#i’m happy u liked it anon bb i want to do more with those three in the future!!! <3
The aku x reader x chuuya smut was so delicious the combination of them perfect ily you write so well
HEHEHEHEHE aw thank you so much anon bb!!! i really appreciate u and ur words and you taking a moment to send me this (´∀`)♡ and i’m super happy that u enjoyed it!!! i just think that they’re a very interesting dynamic you know??? because (as far as i’ve seen) aku seems to respect chuuya in a way that feels both honourable and nonchalant. and i think if chuuya were with a girlie aku wanted/was attracted to, he’d feel this back and forth tug between feeling jealous and feeling almost proud, in a way, of his superior; almost like he looks up to him while also wishing he was in his place. he can both respect him and feel that desire to want to be him.
also that uhhhhhhh drama cd of chuuya giving him a bath????? yeah, that. (*/ω\*)
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I HAVE RISEN! MUHAHA Hai ish me again! R u okay bb? Here my virtual tissues and a hug to u 💞💖💝 u can vent to me if u want to. I can come off of anon if that would help. Hopefully I've scrolled thru everything so I'm up to date. Also I think I don't have a word limit anymore wowwwwww. I moved from iPhone to android (but like barely... I haven't properly transfered anything except my sim card 😂). Wow it's a whole new world here.
For periods u can lay on ur back and prop ur legs up against a wall or door (so u make an L shape) that's a lifesaver I got from another Tumblr user. A blanket over ur upper body when u lay like that is always noice too. Can try period yoga. I do yoga with Adriene videos but I haven't tried that specific one out. Also if u don't eat a lot of red meat n chilli u can probably have ginger tea with brown sugar. That one always helps me out. So long as ur body isn't naturally considered hot then it should work well.
ALSO I read ur new fic!!!!! Congrats on getting it out (and am happily waiting for anything Zhongli even tho I know literally nothing about the man haha). I'm usually not a huge fan of Dia and luci in a romantic way but for u Zara I WILL READ THE GREAT WORKS PROCURED BY OH MAGNIFICENT ONE! It made me so soft. Silly luci trying to put up a fight with the relationship. He's such a Lil doof hahaha. And the touches n lap sitting ughhhhhh I wanna be there man 😭 that would feel so divine~~ The demon language but was a v appreciated touch (I never really thought about something like that lol mind u I still don't play the game!). It was v well written! I totally think u have maintained ur touch! Please give credit to ur self!
I've been really busy. Had to suddenly get gifts for peeps and then now doing birthday stuff for two of my besties (cuz covid cockblocked us before) n jobs man. Had a few breakdowns about it but I expected it tbh. Proud of myself tho n Im planning to get back to driving! Sorry I'm like dumping my life on u cuz I haven't interacted in soooo longgggg! I promise I'll check out the Achilles song after I wake up (cuz I should be sleeping rn) but in the meantime I Hope Luci Comes Home For You! Have fun tag teaming with ur siblings (I think?) in genshin and a HUGE ✨CONGRATULATIONS✨for making it thru uni! I'm proud of u hehe. Much love until next time 😊 - lurker anon
under the cut bc i dont wanna clog ppl’s dash 🥺🙏🏻
HI! i have to thank you for taking ur time to write this ask, especially since you mentioned you’ve been busy!! i’m so glad you could drop by and we could catch up a little!! this made me very happy, if you could believe it. kinda like we’re friends and we’re catching up 😭 so thank you so much for this message!! very thoughtful of you, and i really appreciate it!! you don’t need to come off anon if you’re more comfortable on anon, okay? 🥺😭💖
i’m fine, actually! it’s nothing terrible!! just one of those random bouts of sadness, yknow? ones you can’t really explain so you just gotta ride it out. but i think i’ll be okay. and even if not, well, that’s okay too hehe and thank you so much for the advice! i’ll definitely have to try those out.
