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crunchworldsupreme · 2 years

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frankincense. a book in which a sickly little german sadboi deserves everything he gets and worse

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averlym · 1 year

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Im sorry but can you do 45 angst for parrlyn? U don't have to tho!

45- "leave" (very quick doodle for you!)

#hi anon akshdjdhd thank you for asking so politely i guess #here's this .. 'm not sure what exactly but it's exam project season rn #and like!!! screwed up stress responses all over the place!!#anyways.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #anne boleyn #catherine parr #parrlyn #... the angst of being in an awkward situation #quick run down: been reading fic (not helping my revision any but nevertheless) and looking back at old characterisations of cathy #and like one thing was the coffee/ lack of sleep/ stress response thing that seems like part of widely accepted hc #and. well. um my stress response is avoidance! including of people #so yeahhhh maybe pushing people away is bad but also people can be so overwhelming even in the same room yknow #aka why i haven't been studying with friends (sad haha) and like maybe i'm projecting a little bit . shh #also also anne! bestie! me too! logically it's the 'ily but i really Cannot rn' and yeah it checks out but #on the other side of it the rsd / anxiety hits hard it's like oh i'm a terrible person #then you spend the next hour coaxing yourself out of that piece of sh- mindset #so. that's the idea of angst but also apparently most people don't know the insides of my head so what's angst for me #which is usually strongest with Implications instead of proper whump or whatnot #isn't probably angst for the. general populace ..#maybe it's the anxiety? *fingerguns*#alright! gn!#<side story: there was once this guy who kept trying to get me to go out with him to study (?still actually but now he's resigned to reject #-ion) and i couldn't say to his face ' i would want you to stop breathing tbh because your physical presence in the same room would set me #absolutely off and into a nervous breakdown' and that's how i ended up saying 'people are distracting' and implied i was interested in him>#<lowkey. very yikes>

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princekirijo · 10 months

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Finally graduated haha let's go 🥹

#im scheduling this when the ceremony is over just cause #but yeah um wow. can't believe it actually #desperately trying not to cry while typing this haha thing hasn't even started #but i think this is the first time in a while i genuinely feel proud of myself. like fuck me i did it #4 years was a wild ride but here i am!! and yeah im scared about the future but rn im just here with my paper #i also realized that yeah ive been on Tumblr as long as ive been in uni #which is crazy can't believe ive been on here for 4 years (roughly)#but for all the shit that i dislike about this site and as much as it drives me nuts #i do wanna say ive met some wonderful people on here! ive made some friends 🥹#and yeah i haven't kept up with all of them something im so so guilty about #but i wouldn't be where i am without this blog like unironically #so yeah thank you gay people in my phone you've helped me a lot. more than i care to admit #hope y'all have a great day <33 #thanks for reading my sappy ass tags on Tumblr 😅

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mattodore · 11 months

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#river dipping #every time i unlock my phone i get stuck for ten minutes just staring #anyway.............. hello nkjdfjdkfn #vanished friday night and then i've been SUFFERING #cramping like you would NAWTTTTTT believe #ever since then and haven't logged in to do anything other than read some quotes from literate passion which >:) i now have an epub for #so i'm going to read that soon i'm excited it's like 400+ pages i think so <3 #but god the amount of ibuprofen i've taken the last three days......#the amount of SLEEP???? i've been getting??????????? insane #anyway.#i finished putting together a nav. post for mobile users but i like my pinned too much atm so for now it'll sit in my drafts #and i think my avpd is kinda getting to me so i'm having trouble getting myself to interact atm </3 #um.#so give me some time to check my activity and actually reply back #this post is fr just bc i don't want to leave anyone hanging but i'm also like. unwell atm kfdnjghkdnh #i will for sure be back sometime in like... the next day or two?#but for now i'm just going to stay offline for a bit #um. so like......... just don't be surprised if i'm pretty quiet in the tags on posts and stuff when i do? idk. i'm hoping the avpd is #just acting up bc i'm not feeling well? otherwise...... well.#f in the chat to pay respects #like i'll push my way through it anyway bc i've learned it's the only way to keep myself from having an Isolation Spell #but it's still pretty tough to do... anyway. love you all <3 miss you dearly MWAH #the disorders............ they're just winning out rn #.............also now you can see how long it normally takes me to type out the tags that i do. like yeah this took twenty minutes #i reread what i type a lot before i even think to hit post

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yeah-thats-probably-it · 5 months

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say what you like about having your vocabulary ruined by bertie wooster but at least whenever I'm indecisive from now on I'll always be able to say that I'm letting 'I dare not' wait upon 'I would' and make everyone think I'm cultured

