#in fact i actively feel kinda wary and sick and i hate that bc im closest to her
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#sh mention#(sorta)#permanently existing in a state of anxiety that makes me want to claw my throat out with my nails#just constnwtly feel uneasy and distressed and i cannot even do anything to stop it#everything takes so damn long and i cannot do Anything bc my brain doesnt fucking work so im a burden to the people around me#and i cant even be normal around people anymore bc im in this heightened state of stress and i cant tell anyone bc THEYLL get stressed#bitches be on the verge of an anxiety attack constnwtly just Thinking and thats maybe not good#i want to cry but i cannot and i cannot do anything to stop this and my irl friends are far so im just ? no support system outside my family#i dont even feel comfortable around my mom anymore esp after that day we had a talk#in fact i actively feel kinda wary and sick and i hate that bc im closest to her#its a lot. i cant afford therapy i have a 700 dollar credit card debt thats about to be 850 lol#and this is supposed to be the time i help my parents esp with dad starting his business n mom being the sole earner#which fucking sucks bc shes not in good shape and its a physical job#idk man im losing it and this is jsut skimming the surface#i hope i explode actually GFGSGDJSHS#anyway soryr for vent-y rocking#tee.xt#personal /#also yes ill delete later sorry#vent in tags
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