#im obsessed with the mike cookie

[whichcouldmeannothing]

big big marvey fic rec list

marvey is currently my most bookmarked ship, so trust me when i say i've been around the bend for marvey content. i have dug through a lot of it the past few months, so trust that these fics have been highly rated!

fics are loosely grouped, with the summary and my thoughts under the cut :3 no spoilers ofc bc i love you

MY PERSONAL FAVOURITES

A Specter-Ross Affair by @frivoloussuits (15k+, au)

“You ordered an ‘extra-hot, extra-wet cappuccino, single-origin, properly layered, to-go and ready five minutes ago to make up for your service speed or lack thereof.’” In which Mike is a barista, Rachel is a lawyer, and Harvey is paid excessive amounts of money to plan their joyous Christmas wedding.

"Love is just a particularly socially accepted form of fraud. It's a series of increasingly complex and fragile deceptions between two or more people, and, more alarmingly, between each participant and their own deluded subconscious."

i literally cannot recommend this fic enough. this might be my favourite read of the entire year, dead serious. this sounds fluffy but trust me, the pining and the angst go well like salt on a chocolate chip cookie: extremely decadent. everything about this fic goes insane and this should be your gateway drug into marvey, im so serious about this. READ IT. (weddingplanner!harvey)

of all the gin joints by @frivoloussuits (10k+, au)

Hanging around a neighborhood bar one night, Harvey befriends a guy named Mike after realizing they can both quote The Princess Bride on demand. In the law offices of Rand, Kaldor, Zane and Pearson, senior partner Harvey Specter takes on an unusual case, representing his managing partner's daughter as she divorces a Michael James Ross. Harvey sees no connection until it's far too late.

"They’re playing a virtuosic duet with inhuman ease, as if the intoxication has broken their boundaries and blurred them into a single entity."

this. obsessed with fics that really use the law in their plots, and this is a prime example. a lot of chemistry in this one that is described in a way that makes you jealous of the bond they share and there are still lines in this fic that i think about almost everyday but honestly, such a top-tier read. PLEASE PLEASE IF YOU LIKE SUFFERING ANF REALLY REALLY GOOD CHEMISTRY PLEASE

5U175 by Closer (26k, canon-adjacent)

Harvey sometimes moonlights as a Star Trek BNF. Mike might have an attitude problem on the internet. TiberiusGhost is strangely compelling, for a recluse who never goes to meetups, and Harvey's finding this kid Photohead vaguely familiar…

i know that the terminology in this one is hella old-school but trust me. as someone who doesnt read a lot of fandom fics, this fic has changed it all for me (also bc the author replied to my comment hehehe) stick with this fic because the way fandom weaves with the character development is absolutely delicious, i remember saying this in my og comment but this fic was written with love for fandom and you should definitely read it too!!! you'd absolutely love it! (also ben stans rise up ^^)

fics to sink your teeth into (20k+)

needs must by @melthemagpie (98k+, au)

When Grammy needs an upgrade in care, Mike knows that the usual one-off gig as a paid submissive won't be enough. He takes a job he's been refusing for a while - a long-term, full-time contract. He expects his client to be a sadistic asshole. He expects not to like it. He's wrong on both counts.

this is a fandom classic, every fic rec has this on the list (cw for dom/sub and prostitution, so if you're uncomfy please dont read) but i swear there are so many romantic moments in this one that make me swoon and the smut is very good, i usually tap out in long fics really quickly but this hooked me the whole way through twice. thats my ringing endorsement, READ THIS

Lobster and Other Catastrophes by @andthetardis (21k, canon-compliant)

After months of silence, Mike starts texting Harvey again out of the blue. Funny thing to do on his honeymoon, really.

BRO PLEASE. this was so good. angsty and pining-y enough even though it's mostly a text fic. text fics to me are more like comedic, but this one had substance and heart (and funny and enjoyable btw). pulls you in and really makes you want to stick it out and get to the beautiful ending <333 (harvey being soft is probably a category on its own :3)

The Game by @frivoloussuits (27k, hunger games au)

Harvey Specter and Donna Paulsen are efficient and elegant killers. They have trained since childhood, mentored personally by Jessica Pearson and marked for years as District 1's Tributes for the Hunger Games. Mike Ross is an orphan from District 12, a drug dealer, and an underage gambler. After years of scrutinizing the Hunger Games on TV to make savvy bets, he finds himself on the wrong side of the camera, now playing the odds just to survive. Harvey and Mike cannot, should not trust each other. Still, they strike a backroom deal.