AAAAA you definitely did not have to scroll through my blog. i post so much crap, why would you put yourself through that 😭 still, i’m very happy that you enjoyed the dia/reader/luci fic! i really am attached to that au tbh, have lots of feelings and thoughts about those three shdjd i think they mentioned briefly that the demons have a different language? and that’s been living in my brain rent free for the longest time bc i love it SO MUCH.
and ZHONGLI aaaaa i have so many thoughts and feelings for him too and i really wanna try writing a full fic for him. hopefully i’ll be able to do that soon 😭
it seems like your life has been a little tough and a little hectic~ i can’t offer much but pls remember to take breaks, and drink some water! i’m proud of you too for getting through everything!!! hope you enjoy achilles come down, honestly i’m obsessed with it. i hope lucifer comes home too bc i will be Upset if he doesn’t 😤 also i don’t mind the long messages tbh they really make my day tbh shdjs i’ll be here if you ever need to talk! aaa much love, and thanks again!! 💖💖💖
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aisla!!!!! i had a nightmare last night 😔😔😔 like bone-chilling nightmare 💀 but after i calmed down i read the response to my ask and askflgjakflgl 🤩 thnk you for blessing my eyes with samu and zumi 💗 also psych is a prereq for my teaching classes 😩 my brain is tiny so imagine my surprise when orgo and physics is making my WORK 🙂🙂🙂🙂 n e ways, i’m glad you woke up in a better mood 🥺 those kuroo anons 😗 you’re so lucky 🥵 i’m going back to bed now, ilysm 🥺👉🏻👈🏻🥰
ahhh i hope you’re okay bb !! if u ever want a drabble or smth drop by and ask in my ask box and i’ll be more than happy to write something for you <3
also it sounds like u have big brain 😳 i do physics too it’s the only science out of the three that i do that i like cidbduev i hope you manage all your classes okay though and don’t forget to take breaks esp since it sounds like the courses you take are intense !! hope you slept well ily <3 ✨🦋
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it’s been a while since i’ve done one of these!! i'm like a dragon sitting on its hoard except my hoard is a pile of beautiful asks. thank you as always for these messages! you guys are absolute sweethearts and it’s so warm and humbling reading through these when i’m feeling blue.
on that note, i did make a curiouscat account! i’m so bad at answering tumblr asks - i can never guarantee that they’ll be answered on time, if at all >< if you want a prompt response this will be your best bet!
1. gosh thank you so much!! i feel like i’m constantly inspired by independent artists these days, but if i had to choose influences that were there from the very beginning, yoshihiko umakoshi and CLAMP are ones that come to mind :>
2. i think i touched on this briefly in my faq! but i’m honestly not sure just bc i don’t know what knowledge i could offer - i’m not too hot at explaining the reasoning behind why i do things... a simple walkthrough of my drawing process is what i’d be comfortable with, most likely! something to think about if i ever opened a patreon 👀 ✨
3. omg you’re totally fine anon! my icon is from a later season of ojamajo doremi, my favorite magical girl anime! actually now that we’re on the subject, i REALLY encourage everybody to read this article about it!!! it talks about what makes doremi so special, the staff behind production - it sums up what i love about the series in a much more eloquent way ♥
4. oh gosh! i don’t think i’m well known enough for that haha~ maybe someday?!
5. AHH ANON YOU MAKE MY HEART SING!!! asking about my ocs omg i’m slain. lana is from a very old story of mine - she was a side character suffering from an illness that kept her bedridden most of her life. iirc her disfiguration was an accident when she was younger.. she got something in her eye that blinded her and she tried to claw it out in a panic. she later gains transformative / regenerative abilities that grant her wish to look “beautiful” but after realizing her powers are temporary, she becomes desperate to keep them no matter the cost...
she’s ok in the end tho!!
@prettybone: WAHH thank you so much! omg that’s so great!!
@nicememerino: OMG YEE GOSH THANK U c(ˊᗜˋ*c)
@dogsahoy: rolls around i’m so glaD THANK YOUUU!!
@alexthealienboy: winces ahh ouch >< facebook, why do you do this... thank you though! i hope you enjoy your stay~
@ravenclawsidiot: omg thank you so much!! AAAAA
@vaciamos: oh my goodness, thank you! this makes me so happy!! i’m incredibly touched that my girls series is being received so well ;_; i hope to make more illustrations like it in the future!
1. ooommggGGG... T_______T thank you so much!! i’m floored
2. oh my gosh i just love hearing about people using my art as their desktop / phone backgrounds! what a treat <3 thank you so much ahh goodness
3. omg THANK YOU ANON!!
