white ping pong ball and it bounced off a cup and onto the floor.

“You were close!” you exclaimed, smiling that you didn’t have to drink. Tyler threw next, the ball landing perfectly in the front cup.

“I’ll drink this one!” Josh grabbed the cup and chugged it down in one gulp. He placed the cup to the side, and handed you the ping pong ball. You dipped it in the water to rinse it off and threw it. It bounced off the top cup and landed in the one behind it.

“Yes!” you jumped up and down while Josh held both is hands up for a double high five. Josh threw his ball, landing in the one right next to yours. You both watched Mariah and Tyler drink their two cups.

“Mariah needs to drink the rest, I have to drive us home later!” Tyler said, putting the now empty cup to the side.

The game went by pretty fast, and involved you drinking almost all the beer because Josh didn’t feel like it. In the end, you and Josh ended up winning and Mariah was even more drunk than you were.

“Holy shit you won,” she slurred, stumbling over to you and wrapping her around your shoulder.

You giggled, “I only won because of Josh!” You gave him a little wink, making him smirk.

“Tyler follow me,” Mariah grabbed his hand and pulled him to the other side of the room. You turned back to Josh, not knowing what to do now.

“Want to do dance?” He asked.

Usually you would have said no but the alcohol in your system was saying yes. You nodded and held Josh’s hand and followed him to the living room. There was rainbow lights dancing everywhere, making it even harder to see through your blurry vision.

Music played, but that bad music that was on the radio like LMFAO and Cobra Starship. You watched Josh start to move his body to the music, making you giggle and seeing this funny side of him.

You followed his moves, making sure to not trip over your own feet. You ended up failing, and you went flying first into Josh’s body. He caught you, and both of you were laughing,

“Here, hold on to me,” he whispered as he started to sway your body side to side. You smiled up at him shyly, as you could feel his hand move down to your lower back.

“Am I blushing?” you asked, noticing the familiar feeling of hotness in your cheeks.

“I wouldn’t be able to tell because of how drunk you are anyways, Y/L/N.”

“I’m not that drunk,” you tried to argue.

“Okay sure.”

“Hey Josh! We’re doing stick and pokes, do you or your little friend there want to do one?” this older girl said.\, you believed her name was Hayley. Josh looked down at you with a raised eyebrow.

“Let’s do it!” you giggled. You went into this bedroom to find a small circle of people sitting on a bed.

“Do you want a stick and poke?” this girl with short red hair asked you, and you nodded.

“Y/N, you’re really drunk, are you sure?” Josh asked you, and you nodded one more time.

“Okay what would you like?” the girl asked. You thought about it for a second before deciding on a simple heart on your left wrist. You told her, and she started to give you one.

This was the moment when the alcohol hit you the hardest, causing you to blackout. You didn’t feel any of the pain, and once the tattoo was finished you couldn’t stop showing Josh the tattoo.

“Dun, I have a tattoo!” you shoved your wrist in his face.

“You’ve showed me about five times now,” he chuckled.

“You’re so handsome,” you giggled tracing your finger around Josh’s bare shoulder. “Don’t tell Josh though!”

“Do you know where Mariah and Tyler are? I think it’s time you head home!” he whispered into your ear. You looked at him confusingly, realizing you haven’t seen Mariah in a couple hours.

“Call Tyler,” you slurred. You watched Josh whip his phone out and dial Tyler’s number. He put it on speaker so you could hear too.

“What do you want Josh? I’m kind of busy right now,” Tyler answered.

“Where are you, man?”

“I’m at my apartment with Mariah, and we’re kind of busy.”

“What do you mean? You were supposed to take Y/N back to Mariah’s”

“Well, uh, Mariah is staying at my place tonight do I don’t really know what to tell you. Sorry man. I got to go though.” Tyler hung up the phone fast, and Josh just stared at you. You could feel tears forming in your eyes.

“Mariah left?” you mumbled.

“Hey, it’s okay!” Josh whispered. He noticed how tired you both were so he decided to just take you back to his apartment. The alcohol had worn off on him, and he carried you to his jeep and drove back to his apartment.

You were passed out by the time you guys arrived, and he carried you all the way to his room. It was only on the first floor which was a good thing. He placed you in his bed, and wrapped a blanket around you.

“Goodnight, Y/L/N,” he whispered. He turned off the light and headed to go sleep on the couch in his living room.

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[meepface]

1-100!

oof, thank you lmfao

1: is there a boy/girl in your life?

there’s a boy in my life which is crazy to me bc i was starting to think i could only feel this way about girls. i am bi though, that is very much so confirmed

2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

i can think of two people right now honestly and i forgive them both. i learned from them and i grew from those experiences and i hope they do as well. i wish nothing but the best for them

3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

my best friend got a new cat and she’s SO SMALL and she likes me a lot and cats don’t usually like me so it’s great

4: what’s something you really want right now?

to hang out with my boy but i’m doing that tonight! also i would really love to go to Iceland

5: are you afraid of falling in love?

oh absolutely terrified, yes, but it’s a growing experience every time and i think it’s always worth it whether they end up being the one or not

6: do you like the beach?

not really at all honestly

7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

yes

8: what’s the background on your cell?

my lock screen is my dog Sophie and my home screen is just some pine trees

9: name the last four beds you were sat on?

my own, my brother’s, my boyfriend’s and my best friend’s

10: do you like your phone?

i honestly wish i didn’t have a phone a lot of times lmao i hate texting people and i hate social media and i hate being subconsciously addicted to it. i’m definitely trying to work on using it less

11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?

not at all but they’re going pretty fucking great so i’m not complaining

12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

a new coworker of mine

13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?

both i love dogs

14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

emotional

15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

both ??

16: are you tired?

a little bit, i just woke up and i definitely wanted to sleep in a little later than 10:30 but my body will not go back to sleep

17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?

lmaooo since middle school, he was actually my first “boyfriend” if you even count the like 4 days we dated

18: are they a relative?

not at all, just some crusty boy i don’t even talk to anymore. last i heard he moved and is trying to be a monk which is strange considering the person he is

19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

i would not

20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

he texted me this morning but the last time we spoke was like over the phone two days ago. he’s been busy moving and shit and so we haven’t gotten to see each other for a lil bit but i see him today so it’s all good

21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

not today, i’d definitely still wait and if they’re the right person i’m sure they’d wait too

22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

oh my god absolutely, i’m gonna kiss him so much tonight

23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

none, i don’t really care for bracelets

24: is there a certain quote you live by?

there’s a few! “let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier,” “if you have good thoughts it will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely,” and “be kinder and gentler.”

25: what’s on your mind?

i’m kind of hungry and i definitely smell pancakes in the other room but other than that i’m super nervous to hang out with my boyfriend’s friends for the first time today bc i want them to like me lmao

26: do you have any tattoos?

i have three, a sun and moon on my wrists and “lovely” on my inner arm

27: what is your favorite color?

cerulean

28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

toniiiiight

29: who are you texting?

my friend Stein, my friend Joe and i was texting my boyfriend but i think he fell back asleep

30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

yes lmao all the time

31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

yes

32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

yes my good pal Joe and also my friend Brendon and also my friend Cory and also my friend Derryck and also my boyfriend but he’s more than just a friend so i don’t think that counts

33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?

i would hope my boyfriend does

34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

i get that fairly often actually bc my eyeballs are fucking massive and bright green and it makes me happy when people say that bc i used to hate em

35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

i would be really really really disappointed and upset bc he knows how difficult its been for me lately and he knows i’ve been cheated on before and he’s been so fucking good to me so it would be a huge knock down to my ability to trust anyone. i’d honestly just break up with him quickly and as kindly as i could and just not talk to him again. i definitely think it would be harder to trust afterwards and i’d be heartbroken but luckily we wouldn’t have been together long enough for it to fuck me up too bad yet. BUT, he’s literally an angel and i can’t see him ever doing this to me so this is all hypothetical

36: were you single on valentines day?

no i was not

37: are you friends with the last person you kissed?

we’re dating

38: what do your friends call you?

my name

39: has anyone upset you in the last week?

i think my parents at one point but it’s all good, i’ve clearly already forgotten and moved on

40: have you ever cried over a text?

plenty of times

41: where’s your last bruise located?

i have a random ass bruise on my knee and i have no idea what that’s about

42: what is it from?

no clue

43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

oh all the time lately, it’s hard to be at home right now. but i also just want to be out of state for a while

44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?

my best friend called me to tell me how her date went

45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

yeah i have these bright white pumas that i loooove they look so cool and they’re so comfy

46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

yep, i look good in snapbacks and dad hats so it works out

47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?

no i don’t have the face shape to pull that off

48: do you make supper for your family?

i would but i’m so bad at cooking that i don’t think they would want that

49: does your bedroom have a door?

yes

50: top 3 web-pages?

youtube, netflix and then my school’s login page apparently

51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?

my mom does

52: does anything on your body hurt?

my stomach is a little upset but it’s not too terrible

53: are goodbyes hard for you?

depends on who i’m saying goodbye to

54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

coffee

55: how is your hair?

messy and in a bun bc i just woke up lmao

56: what do you usually do first in the morning?

lay in bed for like an hour and text people back and briefly social media bullshit, then i usually immediately shower once i get up

57: do you think two people can last forever?

i don’t know but i hope so

58: think back to january 2007, were you single?

yes

59: green or purple grapes?

purple but i like em both

60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?

when i see my boyfriend today, he’s been pretty stressed and he definitely needs a hug

61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

i’d say with my boyfriend but i’m pretty fuckin comfy in my bed right now so i mean, he can come join me here instead

62: when will be the next time you text someone?

whenever someone texts me back 

63: where will you be 5 hours from now?

a music festival

64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.

sleeping

65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?

yes i was dating her

66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

yes

67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?

not yet but i will

68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

i have no idea, i was probably just nervous about today

69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

yes

70: how many windows are open on your computer?

just this one

71: how many fingers do you have?