"Because he’s clever and quick-thinking and he’s learned her main lesson well– don’t love anyone you wouldn’t be willing to see dead. Ideally, don’t love anyone at all."

I READ THIS WHEN I WAS REVISITING HUNGER GAMES AND OHHHHH THIS HAS THE ANGST. absolutely riveting. ths is the third fic im reccing from them bc i love frivoloussuits. i would die for them HHFSHFHKSDGDHFG i love the angst and the life-threatening situations that the hunger games provide and harvey as a career is correct. its just correct. everything here grips my soul

Disaster Stories by agatestones (22k, canon-compliant)

"Hold on," Mike asked, "you made Donna come into work in the middle of a blizzard?" "I don't make Donna do anything. Haven't you learned by now?" Harvey gave Mike a mean little smile, but under that was relief for anyone to see. "You, I can make come into the office in a blizzard."

reads like a novella to me, and it's really good!!! very episodic and you really feel like these are things that have happened in universe. its very slice of lifey and i reread it a lot as a comfort read, its like a big hug to me

Pizza and a Movie by Closer (30k+, au)

In an alternate universe, Harvey's still a lawyer but Mike's not a pot runner -- he's a deliveryman for Rollo's Pizza and Ribs, which happens to be Harvey's favorite pizza place. Once Harvey finds out his pizza guy is a genius, Mike's life takes a few turns he would not have expected...

i swear this is the most rom-commy fic marvey has to offer. i like aus that slap me in the face more with the alternate universe, but this is such a rom-com plot. fandom classic as well and it really reads like a hugh grant 90s movie and if thats not enough to pull you in idk what will tbh

Imprimatur by Closer (22k, au)

Mike was raised to believe Imprint was a life-changing event for those few lucky enough to experience it. Harvey was raised to believe it was a form of mental illness. When it actually happened, neither of them noticed.

this goes absolutely crazy. one of those fics where you read it and you almost want to throw your phone at the wall because the characters could make it so easy if they werent so stupid (but in a good way of course) but the way it was written, you feel the depth of the soulmate bond and why its so important (which a lot of soulmate aus forget to do loll) but goes down like an expensive and delicious dinner :)

afternoon reads (10k+)

Sony SRF-39FP by @frivoloussuits (11k+, canon-adjacent)

Anita Gibbs won’t settle for Mike, not when there are name partners within her reach. She offers only one deal– two years, no other charges against anyone else in the firm, as long as Harvey Specter turns himself in. And even as Donna and Jessica and Louis and Mike beg him not to, he jumps on the grenade. “Time to get busy living or get busy dying,” he remarks, and Mike gives a small chuckle. Then Harvey smirks, straightens his suit jacket, and strides into FCI Danbury.

“I can’t believe they’re trying to lock you in a box and forget about you,” Mike sighs as he leaves.

“Well, as long as you don’t forget me, I figure I’ll survive.”

“Maybe you haven’t noticed, but forgetting’s never been my strong suit.

cw for depersonalization and desc of solitary confinement, very very heavy but the way mike is there throughout everything makes my heart twinge. i really dont know how to describe this fic at all but its really good. it makes me cry a lot. also made me start listening to jazz which- uh

Here at the end of all things by @tattooedsiren (10k, au)

When he arrives at the Pearson Hardman building the lights are dimmed and the floor is deserted. His feet carry him to Harvey's office even though he expects it to be empty. Because Harvey probably fled the city via helicopter or teleporter or sheer force of will. But when he approaches the office he can see that Harvey is there. He has moved the couch so that it now faces the floor to ceiling windows and Mike silently sits beside Harvey, joins him in looking down at the chaos engulfing the city below. [Apocalypse AU]

I LOVE APOCALYPSE FICS UP UP UP badass!harvey makes me bark, but im a really big fan of people who find happiness in the worst circumstances and this fic does it so so so well. reminds me a lot of tlou episode like 2? the one with the strawberries. please this is what i revisit when i miss marvey and i dont have a lot of time because the world and the characters are jsut so delicious!!!

quick reads (1k+)

This Love is Silent by kim47 (8k, canon-compliant)

She should have known. She had known, that something was off, at least. She knew he was hiding something. She just never imagined it could be this. Despite Harvey's warnings, Mike tells Rachel the truth about everything. She's shocked, naturally, and more than a little angry, but she agrees to keep his secret, and even to date him. So when they break up, Harvey goes into damage-control mode.