4. NOW THAT’S WHAT I LIKE TO HEAR (thank you forever!!!) 💖
@0xalis: oh my goodness thank YOU for sending such a lovely ask! what the heckie TvT i just love drawing characters. i know i still have a lot to learn, but that’s the fun part! let’s keep improving every day!! )9
@mitsu-romantica: ajSGJGJH THANK U OMG i hope that was a good time
@haniltin: GUESS WHAT, thank you for being you!! p.s. what a good bokuto!!!
@broadwaymack: omg thanks a billion, don’t be sorry! hehe
@paintedfaith: no worries friend, how could i be anything other than happy for receiving such a sweet message! thank u for liking my mii and mii art - and doremi! have a wonderful weekend~
@boredomkillscreativity: aw thank you!! ;v;
1. um no offense but i also love you ♥
2. !!! omgjfhgjfh thank u... blushes
3. ok anon but i’m warning you when i have cold fingers i WILL be sticking them on your neck to leech all ur warmth~
4. thank you so much!! U ARE THE CUTIE
5. wipes away a single tear from my face... thank u bb <3
6. ahh i’m so glad to hear that, thank you!!
7. omg! 😳 MISSION ACCOMPLISHED ᕙ( * •̀ ᗜ •́ * )ᕗ thank you so much!!
1. technically i have, at my bfa exhibition haha! we had a pop-up shop available so i drew a set of miniprints to promote a game demo i made as my senior project. i still have a bunch left over from then, golly... thank you so much tho waaa!
2. ahh not yet! i really want to make one tho! i’m leaning towards using tictail or storenvy when the time comes. thanks for your interest!
@softdisabledkid: i have! it’s definitely a goal of mine - and thank you so much, i’m really fond of how that assignment turned out too!! 😊 💕
@nicememerino: thank you very much aaa!! hey here’s a secret for you, there’s gonna be a part three to my girls series and i’m planning on making prints of all of them after i’ve drawn the last one..! 🙊
@fangirl-with-cat-ears: thank you so much!! omg u are too sweet TvT and gosh pickles was actually my only neko atsume art because he’s my fave... but here’s another bc i also love sapphire, what a fancy lady!
thank you again everyone!!! this is about two-thirds of the asks i’ve collected recently so i’ll be making another batch when i have the time~ once again, if you’d like to send me something that has a better chance of being answered, please direct all your questions to my curiouscat! it’ll also save me from spamming replies / taking the time to format these long posts ♥
p.s. some urls didn’t show up when i typed them and i’m not sure why? very sorry to those who didn’t receive a proper “@,” i've still tagged all your names tho!
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Clams; Talk to your moirail.
brackishbarracuda [BB] began trolling lonelySeahorse [LS] at 5-44 AM
BB- 3B*
lonelySeahorse- Yesterday at 5-45 AM
Hey u
I uh
I gotta talk to u
brackishBarracuda- Yesterday at 5-46 AM
well thats
yeah aight
whats up
clams
lonelySeahorse- Today at 2-38 AM
I miss my kids.
Can we get them back... Please?
Its too quiet. I wworry.
