#i’m so fucking sick and tired of living in delaware. of feeling stuck and tied down to this place | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ddaengju · 1 year

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currently daydreaming about living in manhattan again. about how my free time could be spent wandering around window shopping or reading at a park. finding cute cafés and bookstores. just really absorbing the sounds of the city finally feeling content.

#i’ve got to start playing the lottery or something because that is the only way achieving my dream of living in nyc is going to be possible #i’m so fucking sick and tired of living in delaware. of feeling stuck and tied down to this place #i am so exhausted of living this life #i don’t even care if i have to work several jobs in the city. living there is my only dream #i want to make it happen but the only way is to become rich #i’m never going to be able to afford living there with the way my life is going right now.#i have hospital debt and i’m living paycheck to paycheck #idk what the fuck i’m doing with my life and there’s nothing i can do to change it.#no amount of budgeting is going to make affording a place in manhattan possible #and that’s heartbreaking. i’m so so dissatisfied with myself. with my every day life #i can’t stand this anymore #i hate it here. i hate the person i am here.#i can’t stand the thought that my life will only ever be visiting the city #mahattan is the only place i’ve ever truly felt at home #a place where i truly belong

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