#im reaching my breaking point

[brighhton]

why. do thry call it "school holidays" a holiday away from school and then give me assignments i need to do during the holidays and is due first day back. what

[missbiddle]

i’m so tired and done with shit that life keeps throwing at me

[haunted-xander]

Who's the "real" me?

+ some references for the Rise-related things I included <3

[lil-vibes]

[hollowedskin]

Genuinely hating the fact that people have to look really closely at art to see whether it's AI or not and like, zooming in and pointing out the little bits that don't match.

Because like, it's really fucking hard for me to calm down on obsessive details and trying to make everything perfect and make sense, to make sure that every lock of hair has an invisible follow line.

I get so bogged down in details that I ruin my art and the only thing that's been able to save me so far is to repeat to myself that no one fucking cares if this doesn't match up perfectly. But they do now. Everyone cares. We are zooming in on artworks and pointing out things that could have just been overlooked as human error.

Machine generated art means I feel like I'm not allowed to have human error any more. I have to be pixel perfect. I can't just vibe. I can't even imply.

And I think about that and become too exhausted to even start.

[ickydogboy]

i love cock im really truly obsessed i always want to touch it, suck it, fuck it, worship it etc etc. going feral over the thought of it

[skunkes]

Friend got me a psyduck desk mat

[speakofthedebbie]

how do you block tags bc if i get recommenced one more charlastor post im gonna kill someone

[shireduchess]

listen...listen... idk man i didn't expect downfall to hit me as hard as it did. but i'm at the end of ep101 and i have cried more maybe than during any other part of this story...and what a story within a story downfall is

it's about faith, the faith the mortals have in the gods and that the gods have in mortals, the faith in their creations, in and for their love of each other. and there is something so moving and intoxicating and emotional about that depiction, of gods deciding to become mortals to achieve an end goal, but of learning how much mortals love and feel and suffer

just the love between them all, everyone depicted. the wildmother and the lawbearer... the emissary.... trist and ayden, the everlight and the dawnfather... fucking just....everyone

idk man this sort of tragic story really just gets me so so so fucking bad, it hits me in such a unique way

[the-kipsabian]

[cursezoroark]

because i feel like i need a refresher on rejuv's story again i feel the need to finally do renegade its just im soooo so hesitant on being mean but i don't want to skip to terajuma......... if anyone has a way to sorta keyhole that please please lmk.

[electricpurrs]

actually i feel like i should make like. a statement. i am really, really sorry to anyone who has been sending me discord messages and stuff that i havent been responding to, to my commission clients i haven't contacted in a while and to people who have attacked me on artfight that i haven't responded to either. i've been like. actually feeling to bad to talk or interact with other people. even if im posting and shit i just can't gather the energy to have conversations or anything like that.i will get back to everyone eventually i just can't do it right now im really sorry

[holyfacehead]

me when i need to write 69 papers, go to the gym, review for three major quizzes, read a book, finish three art projects, learn how to crochet, finish two online courses of my interest, clean my closet, have a social life, get 8 hours of sleep while also being at school from 6am to 4pm and the day is just not long enough for me to actually accomplish anything:

[wimsiecal]

Me: *finally gets out of bed, trying my best to stay positive*

My mom's loud ass phone downstairs: "Yeah there was a NONBINARY INDIVIDUAL-"

Me: oh God here we go

The video man: "They're asking us to change the way we speak. They/them is not proper English! They're asking us to talk about them like they're multiple people! Yes we use it when we're talking about someone else when they're not there. "That person, they are over there." But not to talk directly to another person."

Me: Bro just contradicted himself and then got confused.

[br1ghtestlight]

had enough of eating unhealthy takeout food so im gonna try roasting some vegetables w/ seasonings for dinner tonight everybody wish me luck

[hella1975]

obligatory 'i feel a bit bad to that one anon bc it's the usual case that your ask wasn't actually bad so much as a bit annoying but alas it's the breaking point of something that's been bugging me so now im making a post about it' disclaimer but if you really really REALLY feel the need to ask me when the next update is going to be on a fic - and please ask yourself if you really need to - then i have some things for your consideration. the first is that i have a tag called 'taob updates'. when i am writing taob, i talk about it on here. initially and mostly, it's bc i genuinely enjoy sharing the experience and it helps me get my thoughts in order, but also it's my way of going 'hey, taob is happening! look!' if there have been posts in the 'taob updates' tag lately, then yay! an update is imminent and/or i tend to actually SAY on those posts how long i think the chapter will take. 'what if there haven't been any posts in that tag for a while?!' i hear you cry. 'what if you're actively posting for another fandom and clearly enjoying yourself and dont want to constantly have cold water dumped on you for a thing you currently aren't thinking about?' well.... maybe.... maybe i am not writing taob at that time..... and crazier yet.... maybe you demanding it isn't going to make me switch interests at a moment's notice.... food for thought x