#if you ever wondered what the best cake in the world looked like 😭

[pierregazly]

you make loving fun ꨄ pierre gasly smau

pierre gasly x fem!russell!reader

in which pierre has made it obvious he worships the ground his fiancé walks on, but her brother just has to make it clear he can fight if he needs to.

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pierregasly je t'aime mon chérie 🤍

georgerussell63 you better be sleeping in different beds. and the food better be fully cooked

ynrussell we've been engaged for 9 months. ynrussell and it's a fucking croissant it's obviously fully cooked you dolt

pierregasly

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pierregasly what a great winter break with my favourite person! time to get back to work 💪😈

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ynrussell i love youuuu

ynrussell thanks for massaging my sore ankles after :(

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username they are literally so CUTE

username i want to be ynrussell so bad... like she's so pretty and pierre brings her EVERYWHERE

georgerussell63 this doesn't seem like a safe date option

georgerussell63 my sister better be in one piece by the time you finally return her home

ynrussell i am a grown woman??? i am not being returned home??? what is WRONG with you pierregasly i think i'll keep her actually, sorry mate!

username do you guys think george is serious or is he just playing a joke

username he comments on EVERY single one of their posts... my mans gonna fuck pierre up if he ever steps out of line frfr

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ynrussell

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ynrussell a special happy birthday to the king of my heart 🫶🏻 one year closer to 30 handsome!!!

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username happy birthday pierregasly!!!!!!

charles_leclerc 🥳🥳🥳

pierregasly do you want to fight??? one year closer to 30???

georgerussell63 i've got this ynrussell, don't threaten my sister or it's game over

pierregasly je t'aime 🤍

georgerussell63 is there a video of pierre getting his face shoved into the cake? i'll pay good money for it

username george omg

username LMAOOOO pleaaaase george is ruthless does he even like his future brother in law

georgerussell63 no. happy birthday pierregasly.

username why is no one talking about how he's looking at her in that second photo???? the pure love??? im gonna cry i hate that i love them

username the 😭 king 😭 of 😭 my 😭 heart 😭

ynrussell

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ynrussell spoiled absolutely rotten by all the wonderful women in my life this weekend, thank you all for making my bridal shower so special 🫶🏻 (and an extra special thank you to my best friend for the beautiful present he dropped off for me in the middle of it all)

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carmenmmundt had so much fun celebrating the beautiful bride to be!!

username it makes my heart so full that carmen's planned so much of ynrussell's pre-wedding stuff, she has to be in the wedding party omg

username do we think george is one of pierre's groomsmen???

username if pierre doesn't want to die on his wedding day i'd hope so lol

georgerussell63 i hope pierregasly didn't ruin your special day by showing up. so happy to see how overjoyed you were in all the photos 💗

ynrussell pls stop harassing my fiancé. love you georgie.

username i literally cannot WAIT for their wedding, i just know pierre is going to go all out to make sure ynrussell is the happiest bride in the world (or george will get his ass)

pierregasly i stand by what i said, prettiest flowers for my prettiest flower 💐

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georgerussell63 can't believe the little girl who used to make me zip up her raincoat on the way to school is getting married tomorrow. honoured to be apart of your special day. and even though i mention it 14 times in my speech, pierregasly i know where you live and i will hurt you if you ever hurt her.

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ynrussell 🥺🥺

ynrussell i'm going to cry. love you always georgie 🥺

username the picture of him zipping up her coat i'm going to cry... my fav brother/sister duo HONESTLY

username i just know this man would get away with murder for her if he had to

username pierre would not stand a chance against george

username bestie be so fucking for real, george's skinny ass ankles wouldn't stand a chance against my man pierre

carmenmmundt i think you've made enough threats by now?

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pierregasly may as well make it 15 times, i just dont think 14 is enough little brother

georgerussell63 do NOT call me that

pierregasly and yngasly

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pierregasly i am truly the luckiest man in the world to finally be able to call myself your husband. the tears were worth seeing you in the most beautiful dress, on the most beautiful day. i will hold my vows until the day i die. je t'aime, i love you.

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username omg he cried!!!!!!

username i KNEW IT i knew pierre would be a crier my man's looks like he would be

username do we think george made him cry

username girl dont be delulu i'd be crying too if yngasly was about to be my wife

georgerussell63 i have a video of you crying. don't act up.

pierregasly wouldn't count on it lil bro. username pierre may get beat up without it even involving yngasly as this rate

yngasly can't believe i bagged myself such a looker

yngasly i love you mr. gasly

pierregasly i love you mrs. gasly

honestly this was one of those one's that i started, imagined myself in this position and then basically HAD to finish it. thank you to the lovely person who requested a russell!sister!reader who is engaged to pierre, who constantly get's threatened by george. i hope you all loved it!!

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[bluetimeombre]

Cowboy like me! ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 0:10

Your band has a new single out and a certain actor stars in the music video. Sparks fly just as high as rumours.

[i get so bored in work so I get so inspired to just write a bunch of thing i wish I was doing instead of sitting around. I’m still thinking of how to end ‘call it what you want to’ but enjoy this for now. In this I’ve used the last dinner party as a reference cause hello?! Obsessed, but ur band is called 15screens- idk I made it up]

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15screens: ‘cowboy like me’ music video out now!!! Staring the cowboy himself Tom Blyth!!

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tomblyth: thank you so much for having me! An honour

15screens: come back anytime

user: I’m shipping, I’m shipping

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yourusername: cowboy like me!! Feast your eyes

tagged: tomblyth

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user: feasting my eyes i am

user: miss GURL

user: best music video ever

user: excUSE ME?! The part where your in a field just casually undressing ONTOP of the TOM BLYTH

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tomblyth: 🤠

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user: all I’m saying is they’d be the hottest couple out there

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tomblyth: cowboy like me music video, out now. What a wonderful experience, thank you so much 15 screens for having me

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user: omg!!

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yourusername: let them eat cake, she said

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user: miss gurl?!????

user: TOM?!

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tomblyth: soft launch?

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user: WHAT!

user: I don’t think tom knows what soft launch is

user: this is the hardest of all launches!!!

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user: tom- babe, that’s not what soft launch is

user: I didn’t know I needed this until now

user: and all to think it was because of that music video

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15screens: ‘The greatest’ out now, featuring blonde tom blyth (because yourusername begged him to go blonde and he’s whipped)

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user: ONG again!

user: another one!

user: 15screens are officialy the biggest fans of tomblyth and yourusername

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[stylespresleyhearted]

CCG - LUCI’S 3RD BIRTHDAY

In honor of the great @blainesebastian ‘s birthday here’s a little instagram compilation I’ve conjured up for our adored CCG nation <3 Austin, CCG, and Luci we miss and love ya’ll forever and Mccall you are a brilliant mind whom I will adore until the end of time! Have the bestest birthday ever, you deserve nothing less!

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enews And the Best Dad Award goes to ….! In honor Austin Butler and Y/N’s little girl turning three today let’s take a look back at our favorite moments of Austin Butler being the best dad ❤️ link in bio for full video of second slide.

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austinfan18 video of luci running into austin’s arm after two weeks apart you will always be famous!

butlerishh him throwing her in the air LMAO LUCI WAS NOT HAVING FUN

ccgfan HA fr luci was looking at her mom to save her

iloveaustin Can we talk about how proud his mom would be about what a great parent he is?

sharonbleu Austin even has Salma Hayek up in the likes 😉

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coffee.girl Celebrating Luci day should be every day tbh. 🦖💕👁️🐠🪷🌸☃️🥞 @austinbutler and I can’t believe we created this wonderful being, she had to have come from a lab of perfection.

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ashleytisdale Luci told me she’s from Pluto and I believe her. It’s the only logical explanation.

austinbutler Nice use of all of Luci’s favorite emoji’s, she’s going to be so proud. ❤️

jillian.mua The best thing you and Austin ever did and will ever do is have sex three years ago to give the world the best human to walk the Earth

coffee.girl JILLIAN!

ashleybee I’m disgusted but I get what she means

austinbutler Babe close your comment section please

chrisevans Happy bday to the one who is gonna prove aliens exist!

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people Luci Butler turns three today so we must not forget to credit her mother (and best friend) in a world where it seems moms get no recognition for being superhuman.

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user12 imagine using a 3 year olds bday to make some political womens movement statement. mom’s get plenty of recognition.

butlerfamupdates I actually applaud People Magazine for this. All day magazine’s have posted Austin’s cutest moments with Luci and talked about what a wonderful Dad he is - which no one would ever doubt to think he is - but Luci’s mom is very much present as well and deserves love too. Luci loves both her parents. It’s normal for a kid to have favorites, it doesn’t make the other parent ‘bad.’

ccgfan Y/N and Luci sharing their love for open water together and creating sea shell necklaces i cry

ccgfan1 You just know she’s the most supportive and loving mother! Austin and Luci are so lucky to have her!

