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#my art#free! iwatobi swim club#free! eternal summer#free! dive to the future#free! fanart#free!#makoto tachibana#yamazaki sousuke#hiyori tono#im DONe oh my god i didnt think i could do it#looks at date what do u meAN these only took a week i feel like ive aged 30 years working on these#makoto took the longest by far like th angle the water the FISH shoutout to the blur tool fr i would die without her#also let me tell u a story. the entire time i was working on makoto and hiyori i STILL had no internet#so not only was i fighting the csp offline usage limit i also couldnt download any new brushes so guess who rawdogged the willow and kelp#nothin but a bamboo leaf brush a flat chisel and a dream#these r easily the most in-depth backgrounds ive tackled in a While and i honestly think they turned out rly well all things considered#makoto has 2 b my fav for obvious reasons but as a set i think they r all very strong and cohesive im so !!! pats self on back#sousuke tho is sadly th latest instalment of hina refuses to learn csp perspective tool.. dont look at my diagonals dont LOOK at them >:(((#it's always more apparent w indoor settings sighs gomen sousuke at least u look great in the patient gown :'> resident hospital hottie#ANYWAY ever since tht one free!/colour theory post i have been rotating these three in my head nonstop they make me in sain#so this is my take on them and green this is my love letter to the right hand men of the free cast#and hiyori /j#i jest he's grown on me he has male manipulated his way up from the bottom tier i have been charmed by his petty instigator tendencies#this is what happened to ikuya kirishima hashtag never forget
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I think it's such an interesting facet of Noelle's character that, regardless of whatever route you choose these past few chapters, Noelle just instinctively knows that Kris is "off".
She tries to downplay their childhood together to not seem odd to Susie but then she hears the slightest hitch in their voice and knows something completely different from their norm happening. It's not just a coping mechanism in Snowgrave-- it's an objective fact that Noelle can take one goddamn LOOK at Kris and know something is deeply wrong in her gut and that's so cool.
#Deltarune#Video Games#Noelle Holiday#Kris#I really get the vibe that like. In their childhood the families were trying to push one or both gen of kids together#I think Asriel and Dess were friends by toddler association and it just grew and grew as kris and noelle came along#And to me it really feels like Carol was hoping Noelle and Kris might like. Get together?#(Circa how apparently Noelle and Kris were forced to go on a ferris wheel as kids)#(That said the little ! above Kris' head when she said makes me feel like Kris was NOT fully aware of that information#Like Noelle was being pushed into it but Kris really had enjoyed the hangout or smth#Anyway for some reason Carol wants Kris to date her daughter one day. Which is HILARIOUS bc they're both smitten with Susie Deltarune#Falc talks#Deltarune Spoilers#Deltarune Chapter 4#Susie#Ngl I've not seen ALL of either chapter yet#I'm kind of parcelling through it thanks to adhd#But I am INVESTED
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singin' in the rain, just singin' in the rain
#you know how 3 hours ago I posted sure I could go to bed early/ at a reasonable hour#or I could draw something I've been wanting to draw all week?#yeah this was it.#fun 3 hours. but uh. yeah that was a garden of forking paths choice and I made my choice. it might not longer be a reasonable hour.#well depends on your definition of reasonable. I could see it.#this looks a bit busier than I had intended. probably should have made the buildings grey instead of trying for carcosa.#I'd like to thank soup for giving me this idea in a round about way. I had to think of propaganda for my Kayne for the Kayne collection#and “would sing singin' in the rain after a massacre” popped in my head and I've been wanting to draw this since.#oh right tags uhhhh#kayne malevolent#malevolent#my art#slight edit to the tags because they apparently got moved around weirdly. what.
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So I just decided to render the speedpaint videos for this month's Patreon rewards and instead VLC corrupted all my files when I tried to convert them from mkv to mp4 and it overwrote the originals so now I have nothing, lost all the process of the two illustrations I had done and it's almost the end of the month and I have to paint and record the process of two new illustration in a couple of days before I have to leave on a trip 🙃
#personal#I want to put my head in a blender#apparently there is no way to recover them#the files I'm left with are like 150b each so there is no video data in them anymore and it even fucked up the extensions#I didn't even have the program set to overwrite originals while converting..it just did that on it's own for some reason#I'm not sure I can even make it in time at this point#I haven't missed a Patreon deadline in my life and I've been doing it for 8 years I want to dieeeeee#now they are all either .sfk.mp4 or .mp4.sfk like why two extensions per file and why are they even sfk when that's audio only aaauguhh#nipuni blogs
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just Thinking Out Loud but im trying to prepare myself for the deltarune community to irreversibly change the same way it did when ch2 came out... its not really something i personally experienced back in 2021 because the game wasnt nearly as important to me then as it is now (understandably) (i just love chapter 2 so much)
and while i am Absolutely ready and excited for chapters 3 and 4, it will be kind of scary to see deltarune blow up again and the community grow vastly in size and Whatnot (i think about the other instances of this with other fandoms lately like gravity falls, fionna and cake, arcane, etc) (as an outsider looking into all those communities) and now im like Fuuuuck thats gonna happen to us!!!!!!