10 lmfao???

72: what is your ringtone?

idk whatever the apple default one is

73: how old will you be in 5 months?

still 21

74: where is your mum right now?

she’s in the kitchen making pancakes which i’m about to go hit up

75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

we just didn’t work out

76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

yes, three days ago though bc we’ve both been busy

77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

some of them yes but i cut off a few of em for the better

78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

definitely my friend Brendon, we didn’t work out bc we were both queer as fuck but he’s still one of my best friends to this day. i also had a huge crush on this girl that i don’t really talk to anymore bc she definitely gives off that whole “i’m better than you” kind of vibe

79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?

yes

80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

yep & i get to tonight !! my bf is so cuddly when he’s sleepy

81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?

five LMAO but i only tried things out w three of em bc i knew the other two wouldn’t work out. ended up with the one i liked the most to begin with so everything worked out in the longrun

82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

my boyfriend lol

83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?

yep a whole bunch i’m so excited

84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

oof, i don’t think i’d yell at em but i guess my friend Monica, that’s some shit she’d drag me into doing lmfao

85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?

he is to an extent and it doesn’t bother me as long as he’s safe. i barely consider weed a drug anyway

86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

my bf and i fucked in my car at 3 AM afterwards LMAO

87: who was your last received call from?

my dad

88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

i think i would initially agree bc i need that money but i don’t think i’d have the heart when it came down to it

89: what is something you wish you had more of?

money would be nice bc i’m tryna move out

90: have you ever trusted someone too much?

yes

91: do you sleep with your window open?

nah there’s mosquitos outside

92: do you get along with girls?

yes!!!!! i love girls

93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

no, i don’t really see much of a point in doing that

94: does sex mean love?

not necessarily but loveless sex isn’t as good

95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

not at all

96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

no

97: did you sleep alone this week?

yeah except for on monday night and i don’t have to sleep alone tonight either so it’s all g

98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

yes

99: do you believe in love at first sight?

nah but i believe in infatuation at first sight sure, i believe you can have a feeling about someone at first sight, like you can tell if they’ll be in your life or not kind of thing

100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?

i think my best friend

[szopenhauer]

What is the reason you last got a new cell phone? because I needed phone with internet connection 

Are you more masculine or feminine? dunno, smth in between?

Which name have you kissed the most people with? I only kissed one person in my entire life

Do you enjoy All You Can Eat buffets? yes

Have you ever seen the band/artist you’re listening to live? I didn’t attend any Momomoyouth concerts

Last thing you printed off a computer? short story that I’ve written

Last thing you threw in the garbage? not sure what was last

Last black person you hugged? I saw few black people but never even had a chance to talk to them

Is life hard? for me it is, I know some people have it worse but still

Who does the song you’re listening to remind you of? nothing, I just enjoy it

Have you ever had anything pierced that isn’t anymore? never had anything pierced ever

Would you consider yourself “tough”? it’s complicated 

Headphones or earbuds? headphones

Do you support freedom of speech? I think some stuff should be censored like bullying

Are you ever told you are too opinionated? maybe 

Do you hold grudges for long? sometimes

What’s in your garden/backyard? you mean plants or other stuff like furniture or decor?

Do you own a purple pillow? nope

Do you have a brown blanket? nah

Do you think diamonds, stars or hearts are prettier? stars

Have you ever overflown a bath? noooo

Do you appreciate brutal honesty? not brutal but I appreciate honesty in general most of the time

When was the last time you ate meat? yesterday

Have your parents met your gf/exes? they met my current gf and my ex S.

How about your gf’s parents? Met them? I met my current gf’s parents 

Do you feel uncomfortable easily? kinda

Do you know how to say I love you in at least 4 languages? yup

What age will you be when you times your current age by two? 56

Do you find the sound of a cats purr relaxing? hmm...

Are you in a simple or complex mood? complex

Do you know your Mum’s first pets name? I need to ask my mom’s guinea pigs’ name :o

*she doesn’t remember

Do you like car racing? playing car racing games, don’t like to brag but I’m very good at it actually 

What is your closest uncle/aunt called? to me it’s my aunt Alicja (Alice)

Do you wear underwear to bed? when I have my period to have extra protection

Do you get angry, depressed or nervous more? all at once

What is something obvious about you that everyone notices? that I’m short 

Would you ever get a heart tattoo or your back? what for?

Do you like Sapphires? I don’t

What about you do you think your friends dislike? ask them

Would you allow your children to date prior to 16? (assuming you want any) I don’t want any and would allow but no sex! at least use protection or birth control

What’s something about adult life you were never warned of or prepared for? amount of illnesses for example

How often do you wash your car? I don’t have a car

Which app on your phone do you tend to get the most notifications from? fb messanger

Do you find it easy to put yourself in somebody else’s shoes? I believe

Have you ever kissed a smoker? I have not

If you won the lottery, do you think any of your family members would ask you to give them some of your money? my parents wouldn’t have to ask :)

What is the craziest thing you’ve seen happen at your workplace? crazy is that one of the coworkers actually disappeared - he left his stuff and didn’t took the money for the job - he was never found 

Have you ever disliked a book so much that you didn’t finish it? many times

Do you think tomorrow will be a better day than today? hope so

A word that describes you, starting with the last letter of your last name?: asexual

What is the age difference between the last two people you kissed romantically?: -

How many hours have you worked this month?: zero

How did you or whoever come up with the name(s) for your pet(s): he was fattest among his siblings as a puppy and used to eat a lot later too, he even ate roof of his house lmfao

Last time you washed your hair?: Monday’s night

What is your weight?: about 40 kg, I didn’t check recently

Last article of clothing you purchased?: dad bought a hoode NOT INTERESTED for me in second hand because I cold so cold yesterday but I worry I still got a flu :(

Last electronic you purchased?: powerbank from what I remember

What is your blood type?: no idea

Who did you last walk a dog with?: my dad, we always go together for walks because it’s quite dangerous to wander alone around the forest

Ride bikes with?: same

For what reason did you last high five someone?: I virtually high fives my gf because we agreed on smth

Are you emotional? I’m more analytical/logical/overthinker but I still am very emotional Have you ever cut/burned yourself intentionally? ... Have you ever noticed the hidden adult jokes inside of kid shows/movies? in Shrek, the one about penis

Do you sin often? only God knows What do you think happens after you die? we have a funeral :P Are you afraid to die? I’m afraid of looking stupid and people laughing, being a burden, others trying to save me (or me trying to save myself of course) and failing, someone stealing my stuff while I’m unconscious, suffering for a long time, waking up in a casket, going to hell etc. If you had the chance, would you want to know the date of your death? YES Have you ever felt that you weren’t good enough? I’m not enough and yet too much if you know what I mean Are you jealous of your siblings? I am, she’s lucky, normal

Are you always wanting more? I want more than I have but not as much as people usually want - I want health and enough money to not just barely survive but I don’t dream about career, kids, big house, fame, talents, travelling, beauty, long life etc. Do you make good first impressions? pfft Do you consider yourself guarded?  it seems Do you like animals? majority but still wouldn’t want to own them 

Do you think doctors prescribe medicine too often? absolutely, too many meds are causing more problems than help and the fact lots of them are sold without prescription makes me angry and sad Do you enjoy getting drunk, or do you feel like you’re losing all control? I don’t drink because I don’t like the taste/smell and the consequences - losing control is one of them but also hangover and puking for examples Do you think the internet is dangerous? almost everything can be

Who do you think has the most pressure to be good-looking; guys or girls? women are pressured more to be attractive Do you care what impression you make on people? not much Honestly, do you say racist things? nah Do your parents put way too much pressure on you? not really Do you think people overreact when their pets die? not usually

Has anyone ever told you they needed space? that’s what I say!