#that and 'like quills upon the fretful porpentine'#live in my head rent free #i DID read macbeth in school but wouldn't have remembered that line #tbf i hope one day to be able to understand shakespeare plays #my j&w brainrot is so bad rn that i got the complete works on audible #started a midsummer night's dream #couldn't really follow it #bought an annotated copy but haven't got into it yet #people who are really into shakespeare say you have to see it performed bc just reading won't do the trick #but my auditory processing is real bad and combine that with the fact that the language is so different #it's a bit dense for me (or maybe i'm a bit dense for it)#also i can't find a filmed production #anyway um #jeeves and wooster #jeeves books #that's where this post started yeah i remember now #i did NOT read hamlet in school and there's always been a feeling hanging over me that i really should #you're SUPPOSED to have read hamlet even if only under duress #universal high school experience reading hamlet and not appreciating it it seems

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hana-the-ghostieee · 9 months

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hey! so um apparently bots keep following me???? assuming it's the same for everyone else

so if you're a person that's following me (why. what prompted you to make a stupid decision) and you have default... everything um maybe try changing your banner, write something in the desc (like pronouns and sexuality and stuff) and reblog a couple of stuff??? unless you'd like to get blocked. which is fine i guess (i question your motives but you do you)

#not art #but like please let me know you are a human #also recently i've seen a couple of stuff #and um siriusxremus now (and forever)* **#actually tho does anyone know that post with the werewolf: *transforming* you have to go now! i don't want you to see me like this #human s/o: I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOUUU #werewolf: no no i'm just really dumb as a wolf and don't want you to see me bark at a mirror for two hours #i freakin saved it to like 3 boards twice on my pinterest cuz i had to it's beautiful #god i haven't read hp in a long time #and probably won't in the next 4 months #like i used the cube shelf thing where i stored the books as a junk drawer (literally. like candy wrappers)#and then like a small space for my phone to do nothing while i charge it #anyways have a nice existence or something i can't tell you what to do #okay hi im back and sometimes i wish tumblr would let you like drag tags to different areas #like can i change the order you read this??? just like i forgot to add something and i have this. literal wall of tags to go through #but you know what?? imma improvise and use stars instead #* unless the walls caved in and ate me... and i died (or you know i pass away for some reason)#** and even then my spirit will haunt this planet. and then one would randomly hear a voice. reading (assumably fluffy) wolfstar fanfics #and if/when i get reincarnated. boyyyyyyy im going to rediscover the fandom and ship them even harder

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jewishcissiekj · 2 months

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social anxiety back at full power (never left), depression at its almost worst, Pesach vacation fucking everything up, shabbat and a holiday only 1 and a half days apart, probably not gonna eat well either because do I ever but also now there's no bread for like a week, I'm constantly exhausted, Leil HaSeder tomorrow night, still have some school stuff to do, brain is not functioning, depression meds just fucking ran out, yeah, um, there's star wars books,

#i don't even have a fucking physical book to read during pesach #sorry if i don't reply to you guys I'm kinda. can't fucking think of replies and ways people react to stuff #also today i fucking found out that part of functioning as a teenager is reporting my current status to teacher at school hours #ugh #idk. i feel bad a lot #and i haven't had a chance to sit down and draw lately #like i did have but uhhh #um

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bisexualalistairtheirin · 4 months

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@THEE pic Ryoko Kui drew of various rpg elves, I know some people in the notes and on twitter seemed miffed that Merrill was the only DA elf companion she didn't draw (Velanna too for that matter, but main game-wise) but I have my own lil' conspiracy theory about it, which is that, sorry to anime-only fans of Dungeon Meshi for the coming spoiler, I'm reasonably sure Merrill inspired Marcille, at least in part, so if I'm right she is represented in a roundabout manner :)

#once you start thinking about it it becomes pretty plausible ngl #she seems way too up miss Kui's alley not to include at any rate #(but again that list is clearly not comprehensive and she could have been cut for a number of reasons that don't imply anything really)#dungeon meshi #um hi dragon age ppl if you haven't already do check out dungeon meshi it's so fucking cool #I've always had trouble reading manga but I DEVOURED dungeon meshi in like a week bc it's so good #don't be turned off by how it starts a lil' slow it's all setup for later #Ryoko Kui is a queen. writing. characters. worldbuilding. magic system. monster ecology. fantasy race dynamics. CHARACTER DESIGN #my god her character design studies I could just smooch em #her art style is also so cute and beautiful and uniqu #and there's nobody doing body diversity like her in that sphere. we stan

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yyyyyyayy · 6 months

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why is there no yaoi angst like madoka magica. boring. all the bl is the same "buff guy and weak ass smooch smooch" I want them to be in pain. I want one of them to become an eldritch being and have the other desperately try to stop them to the point of becoming one themselves. Where is my horror existential crisis yaoi.