BUT ITS OK. BECAUSE EVEN IF ITS SCARY the important thing is that so many artists and musicians and fan game devs and whoever else are gonna produce amazing new stuff with the content ch3+4 gives us, and that's more exciting to me than anything... something you can honestly apply to any work of fiction getting a new part/chapter/season/whatever. I love when communities create!!!!!!
idk what this ramble was supposed to be it's just been something ive been thinking about for a while. The community ive come to recognize over the past 3 years is most likely gonna change drastically and i (the comfortable) am about to be disturbed by this But its necessary. life would be boring otherwise. i love videogames
#text#deltarune#also a bit scary now that in this community i am#(as humbly as i can possibly put this)#a “”“”“”“”“well-known”“”“”“”“”“” creator#idk apparently i will be dropping likes willy nilly on twitter and that makes people freak out sometimes#Im sorry. Its just me#but (scratches head) Fuuuuck even more eyes are gonna be on my work#i feel like now more than ever i have to Not freak out about being perceived#for a handful of reasons. some of which i cant talk about yet#anyway. Honest to god hope this doesnt seem like a whiny post or anything im really trying to be as positive as i can#MORE CONTENT ALWAYS GOOD. BUT THE FREAKS. AND THE IDIOTS#IM AFRAID!!!!!!!!!#but its ok. because awesome artwork coming ok?
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Just once, can I pick up a book about mythology, go to the section about Apollo, and not see his love life described as 'tragic' or 'unlucky?'
Like, his lovers got two pages. Five people. Daphne, Cassandra, Coronis, Hyacinthus and Cyparissus*. Sure it looks tragic, if you focus on the same few tragedies all the time! Where's Cyrene, Branchus, Admetus, Evadne, Rhoeo, Hecuba? The Muses? The versions where Hyacinthus is resurrected?
The tragedy of an immortal constantly loving mortals who will inevitably die is one thing, but the books never take that angle. At least that would be interesting. It's always 'unlucky' or 'cursed by Cupid/Eros' or 'rejected'.
*They were both reduced to 'close friends' too. No gay here, of course not 😒😒😒😒
#greek mythology#apollo#cyparissus was a surprise#the rest were not#i swear this book teased me#I saw the heading 'the cattle of admetus'#it was the less-common version of how Hermes stole Apollo's cattle#while he was keeping them with admetus'#and it completely left out the part where the reason Hermes gets away with it#is that Apollo was 'distracted' by Hymenaios#no gays here apparently#good news is I didn't pay for it
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HERES YOUR ART PAYMENT

SILVER!!!! (and Espio)
The boyyyy!!! Worth every cent!
#I don't make it apparent because I'm an Unbreakable Bond artist- but Silver is like my second favorite Sonic character!#He's just so- himself!#Goofy fella- just trying to understand how to socialize after living his entire life in a ruined future.#He's so badass too- but I also love his awkward self! Really humanizes (mobianizes?) him! Makes him more of a rounded character!#Like- you can be badass- but also a loser#Plus Telekinesis is my go-to super power- it's just so cool! Moving shit with your minddddd!!!#And Time Travelll!!! I freaking love time travel!!!#Only issue I have with him is drawing his stupid weed head bangs. But then again- since when has a hedgehog not have quill drawing issues?#That is 100% the reason why RT! Silver has a completely different quill style (plus I wanted to do a cool multicolor effect on his quills)#God I need to find some good stories with Silver in it- I know there are a few (points loudly at myymi with Familiar Faces) but I want more#oop- I ended up going on a babble. Sorry!
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been hearing rumors that the "i'm always straight" lines may have been cut from the GN and IF that is true, I expect everyone will be super mad about that--and ngl i'd mourn the loss of it too because it has become iconic to me
But. i can't believe i'm playing devils advocate for this, BUT it is not entirely unreasonable for an adaptation of this work to decide it does not want to reference Ronan's sexuality yet......coming to terms with his sexuality is (one) part of his arc in the 2nd book. Adam Parrish being ~the 2nd secret he doesn't want to admit to himself~ , Ronan's catholic guilt homoerotic nightmares and the like, all characterize his sexuality as something he might vaguely be aware of but seriously struggles to openly admit. I don't think he even uses the word gay or any other word to describe himself in the whole series? (unless I'm forgetting something?)