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ashleytisdale happy birthday to Jupiter’s bestest friend in the whole wide world! We are so lucky to have you in our life Luci ❤️🦖✨

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coffee.girl the cutest besties 👯 🤣

fan23 ashley and aus are bffs now their daughters are too 😭

austinluv STOP my heart can’t take it

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butlerfamupdates a cute little insight into Luci’s “THREE-REX” bday party! Posts and reposts from @austinbutler and @coffee.girl IG stories

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sugartreats Thank you for choosing us for her cakes and treats! The sweetest, most beautiful family 🙌🏼 #happybirthdayluci

fan34 so luc is like obsessed w dinos huh 🤔

fan33 austin literally calls her lil dino

fan45 u just know it was luci’s idea to put a tutu on the scary t rex LMAO

sugarcakes Oh it was! Her parents brought her in and Miss Luci was very specific with what she wanted haha

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jillian.mua Happy birthday cool girl 🥳 I love you

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austinbutler vibin’

ashleybee oh gosh i wanna kiss those cheeks

oliviadejonge i wanna be her when i grow up ✨🥳

coffee.girl @austinbutler trendsetter 😂❤️

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austinbnews via Austin’s IG story for Luci’s birthday! Happy birthday sweet Luci 🎂 ♥️

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austinfan23 she’s taking after her parents with her love of books 🥹

ccgfan yes Y/N and Austin built Luci her personal little library 😭

butlerupdates Austin taking a picture of Luci taking a picture of Y/N — ICONIC

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austinbutler happy birthday lil dino ♥️

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coffee.girl … and she’s out for the count

jillian.mua @coffee.girl she had a busy day bossing everyone around

ashleytisdale @austinbutler please tell me you at least wiped the cake frosting off her face

austinbutler @ashleytisdale I’m not dealing with that tantrum when she wakes up

coffee.girl @austinbutler neither am I smart move

ashleybee I LOVE HERRRR

LMAOOOO MCCALL WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY WORKING ON THIS BEFORE YOU TEXTED ME TODAY ASKING ABOUT LUCI ?!???? OUR BRAINSSS INTERCONNECTED 🙌🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️ happy birthday mccall love you and your little universe and luci and ccg so much you’re awesome

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Say it. {M.S}

*AN~ this is a lil long ngl but it is SO worth it i swear. I literally love this sm and i’m willing to write a part two with smut in it but this one is just cutesies and angst and just ughhhh😫

pairing: matt x reader, friends to enemies to lovers (it’s a long ride yall😭)

~warnings~ fluff, cursing

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summary: y/n and Matt had an unbreakable bond until y/n’s 16th birthday when an argument took place that changed their dynamic and now, y/n’s 17th birthday is coming up and she really wants her best friend back and the world is working in her favor because Matt ends up offering her driving lessons where feelings are re hatched.

“I told you this wasn’t a good idea” I say to Chris as i hit my forehead on the steering wheel in frustration. 

 “I’m starting to think you’re right. This is the sixth curb you’ve hit in the last 20 minutes.” I turn my head at him and shoot him a snide look. 

“It’s not y/n’s fault that you don’t have the mental capacity to teach her to drive. You can barely drive yourself.” Nick says, shooting up from the backseat. I laugh and put the car into park. 

I slide out of the drivers seat and walk around the car so me and chris can switch spots. 

On the drive home, nick and chris argue over who gets aux and i can’t help but to zone out and think about how i’m turning 17 in less than a month and i still can’t drive, but i’m lucky to have the best friends that i do. Nick especially, he’s always there when i’m going through something, he can always make me laugh when i need it. Chris is just chris. Hes hardly ever serious about anything but when he knows i’m going through something, he always finds the will. And matt… he’s hardly ever around me, and when he is, it’s just side glances full of what i think is hatred. 

It’s been like that ever since my last birthday. My boyfriend at the time, Blake, got mad at me because of matt and I’s friendship. 

Flashback to y/n’s 16th birthday:

 “Oh my god you are oblivious!” blake shouts at me.

 “Can you keep it down?” i say knowing that my family and friends are downstairs waiting for me to cut the cake and blow out my candles and i’m in my room arguing with my boyfriend who i honestly don’t have feelings for anymore. I’m not sure i ever even did. 

Blake runs his hands over his face and i can see the vein in his forehead flexing.

 “Blake what are we even arguing about right now?” I say bored and annoyed, wanting to go back downstairs and see what gift Matt got me.

 I was eavesdropping on Chris and Matt a week ago and heard them talking about how much i’m gonna love what Matt got me.

 “Y/n are you actually that dumb or are you just trying to piss me off?” blake questions me with annoyance and i feel myself shudder at him calling me dumb, reminding me of the words my father would spat at me every day right up until he died. 

“Don’t call me dumb, and i’m not trying to piss you off, i genuinely don’t know why you’ve been mad at me all night.” i try to keep my voice steady, not wanting to cry.

 “Matt” he says in a stern voice as if i’m supposed to know what he’s talking about immediately. 

“What about him?” I say, wondering why he’s mad at me over the person i’m closest to. I’d never tell blake that though. He thinks he knows everything about me but the truth is, Matt has known everything about me since I was ten years old. 

When I scraped my knee while we were riding bikes when i was 12, he gave me bandaids and a shoulder to cry on and after he let me play mario kart with him all day. When i was 14 and got my first boyfriend who broke up with me after a week, Matt was there to call him an idiot and ask if i wanted him to beat him up. So Blake has no place to say anything about Matt, not when he knows how much Matt means to me. 

“Y/n! Did you just hear a word of what i said?” blake says, shocking me back to the present and i realize i’ve zoned out the last thirty seconds. I do that a lot.

 “Uhm no sorry, i zoned out.” I say quietly, not wanting him to yell. He huffs out a breath and shakes his head as if he’s refraining from saying something. 

“You and matt. Did anything happen? ever?” He asks sternly.

 “No! What? No! Why would you-“ I start to list reasons why i don’t like matt like that and never could but i can’t come with any so i stop talking. 

“Why would i think that?” He says, finishing my sentence.

 “Yes blake, why would you think that?” 

“Theirs a million fucking reasons! Oh my god!” 

His face is as red as a strawberry which makes me think of my strawberry cake downstairs that i so desperately want to get back to. But, i also want to know what he’s going to say about Matt, so i suck it up and listen.

 “You’re with him more than your with me, you’re always zoning out and being all sad and shit when your with me but when your with matt- your all fucking giggly and laughing and smiling and actually speaking! I can hardly ever get a word out of you! And hell y/n, even if you don’t see him like that, I can take one peek at the way he looks at you and see that he sure as hell does feel like that about you and I don’t want my girlfriend all cozy with someone who so obviously has feelings for them.”  He finishes off his rant breathlessly, leaving me thinking about a lot of things. Matt, Matthew, Matty, and how much i want to eat some of my birthday cake right now. 

“I don’t know what you want me to say blake” i say truthfully. I don’t even know what i’m feeling, what i’ve felt ever at any point in any time. It’s all too confusing and i’ve decided to collectively ignore this situation and continue to be grateful i have my best friend and a strawberry cake with Jacob Elordi’s face on it waiting on me downstairs.

 “you don’t need to say anything.” He says in a determined voice.

 “Are you breaking up with me? on my birthday?” 

He looks like wants to say yes he is but doesn’t. He just walks in front of me to the door and opens it. I go behind him and standing at the door, is Matt. 

“Great” Blake scoffs and passes Matt up as he heads down the stairs. I can feel the tears swelling in my eyes and I don’t even think it’s because of Blake. I’m almost 99.9 percent sure that it’s because of the pure confusion and panic about what Blake said about Matt. 

“y/n” Matt says in a low voice, he looks as if he wants to reach out and touch me but he doesn’t. 

“Matt” I say with a frown on my face and I immediately fall into the comfort of his arms. His scent smells so comforting as i nuzzle my face into the crook under his chin.

 “How much of that did you hear?” my voice comes out muffled from his hoodie.

 “Enough to know why he broke up with you.” He says quietly as if he’s scared to upset me again. 

“Can we not talk about it?” I say even though i feel like he definitely wants to. 

“Yeah no it’s whatever we don’t have to talk about it. Come blow out your candles, yeah?” he says removing me from his arms and his voice instantly changing to more stern and cold. I haven’t felt like this around Matt since I accidentally let his pet bunny out of its cage and it escaped in the 7th grade. 

“Matt-“ I start to tell him that we can talk about it, that i think i have feelings for him but i’m confused, that i love him and i just don’t want anything to change- but i don’t. I let my voice falter as he walks down the stairs. I follow behind after getting myself together for a few moments. 

The whole time while we’re cutting the cake and i blow out my candles and then I open up my last gift, Matt’s eyes are trained to be anywhere that’s not on me. His normal semi- talkative self has now changed to a silent, closed off one. 