Do you actually think there will be a zombie apocalypse? smth similar 

Do you get offended really easily? I’m pretty sensitive

Have you ever punched a wall out of complete anger? not wall, furniture

Ever been turned down in a really mean way? in my opinion that was hurtful

Are you ticklish? I am and hate that about me

Do you currently have a pair of UGG boots? I use them as slippers during winter :3

When was the last time you had a stomach ache? morning

Have you ever been to a circus? at least once <3

Does drama seem to follow you everywhere you go? I live in a drama movie Do you ever regret giving your number to people? regretted Have you ever been told that you’re afraid of your own shadow? fuck you! Have you ever tried Gouda cheese? obvi Do you still watch South Park? I never did You’re babysitting, what do you expect per hour for pay? been doing it for free :( What’s the last thing you returned at a store? tried to return computer and even tho it was on guarantee they didn’t fix it, it didn’t work from the start and it’s only getting worse >.< Do you still look at clouds and make shapes of them? it’s so much fun! :D If you had to dye your hair for one year, what color would you pick? green What’s your television addiction? non existent Have you ever had any painful dental work done? If so, what? 4 hours of root canal without anesthesia Do you make your own jewelry or clothing? tried but I’m bad at it Do you use drawing to describe what you’re feeling? preffered collages  Do you give everything you do 100%? I half ass majority of the things I do

If you could transform into any kind of animal, what animal would you be? raccoon? XD  actually a bird I guess One place you would never want to get lost in in the dark? somewhere I could fall down like from the roof or into a deep hole and where are sharp objects etc. Are you claustrophobic? just my head is, I’m scared to be stuck in smth with my head, I know it’s strange If you could be reincarnated, would you come back as another human or an animal? If an animal, what kind? I just want a good life... but never come back would be a better option - no more death  Easiest way to scare you? jump scares What was your last nightmare about? personal

Do you own any knee-high boots? no longer Have you ever kissed a dog on the mouth? disgusting!

How many squares of toilet paper do you use at a time? 2-3 Have you ever had acupuncture done to you? heard you can get ill outta that Do you play hopscotch? played a bit as a child Are you jealous of beautiful people? rarely  Are you foolish and naive? I try my best not to be yet end up being fooled at times anyway Do you play with the food on your plate? my mom does and that annoys me When you were born was the umbilical cord wrapped around your neck? luckily not Have you ever taken a mud bath? no thx Do you have nude photos of yourself posted on the internet? I didn’t even really took any to begin with Are you considered “normal”?

Do you want to skydive? nah Have you ever been told that you talk too much? and not enough, you can’t please anyone

What’s the latest youtube channel you’ve discovered and binge-watched?   https://www.youtube.com/c/naomijon/videos

Do you think your hair looks better long or short? it’s ugly 

Do you look best with or without bangs?   I prefer no bangs

Do you enjoy editing photos on your phone? I like filters sometimes but not editing

Which season do you wish would last longer?   summer

Haw many outdoor birthday parties have you had?   none, sadly, my birthday is during winter so I can’t 

How much taller or shorter are you than your mom?   like 10 cm taller even tho I’m so tiny

Do you have neat handwriting? r u kidding?...

Would you rather hike a mountain or dive into the sea?   hike

Which Barbie doll was your favorite? that one I slept with and broke her neck but I loved my Ken as much (and broke his legs but my dad fixed him) - that’s unusual as those are the only toys I actually ever broke (not counting my fav stuffed animal that lost it’s head but my mom sewed it back) and not because I didn’t care for them like some kids but because I loved them 

Do you prefer cheetah or zebra print, polka dots, paisleys, plaid, stripes or stars? animal prints are ok at times, paisley and some kinds of plaid too but I love stripes and stars and hate polka dots 

Do you like your natural hair color? whatever

Did you dream of becoming famous as a kid?   later in life I wanted to become an actress 

Have you ever been to a gynecologist? several times and I regret that

Do you use the Bitmoji app on your phone? used to

Do you get on facebook every day? yep

Would you ever consider naming a child after a family member?   not that I want to have kids but yes

List three names that sound similar to your name.   apparently Zosia is similar to Zuzia but also Anna as it’s part of Zuzanna

What were you almost named?   Lilia (Lily)

What does your name mean? same hahaha

Do you have any symptoms of COVID-19 right now? luckily not

Have you made your own mask to help prevent the spread of the virus?   my mom is making those

Do you ever wish you had someone to hug?   I have someone to hug

[briteboy]

MORE ASKS I’VE BEEN IGNORING!!!!!!!

GET ‘EM WHILE THEY’RE HOT

P.S. ALL OF U WHO SENT ME THE CHAIN THINGY ILYSOMUCH 

Why is her step-douche such a foken piece of shit? omg i hate him

some mysteries are never meant to be explained tbh. why is he so ugly and evil? who wronged him? but also who cares he’s in jail forever now good riddance ugly

I know this is probably really bad, but after I saw the newest molly posts, I thought of that video where the little girl is yelling "MISS KEISHA, MISS KEISHA, oh my fukin gosh she fukin dead"

OMFGFD I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT THAT VIDEO WAS SO I JUST WATCHED IT AND I’M LAUGHIN

i don’t blame u i bet when it happens i’m gonna be like “u know she ded”

(To the previous anon) i agree with you so, so much! In Poland, these dumbass politicians are letting shooting pregnant bisons (?? Im not sure how they're called) become legal. Like BITCH WHAT. Can you imagine??? A fucking pregnant lil' cow getting shot????? I feel Molly's pain on an emotional level rn (sorry if this is too nsfw, just needed to get that outta my system...)

i think this was in response to someone saying that hurting pregnant women is one of the worst crimes but um WTF shooting animals at all makes me itchy but pregnant ones..............nah that’s......nah

it’s ok get it outta ur system i’m here 4 u

the first thing I check in the morning is your account.... you have me whipped! ;|

OMG WHA LMAO REALLY that’s wild. i feel like i’m the only one who looks at my page which is dumb but like idk i still feel like a little kid that no one cares about lmao. but then you guys exist and amaze me with your responsiveness every day and i just ;____________; ily all

hi Sunny. first of all i'm gonna say i love your story and your editing style so much! your blog is goals like literally. i need an advice if you don't mind. you always find such amazing angles for your pictures while mine are so boring. any tips or tricks you can share?

HI thank you so much ;-; sooooo i’ve been thinking about this question the past couple of times i went in game, trying to figure out how to describe how i take pictures. for one thing i live in tab mode lmao. meaning you press the tab button on your keyboard to go into camera mode and get all these sexy angles and super zoom and stufffff. i almost always zoom in super far idk why. so there’s one tip. i honestly just play around with going up and down with the q and e keys (i think?) until i find angles i like. i take a lottttt of pictures with so many different angles just so i have a lot to choose from. basically i try to focus on different things in each picture in order to get a mix of the most diverse and dynamic shots possible. you just need to experiment and get creative. i know that’s the most vague advice ever but really just try a new angle that you’ve never considered before and i bet you’ll get cool results. an interesting setting is also the biggest factor, because certain objects and their placements will give you interesting results. 

i honestly want to print out your reaction pic to that one post and just hang it on my wall, put it in my heart locket necklace, stamp it on people's faces, start an email thread with it. i love it.

an add on to the last ask i sent about your reaction pic. i've been looking at it religiously since it was posted, and i dont regret a minute of it. LMAO I'LL STOP NOW.

SAKJDLJKGKSDAF STOPPPP LMAOOO i looked so ugly but that was my pure unadulterated reaction to that question and i trust you all to not judge my ugliness and instead share this reaction with me. i’m glad u liked it that much, i just printed it out and i’m cutting it into a small heart to put inside ur locket ok

everytime i hear cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant i think of a serious case of the novembers like its so fitting and then i get all emo when i listen to it lmao rip

OMMMMGGGGGGG YESSSSS how have i never made that connection before honestly. cage the elephant is one of my faves and i’ve seen them perform twice actually!! i’m watching the music vid for that song now and even that reminds me of my story ;-; i cry

thank you for sending this, and also i cry @ the fact that you used the actual title *dies* now this song is gonna make me emo til the end of time thx

i might sound like some crazy stalker fan but i just want to say you are so freakin awesome and nice and funny and cute and (i can go on forever) so caring! i love your blog so much and all the hard work and care you put into all your posts and followers. thanks for making my day and making me smile so much. you have no clue how much i look forward to seeing your posts and your hilarious hashtags and answers from asks and AMAZING story posts. im sorry i just wanted to let you know ur awesome ily

OFMG WHAT!!!!!! I AM ONLY AN EEL!!!!!! but no you don’t sound like a crazy stalker, i actually love this, you’re too sweet, thank you ;-; i’m just blushin so much reading this omg. YOU EVEN LIKE MY TAGS WOW that’s true love. ily ;-; <333

how do you get your sims' facial expressions to line up with your scenes? I feel like my sims' faces are never right :(

tbh i just use a lot of the same neutral poses...my go-to’s are @helgatisha‘s poses lol. they’re the easiest to work with when i do just plain talking scenes, and often i tweak my sims’ eyebrows and mouths with the liquify tool if i want them to look a bit more concerned, sad, mad, happy, etc., it works like a charm!! i also tend to play around with angles, you’d be surprised how much a different angle can enhance a scene.