#YAOI USED IN A JOKING WAY NOT THE SICK FREAK WAY IM ACE.#seriously though like the BL i see is all the same. its boring. ngl sorry everyone #even FISH yaoi as FUNNY as it is was predictable. but funny.#maybe i haven't read enough good bl cause the shit they reccomend on insta n stuff is just ok. at best. for me.#Mdzs was good but um. that incense burner chapter. oh and winter begonia (THE SHOW. NOT THE BOOK I DONT LIKE THE BOOK.)#has a gay boy kisser or whatever mfer ever written a bl or what. where are they . or are they not getting exposure?#God. i could go on about this forever but seriously. we need more. boy kisser stories WRITTEN by boy kissers REAL.#LIKE BOY KISSERS AS IN MLM NBLM YKNOW. *PLATONICALLY SHAKES THE AUDIENCE OF 5 HUMAN FOLLOWERS* DO YOU GET IT?#RANTING IN THE TAGS SORRY #yammers rants #I've got a bone to pick in the yaoi genre. and I am out for blood. /hj #*flips hair* soon they shall see *flips cape* *homura pose*

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obeymeow · 1 year

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being neurodivergent is all fun and games until you remember those hourly quote bots on twitter and think well maybe I can't make a bot anymore but I could schedule a few quotes a day, that shouldn't be hard. it sounds fun to have a bunch of quotes of my favorite character Thirteen from hit mobile game Obey Me! and its sequel Obey Me! Nightbringer. and then you think about how arduous collecting the quotes is going to be but she's only been in the games for maybe a year and a half with little screentime and you love collecting things so you start but then you remember that you love collecting things so naturally you have ALL of her screentime in the game and suddenly you have 45k characters of quotes and are several lessons into season 4 (which is truly a trial in and of itself) but not nearly close enough to the end but you refuse to just stop collecting the quotes and make the account with the EXCESS of what you have already because you literally only have season 4 to get through and if you don't do it just seeing the bot (because now you've been informed you can make tumblr bots instead) will haunt you with that knowledge even if nobody else would ever know. this is a general anecdote of a situation that could easily happen to anyone though and not in any way related to my life

#obey me on side #ummm i don't have a personal tag yet because i hated looking at this blog before the revamp so i'll do that later #with the carrd. usually when i say i'll do something later it means sometime in the next 3 years but i actually mean this one #but rn there's no way to tell i'm a lesbian (except for the thirteen icon. + probably also the ruri-chan banner she's lesbian colors)#okay maybe you can tell but I want to be CLEAR #anyway i would also like to note that immediately before starting this project i spent a full week lamenting my lack of free time #because I wanted to write some fics. and then literally as soon as i got free time I went um. no. quote doc instead I think #????? girl why did you do that to yourself #fortunately i'm now bored of reading s4 so i can go back to writing #unrelated but all of these fics contain a significant amount of solomon and i like him that's not surprising but it was unintentional #which IS surprising. like okay one of them is about solodeus (specifically mc playing matchmaker so i don't clickbait) so that's obligatory #and another is based off of the new solomon card (IT'S CUTE) so that's also kind of obligatory #(the third one is based off of luke's card from the dnd nightmare a while back because i was entranced by its strange unbalanced party)#but usually i try to switch up the characters i write about to get comfy with all of them and not just the ones that make sense to me #that's not entirely accurate it's my one braincell bouncing around like a windows screensaver picking a new fave every time it hits a side #but also to get used to writing them all. anyway #i'll just write about satan to balance it he's always been a fav but i am obsessed with him in nightbringer he is so offputting and tragic #if you're still reading these tags please see above on th 'later is up to three years' in regards to the fics still haven't posted anything #hoping to change that soon though I WILL eventually.

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troublewithvampires-a · 1 year

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//[watches one analysis of 'blood meridian' and proceeds to go insane thinking about the similarities between salvatore and the kid]

#❝ ain't no jesus here‚ billy boy ❞「 ooc 」#//i'm not saying this fucking book is giving me ideas when i haven't even read it myself #//and probably won't b/c i don't think i could personally handle it #//but well. um. haha. you see.

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twotales · 7 months

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Listen, I write for myself. If y'all wanna show up to the puppet show then come on in, but I don't need an audience.

#I think it's pretty obvious considering my pairings that idgf #getting love from people is a bonus #I know this has all been said to death but people still need to hear it #you can't just expect or demand love #it doesn't work like that #love yourself love your passions and your work #and eventually someone might send you some love too #I believe in a lot of cases the lack of feedback or “love” may be caused by not marketing your work #when I was active in discord and posting my fics there I got a lot more feedback than just posting to ao3 or tumblr #I honestly do believe it's a bit unfair to expect people to give you validation - validation is lovely but you shouldn't expect it #I haven't met a single person who has given a comment on every fic they enjoyed nor have I ever expected my friends to read all my stuff #not to mention strangers #imagine if every person expected that? exhausting #I think it's more fair to expect people to at least enjoy their own work to the point where the feedback doesn't matter #and if you absolutely want feedback then YOU yes YOU need to actively reach out for feedback - find a beta or space to discuss with others #I even heard that people are refusing to finish works because of bad comments #um ok? why?#because it demotivated you is what I'll be told #well that sucks but if it does and you stop doesn't it mean that person sort of won?#they demotivated you. they stopped you. they defeated you. shut down your fic. the thing that THEY didn't like #and of course that is totally your decision #but what about the readers who are enjoying it? ones who may not be even saying anything? or even future readers!#I have commented on fics from like 2010 and GOT RESPONSES - so don't discount those future readers - some may not have even been born yet!#like yeah these stories are for me #but I still want to throw the puppet show #because I love doing this and maybe #someone else will too #but I don't need to know about it #twotalestalks