RACHEL!! HELLO RACHEL!! im always up for smart and discerning rachel (this shows up in of all the gin joints too btw!!!) this runs realistic to me because it shows that rachelxmike arent some hopelessly wrong for each other couple, they have good and bad times. this feels more real to me than other fics bc its not like the world conspires for marvey to be apart, its just life. i know this makes it sound so sad, and it is, but trust me: this is really really really good i love this so much

an archive of harvey specter's expressions by @frivoloussuits (2k, canon-compliant)

Five old expressions that Mike rediscovers in new contexts once he and Harvey are (finally) together, and one that he sees for the first time. Alternatively titled “An Ode to Gabriel Macht’s Face.”

this was written for me. this is literally me. writing fic because gabriel macht is too pretty, like this fic is literally for me. a lot of peering at him to get this fic as masterfully written as it is, and i thank you author everyday for it. to me, this reads like it's been written with love and care and true adoration (Truly, like Mike)

Coffee-Cart Client Privilege by @frivoloussuits (7k, au)

Mike runs a coffee cart. The coffee cart.

"Why not? They're too big and dense to be a snack." So are you, Mike thinks, and yet.

IM SORRY I KEEP RECCING FRIVOLOUS SUITS THEYRE MY FAVOURITE WRITER IN THIS FANDOM HFBKABFDKHFBHKDSA this has the hand-wavy logic the show has itself but mike's internal monologue in this one is one of the best ive ever read and the way mike's integrated in the offices is just so well-done ahhhh

Objection by yeah its frivoloussuits again i feel bad tagging them like 7 times (2k, canon-adjacent)

When Mike announces he’s leaving, Harvey plans to hide the jagged pieces of his broken heart deep inside, where no one will ever find them. His heart would like to object.

BIGG fan of physical hurt/comfort!!!! also big fan of people absolutely freaking out in the hospital in fics, it makes me bounce of the wall!! very short but the angst and love really hits you quick and leaves you on the floor gasping for air. very good (also cant prove this but im very sure this is a scrubs reference.t hanks)

Excerpts From The Gospel of Harvey Specter, edited by Michael "Forever Awesome" Ross, 2011, 1st Ed, by @rcmclachlan (7k, canon compliant)

Mike can totally read people. Well, most people. Some people. Or maybe just Harvey, who's pretty much an open book.

this one's really funny! it doesent follow direct prose and instead plays a lot with the setting its in (where mike's a documenter of harvey) and its just so funny and adorable. has a lot of heart too, it isn't just crack or anything but you really feel everything mike does as he writes all this, read this!!1

One More Sleepless Night by @sal_si_puedes (9k, au)

Soul Bonds are one-sided – there’s usually mutual affection, but only one party feels the crippling need to be together as often as possible. If separated at length from their love, that party becomes crushed by longing, panic, and sheer hopelessness, and so it is illegal to forcibly keep Soulmates apart. Some days, Harvey Specter hates the Bond that skews his judgement and weakens his resolve, and he fears what would happen if anyone in his world ever discovers he is so compromised. He certainly never planned to disclose the Bond for the first time in the middle of Anita Gibbs’ office, in a last-ditch attempt to invalidate the deal sending Mike to prison.