Hey smol bean, I'm sent you an ask and now I feel bad that it probably made you feel anxious because you didn't answer it. It was the one about you not liking my posts, I have anxiety too so I'm sorry If I made you feel sad. I think I'm just looking for validation from people I look upto you get me? Anyway sorry again, don't worry about it! Love you!

hiya bb, i know you saw my answer to your original post (and i’m sorry it got some negative attention, i didn’t mean for that to happen by any means) anyway don’t sweat it, and i really appreciate this follow-up message. you didn’t make me feel sad, i just wanna know what i can do. it’s just a hard question y’know. i understand what you mean, i think everyone wants validation to some degree. tbh you can just come off anon and message me, i promise it’s not as nerve-wracking as it seems! ily

How did you make Santi's tattoos? I want some like that for my Sims but idk how to do it

boop

I HAVE A FEELING THAT MOLLY IS GOING TO DIE DURING THE BIRTH OF THE BEAN OR IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER STEPFATHER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BEAN

WELP U WERE RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING

how did you make your characters page on your blog like that?

uoohhh like what?? i used this theme (monolog) if that’s what you mean aheh. here’s a guide on how to use custom page themes

okay so THIS IS MY THEORY: they might keep the baby and molly might actually carry it to full term, but then the kid dies in childbirth and either molly also dies or maybe kills herself or gets killed later? or maybe she's still alive but just won't speak to santi anymore cause she like can't look him in the eye after all of that or idk?? since ppl were sending theories i wanted to add mine lmao. another possible theory is that the stepdad finds out and kills her but thats TOO DARK omg

TOO DARK U SAY...WELL!!! it’s not AS dark as you guessed but only marginally

If Molly turns out to be alive and raising their kid alone (though from what I'm seeing in response to most questions I think that may not be the route) am I allowed to slap Santi (unless Molly didn't give him the option to help) because raising a child alone is not easy I've watched my mom do it for years.

YEAH i would give you permission to slap him lmao he would be a grade A piece o’ shit if that were the case. i would never ever write that tho because santi does own up to his actions if they’re that detrimental. his altruistic nature, no matter how backwards, would never allow him to do that.

There will be complication with the abortion so she will not be able to carry a baby anymore and she's going to kill herself OR her step dad is going to find out and he'll beat her to death. And in both situation Santi his blaming himself because he wasn't there at the right time... Okay I really really hope I'm wrong now !

I don't even follow your story very closely but every time I see your posts my heart hurts.

OMFG...that’s how u know the pain is real

but like wow my stuff is really so visceral that even my apathetic followers can feel the hurt...that’s real...that’s real my guy

omg!! you should 100% play or at least watch a playthrough of life is strange! legit the best game ever made, its so beautiful. the storyline kills you a thousand times over (much like your beautiful story) <3333

yaaaa i’ve heard lots of good things about it!! my bf played it actually, maybe he’ll revisit it again someday and i’ll watch him do it (i’m only a fan of video games if i can watch them like a movie lmao) thank you btw <3

I am shook and I worship you and your story and you are amazing WOW BYE

WORSHIP LMAO WHAT!!! PLS I AM UNDESERVING...ily tho don’t worship false gods

Do you let Molly and the younger versions of your characters frolic around your main save or do they have a separate one?

UM YES LMAO because i didn’t even know you could have separate saves until after i started the flashbacks lmao i’m...a noob. i don’t want separate saves anyway because 1) it’s too much of a hassle switching back and forth and 2) it gets too confusing for me and i’d be afraid of overwriting one save with another and NOPE too much anxiety for that soooo yeah there’s three santis in my game: child, teen and adult lmfao (fun fact: teen santi’s name is literally just Lil Santi)

I made it to my senior year with 6 A's and 1 B ... Be proud of me too? 😂 Lmao I told this to people and some of them were just like .. okay cool?! LMAO it's so funny but also kinda sad

I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!!!!!!!! my smart childrens

“okay cool” UM PLEASE that’s a feat...at my school if you got an A in a class in senior year you were allowed to be exempt from the final. so yeah that rules. ily

[tonethegay]

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1:Full name.- Toni Rivera2:Zodiac sign.- The best sign of them all... Aries !3:3 fears.- the dark, losing my bff, and um failing4:3 things I love.my bff.. duh, video games and being a streamer/creator5:4 turn on’s.- big butt, nice smile, great humor/personality, nice boobs 6:4 turn off’s.- negativity, liars, hypocrites, and i don't know7:My best friend?- @queenfvckit8:Sexual orientation?- Gayyyyy9:My best first date?- haven't had one 10:How tall am I?- 5'6"11:What do I miss?- not a what but who.. my dad, uncle and cousin12:What time was I born?-9 something am13:Favorite color?- Green 14:Do I have a crush?- what even is that !? 15:Favorite quote?- When you've reached a certain point of your life, there are people out there waiting to see you fall,but rather than let gravity take you down, sometimes you have to take matters into your own hands and fly!16:Favorite place?- My Tigers Den aka my recording and streaming area aka my bedroom 17:Favorite food?- Pizza 🍕 😋18:Do I use sarcasm?- lmfao never 19:What am I listening to right now?- The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air20:First thing I notice in new person?- Smile or eyes 21:Shoe size?- 7 in men and 8 in woman but i wear men's shoes always 22:Eye color?- Light brown23:Hair color? - brown 24: Favorite style of clothing?- comfy, stylish, men's clothes 25:Ever done a prank call?- yes 😂26:What color of underwear I’m wearing now?- black boxer briefs 27:Meaning behind my URL?- some people call me Tone and I'm gay so i combined the two28:Favorite movie?- umm this is a hard one but um either Captain America Civil War or the Fast and Furious series. 29:Favorite song?- Ooh 😲 this ones super tough. i'll say Mark My Words by Justin Bieber 30:Favorite band?- don't have one31:How I feel right now?- in pain cuz the right side of my ribs hurt when i laugh or breathe too heavy. 32:Someone I love.- My bff33:My current relationship status.- Single 34:My relationship with my parents.- Dads dead and don't talk to my mom much35:Favorite holiday.- Easter36:Tattoos and piercing I have.- 3 tats all on my left arm (3 roses on my inner forearm, tigers eyes on the outer forearm close to the wrist and a matching sister tattoo on my inner bicep), and just my ears pierced. 37:Tattoos and piercing I want.- lots more tattoos i want to have a full sleeve at some point and maybe my tongue and maybe big maybe my nose 38:The reason I joined Tumblr.- cuz i wanted to be gayer 39:Do I and my last ex hate each other?- well she hates me (lmao that's what she says cuz she's a pain in the ass) but i still love her, we're best friends 40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?- well yeah41:Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?- nope42:When did I last hold hands?- um i held my nephews hand today, does that count ? 43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?- maybe 30 minutes 44:Have I shaved my legs in the past three days? - nope 👎🏼 but you can't really tell either, it's def been like 3 weeks45: Where am I right now?- in my not so comfy bed 46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?- it better be my bff 47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?- loud af48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad?- no i do not49:Am I excited for anything?- to be financially stable with some extra spending money but something a little sooner than that going back to school for a degree in graphic design50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?- nah (don't have many friends)51:How often do I wear a fake smile?- not very often but it does happen occasionally 52:When was the last time I hugged someone?- i hugged my nephew a few hours ago53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?- well if we've both moved on then just gotta except it 54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?- um not sure55:What is something I disliked about today?- i streamed too late56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?- Selena Gomez 😍😝57:What do I think about most?- making it as a streamer/ gamer and meeting my bff 58:What’s my strangest talent?- i'm untalented so nothing 59:Do I have any strange phobias?- not that i know of 60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?- in front now but it hasn't always been that way61:What was the last lie I told?- hell i don't know. i do my best to be as honest as possible 62:Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?- since i've met my bff... both !63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?- Yes and Yes64:Do I believe in magic?- Hell yes65:Do I believe in luck?- to an extent66:What’s the weather like right now?- a bit cool67:What was the last book I’ve read?- The making of Optic Gaming 68:Do I like the smell of gasoline?- yes69:Do I have any nicknames?- Tone, Baloney70:What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?- nothing horrible but i messed up my rotator cup in my left shoulder 71:Do I spend money or save it?- both, i save money so i can spend it 72:Can I touch my nose with a tongue? - wth of course i can touch my nose with a tongue but touching my nose with MY tongue no i can't 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?- i have pink writing on my t shirt 74:Favorite animal?- Tiger75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM?- talking on the phone and working on my laptop76:What do I think Satan’s last name is?- James 😂 jk i don't fucking know77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?- anything edm or Bieber78:How can you win my heart? - be yourself, be positive and a good sense of humor79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?- Here lies the best fucking person ever Tone Balone aka Toni Rivera80:What is my favorite word?- um i'm not even sure 81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr?- @queenfvckit- @1beyond-it- @wevegothighhopes- @bieber-news- @selenagomez-updates 😍82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?- please subscribe to me on youtube and connect with me on all my social medias to stay up to date on what i'm doing and when i'll be uploading or streaming (insert list of social media accounts) 83:Do I have any relatives in jail?- yes unfortunately #FreeJonathan84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?- Read people's mind85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?- no idea, never really thought about it86:What is my current desktop picture?- Captain America87:Had sex?- yes88:Bought condoms?- no89:Gotten pregnant?- noooooo90:Failed a class?- yes 91:Kissed a boy?- unfortunately 92:Kissed a girl?- only in my dreams but hopefully irl really really soon93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?- no but that's hella cute and goals af94:Had job?- yep 👍🏼 95:Left the house without my wallet?- fuck yes and it pisses me off every time96:Bullied someone on the Internet?- never 97:Had sex in public?- no98:Played on a sports team?- hell yeah 99:Smoked weed?- not yet100:Did drugs?- nah101:Smoked cigarettes?- second hand but that's it102:Drank alcohol?- once but it was gross 103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan?- fuck no104:Been overweight?- well yeah 105:Been underweight?- nope106:Been to a wedding?- yes 107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?- fuck yes all the damn time really, it's my unpaid job (for now)108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight?- used to109:Been outside my home country?- nope110:Gotten my heart broken?- yes111:Been to a professional sports game?- yes112:Broken a bone?- never 113:Cut myself?- on purpose no by accident a whole fucking lot114:Been to prom?- nope115:Been in airplane? - yes but i was a baby 116: Fly by helicopter?- nope but i was supposed to but couldn't because of weather conditions 117:What concerts have I been to?- R. Kelly, N'SYNC and um that's it i think118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex?- well duh that's how being gay works 119:Learned another language?- eh120:Wore make up?- like twice121:Lost my virginity before I was 18?- no122:Had oral sex?- no123:Dyed my hair?- no124:Voted in a presidential election?- yes.. twice125:Rode in an ambulance?- nope but i've been inside one to learn about what's in it126:Had a surgery?- nopers127:Met someone famous?- i wish128:Stalked someone on a social network?- lmao who hasn't !? 129:Peed outside?- not that i can think of130:Been fishing?- sure have 131:Helped with charity?- yes Relay For Life and many others132:Been rejected by a crush?- um probably 133:Broken a mirror?- no134:What do I want for birthday?- a gaming pc and gaming chair135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names?- maybe two, for a boy Christian or Vince maybe even Anthony or Christian Anthony yep that's the one and for a girl hmm 🤔 Katie 136:Was I named after anyone?- yes, my dad. they thought i was gonna be a boy so i would've been a jr but then i ended up being a girl so they just named me Toni instead of Anthony obvi 137:Do I like my handwriting?- fuck no 138:What was my favorite toy as a child?- Legos 139:Favorite TV Show?- Ugh so many but Pretty Little Liars140:Where do I want to live when older?- well i'm 23 but i'd love to live in Cali or Canada 141:Play any musical instrument?- yes drums and a little guitar. been a while since i've played either one tho142:One of my scars, how did I get it?- On my cheek and neck, i was attacked by a dog when i was younger and it scratched me pretty deep, had to get stitches.143:Favorite pizza topping?- cheese but if it's Pizza Hut pepperoni is delicious144:Am I afraid of the dark?- yes 145:Am I afraid of heights?- no way146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?- yeah of course147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?- um i don't remember 148:What I’m really bad at.- expressing myself 149:What my greatest achievements are.- sleeping 150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.- shut the fuck up fat ass 151:What I’d do if I won in a lottery.- well depends on how much it is, but buy a car, house, have the ultimate gaming setup/ room, visit my bff, give money to some people in my immediate family and the bff152:What do I like about myself?- my smile and eyes 153:My closest Tumblr friend.- @queenfvckit154:Something I fantasies about.- sex with a girl155:Any question you’d like- why am i so amazing ? welp you can thank my parents for that but that's a question you have to ask my creator cuz i couldn't tell ya 😂🙌🏼😍

