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2-15-19

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*So i was fb-ing when i saw this article on my feed; it says  " 27 Questions You Should Ask If You Actually Want To Get To Know Someone"  Sympre tinignan ko dahil curious ako at para magamit ko rin sa future when im making new friends. Pero db nga dapat kilala mo muna ang sarili mo bago ka magpakilala sa iba. So dahil dyan, sasagutan ko to! Haha

Here is:"My 27 answers to your 27 questions for you to know me"

1. Do you believe in nurture? Or do you favor nature?

-        wait haha. ( Ni-merriam ko pa ung definition ng dalawa! Kaloka! Haha) okay, siguro dun ako sa 'nature' kasi nasayo na yan eh, i mean original na yan sayo. Ikaw n yan. Unlike nurture na nakukuha m lng iba. Mas bet ko ang nature. 

2. Have you ever had a reoccurring dream? What do you think it meant/represented?

-       oh yeah, you mean 'de javu'? Hmmm oo minsan me nauulet sa tingin ko, prang it's a sign? Or something n mangyre pero d m alam kng kelan. Ung tipong pag nancyare na mapapasabe k n lng ng "ay napaginipan ko to"!

3. If you were in complete control of the circumstances, how would you want to die?

-       Uhm... By accident? Basta ung biglaan. Yokong mamatay dhl s disease, kasi pag ganun i can feel the pain pa. Eh pag accident, biglaan! No pain.  Kaso ang cons ng aksident is, di n k makakapagpaalam? Kya nmn ako, i awalys say what i want to ehom i love. Lage. Kc nga u can never can tell malay mo last n pla un.db?? 

4. How would your best friend describe you if asked?

-       oh, I dont do bestfriend. I mean i have friends, pero hanggang dun lang. Walang 'best' kc once u become my friend, ur the best already. So i think my "friends" would describe me as: the joker??? I do make funny jokes all the time kc. Ung tipong di sila sanay if nagseswryso ako hahaha. Pero minsan nmn im the wuiet one. Binabalnce k lng kc eh. 

5. What was one of the most ridiculous things you believed as a kid, and how did you find out the truth about it?

-       That Santa claus is real. Haha, hmm I saw my papa putting the gift inside our socks hahhah

6. Where and when are you your best self?

-       Where: inside my room.   When: im writing. (diaries. Blogs)   Kasi sa mga oras at panahon na yan. I can be myself.. I can express my self. Yung tipong walang pupuna sayo. Ung tipong u can do what u really want. 

7. When you picture your most fulfilled, happy self, how would you describe what you envision?

-       Im spending my Christmas in a rest house with my parents, husband and two kids, sitting in dining table with them happily watching the kids eating/telling stories, looking into my husband smiling and seeing my parents happily eating with us… in that moment ill say “id made it”

8. What was the first thing you were really good at?

-       im good at lying. Hahah

9. If you could trade lives with anyone for 24 hours, who would it be and why?

-       as of now? Hmm.. one of TWICE member. I just want to know how it feels like to be an idol, to have a full packed sched, to make fans happy. Isn’t it awesome!

10. How do you want people to remember you?

-       No one remember someone always. But I want them to remember me as the “one and only ANNE/AJ they’d knew”

11. Do you believe that we really CAN choose to be happy? Why or why not?

-       ofcourse! Every choices we made is based on what we makes us happy.

12. If you could give 15 year-old you one piece of advice, what would you say?

-       Hey! Be confident!! Don't be shy!! Dont make people think ur weak!! 

13. Do you feel like you are proud of the person you’ve become?

-       Nope, not yet. But I know I’ll be, one day. Step by step.

14. When you hear the term “sparking joy” what comes to mind?

-       Sparking joy? Hmm that’s what I feel everytime I hold my Korean albums/merch haha

15. Who is your favorite person other than yourself?

-       my mama. I mean everyones favorite their mom right? I see myself in her actually. The behavior she have, I had that hhaha the only difference we have is that, she is a strong independent person unlike me. The scared one.

16. What is your biggest fear?

-       "to be forgotten"

-       "to be rejected"

-       "to be a disappointment " 

17. What’s your greatest strength/asset?

-       my imagination. 

18. What about your biggest weakness/personal obstacle?

-       im dependent.

   19. How would you describe the word ‘chill’ when talking personality wise?

-       hmm. Chill is when you think nothing by doing nothing for nothing. 

20. Do you think you are a ‘chill’ person? Why or why not?

-       yes I am. Definitely a chill person. I took everything easily u know. When nothing goes right I just shrug it off. My favorite thing to do is to chill = doing nothing haha

21. If you could go back to school, what classes would you take (regardless of major) and why?

-       third year, 1st sem. Section 3N. One of the happiest class i ve been. Oo mahrap ung mga subj dat time. Pero masaya kc ung kaklase ko. Ung ksma ko. 

22. Do you think that everything happens because of chance, or do you think we’re more in control that we give ourselves credit for?

-       Chance is one of the factor, but what our choices be, what we do is the reason why things happen.

23. What kind of friend do you try to be? And “a good one” is not an acceptable answer.

-       The real one. I just want to the friend that anyone can share their deep thoughts.

24. How much do you care about how other people think of you?

-       Everybody cares about what others think of them, its normal. But for me, maybe 8/10 I have this mindset of being comfortable on yourself is much ok rather than impressing everyone.

25. If you weren’t worried about the consequences and knew everything would go back to “normal” after, what would you do for 24 hours?

-       Ill kill myself. Hahaha you know I always wonder how anyone can say that theres life after death where they get that idea? How do people around you will react if you die? I just want to know how will they react hahaha creepy right?

26. Describe your soulmate.

-       Someone who I can annoy forever .

27. What to you is the perfect way to spend a weekend? 

-       Watching movies, kdramas with full snack in airconditioned room haha