I mean
I'm sure dirk takes god care of them i just uh
Need them
So
Yeah
brackishBarracuda- Today at 2-56 AM
i can bring em back to visit clams but
look i know its quiet and it
fucking sucks and i miss them too
i still dont feel like theyre safe here love
and no dirk dont do shit dave keeps em
have you seen dirk with a kid
its hilarious
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-41 AM
I mean pike
I dont doubt it but i wwant to see em
Wwho are wwe hiding from noww
I thought condy wwas not an issue anymore or somethin
Is it sal
brackishBarracuda- Today at 6-51 AM
no shes still a fucking thing
there were two problems but the orginal ones still there
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-51 AM
godamnit
howw about if wwe just
movve
not forevver
brackishBarracuda- Today at 6-51 AM
thats
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-51 AM
but pike
to loz's
brackishBarracuda- Today at 6-52 AM
love thats not the problem
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-52 AM
or
i knoww
brackishBarracuda- Today at 6-52 AM
she doesnt know where we are its me wanting to give fel and her fam someplace to go
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-52 AM
i just wwant to put up solutions and feel like im helpin ZZ3B(
brackishBarracuda- Today at 6-52 AM
i could kiss you you know
i kno its
naut been easy bein with me lately
or
ever
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-53 AM
some nights are easier than others <>
the 24 hours after u cut off chos arm
noww that was rough shit
evverything else compared to that is pike cuttin through a cloud
its just the fuckin
brackishBarracuda- Today at 6-54 AM
im sorry
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-54 AM
its gamzee all the fuck ovver again
u knoww what they say
third times the charm
brackishBarracuda- Today at 6-54 AM
3B(
lonelySeahorse- Today at 6-54 AM
ZZ3B*
just kinda fuckin
i unno
i almost got enough of ur biolum for u to bathe in
ivve started movvin them to one a the tanks
ur gonna have to pike... sleep in it or just sit in there ww ur palmhusk and blog for hours
ill uh
join u
if u wwant
i dunno if the tank'd hold tho
but i can put them in the big one if i take archie out
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-03 AM
you uh
you'll be okay u knoww
its hard
but you'll pull through
it wwasn't ur fault
you knoww that right
i think
i think u should spend some tide with kad u knoww they'll help u feel better
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-13 AM
how the fuck wasnt it my fault clams
i love you but the knife was in my hand
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-13 AM
kads alwways good for a pickmeup
did you knoww the knife wwas in ur hand
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-15 AM
i remember picking it up
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-15 AM
wwe are not responsible for our instincts
they wwere responsible for aya and they hurt her
and you hurt them in turn
both of these wwere wwrong but neither more than the other
both of them wwill scar and both of them are traumatized
you wwere angry
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-18 AM
stop making excuses for me
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-18 AM
im not makin excuses for you
it was everyones fault
thats wwhat im tryin to get at
cho was responsible for ayas wwellbein an they should not havve had her in the same room as a psion wwho couldn't control their powwers
and you wwere supposed to do the right thing but you didn't
you cut off their arm and ran awway and that is your fuckin fault but im not makin excuses for you
because fuckin honestly at this point wwhat good is that shit going to do anyone
you wwant to talk to them again? talk to vvis? sal? then you gotta fuckin accept that it wwas an accident and evvery single one a you wwas at fault, evven sal, evven vvis
three fuckin adults in that house and not one a them coulda been wwatchin her wwith cho? bullshit
its your fault but it ain't entirely yours either
you knoww i havve nightmares about it and i wwasn't evven fuckin there
howws that
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-22 AM
what
what are they about
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-22 AM
that doesn't matter
read wwhat i said abovve
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-22 AM
it does
i read it
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-22 AM
yeah why
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-22 AM
this matters
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-23 AM
whys it matter to you
so you can beat yourself up more aboat it?
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-23 AM
whys it matter to me
clams i am your fucking moirail
it matters
please
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-32 AM
and as your owwn moirail i don't think you should beat yourself up ovver nightmares i havve caused by things that wwere your fault
because i knoww you wwill
and i don't wwant that y
you
got enough
on your plate
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-33 AM
baby please
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-33 AM
tell me wwhy you're insecure
then i wwill
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-33 AM
which part
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-33 AM
in general
wwhy are you so insecure about yourself
you hurt someone
big fuckin wwhoop
you bleww up your planet and you didn't really care about cho anywway
you tried to i knoww
but you didn't
is it just because you lost sal?
because you think you'vve lost vvis?
