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tadc opposite au. yea i know theres already a tadc opposite au but opposite aus are fun and i can do whatever i want
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc ragatha#pomni#jax#tadc pomni#tadc jax#im gonna draw the rest later#they are all awful.#the colors were a pain in the ass but i did it#馃帀#funfact! ragatha hates girly stuff and since she cant take her clothes off she ripped her eye out out of anger
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spire climbers
#slay the spire#sts#the silent#the ironclad#the defect#slay the spire ironclad#slay the spire silent#slay the spire defect#sorry watcher you can pop in later#also totally not projecting some character traits onto defect nope not me noooo#im so sorry silent the voices prefer the armored guy and the skrunkly robot#also was gonna draw defect working on repairs in the background to explain why no cloak#silent and defect are resting while ironclad is smithing#whiiiiiiiile hes got the lowest HP of the group atm#truely a self care icon#also defect my beloved#i am sorry but not really for projecting the need to save everyone onto you#a different blue robot recently had their story finally ended so i have to cope#so now you have to deal with crippling anxiety over what you did in the past!#:D#art#original art#sketchy comic
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and why does the office worker stay after hours so late anyway huh
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza 3#daigo dojima#yoshitaka mine#minedai#snap sketches#i am going to a wedding later so of course i had to draw Them#i actually had like. 2% of this done yestermorning but i was so busy the rest of the day i didnt get a chance to touch this til now#and i WAS gonna make it more refined and color it and everything#but just like 40% of marriages in america i gave up#so sketchy business is back#im gonna see if i can start to scribble somethin goofy before i have to go out bye bye
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sketches from @mipexch 's whiteboard a couple days ago!!
also feat. a very small reference to @onlineviolence :]
#peridots-art#bugs#bots#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#swordsmachine ultrakill#bugzapper ultrakill#minos prime ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#plus the rest of the fumos but those weren't done by me. someone was drawing v1 so i put a v2 beside them and came back later to like 5 mor#hence why they are out of frame. anyway this was a LOT of fun I lost track of time and stayed up till dawn even#there were so many cool and/or recognized artists.... i keep checking the ultrakill tag to see if anyone else posts their own sketches#it was posted at like 2am my time though so i didn't get to stay very long.... i checked in today on the fumo drawings and there was#just so much new art over there and in general. so many people doodling and having fun and complimenting each other and bonding over#the things we all like. im gonna cry#anyway. i think this is the longest period of non-posting (not inactivity. lol) on tumblr i've ever had#so might've forgot some tags. also i think i'll use alt text for multiple images and regular id for 1-2#edit also i wrote 'today' in the tags up there but it was in fact two days ago. regardless#ALSO. sorry if the alt text is hard to read or anything. never used it before + penchant for lengthy descriptions#can you tell i'm really proud of the beetle gabe btw. men will see a character say 'anyone gonna buggify that?' and not wait for an answer#WAIT i've already made that joke haven't i. whatever turn your blorbo into an insect or some sort of gay bug today
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hungy hellhound puppies on a grocery run (left is amari right is antoine)
adding this ol thing on again just for an idea of their colors. theyre twin hellhound werewolves but amari has albinism which is why she got the nickname bone dog
#cliff png#oc corner#probs gonna color this later#i forgot to add in her tats also..damn#all the rest of them look more like antoine#im probs gonna draw them all eventually but thats a lot... theres 7 of them#theee two r in the middle#i do have a tentative design for one of the youngest#everyone else is in the air tho
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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit
#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me#i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum#my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation#depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man#theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please#i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good#but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great#i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to#actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die#i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless#i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something#probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so#ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left#ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this#an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways#no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil#because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don鈥檛 believe that i think theyre bad but could be good#idk what im saying anymore#someone shoot me#please im not kidding#just make it stop#tw vent#tw sui#delete later
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the one shot is finished (gotta edit it). however last night i was also dealing with health pain so when i tell you my dreams were wild...
