#i wish i could speed it up

[folerdetdufoler]

Oh wow so Even IS worried he could be bipolar!!!!Thank you so much for the latest chapter of one word, I think this is such a good twist to some of your fics as this time they are kinda trying to figure it out together….

I remember you once mentioning something along of the lines of not wanting to erase that part of Even from his character (sorry if I’ve worded this wrong) but it’s so appreciated that you touch on it somehow in all your writings, :)

I’ve been waiting for them for so long to realize they have an attraction to each other but now I’m just so invested in their friendship :)

yeah! and it's definitely one of the big reasons he feels so connected to june. he sees a lot of himself in her, and that includes her mental illness. i know i was really vague about it before, but i think that was me trying to avoid spoilers. they won't find out a diagnosis, but they'll continue to talk about it as a very likely possibility, and i like...headcanon? him actually having it. if i were to write a future update then it would probably be included.

i have to find that mention because yes! i never want it to define him, but it does heavily shape who he is in canon. and i like being able to use that character while also seeing who even could be at different stages of it. how does it affect him when he doesn't want to face it, how does it affect him when it's something he has learned to live peacefully with, how does it affect him when it's something he wants to hide, how does it affect him when he doesn't know it's part of him, etc. it can change you, but also you can change around it, outside of it. and a character's relationship with their mental illness can evolve. i want even to be recognizable as even while also given the range that any human with a mental illness can have in their singular lifetime.

and OH my god i kind of want to apologize for how long this is taking. it doesn't feel long when i'm writing it or rereading it because i get to do it in one sitting. but i really am dragging this out, and isak is being so stubbornly resistant to even. i'm sorry! i can't even say he's going to improve in the next chapter! we'll take one step forward but i fear it'll feel like ten steps back. he's just so scared of losing even that he doesn't want to risk the truth.

[sxcret-garden]

Does anybody else have this thing where you're used to living with anxiety and being constantly on edge, and the second you finally enter an environment where you know logically that it's safe, you get even more anxious because your nervous system is preparing for the Bad Thing that's bound to happen Anytime Now??? Because that's currently me and i'm not having fun

[ogdit]

Ok, spoilers for episode 82 - failures of @hellofromthehallowoods

I am going to fucking explode WAS POLY GOING TO SAY "I wish I had been a better (father)" HELLO???

I know poly most likely was gonna say "friend" but I would like to pretend he was gonna say father. But either make my heart want to explode(affectionate)

I am like 80 episodes behind I need to know if Mort Yuretzi and Poly reunite I swear mx wellman I will CRY and scream if anything worse happens to them because they are already going through hell right now

[selestialsprout]

that weird feeling u get when suddenly everything feels very poetic & significant and ur horrifically aware of every moment youve ever experienced

[officialtokyosan]

wit: hey king, can you pass me the--

mihaly:

[justablah56]

me when glark

[vaguely-concerned]

I want to feed this thing slowly into a woodchipper. it wouldn’t actually hurt him but it would give me some catharsis and apparently that’s the best I could hope for. I only knew the vaguest possible spoilers going in but I still hated him on sight. this thing has the cold dead pink eyes of a shark with albinism and can’t breathe without gaslighting a vulnerable teenage girl and I wish to see it utterly obliterated. fuck altruism and fighting for what’s good in the world, if I was a magical girl candidate I would have wished for kyubey to gain the ability to feel pain and then be allowed to murder him for real and that would’ve been worth it all honestly. I wish to see the look in his eyes when I say ‘I wish for you to gain the capacity to experience eternal suffering’ because by god if I’m going down I’m taking this accursed fluffball with me into hell.

(yes I am as usual about ten years late to the media party looking around the kitchen to see if there’s any cake left haha. I do appreciate a show that really sits down with you and goes ‘wow. our society truly does treat teenage girls like absolute trash huh’.

also the sheer boring nitty gritty admin stuff that must be going on in the background for homura on every loop is making me laugh so hard, since none of her offensive abilities are innate, she’s just that ‘AND A GLOCK!’ meme. speedrunning strats to find the first and best bazooka engage. considering her last stand against walpurgisnacht it’s no wonder she never got around to explaining what was going on to the transdimensional love of her life until the very end, she was presumably busy hoarding every piece of military tech if not on the face of the earth then at least within japan’s borders)

[cimicherrychanga]

btw u guys have to promise to not be mad at me for becoming ur turtle mutual. please

[fred-the-dinosaur]

Does any one have a manual to an Olivetti Linea 101? Or know what the German word for margin is.

[roger-paladino]

making that WF video was like. reminding me how much and how deeply Mo cared for Lee it hurts soo so so bad

[shxdowedterios]

I'm just saying it would heal me to see Sonic and Shadow fight at the peak of their abilities, man...... like. Early seasons RWBY levels of choreography pacing and camera work. That would fix me a little bit...

[my-gf-is-kazuichi-soda]

Works with platonic, romantic, or familial f/o.

Imagine your f/o threatening your mean neighbor and kicking their ass. They also comfort you and reassure you it's not your fault you're stuck living near them, some people are just awful but you are strong for carrying on.

[thyme-in-a-bubble]

on the program for this upcoming weekend: both a little something for eddie as well as sirius. both very slutty btw.

[leopards-faces]

I hate having a complicated relationship with my mom because sometimes I love her I owe her everything and sometimes it's all my fault and I don't know anything and I'm always mean and wrong and it's going to give me an aneurism. It makes me want to rip my hair out and scream and cry. She is so hard to talk to and I know she says she loves me but I also know that she doesn't like me. I'm always a problem and I don't know why

[crescentmp3]

ehehe...

[robitherat]

No I'm literally so mad. I blasted frank iero and screamed the whole way home. Not even along with the songs I just screamed.