After i sit down the digital camera that nick got me, I wait for Matt to pull out the gift that he and chris thought i would love. He never does, and I don’t question it. I watch chris nudge Matt on the arm and Matt shake his head, a movement so subtle that i wouldn’t have seen it unless i hadn’t been staring at Matt endlessly the whole last hour. 

Present- 

 “Y/n, hey, helloooo, hiii” Nicks voice brings me back out of the memory. 

“Yep, right here. Sorry.” I say as i unbuckle my seat and get out of the car. Matt has continued to be cold towards me ever since that day and i don’t think i’m ever going to be used to it. It’s not like he’s mean to me but i feel like he doesn’t care. Anytime i try to interact with him, he acts as if he’s not interested in what i have to say so i’ve stopped trying with him. I don’t know why he switched up all of a sudden and everyday i miss my bestfriend, anytime something bad happens, I always go back to the old familiar feeling of wanting to run to Matt and tell him what happened, and i have to refrain from doing so. It always hurts, but I know it’s for the better. 

Nick unlocks the front door and me and Chris follow in after him. 

I kick my sneakers off at the door and I find myself looking for Matt.

 “Matts around here somewhere. He said he had to stay home to study.” Nick says as if he read my mind. 

“Matt? studying? No way.” Chris retorts while sitting down at the kitchen island with a bag of popcorn. 

“What’s he doing?” I ask, stealing a piece of popcorn from Chris and popping it into my mouth.

 “Hell if I know.” Nick says while pouring some trix cereal into a bowl. 

“Why don’t you go see what he’s up to?” Chris asks me and nick looks at him as if he’s just asked me to kick a puppy. 

“Okay” i say, trying to appear as unbothered as possible but the truth is i’m really excited to talk to Matt. 

I quickly jog up the stairs and reach the door to Matt’s room that i barely ever pass through anymore. I take a deep breath in and Knock twice. 

“It’s me” I say loudly so he can hear. 

“Come in” Matt shouts from behind the door. I slowly open the door and see Matt sitting at his desk playing a game with his headset on. Half of the headset is pushed back behind his ear so he can see me. He turns around in his swivel chair and stares at me like he’s waiting for me to ask him something. We never did need a reason to talk to each other, we just did. And today, nostalgia has been eating at me so I make the decision to blurt out 

“I miss you”, I say it so quickly that my brain doesn’t process it till seconds later.

 “Uhm sorry I don’t know why i said that- well, no i do know why i said that. I said it because I miss you but i know it’s odd because i said it out of nowhere but nostalgias been getting to me all day-“ I sit down on the edge of his bed. “And i don’t know I just wanted to tell you i miss you- and Matt and Chris took me driving today and I hit four curbs. FOUR Matt. I’m never going to get my license.” I say the last part into one of matts fuzzy blue pillows.

 I let out a groan and throw my hands back. 

Matt’s silence makes me turn my head towards him. He’s just staring at me, smiling-no, he’s cheesing. Matt hasn’t looked at me like that in almost a year. We haven’t talked like this an almost a year.

 “What?” I say with a chuckle and i feel my cheeks heat up and a familiar feeling i always get in my stomach when i’m around Matt comes back.  

“Nothing, i just missed hearing you talk” His voice grew quieter at the last few words, as if they accidentally slipped out. 

My breath hitches and thoughts run through my mind. I want to tell him that i’d talk until my voice goes out, that i want him to make me yell until my voice doesn’t goes out. All the ways he could shut me up makes my stomach turn and my hands go clammy. 

“Oh” is all i can manage. He smiles at me and turns back to his desk.

 “I’m gonna take you driving tomorrow. Be ready at 4, i’ll come get you.” He says while putting his headset back on.  

I can’t help but to be utterly shocked at him saying he wants to take me driving. Matt volunteering to spend time with me. I’m happily surprised. 

As i walk out of his room, I can see him still smiling through the reflection on his computer. 

I shut the door behind me and walk downstairs to tell Chris and nick about the breakthrough i just made.

 “Yup I told you guys i was gonna get him back in the groove of y/n!” i say smiling and gesturing at myself. 

“What the fuck, don’t do that again” Nick says and we all burst out into laughter.

 “See you tomorrow y/n” Chris says as he shuts the door behind me and i walk across the street to my house that sits directly in-front of them.  

I tell my mom about how Matt’s taking me driving tomorrow and she smiles and tells me she’s happy that we’re talking again and I go up to my room and fall asleep thinking about Matt and how he said he missed hearing me talk. I can’t help but to feel desire grow in my stomach and the wanting to slip my hands into my underwear and relieve some of the pressure but i fall asleep before my thoughts continue. 

The next day, I wake up and find the blue sundress that sits right above my knees, I know Matt loves this dress. He bought it for me last Christmas. I pair it with a pair of tan sandals and once i hear the horn of Matt’s car, i walk down stairs and out the door. 

I see Matt in his car, one elbow propped against the console and his other hand on the wheel, he’s wearing a black t shirt that lets all of his tattoos be shown. My god, he’s had to have gotten more since the last time i’ve saw his arm. I think I have a thing for Matt’s tattoos. I’ve always wanted to run my mouth along every one of them and watch Matt squirm underneath me. 

His jaw is tense and his eyes impossibly blue in the sunlight shining through. 

“Are you gonna get in?” Matt says rolling the passenger window down so he can talk to me. I move from my position on the sidewalk and get into the car. 

The scent of leather and coffee instantly hits my nostrils and even in this weather, I can’t help but to feel cold at Matt’s switch in behavior. 

I slide into the passenger seat and Matt’s hands reach over and slide my seatbelt across my chest, his knuckles grazing my chest sending shivers through me. He buckles it in and clears his throat before switching in the ignition. 

“Matt?” I utter out whilst his focus is fully on the road ahead. 

“Yeah, y/n?” he says softly, almost an apologetic tone after his first one when he pulled up. 

“Nothing, nevermind.” I say, trying to think of a subject change because I’ve decided to take good Matt while i can get him. 

He looks at me as if he knows what i was going to say but he doesn’t pressure it. 

“So i thought we’d get something to eat then we could go to the college parking lot and practice?” Matt asks while turning the radio on, keeping it low. 

“Uh…yeah,sure” I say, feeling like old times but not. I feel the remains of our friendship, just as strong as it was 11 months ago but now, the tension in the car is enough to smother me. 

We drive the 3 minute drive to downtown in silence but I keep catching Matt stealing glances at me. I keep noticing his eyes scanning across my legs, skimming over my dress. It’s enough to force me to cross my legs, not because i’m uncomfortable but because i’m desperate to relieve some of the tension.

We park into the restaurant Matt brought us to, my heart palpitates once I realize just where he brought us. It’s not a restaurant, it’s a diner. It was our favorite place to go to the last few summers. Matt and I would come out here every weekend and get a banana milkshake and share a slice of cherry pie. 

“Aw Matt you must not hate me completely!” I say sarcastically as i slap his shoulder playfully and get out of the car. Matt gets out and follows behind me up the sidewalk and I feel his hand on my lower back.

 “I don’t hate you at all y/n.” He says quietly from beside me.

“It’s more complicated than that” He says before ruffling my hair and picking up his pace to get in front of me to open the glass door to the diner.

 When i walk in, in front of him, I don’t say anything and just immediately head for the booth in the corner we always sat at. The red leather booths and white tables are all still the same, the dim lights barely doing anything although they don’t necessarily need to considering the summer sun lights up the place all by its self.  

Matt sits down in front of me, sliding into the booth with ease. The waitress almost immediately comes up behind us. “Jill!” i say happily not knowing that she still worked here, she’s worked here since we were kids and was always the sweetest. 

“Y/n and Matt… why haven’t i seen you two in here in so long?” she says, her wrinkles more apparent now from the last time i saw her, the gray in her hair showing more. 

“Oh uh” I start stuttering, not knowing what to say 

“Sorry jill, y/n got diagnosed with lactose intolerance. She kept farting so we stopped coming in here!” Matt says smiling deviously. 

“That- that is-“ I start to protest but stop. “That’s right. Yup, blew my britches away!” I say laughing towards jill but side eyeing Matt with all i could muster. Jill smiles and nods but looks suspicious. 

“So what’ll it be?” she asks us, her pen and pad ready. 

“Two banana shakes with extra cherries and a piece of cherry pie.” Matt says quickly, ordering the exact order we always got. 

Jill arches a brow. “I thought you said she’s lactose int-“ she starts to question but I cut her off. 

“Oh just for old times sake! i’m taking a stomach pill too, i’ll be fine” i say giving her my cheesiest grin. She nods in agreement and walks away with our order. 

As soon as she’s a few feet away Matt breaks out laughing. 

“Seriously?!?” I say trying to act mad knowing i secretly want to laugh too. 

Matt rolls his eyes at my obvious dramatics and leans up towards the table, resting his elbows on it. “So how bad are you at driving? You gonna wreck us immediately?” He asks with a smirk that i know all too well. 