[xjvsmyn]

Just do all of them ya soggy lamp shade

i hate you

1: is there a boy/girl in your life? nah2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? nope3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” cats??4: what’s something you really want right now? idk honestly5: are you afraid of falling in love? sorta6: do you like the beach? yea sure7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? yesss8: what’s the background on your cell? fallujah9: name the last four beds you were sat on? i can only name 2 and that would be my moms bed and then my ex boyfriends bed like 2 months ago10: do you like your phone? YEAH I JUS GOT A NEW ONE AFTER USING ONE THAT HAD NO FUCKIN LOCK BUTTON FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS SMH11: honestly, are things going the way you planned? they are now!12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? this kid i met at my work 13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? rottweiler, i want one so baaaad14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? emotional15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? zoo, museums are boring as shit i’m sorry16: are you tired? nope17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact? since i was like 5 omg18: are they a relative? nope it’s my best friends mom19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? heeeelll no20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? like 3 days ago or some shit21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? i’m 18 years old lmao no22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again? nah23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? 1 on each plus 2 hair ties on each24: is there a certain quote you live by? nope25: what’s on your mind? nothing really tbh i’m just listening to music so my mind is kinda blank right now26: do you have any tattoos? yeah but i’m still in the process of getting them removed27: what is your favorite color? green n blue28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips? how tf am i supposed to know29: who are you texting? my sister, nick, and zakk30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? yeeee31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? lmao yeah32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yesss33: do you think anyone has feelings for you? idk i know of 2 people that do34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? yesss, every single person compliments me on my eyes and i don’t get it bc my eyes are so basic looking 35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? i wouldn’t care hahah36: were you single on valentines day? yeah, i was single last valentines day and gonna be single this valentines day B) love my life37: are you friends with the last person you kissed? he’s tryin real hard to be but idk i’m just not feelin it38: what do your friends call you? either jas or fuckin jasmeme or some shit39: has anyone upset you in the last week? yeah hahaha40: have you ever cried over a text? yeaaaa41: where’s your last bruise located? my knee42: what is it from? hell if i know, i bruise so easily dude lmao they basically show up outta nowhere43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? now, but we’re gonna be out of here soon so that makes me happy44: who was the last person you were on the phone with? my dad45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes? yeee my black vans or white converse46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? either that or i just put my hair up47: would you ever go bald if it was the style? bitch no48: do you make supper for your family? i only live with my mom lmfao but yeah sometimes49: does your bedroom have a door? my bedroom is a living room right now, so50: top 3 web-pages? tumblr, twitter, and facebook51: do you know anyone who hates shopping? nah52: does anything on your body hurt? nope53: are goodbyes hard for you? hmm depends on the person54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? dude i fuckin spilled water all over myself yesterday omg55: how is your hair? fine but i’m lowkey kinda pissed bc i put more green than blue in my hair when i dyed it last and i meant to do it the other way around :(56: what do you usually do first in the morning? check on rypto57: do you think two people can last forever? for sure58: think back to january 2007, were you single? i was fuckign 8 years old, yes i was single59: green or purple grapes? both 60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? i don’t know smh61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now? our new house lmao :(62: when will be the next time you text someone? right now 63: where will you be 5 hours from now? asleeeep64: what were you doing at 8 this morning. sleepin bitch lmao do u really think i’d get up that early on my day off???65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked? unfortunately66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yesss67: did you kiss or hug anyone today? nah68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night? i don’t even remember, i was so tired69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? almost always :^)70: how many windows are open on your computer? just this one71: how many fingers do you have? motherfucker. get out72: what is your ringtone? my phone is always on vibrate tho73: how old will you be in 5 months? still 1874: where is your mum right now? the other room75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? bc he’s an asshole, i wish i never met him76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? nah77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? only a few78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? yeah lmfao79: is there anyone you know with the name mike? yeah dude80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? yessss81: how many people have you liked in the past three months? probably like 3 people oops82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? nah83: will you talk to the person you like tonight? i don’t like anyone right now tbh84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? nobody and i’m not yellin at anyone out of any window bc i’m not a shitty human85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? if it’s anything besides weed then yes i’d care86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? dude i haven’t seen a movie since like 192487: who was your last received call from? my dad88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? yeah lmao sorry lil dude89: what is something you wish you had more of? money bc i’m poor right now :^) well i will be after i buy a new computer90: have you ever trusted someone too much? yeah91: do you sleep with your window open? don’t have a room so :^)))92: do you get along with girls? yes??? what does this even mean93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? nah94: does sex mean love? not always95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? no it would just be kind of annoying tbh96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? nope97: did you sleep alone this week? yeeee98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? eehh not really99: do you believe in love at first sight? sort of100: who was the last person that you pinky promise? i don’t know tbhthanks fucker :^)

[noahhernandez]

