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#is that sarah's photo didn't make it into the show
https-florals · 4 months
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The reader gets rlly flustered easily and she's so shy, her boyfriend JJ thinks it's hilarious and is always teasing her especially in front of ppl. Most of the time she hits his arm and yells at him but he js never learns his lesson 😭 then like one day he stops doing it and the reader is all like '???' And he says he stopped bc she didn't like it but she secretly loves it so she's a little pouty until he starts it back up 😭
(IF THAT MAKES SENSE ‼️‼️)
this was honestly such a cutie ask and i hope i did it justice with this lil drabble!!! tease jj is my favorite. i've been in such a writing slump lately and this was a nice little prompt!!
one thing about jj maybank- he loves to embarrass his friends. it is quite literally his favorite pastime, and his favorite to annoy is you. when you first started dating, he reigned it in, but lately it’s an unstoppable force. his compliments are constant, his teasing persistent. jj is hooking his fingers in the waistband of your sweats, just a way to stay tethered you in all honesty, but he loves to feel your skin heat and the way you swat him away. 
when the boys and kie surf, you and sarah sunbathe. he is shouting from his board, essentially catcalling you with whoops and whistles. he can’t hear you, but he almost falls off his board watching you groan and cover your face. 
jj is also a downright devil when tipsy- which happens at each and every social event. He’s pulling you down on his lap, holding you still when you try to wriggle out of his arms. for someone who blushes when they get called pretty, you’re damn near having a heart attack when he whispers the lewdest things in your ear. His first response when you roll your eyes at him (desperately trying to maintain your cool) is to tell you how much he likes it when your eyes roll back when he’s fucking you.
“jj!!” you jump up, and scold him. the only thought in his head is that you are very pretty when you’re yelling at him.
he loves this little back and forth, and keeps at it, until a new year’s party where he introduces you to someone as his exquisite girlfriend- you’re trying to figure out when he has ever used that word when he plants a kiss on the corner of your mouth and you go chili-pepper hot. that’s innocent enough, so you just fiddle with your pendant necklace and laugh and let him hang onto you. later, kie is doing a diy photobooth where she has out a polaroid camera and groups of people are lining up for a photo op. jj immediately drags you over there, and you both are just giggling quietly as you watch friend groups be silly and couples kiss for the camera. 
when it’s finally your turn, jj immediately asks the important questions. “sweet or silly!”
“silly, obviously!” his hand instinctively goes to the small of your back, and you lean into his hold so it looks like you’re about to fall. you make a scared face and wrap your fist in jj’s shirt because, truth be told, you’re a little afraid he will actually drop you. he doesn’t though, and when kie counts down and the flash goes off, jj tilts his head down and licks a stripe up your exposed neck. 
you hear a few lewd whistles and catcalls, and you jump straight up and hit him on the arm. “j! what the hell!”
he is grinning like a devil, cheeks a little pink but undeterred anyways. “yeah, baby?”
kie is laughing too as the camera whirs, and she shakes it under a light and lets out another giggle as it develops. jj snatches it out of her hands, and holds it just out of your reach as you swat at his arms, pinch his sides, anything to get that somewhat incriminating photo. in your opinion, it should sit in a drawer. instead, jj is showing everyone around him, saying stuff like “aren’t we so hot?” and, “look at her face!!”
you’re so embarrassed that you could just die, but you take the route of huffing and skulking into the bathroom. you would love to lie and say you didn’t hide there for about two hours, but you’re honest. you hid for two hours.
when you and jj catch a ride home with pope, he’s oddly quiet. his hand stays at your knee, and he’s not touching you anywhere else. not making jokes to pope, and not pressing his lips up against your neck as he loves to do anytime you’re both in the backseat. you don’t really think anything of it, and let your head drop against his shoulder. when you get home, jj shoves the polaroid into a drawer and it isn’t spoken of again.
a few days pass, and you’re convinced something is deeply wrong with your boyfriend. he’s normal enough at home- stage-5 clinger, loud, and horny at all times. but in public, it’s like someone has replaced him with a robot. the most contact you have is his hand on your waist or his arm around your shoulders. there’s no compliments in front of your friends, no butt pinches, no silly whistles. he doesn’t even plead you to shotgun with him when you’re all smoking! you never take him up on the offer, but it’s the thought that counts. the change affects you more than you like to admit, being a little grumpier than average. when you’re in the chateau living room with everyone and jj tries to kiss your cheek, you’re huffing and pushing him away. every comment he makes to you that isn’t the highest praise has you annoyed and ignoring him.
later, when you two are alone with his face pressed to your chest and your fingers lazily twirling through his hair, he makes a joke about being surprised you’re tolerating him.
“don’t be rude,” you snap back, “i’m not the one being super weird lately.” you ask him what’s been going on. he’s dismissive, as he usually is when little problems arise. 
“nothin’, honey.”
“don’t lie to me, maybank.” you tug his head up so he’s looking at you, and his lips pressed into an annoyed line, put off by the fact that his face is no longer up against your boobs.
“explain,” he says, not in a rude way, just genuine and questioning.
you shrug. “you’ve just been weird around our friends lately. not as… like touchy,” you gesture and pat his shoulder.
“ohhh, that!”
so he knows what you’re talking about?
“i just noticed you got kinda like, uncomfortable when i did that kind of stuff. like my jokes, or whatever. i guessed i needed to stop embarrassing you,” he grins sheepishly.
“i’m just shy!” you say defensively with a little whine. “i can’t help it.”
he nods, hand rubbing up your torso to console you. “ it’s okay to be shy, baby. it’s not okay for me to be mean.” jj mimics your pouty lip.
you sigh and smile, running your fingers down his neck. “i like it when you’re mean.”
he immediately pushes himself up so he’s over you, and grin. “really?”
“i’m serious!” you counter, but you don’t stop the way his knee starts to slide between your legs. “i like your jokes, and i like you making fun of me.”
jj pauses. “you’re serious?”
“yeah! i’m sorry, i thought i hated when you’d do that kind of stuff, but you’ve been so boring without it.”
“me, boring? i’m not boring.” to prove his point, you guess, he starts peppering kisses all over your neck. 
“you were boring!” you laugh. “Like, it wasn’t you. i like when you’re a tease.”
“i miss being a tease,” he groans. “i miss you getting all flustered and i really miss coming and finding you when you hide in bathrooms.”
that part does confuse you. “huh?”
“cause,” he kisses you in between the phrases, “you’d be so angry and pretty, and then we’d get to makeout in the bathroom. that’s my favorite part.”
