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#im so happy im rlly so happy it's so funny i'm so chill rn but
noxtivagus · 1 year
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i'm so happy i'll cry so bad when i finally open it 😭😭
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#tag later#AAAA IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY#IM LIKE. RLLY CHILL RN BUT IM SO SO HAPPY#i'll play nier first ofc but oh my god zack. crisis core. i'll cry so bad#im so happy im rlly so happy it's so funny i'm so chill rn but#earlier when i saw data blitz w the poster i jumped n ran to it pointing at it n#I WAS SMILING SM WHEN THEY HAD IT IN STOCK N ALL UWAHH#fun day w my friend hehe we rlly just shopped ngl 🥹#her. 'friend' ehem (read; basically bf) was low on social bat it seems but it was cool meeting them irl BUT I WAS TOO SHY TO TALK..#they're usually more extroverted tho n then#i'm sorry i accidentally peeked at my friend's messages n her friend mentioned that like. if another friend of ours (who apollo n i are#closer with) then it wld've been more chill or wtvr I CANT REMEMBER#i miss hanging out w my friends :< I MISS THEM SO MUCH FUCK#I'm so tired from walking tho help i'm sitting down rn finally#torn between really excited for ccr n stressed for the future n really happy from today n#torn too between feeling excited or. idk lonely rn thinking abt all my different kinds of relationships#that flew by too fast.. i wna spend more time w my friends :<#despite how fun it was n everything i can't shake off this certain. emptiness that i can't make sense of#BUT RN I'M DOING FINE DW#technically i'm friends too w the friend of my longtime friend bcs we met (save for me w my longtime friend ofc#like way back early this year. turns out another guy from the other school went bowling w their friends in the same mall#n OH YEAH in this same mall iirc the friend apollo n i are closer w from the guys went to a con here yesterday?#i just realized hi small weird thumb reveal it seems#i just realized if you're filo n know your malls n know a con yesterday then it's very obvious where i was today uh#WAH THAT SAID THOUGH omg i'm rambling but i'm. god i've been feeling rather empty lots lately But i know that i'm happy from today#omg oh yh bcs of all the ppl i mentioned earlier me n longtime friend n apollo joked abt like. reunion of that grp earlier this year hehe#the idea is rlly lovely.. ngl i rlly do have a level of social anxiety even w close friends yeah but that doesn't mean i'm antisocial no#i rlly want to socialize n make friends :< so the idea of it is. rlly wonderful indeed but it seems so far out of my reach#i'll fix tags later i have sm to talk abt oh my god but it's comforting knowing my friend. felt the same way i do abt that earlier hehe#I RLLY WANT A BUCKET HAT N COOL SHADES TO GO W IT HFKSJFKSJFS
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greenhaired-gremlin · 4 months
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rewatching HH pt 3
WEE DAD BEAT DAD MY SECOND FAVORITE EPISODE LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO
the intro is a bop tho. i literally never skip it
Charlie having an unhealthy sleep schedule is so real
"Kill everyone?' real honestly
"you got daddy issues?" his smirk I'm dead
EMO CHARLIE
LUCIFER MY MENTALLY ILL NEURODIVERGENT LOML
the scripting before answering is so real
niffty in the background just chilling (literally acting like Alastor)
Pen's (i can't spell his name help) fuckin OwO face constantly
"TAKE THAT DEPRESSION" real
Al plotting
LUCI GREETING ALL THE CREATURES MAKES ME SO HAPPY "KEEKEE" OWO
AL: meets literal king of hell - immediately insults him
Luci canonly being the first person to make Al say the fuck word
the roaches fucking while Charlie is showing Luci the parlor
ok you can't tell me Luci didn't realize Vaggie was an angel like halfway through and just didn't say anything
Hell's Greatest Dad is such a vibe. Luci's little spin im sjhbdhjsd
DEVIL WENT DOWN TO GEORGIA REFERENCE (its funny cause i live in Georgia hehe)
"sadly there are times a birth parent is a dud" can confirm
Husk's face when Mimzy shows up he rlly is just like "fuck this bullshit"
Alastor is very annoyed by Mimzy you can tell. in the back he's just like -v-
THE BEEZLEJUICE SIGN IN THE BACKGROUND GHSBYGASDYG
WOO ALASTOR LORE
okay so its implied that Alastor killed most, if not all, of the overlords when he showed up, but Zestial and Carmilla are known to have BEEN THERE FOR A WHILE... so im curious if he knew he couldn't kill them or if they made an unofficial deal
okay i love Al as a character but husk and his convo scene makes me so mad
al is terrifying
THE JAZZ AS AL WALKS AWAY
husk shaking like a cat i have so many headcanons for husk rn (lmk if anyone wants them...)