“Yeah haha so funny.” I snark back. 

“You didn’t answer the question.” He says with raised eyebrows, waiting on my answer. 

“No i’m not gonna wreck us…immediately.” I say the last word a bit quieter. 

“hey i’m joking, i know you probably suck right now but that’s because you haven’t had one teach you that actually knows how to fucking drive. You’ll catch onto it fast. You always have been a quick learner” he says in a more serious tone. I notice his hand is not even an inch away from my mine and i jerk my hand back quickly. My movement makes his eyebrows jerk up and he looks like he’s about to say something but he stops when jill appears back with our shakes. 

“Just a minute on the pie” she says smiling while handing us the pale yellow shakes with whipped cream and a two cherries on top. 

We take our shakes and start to sip on them when jill walks off.

 “Mmm” he moans in delight. 

“Good?” i ask him smiling.

“yep” he says while chewing on the straw. 

It’s silent for a moment as we just stare at each other. We haven’t held eye contact this long in months. My loud mouth just has to break the silence tho.

 “Hey Matt, can i ask you something?” I can see something in his eyes change, he looks unsettled. Like he’s scared of  the un-knowingness of what i’m gonna ask. 

After he hums in agreement I muster up the courage to ask him. “Can we-“ i take a deep breath in. After a moment of him looking at me, as if he’s begging me to just say it. I chicken out. Like a fucking coward. I don’t want the pie anymore, i’m not hungry, i just want to go. “Can we go?” i say, stiffening my body. Matt’s face falls in disappointment and nods his head. 

I watch him as he tells jill to put the pie in a box and he pays the bill before walking out in front of me without so much as looking at me.

I walk out behind him and I notice it’s going to storm soon. Clouds are forming and the sky is darkening so i get to the car quickly. I slide into the passenger seat, Matt throws the buckle over me quickly without touching me and i can tell his nostrils are flared like he’s angry but i choose not to say anything. 

Again, I leave all of my feelings bottled up because i’m too scared of saying anything i feel. 

We drive in silence and the only noise is the traffic surrounding us and the patter of my foot bouncing in anxiety. We get to the parking lot and thank goodness it’s mostly empty so theirs not much i could hit. 

For a moment, it’s silent and Matts eyes dart over to mine and with the way he looks, I can’t tell if he’s about to cry, yell, or run away. It’s such a fragile situation and I don’t know what to do. Only to wait and see what he says. 

“y/n…” He breathes out a sigh but his eyes flinch and he sits up straight. “Uh nevermind let’s get started, it’s about to rain.” He cannot be serious. I need him to say it because i’m too afraid to and I know. I know i’m selfish, I know i’m a coward but i still push at him. 

“No, matt what was you gonna say?” I turn my body to his and I grab his wrist away from the ignition. His eyes shoot down to where i’m holding onto him but I don’t move, i keep my hand over his.

 “I said never fucking mind” each word coming out like a needle against my skin. I can tell he sees the hurt in my eyes because his eyes quickly softens. 

“I’m sorry” he says quietly, and i can see the conflict in his eyes. I want to know what’s going on in his head so fucking bad.

 “No wait, i’m not sorry.” as he says this, the rain starts pattering against the windshield but I don’t move my eyes away from his.  

“what?” i say, i’m not angry, just confused. I want him to let me in. I need him to let me in.

“Forget i said anything, I can’t have this conversation with you.” He says, shaking his head.

 “Great it’s fucking raining! Now we can’t have our driving lessons because I don’t think you could drive on a normal road- hardly a wet one” He shouts, not at me, but at the wheel.

 I don’t get hurt at his words because I can tell he’s not mad about the lesson, he’s not mad because i suck at driving but because we both want to say it but we don’t know the other one does. I’m almost completely sure Matt has feelings for me but i’m so scared that he doesn’t, that i stay silent. I think he feels the same way. I get the frustration. I’ve felt it too, although i think he’s felt it for much longer. 

“Matt” I coo, bringing my hand up to the side of his neck. He immediately jerks away and starts to open the door. 

“Fuck y/n, don’t touch me.” he spats out before quickly getting out of the car and stepping into the pouring rain that has tremendously picked up over the last two minutes. I quickly follow behind him and open the door. 

“Matt, it’s pouring! Get back in the car!” I shout, trying to speak loud enough so that he can hear me over the rain.

We both are standing in front of the car, only maybe a foot and a half away from each other. 

“say it Matt” I say sternly, feeling tears brew in my eyes. Matt only shakes his head no and looks as if he’s struggling to breathe. 

“No y/n, I want to hear you. You fucking say it. Stop being such a coward y/n.” 

I feel tears fall but i don’t think he can tell because of the raindrops also falling onto my face. 

“Matt do you understand how much i’ve missed you? You were my best friend” I say, now sobbing and putting my heads on my head, moving my feet around taking small steps. 

 “You left me. You’ve looked at me like you’ve hated me ever since my sixteenth birthday and you’ve never even had the audacity to tell me why!” I shout at him.  

Matt’s eyes grow huge and he looks so frustrated. “You cannot be serious. Do you seriously not know why?!” I flinch at how loud he’s yelling but shake my head no slowly

“My god y/n, I couldn’t be around you, not after-“ he stops.

 i shake my head in confusion. “What Matt?! after what?!” 

“After you told me that you didn’t want to fucking talk about the fact that i’m in love with you! You didn’t care about me. Or my feelings, you didn’t care that i’d suffer just because you didn’t want our friendship to change. Hell, you could’ve at least rejected me and moved on but y/n…i couldn’t be just your friend. Not after that. So yes, i kept away. Also, for fucks sake, i wasn’t looking at you with hatred. Anytime you’d come into view, it made me want to curl up into a fucking ball and never come out because I had to look at you and know that i could never have you. Do you know how much that fucking hurts?!” 

The rain pouring down coating Matt’s brown hair making it droop down onto his forehead makes it hard to read his expression but I can still tell what he’s feeling right now. I always have been able to just know.

“Matt- You have got to believe me when i tell you i didn’t know. I didn’t know, even on my birthday when Blake said all of that, yes i thought you might’ve just found me attractive sometimes or something, but i didn’t want to talk about it because i thought you was embarrassed and it would be awkward or- fuck i don’t know. But Matt-“ I start laughing, unable to contain how funny i find the absolutely ironic situation we’re in right now. 

“You find this funny?” he asks me

“No, No- actually well- it kind of is because- Matt I love you, so fucking much and ever since you stopped being my best friend, i had to see you and it was complete and total agony because like you said earlier- i’m a coward Matt. And i’ve been completely oblivious to the way you’ve felt about me and i didn’t want things to change- so I didn’t say anything. But now I’m telling you, I miss you and I love you and I don’t want to be your friend Matt. “  

I finish off breathlessly, panting, trying to draw in air without the droplets of rain. 

Matt comes closer and places his hands on the sides of me head before moving the wet hair off of my face.

 “I think that we are both fucking idiots and waisted eleven months of what could’ve been filled with this” And then his lips are crashing onto mine, the kiss is rough and desperate as Matt tugs and nips on my lips with his teeth. His lips are soft and pillowy like I’ve always thought they would be. I can’t help but to think about how long i’ve wanted this, how long ever both wanted this. It feels just as good, and right, as i thought it would. 

After a few more moments, Matt pulls away, leaving a mix of saliva and rain on my lips. 

“Let’s go before we get pneumonia” Matt says laughing as he pulls me towards his car. 

I slide into the passenger seat, my dress dripping and my hair plastered to my skin with rain. Matt gets in and reaches over to buckle my seatbelt. I smile at the gesture and he rolls his eyes before turning on the ignition. 

“Will you still take me out driving tomorrow?” I ask. 

“Yeah of course” he says as he starts to back out, placing his right arm on the headrest of my seat and turning his neck back to see out the back window. The sight makes me shift in my seat. His veins in his arms are drool worthy and the way his clothes are sticking to him, really helps my imagination.

 “y/n” he deadpans, turning back around. 

“Hm?” I ask, snapping out of my thoughts. 

“your staring.” he says, smirking. 

“i’m allowed to.” I say smiling. 

“Since when?” He asks while pulling out of the parking lot. 

“since you became my boyfriend.” I say smiling dramatically. 

“Oh yeah? what do i get?” Matt asks smirking. 

“Hmm, we’ll see.” I shrug. 

[mythicalartistx]

KH Japanese Translations Part 5

Series where I discuss fantranslations I've seen of various scenes

< Part 4 > The other parts can be found under Part 4

Haven't done one of these in a few months 😅

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In DDD, Riku talks with Quasimodo about appearances and says this,

The Japanese text:

"People can't be only judged by appearance. I have a friend who saw through my heart."

*He using the term kokoro for heart here*

English: "Trust me looks can be deceiving. A good friend sees you who you are no matter what face you wear."