HSDGFHSDKGHRLKGHK THIS FIC. i love fics that use more than just prose to tell their stories (see above fic) and this does my favourite thing that soulmate aus do, which is where they integrate in-universe explanations for the phenomenon. the amount of work and dedication put into this fic makes it absolutely sing and was absolutely lovely!!

also pspspsps

golden like the daffodils by @mini-mart (2k, canon-compliant)

Poetry holds meaning, for anyone who reads it. It obscures and dances around the literal and metaphorical, because it’s imbued with so much of something that it overflows out of any definition. It can make someone mad, or lovesick, or aroused, and the reactions would be absolutely warranted. Mike is poetry, to Harvey. - Harvey Specter could be a good politician, as he believes in pragmatism over poetry. He won't let his progress fall apart, won't let someone knock it down. And then someone unceremoniously cracks open a suitcase at his feet. Or: Harvey, pretty boys and poetry.

yeah yeah i wrote this yeah yeah self promo smth smth

there's a lot more that isn't here but i'll probably write a new one when i go for a deep dive through the ship tags again :3

^^ ao3 etiqutte applies! if you like the fic, kudos and comment and bookmark!! show your love! happy reading marveys! my gift to u :3

[winderlylandchime]

1/2And here is 4x07: ‘Okay, i decided. It will be a scare. That will result into him having some wake up call and confess his love for Blondie. But Bri Bri will be absolutely fine.’ He pressed play and the episode starts with the mri scans/doctor check up ‘OH COME ON! He cant catch a fucking break! He can’t have cancer. No. It’s a scare. NO HE WILL NOT DIE! NO’ Vic’s funeral is up ‘Brian is here. Of course he is. Going to a funeral after finding out you MIGHT have cancer is fucked up. (The scene with Brian/Jen/Justin happens) No Brian, no. DAMN IT JUSTIN DOESNT KNOW ABOUT THE SCARE YET. Damn it, Jen. Fucking hell, they don’t know yet’ the Britin picnic is up!!! ‘Awww LOOK AT THEM! CUTE AND (Brian reads his fortune cookie “a surprise awaits you”) well that’s just fucked up while he waits to find out if he has cancer or not. *pauses tv* THE MAN YOU LOVE! HE SAID THE MAN YOU LOVE! AND BRIAN DIDNT RUN FOR THE HILLS! Oh i am so totally right about Brian having a wake up call because of his scare and confessing his love. *plays ep again* oh Justin is a writer! Awww that was cut- YOU MISSED THE CUTE PART! Look *rewinds ep and hold my face to show me the part where Justin lays on Brians lap and they kiss* ADORABLE! Oh they are about to have sexy time. Brian, are we getting old? You wouldve jumped at the opportunity to fuck anywhere but the bed. Nevermind floor sex it is. (Brian stops Justin from having sex) oh no. HE JUST FAKE TIRED! Oh shit, he is scared that Justin will feel the lump.’ The scene where Debbie blast Christmas music and Emmett wakes up all dramatic ‘is that how it was when i woke you up at 5 am with that Sandstorm song? My bad..whats going on with Debbie? Christmas for Vic. Okay. Grief makes you do weird shit and that’s okay.’ ‘Shit. I was worried this Ted and Blake thing was moving too fast. Fuck. Damn it, i was hoping they’d finally be happy’ ‘you know what would be even better than Brian having his little father son moment? If Justin was there. No Brian, you ARE going to grow old! With Blondie. Because I said so. (Brian says teletubbies could make gus gay and this fucker looks at me and points and goes ‘YOU WERE OBSESSED WITH THEM’) fuck you lindsay, he is actually a GREAT father. Wait lindsay you are onto something here, he would look spectacular as one of those half silver foxes with a bit of beard. *looks at me and snaps his fingers trying to remember something* who was that guy that just wanted to work and fuck and then he fell in love…come on be useful..he was hot. Still is. GEORGE CLOONEY! Yes! That! Yup. Same person. Kinda. Im onto something.’ ‘Ben, my man. Don’t take this the wrong way but if you say “you dont have it” to mike, one more time. I am jumping through this tv.’ ‘NO TED. Please don’t do anything stupid. Please tell me you’re at the club to hang out. Not to get high. Please no. No. (Shows Justin and Emmett) GOOD BOY TED!’ ‘I need Brian to come clean to Justin. Too old? What the fuck kind of line is that? Baby, if he fucked you when you got that atrocious buzzcut, why would the hair be a problem now? (Brian comes home to the guys) wait what? Okay Justin. Look at you, you little kinky shit! I like this Justin. But damn it, would it kill them to talk to each other? Brian, come on. It’s just a scare so just tell him’ Emmett and Ted scene is up! ‘EMMETT! My babies! I miss this ted and emmett so much, give me my babies back!’ Brian and Michael scene is up ‘brian can’t escape death talk or balls. Fucking hell. Can everyone stop talking so that he gets his head out of his ass and tell blondie about it. Unless if this is his wake up call. Don’t worry Bri Bri, you will be okay, its just a scare. Cause I said so. And i control the story!’

