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raksh-writes · 4 months

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Oh my god, I just got hit with Such a hardcore urge to do a fresh reinstall of Skyrim and rebuild my mod list from the ground up that it's making it Impossible to focus on anything else and I was supposed to be writing a paper for one of my uni classes today, like why, brain??? Why NOW??? 😭😭

Feels like Im not gonna be able to get my hands on anything else until I do it and it might as well take the whole day ahhhhowpghhiulaergnilaengnalg the fuck is this, help 😭😭

#personal #Raksh's gaming adventures #Skyrim #is it because I started thinking about the Kaidan custom follower mod? maaaaybe #it's my friends fault tbh #we've been discussing all sorts of games for months #we're gaming buddies now in that way lmao #we got to talking Skyrim few weeks ago and I guess the thought has been building in the back of my head #and now it hit me full force #possibly bcs I have some free time this week and no pressing deadlines??#I mean I need to write and send this paper over before the month ends so #it's not registering as super urgent to my brain #I was just trying to be responsible by writing it early but #I just can't focus rn 😭😭#it really is NOT leaving me alone #what in the HELL is this?? some undiagnosed ADHD thing Im unaware of??#tbf I have no idea if I have ADHD but a lot of the symptoms seem to fit so I dunno #and this is WEIRD #like yeah okay maybe if I Force myself to write the paper I will (at least a bit of it)#but the URGE #overwhelming ngl #and I just found out there's a way to reroll the Anniversary update to Special edition so it IS possible to do a fresh reinstall #I NEED #euihfniladnglang;jad #okay Im gonna go #at least try to start the paper and then we'll see I guess #(watch me reinstall and build a whole new modlist before the day ends jdagjinidngjd)#I also need to do a backup of all the files I have #good thing I never deleted any of the downloaded mod files #there are some there not available anymore on Nexus and I NEED them

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