“that’s my favorite part too,” you laugh.
later, when you’ve melted into each other and you’re sitting in the pretty quiet, you both come up with a new year’s resolution: always do the embarrassing things, and worry about the embarrassment later. 
your fun little polaroid no longer sits in a drawer alone, but in fact on your bulletin board, with a bunch of other pictures just as flirty, just as teasing, and just as sweet.
as always, likes, reblogs, and comments are greatly appreciated!!
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thatmrmiller · 1 year
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Every Man Gets his Wish
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Warnings: 18+ smut, significant age gap, virgin!reader, kinda purity/corruption kink, problematic conversations around the hetero-normative concept of virginity, unprotected sex, power imbalance, cheating, blackmail/ coercion, noncon, forced breeding. Dead Dove, very creepy content, overall discretion advised.
WC: 3.1k
A/N: credit to @serenaxpedro for the prompt, what an idea... Title is from the unreleased Lana song!
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Sarah Miller was your college roommate. You became friends quickly, she was bubbly and personable and you felt as though you had known her for years.
Soon it turned into something else, you weren't sure you were necessarily official, but you fooled around together and dated. Then, one weekend, she invited you to go home with her.
So there you were, in her childhood bedroom. Her dad was out and you were both hanging out the window, sharing a joint. She was giggly at the best of times but combined with the weed, she was downright ridiculous.
"Shhh!" You urged. "What if he comes home?"
"You think he didn't smoke weed in his twenties?" She laughs.
"That's different, you- We-" She pulls a silly expression, waiting for you to go on, but you burst out into laughter before you can finish your thought.
After the joint is finished you lay in bed together, her on her back with her head on the pillow and you on your stomach next to her, kicking your legs up in the air behind you.
You point out a poster on the wall "Who the hell is that?" You ask.
She laughs and gets out her phone. "A band I was obsessed with when I was younger. Listen."
She plays a terrible song, an angsty boyband and you laugh along with her.
You hadn't even heard her dad's truck pull up or him enter the house.
"I had such a crush on him." She admits, showing you a photo of one of the band members.
"Gross." You say.
"I thought you liked guys too?" She responds.
"I do, I guess, but I'm picky."
"What do you mean by picky?"
"Well... I've slept with probablyyyy..." You drag out the word. "I don't know. A few girls at least. But never a guy."
She laughs. "So you're a virgin?"
You throw a pillow at her softly. "I'm not a-" You laugh too. "I'm not a virgin. There's nothing that says you must sleep with a dude to lose your virginity."
She hums, unconvinced.
Neither of you are aware that her dad is standing right outside the bedroom door. He hadn't even meant to snoop, he was just going to knock and tell you he was home. But he was interested in the conversation and listened in.
"I just have never met a guy I was remotely interested in sleeping with. They're so. Bleh." You pull a face as you make the mocking sound and she laughs.
"Well you're in college now so I'm sure that will change."
"College boys are no better than high school boys. They all suck." You giggle.
"I'm hungry." She announces, and jumps off the bed.
Just then, a knock sounds on the bedroom door.
"Can I come in?" A gruff voice sounds.
Your eyes widen in panic, worried he will come in, smell the weed, and lose his shit. You know your own dad would. Sarah sees your nerves and rolls her eyes at you.
"What is it?" She responds.
The door opens and you see Sarah's dad for the first time. He is tall and broad, visibly muscular under his tight dark tshirt. You look away, worried you were staring. But then again, you're high, and paranoid, and you probably weren't.
"Just came in to say I'm home. You girls need anything?" He asks.
"Food." Sarah says quickly. Too quickly. You shoot her a look.
He just laughs, muttering "I wonder why." Then he continues, "Well I went to the store today. There's chips, and, other stuff, I think."
She is already pushing past him.
He watches her go and then his gaze turns to you. He is smirking. He must be able to tell you are squirming with anxiety.
"I don't care about the weed." He says.
Your eyes are still wide in panic. You don't know what to respond.
He walks further into the room, still watching you.
"So..." He says. "You're Sarah's... Girlfriend?"
You feel your cheeks burn with embarrassment.
"Shouldn't you ask her that?" You say. Admittedly, it maybe comes out ruder than you intended.
He laughs and whistles. "Alright. Feisty. I see why she likes you."
You don't respond. You continue to stare at him. You don’t know what he wants from you, and the whole ‘Cool Dad’ thing isn’t particularly impressive to you.
He licks his lips. “Anyway, from what I hear, sounds like you’re a good girl. So I don’t mind.”
You wonder what he means by that and realise he must have heard the conversation that you were having just before he came in. If it was possible, you feel yourself blushing harder.
His gaze is practically painful, you feel so embarrassed. The look on his face tells you that he knows this, and something else behind his eyes tells you he might even be enjoying it.
“I liked what I heard.” He says. You can see his gaze wandering all over you, you are only wearing a vest and shorts. “Always better to skip messing around with boys and wait for a man.”
You don’t meet his eye.
Sarah’s footsteps approach and he goes to leave the room, shooting you a wink.
She enters with her arms ladened with chips, soda, and candy.
You laugh at the sight of her. She closes the door behind herself with her foot.
“What did he want?” She asks, dropping her stash on the bed.
“Oh umm…” You try and think of what to say. “Just asking how school’s going.”
She laughs. “Surprising. He doesn’t take an interest in my degree.”
You just smile back and shrug. You feel bad about lying but you don’t know how to explain that you think her dad might have been creeping on you.
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You lay in bed together, eating snacks and playing on your phones.
After a while, you’re thirsty. “I need water.” You say.
“Go help yourself.” She says, smiling.
“What if your dad’s downstairs?” You ask.
“It doesn’t matter.” She responds.
“But-”
“Don’t be a baby.” She taunts. “You can go to the kitchen without me holding your hand.”
You hit her playfully. She knows you’re not even shy so you don’t have a good excuse as to why you don’t want to go down alone.
You groan loudly and stand up.
“Can I at least get a sweater? I feel naked.”
She gestures to one strewn over her chair.
“Thanks.” You say. You put it on and it drowns you, covering your shorts.
You tiptoe down to the first floor quietly, not wanting your movements around the house to be easily noticeable.
You hear the television on as you get to the bottom of the stairs and realise he is in the living room, you would have to walk directly past him to get to the kitchen.
You flash him a smile as you pass, and he stares at you. You turn round when you enter the kitchen and he’s still staring, his eyes glued to your ass. He doesn’t even try to be subtle. Gross.
You find the cupboard that contains the glasses and run the tap. You jump as you turn round and find he is standing there, only the kitchen island separating you.
“Cute sweater.” He says, pointing at your chest.
“Umm…” You look down. It has the name of a baseball team on it. “It’s Sarah’s.”
“Actually, it’s mine.” He corrects.
“Oh. Sorry. She gave it to me.”
“Nothing to be sorry about, darlin’. Looks good. Keep it.” He says, nodding.
