#im autistic b4 anyone asks

[puzzlekinq]

i love this picture of him. he just looks exceedingly autistic idk how else to explain it

[puppyclit]

🐶 about: answers to “Hole" ; it/its pronouns ; mid 20s ; t4t preference ; 101% submissive ; if im posting here im high + edging so pardon any incoherent babble <3 welcome to the dark petplay sideblog to my main petplay blog which is... no longer extreme enough for my tastes……… i got worse. woof

🐶 disclaimer: everything is fantasy, consent is essential, respect limits, block if uncomfortable. anyone can interact, idc what your kinks are, just don’t be mean in a way that doesnt turn me on

kinks/limits etc below cut, pls read b4 msg 🐾📌

💘 kinks: cnc, noncon || extreme dehumanized petplay/puppyplay || hypnosis, brainwashing, mindbreak || edging, orgasm denial + no touch, anal only, chastity || strict/extended bondage (bitchsuit, cages, immobilization) || drugging/intox (being high makes me horny and able to edge/cum untouched) || manipulation, gaslighting, encouragement to give in || obedience/discipline training || free use, being shared/offered to others || piss (no swallowing; everything else ok) || ass/clit maintenance spankings || situational humiliation, being embarrassed || public audience/exposure/display settings || being forced to act like a dog and being talked down to like a dumb dog and being treated like a dog to humiliate me. convince me that you genuinely see me as an animal or don’t think i should be allowed to orgasm and i’ll get wet in seconds. it just happened while writing that!

🚫 limits: bad hygiene, weight/feeding/food/ed, blades/cutting, scat, incest, pregnancy (‘breeding' ok), violence/injury, outing, hard/disdainful degradation (i like to be laughed at with amusement, not insulted hatefully, do u get my vibe?) (pls dont call me worthless/disgusting. pathetic is ok tho😋). my f-list is quite comprehensive

💭 note, the fantasy setting of this blog is being kidnapped/abducted, forced to act like a dog for a captor’s amusement, brainwashed into believing i am a dog for a captor’s amusement, and being forced to live as a completely dehumanized petplay slave bitch in heat. all posts and replies are written in the context of that fantasy. pls block if uncomy, or read below if u wanna play with me 🐾

💌 interaction: you are very welcome to play along with this fantasy, like most dogs i love attention :) feel free to use my posts to get off, to humiliate or tease me, to tell me what you would do to me as your dog, encourage me to bark or not to cum, etc etc etc in asks/reblogs… i enjoy publicly embarrassing myself, but plz keep in mind i am autistic and get nervous aka Not Horny of one-on-one conversation pressure so i don’t rly wanna dm strangers rn!!! mutuals can say hi but i am not a consistent conversationalist lol

also pls do understand that by the time i log in here, i’ve probably been high and/or edging and/or looping hypnosis for hours, and that is my state while using the site. just something to keep in mind as context for interactions. aka you are not dealing with me at my best or brightest. you probably should talk down to me like you’re encouraging a dumb dog just to make sure i actually do understand what you’re saying :)

[wulvert]

hello, i was wondering if you had any advice for keeping to a schedule for posting episodes? i really admire how you can crank out such high-quality episodes in a timely manner AND keep it up for more than one webtoon at the same time

hello! I dont think im the best person to ask this, I do think I keep to deadlines really well, but I draw my pages the day I post them (aside for paperteeth where I try to sketch the page the night b4 bc I have college on thursdays which gives me less of thursday to work on it) which is bad- I drew the pages the day I posted them when I used to update triptrack every other day which was worse. Definitely do not do what I do, get a buffer- but try be adamant about keeping that buffer because its so hard to regain a buffer i had one for ONE week last year I miss it.

Making it a known fact that you upload on (day) def makes you feel like you need to follow through? i HATE to be that person but I think most of my persistence is probably just im autistic and i get anxious thinking about skipping my upload routine, just taking two weeks off in december kills me a little im ngl, my schedules weird, I cant rly bring myself to draw a page on any other day, im just extremely rigid on routine to a fault.

