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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months

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#i never really thought about a person being a finite thing. you can see the effects of a person after they die. in the unfinished projects.#in the rooms of clutter. in abandoned closets. in pictures and in mermered phrases. and you can see time #chipping away at those things. eroding away the evidance that a person existed. clothes move into other people's closets. projects are boxed #away. and a person becomes confined to photos and memories. and thats existentially terrifying but its not a bad thing. time erodes away all #things. that's how life works. matter and energy transforms.#we arent made to last forever. i dunno. i guess im still just rattled from being home even tho ive been back a week and a half.#and my brain tends to fixate on the wrong things. nearly 27 years of knowing someone eclipsed by a visual sequence lasting less than a day.#bc i just cant get over how scary it would be to die like that. to start losing control of your body. to not be able to feed yourself or get #to the bathroom. to have your mind be overcome by the toxins building up in your mangled and broken body.#and it could have been worse. it could have been a lot worse. but its still not fair. theres no good way to die. i dunno. i guess i just #miss my mom in some abstract way but i find it more viscerally upsetting to think about the people that have to deal with her absence.#it makes me sad that my dad is alone now. i dunno. grief doesnt feel like i thought it would. most of the time i dont even know what im #crying about. its undirected. it doesnt feel like: i miss you. it feels like: youre gone. how can you be gone? why does everything feel the #same? and its not that it doesnt make sense. its that nothings changed. the terror of that.#and im walking around in an acumulation of my dead mother's clothes. and no one knows. theyll never know.#and there's nothing to be done about it. so it goes.#i guess im just sad. and its hard to breathe at the thought of returning to school at the end of August.#unrelated

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faaun · 7 months

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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting

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kohakhearts · 6 months

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theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :(#anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

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gen4grl · 3 months

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blue and silver are literally so hard to capture for me … their sneaky cat like features always evade me …like tf you smiling for?

#drawing blue rn and i’ve gone over his face like 50 times he’s lucky he’s so pretty ….#silvers lodge photos im crying bro hitting that P O S E!!!!#my top 2 characters too like 😭😭😭#ramblings

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hart-on-my-sleeve · 6 months

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Shout-out to Blue Eyed Chap on eBay cuz these photos are FIRRREEEE!!! Finally got them after USPS was holding the Jimblies hostage, but they are home safe now hehe!!

I dunno which one is my favorite.... 🥴

- The Terry ones make me happy cuz 1) Terry and 2) No shades Jimmy. So smiley!!!!

- the I can't sit in a chair properly is peak jimmy

- WHAT are the Rougeaus so surprised about???

- obs had to have him holding the guitar like a rockstar 💖🎸 (also cuz I cannot afford the $120 one thats on eBay and I cry)

- also now finally have a close up on that dang colorful heart jacket. So pretty!!!

- had to have classic lift up the jimblys and SRS bsns jimbly

- I have no context for the helmet. Amazing he put something on his hair 🤣

#jimmy hart #pics #fucking ecstatic over PHOTOS and i still dont know where im putting them woops #hes so cute im goNnA cRy #im now that meme whwre that person like drops their stuff or whatever and just photos fall out #thats me now #now everyone can stop hearing me whine about this taking forever to deliver bahaha #also thanks lux and emp for being a terrible influence 🤣🤣💖💖

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scionshtola · 1 year

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#oc: corisande ymir #gpose #exclusive never before seen corishtola photo drop.#ajksdfsd i just like to keep them to myself BUT i realized june was almost over. pride month and all that #also im weepign at the colors on mobile 😭 so bad #this was a set but then i realized cori had different hair and it bothered me. so now there's one #why is the caption so low on desktop asjdfjsa im gonna cry. not fixing it #corishtola

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actualsunflower · 1 year

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hold on I just started crying because I stared at this pic of the Earth from the moon. The Earthrise photo from the Apollo 8 mission.

Not only was this pic taken in 1968 but it's from the fucking moon. There's so many people in this picture. And animals. And plants. And everything. Everything is right there all in one picture. There are people in this picture who've passed away and are forever immortalized from the moon. FROM SPACE. taken by a Human FROM that planet ..well I guess not every human is in that pic cause some of em are on the moon lol

#sorry i didnt feel like logging into my personal blog just bare with me ok #sunflower posts #im really crying im not just saying that. i can't handle looking at these photos or the pale blue dot.#i just can't handle it emotionally i ALWAYS start crying #i remember i watched the live stream sooooo excitedly when New Horizons passed Pluto and REVEALED PLUTO'S HEART #i was literally crying i was a fucking wreck it was so beautiful. Pluto has a HEART. A GIANT HESRT IM SO EMOTIONAL STILL #AND we learned it's volcanically active. and has or had salt water oceans.#geologically active not necessarily volcanic sorry #i started taking astronomy in college a little over a year later :)#again i am very sorry for posting this here i just really dont feel like logging in elsewhere lol #not fallout #astronomy #space