THE MAN YOU LOVE! HE SAID THE MAN YOU LOVE! AND BRIAN DIDNT RUN FOR THE HILLS! Mmmmhmmm.

I LOVE how excited he is about Ted and Emmett being friends again. And his reaction to Ben being such a fucking baby about his book especially in the face of Mikey's success with Rage.

[mcdanhoe]

For the weird asks... 97, 58, and 21? Hope you feel better 💙

hey anon! thanks so much, just having a shit day, like all of us lmao. hope youre doing well :)

21. obsession from childhood?

as a general obsession, I know its cliche but definitely harry potter lmao. I still love to re-read the books over and over and watch the movies. even more general is probably just like... books? I love books lol 

as a niche obsession from when I was a kid, I always collect scraps of paper or magazines, and I clip out cute pictures of things I love. I save them all for when I want to do something with my hands and I make collages lol. that sounds lame but it’s the only thing I can think of? I've been doing it for awhile but I don't know if its from childhood.

oh, also - shrek 2 and the cat in the hat movie with mike myers. actually they both have mike myers, which might say a lot about my sense of humor. specifically, the opening song from the cat in the hat movie is literally my fave thing ever, and since I was kid, I would put on the movie and just play the beginning song and opening narration on repeat. I know both movies off by heart, verbatim.

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

lord, I am a Talentless person but I'll attempt to toot my horn lmao.

- I think I'm a pretty decent writer, I do genuinely love to write and I think that if I actually forced myself to buckle down and write consistently, I would have more to work with lol. im a lazy piece of shit and I also do not have the ability to Complete A Task.

- I do think I'm a pretty good singer. unfortunately, I lack in the department of voice control, but I have a pretty voice? I also write songs, and I think they’re pretty good but of course I'd never show them to anyone so I'll never know if they actually are lol. 

- I don't know if this counts as talent but I'm hard of hearing and I can lip-read very well. it’s not something I like.... brag about, considering I need to lip-read in order to understand what a person says, but I can read lips from afar and its a pretty useful skill at times. I don't know if it counts as a talent since it’s something I legitimately needed to do in order to... like... exist in the social world but yeah.

- baking! and also cooking, but I pride myself in being a pretty good baker actually. I come from a very food-oriented culture and religion, so I learn everything from my parents and grandparents, particularly my grandmother. I know how to cook and bake most of the traditional jewish and sephardic foods, and also just general stuff. I also worked with a challah baker for awhile, so I can bake challah really well. my specialty is challah and choc chip cookies :)

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

I don't know for sure, but I think at least eight? one of them is my ex-boyfriends that for some reason, has decided to carve a place in my brain. so that’s good lmao. 

thanks for sending in the questions anon :) 

[stanley-uris-deserves-better]