But routine can be good so like maybe set smaller goals like- draw 3 panels this day that day and those days so u have like 9 panels by the end of the week without taking too much of a chunk out of the day & being overwhelming. Itll depend how long it takes you to draw a panel though.

but. i hope u find a routine that works 4 u :) My schedule works for me but its diseased and wouldnt reccommend it to anyone else

[will1]

MY FRIEND ASKED ME 4 MY LGBT TF2 HCS!!! i wrote a bunch of paragraphs 4 the guy and thought i might as well post em here 2 lol. never done a hc post but why not. ALSO i am sorry if these r bad takes plz have mercy on me scout- unfortunately has alot of internelized homophobia so he acts like,,, super duper straight and masc 2 appear as hetero to both his brothers and the other mercs. chases women and LOVES WOMEN BOOB WOMEN to keep this up, but after seeing how litereally everyone else is gay and realizing that it is NOT BAD!!! he chooses LOVE WINS, so in short bi becuz he is BI HIMSELF ((also ive heard alot of trans hcs and i like that idea, either for him being ftm or mtf later down the line   pyro- genderfluid?? more like,,, genger GASOLINE, fire burn fire. probably has like a gay autistic who loves fire flag saved on their phone. uses all pronouns and has multiple neo pronouns but in the same way they r nonbinary in general?? i thinks, id ont know if hes r ace or if they have jst not found someone they have a crush on, in the same way i think shed get really silly crushes on people like shawn mendes or something. also pan and does not care about gender at all  engineer!!!- ppl think that he is straight, these people are WRONG!!!  i think he'd b bi without the urself way!! maybe influenced by pyro and has tried he/them pronousn b4, hot single dad looking for other dads  demoman- OUUUGH he is  silly 2 me, absoloutely wild with gender presentation and i would htink he absoloutely would show up to bars wearing makeup and painting his nails or wearing skirts ((hehahe scottish) and ROCKING IT. uses any pronouns even tho he still prefers he/him. pan sexual and when drunk or sober flirts with any attractive person in the vicinity. does not depend on who it is  soldier- LOVES MEN((and also zhanna)), GOD BLESS AMERICA AND GOD BLESS LESBIANS (saw something about people asking him(usa) for his(usas) pronouns and he just screams america at them, usa/usas LOL)  sphee- like demoman in the way i think he gets manicures and wears really lavish dresses. definetely wiill sleep witj anyone no matter gender, win 4 all sluts ever /j spy would wear those damn expensive I just killed my husband robez….  snipaoer-  DEFINETELY demisexual, scared of litreally any relationship ever and if u touch him he will explode and migt start crying LOL,  has never really thought about his sexuality cause that means actually acknowledging the idea that anyone besides his poor parents will ever love him and THAT IS NOT A THING??? duh :/, simply exists in a state of completely unlabeled and 2 scared to thing any harder about it lol, meeting spy is the most emotional damge that life has implanted onto him the last 2 accidently just became backstory headcanons instead of lgbt ones, oops  heavy!!!- like sniper never really thought about it,, all hes ever seen has been straight people so he never evn rlly thought that being gay was like... a option. also never really had many real life crushes on people as a kid and thought the guy celebs were a bit prettier then the womenz, did not think about this either. meeting medic was like a whole new thing 4 him cause 1, first person hes ever been emotionally attached 2 very much besides his family. and 2, its a guy. was  confusing 4 him to figure out at such a late age but didnt scare him 2 much, and also his whole family was like YIPPEE!!!!! our lovely misha finally has a date thank god. they r all so supportive and love hearing about medic whenever heavy sends letters. heavy writes about him alot, his mom alwas asks when they r gonna have a grandson and heavy is like,, ma??? were gay, and his families all like, ADOPT A KID ,, heavy is not sure about medic being a dad LOL ((sorruy this became a heavymedic hcs instead of just heavy hcs, but i feel like medic is important to his lbgt-ness)) MEDIC.0- saving the one im least sure about 4 last- apparently he had a wife in the past but i think this was just to please his parents and 2 appear straight cuz this weirdo is a RAGING homosexual. poor wife had it rough and thought he was cheating the whole time, sad loveless marriage for both of em. in his teen years he was a part of alot of lgbt and punk groups in germany bcuz it is funny 2 imagine him with his hair all spiked or somethign eagain medic prob did not protest as a 20-something cuz he didnt wanna lose his medical liscense, doesnt matter cuz he did anyways LOL. but now that he is old he absoloutely loves it and litearlly does wahtever he wants, i think he likes to look nice, as in wear sweaters and button ups and nice shoes and slacks when he is not working. he is like a gay mr rogers

[bksocrazy]