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-35 AM
i am trying to be better clams and yes
its because of that
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-35 AM
once upon a time you told me u lovved me just as i am
hemoism and all
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-35 AM
i dont loose people well
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-35 AM
and im here to tell you the same fuckin thing
i dont care if u cut off my owwn fuckin arm
i wwill lovve you until the day my essence dissolvves into nothing and i cease to havve the capacity to hold lovve in my soul
i lovve you regardless of wwhat you do
wwhose arm you chop off
wwho you lose or wwhy you lose them
i lovve you meen
not wwhat you do
or wwhat you say
but because of wwho you fuckin are
a free thinker wwho doesn't hold back, wwho wwould dance in the moonlight wwith her girlfriends, wwho tells people they're pretty af and means it wwithout it bein empty. ur home to me evven if you become someone you dislike
you don't need to change and be "better" for me to like u
i already like you
vis already likes you
sal liked you and so did chosis
yes
there are things you can improvve
yes there are things you can't improvve
but here and noww wwith all your insecurities and wwhen you falter, wwhen ur candle is loww, i am still here for you
and don't u fuckin forget it
i am your moirail and eridan fuckin ampora aight and i am right fuckin pale for the roughest, prettiest diamond i'vve evver fuckin seen
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-40 AM
i love you
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-42 AM
noww
about those nightmares
its really quite simple
vvis has nightmares
if wwe're sleepin at the same time wwe share em
thats it
thats the wwhole explanation
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-43 AM
do you know what those are about or
look i just want to know where hes viewin himself in relation okay
is just me being dangerous is it him just watchin is it him eelin like he could have stopped me and cant like
i dont care what it is i just
want to know
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-44 AM
hes conflicted because he lovves both of you and he thinks you hold animosity towwards him if he showws too much support for chosis and not for you
thats wwhat i can glean
the recurrin theme is the classic "choice" dream u knoww
u can only Savve One
an all that
chos his kurloz, lovve, pike
i don't know if you get it more wwhen i put it that wway or
its pike if i personally chopped off loz's arm wwhile you wwatched thats just howw he feels an it's basically just that he doesn't fuckin knoww howw to feel
i think he just needs time but thats my fuckin answer to evverythin
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-47 AM
fuck
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-47 AM
does that put it into more perspectivve or
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-48 AM
yeah actually i
fuck
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-48 AM
yeah
yeah
im glad that helps
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-50 AM
clams what have i fucking done
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-53 AM
you chopped off the arm of your inclade, your moirails matesprit, wwho he has twwo eggs wwith and plans to swwap rings wwith, in defense of said matesprit's negligance towwards your owwn child wwith your dead matesprit, wwhich resulted in possibly lifelong scarrin and trauma due to their said negligance
defense? offense
somethin pike that
you uh
also faught ur best friend and bloodied him up a bit and noww he doesn't wwant to speak wwith you
i guess thats wworth mentionin
i mean if u ask me sal and u needed a break anywway
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-55 AM
i dont like breaks clams i like fixing shit or getting it over with i like shit in the air not festering i like honest real fucking answers and not hiding behind shit and lying to yourself and im fucked
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-56 AM
okay so u knoww howw i compared chosis to kurloz there right, for vvis
noww i need you to think a me
or actually
think a kad
if u cut off kads arm and lil sal wwas there wwatchin an the twwo a you fought
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-57 AM
i wouldnt be alive clams
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-57 AM
see to me
that says sal still fuckin lovves you
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-58 AM
he shouldnt
lonelySeahorse- Today at 7-58 AM
no
he shouldn't
but he does
evven if he aint realize it yet
he just needs time
maybe you could send him a couple of anon asks to see howw he feels about it evveryonce in a wwhile
brackishBarracuda- Today at 7-59 AM
he doesnt deserve the shit i bring to his doorstep clams he deserves people who are gonna make him happy and that aint been me for a while
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-01 AM
then i guess u got an oppurtunity here
but u gotta ask urself
howw happy is he gonna be wwith you gone
howw happy are you gonna be wwith him gone
the twwo a you are older than me and you
you do fuckin realize that
right
pike you'vve been together since before u evven met me
hell probs before rez or fangs or around that time
he's the only one left besides cro and tuna wwho knowws You
so
if you wwant to leavve him
thats up to you
he's already made his choice but i fuckin promise you in twwo months he's gonna be wwaitin to see if you'll try to get back in his life and fuckin
honestly i'd be disappointed if you didn't
an he wwould be too and you fuckin knoww it
don't kid urself
howw many times has he hurt us
howw many fuckin times has he hurt me
put vvis through a wwall
broke my nose
gavve you scars
but howw many times did he come back, huh
or helped you evven if u twwo wwere havvin trouble
you think a that
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-06 AM
i miss him
i miss who we were
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-06 AM
wwhen did it change
wwhat happened
wwhy
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-06 AM
i dont know
i dont fucking know
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-07 AM
i do
you wwant to knoww?