I saw IT Chapter 2 again... And I need to talk okay,,,

🚫🚫🚫SPOILERS FOR IT CHAPTER 2🚫🚫🚫

1) I know everyone is talking about how in the ritual of chud Richie and Eddie are separated and this foreshadowed the fact that they would be torn apart... This is something that is also present in the Jade of the Orient scene(when they are just having fun)... There is an empty space between the two where Stan would have sat. They kept on interacting with one another, but there was always this bit of distance between the two of them. Richie is constantly worried about Eddie, always calling out for him and watching out for him, but there is always something keeping them apart. In the Jade of the Orient scene with the fortune cookies, they are separated by the table. In the fridge scene, Richie is stopped from getting to Eddie by the Spider Stan. And again after the botched attempt of the ritual, Richie is terrified of being separated from Eddie, that he can’t keep him safe. Richie got caught in the dead lights after running off ahead of Eddie... And Eddie got stabbed in the cheek after Richie started to leave. They are vulnerable when they are apart, strong when they are together. This parallels with benverly so much(the two finally being able to break through their fears together) But Eddie and Richie never bridged that gap, their fears, together(with the door scene, they are the only ones that didn’t face the fears in their trial) Eddie was able to break through and find the courage to fight back to save Richie, he was braver than he thought... Now, this part is just speculation, but I am pretty sure that Richie was seeing Eddie die while he was caught in the dead lights, seeing his absolute worst fear. When he comes to, the two of them were so close to bridging the gap between them, but were stopped again when Eddie got impaled. There was no time for them to fully hash out their feelings, so Eddie turned to what he knew, to go back to the stupid banter that they had always done. (This can also parallel the way that Richie uses humor in order to cope with pain, sadness and fear. Eddie is scared and sad, and just wants to laugh and joke with Richie, to make the man he cares about so much laugh again) From what we know, they don’t fully confess their feelings for each other (but there may be a deleted scene so who knows). Eddie stayed alive for a lot longer than one would expect with such a bad wound, and I believe this is because Richie was with him... That being with Richie kept him strong, kept him going. But, yet again, Richie separates from him in order to help defeat Pennywise, and by the time he is back, Eddie was gone. His eyes still focused on the place where Richie had been, clutching to the jacket, to that little bit of Richie. Holding onto that connection one last time. And Richie cannot take the loss, trying desperately to cling onto what is left of Eddie, and being dragged away one last time from the person he loved the most. And it HURTS. Richie knows he can no longer say what he wanted to say, that if he had been brave, if he had stayed with Eddie, he may have lived. If they had bridged that space, maybe things would be different.

(((god im sorry th at was so long oof and i was crying like half way through end me lmao i am sad and emotional rn don’t touch me)))

2) Now, maybe this was obvious to other people idk if anyone has really talked about this, so here we are. So, when Beverly says she has seen all of them dying, she says something along the lines of “We all end up in the same place as Stanley” And I was like... Wait. That is a VERY specific thing to say. And I started thinking about it more. I don’t think they would have just died in accidents, I think each of them would have committed suicide(like Stanley). And it really makes sense. The issues the Losers have as adults are all based on childhood trauma that they all go back to face. They are unable to move on and be happy until they do this. I can definitely see them being driven to suicide due to the issues they have as adults: Bill’s guilt, Beverly’s abuse, Eddie’s feelings of helplessness and lack of control(not feeling strong enough to stand on his own), Richie just repressing all of his emotions, and Mike being stuck all alone and obsessing over the history of Derry/Pennywise. So, yeah... That just made things so much sadder like ouch...

I have some other things I would like to talk about(i have a LOT more to say, especially about Stanley), but this post is long as heck lol so I will do more later! 😔✊ I hope you enjoyed my stupid ass talking about stuff and probably making no sense oof

[sensual-pancake]