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[fournets]

heres a bit of me projecting on jay

i love to give the boys catholic guilt in varying degrees, and if im not giving jay religious delusions and trauma (more projection) then frankly he has the least catholic guilt

why? because hes autistic as hell

because he was too busy asking "well why is this in the bible?" and shit like that to be guilt tripped too badly (until he goes to bible camp and sunday school because his parents don't think hes catholic enough)

i just love to think that a lot of his early catholic education (through church and a catholic school) was just him TORMENTING anyone he could with questions about the bible ("well yeah, gods our father, but we don't always trust and believe our earthly parents! so what makes him different?" in such a genuine and innocent tone, and whatever nun he's picking on today just goes "lets play the quiet game and sit in confessional")

all based on my experiences hi guys nuns hated me and every catholic school i went to had at least one, the latest one in my high school actually kinda liked me but i think she was tryna "save" me (she was punk b4 everything and helped run the GSA she was really sweet)

also yes we took confessions and shit in our hs. every wednesday . they also did therapy in there sometimes but like it was always ran by whichever minister was there, + mass was held in the gym every friday and sunday ☹☹

[gqdmitrivolodina]

Warning: this is post discusses ableism, the dictotmy of not scary mental stuff being treated better than the Scaries (trauma disorders, PDs, etc), and touches on racism. If you're going throw a hissy fit, please shut up and go away.

I find it very... interesting, how the wolf 359 fandom uses ableism when it suits them. Referring to characters as "psycho", not understanding how PDs work and effectively arm chair diagnosing multiple characters, making triggered jokes about characters with trauma- the list goes on. Anything scarier than anxiety is in the table for ridicule, bigotry, and anything else.

On some level this is partially because the show has this internal dictotomy as well. Hera, being anxious, has an episode two parter about her issues that's respectful and compassionate to her. Lovelace and Hilbert, two characters with trauma and possible psychosis, are never given this treatment and their behavior is always shown as "inhuman" and irrational.

In fact, Urbina once explicitly referred to Hera and Hilbert as being not human in the way think and behave- in the case of the former, it is literally true, and in the case of the latter, it isn't. The reason why Hilbert is classified as such, in my opinion, is because his thought patterns are those of someone who has not only been traumatized but is currently being traumatized, and doesn't remember a life before trauma and fear. To describe him as having PTSD or C-PTSD is inaccurate in the same way saying I have those things is inaccurate; there is no "post". This is considered "not human" because the behavior, morality, world view, and logic of those affected like this is different.

Please note: I'm not saying Urbina is a huge scary ableist. I'm saying he probably doesn't understand this sort of niche experience with trauma and reacts the way everyone who doesn't have this experience does. Which is ableist, but not new, and not something a lot of people will ever hear is wrong.

Additionally this explains why Lovelace is most able to relate to him; unlike Hilbert, there is a "before" but like him, there isn't a "post". As such, her morality and worldview drifts towards being like his. However, she still isn't respected. She's treated like she's inherently violent and untrustworthy, which is not true of those with what I'm gonna call "Ongoing Traumatic Stress Disorder" for simplicity. She's treated as less than human in more bombastic ways that Hilbert is- the scene where she's gasping for air in a body bag while being called and "it" for example. While her counterpart is dehumanized with violence, it's less personally violating. This, imo, is misogynoir. I'll probably discuss this in another post that discusses the clone thing.

Neither of these people are insane, in that their behavior is irrational. They are reacting appropriately to a situation or series of situations that most people will never go through.

And of course, we must also discuss the other characters affected; Cutter and Kepler.

As irritating as I find some of the fandom's characterization of Kepler as misunderstood or morally grey, I think I find the people that insist he must have a personality disorder worse. Kepler is a bully, a sadist, a manipulator, and an ineffectual man overfed on his own perception of being powerful. That's not a mental illness or a disorder. He's not a narcissist. Saying so is literally offensive to narcissists, who can and do lead fulfilling lives where they don't kill or torture people. Personality disorders aren't inherently abusive.

I don't have much to say on Cutter. He's... a walking stereotype. A camp man who's ~loony~! And ~evil~! As much as I enjoy villainous queers, he flat out isn't my cup of tea in the first place. But I'm not here to discuss that. Though unlike H&L, he doesn't have any mental illnesses that we can recognize, and unlike Kepler, isn't armchaired with anything specific, one of the defining characterizations of him is that he's crazy. He's a "muderous fruit loop". The man would give BBC Sherlock's Moriarty a run for his money.

In conclusion abled fandom be ableist and it's stupid.