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-07 AM
why naut
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-07 AM
wwhen he finally stopped puttin you up on that pedestal
wwhen he finally had to come to grips wwith the fact u wweren't and are not perfect
wwhen he finally had to fuckin realize that you are not his rescuer but his friend
he put u up on a throne and u didn't wwant it and he couldn't see that and evvery single fuckin time you twwo fought
it wwas because u didn't see eye to eye
because you wwere still twwenty feet abovve him, to him
cho thought it too
wwe wwere talkin
they said sal wwas upset because "he lost his rock"
an i said
buddy if u think meenah wwas his rock ur wwrong"
because u wweren't and if u think that you're wwrong
a rope throwwn to him maybe
givven him hope
givven him a friend
but somethin to hold onto wwhen the lights go out nah
u wwere his lighthouse like u are mine
you light the wway
but he doesn't cling to u wwith his problems he clings to cho
and YOU fuckin knoww that
and you need to stop thinkin that cho isn't fuckin
wworthy or somethin of bein sals moirail
an also simultaneously thinkin that u gotta measure up to chosis wwith sal
are you pale for salinx?
no?
then you ain't gotta
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-12 AM
i was once
i know you remember
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-12 AM
yeah and i wwas flushed for u once too
its hard to stop those feelins but u just gotta grit ur teeth and go at it
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-13 AM
i mean im naut anymore but
yeah
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-14 AM
just in case, i gotta say it
stop bein fuckin envious of wwhat they got an the fact that sal is tellin cho evverythin an not u
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-15 AM
i fucking hate myself for it but i cant even tell you youre fucking wrong
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-19 AM
i knoww
just
you knoww
stop it
nerd
<>
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-19 AM
look
they werent fucking worthy when i met them
just to be straight with you
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-19 AM
but you aint givven them the chance since
u think i dont knoww that
they bruised me, pushed me ovver
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-20 AM
im naut done
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-20 AM
aight
im wwaitin tho
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-22 AM
chosis wasnt shit when i met them but if i can stand back away from my own shit for two seconds
theyve grown a hell of a lot
they grew into it
which
idk
is probably the point or something
just cause i couldnt sea it
and i can admit that to you but trying to say that to anybody else pisses me off
ive got problems
the point im making is that they arent a bad kid and clearly they take decent fuckin care a sally an sal them i was just
idk
i reely dont like thinking aboat this
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-26 AM
yeah wwhale suck it up and talk to me about it
ZZ3B\
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-27 AM
ive p much made my point
theyre betta than they were and im recognizing that
ive known that for a while
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-27 AM
but u still assumed they wwere the one wwho hurt aya
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-28 AM
when i got there there was all of two people and i knew it was sal
i jumped to a conclusion an it was the wrong one
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-29 AM
yeah
but u wwere alwwavves more heart than head
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-30 AM
yeah
for betta oar worse
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-31 AM
this just happens to be one a the wworse
... you'll be okay
and so wwill sal, and so wwill cho, and so wwill vvis, and aya too
it just takes time an lovve an determination
don't givve up on them
aight?
lovve u
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brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-32 AM
i love you too
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just
so fucking much clams
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-32 AM
ZZ3B*
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-33 AM
i couldnt tell you if i tried
you are my rock you know
no pedestal no rope no lighthouse
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-37 AM
yeah i do
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-37 AM
youre my rock
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-37 AM
ur my rock and my lighthouse
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8-37 AM
where i build home
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8-37 AM
ur my evverythin
... what are u gonna do
brackishBarracuda - Today at 8:41 AM
whatever i have to
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8:42 AM
yeah?
brackishBarracuda - Today at 8:46 AM
as fuckin always
lonelySeahorse - Today at 8:47 AM
come on
more than that
brackishBarracuda- Today at 8:49 AM
i dont know clams but im naut givin up
lonelySeahorse- Today at 8:49 AM
good
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brackishBarracuda - Today at 8:50 AM
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what do u love about ur friends
idk which one of ya sneaky bastards sent this but i’m not gonna complain b/c i will take any possible opportunity to gush about my friends.