So, idk, it's not unreasonable to want the (hypothetical) audience to also not be aware of it until Ronan is forced to directly grapple with his identity next book.
i think this is one of those things that has become very dear to the fandom over time, but if i look at it objectively without my feelings, i just.....i do understand why someone could conceivably decide that this off-handed bitchy "he's gay btw" joke is not of dire importance for the sanctity of the story 😭 in the 'pros don't outweigh the cons' sort of way....
#like..#in context of TRB it has some plausible deniability as just a teenage boy standard 'your gay' joke#but coming from adam#someone not characterized as immature in the typical way#it can read like a genuine observation (it did to ME when I read the book the first time and I didnt even know ahead of time which/if any-#were gay) its an observation that he IS being bitchy about rn but only bc ronan was just being bitchy to blue#and like. it comes off differently from adam because he is also not straight (but idk if ronan knows that so who knows how he took it)#wish we had his pov for that moment tbh#it is my personal head canon that Ronan lynch has never officially 'come out' to anyone#'coming out' has way too much of an emotionally vulnerable connotation to it. and i think all of these teen boys would rather die-#-than be even a little emotionally sincere on purpose. td3 said ronan thinks hes the only queer person at his school mind you#and with all the catholic guilt he has about it?? i dont think he is secure enough to openly talk about it#i always imagined Adam and /probably/ gansey have had to put two-and-two together over time on their own#any time the topic of girls or dating casually comes up i imagine ronan glaring into the distance / avoiding the question /changing subject#b/c he does not want to lie but he does not want to say anything else either so he says nothing#and his silence is so loud that his friends just. make some natural guesses#i think THAT would be his only plausible method of 'coming out'#ronan's sexuality is other peoples problem he is sure af not going to talk about it. that feels the most in character to me#(at least at this stage in his life-- while he's an insecure teenager)#yarrow reads trc 2.0#yarrow reads trc#the raven cycle#the raven cycle graphic novel#forgive me i am not like. invalidating whatever deeply personal relationship someone may have with 'thats the biggest lie you ever told'#its just my onion i swear its not some kind of 'gotcha'#i was really surprised by the extreme emotional attachment so many people apparently have with 'hey tiger'#a line i would've assumed was changed for no reason deeper than just 'sounding kind of awkward and unnatural'#but the dissertations ive read on it in the past couple days..apparently i underestimate the emotional toll of any given quote in this book#i dont envy anyone who tries to adapt it lmao
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oopsie...
#I DREW THAT WITHOUT A REFFERENCE LETS FUCKING GO!!!!!!#im so proud of myself#is that egocentric?#idk but I love this#it's been so long since I drew rob's head in a different angle#don't ask what Cartoon Network i mad about#because idk#but you can have your own interpretations if you want!#i also did cn's logo without a refference for the shape#but that isn't that hard compared to rob's head#it's basic geometry apparently#the amazing world of gumball#tawog#tawog rob#my art#(idk why but i feel a little scared to post this for some reason)
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Akasha, still mortal. Designing her was challenging given the lack of extant reference, but this is what I came up with:
Apparently she was turned in 4000 bce, so I based my research in the Uruk Period of Mesopotamia (which was named for the Sumerian city of Uruk, now Iraq, where Rice said Akasha is from). In 4000, Kaunakes we’re not yet in style for Sumerians, instead wearing more straight-fitting kilts/net-dresses. I believe those also conformed to the rule of higher status =ankle length, lower class = knee length, so that’s what I did
On the fabric color—I read a paper that posited the ‘net’ of the net dress shown on the cylinder seal linked above/attached below, was actually a dyed pattern. The cylinder seal is dated @ ~3000 bce, BUT there is evidence of ochre-dyed cloth from Çatalhöyük, in Anatolia, from at least 5700 bce, so I think fabric dyeing in a less complicated pattern sounds feasible for 4000 bce.
Given 4000 was also the Chalcolithic Age/Copper Age in Mesopotamia, I wanted to include something copper. While I couldn’t find extant copper jewelry-jewelry, I did find these pins, and iirc Sumerian wrap-clothing was held with pins anyway
Re: necklaces, Akasha’s is based on this one.
