#i’ll take up the mantle and sift through the wreckage of your lives. i’ll take it all on because there is no one else here to do it.
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#cw vent post#cw vent#vent#vent post#Seven’s Public Diary#cw alcohol#cw alcoholism#cw alchohol mention#cw negative#yeah no go ahead and spend half of our monthly income on alcohol! it’s fine!!!#i’ll be the responsible one and make the sacrifices and pay the bills and cut costs in every other aspect#and i’ll pull from my savings again and again to keep you from putting us in the fucking hole every month#and i’ll pay for your expensive groceries and i’ll come home and cook them and you’ll criticize the way it turns out#and i’ll wash your dirty dishes and i’ll do the laundry and you’ll get mad about all the fucking ‘noise’ im making#as i walk on eggshells to not fucking disturb you. and i’ll do all the paperwork and handle the finances and go to the bank#and i’ll write your dumbass a perfectly itemized list of our spending so you can look at it and complain#about the cost of feeding a 13lb dog while you waste 15 times that amount every day on alcohol#and i’ll eat my 1-dollar beans and rice and drink my water and watch you drop your beer and bitch that someone needs to clean the floor#and i’ll pick you up and i’ll take you to bed and i’ll clean the messes you make so tomorrow you can forget and act like nothing happened#and i will do all of it while stone cold fucking sober because i’m stronger than you ever will be#i’ll take up the mantle and sift through the wreckage of your lives. i’ll take it all on because there is no one else here to do it.#don’t even fucking worry about it. it’s fine. i’ll handle it all so you can get absolutely wasted every single day to escape#it’s fine. this is always how it was gonna be. this is the hand you dealt me.#just get out of my way and let me handle it because i’m the only one here that’s strong enough to face life on its own terms#just go pass out in bed and i’ll go out and face this ‘real world’ you keep going on about#because i know more about it than you ever will.
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