I’m OLD and bored 8/7/2020

1.Is there a boy/girl in your life? No!  2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? If it is Pajak then no i do not <3  3:What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” A cat, and oddly enough Cardi B 4:What’s something you really want right now? A stable job that I like :)  5:Are you afraid of falling in love? No, but I don’t want to. Relationships are soul sucking and not in the fun way. 6:Do you like the beach? No i do not like the beach one bit. Well, I like being in a beach house but I don’t like getting in the water. 7:Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Yes I have  8:What’s the background on your cell? It is the scene in Hereditary where he husband is on fire 9:Name the last four beds you were sat on? Mine, Emily’s, Bri’s, lol I don’t really know um  ? Probably like my aunts when I lived with her 10:Do you like your phone? Yes it work 11:Honestly, are things going the way you planned? NO! I wanted to have a fun summer and look for another job and think about studying for Grad School and etc etc but I was JOBLESS for FOUR months and bc of COVID we cant do a DAMn thing 12:Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? I have absolutely no idea probably like.. ? I don’t know lol 13:Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? Rottweiler 14:Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional pain, lol it’s funny bc my last answer said physical I have grown up so much  15:Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Art Museum 16:Are you tired? Physically yes lol 17:How long have you known your 1st phone contact? For 16 years because it’s my little sister 18:Are they a relative? omg yes 19:Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? NO ! well maybe 1.  20:When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? I have no idea bitch !  21:If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? no 22:Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? no  23:How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? 3 24:Is there a certain quote you live by? no!  25:What’s on your mind? literally nothing its kind of nice like not thinking 26:Do you have any tattoos? Yes, I have a sleeve so a total of like 9 tattoos i think idk 27:What is your favorite color? black 28:Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Hell if I know 29:Who are you texting? Nobody bc Emily and Janett are at work and Bri (F.) is simply not texting me 30:Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? yes 31:Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? Yeah of course its called  i know things bitch 32:Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Ya of course i can tell michelle faith bri emily and janett everything  33:Do you think anyone has feelings for you? u know probably not 34:Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? my eyes are dark brown lol so no 35:Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? i dont care 36:Were you single on Valentines Day? yes !  37:Are you friends with the last person you kissed? I honestly dont know the last person I kissed like i dont know if it was michelle or not lmao 38:What do your friends call you? Noah 39:Has anyone upset you in the last week? No  ! 40:Have you ever cried over a text? Probably ! Yes when I was told “sorry noah i cheated on you last night” like who TEXTS that LMFAO anyways I cried 41:Where’s your last bruise located? hand from work 42:What is it from? oh from work 43:Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Bitch i want to die 44:Who was the last person you were on the phone with? leann  45:Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? my dr. martens theyre like 2 inch platforms lmao 46:Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? No lol 47:Would you ever go bald if it was the style? no omg 48:Do you make supper for your family? ew hell no i live ALONE 49:Does your bedroom have a door? omg yes  50:Top 3 web-pages? Facebook, Twitter, Youtube 51:Do you know anyone who hates shopping? Um, no all my friends shop about an average amount 52:Does anything on your body hurt? My back and my feet!!  53:Are goodbyes hard for you? They were sometimes. Sometimes it do be sucking when u say goodbye but didnt know it was the last :( 54:What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? I had the sudden memory of last summer when I fell down the stairs at work and spilled coffee all over myself and had to change 55:How is your hair? Short and not combed at the slightest 56:What do you usually do first in the morning? Pee! !!  57:Do you think two people can last forever? nope!  58:Think back to January 2007, were you single? I was 10 59:Green or purple grapes? Green 60:When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? um honestly i have no idea lmao we arent allowed to hug each other in these tough times!  61:Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? no !  62:When will be the next time you text someone? I am texting Angel rn actually 63:Where will you be 5 hours from now? Asleep 64:What were you doing at 8 this morning. dead ass asleep 65:This time last year, can you remember who you liked? Nope !  66:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? this is gay yes all my friends but only because they are funny not because I enjoy seeing them 67:Did you kiss or hug anyone today? I did not hug anyone or kiss anyone today!! ! 68:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? i literally was struggling so hard to go to sleep last night so I was probably really frustrated 69:Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes on taking exams normally except my last like ... 2 years of college were phenomenal   70:How many windows are open on your computer? 4- amazon, youtube, CBS and this 71:How many fingers do you have? 10 72:What is your ringtone? like the original one 73:How old will you be in 5 months? 24 LOL  74:Where is your Mum right now? Honestly I have no fucking idea lmao 75:Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?  because they cheated on me, they were very toxic and manipulative and uncaring and i dealt with it for a long ass time and it literally going to kill me if I kept it up. Dealt with bad anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, I wasn’t eating, and I had to start taking medication and see therapy because of it literally it was the worst shit ever  76:Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? No 77:Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Let me think of some- yes. Faith, Peter, Michelle, Bri, Emily, Janett, Angel, Anissa, I’ll still consider Keyla my friend too hehe .  78:Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? some guy named Chris 79:Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? No 80:Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? yes and I hated it

81:How many people have you liked in the past three months? 0 82:Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? no lol 83:Will you talk to the person you like tonight? no!  84:You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? Definitely MICHELLE and PETER. I would ask Bri and Emily to please not let me get that drunk 85:If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? yes 86:What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? I literally work at a movie theater an nothing cool happens like the last almost 6 years of working there have been boring 87:Who was your last received call from? Leann asking me where my nametag was at in my car 88:If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? um yes 89:What is something you wish you had more of? money !! $$$ 90:Have you ever trusted someone too much?  ya it was some dumb ass shit !  91:Do you sleep with your window open? hell no i live in southeast houston is too fucking humid and hot for that shit i will get mold 92:Do you get along with girls? yeah lmao 93:Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? i dont even know i dont think so 94:Does sex mean love? hell no!  95:You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? nope!   96:Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? ew no those are trashy 97:Did you sleep alone this week? yes lol :( 98:Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? my friends what kind of dumb ass question is this  99:Do you believe in love at first sight?  no !  100:Who was the last person that you pinky promise?  nobody ! if anything I smokey sweared with Michelle like 23 years ago

[softlrh]

2020 20 Facts

I was tagged by: @lilacsos

1. Do you make your bed?

typically, yes

2. Your favourite number?

10

3. What’s your job?

i’m a full-time student haha, but i am looking !

4. If you could, would you go back to school?

i’m currently in school soo :)

5. Can you parallel park?

..anyways !

6. A job you had that would surprise people?

i don’t know if i have one tbh LOL

7. Do you think aliens are real?

yes and no, i mean, who really knows? there’s just so much to explore in space :)

8. Can you drive a manual car?

no sir !! it’d be cool to learn tho

9. What’s your guilty pleasure?

animal crossing.

10. Tattoos?

i would totally get one if i wasn’t afraid of needles and pain.

11. Favourite colour?

lavender

12. Things people do that drive you crazy?

chew with their mouth open..

13. Any phobias?

as i’ve stated before, needles !! i’m not too fond of spiders or snakes either..

14. Favourite childhood sport?

i was not a sporty kid LOL

15. Do you talk to yourself?

occasionally

16. What movie do you adore?

Breakfast at Tiffany’s. all day, every day.

17. Do you like doing puzzles?

sure, i wouldn’t choose to do one 9 out of 10 times tho

18. Favourite kind of music?

i really just listen to what’s on the radio, bruh.. and of course, i listen to 5sos and harry UwU

19. Tea or coffee

tea, but coffee’s definitely grown on me this past year

20. The first thing you remember you wanted to be when you grew up?

i really wanted to be a vet :)

I don’t know who to tag lmfao, if you want to do it, i tag you :) but this is also kinda late as it’s the middle of january..

[sadgirls-xo]

1-100

1: is there a boy/girl in your life? yes

2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? no

3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” a cat..?

4: what’s something you really want right now? I want a hug

5: are you afraid of falling in love? no

6: do you like the beach? sometimes

7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? no

8: what’s the background on your cell? my baby

9: name the last four beds you were sat on? my bed, my moms, my brothers, and my little cousins

10: do you like your phone? NO

11: honestly, are things going the way you planned? I dunno

12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? his name is Elijah lol

13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? poodle

14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? emotional 

15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? a zoo lol

16: are you tired? yes

17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact? maybe a year 

18: are they a relative? No

19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? no

20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? like a second ago

21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? yep

22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yep

23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? two

24: is there a certain quote you live by? “When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.”-Helen Keller

25: what’s on your mind? ice-cream 

26: do you have any tattoos? yes

27: what is your favorite color? red

28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips? soon.

29: who are you texting? Kelly

30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? no

31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? yes

32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? eh not really

33: do you think anyone has feelings for you? yes

34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? yes

35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? um bye 

36: were you single on valentines day? yes

37: are you friends with the last person you kissed? no

38: what do your friends call you? Mel

39: has anyone upset you in the last week? Yes

40: have you ever cried over a text? Yes

41: where’s your last bruise located? 

42: what is it from?

