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#i’m not even tryig to isolate myself i want to talk to people
professionaljester · 3 months
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trying to cope with my crazy amounts of social isolation
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#abc shut it#i’m not even tryig to isolate myself i want to talk to people#but i work#and i’m bad at texting#i’m forgetful and shit but i try my best to text ppl back#and all i wanna do is chat with my friends and stuff but no one is like around when i get out of work#and i just feel so left behind socially and when i ask for help and wish ppl would reach out to me#i know i’m not the best at texting first but i’m trying to get better at reaching out#i just feel so left behind and social stunted compared to my friends idk what to talk to them abt anymore#bc i don’t know what they like anymore and i can’t keep up bc no one wants to watch anything with me anymore#and i don’t know how to pirate shows so i can catch up with all the pop culture i missed out on#but i just get told to pirate without being told how to do it safely#like can someone invite me to a discord server where i don’t feel alienated and confused and out of the look#and that i belong there#like it feels impossible to keep friendships up when i’m the only one expected to iniate the convos#and no one tells me anything going on in their lives i’m suppose to just know from context clues online#like how am i suppose to know what you guys are up to based on context clue i see online#like i need people to talk to me#i can’t be the only one expected to maintain the conversations if i want friends#i want ppl to check in on me and ask me how i am#but ppl only remmeber i exist when i remind them#like at this point i should just kms bc my life has been like this for at least 20 years#i’m sick of it
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