You don’t argue, but it’s not like you are actually going to keep it. You’ll just take it right back off and give it to Sarah. You only put it on so you didn’t attract his attention. It unfortunately had the opposite effect.
You have dealt with creepy guys before, but you have never been in their house. It is so much more intimidating. The fact he was attractive made it harder too, drawing you to him despite the obvious danger he posed.
You offer him a stiff smile and go to make your way round the kitchen counter and past him. He sidesteps and blocks your path.
An awkward laugh escapes you, and you look up at him.
He watches you, smiling. The tension is getting to you. He doesn’t make any move out of your way.
“What do you want from me?” You whisper.
“What? Nothing, sweetheart.” He says, frowning in confusion.
For a moment, you thought he was being genuine and you think you might have been reading this all wrong. Guilt twinges at you and you consider the situation. Maybe he was just lonely and awkward. Maybe Sarah didn’t have people round often and he was genuinely trying to be welcoming in his own way.
But he still doesn’t move.
“Excuse me.” You whisper.
He reaches a hand out to touch your face. You recoil but he pursues you, taking another step closer.
He runs his thumb across your lips.
“Funny. What you said earlier about being a virgin. It’s so obvious to me now.” He says.
You freeze in place, feeling your face heating in shock and embarrassment.
“There’s this… Look in your eyes. And how shy and embarrassed you get, how much you blush.” He says softly. One of his hands is gently stroking at your face, his thumb still tracing your bottom lip.
You try not to meet his eye, desperately looking for something else to focus on.
“Maybe you could use a lesson.” He muses.
“Mr Miller I-”
He finally steps away. “Hey, no pressure. I’m just kidding.”
Then, as you walked away, he slapped your ass.
You curse yourself for moments ago considering giving him the benefit of the doubt. He knew exactly what he was doing.
You couldn’t turn to face him so you scurried back up the stairs. You heard him chuckle behind you and your skin crawled. What was this guy’s problem?
You slammed the door behind you after hurrying into Sarah’s room.
“Woah.” She says, looking up to take in your expression. “What’s wrong?”
She reaches out to you and you climb onto the bed beside her.
You try to smile but it’s stiff and you feel closer to tears than anything.
“I don’t know. Bad weed I think. I feel so weird.”
You couldn’t tell her what was going on with Mr Miller. You barely understood yourself, never mind trying to explain it.
“Come here, chicken.” She says, reaching out and pulling you into her chest. You laughed a little at the nickname you had for each other.
Her sweet scent and warmth lulls you to sleep.
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You wake up in the early hours of the morning needing to use the bathroom.
You pad barefoot across the hall and into the main bathroom. As you wash your hands, there is a soft knock at the door. You are still dazed from sleep and you open it.
You are instantly pushed backwards and the door closes again. Mr Miller.
He presses you into the counter immediately. He seems to have been drinking the whole time you have been asleep, his eyes a little glazed over and his movements slightly off balance.
“How you doin’?” He slurs.
“I’m fine, please-” He grinds into you, you are pinned against the counter and both his arms are either side of you, caging you in.
“Please, don’t do this.” You plead.
“What?” He says. “What don’t you want me to do?”
“I don’t know- just, any of this, please. I didn’t ask for any of this.”
“I think you did ask for it, baby. Think you’ve been asking for it all night. You came into my house, you bragged about never having been fucked before, and you expect me not to take that as a challenge? Paraded around in my clothes in front of me, with your ass out like a whore? Huh? That’s not asking for it?”
You feel tears forming in your eyes. “Bragging? No, honestly, that was a private conversation. One that you were not supposed to be involved in.”
“This is my house. Nothing that happens under my roof is private from me. Don’t be disrespectful.” He spits.
Your fear and discomfort turns into frustration. “Is this what you do? Force yourself on all of Sarah’s guests? I should go tell her.”
You try to push past him but he grabs both of your wrists and pushes his groin harder against you. You can practically taste the alcohol on his breath because of how close he is to you.
“Maybe I’ll go tell her you tried it on with me. She’ll be heartbroken, doll. You’re a real catch.”
You glare at him. This is fully-fledged blackmail.
“And then what ya’ gonna do?” He continues. “College is a long way off. So is home. It’s the middle of the night.”
You swallow your retort, realising he is right. You are technically stuck here, at least until the morning. You try a different tactic, sighing deeply.
“Listen, Mr. Miller, I’m really sorry for all this. I think we got off on the wrong foot. I, I don't want this. Can we just agree to forget all this, please? For Sarah?”
His eyes flash with something violent.
“Don’t bring her into this.”
“Please Mr-”
“Don’t call me that.” He snaps.
“Why?” You say sweetly.
He grabs your hand and forces it against the hard bulge in his jeans. “Because you’re turning me on.”
You could always yell out to Sarah.
As if reading your mind, he brings a hand to your mouth and presses down, covering it. His other hand works it’s way into your shorts. You squirm and try to kick at him but he’s strong and holds you in place.
“No one’s had you before?” He says. “Really?”
He isn’t looking for an answer, as he doesn’t take his hand away that is gripping your mouth.
“I haven’t fucked a virgin in years.” He says.
Your skin crawls at the thought as he continues to rub the outside of your underwear. You are doing all you can to avert your gaze and avoid his eyes, not wanting to see the sick look of pleasure he is bound to have behind them.
His fingers are rubbing through your folds, it is unpleasant, you aren’t getting wet because you are so uncomfortable. He takes his hand out and spits on it before forcing it back into your underwear, roughly inserting two fingers inside you.
He groans as he pushes them inside of you, you continue to whimper against the hand he has pressed to your mouth. He curls his fingers deep inside you and the stretch is painful.
He flashes you a dangerous look and hisses "Don't make a sound."
He removes the hand covering your mouth and you are intimidated into doing as he says, keeping quiet.
With both hands he tears off your shorts and underwear, and spins you round so your ass faces him and you are looking in the mirror.
You close your eyes, not wanting to see him or yourself as the situation unfolds. You feel him unzipping his jeans behind you and the heavy weight of his erect cock hits your ass. You feel him stroke himself a few times before gripping your thighs and spreading them apart, lifting one of your knees up to the counter and shifting himself to enter inside of you.
"Please don't-" You whimper, your voice weak and quiet.
He hisses at you to be quiet again.
He rubs his cock through your folds a couple of times before bringing it to your entrance. You gasp as he pushes it into you mercilessly, you are tight and unprepared. He stuffs himself inside you all the way to the hilt and tears threaten to spill from your eyes.
He immediately sets an aggressive pace, not a care for your discomfort as you squirm under him. His hands grip you roughly, holding you as still as possible to allow him to have his way with you.