The line about the heart is taken out completely. They both basically have the same meaning, but the original shows people judge you by things more than just how you look and your actions. Sora saw through his heart and saw who he was despite having Ansem's face.

The English version just simplifies it instead. He states looks are deceiving and a good friend sees for who you are. They have the same meaning but one refers to the heart and more about other things to judge someone on.

At the ending of DDD after Riku returns from Sora's heart he sees Sora eating cake. Sora rushes over to hug him and Riku asks multiple things, I'm going to point out one of the specific things I thought were interesting.

JPN: Why are you having a party without me?

ENG: And why are you having a party?

I think it's kinda funny how normally he is sadden that he got left out.

In Monstro during DDD, Riku is asked if he has someone like Jiminy. He responds with this:

JPN: It seems like he's always smiling. Aitsu teaches me all sorts of things.

Now if you remember the other translation reviews I made or just know about the word in general, Aitsu means someone and can be in a romantic sense. However, it is considered rude if you refer a girl this way and often it is towards a guy. And he obviously referring to Riku as he says he and is referring to Sora.

Eng: That stupid grin he's always wearing— he's the best teacher I could ever have.

The only difference is that the English has a more teasing or playful tone when he refers to his grin as stupid, but still refers to Sora as the best teacher.

Then when Sora is in Traverse Town and is talking to Joshua he says,

JPN: That's okay! Even if we can't see each other, I'm always connected to Riku with my heart.

English: Don't worry he's with me— even when it might seem like he's not.

This is like way off 😭. Maybe it was just too gay for them to do it correctly?? Censorship I swear 😭. They both have the initial meaning of oh we're connected wherever we are. But the JPN says with my heart and it just shows how Sora connects with his heart to Riku's.

In DDD at the end of Sora's story he encounters Xigbar who taunts him and he says this.

JPN: "It's only because your heart is connected to others that you're able to wield that power. You're not a true Keyblade wielder."

"It's fine that my power comes from everyone's hearts." Sora responds.

ENG:

"You're strong because of the ties you have with other people. As if the Keyblade would choose a wimp like you"

"I'm proud to be part of something bigger— the people it did choose. My friends they are my power."

In Xigbar JPN line it shows more about the connection between hearts. And tells him he's not a true Keyblade wielder. I noticed a lot of the lines about connections of the heart get erased within translation. And in the English he taunts Sora and calls him weak. I wonder if there is a catchphrase that Xigbar says in the Japanese or this ft just didn't have it??

Now with Sora line I'm not exactly sure which part is which but I'm pretty sure it's his catchphrase. But it's interesting since in the English he just says his friends are his power which seemingly has the same meaning as the JPN. Except if you think about their hearts giving him power then when everyone lost their hearts it makes sense why he felt powerless.

Riku at the end of the Notre Dame world is told something by Esmeralda.

JPN: "Everyone has a few things they want to keep in their hearts. You should find the answer slowly for yourself."

ENG: "We all do that sometimes. There are things we need to keep separate from the world at large, at least until we have time to figure them out"

They both have the same meaning mostly. However using heart here probably has more impact like it's more secretive and probably closer to hiding the darkness. His arc is about facing his darkness and still trying to overcome and not being afraid of it. They both are vague but talk about eventually figuring it out/finding the answer. And this probably refers to darkness.

Also if you ship SR this could also refer to him liking Sora and not saying anything or being afraid that he does.

At the end of DDD when Riku decides to make a second dive into Sora's heart he says this:

JPN: "It's not good if I don't go. I want to go"

Eng: "I heard him call my name. He needs me."

It's not much of a difference but the meaning is actually big by choosing want it shows he wants to do it. The localization choosing need shows he's going because he feels like he's needed just cause his name was called and not a personal choice. They're both good in different ways.

In 358/2 days/KH2, Riku fights Roxas to help Sora. It is just before he gives in to the darkness.

JPN: "You're really aitsu's nobody, after all. I guess I have to trust DiZ." I'm not going to explain the word since I already have earlier in the post.

Riku then explains he is going to have to do it, in which Roxas ask what and he responds, "The power sitting in my heart...the power suppressed by my heart... Even if I'm no longer me...the power of darkness"

ENG: "So it's true. You really are his nobody. Guess DiZ was right after all."

"I have to release the power in my heart— the dark power I've been holding back. Even if it changes me forever."

As much as I like the original way of how he said to describe the dark power, the phrasing flows better in the official localization. They both are basically the same except the Japanese describes the dark power. Also Riku calls Sora Aitsu.

Now I skipped a few lines of dialogue and this is because I want to eventually talk about the famous taunt quotes they have are significantly different in the versions

Finally for the last one, it is the taunt quote

JPN: Riku, "What's wrong, Sora? Are you done already? Pretty pathetic."

Sora, "What are you talking about? You’re the one who’s losing"

ENG: Riku, "Giving up already? Come on Sora I thought you were stronger than that."

Sora, "Get real, look which one of us is winning"

And the change is really interesting. In the JPN the first line is pretty much the same. Riku taunts him for "giving up" or not being able to and cause him pathetic. The ENG says, he thought he was stronger than that giving off the same taunting vibe.

Then Sora's line is actually more about Riku loosing. You're the one who is losing. The ENG localization is similar but it's vague on who is or who isn't winning. But saying losing shows that Riku is losing. But if he says Winning it could mean one wins but the other doesn't necessarily lose.

Also I'm going to be doing Part 6 really soon it's about Vanitas since I recently talked about his backstory in the novels.

So...I don't like most Axel ships since he's being shipped with little kids, but the JPN makes it understandable why some people might ship it even though it's weird and not good... 11 year age gap 😭

So when he was dying in kh2 he says Aitsu and then uh Roxas when he fighting Sora he says why did it have to be you but in JPN he refers to Axel sacrificing himself for him and being gone.... Yeahhhhh it's weird and maybe changing it was a good thing for this case cause don't ship them they're friends and more like guardian and family dynamic if anything.

[panigamermauser]

I have been pondering why I did not touch bg3 in more than a week now, despite it being the best game I played in at least a decade, and just a week ago I was looking to replay it several more times.

Finally realized that it is because the game upset me one time too many. Not as in 'the story bit that was written to be sad did its job', but 'the writing/development decisions make me sad'.

Ugh, I hate my brain. Why do bad things always wear me down even when good ones outweight it 99 to 1? At this point I'm not even sure if I even can get back into playing it again. It is a very much 'me' problem, not game problem. Why cannot I be normal? 😭

Venting/ranting under the cut, if anyone cares.

So, it is again about Tav being non-character. I know, I know. I keep harping on it. But this is like a pebble stuck in a boot. It just keeps getting worse with time😔

That story from Astarion writer about how they added more content for Durge just because they could pretty much broke me. Especially the part how they wished there was more time to add same level of care for Durge from other companions.

Why Durge - who already has a metric fuckton more content, major impact on the main plot and exists in game world no matter who you play as - deserves extra care and even more content?

It did not even cross their mind to wish there was more time to add unique interactions only Tav players would see. To make Tav a real character that exist in the world no matter what. But no, let put a cherry on top of massive cake Durge already got instead.

It turned my jealousy of Durge being 'Tav with lots more content' into resentment. It is unfair, and I do not even want to play Durge now, out of spite. And it was supposed to be my next playtrough too!

And I know, in real world there is budget and time, and neither is unlimited. So choices have to be made. But if they could not spare any to make Tav part of the world, they could have let them to be the only one customizable character. It could have been their special unique thing with zero extra effort on team's part.

Default Durge is a white dragonborn monk. Should have stayed this way as a preset character. This way Tav's unique thing would be customizability, and Durge's extra content would have felt as premade story of this one premade character, just like playable companions feel.

But no, they had to go and make Durge customizable too, which instantly made Tav infinitely worse by comparison. Of course, it is too late to change it now. So Tav is stuck as an afterthought. An unloved child of development team, if you will. And unfortunately for me, this is my main char. So I'm salty and jealous and mad and resentful about Durge.

There's not a single thing you miss if you do not play as Tav. No extra story, no extra NPCs, no extra written notes, no extra dialogue. Nothing. In contrast, I learned whole Durge's backstory while playing Tav, just from reading books and notes.

The saddest thing is that it makes me like Astarion less too.

Because due to writers whims out of two customizable characters Astarion cares about Durge, but not about Tav. Even though both character treat him equally. But for some reason (aka the writer's whim) Astarion cares for Durge a lot more. Gives them a special nickname too. And I'm salty about it.

Honestly, it feels like Tav is being punished for being 'normal' (whatever your headcanons are - the game treats Tav as someone well-adjusted and untraumatized).

Yeah, you go solve everyone problems and tragic pasts while no one ever wonders about your mental state, backstory and possible troubles even once. No one cares whether Tav is scared, stressed etc. If they are sad because they do not have a single person in the world to talk to outside of tadpole crew. But Durge is oh so special and needs whole group support, always.