gortash please leave me alone please get out of my dreams we were doing so good with you not there!!! grrrrrr
#delete later t!!#it was... interesting#anyway im taking a rest day today#its also med day and im still so tired and a little grumpy#gonna maybe draw in bed#i have an idea for another prompt#it involves a rubber duck with a banite mask on it
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there are things that you don't do for a year or more and pick up just right where you left off and these days i fear loving you might be one of them
#double meaning on that but. yeah.#it's like. i haven't touched the imaging software i use for an entire year. soldering iron in decades. pick it right back up. to my surpris#muscle memory is crazy#i don't draw for months and pick up right where i was with a few sketches bc the work you put in stays even when you don't actively practic#when it's something you've practiced weekly and daily it sticks with you and ig that's good#but then it's like. the horrors. that haunt you. yk? what if a part of me will always save a soft spot for my ex. what then.#what if I'm fine now and I'm doing okay and i don't miss it and I think i'm okay moving forward and i see her and suddenly I'm on the floor#what if some part of me that was in love never really went away what if i haven't managed to kill all of it yet#bc i genuinely would not know what to do. i. i don't want to admit it but one of my worst fears is liking someone who doesn't like you back#and what's even more horrifying is if it's obvious. if everyone can tell. and usually I'm good at hiding it! (not really) but it's just. id#it's shame in liking someone who you tell yourself you don't want to like and you know you shouldn't. and not having control over it.#hoping praying that either she does something that turns the little switch in my head that sends her into the unforgivable category#or that i become straight. or that i become straight. mhm. yep. or ig the other option is i get a crush on someone new but like. mm.#i kinda have gotten w every person I've had a crush on since hs and i kinda don't think im ready for another rs so soon.#the baggage i just got is. hm. idk i kinda don't wanna unpack it. it's something that can easily be done if i had the missing pieces but.#i don't think I'm ever gonna get them. so. instead I'm gonna take. maybe another 3 months or 5 months or a year or a few. to just. slowly.#idek. it's just triggering old things. bringing me back to when i was 14. i never really got closure from that either. it took me 3 years.#I'm sure this time it'll go away faster but idk experiencing it a second time has a different feel to it. idk. it's weird.#it's like. idk. it's like you're watching it happen and you're not even there anymore. idk. i really don't know.#oh. I've been dissociating.#idk maybe it's for the best i really don't know i really don't know and everyone says i have to do what's best for myself but idk what is#my life is on track things are moving forward I'm doing better and healing but i can't escape the feeling of dread#something is going to catch up with me sooner or later and idk what it is idk at what intensity and idk if i will be ready for it#but anyway. when you love someone intentionally every day for a while. when does it go away? will it go away?#or will i have to live haunted by ppl who are alive but changed. so practically dead w/o the opportunity to mourn. for the rest of my life?#like i don't think i get it. loving this person was like. cooking and eating. intentional. ingrained into everyday life. effortful.#what if my mind does forget but my body still remembers. what then. what if it's like searching for sth you don't remember having anymore#ig I'm just trying to figure out how much to forget these days. how much won't hurt if it all comes back to haunt me#delete later
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hey everyone sorry for the silence, i was trying very hard to catch up with school work that i didnt manage to hand in on time. anyway i made a full body 3d model of my oc lucifer for a digital sculpting assignment :)
i posted a lot of the making process of this on twitter and i鈥檝e also compiled everything into a moment that you can find here! go take a look if youre interested in watching me and lucifer suffer <3
(and also bonus dmc5 render looking pic of him bc a friend asked me to do it as a joke. my son is a dmc5 character now)
#he took abt 1 month and half to finish bc not only was i new to modeling and sculpting humans i also kept procrastinating lmao#i learned a lot though! and despite almost having multiple mental breakdowns over this it was fun#it was always a dream of mine to make my own 3d model of an oc so this is literally a dream come true im very happy for lucifer#i'll definitely be doing more with his model in the future; im planning to optimize it (bc the polycount is like. 8mil) and then rig it#so i can make him do all sorts of cool poses. maybe even mod him into some games. like idk. dmc5. who knows#anyway thats all from me for this week im fucking tired and i need to rest. i literally stayed up to 2am for two days just to finish him lol#i'll go back to posting art soon hopefully </3#my ocs#lucifer(oc)#how should i tag this so i can find him easier in the future...#lucifer becomes 3d#yea ok there we go i'll just use that. if i ever post any more 3d stuff with him i'll use that tag lmao#okay now lucifer's gonna hibernate for 3 months after the suffering i put him through and im gonna go back to drawing. see u guys later <3
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almost done jupe reference (wip) but i am. getting sleepy.
you too can get a funky cloak from the certified Not A Cult of Susurrus' worshippers!