[thatadhdfeel]

TW disordered eating** suddenly working from home & adhd is kicking my ass. huge problems remembering to eat & drink & have completely lost my appetite. i used to work out a lot b4 going into lockdown. trying 2 exercise at home but it's really not the same, which i think also affects my appetite. my whole routine is out of whack and my symptoms are worse than ever & not eating/drinking makes me feel like GARBAGE. anyone who can relate?? y'all got any strategies for this?? thissucksman jpg

i deal w an ED so i feel u, im in a similar sitch. if you have a close friend you’re comfortable with, i’d suggest asking them to remind you to eat+drink. also some easy at-home exercises i can do even when im super low energy are leg lifts, planks, side planks, side leg lifts and hand weights.

unfortunately, tons of people are having their routine fucked rn, which can be especially terrifying for adhd and autistic people, but at least we’re all in it together

[fairy-selfships]

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💖i'm autistic and i have adhd and social anxiety so be gentle with me lol/lh (also pls use tone tags if ur unsure of how ur tone will come across)

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[iconsumeheadcanons]

April 18&19:How did you feel when you learned about autism? Do you Script?

Edit: if anyone has any advice for accessibility services at american colleges i NEED it please (or at least somewhere else i can find advice)

I was like 14 when i read up symptoms bc my bff told me he is autistic, and i found i related to a LOT of what i read (even tho it was just the stuff from someone under A$ :/) and the more dug, the more i found that explained...me. Before then, my dad would make jokes about how i was ‘just a little autistic’ (NOT RUDE JOKE i promise!! He is also ‘a little autistic’ he just never had the resources or the need for that knowledge until i was born lol) and i had a realisation that he was very very right.

I kept the relevations to myself bc my mom didnt believe me about the auditory processing disorder thing, and i was also very suicidal so she had other worries (sorry momma :( i promise i love living now!!). When i found the community here on tumblr and the more i heard from my bff, the more i understood about myself and more i felt understood by someone.

Recently ive had so many struggles with school that intertwinned with my mental illnesses and my autism so my dad is trying to get me official assistance (though im really worried about the cost and disability bullshit in the us)(but im also really worried about the future too). I feel empowered to see friends on here openly being themselves, to see visual stim blogs bc i love them a lot, and to fully connect with my bff openly, but im worried for how i will fair in the future :(  if any adults here have any advice and/or experience, i would love it lots!

I actually did not know what scripting was b4 this month. I think its like planning conversations and convo patterns? If thats it, i kinda do it unconsciously? Ive done it mostly for anxiety when i order from restaurants or ask for help from my teachers. I Desperately need scripting for writing essays tho, and i dont always get it. I cant do timed essays or “word vomit” bc i know it needs some sort of structure but i dont know how to do that on my own. I was great at writing in middle school bc we did the whole 5 paragraphs things, but now that im in IB w very little structures i am struggle train. 

[eiderflower]

the guy who diagnosed me with asd put on the report that i lacked imagination and idrk if i agree w/ that

it frustrated me bc he handed me a kids picture book and asked me to look at it and tell him what was happening. so i did. i went thru and told him what was happening on each page. and if anything thats just an example of me being quite a literal person (which is common for autistic ppl so i gather). he ought to have asked me to tell the story as if i was reading it to a kid or s/t. in hindsight i realise this was probably more what he was getting at but ofc i didnt have space to think about it when being put on the spot. the way questions are phrased has often caused problems for me bc there are different ways of interpreting things and i dont always understand immediately what ppl are actually asking. it was annoying in school bc i would get lower marks than i was capable of bc the teacher was like oh i actually meant more like x not y, even though i almost always ask for clarification nowadays

he also gave me a bag of random objects and asked me to use 3 of them to tell a story and id really love to know how anyone could make a coherent story out of objects like playing cards, pencils, rubber bands, a sponge, a cocktail umbrella, a toy car, etc. he said my story was disjointed and odd like ya no shit

idk it was just weird. maybe i do lack imagination, but i dont think that was a very effective way of evaluating someone, especially an adult

one other thing he put that perplexed me is that i didnt speak to him while he was writing notes ?? if someone started talking to me while i was writing it would take longer to finish & prob annoy me as it would break my focus. he said okay im just going to take a moment to write notes about what we just discussed and i perceived that as my cue to be quiet and give him a second to write b4 we continued. i prob wouldnt have said anything even if i thought i was free to speak anyway bc i didnt think it was necessary to force smalltalk in an environment where theyre supposed to understand that you might not do that stuff naturally. i mean maybe he was just noting that i didnt chat to him but i thought it was silly to expect anyone to speak at that particular moment

[chickenfetus]

ALL MY EGG (and for the four names: jae, killer kang, minhyuk (whichever one), and santa

deadass i did the 100 questions ask meme for this ask and almost posted it rip

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

theres literally nothing i dont even know what to say ???? 