With Durge it feels like everyone supports each other. With Tav it feels horribly one-sided. Tav will risk their life for companions. But they won't even ask how their day is going.

I really wish I played Durge first. This way I would not get invested in my main (who is Tav, because Durge was not a thing during early access). Alas, it was Tav, and I cannot rewrite the past and not play EA.

Add to this the problems with Act 3 pacing and the ending being unsatisfactory(I wrote some long-ass posts about it before)

Add to this poly relationships being an afterthought(despite it being a point in advertising the game!) and Halsin never treated as an equal partner by the game. You never see all three interacting as a policule either. No epilogue of planning the future as policule too.

Add to it me being done with fantasy/sci-fi stories of 'you can save the world, but not the ill person you care about'. Like, is it realy that unrealistic compared to stopping an alien invasion all by yourself? Especially when the possibility of cure is heavily teased by those games themselves.

Asd to it the recent numerical confirmation of how Wyll has so much less content than everyone else... (I'm sure it is because he got rewritten. Does not make it hurt any less, tho)

Death by a thousand papercuts right here

Again, compared to wastness and overall quality of the game those are such small and insignificant things. And I'm sure there won't be another game this good for many more years. And I totally planned to play BG3 till something just as good comes along.

But my brain has stopped me in my tracks before the second run is finished. And I hate it so much. Because when I'm done with something - I am really done and cannot go back, no matter how much I want to. And I do not want to be done with BG3 just yet. But also cannot bring myself to start the game anymore 💔 As I said - It's a 'me' problem. But it still hurts as all get out and I wish I was not the way I am.

[padfootastic]

I wanted to share this headcanon with somebody who won’t digitally assault me like people in the past who for some reason are really offended by it. You don’t have to agree or like it or anything of course it’s just nice to share it with somebody who’s nice.

As a lover of the Marauders era especially (almost solely) Prongsfoot I’ve pretty much abandoned canon if I’m honest. I have this headcanon that James is a metamorphmagus. Like for no good reason other than I think it’d be really funny. Like he could still be an animagus cause as for as we know metamorphagus don’t turn into animals. He keeps it’s kind of a secret for prank purposes of course. So in my mind he either has really good control over his hair changing color with his emotions or none at all. I lean towards having really good control over it expect for when it comes to Sirius and his parents. Like one day he’s just hanging out waiting for Sirius with his messy jet black hair in all its glory and looks up to his main man coming his way and just BOOM the pinkest hair anybody has EVER seen. And everybody around him is all 😱😱😱 the others guys are trying to tell him but he’s all 😍😍😍 at Padfoot, Sirius turns and looks behind himself all 🧐 cause he knows that rich almost (for a lack of a better word) sensual pink means romantic love but when he doesn’t see anybody behind him he turns back to James and it hits him making him trip over himself that holy shit James his looking at HIM like that with THAT pink hair and now he’s all 😳😳😳.

Also when James gets going about his parents his hair takes on this soft almost pastel pinkish purple for familial love. He just can’t help it he loves them SO MUCH. He’s just start spouting off “they’re just so great! and warm! and funny! and give the best hugs! and give me lots of treats! Mum makes the best cakes in the world! Dads always coming up with these crazy inventions! did I tell you about the time they look me flying in Switzerland! Cause it was great! You should have seen dad! You have to come next time pads you’ll love it!” and Sirius is both astonished by the love the Potters have for each other and so so extremely fond of the flaming ball of love and energy sat before him.

OMG ANON I LOVE THIS????? who is out here making u feel bad about such a wonderful headcanon, tell me i’ll beat em up (ง •̀_•́)ง

like listen, i’ve seen the ‘potters have a metamorphmagus gene’ hc before for harry (usually because of his sentient hair lol) and i’ve always liked it but this just takes it one step better!! the concept of ur hair giving away ur emotions is so cute and james not being able to control it,,,esp in front of sirius and re his parents (three of THE most important people in his life) is the absolute best. i can totally see it happening too.

i can also see james not realising this happens at first, but when he does he’s like,,,a bit insecure at first before he shrugs it off w his usual confidence like ‘yah i’m a sap so what?’

also!!! can u imagine his hair only changing for sirius and that putting to rest any doubts re his feelings for lily bc it’s never done that for her?

i can also see like—maybe a dark green? for envy/possessiveness/jealousy. emotions that he’s never felt until it comes to one sirius black. and seeing him hit on by others or, more importantly, taking up his time when j wants attention and his hair slowly bleeds into green and it’s just hilarious all around how often it happens lol.

and james loving effie and flea so much help 😭😭 it’s the cutest thing ever. i adore it sm. anon, will you write this fic for us, pls? i’ll leave the most gushing review ever. i wanna read this so bad now.

[odorekijin]

[December 2022] Members’ Tweets Archive

Find all of the members' tweets posted during December 2022 compiled here! Follow the members' official twitter account, or check out my twitter for the latest translation, fresh out of the oven!

★ week two ★ week three ★ week four

[22.12.12]

#永久 こんにちは 永久です 俺たちを応援してくれる みんなのこと しりたいです 好きなおかしは なんですか🐶#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/iwIcwySCI3

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 12, 2022

TOWA: hello it's Towa i want to get to know you all better as Our Fans what are your Favorite sweets?🐶

[22.12.13]

#永久 たくさんのおへんじ ありがとうございました 霧島くんたちと たべてみます#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/a4gXcRbFlZ

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 13, 2022

TOWA: thank you for all your replies i will try them out with Kirishima-kun and the others

MIRAI reply to TOWA:

#未來 瀬文がおもしれーことしてるから 俺も乗っかるー！！ みんなに質問！ どんな時、音楽聴きてえなーってなる？#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/8dKfBox2jg

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 13, 2022

MIRAI: Since Sebumi kicked off a fun li'l bit, I'll jump on the bandwagon—!! Here's a question fer you guys! When d'ya feel like listenin' to music?

[22.12.14]

MIRAI quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#未來 おまえらありがとうなぁ！！ 曲作りの参考にになった😆👊 がんばるわ！！#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/ju8L5hPBNt

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 14, 2022

MIRAI: Thanks a bunch y'all!! I'll use your recs as inspo for my own composition 😆👊 I'll do my best to keep up!!

#旺士朗 はいはーい！！ 俺も聞きたいことありまーす！！ 今まででもらって嬉しかった プレゼントはなんすか！？ 印象に残ってるモンがあれば ぜひ教えてください！！！#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/zvbA5KP47h

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 14, 2022

OSHIRO: AWWWRIGHT AWRIGHT!! I've got a question fer all y'all too!! What's the bestest of best gift you've ever received!? If ya ever got any outta this world present, I'm all ears!!!

[22.12.15]

OSHIRO quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#旺士朗 たくさん回答していただいてあざーっす！ 人それぞれでおもしれーなー！！！ 俺もクリスマスに向けて、 お世話んなってる色ノ葉の先輩たちに なにをあげるか考えてみます！！#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/G366RGYFOT

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 15, 2022

OSHIRO: Thanks fer all yer replies! It's crazy how different each 'n every peeps can be—! That bein' said, I'm tryna figura out what kinda Christmas gift I can get fer all my Ironoha senpais!!

#巴 なんか流れに沿ってやれってさ。 本当うざいなここの奴ら。 あんたらに質問とかないから 俺の言うこと聞いて。 このツイートに、 飼ってる動物または好きな動物の写真をつけること。#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/7aFhEmp7i8

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 15, 2022

TOMOE: I've got told that I should tag along this whole questioning ordeal. Ugh, they're all sooo annoying, seriously. I don't have any question for you, so just pay attention to my words: Post a picture of your pet or your favorite animal under this tweet.

[22.12.16]

TOMOE quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#巴 意外とたくさん返事くるもんだね。 あとで見ておくわ。#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/Jg3rkWP8k4

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 16, 2022

TOMOE: That's a surprising amount of replies, huh. I'll give them a look later.

#宙 宮苑くんがすっごいデレデレした顔で 端末を凝視してました😌 一体なにがあったんでしょう！ 僕からの質問は、 みなさんの得意料理はなんですか、です！ 写真つきのツイートも大歓迎です✨ お待ちしてまーす！#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/FlKddLp7Yu

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 16, 2022

SORA: Miyazono-kun was in his own little world there, and there was no way to take his eyes off his screen 😌 What in the world happened to him, I wonder! My question to you all is: "what's the dish you always nail?" ! Feel free to show us pictures as well✨ I look forward to your replies!

[22.12.17]

SORA quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#宙 ご回答ありがとうございました✨ 僕も料理の腕を磨こうと思います！ この前も手作りの クッキーを永久さんにあげたんです。 なのに逃げられちゃって……悲しいです😭#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/vIqpwysPq2

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 17, 2022

SORA: Thank you very much for all your replies✨ I, too, have honed my cooking skills, I think! Earlier today, Towa-san and I baked a cake we made ourselves. Yet, the batter ended up leaking out... We were so defeated😭

#嵐 宙、てめえは二度とキッチンに立つな。 俺からの質問。 最近のマイブーム、書いてくれ。#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/fUqRrE6Ojx

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 17, 2022

ARASHI: Sora, whatcha doin' in the kitchen again. Here goes my question: what's yer latest obsession? Write 'em in the replies, thanks.