I went with Iraqi-Lebanese actress Zahraa Ghandour as (partial) facial reference
Some assorted refs I don’t think are included in the links:


#I say ‘lack of extant reference’ bc everybody and their mother wants to talk abt 2000 bce onward. including me!!#I wanted to draw one a them leaf/feather headdresses:(#my art#iwtv#interview with the vampire#tvc#vampire chronicles#queen of the damned#qotd#akasha#historical dress#as for whether she should have a head covering for cultural reasons/just for the climate. I don’t think so.#I pirated a 200 page paper abt it so. I don’t think it was a thing yet for men or women#I think she should be fatter bc apparently Sumerians were stocky. but the page that said that was wrong abt something already#so I didn’t trust it/haven’t found another source#did make her a historically accurate shorty tho. which I love.#mother of all vampires wreaking terrible havoc. from 5 ft above sea level
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To be honest I don't really want mutuals who instantly assume I commented in bad faith to act "condescending" when I was nothing but light-hearted in disagreeing about a point in the post about one of the characters and agreed with everything else. 🤔 Especially not when I apparently pissed them off so much it made them post TWO (passive-aggressive) posts on the topic of disagreement afterwards instead of.... actual discussion? At least if I assume someone is being mean on purpose I ask them about it
#/vent#I softblocked them tbh#I mean apparently they think ill of me and thing I disagreed on is something they're passionate about#so I probably stepped on a landmine anyway and from my experience these can't be fixed#also it strongly reminded me of subparzero#they got hostile upon assuming I commented in bad faith for literally no reason#and then said I baited them for conflict over disagreeing at one djura point#and told me to go hang out with other neurodivergent folks instead#likewise entirely ignoring obvious signs of support and otherwise loving the post#so yeah having this bad memory resurface just. dealt massive mental damage.#I just don't now what's in such people's heads#I said I should stop vagueblogging about negative interactions lol#but honestly this made my blood pressure jump super high#needed almost an hour to calm down and type this#mostly because I'd think a *mutual* would not assume I am just here to trash on them#especially when there was no reason to!!!#at this rate I don't even actually want to know what in my comment was 'condescending'#either language barrier or autistic barrier the answer is always the same#something I physically can't fix so its whatever
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hello :) could you maybe explain a little bit how dan wootton blackmailed louis?
ugh sorry for taking a while to get to this. The problem is I feel like the only two ways to answer this are by spending a week and a half of full time labor sifting through old posts and evidence to get every detail right and lay out an airtight case, or to halfass something very serious, and so I felt a little stuck. So since I can't seem to find a good halfway point, apologies but here is the half assed version, if you want to get into it more I invite you to do your own deep dive or talk to other people, but here's how I remember things. Louis has almost never on video explicitly said things about Larry not being real and/or anything negative about fans and their theories (mostly the opposite), up until the last couple years when he obviously decided to make a major change he didn't talk about Freddie much at all let alone saying he was his kid, honestly not that much about Eleanor even; except for in two major interviews with Dan Wootton, each of which lined up with a serious traumatic Tomlinson family event that they managed to keep out of the tabloids until the very end (Jay's illness and Fizzy's struggles with substance abuse). After the fact of those events a lot of small things that didn't make sense at the time came together to look very much like Louis traded those interviews (and those answers) for having his family's private matters kept private. Story trading of this kind is a publicly known real thing that happens, and there were various clues that suggested he was being leaned on about those stories to lend legitimacy to the idea that it was something that happened in these cases. Given what we know about Dan Wootton and how he operates even before the recent flood of information and even more now, I think it's more than likely that he has been holding the threat of outing Louis (as he has done to many other public figures) over his head for over a decade, and has used his family's tragic struggles to get Louis to dance like a fucking puppet for him and I will REJOICE at his downfall when it comes whether it is now or 20 years from now... because someday it will, he has made too many enemies to stay above it forever
#I did start to try to deep dive before I realized it was too much#but I was reminded that when Louis was doing txf as a judge while fizzy was struggling#many people thought he had been pressured somehow into it; later when we knew what had been going on people were like#oh maybe he just wanted to be close to home to deal with fizzy stuff or somethng#but also: keeping fizzy stuff quiet would potentially be the info we didn't have at that time that could answer that q too of what they use#given the DW🤝simon jones🤝simon cowell cursed connections#(for the newbies: simon jones aka DWs bestie is Louis' publicist for no apparent reason even now long after he has gotten free of the rest#of the modest/syco/simon cowell shitshow)#anyway another example of story trading in our fandom is zayn's baby sister's teen pregnancy#which was known to the fandom early on but kept super quiet by respectful fans- during this time Z did some unprecedented actual interviews#for no obvious reason#and then iirc pretty much the day she turned 17 a very lowkey article reported on her marrying her bf and mentioning a pregnancy#but as if it was recent not like 7 months along#and even when she gave birth soon after it was all kind of... glossed over and around and not reported until a little later#blah blah blah#I felt like it was weird to talk about this for some reason but when I thought about it#I don't know if it matters. Like maybe talking about him not being a dad and being gay or whatever at all is bad#but assuming we're doing that anyway. why not talk about the struggles around that#and the creeps holding it over his head#dan wootton
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if dalv had a “fake/human name” what the HELL would it be???