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caffeiiine · 2 months

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collecting photos of korekiyo as i work on my korekiyo animatic and writing my korekiyo fic and genuinely about to cry out of joy i love this stupid idiot

#IM SQUEAKINH OVER THIS IDIOT MAN #i see a photo of him and j get so happy i just start crying #sodaramblestoomuch

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stargirlsfc · 1 year

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Viv being snappy and cute on main!!!!! happy one year anniversary to them!!!! <3

#woso community #vivianne miedema #beth mead #fave #im actually gonna cry over how frickin cute this photo is #arsenal wfc

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wastedpurity · 1 year

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She lives inside three o’clock sunshowers

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reneestrapp · 2 years

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perrie edwards: the most gorgeous, perfect, stunning, flawless woman ever created

#little mix #perrie edwards #perrie #pe; photo #im too lazy to wait for the 2 update accs on here to post these a year from now #i need to cry and foam at the mouth over these pics NOWW #im giving her all my hands in marriage pls accept

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ghostingicarus-draws · 1 year

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My boy, he’s thinking

#my art #fanart #art #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shou suzuki #I SPENT SO LONG ON THISSSS #GOD IM SO FUCKING PROUDDDDDDDDDDD #I looked up clipart sunsets to see how they shaded clouds and it was a fucking eye opener #mob psycho Shou #sho suzuki #bro is just chilling #this was good background practice #crying tears of joy over my boy and my art skills #it’s like running off a high #im gonna crash tomorrow morning and sit here like ‘what’#Shou would be proud of me tho #that’s keeping me going #I should use more irl photo references like damnnnn

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nyaruhodou · 11 months

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why does dr stone make me cry 😭😭😭 over the stupidest shit 😭😭😭 i just love humanity and the drive to persevere and how its a love letter to science

#IM CRYING OVER SENKUS PHOTO POSING LIKE EINSTEIN OKAY??? LEAVE ME ALONEEEE

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mythicalmyles · 7 months

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Jesus christ having an actual pissing fit bc u posted a photo on a public fb group and now are crying ab ppl sharing it? You posted on a public group you knew that was going to happen lol “how dare she share thats so rude” ppl are dying and ur here sobbing bc u posted a public photo and ppl shared

#n b4 ‘its her privacy’ you loose the right to provacy the moment you post publicly im sorry but i rlly dont care ansolutely asinine to cry #over this fuck sakes its not like they took ur photo and reuploaded it as their own… they SHARED MEANING YOU DIDNT DO UR DUE DILLIGENCE #one button one google is all ud need to figure it out #jesus christ stop bitching and put ur fb private duck sakes nae point on dragging a quine over this bs

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lilbreed1ngdoll · 7 months

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i guess i didnt realize how attached i was to my room until my sister decides she wants to change everything about it. even tho i didnt want it to go to her anyway, but i cant do or say anything ofc bc IM the one who kept the baby and IM the one whos going to be sleeping in the same room as them

#just kinda sad and wanting to cry/mourn over it i suppose #also staring at the one family photo we have & its really struck me that i was truly the Ugly Child #how did the most #grotesquely-looking kid get knocked up #idk ivecjust lost all my motivation to help move all our stuff around and its horrible to think this NOW but im sorta wishing #that i quietly aborted

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goldenhypen · 1 year

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beloved em 🫂 i was so worried but i figured u just needed time to urself !! i hope ur doing okay, and if it doesn't feel okay just yet, that's alright too </3

hi beam !!! <3 thanks for being so understanding :( this is actually rlly nice to hear and i’ll keep this in mind cuz it’s possible i will disappear again v soon tbh 😭 but rn i’m doing ok after taking some time off for myself and it was rlly nice :’> hru doing lately? 🥹

#i actually need to still tell you the jiung story and send you some intak fancams i took 🤭#i just haven’t fully caught up on all my notifs yet 😭#actually ig i could tell you a quick version of the story rn :’>#basically me and my friend bought vip for the concert and got to take a group photo with p1h #and by a vvvvvv lucky chance i got to stand beside jiung 🥹🥹#and for one of the picture HE asked me if i wanted to make a heart tgt 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and so he held out his hand in front of us and i connected mine w his iM CRYING #and then i also got to talk to him 🥹#just saying like ‘thank you’#and before that also a quick ‘welcome to canada’#omg bro jiung is actually such a sweetheart i can’t 😭#sosososo sweet #and so tall and handsome 🥹🥹#HES SO 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i miss that day sm and will never get over this BYE #em answers #beam! <3 #lovely moots

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