After a while, you get used to the feeling and grow numb to the pain of his huge cock piercing into you. He breathes heavily in your ear and you cringe at the intimate sounds, trying your best to shut out all of the sensations, trying not to feel, not to hear, not to watch as he does this.
“Look at yourself, fuckin’ slut.” He says. He pulls your hair so as to lift your head up, forcing you face to face with yourself in the mirror. “Every girl’s good till she takes the right cock. Then look. Turns you all into filthy fuckin’ whores.”
Your expressions are pornographic. Your brows are pulled together and your eyes are practically glazed over. You look cock drunk and ridiculous. You barely have it in you to be ashamed of yourself, as you are starting to enjoy what he is doing to you.
“You’re gonna think of me every time you take another cock.” He hisses in your ear. “You’re never gonna have anyone again without wishing it was me fucking this tight little cunt.”
You don't respond, your eyes drifting closed. He grips your face roughly. "Keep them open. Watch yourself. You like it."
He shows no mercy with his rough thrusts, but his pace eventually begins to slow. "Gonna fill you with my cum. You want that?"
You look at him in panic and he seems to enjoy that, a twisted grin appearing on his face once again.
"P-Please, no-" You stutter. "Please don't-"
"Shut up and take it." He grunts, his thrusts somehow feeling deeper than ever as he ruts into you.
After a few moments he releases a strangled groan and stills inside you. You feel his hot release leaking into you and you let out a sob. He watches you in glee as he pulls out and your legs shake, struggling to steady yourself against the counter.
He tucks his cock into his jeans and you keep your eyes pressed shut, you can't look at him.
“You’re welcome back any time, honey.” He says.
He exits the bathroom and you are left to deal with your girlfriend’s dad’s cum dripping down your inner thighs.
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ThatMrMiller Masterlist
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I know people are already discrediting Sarah's instagram post today, which is perfectly fine. Of course an author should be able to post about a new album they are enjoying and have that be it. And people are welcome to interpret this however they wish. Confirmation bias is a real thing, and none of us are above it.
For example, I myself am a writer. I spend a lot of time curating playlists that remind me of my characters and help me get in their headspace. I truly believe a lot of writers connect deeply to music and lyrics and poetry that hit deep on themes they explore. So this confirms my bias that Sarah is extremely excited about an amazing song that just dropped by a massive artist that reminds her of her work. That is truly one of the best feelings in the world.
Ana Huang curates playlists for every single one of her couples and books. She both posts them on her website and at the beginning of her books:
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These photos were pulled directly from my kindle from her website.
Sarah does have a book announcement coming soon. One of the biggest stars in the world and one of her favorite artists released a song that has an uncanny amount of similar themes to a couple that every major news outlet covering the topic in the past months have suggested is "suspected or likely to be next" and Sarah was genuinely so excited about that song (out of 31 tracks) and said "Thank you for this GIFT."
Just a few weeks ago SJM made a big post about Spring. It was full of flowers, blushes and pinks, and BAKING! All of those things scream Elain, however there was a huge surge of "Sarah is so intentional, she does everything for a reason. There is no way this isn't confirming Lucien or Tamlin endgame." Those same people are now saying that this very pointed instagram post is meaningless and let the woman just post fun stuff that she likes. Sarah also loves flowers and baking in her real life, so that also *could* have just been things Sarah loves and just general ACOTAR buzz since there are new readers every day and the series starts in the Spring Court.
Another important major thing to note is that Sarah frequently states she does not have social media on her phone, she stays out of theory spaces, and she likely does not run her own socials. Most, if not all of her posts are directly related to her books and generating buzz. Her last feed post was about writing the ACOTAR book, and now a song came out that is potentially a perfect fit. This all falls within marketing and generating buzz and conversation. Sarah likely didn't just download instagram to her personal phone, which she avoids like the plague, just to post this one song and then delete it again. It is more likely it fits in with marketing themes.
The truth is, we, as the consumer, do not get to decide the intentions behind a public persona's social media behavior. But when it comes to Sarah's last two instagram stories, it's either both or neither. Either Sarah's flower and baking filled springtime post meant something AND this means something, or neither meant anything.
Sarah is aware everything she does gets dissected. I'm not making a definitive statement whether or not she leans into that, since she hasn't made an outright statement like the queen of easter eggs herself Taylor Swift has.
But there is only one character relevant to both of her instagram stories: Elain Archeron.
Flowers. Baking. Forbidden love.
We don't have to change up the rules or remove anything from the equation to show all signs point to Elain.
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thewritermj · 1 year
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Favors (2)
pre-outbreak!Joel Miller x fem! reader part 2 (part 1 here)
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summary: where you repay Joel for his favors. warnings: MDNI smut, drinking, petnames, oral (f receiving), unprotected p in v (please, use protection), slight daddy kink, a hint of daddy issues, and I think that's all a/n: english is not my first language, so go easy on me. it's my first time writing smut that's why it took so long for me to post it, sorry. hope you enjoy, I didn't, but who knows.
It was Friday night and Joel’s house was full of teenagers girls screaming and laughing in the living room with a bunch of snacks in front of them. A pack of magazines, make up, pink pillows and 2000’s movies were placed all over the place. The girls had put on some make up with lots of glitter to take photos. And Joel was having a hard time finding peace in the middle of it all. It was like he was caught in the middle of a war zone where the weapons were made of rainbows and unicorn and everything sounded like those fairy noises from Disney movies.
But Sarah had the brightest smiled on her face and she was almost out of breath with laughter, all the girly stuff was worth it.
Tommy had taken off to let the girls have some privacy, and he was on his way too, Sarah was big enough to prevent the house from getting on fire –or so he hoped-, and he wasn’t going far anyway, just the neighbour’s for some beer.
He was about to say goodbye when the doorbell rang. He frowned and walked over to see who it was. As he opened the door, he was met with a pair of big eyes staring at him.
“Hi” you said. “I just came by to give Sarah her-“ but you were interrupted by the girls hands pushing you inside.
“I didn’t know you’d come! Come meet everyone!” She hurried.
You smiled and greeted her friends, trying to process what all the seven girls were saying at once. Trying to catch your breath you seated on the couch and stared at Sarah wile she rambled some old histories about the time you were her babysitter. But all you could do was scan the house and mentally try to list everything that had changed since your last visit.
Like the new armchair, the matching curtains, the new TV, some more photos and little pieces of decoration. The kitchen had changed also, it used to have a door and now it was no longer separated from the living room. You liked, you could see the backyard from where you were sitting.
“Anyways…What are you doing here, y/n?” She widened her eye and glanced over to her dad who was watching the scene from the kitchen counter. “Are you and my dad going out?”
“W-what? No…I am…I just came by to give you this, Little S.” you explained in a blush, the girls giggling in front of you “Happy birthday.”
