#im starting to realize i am very reactive to new things. the anxiety comes immediately and then when its over im fine
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The shit show of my life colliding with the shit show of a friends life makes the ultimate diarrhea circus
#personal#another step towards getting that new job and i have anxiety now bc i have to apply and fix my resume up#im starting to realize i am very reactive to new things. the anxiety comes immediately and then when its over im fine#my friends car stopped working so i am offering to help more than i was and taking both him and his fiance to work#i am selfish in that i consider it a little inconvenient#but it would be cruel of me to ignroe their problems when theyre my friends and i can help too.#inside i have two voices#one that tells me to be selfish and another that tells me to be a good person#selfish me is very loud. and very emotional.#but logically kind me is always doing the good thing anyways.#feelings... are funny like that... how many times am i going to be contrary to myself#anyways im anxious about the job again lmfao i am like. idk. i wish i didnt need to work.#i would have a nice life not working forever. but i need infinite money for that. i dont have that.#well... lets see where i go from here#just need to survive this week
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