[22.12.18]

ARASHI quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#嵐 へー。色々あるんだな。 勉強になるわ。 この間、旺士朗とそういう話になってさ。 ちょっと気になって聞いてみた。#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/zqgXc8D2TB

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 18, 2022

ARASHI: Huuuh, you bunch got a lot goin' on. Welp, I learnt a lot, gotta say. I asked the same thing to Oshiro the other day. I was kinda curious 'bout what he'd answer so I gave it a shot, y'know.

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[22.12.19]

#海吏 海吏きゅんからのしっつもーん！👻💜 おすすめの東京土産っつったらなーんだ？ もらったやつとか、 食べてみたいのでもおっけー🥳 よろちくぅ👀👏#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/wERNwcqL7U

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 19, 2022

KAIRI: Here's your question from your Kairi-kyuuun!👻💜 What kinda souvenir do you recommend to bring back from Tokyo? Objects or food you'd wanna try, tweet 'em aaall my way🥳 I'll be on the lookout👀👏

[22.12.20]

KAIRI quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#海吏 いっぱい答えてくれてさんきゅう！！🥳 大阪戻るときパピーとマミーに いっぱい買ってこ〜〜👻#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/3FjWS2K9Gz

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 20, 2022

KAIRI: Thanksies for aaall your replies!! 🥳 I'll buy lots of these for Pappy and Mammy before I return to Osaka~~ 👻

#神楽 東京土産といったら虎屋だろう。 質問だ。 ラーメンに入れる 定番の具を教えてくれ。#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/oWZD4cc7il

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 20, 2022

KAGURA:If you wish to bring back a souvenir from Tokyo, it can be none other than sweets from the Toraya Confectionery.(1) Here is my question: What ingredients do you usually put in your ramen?

(1)　Toraya is a Japanese confectionery company founded in the 16th century, now established in Tokyo. 　↑

KAIRI reply to KAGURA:

#海吏 つっまんねー質問してんな🤮 てめぇラーメンとか食わねーっつってたべ🤮 クソツマはきめぇけど 虎屋の羊羹はうますぎぃ🥹👏#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/hKrVsjVhYd

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 20, 2022

KAIRI: How can you make a bland question fall even more flat seriously 🤮 You don't even eat ramen and the likes, you literally said that once 🤮 Anyway you may be gross and stuff, but I can at least recommend the yoken from there(1), it's hella good 🥹👏

(1)　Yokan is a Japanese dessert made from sweet red bean paste. 　↑

[22.12.21]

KAGURA quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#神楽 情報提供、感謝する。 最近、手作りラーメンの研究している。 そのうち宝田に試食してもらうつもりだ。#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/PNm9GrzV9q

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 21, 2022

KAGURA: Thank you for providing me with such valuable information, I greatly appreciate it. In fact, I have been delving into homemade ramen these past few days. I intend to have Takarada try one of them soon.

#春飛 こんにちはー！ 俺からは質問じゃないんだけど、 みんなにとっての 思い出深い景色を教えてー！#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/JobIiF97KP

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 21, 2022

HARUHI: HeLLOOOー！ I don't really have a question, but I'd like to hear your personal, most indelible moment—!

[22.12.21]

HARUHI quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#春飛 たくさん教えてくれてありがとー！ 俺もちょっと前に過去を振り返る時間があってさ、 思い出の場所巡りしたんだよねー！ みんなにはそういうのあるのかなーって 気になって聞いてみた！#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/WuS523tG1U

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 22, 2022

HARUHI: Thanks for sharing all these memories—! I also took some time to reflect on my own past not so long ago, and boy was a trip down memory lane—! That's what prompted my question: I was curious to see if everyone felt the same way as I did!

#伊織 せっかくだから 俺も聞いてみようかな。 みんなは、年末年始は何をする予定？#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/v6WaaBSvWD

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 22, 2022

IORI: I should also raise a question of my own, since we're all participating, shouldn't I? What are your plans for the New Year's holiday, everybody?

[22.12.23]

IORI quote-retweeting his own tweet:

#伊織 教えてくれてありがとう。 みんなのことが知れて嬉しかった。 なんかいいな、こういうの。 みんな良いお年を。#カラソニ日常 https://t.co/gDzP3iwE3m

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 23, 2022

IORI: Thank you for sharing your plans with me, I'm always happy to know more about you all. That kind of break does sound nice indeed... I wish you all a very happy new year.

[22.12.24]

#未來 今年もたくさんメッセージくれて ありがとなああ！！！😆👊 色ノ葉のメンバーからも 祝ってもらったぞ！！ ステーキとケーキ食って、 最高の誕生日だ！！！#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/bxC2NafN6q

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 24, 2022

MIRAI: Thanks fer aaall yer messages this year as well!!!😆👊 The guys from Ironoha all celebrated with me too!! I ate steak and cake, that seriously was the best birthday ever!!!

[22.12.25]

#海吏 やべーケーキ食いすぎた🤮🤮🤮 さすがの海吏きゅんも 胃もたれしちまったわ🎄 みんなのとこにはサンタきた？？🎅 海吏きゅんは 新しいイヤホンげっと〜〜🥳🙏#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/QTCMykdsWY

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 25, 2022

KAIRI: I pigged out on wayyy too much cake🤮🤮🤮 Well duh, no wonder why Kairi-kyun's stomach is all upside down 🎄 Did Santa visit you guys??🎅 Kairi-kyun got new earphones~~🥳🙏

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[22.12.26]

#春飛 クリスマスが終わると一気に お正月ムードだねー。 来年も賑やかになりそう。 今から来年が楽しみだな。 久々にギターでも弾いちゃお。#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/HIuEucDOR3

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 26, 2022

HARUHI: The Christmas spirit barely toned down, and I'm already in the mood for the New Year festivities. Looks like next year's going to be busy for us again. Gotta say, I'm looking forward to it now. It's been a long while since I've last played the guitar.

[22.12.27]

#神楽 年末の大掃除をしている。 日頃より掃除を心がけているおかげか、 さほど大変な作業ではない。 来年も同じような生活を心がけたいものだ。#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/qHJkHoXkWG

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 27, 2022

KAGURA: I am currently doing my annual new year's cleaning. I made a habit of regularly cleaning, after all, so this much is no daunting task to me. I wish to bring that same lifestyle with me into the next year.

[22.12.28]

#永久 霧島くんの おうち あそびにきています こたつ はじめて ぽかぽか みかん おいしいです 🍊#カラソニ日常 pic.twitter.com/oJfUmrvekS

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 28, 2022

TOWA: i came to visit Kirishima-kun's home and i stayed for a bit the kotatsu was new to me it was nice and warm madarins are yummy 🍊

[22.12.30]

#未來 俺たちのこれまでの 楽曲制作の歴史が詰まったドラマが、 期間限定でまるっと聴けるらしいぞ！👊✨ 振り返ってみると色々あったよな。 まだ聞いたことない話があるやつは、 ぜひ聴いてみてくれ！！https://t.co/K55Hk9eXZW#カラソニ日常

— 東京カラーソニック!!【メンバー】 (@tcs_member) December 30, 2022

MIRAI: Looks like you guys can listen to the full-length of our music production stories up 'til now, and for a limited time only!👊✨ We really went through a bunch of stuff, huh. To anyone who's missed a story or two, make sure to give it a listen now!! https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOEjTXNkzCO3WUieVvfSrnuE1Jq91OlN0

[luveline]

helloooo! i was wondering if you could do a james potter oneshot where the reader isnt typically very physically affectionate but she doesn’t mind james touching her, and one day she like reciprocates and hes all happy and giddy about it? and then he begs her to do it again and UGHDHEHHFHE ok thank u love ur writing!!!

this is the cutest idea in the entire world I couldn't decide what touch I wanted to do it's so good 😭 thank you for ur request! <3

James wouldn't change you for the world. He knows you're not touchy, whether that's not yet or not ever, he's respected it and learned that it's not an indication of your affections for him – it's how you are. 

Still, guiltily, sometimes to the point of internal misery, he craves your touch. 

You're sitting across the sofa with an embroidery hoop in hand, slowly making your way through a cross stitch made up of brilliant, buttery yellows. "Something warm, like you," you'd said. James has carried that comment around for days, each time revisiting it with a greedy kind of love. 

James stretches his legs out, sketchbook in his lap, trying to recreate the curve of your neck. You're used to his constant sketching, his lovely muse. If he asked you to, you'd pose for him, tilt your neck the way he remembers. But it's not really about the drawing. 

He slides across the sofa and takes a look at your embroidering. 

"That's really getting there," he says. 