#jupiter.speaks#.wip#> i have more lore but ive decided that he should have some more chaos in his life. sussy isnt enough#> and rheddah knows n seemingly loves sussy sooo...#> i was gonna have just a tanta who hates sussy n therefore wants them both dead BUT. lets make it messy#> now there is a tanta who hates them and a tanta who likes them. theyre at odds. this is what he has to deal with off the bat LMAO#> i need to finish his face + shows still. plus quite a few details i wanna add. his trousers arent right yet but. the jist#> its like. my first art of him is his initial 'in athia!' look. this one is what he usually looks like 'in rheddah'#> in game it would be a case of u can pick through the looks (+there are a few other cloaks im adding later too)#> but think imma do a separate ref for cloaks i already have the linearts done. just need to draw the rest#> final thing. the weapon spear needs fixing too But. fun facts. thats the shape of sussys crown i think jupe just pulls from there#> like so much of his powers are just. using sussy basically. and thats one of them. its the equivalent of freys sila sword or thalias sword#> FUCK. i forgot to add sussy to his arm. 馃槶馃槶 the main fuckin component lmaoooo#> whatever wip i need to lie down my back wehgh old man
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it's xie wanqing from love btwn fairy n devil 馃尫馃尲馃挌馃ズ!!!
she is my wife now, lord ronghao DNI 馃槧馃槨馃が
#birb still draws#xie wanqing#chidi nuzi#i keep forgetting that was her name lmao#ANYWAY#im taking custody of my lady so that the series can't hurt her anymore >:V#NIANGZI I WILL PROTECT U FOR ALL TIME ;A;#sorry about the hair accessories i couldnt find a good reference and feel too shit to just. put on the episode :P#ill do it right someday i promise ;A;#sometimes my brain??? no work good???#idk it's like i can't.......perceive things properly#like i can SEE them but i can't conceptualise them in my head ;A;#idk it might be the autism lmao#love btwn fairy n devil#wait i should probably tag this properly#love between fairy and devil#cang lan jue#might touch it up later idk :P#gonna rest now lol
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i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 锟斤拷锟斤拷馃槓
#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game'#fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!!#i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all#literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt#if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i.#all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion#i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!!#dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle#i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool#and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it#i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!!#why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add#and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3#man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk-#to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want#ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever.#might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go#.vent#listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing
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i love/hate having a "oh thats so good!!! ...but sounds extremely annoying to do" type of idea
#ive been drawing all day. and windows movie makering#i need to think about when to start cooking... its only 1pm so not anytime soon but. to keep it in mind#and take a walk later... but its not gonna rain for the rest of the day so im fine whenever#rosa rambles#im having fun with my new project but i need to like play a video game or something later.#i dont want to focus on this too hard. that makes me a bit miserable sometimes
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BREAKING NEWS BANDICOOT NATION, I OFFICIALLY HAVE ONLY 4 FLASHBACK TAPES LEFT TO GO AND IM GONNA FIGHT THE N. TROPIES SOON AFTER TAKING A BREAK.... FINALLY.
#crash bandicoot#comet's blasted bandicoot buffoonery#im scared about the boss fight but im sure its gonna be easy like the rest was... right?#anyway cortex is adorable. enough said. im definitely gonna draw him later after i finish up some panels for my webcomic.#(no not my crash comic im still planning to make. i mean dimension dyfenders LOL.)#(oh btw shout out to Dimension Dyfenders pls go read it its my babies and its full of cartoony action and comedy for a superhero webcomic.)
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Damn. Drawing pin ups is hard.
#it doesn't help that i cant work on this piece at work so im trying to lay out as much of it as i can#but the HANDS man#i can't get her fuckin hands right#even with the ref im using bc the pic is cropped in such a way that i cant see the rest of the hands#and believe it or not its hard to find this same pose#ugh.#I will say hands or not I really do like how she's turning out so far#may post later though its a lil risqu茅#but in the context of the piece it's gonna make sense#i promise#itll be good#itll also be the closest y'all will get of a pin up of T#okay maybe that part is a lie this is fun and she is my muse#she also has an..interesting body to draw#like beautiful in some places but def conventionally unattractive in others ig?#idk iykyk
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oughhhhhh
#bed so comfy.........#usually i get home and lay down for 4-5 hours until dinner#but today i panicked because i realized i spent too much time hyperfixating yesterday instead of my Responsibilities#and i was like 'oh god i'm gonna fail everything AGAIN'#so i got home and did about 2/3 of my prelab (the rest i can just draw in)#but that took me 2 hours with a 15 min hades break#(i needed something that wasn't chemistry)#and then i finished the run after i did what i needed do on my prelab#put the dishes away and put dirty ones in the dishwasher so it's less for me to do later#now im lying down and ough.#my body craves horizonality#i might. have to be up and out the door super early tomorrow#i might aim to catch the 7:00 bus#(my class isn't until noon 馃槶)#but i need to at least START my lab report and finish up my prelab#if the report isn't done its not the end of the world. but the prelab NEEDS to be done#and then i'll see if i have the energy tomorrow to study for my bio midterm#馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶
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