#im sick of my anxiety flaring up over the smallest things
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beginning to mald profusely at just how bad my auditory processing is
#its so fucking annoying. im so sick of having to ask everyone around me to repeat themselves all the time#and i know people are sick of repeating themselves#my coworkers can hear each other just fine from different rooms entirely and i have to struggle to make out what someone standing next#to me just said#thankfully most people are polite about it but heres a story im still malding over#about a year ago now i visited my parents and apparently i asked my dad one too many times to repeat himself bc ig he got annoyed#so for the rest of the visit like Every Single Time i said something he went HUH?#only for me. could hear everyone else just fine. and hes mever had a problem with processing as far as i can tell before then#im not doing it on purpose to be an asshole but i feel like one anyway#while im already here ranting im also sick of how bad my memory is#im sick of how clumsy i am#im sick of never having anything good to say in irl conversation#im sick of stuttering and slurring my words when im just trying to talk#im sick of the worsening pain in my lower back/hip#im sick of my anxiety flaring up over the smallest things#god. anyway
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