rules: answer 17 questions and tag 17 people you want to get to know better! was tagged by the ever so lovely @lvndrpnk (again ewwie is obsessed w/ me) !!! 1. nickname: my name is ryan and i've have a plethora of nicknames over the years, but my top three are rydawg (my manager at work), bean/jellybean (my momma), and bino (my fuckhead friend everett) 2. zodiac sign: aquarius !! which is a fucken air sign which makes no sense bc AQUA! 3. height: i'm a tiny giant, 5'5" with long arms and long legs. seriously, im 70% leggy 4. hogwarts house: i've taken the pottermore quiz aboouuuttt four times? i think? and each time it gave me gryffindor so i think that's good 5. last thing i googled: how to create a poll on snapchat lmao 6. song stuck in my head: goodbye yellow brick road by elton john 7. following: 255! 8. followers: 137 amazing lil bean friends 9. amount of sleep i get: god honestly? depends. usually I get somewhere around 9 but sometimes i get like 3 and other times i sleep for 16 hours straight 10. lucky numbers: y'know i don't think i have any but my fortune cookie from the last time i ate chinese said 11 soooo 11. dream job: god i would love to be a food critic but im took picky sometimes, but i would also love to be a chef at one of gordon ramsey's restaurants 12. wearing: supernatural pajama bottoms that don't fit anymore and a gmm shirt 13. favorite songs: - elton john: goodbye yellow brick road, saturday night's alright (for fighting), honky cat, bennie and the jets, thank you for your loving, the bitch is back, im still standing queen: bohemian rhapsody, don't stop me, the show must go on, keep yourself alive, fat bottomed girls random: the devil went down to georgia - the charlie daniels band, nothing's gonna stop us - starships, truth hurts - lizzo, skyfall - adele, haven't met you yet - michael buble, talk too much - coin, land of the free - the killers, please don't go girl - new kids on the block, istanbul (not constantinople) - they might be giants, downtown - macklemore & ryan lewis, time wait for no one - freddie mercury, every time we touch - cascada, cult of personality - living colour 14. favorite musicians: elton john, queen, new kids on the block, randl 15. instruments: i played saxophone in middle school but that's about it tbh 16. random fact: uhhhhhh i have a crush on my manager at work who i can't date for a lot of reasons (the top three being that he's my manager, he's 24 (im 18), and he's already in a relationship with a very wonderful girl named brooklyn, and also he's not gay sooo lol) 17. aesthetic: uhhh i guess i don't have one! pretty sunsets/sunrises/skies would be the closest thing i can think of! 'm straight up tagging the same lot of people as last time lmao, @bisexual-elves @quinnyisqueer (sorry papa ily), @irineey, @jesusrichie @ficfucker @its-mike-kapufty #oceleagle

[queer-cas]

get to know me more tag

i was tagged by the amazing @uselessspork thanks bb <3

the schbang: answer 20 questions and tag 20 (lol) people to get to know better!

name: quinn or q 

zodiac: gemini (got that two faced shit goin on sorry lol)

height: 5′ 4″

languages you speak: english, french(written more than speaking), spanish(written more than speaking) 

nationality: american i guess? (im black and filipino but i look white so do with that what you will)

favorite fruit: raspberries and strawberries and cherries( basically all the red fruits)

favorite scent: new books and freshly baked cookies 

favorite color: black, burgundy, blue, and green 

coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: hot chocolate bc coffee is gross unless its a vanilla latte from starbucks 

favorite disney princess: the one and only dean winchester 

dream trip: i’d love to see Greece and Rome because i’m lowkey obsessed with the greek and roman myths 

when was your blog created: hmmm who fuckin knows tbh lets see,,,,October 2015 but I’ve been here longer than that bc my original blog got deleted 

last movie seen: Ant-Man and the Wasp 

favorite candy: Mike and Ike 

favorite holiday: hallowEEN (ima leave this here bc same)

put your playlist on shuffle! (i made it 10 songs instead of 6 because 10 is a nice even number sorry)

song 1- LOYALTY- Kendrick Lamar 

song 2- WILD- Troye Sivan 

song 3- Crazy=Genius- Panic! At the Disco

song 4- Fly Away- G-Eazy 

song 5- Car Radio- Twenty One Pilots 

song 6- Colors- Halsey 

song 7- Dead!- My Chemical Romance 

song 8- The Victim- Memphis May Fire (one of my favorite songs ever!!)

song 9- V. 3005- Childish Gambino 

song 10- Antivisit- Bring Me The Horizon 

i tag( i don’t even have 20 friends lol) : @awholeotherfolder @stitches-mp3 @whispycas  @raindestiel and @krazy-kiwi

[givemestrenghtnot2talkboutwinona]

I was tagged by @tinyryder thank you girl

Okay so answer the questions and then tag 8 people!

What made you sign up to Tumblr? My obsession with Rachel McAdams and not wanting to miss any of the great posts her fandom blogs posted

What did your blog start off as being? Rachel McAdams and The Maine, a few movies and series and personal stuff very seldom

Have you ever received any creepy asks, and if so, what did they say? Nope.

Have you ever had a bad experience on tumblr? I hate having so many porn blogs following me for no apparent reason

If you had to pick a favourite English monarch, who would you pick? I don’t know any of them

Do you prefer hot or cold? I honestly don’t know

Do you have a special skill or talent? Harmonizing, tidying, organizing, and wasting my time

Do you have a phobia of anything? Just thinking of having to go to a hospital, either for me or someone else. I guess that’s all

If you had to pick a favourite real life villain from history, who would you pick? Shoot idk any real life villain i can call a favourite

Do you have any dark traits? I can’t hide or disimulate my bad mood.