You handed her the blue box from inside your purse. Sarah sat next to you and almost ripped it out to get her to her present.
“Wow…” She said lifting the golden chain with an S attached to it. “It’s beautiful! Thank you, thank you, thank you!” and then she buried herself in your arms in a warm hug, you giggled and hugged her back.
She showed the chain to her friends and you took this as an opportunity to slip out of the circle and came to meet Joel in the kitchen.
“Hey” you said with a smile “Seems like your handling them just fine”
“Yeah” he chuckled “Unless you want your old job back, I don’t mind letting those little glitter bombs under your watch.”
You laughed “Gonna charge you more than just ten dollars an hour then.” You both laughed.
“Thanks for being so attentive over Sarah.” He said in a more serious tone, “She really looks up to you.”
You glanced back to where the girls were chatting in whispers.
“She means a lot to me.” You said “And I really miss seeing her every weekend.” You added.
“ Like I said, fell free to have your old job back.” I miss having you around. He almost added.
You laughed.
“So…where’s Tommy? Did the girls scared him away?”
“No, actually, Sarah wanted the house just for herself and her friends tonight. So Tommy headed off already, I was just leaving too.”
Your smiled faded for a second.
“Oh, I’m sorry if I’m holding you here, I have to go too, it’s getting pretty late”
“I can give you a ride, if you want”. He didn’t know why he said that, he wasn’t going to take the car out, but there was a strange need inside of him to just be useful to you, to being able to provide something, to take care of you.
You were about to answer him when a glimpse of the girls catch your eyes and you turned to see what they were doing. The bunch of girls were all cramped in the sofa, watching you and Joel closely with a big smile on their faces and giggling sounds.
Oh. My. God.
You knew exactly what they were doing. You used to do the same thing with your friends, it was what you called “Lover’s Spy”. Where you’d watch a couple chatting or kissing as if it was a real life romance movie. You did it to your parents, to your friend’s older brother and his girlfriend, and now, Sarah and her friends were doing it to Joel and you.
You must be so red, because you can actually feel the blood rising to your cheeks and you refused to look back at Joel.
“It’s fine…Uhm. I can walk.”
You gather your purse from the sofa and Sarah held you wrist.
“No. Dad can drive you! It’s dangerous at night” She said.
“It’s eight o’clock, Sarah.” You chuckled. “I’ll be fine”
You kissed her cheek and said goodbye to her friends, but before you could move another inch closer to the door, you heard Joel’s picking up his wallet and the car keys.
“Hold on, sweets, I’ll drive you. Was going to take the car anyway. Sarah,” he turned to her with both hands on his hips, a typically dad pose. “lock the door, don’t let anyone in or out. Watch for the pizza, the money is on the counter. If anything happens you call me or Tommy. I’ll be back whitin’ a few hours.” She nodded. “You guys have fun, good night”
“Good night, dad!”
“Good night, Mr. Miller!” The girls said all together.
You smiled and waved at them, following Joel outside his house.
He opened the front door for you to get in, entering the car soon after.
“So, your place?”
“Yeah. I was at my dad’s.” You said adjusting your seatbelt. “So, where are you going to do while the glitter bombs destroy your house?”
He laughed pulling out to the road.
“I was gonna meet Tommy and a friend for some beers. What about you? Nothing better to do on a Friday night then crash at a teenagers sleepover?”
You shake your head.
“Nope. I’ve been so tired I can’t even think about going our right now.”
Joel chuckled. “Wait to see how’s that on my age.” He let it slip, regretting it right after. In case you haven’t notice the age gap between the two of you.
The car went silent for a moment before you opened your mouth.
“You’re not that old” She said quietly. “Like, you’re not old enough to be my dad”.
What the fuck did you just said?! Why were you trying to justify the age gap and why, why the fuck did you have to use that example? You wanted to open the door and throw yourself on the road.
Joel hummed as he stopped at a red light. He was about to say something, but your phone started to ring –thanks, god-. But you cringed at the person that was calling you.
“Hey, dad” You said awkwardly and Joel turned to you with a weird expression. “Yeah, I’m going home right now.” He asked if you had called a taxi. “No. Joel’s driving me” “Who?” “Joel Miller…Sarah’s dad.” “Oh of course, say hi to him” “He said hi” you repeated and Joel smiled a little. “I’m gonna hang up, dad. Love you” “Love you too, honey”
“How’s your old man, doing?”
“He’s good.” You answered quickly, wanting to move on from the “father” topic.
The silence danced around the two of you in such a comic way. You were playing nervously with the hem of your black skirt, trying to remember if your apartment always were this far.
Joel kept his eyes on you through the mirror, trying to figure out why you seemed so nervous. He felt that weird sensation to your words and the awkward feeling it left in the car, put he wanted to put all that behind because sooner than he expected you’d be home and would say goodbye. And he wanted to cling to that warm feeling that spread across his chest every time you’d smile at him.
Joel took a moment to realize that you were cold. You were bracing yourself with the bare skin of your arms and your bare legs were shaking slightly.
“You want me to turn down the air?” He asked.
“No…Well, yes” You said shyly.
“No problem, sweets” He said turning it off for you.
Your top did nothing to cover you from the cold, and neither did your leather skirt. You could lie and say you picked it up for no exact reason, but the truth was that you picked that outfit for Joel. The white top crop accentuated your cleavage and gave him a pretty good view of your breast –not that he did look, always a gentleman- and the leather skirt was short, exposing more of the flesh of your thighs and made them look prettier. You felt hot in that outfit, and you knew you’d see Joel tonight. So, two plus two equals four.
“Okay, so you’re just gonna be all by yourself tonight?” Joel asked after a while.
“Yeah. Kinda used to it now” You watched as he parked in front of your place. “Unless…”
You didn’t finished it. Just tug off your seatbelt.
“What?”
“I was just wondering if you didn’t want to come in, but, Tommy and your friend are waiting for you. I just thought it would be nice having someone to talk to.” You paused, waiting for Joel to say something. “I enjoy talking to you.” You added.
“I enjoy talking to you too, pretty thing” He responded. “Guess I can stay for a while, they won’t mind.”
You cracked a smiled and both of you got out of the car, going upstairs to your apartment.
You opened the door for Joel for the second time that week and he took his shoes off going to seat in the couch while you turned on the dim lights.
“I don’t have beers but…I think I have a bottle of wine.” You said with a smirk.
Joel lifted his eyebrow in a suggestive way and nodded.
“Which one?”
“The cheapest one” You joked going to the kitchen.
You closed the door behind you to hid from him. You were about to drink wine with the most attractive man you’ve ever met. It felt like a dream, you had to shook yourself out of it to go look for the bottle and the glasses.
Before going out, you took a deep breath and tried to control all of your insecurities and thoughts.