HOLY SHIT WHEN LUCI'S TALKING ABOUT HEAVEN VAGGIE LOOKS AWAY GUILTILY
vaggie speaking Spanish
HUSK JUST -_- this entire episode is so relatable
PEN SAVING NIFFTY
okay but the doubling voice when Al uses his power. makes brain go brrr
Charlie: defending Al
Al: literally dropping a loan shark down his throat in the back
Al being done with Mimzy is so important to me. probably gonna post a full thing on it cause it's actually a really vital thing
Husk and Angel eating popcorn. me too besties
More Than Anything hits me right in the daddy issues i literally almost cried that first time i watched it.
okay but Lilith taking Charlie away? i really think there's something between Luci and Lilith that we don't know bc like... what?
"I've missed that smile" IJHWBUYSHYBYHS
"I'm grateful you're my daughter/father" UGH RLLY CALLING MY DADDY ISSUES OUT
PROUD DAD PROUD DAD PROUD DAD PROUD DAD PROUD-
Vaggie at the end is just like oh fuck
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wheeboo · 9 months
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— bias tag game *ੈ✩‧₊˚
rules: you're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. then answer the questions below! try not to look at the questions before you make your list!
thank you @fairyhaos for the tag <3
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rania's bias list:
seungkwan (svt)
wheein (mamamoo)
jeonghan (svt)
wonwoo (svt)
hoshi (svt)
jun (svt)
seulgi (red velvet)
yunjin (le sserafim)
soobin (txt)
lee know (skz)
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1. between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?
i biased my girl seulgi first :> i started stanning red velvet in between peek-a-boo and bad boy era and i literally love her sm i gay panic whenever i see her and she's so cute and quirky i fell in love instantly !!!
2. between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?
umm,,, how dare u give me this question rn. wheein has been my ult for the past 5-6 years and i feel like i can declare us as a v chill married couple lmfao and i love her w all my heart. but tbh jun has grown so much on me and finally putting him in my bias line is just ugh <3 <3 got my heart flippin and feet kickin (it doesn't help i have like,, a lot of ideas for him in terms of wips)
3. if you were to spend the day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?
again... what the hell U R MAKING ME CHOOSE BETWEEN MY TOP BIASES IN SVT?? absolute insanity. ugh,, okay jeonghan ily babe but i gotta go with my fav boy seungkwan <3 i feel like he'll take me out of my comfort zone n just take me out to places n just be the most supportive person ever. like i can imagine our arms locked together while walking down the avenue or sum idfk
4. what is your favorite physical feature about 9?
his MF DIMPLES OFC. i have such a thing w dimples on my biases its actually so funny
5. what is your favorite part of 6's personality?
i just,, i love jun's quirkiness and awkwardness sometimes i always swoon over him <3 he may be quiet at times but he's such a big source of strength for not just me but for all his members. i get why they all love him sm
6. if you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what would you tell them?
my gf yunjin KEEP BEING YOU MA'AM. do whatever you want that makes you happy. you're such a big inspo to me and so funny and talented and beautiful and all those synonyms i cannot grasp how much i love her
7. between 1 and 2, whose closet would you raid?
ohhhhh definitely wheein. our styles r very similar and honestly she's the reason why my style is like this to this day!! she has such unique fashion taste and omfg i'd love to raid clothing stores w her. altho i'd rlly love to steal some of seungkwan's sweaters,,,,...