43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? rn

44: who was the last person you were on the phone with? Brooke

45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes? YES MY ADIDAS

46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?no

47: would you ever go bald if it was the style? no

48: do you make supper for your family? no

49: does your bedroom have a door? yes

50: top 3 web-pages? Netflix,facebook,tumblr

51: do you know anyone who hates shopping? me

52: does anything on your body hurt? everything

53: are goodbyes hard for you? yeh

54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? fruit punch

55: how is your hair? ugly

56: what do you usually do first in the morning? brush my teeth

57: do you think two people can last forever? YES

58: think back to january 2007, were you single? yes

59: green or purple grapes? purple

60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? 

61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now? YES

62: when will be the next time you text someone?in a second

63: where will you be 5 hours from now? sleeping

64: what were you doing at 8 this morning. sleeping

65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked? no

66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yes definitely 

67: did you kiss or hug anyone today? I hugged my co worker lol

68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night? idk I was aggravated

69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?  yeh

70: how many windows are open on your computer? 10

71: how many fingers do you have? 4

72: what is your ringtone? Nothing Without You - The Weeknd

73: how old will you be in 5 months? 22

74: where is your mum right now? she sleeping

75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? byeeeeee

76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? no

77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? some

78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? no

79: is there anyone you know with the name mike? yes

80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? no

81: how many people have you liked in the past three months? none

82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? no

83: will you talk to the person you like tonight? I am rn

84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? no one bc I don't go out

85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? uh idk

86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? 

87: who was your last received call from? my baby

88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? OMG WHAT

89: what is something you wish you had more of? money lmfao

90: have you ever trusted someone too much? Yes.

91: do you sleep with your window open? No

92: do you get along with girls? um yes and no

93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? no

94: does sex mean love? depends on the situation

95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? nope.

96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? no

97: did you sleep alone this week? yes

98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? yes 

99: do you believe in love at first sight? yes

100: who was the last person that you pinky promise? idk 

[frooogs]

distractions !!!!

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? Yeh

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? Nah they really fucked up haha

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” Cats wth

4: What’s something you really want right now? Burrito

5: Are you afraid of falling in love? Nope

6: Do you like the beach? Yes

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Yes

8: What’s the background on your cell? Pink ghosties. I need to change it

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on? Idk??? Mine and Anthony’s?

10: Do you like your phone? Yes

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? No but I’m alright

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? Becca..?

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? Poodle so I could do it’s hair

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? E m o t i o n a l

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? An art museum

16: Are you tired? Always

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact? Alyssa?? Only a few months

18: Are they a relative? Coworker

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? Fuck no

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? Like two seconds ago

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? Yes

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Duh

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? Two, and one hair tie

24: Is there a certain quote you live by? Fuck 12

25: What’s on your mind? Food

26: Do you have any tattoos? Three

27: What is your favorite color? PINK

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Prolly in a little bit

29: Who are you texting? No one rn

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? Yes

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? HahaHAHAHA

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Not really anymore

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? Idk hopefully the man I’m living with

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yeah

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? I’d fucking kill him

36: Were you single on Valentines Day? Nope

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed? Yes

38: What do your friends call you? Bailey

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? Yes lol

40: Have you ever cried over a text? Always lmao

41: Where’s your last bruise located? Leg

42: What is it from? DOGS

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Yesterday

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? Anthony??

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? Yesssss

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? Nah I just put it in a bun and call it quits

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? Nah I like having my hair

48: Do you make supper for your family? I h a t e that word. But when I lived at home I did quite frequently

49: Does your bedroom have a door? No I live in a studio apartment

50: Top 3 web-pages? Facebook and here I guess idk

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? Yes

52: Does anything on your body hurt? Neck and shoulders

53: Are goodbyes hard for you? Depends

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Tea

55: How is your hair? Clean and down

56: What do you usually do first in the morning? Pee

57: Do you think two people can last forever? Yes

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? O ya

59: Green or purple grapes? Purple

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? Tonight I hope

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? No I’m warm and in bed atm

62: When will be the next time you text someone? Tonight probably

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? In bed hopefully

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning? Sleeping

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? The same man I do rn

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yeah

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Both

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? “Breathe”

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Lmfao

70: How many windows are open on your computer? Only this one

71: How many fingers do you have? Ten I hope

72: What is your ringtone? Some apple bs

73: How old will you be in 5 months? 23

74: Where is your Mum right now? Idk prolly in bed

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? I am with him

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? Yes this morning

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Some of them lol

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? Gabe T.

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? Ew yes.

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? Almost every night

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? Just one

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? Yes

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? Yes

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? Kendall lmao

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? As long as they’re not hard drugs idc

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? Idr the last time I saw a movie

87: Who was your last received call from? Anthony or my mom?

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? Is it bad if I say maybe

89: What is something you wish you had more of? Money and patience

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

91: Do you sleep with your window open? Usually but it’s been so chilly lately so it’s been closed

92: Do you get along with girls? Sometimes /:

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? Probably yeah

94: Does sex mean love? Not all the time

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Nah we’re locked in a room currently

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? I don’t remember

97: Did you sleep alone this week? Nah, unless you count naps

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? Yes I do

99: Do you believe in love at first sight? Nah

[newyrker]

1-56

I’m bored enough that I am actually happy you asked this 😂1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?Nope
2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?Yes 
3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”a cat lmao
4: What’s something you really want right now?Beer 
5: Are you afraid of falling in love?Not really 
6: Do you like the beach?Yes very much
7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?Ummmm I actually don’t think so
8: What’s the background on your cell?Lmao me and my two coworkers with drake photoshopped in 
9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?Mine at my parents house, mine at my apartment, umm my brothers and I think stephs? 
10: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? not at all :/
11: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?Uhhhh someone from tinder lmfao
12: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?Emotional 
13: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?Art museum I think zoos are bad 
14: Are you tired?Always 
15: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?Um like 10 years 
16: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?I would
17: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?Yes 
18: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?One that my brother got me from israel
19: Is there a certain quote you live by?This too shall pass
20: What’s on your mind?The fact that this very second a girl from tinder texted me to have a nice weekend after friend zoning me and telling me she has a boyfriend!
21: Do you have any tattoos?No!
22: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?Idk probably the day I die at this rate 
23: Who are you texting?No one I suck at texting 
24: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?ALWAYS LOL
25: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?Yes Christian 
26: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?No lol 
27: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?Yes :) I love that compliment 
28: Were you single on Valentines Day?Yes 
29: Has anyone upset you in the last week?Yes 
30: Have you ever cried over a text?Lol I’m a cry baby yes 
31: Where’s your last bruise located?I don’t think I have any but prob my hips I always knock into tables 
32: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?All the time 
33: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?My mom 
34: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?Sometimes if I don’t have work
35: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?No 
36: Do you make supper for your family?No 
37: Does your bedroom have a door?Actually it does not lmfao I live in a studio 
38: Does anything on your body hurt?My back because I built my sofa by myself and it was heavy af and I am sore 
39: Are goodbyes hard for you?Yes I hate them 
40: How is your hair?Curly and frizzy 
41: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?Anywhere 
42: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?I can think of a few 
43: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?I can’t remember probably something lame and nerdy tho
44: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Who hasn’t?
45: How old will you be in 5 months?22!
46: Where is your Mum right now?Downstairs 
47: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?I have not 
48: How many people have you liked in the past three months?Uno
49: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?Nopppe
50: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?Nope
51: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?Depends which drugs 
52: Who was your last received call from?My mom 
53: Have you ever trusted someone too much?Lol I wish I didn’t 
54: Do you get along with girls?I WOULD HOPE SO
55: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?This is deep I don’t think so unless it’s my parents
56: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?My friends

[jluphold]