update: this got entirely out of hand and i just wrote about like... everyone i talk to. if u talk just ctrl + f ur name (but don’t feel bad if you’re not in here b/c i’m doing this off the top of my head and can’t remember everyone!! also a lot of these are hs friends who don’t have tumblrs but u asked anon so)
i honestly love them all for different reasons tho!! i’m not going to tag everyone but: thanh is great for a straightforward answer & we have the same awful sense of humor which is basically 8 years of memes to reference (also she says no romo a lot which i find rly funny for some reason??). hannah is super loving and supportive and always looking out for me. jessie is wry and clever and honestly has every reason to get annoyed at me 24/7 but somehow doesn’t. whitten i talk to every day and is super rational about my problems which is helpful when i need solutions (also dank memes). gaby is great b/c we both have a lot of the same interests (feminism, art, fashion, shit-talking ppl, etc) and gets riled up about my problems which is great when i need someone to get angry with. colette also gets angry, usually angrier than me, about my problems and is the best person to offer to beat boys up (b/c i know if she gets drunk enough she will fight anyone). kathleen is great b/c we always end up doing something ridiculous and it’s fun and makes a good story. brooke is the fucking funniest person i have ever met and thinks she’s punk rock but is secretly boujee as fuck. amber also thinks she’s punk rock, but has the softest, purest heart of gold of anyone i’ve ever met (also she comes up with the most ridiculously hilarious ways to proposition me). claire and i can talk about absolutely anything and send each other close ups of pimples but also take nudes of eachother and honestly if thats not true friendship then what is?? sofie is honestly brilliant and always has clever comments to make and i’m lowkey in love with her to this day and i mean, if you’re not a little in love with your friends wyd?? mila is so sweet and i can have fun with her doing anything, like we don’t even need to go anywhere we can just have philosophical talks on my bed and it’s chill. sammy and i have only chilled irl once but she’s really quiet and nice but occasionally makes rly snarky comments about straight ppl which are hilarious. lucy is never on skype but when she is we have a fuckin field day and she’s so petty but like... in a funny way? i’ve only hung out with andie once (which i’m trying to change before she goes back to vegas) but she’s so into musical theatre and i love reading her tweets about it b/c i love how passionate she is! dylan makes awful decisions on the daily like... blowjob competition? rly dyn? and it’s so funny to hear about and he gives ridiculous but funny advice and is super australian and always says “bruv” which is super funny to me. jenna i’m p sure is going to be running the world in two years (also holy shit she’s graduating college?? my bb girl is growing up :’)). adja is so funny b/c i thought she was super by the rules in hs but now she’s a wild child. aidan (as in the senior in hs, not the one my age) sends me #relatable memes and even tho we don’t talk often it gets deep as shit when we do (but i lowkey don’t trust him b/c of his opinions of iron fist smh). allie is in my race & ethnicity class and is just nice all around and we DM eachother on twitter sometimes like ‘what was that awful presentation in class’). nick from polisci is so knowledgeable about politics but makes the issues funny w/o being offensive and shannon (also from polisci) dresses rly cute and we have fun conversations & the three of us have a funny group chat for our presentation. quinn is such a wannabe edgelord but is honestly so pure and a good friend. asmaa is the sweetest possible person and we always tease quinn together. ricky continously gives me a hard time about everything but in a funny way and patiently explains WoW lore to me. JT is also fun to play WoW with and makes me feel like a baby b/c he’s and old man. rebecca’s steadfast belief in drarry makes me smile and i love her writing. harri is one of my many wives and her snapchats are amazing (as are her boobs). kinzie i rarely talk to but i can still hit up sometimes like whats up bitch today i had sex while listening to wtnv. cassie, becca, and eleanor are all rly cool and super pretty and nice to chill with and i love their art and photography and general personalities. georgie gave me the sweetest poem and letter last summer when i was feeling down and we have similar aspirations and i’d love to work with her in my career sometime! marko and henry are married istg but anyway marko is such a genuine, honest person and henry is an amazing writer and i loved english with him and it’d make me happy if we were closer. lena is my protege and i am an awful mentor b/c i never see her since i graduated but she is my child. layla is the baddest bitch i have ever met, her nails