8. what is a style that you want to see 3 try?
omfgomfg uhhh honestly jeonghan can literally pull off any damn style he wants, and im too scatterbrained rn to think of a specific style. i love his soft boy looks tho n the style/clothing he wore in berlin got me feeling some type of way yk IT SUITS HIM SO MUCH
9. between 5 and 4, who are you closer to in height?
hoshi LMAOO even tho there's barely a difference between him and wonu. they'll both still tower over me tho im only like 158cm fml
10. between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?
soobin n txt! i love their discography so much. some of skz songs r just not my style and i can rlly only listen to them when i'm feeling that kind of energy yk. still love them tho ofc
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tagging (no pressure!): @slytherinshua @itadorins @hannyoontify @wqnwoos @icyminghao @etherealyoungk @blue-jisungs @mirxzii @yeonjuns-redhair @rubywonu @ylliris-hanniehae @rubyreduji @toruro @weird-bookworm @planetkiimchi
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marvel-m-lee · 2 years
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Chilled vent/rant??
I woke up so happy today, went to school, everything was good, first we had double pe, it was okay at first but then we did active mile and my friends all thought it was funny to push me in the mud. I wanted to cry bc then they tripped me into the mud even when I asked them to stop bc I hate getting bitchy with people. Had mud everywhere.
Ngl I'm so greatful for my parents bc all three let me go home, my dad got angry at the people and supported me, even saying the school can talk to him if theu have any issues, and told me to just stay home today
My stepdad was chill and understanding (which is actually amazing, before he would get rlly angry) and said that I could stay home and get sorted, we even played Mario kart which was nice.
And my mums at college rn but even so she said I could go home and get ready. Now I'm staying home until half 2 so i can go in for English.
Im not actually really upset qt my friends, I did have a mini breakdown but it was bc I was so happy today and they just pushed me into the mud, literally. They hit me a lot and joke around and I get it, sure but I've said I don't want to be hit n stuff. I even pointed out the other day I never hit or hurt them on purpose and they couldn't actually believe it bc they'd never realised it before. And even when i do its patting rather than punching and today I kick one of them a bit too hard on accident and I kept apologising bc I don't see why I should kick them? Like joking light ones, sure, full wack? No??? They said it hadn't hurt at all and it was fine but I still felt bad.
It just annoys me bc I don't get it, they mean no harm bc they do it with everyone but ik im not being sensitive bc I'm not crying my eyes out and blaming them at all, I'm setting a boundary. I'm not top peak best friend amazing but I don't hit people, I don't degrade them, and I try not to talk shit about them. (Bc ik I have done so before)
ANYWAY ty if you read this rant/vent lmao- <3
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hannie-dul-set · 3 years
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hello its me again !! yesterday I told you I followed u bc of your love for jaemin and your funny humour but today I want to add something else, and thaTS YOUR AMAZING WRITING SKILLS !!
i just finished reading the masterpiece that is Top of the world and I'm so shaken up by the excellence of the rich vocabulary, the sentence structure and just the way you wrote the various events that happened. I'm such at a lost of words to express what I feel you have no ideas, I will never recover from the high quality of this story. it couldn't have been better than that what you delivered and I'm just so so relieved to have been able to live this amazing experience of reading such an outstanding story. I'm sorry maybe you're thinking im showering you in too much compliments but you deserves to be praised for having written Top of the world.
I will always be amazed with how people who write are able to wrote down their imagination and wow, im still shaking like.. Im so impressed by you you have no ideas 🙈
moving on, this is the first time ever since I'm reading nct fics on tumblr that I came across this characterization of jaemin, and it is a real take of fresh air in the best way possible even tho he's really such an asshole like wow the popularity did go too high in his head I was so scandalized (in a good way lmao it made me amazed) with how an ass he was and like the way he ordered around jisung ???? djjdjffjhf I- I wanted to punch jaemin so hard 😤 I wanted to dive into the story and beat his ass lmaooo im sure you too, like I was rolling around in my bed bc I couldn't stay still and laying down without reacting ㅠㅠ
I dont know at what length of words the ask can tolerate but let me tell you something before I forgot ! I realized that every situations/events you wrote had a purpose, like you didn't wrote basic actions that we would pass over without much attention, and bc of that you held our attention during the 15.6k of words and it was so much overwhelming I couldn't stop reading just to breathe lol, you kept me going for so long and I really liked it im so sad that I lived this experience and I couldn't live it again *sobs* this is so revolting I want to pat your head you did so so well 🥺
alsooooo, when you introduced yn's character in the beginning, I was kinda afraid that he would bully her physically you know, like I couldn't imagining you daring to write him being more than despicable than he was but thanks god that wasn't what I imagined fjdjfj, the way he exercised his 'dominance' towards someone he didn't know just for a seat lmao, wow he got some real balls ?¿ I was scandalized a lot fjjfjffj but I was curious too about jeno's character in the story, he was so chill (I think?) about yn's being involved with jaemin from the start and I was expecting him to be an asshole to her just like jaem, u know ? could we know your motives about jeno's character in the story ? why didn't you wrote him like jaemin?