Questions time: 1-100 😊

Ah, thank you!!Questions time1: is there a boy/girl in your life? -Nah2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? -nah3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” -"how the fuck did a cat get in my house? Can I keep it?"4: what’s something you really want right now? -CHEESECAKE5: are you afraid of falling in love? -uh. I mean...kinda6: do you like the beach? -kinda! If it's with the right people7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? -I don't think so?8: what’s the background on your cell? -Cinderella's castle lmfao9: name the last four beds you were sat on? -FUCK. Mine, my mom's, and two of Scott's spare beds 10: do you like your phone? -yeah!11: honestly, are things going the way you planned? -not at all. But I'm VERY happy with how things turned out12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? -Matt from jobsite!13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? -Rottweiler 14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? -Emotional.15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? -zoo!16: are you tired? -kinda17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact? -we haven't talked for a while, but like...8 years?18: are they a relative? -no19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? -what ex?20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? -a kiss?21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? -nah. Commitment scares me 22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again? -would I kiss nobody again?23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? -none24: is there a certain quote you live by? -"growing older is a certainty. Growing up is optional." "All the world's a stage, and the men and women simply players" (I'm sure I fucked that up)25: what’s on your mind? -life. But mostly auditions.26: do you have any tattoos? -nah27: what is your favorite color? -UHM teal?28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips? -who knows 29: who are you texting? -nobody30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? -lol no 31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? -YES ALL THE TIME32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? -yes!33: do you think anyone has feelings for you? -honestly I doubt it 34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? -actually yes!35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? -that would be NOBODY36: were you single on valentines day? -yeah37: are you friends with the last person you kissed? -wtf38: what do your friends call you? -Jessica. Jess. JESSICAHHHH39: has anyone upset you in the last week? -yeah40: have you ever cried over a text? -lol yeah41: where’s your last bruise located? -my thigh!42: what is it from? -ghosts? Iron deficiency? Something I don't recall?43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? -earlier today in that fucking restaurant with my grandma44: who was the last person you were on the phone with? -my mom lol45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes? -I am very partial to my low top black Converse46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? -nah47: would you ever go bald if it was the style? -NO48: do you make supper for your family? -nope 49: does your bedroom have a door? -yes!50: top 3 web-pages? -UHM. YouTube, google docs, tumblr 51: do you know anyone who hates shopping? -lol yes. Me.52: does anything on your body hurt? -my stomach and under my right eye 53: are goodbyes hard for you? -depending on what the goodbye is, and who I'm saying goodbye to54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? -fruit punch 55: how is your hair? -soft and smooth and golden 😎56: what do you usually do first in the morning? -not gonna lie, I pee first thing57: do you think two people can last forever? -the right people, maybe58: think back to january 2007, were you single? -lol yes59: green or purple grapes? -green60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? -I have no idea. Maybe Wednesday61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now? -I mean I'm in bed rn, I have no complaints at the moment 62: when will be the next time you text someone? -probably tomorrow 63: where will you be 5 hours from now? -sleeping lol 64: what were you doing at 8 this morning. -sleeping lol65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked? -honestly I think it was Jonah 66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? -UHM...I don't...know?67: did you kiss or hug anyone today? -no68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night? -honestly I have NO idea69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? -oh yeah!70: how many windows are open on your computer? -surprisingly only one!71: how many fingers do you have? -ten72: what is your ringtone? -some default shit, I'm not checking lol. Nobody calls me73: how old will you be in 5 months? -20 74: where is your mum right now? -in her bedroom sleeping75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? -we grew up and grew apart 76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? -nah77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? -There's a few that occasionally reemerge and we have a good time 78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? -John and Cody mostly 79: is there anyone you know with the name mike? -my uncle and my friend's dad80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? -nah. Get off me 81: how many people have you liked in the past three months? -like one. Or a half. I don't know 82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? -UHM. No. I hope not83: will you talk to the person you like tonight? -lmfao nope, don't have that celebrity's number84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? -I wouldn't, but probably Nikki and emily?85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? -yes.86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? -ok it was technically Falsettos (2016) in theaters. We got there with 2 minutes to spare and cried a lot during it87: who was your last received call from? -my momma 88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? -honestly I don't think I could 89: what is something you wish you had more of? -MONEY90: have you ever trusted someone too much? -yeah91: do you sleep with your window open? -wtf NO92: do you get along with girls? -honestly depends on the person 93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? -no94: does sex mean love? -love isn't sex. That's a thing my husband once told me, Marvin my ex! (But no. No it doesn't)95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? -I'm locked in a room with NOBODY. That might be a problem. I don't like being alone too much 96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? -lol97: did you sleep alone this week? -tf yes?98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? -I mean, my friends make me happy. Yes I do.99: do you believe in love at first sight? -UH. Maybe. Kinda. Idk100: who was the last person that you pinky promise? -probably Conner Finehout, he was the only one I ever pinky promised with (except my mom)

[meepface]

 i don’t want to even think about the mountain of things i am supposed to get done tonight for my classes tomorrow

1: is there a boy/girl in your life? 

yessss

2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? 

yeah, i do. i’m trying to forgive more  

3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” 

a cat

4: what’s something you really want right now? 

a glass of wine bc i feel tense and nervous and sad and wine makes me calm n sleepy

5: are you afraid of falling in love? 

i definitely was at one point. still am juuuust a lil. being vulnerable with someone is so scary and letting someone really get to know all of you and giving them the power to hurt you is so terrifying to me lmao but i trust that my gf is gonna be gentle with me

6: do you like the beach? 

nah i am terrified of the ocean and i just don’t see the appeal

7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? 

yes

8: what’s the background on your cell? 

my lock screen is a cute picture of childish gambino and my home screen is my girlfriend at a carnival we went to

9: name the last four beds you were sat on? 

??? mine, my brother’s, my parent’s and my friend Kate’s

10: honestly, are things going the way you planned? 

not really but not all of it is bad

11: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? 

a boy i made friends with in spanish!!! 

12: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? 

emotional for sure

13: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? 

the zoo if it’s not really hot outside but i like em both

14: are you tired? 

yes a little but not enough to go to sleep lmao i was so tired today and i passed tf out while i was with my gf today and i haven’t been tired since. i might drink some wine so i can fuckin calm down and sleep though

15: how long have you known your 1st phone contact? 

lmfaooo since like 6th grade i think. he was my first “boyfriend” and now he works at whataburger so i see him every once in a while and he always says hi and is excited to see me. he’s a nice dude but i’m probably gay lmao so

16: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? 

noooooo all my exes are ugleeeee and gross and have bad personalities

17: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? 

no it is way too early i do not feel ready for Marriage Level Commitment yet

18: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? 

none

19: is there a certain quote you live by? 

“be kinder and gentler, thank you” and lately: “sometimes people let the same problem make them miserable for years when they could just say, so what. that’s one of my favorite things to say. so what.”

20: what’s on your mind? 

i am: Sad a lil bit and i wanna talk to someone bc i am lonely as hell. also my brother managed to get a free ticket to harry styles tomorrow from his friend and i’m salty as all hell bc he knows like!!!!!!! two songs

21: do you have any tattoos? 

a sun and moon on my wrists and “lovely” on my left bicep

22: next time you will kiss someone on the lips? 

tomorrow !!!

23: who are you texting? 

i was texting my friend Kate a little bit but now nobody 

24: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? 

yeppp

25: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? 

yeet my good pal Joe and also my friend Brendon (except we haven’t talked in forever and i miss him a lot he was my besssttt friend for sooo long and now he lives in fucking Alaska lmao anyway) and also my brother

26: do you think anyone has feelings for you? 

yes

27: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? 

i get told that fairly often actually

28: were you single on valentines day?

nope

29: has anyone upset you in the last week? 

yes

30: have you ever cried over a text? 

oh yeah plenty

31: where’s your last bruise located? 

my ankle bc i had a really bad spider bite and it turned into a bruise lmfao i probably should’ve gotten that checked out bc it was making me sick but it’s gone now so it’s chill

32: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? 

hmmm probably that one day at work last week where i was Crying in front of customers lmao but also today when my dad was being a dick to my mom and i was awkwardly standing in the kitchen with them

33: who was the last person you were on the phone with? 

my mom!!! i called her bc there were two dogs just runnin around on the side of the busy highway and i was scared they were gonna get hit but i was already late to work so i couldn’t stop and save em so i was calling my mom to see if she could go save em or at least post somewhere about them

34: do you wear hats if you’re having a bad hair day? 

yaaa i love hats

35: would you ever go bald if it was the style? 

no i don’t have the face for that

36: do you make supper for your family? 

not really but sometimes i make everyone dessert bc that’s all i’m somewhat good at

37: does your bedroom have a door? 

yeah thank god

38: does anything on your body hurt? 

my head and my throat and my stomach and also like .... my soul u know

39: are goodbyes hard for you? 

depends

40: how is your hair? 

not cooperative 

41: do you wish you were somewhere else right now? 

no i am content with being alone in my room right now

42: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? 

i have plenty of people who make me smile

43: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night? 

i was so exhausted yesterday and that was making me emotional as fuck and i was telling my girlfriend how much i love her and started crying so many happy tears and i was just thinking about how i needed to go the fuck to sleep before i kept Embarrassing myself but also that i love my gf a lot

44: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? 

oh all the mcfuckin’ time!!! i cry a lot

45: how old will you be in 5 months? 

20 but make it 6 months and i’ll be 21!!!!! 

46: where is your mum right now? 

she’s in the office probably emailing people

47: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? 

yessss

48: how many people have you liked in the past three months? 

one

49: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? 

yes

50: will you talk to the person you like tonight? 

i hope so

51: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?

i mean as long as it was like, somethin not really bad then no i wouldn’t care but my gf doesn’t like that kinda stuff 

52: who was your last received call from? 

my brother asking me if i could pick him up from school today and his phone was dying and to please answer asap or he’d have to ride the bus and i was literally taking a nap w my girlfriend when he sent that and i saw it and was gonna respond but i just sorta fell asleep again lmao and i responded ten minutes later saying i could go get him but his phone had died and he was already on the bus so i felt bad

53: have you ever trusted someone too much? 

yeah lol 

54: do you get along with girls? 

yes!!! i love girls

55: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? 

i don’t think so???

56: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? 

yes :)))