#im really sorry i write posts like that q_q

[dailyromans]

HAHA IT SURE HAS BEEN A WHILE AMIRITE

*wheeze* anywaYS sorry for dropping off the face of the planet without saying anything i fell out of interest with sanders sides for a hot second.

not to say im back into it tbh my interest in it is kinda dead now

"Why didnt u say anything u left us all hanging what about the roman doodles and all the asks left unanswered >:((" uhhhh crippling social anxiety and fear of disappointing people aha *bites lip*

plus even before losing interest i think the Anxiety of having to pump out cute doodles + funny/clever answers to peoples asks started getting to REAL BAD. plus around the time i stopped posting here my mental state was just rapidly degrading for unrelated reasons so i had to deal with that on top of everything too >:T (im ok now tho!! honestly ive been pretty great recently which is probably how i was able to gather the strength write this whole post in the first place lol)

"but whats gonna happen to this blog :(" uhh im really sorry to say this but i think ill be letting it rest in peace. i thought about maybe continuing since i still really love romans character, but i decided against it. i feel like a big charm of this little blog was seeing doodles of romans character interacting with the other sides and im just not as interested in the other characters to consistently draw them q_q

thanks yall for supporting me while i ran this blog tho!! it was my first time interacting so heavily with a fandom i was in and making people happy with my dumb doodles was enough to make me happy cry lmao. also people making other little doodle blogs??? amazing, beautiful, perfect,, plus getting to see other filo fanders sharing experiences and stuff under my filo roman posts was just AUGHH IT MADE ME REALLY HAPPY YALL >w< it was the first time i felt like i actually had a kind of impact (?) on something which was really cool. running this blog was absolutely the best part of my time in this fandom

sorry again for just disappearing qwq, but thanks again for the support and really sweet messages :D ill keep the blog up as a little archive so dw about any of the stuff here disappearing.

*shameless plug moment aha* uhh also aha if you still like my art i sometimes post on my main tumblr @audrithee and on my twitter @/costasmae its mostly dsmp now tho bc i swear that fandom just has a direct pipeline to almost every other fandom out there

[allexiaah]

Hi OwO i am ur mysterious SS elf. Im coming to get some ideas or hcs of claudette from you. Specifically hcs u have abt her home life. Before the mean entitity 😡 i think i will be writing u a story but if u wanted art more. I can do that. Im not the best at drawing killers but i will try >//< if the story was centered around holiday themes. What kind of personal ideas do you have about claudette during the holidays? Sorry for so many questions now and probably later Q_Q

GOD I'm so sorry for taking so long to answer this anon!! I've been going through so much this past little while and this ask just completely slipped past me. I also needed to think about it a little bit! I really hope that I haven't hindered you at all with this. Christmas in particular isn't something I've thought a lot about for Claudette on her own, mostly just how Philip would react to his first Christmas post-realm and how Claudette helps with how overwhelming it is. I love the two of them so much haha. Feel free to send another ask if you change your mind or find a new topic, or just want any other hcs too!! I have so many it's kind of wild haha.

I definitely think for pre-realm, Claudette has a very loving family. She's an only child, but gets along really well with her parents. They all love each other so much. Her parents support her and reassure her when she's feeling unsure of herself, or anxious. Her mom is one of the people she's most comfortable to talking about her problems to. Keeping in line with lore, I think she would probably have a few friends, but few offline ones. I haven't thought much about it, so it's something I'll have to think about.

For Christmas hcs, I think Claudette feels like the best kind of hot chocolate has those little peppermint bits in them, and marshmallows are important too. It's just better with the mint in it to her.

She's a huge fan of just.. the whole atmosphere of Christmas, and loves giving gifts to the people she cares about. She likes being silly and carefree and while she isn't very fond of the texture of those stereotypical Christmas sweaters, I'm sure she's found something similar that's comfortable for her. Maybe has a hair pin that looks like holly. She loves how cozy it is inside, and warm, and the whole atmosphere of Christmas is just so nice to her. It wouldn't surprise me if she sung Christmas carols when she was younger. While not strictly a Christmas hc, (winter in Canada is like half the year, lol,) I definitely think that Claudette has to make at least one snowman before all the snow melts until next year... Or until September/October/November again lol. She has lots of time, because sometimes it can snow past April, even.

She's a huge sucker for little Christmas-themed candies. Chocolates, mints, caramel, you name it. She finds them cute! She won't eat enough to get sick of them, but they're a nice treat. I think her mom would make some sort of treat with her, but I'm not sure.

If you want post realm too, I think that not a lot would change!! Claudette would still be a huge gift giver, and overall be very cheery and glad to spend the season with her friends. Going out to the streets and storefronts and seeing all the glittering lights that illuminate the snow that falls past them? Immaculate. One of Claudette's favorite things to do. It just feels so magical, all those twinkling lights in so many colors shining on the snow and lighting up the dark streets. There's just something about it that is hopeful about it, to her. After the christmas season is new years, so it's almost like one last celebration of everything that she's survived, and how there's more good things on the horizon.

I think that she's not particularly religious, but has attended Christmas services at some church or other at some point, and kind of liked it. It had such a neat atmosphere. She really admired the stained glass windows and how peaceful the building felt.

Just a little misc hc, but I think Claudette really likes collecting plushies and stuffed animals. Christmas is no exception to this, it that springs up any ideas for you.

Again, so sorry for the wait anon!! I'm so very glad you came to ask me about these, and I'm hoping you see them. I might have more, and if I do, I'll probably edit or reblog this ask with them later. Recently I just haven't been at my best, and very occupied mentally. I really appreciate this. Tysm!! <3

[redyarns]

teeny announcement

hi everyone 🥺👉👈 first of all my inbox is open if u have any questions concerning anything so pls drop in if u want to ask me something or just wanna say hi!

secondly i have a few things to say so i hope u all wont be discouraged from reading this entire thing, ill try to go as quick as possible 💪💪💪

i'm really sorry in terms of updating my fics 🥺 i know ur all anticipating a lot of things and so am i but i hope u all understand that its currently college application season and im absolutely swamped Q_Q im trying to squeeze in some writing time here and there but my apps + all my classes r just really eating up my days. ill do my best to keep going tho, in the meanwhile y dont u try to tell me what ud like to see updated the most! the next multi-chap on my list to definitely be updated is sweet exposure and after that i have a small oneshot planned, but if ud like to see a particular fic get updated pls let me know ❤❤❤❤

I KNOW THIS IS A LITTLE REDUNDANT BUT PLS CONSIDER COMMISSIONING ME! i do both art + writing and if ur interested pls dm me, ill thank u for eternity if u do

ohhhh here it is, the big boy one. rainfall. my mortal enemy. the bane of my existence. the live of my life. i have so many things to say but literally not enough time and LORD KNOWS HOW LONG THIS POST IS ALREADY so ill try to make it quick: i dont know. i *really* dont know what to do with it, dont know what to say, cant even look at it without flinching because its literally a thorn in my side. ill probably rewrite it one day but for now it will remain as is, and im sorry for that. but if ur waiting for an update for anything other than kny then i have to say that they wont come soon. i hope u understand ;_;

i know it seems like im not very active here but i promise im actually pretty easy to come in contact with! i just tend to seem a little more eager to reblog/retweet things on twitter, so if u have an account maybe u should head there and follow me (@/redyarns_ because somekne took @/redyarns and it makes me sad) :'D but tumblr is always my main base so if u ever have questions or just wanna talk, reaching out to me here is just as good!

okay thats pretty much it! i hope u all understand these points 🥺🥺🥺 i love u all and i promise we'll see each other on ao3 soon ✨✨✨✨✨