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muzzlemouths · 1 year

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MUZZLE BUDDY

heheheohohohoh.....

#grins evilly #i knew i wanted to put a line from the animatic in there but i couldn't decide which one #so i figured i'd just Know It when i came to it #in the end i wound up sneaking a handful in there subtly #but this one line rocked me Violently so. it gets the spotlight <3 #anyway um. if you're reading this and you haven't watched kandi's animatic /#/ seen their other art on this au uhhhhh Go Look #its had me by the throat lately

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mattodore · 1 year

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hello... both of mattodore's questionnaires are finally finished after twelve grueling days..........

#river dipping #questionnaire lb #image pictured is what i look like right now as i stare at both of them #matthias's is a steady 9.4k even after the first round of editing but um.......................................... theo's is 11.5k... :_)#i do in fact feel delirious thanks for asking #also i miss them so so bad... i haven't opened the sims even once since i started doing this #so there's been zero spinning them around in cas which is just so cruel... i've been deprived #but i'm already opening the game so i can take updated character photos for them (since i'll be using them for these questionnaires)#and the joy i'm feeling currently is thru the roof #i'm so behind on everything now tho... gulps.#i think i'll get these photos done and then i'll move on to either editing these questionnaires or catching up first...#i've been glancing at my notifs on my phone so i've been seeing every kmik update that pops up and i'm so excited to read all of them #literally theeeeeeeeee best thing to come out of simblr to me #and i've missed you allllllllllllll #sorry for taking so long to reply to things i'm gonna do that soon i swear!!#and i'll try to space out my catching up so i don't flood everyone's dash but i can't promise that i won't go crazy when i catch up on #my favorite legacies kmik and wifey fdjnkgjhkfnj

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maddy-ferguson · 8 months

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i really don't understand why people who only read YA or people who only watch cartoons made for kids try to tell us that it's actually just as good and deep and thought-provoking as media made for adults like i do know it's because they know it's not and they feel inferior or whatever but it's very funny

#i haven't read a ya book in like...hmm idk four years i think and i bought the most generic wattpad-y book because i was depressed and i #literally seeked out a book that was like bad fanfic because i wanted to spend money on bad literature #and feel slightly better. and i actually did #and are there good ya books sure not everything that's written for a young(er) audience is bad obviously but i remember when i was a kid/a #teenager i was like wow. i will never want to read books written for adults i'll want to be reading this forever. and then I GREW UP #i'm not even that old #for the cartoons um well i like gravity falls i'm younger than mabel and dipper did you know that. but they were younger than me in my mind #when i was watching like on tv for the first time because i was soooo mature #i've rewatched all of violetta as an adult do you see me act like that's better than like the rest of tv #it's so funny with the ao3 femslash poll thing this is what inspired this. especially when we're talking about ships i just can't imagine a #ship in a kids show being better than a ship in not a kids show like sorry i just don't believe you #i was gonna say something else but i forgot. 😁#oh totally spies i watch one or two episodes every monday morning. pour vivre l'action il faut être à la mode #like it's literally fun but why do they always have to act like it's BETTER are you seven years old #and like i say: brf slt

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yerimoonlight · 2 years

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so did they just forget to release the 10th episode of firefly lane’s season 2 or something??? because that is not the cliffhanger I deserve

#personal #firefly lane #firefly lane season 2 #firefly lane spoilers #nvm as I am writing this I am looking it up #JUNE 2023?!?!#at least it's not two years but oml as soon as Johnny came running to the door I was like hold up...why is this being set up like a finale?#UM BECAUSE THEY DID DO THAT TO US TECHNICALLY #oh my gosh Kate😭#I was fully expecting Danny to open his door and see her there BUT NO IT ENDS #10 YEARS LATER?!?!#y'all...#please don't read on if you haven't read the book #bc apparently she dies..#BITCH WTF #I'm still crying and now this how can this article do this to me😭#and the trailer....#like is Tully getting married?#I can't rn I cannot believe I have to wait six months too cruel.#edit #nah bc now I’m reading excerpts from the book this is not okay I gotta stop myself or else I’ll never stop crying

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