You went back to the living room to find Joel sitting comfortably in you couth. Back relaxed against the cushions, left foot hanging loosely over the right knee and a soft smirk.
“Want me to open it?”
“Yeah” you admitted in a chuckle.
You handed him the bottle and the opener and in a blink of an eye, your glass was full with the red drink. You gave his glass a little toast before sipping yours and you settled by his side.
After a while and a few glasses, you were kinda tipsy and you head had a funny ache, but you didn’t mind as long as Joel kept talking.
“Consider this a ‘thank you’ for all your help, ‘round here.” You said smiling and Joel shook his head.
“No need to thank me, sweets.”
You both had talked for hours. About work, people, politics, everything. He was such an easy person to talk to, he could express himself just right, joking when he felt like it, using his hands to articulate his thoughts and the voice, that damn low voice he was using to talk to you, as if it was a secret no one could listen to. You were sure he was doing it on purpose, he had to be. There’s no way he didn’t know about the effect his voice had on you.
Or maybe, maybe, he was just as tipsy as you were. Joel was the one filling the glasses once they were empty and he was so careful to never leave it empty he might be getting a little bit drunk. Not with the wine, but with the way your eyes danced around his face and how you were paying full attention to what he was saying, the red in your cheeks he didn’t know if came from the drink or the hot temperature of the night. He could never grow tired of hearing your sweet voice talk about something he wouldn’t remember the next morning, but the sound of your voice was ethereal, it could drive him insane with just the thought of how you’d sound moaning for him.
“Oh…” You pouted. “The second bottle’s empty”
“Do you have another one?” He asked.
“Uhum, I’ll be back in a minute.” You said getting up.
Joel watched at the sight of your frame walking away from him, your hips swaying into the kitchen and he sighed.
You came back to find Joel in a different position. He had an arm resting along the arm of the sofa, almost inviting you into his side, closer. His legs were parted, showing off his thick thighs and he looked so godamn good like that, his lap looked so comfortable. The only place you’d like to sit.
And yet, you sat back in the couch, with both of your legs beneath you, so you were completely turned to Joel, his hand ghosting your shoulder as you shifted closer to his body.
“There we go” You said filling both glasses.
“Thanks, pretty thing”
You couldn’t help the giggle that escaped your lips. Joe smirked wickedly.
“Do you like that?”
“Yeah”
He nodded and took a sip of his wine. You rested your head on his strong biceps and sighed.
“So, tell me. How come there was never a Mrs. Miller?” You asked. “There must be a lot of women waiting on that line”
“I guess, yeah, back in the day there could be but, after Sarah…Everything just seemed least important, you know?”
You smiled softly at his confession. Joel really was a hell of a good father, and you were sure he would never choose some lame ass women to be Sarah’s new mom or something, you just wish your dad would have had the same ideal after the divorce.
“That’s sweet.” You said softly, still resting against his arm.
“But what about you, uh? I bet there’s a lot of guys giving your old man a headache.” He smirked.
You bit your lip shaking your head.
“No, not really. I don’t think I ever found the right guy. Or a guy that could give me what I want, anyways. It seems I have this thing about always going for the idiots.” You said in a chuckled.
For a second, the memories of your ex boyfriend filled your mind and all you could think about was all the bad things he had done. The lies, the fights, the cheating, the break ups, the ‘I swear I’m gonna change’ promises, all of that.
“And what are you looking for, pretty thing?” Joel asked, brining you back from the dark memories.
“Someone to take care of me.”
You didn’t know if it was the wine, or the fact that you could feel like telling Joel everything, the urge to open yourself to him. You had no idea why you had been so sincere about it.
Joel let the hand on your shoulder fall to your waist, holding you a little closer and you felt the heat run across your chest and face, looking at him with a puzzled face and big eyes. His free hand rest the glass in the wooden table and came to run his thumb through your cheek in such a sweet way that had you melting at his touch.
“Joel…” You said breathless.
“Yes, pretty thing?”
“What are you doing?”
He smirked.
“I knew I was bad at flirting with you, but I didn’t know it was that bad.” He chuckled.
“You…What?!”
Him…What?
He was flirting with you?
Joel Miller was flirting with you?
Did he find you attractive? Pretty? Interesting?         
Was this a dream? If it was, you’d prey you’d never wake up.
“I was flirting with you, y/n. Maybe I should’ve just being more open about it”
“But…I thought…” You were having a hard time focusing with his face so close to yours and…when did you get so close? “Fixing my things and going to the my shop once a week was you flirting?” You laughed a little.
He didn’t find it funny you calling out on his tactics, he just play along whit it.
“It worked, didn’t it?”
“ Yeah, I guess it worked, pops”
“Pops? Thought I wasn’t old enough to be your dad.” He strengthen the grip in your waist.
You bate your eyelashes in an innocent way ant lifted a finger to run a vein upon his bicep.
“Dad? No. Daddy, in the other hand…” You said normally.
His jaw clenched and he readjusted himself on his seat.
“What did you just said, pretty girl?”
You giggled leaning into his ear to whisper “Daddy”.
“Fuck, baby, come closer.”
And the next thing you remember it’s Joel’s strong hands coming to pull you onto his lap, with your legs on each side of his sides, and you finally sited in the most comfortable place in your whole house.
“Hi.” You said giggling.
He shook his head with an amused grin and then his lips were crashing into yours with an insatiable hunger. Joel kissed like it was the end of the world, like anything else didn’t mattered, but your lips, his hands were everywhere. At you waist, pulling you closer, at your neck, hair, tights, every little inch he could reach. He licked slightly your bottom lip and immediately you opened yourself for him leaning in closer to run a hand along his broad shoulders, pulling him impossibly closer, pressing your chests together.
But eventually, both of you had to gasp for air. And you were sure Joel was about to say something, but as soon as his mouth left yours, you pulled him by his collar back to your grip.
You wanted more.
 You let out a moan at the smirk he gave you. You wanted to feel every little movement of Joel’s tongue around yours, every breath he let into your face, every surface of your skin his hands would palm. Brining your own hands to his hair, you massage his scalp and tugged on his black locks, earning a low groan that didn’t nothing to help the slick that were gathering inside your panties.
“Why so desperate, baby? I’m right here.” Joel said when you broke the kiss.
He tugged some locks of your hair behind your ear and ran a finger across you cheek.
“So pretty” He hummed.
“Joel…” You mewled, “I need you.”
“I know, baby. I’m gonna take care of you, I promise.” He said in a smirk. “I need you too.”
And with that, Joel guided your hips so the rolled over his growing erection and you closed your eyes at the felling of his cock against you heat.
“I wanted you for so long, y/n.”
“You could had just asked, you know.” You said.
“I didn’t wanted to be a creepy old man.” He said in a chuckle.
