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pizzacrustdisposal · 3 months

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Trans men. Never feel inferior to a cis man ok? You’re carving your masculinity out of flesh and bone. What did THEY do, inherit it from their parents?? Like nepo babies??

#idk man I’m feeling tonight #if I wanna wear nice sweet fragrances and women’s underwear I’ve EARNED that shit #call me Victor Frankenstein the way I’m building a man. and also so so queer #trans #transmasc #trans man #trans positivity #pizzacrustdisposal

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runawaymun · 7 months

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#cw personal #tbd #I neeeeeed to stop scrolling through Instagram #it’s full of people I used to know from high school and it is insane watching all of these girls I grew up with follow the #exact life path which was expected of me due to my environment and gender #when I did…not that #idk I’m yelling into the void about it tonight #it’s almost a surreal feeling bc I used to look like that and that used to be me #but I got out y’know #I wish them the best & all the happiness and if it works for them great I guess??#but man it’s so wild #and when I say gender I do really mean sex lol bc my grasp on my gender is uhhhhh tenuous

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crazymecjc · 6 months

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thinking about frankenstein a new musical (2008) once again and going Crazy

#carissa speaks #finally found the boots of the few songs that exist and.#I could stage it better #girl please ur score fuckin Bangs don’t do her dirty like that!!#victor frankenstein my little meow meow someone get this man to open up abt his feelings or smth #also if I was to direct frankenstein it would be so much fruitier #victor and henry were kissing on the regular TO ME #also the costumes????? the coming of the dawn fit fills me with rage the cut of the vest is all WRONG #and unbuttoned????? first and foremost king you are in the ARCTIC but also that would be like stripping!!! that’s not allowed!!#button ur vest up!!#idk if I was the directors of frankenstein a new musical 2008 I would simply up the energy levels #but maybe that’s just me #show fucks though do not get me wrong too 5 musicals of all time I am literally vibrating over here #but I did see those clips and every ounce of my theatre major brain took over #maybe a Would be a better techie #bc I know I could design the Hell out of this show #also- get rid of those fuckass stairs why the hell are there stairs they make for useless traveling #sorry not to be full of mt rage tonight I’m just so ??? they literally had it all how did they not follow through visually 😔#give me victorian gothic!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!!#I also think it’s really interesting now that I’ve actually gone through and fully perceived the book #the changes they made specifically in the instances of justine and Henry’s deaths and how that changes victors character #I like that victor gets to witness Henry’s death and I think the conflict there is neat #but I also enjoy the agency of victor deciding to take back his promise on his own #I feel in some ways him actually going through with a second one all the way to the end is a detriment to his character #like yeah he does Immediately regret it and kill her but the lack of consideration beforehand in the musical is interesting to me #it feels much more like the frenzy of the first creation whereas in the book it is a true concious choice which I think is interesting #both are good and valid takes I just think the discrepancies are neat #there are so many typos in these tags but I cannot be assed to fix them #so sorry #frankenstein musical

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soft-serve-soymilk · 6 months

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And for more rambles this evening: Why HAVEN’T I played Tokyo Mirage Sessions 🤔

#It’s literally like ‘What if persona?? And fire emblem?? together????’ (Except they executed the concept in the weirdest way possible)#But for real talk is it a Persona spinoff or an FE one. Really blurring the lines here imo #Sure we have the cameos but look at the battle system. It’s got the Atlus LanguageTM in it #Dia and Rakukaja and all the fun stuff :>#Yeahhhhhhhh the executives are dysfunctional tonight babes #Society if my brain operated normally and had energy after school instead of being fatigued as fuck 😔#N/oragami’s hiyori was relatable man. I too will just collapse anywhere in pseudo-narcoleptic fits #So sleebytired and distracted all the time… god when I turn 18 I’m getting myself some medication.#I’m sick of playing on hard mode all the time 😭 (practically Tales’ Intense because of my parents)#If anyone feels like sending something motivational so the brain gets off it’s high horse I’d gladly appreciate it 💖#just pav things #sometimes you need to vent idk.

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redrattlers · 4 months

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#my 7th hmr show was tonight and i’m just so #ahhhhhhhhh #feeling so much #hmr is the ~first~ band i found on my own and loved right away #i saw them for the first time when i was 14 #i remember crying to my mom begging to let me go to montreal alone with my friend to see the show #im 25 now isn’t that wild #one of the few constant in my life like they’ve seen every version of me in that crowd #idk man the show was so good and i love them very much #OH AND I GOT TO HEAR MY FAV SONG OF THIS YEAR AND IT WAS SOOOOO GOODDDDD AAAHHHHH #they’re so dear to me #anyways #good night #🫶

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yujikuna · 11 months

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being single so far has been like,,,, i am the most independent i have ever been in my life. i work outside in the yard almost every day. i plant flowers and i tear up old bushes i don’t want and it takes forever to get dirt out from under my fingernails every night. i don’t spend all day dreading someone coming home and yelling at me. i’m painting my house. i do things because i want to and because i don’t feel like i need someone’s permission to be able to do them anymore. i do things because i’m realizing i’m capable and i don’t need someone to do them for me and they actually get done. i’m planning on building raised beds for a little garden. i cry almost every day. tonight i burned a pile of wood and drank a beer and watched the fireflies. i am okay and i will be okay and my life looks nothing like how i expected it to and that is terrifying and sad to me but i am somehow making it seven months later!!!!

#i don’t know it’s very weird!!!!!#it’s like #yesterday i cried for an hour because i feel like no one loves or cares about me #and because i wish my kid and i were someone’s first priority #but tonight i worked outside and then had a big fire and drank and my kid drank a soda and we listened to music and sang #and i don’t know #my life is simultaneously so hard but also the best it has been in a long time #and while 100 things are shitty it’s like #i’m ok and i don’t have an angry man in my house anymore #idk!!!!!