I will speed up a little fjfjj or else I will write you 6 pages of my thoughts lmao
but yeah !! so, I really liked the contrast between how we perceived yn's outside facade and inside, like when he make her kneels in front of him, you made us look at her from jaemin's view and how she looked not so bothered by his behavior and then you switched the second after into yn's point of view and how she tried to not show her emotions... *mind blowing* 🤯 not gonna lie, I was rotting for her to not let him mess with her head but instead her doing that to him and it kinda worked fjfjfjf and then I knew the moment he was surprised about the non effect he had on her that it was the start of his fall anD I WASN'T A SECOND DISAPPOINTED
I FUCKING LOVED THE BLOSSOMING REALTIONSHIP BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM anD the slight graduation of jaemin's becoming soft to her oh my god I had hearts in my eyes. I loved every moments of this story (I loved the entire 15.6k words of it, I cherished them), but the pool scene toward the end made me go feral for a lot of minutes like the picture you implanted in my head of him in the water made me post all my thoughts (also blonde jaemin? as in, make a wish jaemin?, god I hope bc fucking damn, he was so so so hot)
I was so emotional at the end, they got together and just, being the witness of jaemin's character development was breathtaking, I couldn't stop thinking about how smooth you made it for his character development during all the story, it wasn't forced or too quick...
It was perfect
omg.... [CLUTCHES HEART]. help oh my god first of all thank you ??? for leaving such a LONG long review omg ???? made my entire day ?? week ??? HQGSBWJ IN SUMMARY THANK U AND I LOVE U FOR THIS AAAA i really appreciate it when people just ramble abt my works it just makes my drive go ⬆⬆⬆ yanno HHHH.
when i was first writing this is was like "oh gosh....is it....okay to turn jaemin this much of a dick?? IS IT??" like i was so SURE people wouldn't like this characterization of him but i literally got the reverse 😭 never expected anyone to jump with me on my asshole richkid jaemin agenda bUT HERE WE ARE....IT BEING MY MOST POPULAR FIC YET HAHSJ. i both hate and love this kind of jaemin and yes i definitely wanted to drag him down from his high horse while writing (at the same time....i will let him drag me around as he pleases too 😳).
i'm very gratified that u think its cohesive and each scene has a purpose because to be honest i didn't fuckin know where to go with this entire fic at first LMAO i was just in a richkid jaem brainrot after talking abt it too much with my friend and this was....the result 🕴.
as for jeno oh mr. jeno lee....HAGSNSK to be honest, as this fic wasn't rlly that deeply planned HAHA, i just wanted a contrast to jaemin's personality LMAO if he had the same personality as jaems....insanely egotistical god complex and all.....i think this would have turned out to be a love triangle AHAHS GM SKW. bUT— but hehe. i have another richkid fic in the dusty corners of my google docs rn. a 00’ line fic in fact HAHA so totw jaemin and jeno will be making a comeback here (ofc this is an entirely different universe but their characterizations are essentially the same HEHEHEHEHEH).
anyway !! thank u so much for sharing ur thoughts on totw ;o; 💞 this rlly made my day no joke HAHA i'm so happy to hear you liked this aaaaa. and yes. maw jaemin was the cause of all of this. something snapped in him during that era and led me to write this very self indulgent fic. thank u HAGHSKA.
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