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

not 2 be delusional but i would give up my world to hug changkyun

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

glaceon is UP THERE idk why honestly but the sinnoh games were my first and i just??? i was really into ice and snow and shit u know so glaceon... thakn u

another pkmn ill always have is lucario ????? its just so cool?????

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

hopefully forgiveness and like???? acknowledging mistakes and learning from those u know jst positive stuff and like?? water. god i love water

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

hm okay i think this one was from last night or the night b4??? and like???? idk???? i dont even know how 2 start tbh?

so im like hanging over at this two kid’s im a kid 2 i think place and idk we just talk and shit??? idk whomst the boys were tho

and then we get to a scene where its like??? at a train station???? and i go to the washroom to shit or smth idk thankfully i didnt shit myself irl

then i have to get onto the train which isnt even a train its like a carousel with seats??? and its like on a train track boys this is 2 much and i forgot to get ready my train card thing so the guy (who i was p sure was evil) waited for me to remove it so i got onto the transportation device lmao

and then once im seated i remember i forgot my jacket so i make like hand movements 2 the creep and hes runnig 2 me with my jakcet but the ride’s way too fast so i yell and say ill come back for it even tho im p sure i wasnt going 2

after that i wke up wild

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

i dont have a best friend and all of my friends have their own unique qualities if i went into a rant abt them rn this will b so long

😘 talk about your crush or partner

[minhyuk voice] theres none

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

ya bc im petty but it really depends on the person

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

my personality (the good parts)

my values

my taste in friends (my Big Friends are either geminis or scorpios good)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

the dark and bitch isnt gonna turn off her night light any time soon

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

seeing my favourite happy, listening to the music i like 

💙 what annoys you about some people?

i jjust went into a full out rant abt this on the other reply so ill be quiet now

😤 do you get angry easily?

yeahhhhh 

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

my faves tbh

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?

bad people , gone.

everybody only sends love and happy things on anon

i just want everyone 2 b nice & friendly wars of any sort dont exist and no one wants anybody dead

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

if u sent jae’s name earlier id have trouble so im glad

kiss: tihis is so fucking embarrassing wtf minhyku (mx) but only on the cheek basically everywhere except the lips or anyplace weird

befriend: brian :-0

kill: jae goodbye loser

marry: sanha we can yell every time we gotta turn the lights off

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

tokyo bc its NICE

☕️ talk about your ideal day

cant read

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

i suddenly thought of the word ambivore which made me think of the word vore i wanna delete im a both? mayb idk

💧 when was the last time you cried?

nov 3 bc my heart hurts whenever i see ppl being a bad friend

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

oh worm

all alone - day6

with you - astro

dramarama - mx (even though it isnt out yet lmao)

run - bts (the superior bts song)

hellevator - / (i was rly gonna make this mixed languages but rip)

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

to fly bc im basic

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

dont do that

💚 who are you jealous of and why?

nobody in general????????? 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

intelligence i have 2 live somehow what if my money gets stolen

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

my humor

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

i (barely) know chinese despite having 2 take it all my life legends only

i know english but im bad at that 2 and its my first language once again legends only

i wanna learn japanese and korean 

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

the cow from voltron 

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

weve already discussed this

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?

oh w-0rm ok so im a regular anon on this persons blog and i wanted to send an ask but never got arnd doing it so im gonna send her one. soon/

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

let me live my life as a furry and cat

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

are u ready 4 me to b the meanest person yet bc i sure am lets fucking go

so theres this girl. and i know her (unfortunately) and ive known her since like 4 years ago and back then she was already pretty shit tbh

she cried bc she had to sit in between the “weird” and “dirty” girls in our class and she headass cried in front of them and everyone just bc she didnt like the arrangement?? shes called the “dirty” girl disgusting before and has made fun of her in front of everybody its just bad :-/

now. fast forward 3 years and in addition to still being disrespectful and rude, she now vocalizes her weird fantasies for her “oppas”??? some examples: 

“when i go watch __ perform im gonna climb onto stage and then my mother and my future husband will fight for me” and she calls those kpop idols weird shit and basically sexualizes them/???? she says the weirdest fucking shit on her ig story and tags them??????? 