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verysmallcyborg · 10 months

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i need the audience to know (again) that i love my silly little wol fornax with my entire heart

#really In My Feelings tonight (both bad and good)#i’m in a weird spot where i want her to interact with other wol’s more but man i don’t wanna come off as annoying lmao #longingly staring out from the window watching other’s do it #sucks i can’t pump out art consistently #idk i wanna be excited about wol stuff WITH someone u feel me #rather than just yelling into the void on here/twitter lol #anyways. cant sleep as usual so i just sit with fornax brainrot

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rosicheeks · 10 months

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#^us???????#but no seriously #thank you for checking in #I’m doing ok?#I think lol #been distracting myself with a bunch of rewatching speechless and doing a paint by number in my car lol #it’s fucking hard man #but I’m so sorry I’ve been so quiet lately #most nights I think about replying to asks/messages and I’m like #…….#typing sounds like so much #and idk what id even say - some days words come easy to me and other days words are like ????????!/!/&.!#tonight I’m feeling pretty good so I should be around!#gonna do some paint by number #but I’m going to try and keep this going and reply to some asks!#thanks for checking in lovely! 🥰#ask #🎤 anon

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justinefrischmanngf · 10 months

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this is exactly what i moved here for and it’s a good thing like 98% of the time but oh my god i’m literally all alone in this city……….

#my manager was talking about how he and his bestie and their friend are going to their friend’s in laws’ for eid tonight #and my manager was saying that that friend of theirs doesnt have any family in this city (and tbf idt my manager does either??) and so him a #and his bestie are always there for whenever he needs them #and idk it just hit me how enormously alone i am here #i’m not even religious so idk why eid was the thing like of all the times ppl have mentioned their friends #i need to get out of bed and do my laundry and i have a msg from my dad i havent opened so i shld reply to thaf #esp if i’m feeling like this but idk. it’s the first time i’ve rly felt like . struck by it in a way that has been bad #like i’ve missed people and i’ve been struck by the fact that i’m alone #but never in a negative way or a like . idk . oh i wish i had people way #but idk maybe i do wish that a little bit rn………..#i think . idk i think a lot of things and it’s not the time for self analysis on tumblr #being in a place where i am alone was and is important to me rn and i think good for me #but i don’t have anyone in this city who i can put down as my emergency contact for anything and so it’s still my mum even for things she #doesn’t know i’m doing #and that’s very very weird #idk why i’m so emosh i’ll probably see my family at the end of this month for this family event and i’ll want 2 be free of them all #IDK MAN ITS JUST A LOT!!!! idw do my laundry

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dionysus-complex · 1 year

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#man I’m sure this is some combination of being on strike for 4 weeks and feeling a deep sense of discontentment and wanderlust #but the ‘fuck it let’s leave this city and move to rural new mexico’ impulse is very strong #spouse’s parents just made it official that they’re moving to southern colorado and idk northern new mexico is close & real fucking pretty #anyways I’m seeing the menzingers and touche amore tonight and am working up the emotional fortitude to drive downtown but god. I want out

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pussymasterdooku · 10 months

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#today on: Allie Liveblogs Her Parents’ Divorce:#two and a half fucking hour long phone call with my dad about how he thinks my mom is the problem #in the INSANE dynamic they have going on with his 24 year old lesbian employee who is LIVING WITH THEMMMMMMM #and him doing his signature I Am Just A Reasonable Man Perceiving The Situation Objectively shtick #us both mouthing I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!! at the phone #ohhhhhh he wanted us to say she should just get over her frustration and then there wouldn’t be a problem #and she shouldn’t be frustrated in the first place because the problems Aren’t Even Legitimate Problems Because They Could Be Worse #and like. my mom has been bringing up divorce to us since 2019 and he has expressed that he wants to improve the marriage recently #and they uh. got married due to a miscommunication and are entirely incompatible LOL like i’ve been Trying but this call made me feel like…#Its So Over My Dudes #but apparently he thinks their marriage is NOT on thin ice it’s a 9/10 #revised to ‘idk MAYBE it’s an 8/10’ when he told us he doesn’t think. in 34 years. they have ever had a two sided conversation…#they Have Never Once Had A Conversation by his recounting. thats not true but it IS an insane thing to say STEVE #ohhhhhh he makes me mad ohhhhh i’ve been in my Dad Anger era for a couple months and he brought it to the SURFACE tonight babey!!!!!!!!!#ohhhhhhhh he does not respect his wife he does not try to understand her he does not think of her as a real person #and i mean. she’s nuts and takes her feelings out on everyone around her!!! she is only just now seeking to manage her adhd #but she tries so hard for him and he’s just. full of shit and i’m sick of him. ok cutting myself off but this has been:#ALHPD #which will be the tag now ig if anyone wants to mute LOL #ohhhhhhhhhh this has dealt me so much psychic damage i have so much evil energy now lmao #ohhhhhh 🔪🔪🔪👨🏻🪚🪚🪚#🔨🔨🔨🔨#🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪📈📈📈📈📈📈📈📈#ok that’s all

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girlvinland · 2 years

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Does anyone else feel just completely overwhelmed sometimes bc of just. How much information we take in every day? Like esp on the internet and having so much access to phone/computer/etc. Recently I feel like it’s just been so much it makes me feel extremely stressed out just, there’s so much social media where people are talking 24/7 and getting enraged and having discourse and then there’s so much news and most of it’s negative and just so much so much of everything I feel like I’m losing my mind sometimes.