If you could do anything, literally anything, like fly on a unicorn or something, what would it be? To quote Hayley “I don’t want superpowers or anything I just want to meet Winona and have her like me”. Also travel, watch all themovies and series I’m willing so bad to watch, be an actress

What is the scale of the worst argument you’ve ever had? I’m not someone who dares to argument or discuss that much and that big so i really dont know what score to give myself. I’ve had a few discussions this past year tho, but i still dont know 

What is your favourite slush flavour? I’ve never tried those but i dont think I’ll like them

If you could bring back any food or drink from your childhood that has been discontinued, what would it be? A brand of cookies from Brazil called Trakinas which aren’t exported to Argentina anymore

What is your favourite and most vivid childhood memory? I’m not sure if its a favourite but i always remember how when i was around 6-8 years old, with my brother we used to change our clothes to wear what our mom chose for us when we were visiting our family and we would get ready in my parents bedroom with 80s-90s music from the radio. I guess that’s a reason why I love that music so much

If you could bring anyone back from the dead who would it be? My grandmother who past away when i was 3 and my mom says we have so much in common and we would spend so much time talking. And my godmother who was a gift and a blessing to me and my family

If you could go back to any time period and live there for a week, which period would it be and why? The 90’s bc the movies and clothes and music were cool and I kinda wanna be forced to live without smartphones and tablets and laptops for awhile. Also the 50′s 60′s and 70′s or the same reason. and the 80′s only for the music

If you could visit any abandoned place to take pictures, where would it be? Idk any abandoned place that i would like to photogrpah

Do you have any particular, peculiar interests? Obsessions with actresses since im 10 that make my mom suspicious of my sexual orientation which honestly is insulting af bc as a dreamer of being an actress, they are just role models and women whose acting I admire

Do you have a creepy/scary experience that has happened to you, and what was it? I have to think really hard to remember. I don’t think i had any fortunately

Do you like/read creepypasta stories? If so, what’s your favourite story? Nope

If you were in the Wars of the Roses, would you be a Lancastrian, or a Yorkist? I don’t know what that is

What is your recurring nightmare? Does it count noticing when i wake up that my dreamed days with actresses I love had never existed?

Have you ever had a lucid dream? Lately is hapenning pretty often, it’s crazy

If you could go to another planet, which would it be? Idk what kind of question is that. I guess Urane or Neptune bc i love their color

What is your religion, if any? Catholic but i don’t practice a lot. It’s more like inherated

Have you ever got so drunk, that you did something really embarrassing, and if so, what did you do? I actually never got drunk but I’m dying to know what would I do and how could i behave

Mike, Dustin, Lucas, or Will? Dustin for sure, but I also love Mike

Do you like Marina and the Diamonds? I just know the song Savages and is greeeat

Charli XCX? What?

Tag a blog that you’ve seen, and you love their posts, but have never told them, and would like to talk to them. To quote Hayley once more “Tbh when I like a blog, I usually tell them so I don’t think there’s anyone who doesn’t know I love them lmao” but maybe i forgot to do it with a few in the past

Pick one thing you like/love from the 80s. Its music

What year were you born, and name something cool from that year. 1997. Alien resurrection is boring but Winona is a little badass android who swears a lot and gives life. Idk what else to say

What was your blog name originally? (If you had another blog name) lucrebello, my name. I didnt want ppl i know to find my blog so when i started my Winona obsession, after a few months i changed it

Do you follow any blogs that you know the user in real life? My cousin and one of my friends but we dont talk to much here on tumblr. We have very different blogs

If you are in the ST fandom, which is your favourite song off the ST soundtrack? THE SCORE. Over, Kids, Cops are good at finding, Lay Z Boy, Agents, Eleven, You can talk to me, Stranger things, She’ll kill you, Run away, Rolling out the pool, Tribulations specially

Finally, give your opinion on the person who tagged you! @tinyryder knows all i have to say about her, she’s the best

I’m tagging @free-winona @dadharbour @antniobanderas @astrangeandunusualgirl @brie-larson @elieadeux @90sjunkie