are always amazing and we can be catty together and blast nicki minaj. sarah is so funny b/c everyone thinks she’s reserved and studious and stuff (and she kinda is) but once you get to know her she is the sassiest person you will ever meet. my sister and i fight sometimes over me stealing her clothes constantly but we bond over how our parents drive us up the wall and also she cooks a lot which means i can steal food. the entire volstovic cycle fandom (dani, scarlett, anna, crystal, etc) are all amazing creators of things and honestly an inspiration. rimsha is the hardest working person i have ever met and i love hearing about her succeed. brady is my fellow gay (tho tbh 90% of the ppl on this list are gay b/c we flock together) and i love him for his snarkiness. all the boys i sat at lunch with in high school (garrison, rex, arun, etc) are such memes but i didn’t realize how cool they were until we graduated and now i’m like, damn i should’ve paid them more attention even tho i saw them every day. my boyfriend is my friend and he’s the most politically active person i have ever met, and he’s such a dweeb, and he makes me smile whenever we’re together (even when i’m trying to be angry at him). feihong acts like a fuckboy but is pretty dang cool if i’m being honest; he’s rly dedicated to what he does. carly and i don’t talk but i appreciate her paintings and selfies and funny tweets from afar. morgan and i were at a fidlar concert once together and we both couldn’t survive the mosh pit (also her instagram captions are fuckin hilarious am i right or am i right?). kelly is a goddamn klepto but we always have fun together drinking coffee and talking about pens and i love and support her art and she does the same for mine. charlotte is chill and i miss just hanging out in her basement b/c she’s such a gemini but in a good way. the ppl i sit with on campus (sumaiya, alex, zuri, etc) are always having interesting convos and share food and it’s a good time. my cousin and her husband (nat and ron) are the most punk ppl in their 30s and they introduced me to the punk scene and i miss them b/c they moved back to kansas. shakey’s photography on insta makes me feel pensive and i want to go to philly just to meet her. miki i’m not super tight with but her writing is a+ and makes me cry and i love rping with her. rina is such a cool mutual and her art is dope. lea is also a cool chic and i love her hair and want her to bake my wedding cake. mousse is so nice to everyone. ellie and i only talk like twice a year at family parties but we can always dive back in and pick up where we left off. the ppl i party w (other aidan, jakob, justin, etc) are dumbasses (i use that term endearingly) but i’m 98% sure they’ve all carried me to the toilet when i’ve been puking my guts out at a party. marley was that friend that ended up going to yale and no one was surprised so i admire her success but also she was always kind to me and always asked how i was doing with my mental illnesses. renee and maria and i bonded over ib art and sga and generally being over-worked by our sponsor. alanna was another one of my proteges who i need to keep up with better b/c she’s badass and funny and has the best eyebrows ever. i don’t talk to sidney anymore but we went thru so much together and supported eachother a lot a few years ago and i still love em for that. eddie is such a dweeb, everytime i see him (which is a surprising amount considering he lives in miami) we act like nothing has changed and go at eachothers throats. rachel m & galen have both grown so so much since i met them and i’m proud of them. rachel s is so fun to talk about hoe things with and laugh at eachother. marco has the best finsta of anyone ever. danny and i talk over snapchat every so often (like every month or so) and we have the weirdest convos like?? let’s name your imaginary lizard. zamzam (from my creative writing class last semester) was super fun to hang out with when she came over and actually everyone in that class (xander, leah, olivia, will, etc) were excellent writers and hilarious and we all bonded. victor is such a bro honestly he’s funny and is very attentive (actually listens) and is fun sober or not. sandra i’ve known since i was a baby and never really talked to until recently but she’s so nice to talk to about small things. alyssa i stalk obsessively on goodreads b/c who else can read that much, istg girl you’re a cyborg (but like a pretty one). rp buds that i haven’t mentioned so far (mario, mackenzie, etc) i value a lot for their companionship and writing. there are tons of ppl from hs that i wish i had gotten to know better when i was there (julia, drea, tina, both erins, bridget, etc).
and yeah there are more ppl but those are mostly ppl i talk to at parties or dm occasionally or wish i was friends with but admire from afar. anyway. this got long. I JUST LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!
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