Your voice is soft as silk as you draw a line down the aida with your finger, nail skipping over neat stitches. "See this colour? I'm not gonna have enough to finish."

"You want me to get you another one?" 

"I can get it." 

"I'll get it, just tell me the colour. The number. Whatever it is." 

You look at him from under soft lashes. James melts and cups your neck with his hand, the tip of his thumb over your pulse. 

"I can get it myself, Jamie." 

"S'only one skein." 

"Exactly." 

James grins at your chagrin and pulls your forehead down to his lips for a small peck. "I'll get it," he says into your skin. 

He drops his hold on you and goes back to his sketching, though he stays at your side. He doesn't realise you've been still until you're moving, laying your embroidery and it's needle out carefully on the floor by your feet with the crafts box full of threads and pins. 

He's expecting you to go to the kitchen. "Can you get me something to drink?" he asks, intent on perfecting the likeness of your lovely hair on paper. 

You don't leave. The sofa groans quietly as you sit back down on your knees, facing James. He glances up from his work and finds that soft look on your face that you reserve for him. You crawl a little closer, your kneecaps pressed into his thigh and your side to his side, elbow blocking his sketchbook as you raise your hand to his neck. You brush your fingertips through the end of one of his thick curls and sigh, content. 

It tickles in the best way, chills moving from the top of his spine, down. 

"You have to stop buying me things," you chide gently, more conversational than scolding. 

James struggles to maintain a casual front. "Baby, why not? You get me stuff all the time." 

You cup his neck, thumb stroking semi-circles into the column of his throat. He wonders if this is a dream, briefly, but his brain has never been brilliant enough to recreate the perfect shade of your lips, the exact lilt of your voice. 

"That's not true," you say. 

"It is. The coffee cake from marks and sparks Tuesday," he supplies. "I'm surprised you didn't have to take out a loan for it." 

"That's different. We shared." 

"Did we?" he asks skeptically, humming. 

You huff a laugh and kiss the end of his eyebrow. He doesn't want to shatter the moment but he needs to be holding you, letting his pencil drop between the curling leaves of his sketchbook to pull you in lightly, arm behind your back. Careful, in case it's not what you want.

To his surprise, you don't weasel out of his grip. You brace your free hand on his shoulder and then move in, wrists crossing as you give him a good cuddle. 

James spreads his palm over your back and savours the moment, knowing it will end too fast for his liking. It doesn't. You turn on your side, ribs pressed to his chest, cheek kissing the bare skin of his collar. 

"Sorry," you start to say, shifting, "I'm squishing your book." 

"No, you're good," he lies quickly. 

You curl up over him and sigh like you're really happy. He knows the feeling, dropping his chin into your crown. 

"I can feel your heart," you say. You start to tap a beat into his neck where your hands rest, staccato, fast. "I love you." 

He thinks maybe you understand how much this small moment means to him – why his heart is going so fast  

"I love you more, sweetness. You don't have a clue." 

"Yeah, I do," you disagree. "I know everything about you, James." 

What should be terrifying is actually a deep, soothing contentment. "Everything?" he asks, amused. 

You tap his heartbeat. Thud, thud, thud. Skip. Maybe you do know everything. 

His voice is small, embarrassed as he asks, "Would you stroke my neck again? Please?" 

You don't say anything as you smooth your hand over his neck. James almost passes out.

[akane171]

I wouldn't ever argue anyway😂 Obi-Wan as a whole and his relationship with Anakin was the best thing ever (Well, until TRAGEDY!😭😭🙈) and there's no denying that😍💃🏻 And Yup, it totally was destiny!!😁

Yuuup, yet another angsty af fave, I didn't even expect anything other than pure angst at all😅🤦🏻‍♀️

Huh, well, at least you spent your time well? Fairy Tales are awesome to read☺ (Eh, why do you hate it? Because of the Fairy Part? Cause then I'd agree, I never understood why it was named that when most don't even have any fairies in them😅🙈🤦🏻‍♀️)

1. ...you made Mon-El pass out in a dream world?🙄🤨 ...And Kara hide for months that she is in love with him?🙄😖😖 WHHHYYYY?😭😭  2. Mhm, suuuureee you don't 🙄 (note the sarcasm)

...Dead Parade? What the HECK are you coming up with, Kat?!?!?😱😱 😖😖😅

Haha, thanks for the point I guess?😂 And well, firstly, I did already stumble upon that ehh "headcannon", soo🤷🏻‍♀️ And secondly, uff, I've read waaaay too many fanfics for that to make me scream and puke (tho it certainly is disgusting, but nothing I wouldn't be surprised by if Rhea actually did....🙈)

Aww, okay😅😔 And Yeah, don't stress it, thanks anyway!☺🙈

 HAHAHA well-written sometimes seems even harder to come by than no romance😂😂🤷🏻‍♀️😅 

Oh god, that sounds so boring😅🙈 Did it at least have interesting conversations?

...Good point, yeah, no, let's be thankful they mostly get to live their lives however they want instead of being followed everywhere🙈

Their bullshit was the best😭 Just J2 repeatedly smashing cake into Misha's face is golden enough😍😂

Aww thanks☺ And nah, all good, just very stressful and too much "must-do-as-soon-as-possible" kind of shit with too little order🙈

Oh, really? You didn't like Katie?😂 Why?🤔 

...Reporter falling out of a helicopter onto Jake? Whaaat? Okay, shut up and take my money, I'd TOTALLY watch that!😍😍 Have you thought farther about that?🤔

Ohhhhh, you ABSOLUTELY need to watch it, the psychological brainfuck confusion is just too great to pass on😍😍😍🙈🙈😂😂 

Yeah, credit where credit's due tho, I didn't come up with that, just remembered it as one of my brother's old gaming nicknames 🤷🏻‍♀️😂 

HAHAHAHAHAHA 😂😂 

Yo, don't stress it☺🤷🏻‍♀️

☺😁

xxx

I liked the after tragedy relationship too, they went from bros to vulcano of hatred in like one day xD That was INTENSE. Also, obi-Wan was the only bright thingin the second EP. The rest was *drowning noises*

I can deal with angst, just please, no romance.

Yeah, exactly because of that. Plus in Polish we have two words for them. Bajka aka something you tell children before their sleep, something light and nice. And Baśń (that sounds cool in my language and very distinctive) and it's all the old folk tales with dark themes and quite brutal. Sometimes we can call some tales both (like Sleeping Beauty can be bajka and baśń), but FAIRY? From where the fuck they got it.

No, I mean, it was all what LW did in PIAD. That's why she is the angst queen, but you are not so far behind her =='

We will see. On the other hand your dead kangaroos probably could make a parae already :)))))

What can I say, I read grim fantasy books, the "oh, they are siblings they are not going to fu...... nevermind" and smilar things in this genre.

i seriously wonder how some books are published. Like sometimes EVERY SINGLE sentence should have been edited and i simply CRINGE when i read. Also? Who the fuck created first-person narrtive? WHO? And in the PRESENT TENSES?!!!! Like, it's worst than romances. Do i look I want to know every single thought of some idiotic dumb MAry Sue???? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

No, there was nothing interesting. I thought there was going to be a non-consent - a step father the main character didn't like -, but it turned out she just didn't like him and he was a good person. Beside that, NOTHING. Even her love interest was bland and just happened. I read it all, because I bought it in a second-hand shop and it was really cheap and in English, so at least i could polish (lol) my English a little.

Amen *sobs*

Yeah, they were the best cast ever. Still I'm pissed off how they treated female characters and actresses (glares at the fandom) but in general, they were my safe place.

STAY ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*sigh* I didn't like her becasue she looked (that fucking cloooothes) and behaved like a homeless librarian? I think they made her a stereotypical "LIKE ME CHARACTER". Traumatic past? Checked. Single mother with a cute kid? Checked. Taking care of other kids? Checked. Horrible clothes that made her like i mentioned like a 20 years old librarian? Checked. So called strong female character? Checked. Past-addiction? Checked. Like they wanted me to say that if i won;t like her, I am a horrible human being and guess what :))))))

Also, she pissed me off a few times, especially when Jake was ya know, burning dead bodies of kids and his friend shot himself and she was "put your crap together!!!" and i was, bitch???? And that gross kiss TT and the whole romance was rushed and i just didn't feel it and bleh, no thanks. Sue me?

I think it would be something like, she would be in a helicopter hovering over the contaitment zone, covering freshes news, and something would happen (helicotper failure?) that would allow her to just jump from it (not high of course) and fall on Jake's head *cough* arms *cough*. Of course, it would make their relationsip rocky, plus him thinking she is another annoying reporter hyena, just being there for sensation and following his every step and her thinking he is stuck-up asshole, not allowing her to do her job. Together uncovering some more major shit and warming up to each other. Nothing more. Maybe some scene where they are stuck together in some room for some time or something.

Will watch. Someday....

LOL, i didn't see that coming xD