#i want to ne a new person or whateva and keep to my promises. though maybe i shouldve started with being able to say no to things i dont wa
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i endure the most evils (<- brother watching movie in my vicinity so i cant sleep)
#ro rambles#another factor is i am sleeping on the couch#and although he has his own setup thing with his xbox he decided go watch a movie here because the wifi was acting up#(trying not to enact violence) this is truly unfortunate#i mean sleepimg om the couch isnt awful but also the room gets cold at night and also its a couch so frequently ppl just move my things#and generally do not care about my space#which is oartially what do u expect its a couch but also my bed is literally unavailable 2 me#bedbugs the.n it was elected the area to just Put Stuff#so theres a buncha junk there now#i feel like those freeloaders#which maybe spiritually i am in some ways#AND I MIGHT HAVE THIS STUPID MEETING WITH A GUY I KNOW TOMORROW TO PAINT HIS GUITAR BUT I DONT WANT HIM TO !!!!!!#there is the implication he will be here for maybe 2-3 hours for drying primer or something and aidyriyfocgkdydkyd#i want to ne a new person or whateva and keep to my promises. though maybe i shouldve started with being able to say no to things i dont wa#nt to do#aidhigfjfhuguhgu#these little agonies may be enough to drag me down#ike…. like i domt Know#small things taking about a big thing
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