You leaned in to press a kiss to his cheek and Joel’s heart flipped inside.
“You’re not, Joel. You’re the most respectful guy I’ve ever met. I put on a sexy top for you and you didn’t stare at my boobs for once in the entire night!”
He looked down to where your chest were moving up and down with your heavy breathing.
“I’m looking now.” He said lifting a hand to grope your right tit. “Nice tits, baby.”
You laughed and pressed a kiss to his lips again, as you rocked your hips against his, trying to find relief in the friction it brought to your core.
Before you cold register, Joel was carrying you around your house, your legs wrapped around his waist as his strong arms secured you to his body. He found the door to your room very quickly, swinging it open with a foot and closing it right behind the both of you.
He sat on your bed with you on his lap as he kissed his way along your jaw, founding that one spot under your ear that had you arching your back into him.
You felt like you were on fire. All your brain could think about was Joel, was how good he was making you feel even without landing a finger to your heat. He was burning you alive and you’d die a happy woman in his hold.
You whined at Joel’s hands coming under your top, leaving a hot trail on it’s awaken. He tugged the soft material and you nodded. Joel lifted the top above your head to find out that you weren’t using a bra.
“Fucking hell…” He whispered, lowering himself to press a wet kiss between your breasts. “You’re such a pretty little girl, baby.”
You moaned at the touch of Joel lips on you nipple. He smirked against your skin as he licked, sucked, bit, marked one of your tits, while his hand came to play with the other nipple, swiping it between his skilful fingers. You turned into a whimpering mess as his mouth abused your breasts and you tugged at his hair to prevent him from choking between the valley of your breasts when he buried his face in it.
“You’re wearing too much, daddy.” You complained.
He smiled devilish while looking up to you before taking of his shirt and throwing it somewhere in the bedroom floor. You smiled happy and pushed himself away from your skin to wonder around his torso, circling his abdomen with your nails and going to ran along his spine.
You bit your bottom lip and stared depply into his eyes in a silent request.
“Beg for it.”
“Please.” You said with a half smirk.
“You can do better than that, can’t you, baby? Come on, beg for daddy”
You left out a whimper at the sound of the name coming out of his mouth like that.
“Please, Joel, please. I need you so bad, need you inside me. Please, fuck me, Joel.” You said breathless.
He smirked and in one single motion, had you lying in your back for him, your legs swinging in the edge of the bed.
“Damn it, sweets, begs for it so easy.” He said slipping you skirt out of your body, leaving you in your pair of pink-laced panties. “Look at you” he cooed.
You felt your cheeks burn in embarrassment and a certain urge to hide suddenly tool over and you tried to close your legs, but Joel stopped you, holding your knees.
“Don’t hide away from me now, baby. Isn’t this what you wanted?” He asked concern in his voice and he let your knees go.
“Yes! It’s just what I wanted, Joel…I guess I felt a little shy”
“Shy? About what?” He leaned in to press a kiss to your lips, “You’re so goddamn pretty.” He said against your lips before cup your clothed pussy.
You whines and opened your leg for him once again, Joel smirk before lowering himself to level to the middle of your tights, staring at the wet patch that was showing in your –no ruined- panties. Joel pulled the last piece of cloth out of your body. You could deny and say you did not see him putting the pink pantie in his pant’s pocket, but you had to let go a giggle.
Joel moaned at the sigh of your wet cunt, he hummed and ran a finger in your slick.
“All that for me?” You nodded.
He smirked before licking a stripe of your slick and you let out a strangled moan.
“I know you’d be sweet, baby.” He said before diving in.
Joel’s hungry mouth devoured your pussy. He licked and sucked at your clit in a rough and skilled way, making your hips buckle against his face and your eyes to shut close.
You were a moaning mess, whining and calling his name over and over. Your hands were gripping the sheets with all the strength you had. Joel’s tongue was flickering into your folds, your wetness was pooling in his chin…and the roughness of his beard against your skin was driving you feral. Every muscle of your legs were screaming for you to close them, to keep Joel between then forever –and he might stay, if you let him.
You squirm when one of Joel’s fingers traced it way down your tights to your entrance. He looked up at you through lustful eyes before filling you in. You arched your back in the mattress, pushing yourself into his head and hand.
Joel groaned.
“Fuck, babe, you’re tight even for a finger…How do you plan on taking my cock, uh?” He said curling his finger inside you.
“Oh, Joel!” You almost screamed.
Joel chuckled and continued to fuck you with his finger, his tongue making perfect eights on your clit. The pressure in your stomach started to build, the familiar tickle inside your core.
Slowly, Joel added a second finger, laying still for a moment when you hissed, and then he stared to mimic a scissor inside your cunt, making you see stars. Of course, you had guys fingering you before, but none of them did it like Joel. He was touching you as if he had done that for ages, as if he already knew all your spots and as if your body was his own.
You were, right. Joel’s hands were as capable at sex as they were at work.
Joel Miller was fucking you open, Preparing you to take his cock. It was too good to be true, it had to be a dream.
With every move of his fingers, the pressure was amplified, his glorious mouth altering between sucking and licking at your clit.
You gasped for air and a strong grip landed in Joel’s hair as you came, trembling, shaking for him in a loud moan.
Joel moaned at the feeling, trying to catch everything you could give him, collecting your juice in his mouth. Big hands came to caress your shaking legs in a comforting way, Joel rested his head on your tight, waiting for you to come down your high.
“Kiss me” You asked.
Joel came up from the middle of your legs and leaned in to your face. You cupped his jaw with your hands, admiring the way you were glistening on his tanned skin.
Before giving him your lips, you stuck your tongue out to lick a long stripe of the wetness from his cheek.
“Tastes good, doesn’t it?” He asked before giving you a hunger kiss.
When Joel shifted closer, you could feel his hard erection against your inner thighs and you mewled into his mouth.
“Joel…” You stared.
“Yeah, I know, sweets, I know” He responded with a smirk. “Do you have a condom?”
You groaned in frustration. “No…But I’m good if your are?”
Joel smirked and pressed a kiss to your lips.
He then got off of you. Pouting with the loss of proximity, you clench your legs together.
Joel took of his heavy pants too slowly for your licking, but to your surprise, he was bare beneath his jeans, a line of hair was leading to his painful hard cock, the pre-cum liking from the tip.
Your eyes flicked to his in a wicked way, but before you could say anything about him going commando, he was on top of you again.
“Wait” You said, putting a hand on his chest and pushing him slightly. “Let me look at you, daddy.”
Joel smirked. “You can look as long as you want to, pretty thing.”
Joel sat back on the bed and you ran your hands along his heavy chest. You admire his length. He was big, he probably knew it, but goddamn there was no way he would fit inside you. He was thick to, with bulging veins across him. It made your mouth water and you hooked your fingers around it, they barely held him whole. Joel gasped as you slowly jerked him off.