another thing. she went to korea nd took a picture of a complete stranger and posted it on her public ig and called him her “oppa” and said that they had a “fun day together” despite the guy not knowing her at all???? she posted the pic of him??? i still dont get it tbh 

she wasnt even being ironic at all??? she calls herself & classmates “autistic” whenever she/others do smth dumb or mess up and its just sososososo fucking wrong

being one of the people to see how shes basically grown from bad to worse is something i dont fucking enjoy and i jsut want to leave my class already lmao 

ok but there are times where i do appreciate her because sometimes the class will be rly quiet and the teacher is basically talking 2 themselves but she’ll always respond w/o fail so thats great but its only bc she talks so damn much 

i just got a flashback to when she “jokingly” said she wanted to be a trainee for the rest of her life how do i just. god

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

we’ve once again already discussed this

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

i wanted to be various things honestly?? ranging from an astronaut to a vet to an editor to an animator to other stuff i get influenced pretty easily so if i watch smth and i think its cool ill want 2 be that i guess?? ive been trying 2 get rid of that habit so now i have no clue what i wanna be

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

sweets and chocolate cake

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

drinking water and staying hydrated

making my friends laugh is great 2

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

acne LMAO 

😪 what are you sick of?

the usual

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

i love scouting on sif and bandori so yeah 

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

lets not 

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

to a certain extent

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

use my phone???? send nice anons and comment on art/fics 

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

none

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

my tolerance for ppl’s shit is so low

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

my ocs

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

i dont have a dream hence myself

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

infpt i dont rmb shit but yeah

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

falen i dont rmb what u sent

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?

i dont follow any :-o zendaya has had my heart ever since shake it off tho

🐴 opinion on day6?

ur rly gonna do this 2m e?

all alone just started playng this is terrible lets get it

so day6. a band i only found out about in late june (thank u boxy) and before this i only ever listened to bts and mx bc my friends stan them so i thought i was gonna expect boys dancing, the usual. 

i clicked i smile and i lost my fucking shit as soon as i saw the instruments because prior to day6 i was a big 5sos fan so this was rly resonating to me tbh and i was just !!! so fukcng excited??? i never intended to even get into day6 honestly??? but after witnessing how good they are and watching about all of the available mvs at that point i was completely in awe so i caved a created a stan twitter for them.

now, this isnt even the most of it. after becoming a fan i realized how much more these 5 boys are. they compose (if im not wrong) and brian writes lyrics for the songs each month because of their everyday6 project and again, im wow-ed because??? the amount of dedication???? they went from releasing 2 title tracks in 2 years to releasing 12 title tracks and 12 bside tracks in a single year. they havent released the december song yet but haviing to work on 2 or more songs in 4 weeks is fucking amazing if you ask me. 

theyre really talented and theyre just so versatile (am i using that word correctly) and each month their songs sound different. this project has given them the opportunity to try new things and you can hear the steady improvement in each of their vocals (dowoonie not so much since he barely gets lines, but we all know hes working hard) and if you listen to their debut song - kongchu and compare it to the version they released along with sunrise it just???? the drumming has even changed from the original version nd its so noticeable that whenever i hear kongchu from 2015 i know its the old ver

to add to those, they do vlives every week and although those vlives are always scheduled it still makes my day seeing them and watching them do the usual. 

one thing im upset about is that how they barely promote themselves, they rarely get on variety shows (the most is individual schedules) and we, as mydays never really get to know the boys so its harder to fall for them as a whole. i dont know if its jyp or day6′s decision but if this is how they want to be known for - their music only, then so be it. we still have jae’s presence on youtube, music access and asc. thats the most we can get and it makes it difficult for us to learn about the rest but thats okay.

another thing. their concerts are something i always look forward to (even though my interest has died down a bit;) their concerts are just so fun to listen to?? there’ll always be mydays who stream the concert so everyone else can listen to them play and they sound so good live it drives me crazy. mydays are always so hyped and whenever mydays sing along it just gives me goosebumps??? bc theyre so???? good????? 

tldr; day6 deserve more, following wise and promotions wise because they work so hard and once this project ends i hope they’ll manage to rest but still remain as a presence that will be known instead of returning to jyp’s dungeon.

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

there are days where i am more emotional than usual 

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

this is tiring

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

i sleep and boy it really helps

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

rest

🌍 which country do you live in?

singapore

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

lame funny swag

🐵 which quotes changed you?

“rocky swag” - park minhyuk, 2017

💭 do you keep a diary?

nope

💫 who inspires you?

brian kang 

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

yes bc i love losing sleep

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

terrible

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

i watched spiderman homecoming and i have no idea why i didnt see the plot twist coming but its GOOD watch it

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

theres none lads

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

all my internet buddies but sometimes i dont want to bc im kinda....gross