because. if dalv lived in the surface with humans he can’t just like. say his name is Dalv can he??? i’m sorry but dalv is a weird name ngl
i could see it being what Kanako calls him because he’s like a vampire or whatever but what would he tell (the very few) people (that he would even meet) what his name is?
Vlad? Vladimir? Something that sounds close to Dalv like Donovan, Detlev? something that sounds completely different?
asking for tumblrs input. lmk if i should ask reddit because idk… reddit scares me tbh.
#undertale#undertale yellow#undertale au#c!overtale#dalv undertale yellow#dalv c!overtale#apparently there was some massive shipping discorse over there today?#like idk why people even ship clover with kanako or chara#to me clover is kanako’s sibling and they would probably never meet chara#and clover/chara are from a literal century apart in the timeline in my head#all i’m saying is i left reddit years ago for a reason#and it’s starting to creep up on me again#tumblr is so much less drama
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if your ship has never said anything unbelievably suggestive to each other that the mainstream audience somehow can ignore like it didnt happen or sound like that then are they even your ship?
#'its no use. im completely familiar with your moves your timing. your thrusts.' 🧐🤔🤨🤔🤔🧐🧐🤨😟😟😟🧐😟🤨🧐🤨😨🤔😨🤔😟🤔🤔😟😨😨😨#*shoves head down on crotch for safety reasons or smt. he really could have gone for Any other pose but he chose head on dick TWICE*#'aw poor baby want me to pick up where he left off?' i KNOW this is only in dub but by fuck what was the REASON?#*calls the sight of the other tied up a glorious view better than a billion dollar masterpiece*#actually half of the shit skk says to or about each other is like this#anyway enough of them.#*fucking sniffs the air and recognises the homie's scent after apparently not seeing eo in 10 yrs*#'i could take you apart with one blow' i could take you apart w less than that'#'do you know how to walk on your knees'#honestly u gotta hand it to em. merthur came out SWINGING. bc wdym ur saying this freaky shit it is the FIRST EPISODE.#soukoku#satosugu#merthur#bangers
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Can I just quickly say that I'm lowkey not even surprised he was stealing brushes from Aaron Blaise? Kique has been gushing about this man's work for years, especially about the work he's done on Beauty and the Beast and Brother Bear. Of course he'd resell his assets, because god forbid Kique creates something on his own instead of stealing from people he admires
#This is a tinfoil hat moment but I do think that the reason why some of the dogs (and especially Jahla) looked very bear-ish-#-at certain parts of the comic#Because how much do you wanna bet he referenced/traced this man's work so much it began to affect his own?#The whole big head/giant forehead/small eyes/robust snout is a perfect formula for drawing a bear#And it's so apparent in Kique's art at times#Imagine stealing from someone you claim to admire. Really Kique have you no shame?#Embarrassing#Kique#kique nordin#kique7#Aaron blaise#Asmundr#Asmundr home#Home comic#Kique is stealing. Again
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Tged manhwa ch. 132

HEY THIS ISNT FORESHADOWING OR ANYTHING RIGHT
#tged spoilers#the manhwa changes so much about their dynamic by just having Kim Suho's identity openly acknowledged between him and Javier#yeah the comeraderie and trust between the two is more apparent now but the angst that Lloyd goes through keeping that secret has value#this makes it seem as if Javier is uninterested in the reasons behind Lloyd's actions and would rather just trust Lloyd#but novel Javier is SUPER interested in 'Kim Suho' behind the facade of 'Lloyd'#he wants to know more about Kim Suho and he wants to protect him and be with him as they grow old#he's gone through struggles weighing his duty to the real Lloyd vs the value brought on by the imposter Lloyd vs his own feelings#YES hes said that hes kept his feelings out of his judgement on whether to kill imposter Lloyd or not but the fact that he DOES have#personal feelings on the matter weighs on him#youre cooked‚ boy. hes in your head now and you dont even want him gone#reading tag
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