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#i wasnt like super close to most of them but i had a few closeish friends
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I wish that I was more
#sad hours at the huskin bee
#personal
#graduating soon and the animation department is collecting photos of everyone in the drive
#and seeing all these group photos of everyone in the program makes me realize how distant i am from them
#and how close knit everyone else has become...
#ive never been good at making friends and within like the first few weeks of school it was like everyone got to know each other
#and the few friends i made in the program left after the first year
#i wish my social anxiety wasnt so bad i tried harder to make friends in college
#also i have an essay due on monday and i might just not do it
#or itll be really half assed
#ive been doing well so far in that class so if i dont do it i think the least id get is a C
#idk maybe i can still make friends w these ppl after college somehow but itd still feel weird bc i had a completely different shm experience
#than they had
#ahhhh
#i can imagine a future reunion where ppl will talk to be about old drama that was big among this giant friend group
#that consists of most people in my year that ill have no idea what theyre talking abt
#bc im never in the loop abt anything ever lol
#this actually happened at my hs animation reunion except i actually knew and talked to most ppl in that class
#i wasnt like super close to most of them but i had a few closeish friends
#and i know one of those friends probably werent/arent in the know
#also like i did hear abt relationship drama back in the day bc gossip spread p easily
#anyways i was told completely new information abt someone getting stalked back then so thats wild
#and apparently there was a super handsome guy in our class that i for some reason have zero recollection of
#point is i be the last person to know something and if i know smth then everyone probably already knew
#which is annoying. i wanna hear gossip too. even in my own family my sisters will tell each other and our mom about shit that went down w
#their friends or our cousins and i only hear abt it when im in the room
#so i end up hearing a lot but never directly and sometimes not in full
#man i shouldve gone on more college field trips
#shouldve done a lot more in life that my insecurities get the way of
#tbh i genuinely think i might have a form of undiagnosed anxiety; tism; or some other mental disorder
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