When you lowered yourself, Joel stopped you.
“If I have your mouth now, I’ll come down your throat, baby, and believe me”, he stared to push you onto the mattress again “I rather do that somewhere else. Maybe next time, what do you say, sweets?”
Next time.
Next time.
Next time.
You just nodded and let Joel manhandle you. He let you in the pillow and pressed a kiss to your lips before settling between your legs, opening them wide for him do fit better. Joel stopped for a moment to take the view in; you spread for him, just for him. He had dreamed of this, of how you’d look, but now, you looked like a Michelangelo panting. Red cheeks, thin layer of sweet, doe eyes and the dim light making you glow.
“Can I?” He asked holding his cock with one hand, adjusting to the front of your entrance.
“Yes. Please, Joel” You plead.
Joel pushed in just a bit, watching as you closed your eyes and tightened around his tip.
“It w-wont fit” You said in a soft gasp.
“We’ll make it fit. I’ll make you feel good, I promise.” He leaned in to press a kiss to your forehead. Joel stopped a moment to look at you, concerned that it was hurting you, that was the last thing he wanted to. “Do you wanna stop? We can stop”
He pulled out and you immediately missed him.
“No! No. I don’t want to stop, I just need to adjust…Put it back in, Joel, please” You hushed, grabbing his hand to interlock with yours as he started to push in again.
You closed your eyes shut as you feel the stretch of Joel’s cock inside your pussy. He moaned at the feeling of you wrapping around him so deliciously. However, he gathered everything in him to stay still until you tell him otherwise. Joel watched as you shivered under him and how tears stared to peek under your closed eyelashes, he presses soft kisses around your face and whispered sweet nothings in your ears.
You opened your eyes, feeling his length deep inside your womb. You were stuffed with him, being one. The pain slowly melted into pleasure and you couldn’t tell where you ended and where he begun. You tried to move your hips forward, you hissed but it felt so good, the tip of Joel’s manhood peaking at your sweet spot just a little.
Joel’s hot breath in your neck, and the tickling of his beard in your skin gave you a shiver and a wave of determination went pass your body.
Joel Miller was on top of you, what the fuck were you waiting for?
“Move.” You said.
Joel pulled halfway and slowly came back in, earning a moan from both of you.
“Fuck, baby, such a tight pussy.” Joel groaned as he picked up a slow and gentle pace.
You whimpered and squeezes the hand that was in yours, Joel squeezed back.
“Tell me how you want it, sweets” He demanded.
“Hard” You panted.
Joel smirked. A devilish grin in his features.
He let go of your hand to grip at your waist, pulling you impossibly closer, making you slam against his cock as he readjust himself on his knees.
Joel started thrusting into you in a brutal pace. His cock going in and out of you making you gasp for air. The room was filled with the sound of you. Skin on skin. The wetness of your core, your moans and whimpers, Joel’s heavy breathing and pants.
You carved your nails into his shoulder, knowing it’d leave a bruise, but you didn’t care, he didn’t seemed to care either. You were saying his name like a prayer, over and over again like you were thanking him, it rolled so easily off your tongue Joel didn’t want to hear it any other way.
He readjusted his angle, leaning in to try to find that one spot he knew would be your last straw. That one single spot that would have you never forgetting what he fells like. And he did, with so much ease. The tip of his length hit it hard and you left out a silent scream as your hands gripped his flesh.
“That’s it, isn’t it?” He asked rutting his hips harder. “I know it is, baby.” You nodded.
You rand your hands through his torso, feeling his hot skin and his muscles unearth your finger, you pushed him down so you could press a sloppy kiss to his lips, all teeth and tongue. Joel had you moaning inside his mouth as his skilled fingers danced around your clit, adding so much pleasure you felt like you could explode.
He smirked at your fucked up state as he sucked a bruise in between your breasts, knowing it would go for days until it disappeared, knowing you’d look at it and remember who gave it to you.
“Joel….F-fuck. I’m close” You panted, heart racing like a thousand horses.
“I know. This fuckin’ pussy’s clenching ‘round me so good.” He lifted a hand to caress your hair “You’re taking me so good, pretty thing. Such a good girl.”
The praise made your eyes roll back as your orgasm came crashing in a hard thrust of Joel’s cock. Your eyes closed ad you repeated his name “Joel, Joel, Joel…” Until it became a bumbling mess in your lips as he rode you through your high. He never left your heat for once, he kept whispering sweet nothing into your skin as you shake and squirm under his strong body.
“Fuck, baby, gonna cum. Where do you wan-“
“Inside” You said breathless.
Joel moaned your name, no “baby”, no “sweets”,  no “pretty thing”, your name as he came inside of you, painting your walls with his cum. Whitin’ a few low thrusts, he finally collapsed on top of you, resting his head between your breasts as both of your try to caught your breaths.
Your fingers interlaced his hair as you smoothed him.
You don’t really know how much time had passed as the both of you stayed in that position, in silence, with his soften cock inside your cunt, preventing you from leaking.
“You gonna stay there forever?” You asked in a giggle.
“It’s my new favourite place to be.” He said.
But he pulled out soon after, taking his time to watch as his cum ran out of your abused hole, wetting your sheets and the inside of your thighs. Joel looked up to find you already staring at him.
“Don’t give me those eyes, I just fucked you” He warned with a smirk.
You laughed and collect some of the white load in your fingers, bringing them towards your lips.
Joel stared as you licked and sucked them clean, tasting yours and his juices, his cock twitched in interest ad you let your fingers go with a ‘pop’ sound.
“You’re wicked” He said covering your body with his to pepper kisses in your face and you giggled.
You were about to switch position with him when a suddenly buzz came from the floor and Joel turned his head to look at it.
“Shit. ‘S my phone” He got out of bed to pick it from his trousers back pocket. “Hey, Tommy”
You sat on the bed to watch him. Joel listened to Tommy complaining about his lateness to get to theirs friends, he murmured some excuse and reached to pack his clothes from the floor.
“You still there?” You could hear Tommy saying a ‘yes’ in a tipsy voice “So…The girls are all alone until now?” “Yeah! I was waiting for you, thought you were…Wait, you’re not home right now?”
Joel stopped for a second before answering with a grin.
“No. I had to drive y/n home.” “Y/n? Are you…Are you with her right now?”  “Yeah”  “Oh. Do you want me to stop talking?”  “Hell, I do”  “Sorry. Tell her I said hi.”
Joel sighed. “Tommy says ‘hi’”. You smiled and laid back in the mattress, slowly opening your tights in a promiscuous way.  “Sorry, sweets, looks like I’ll have to get back home.”
“Now?”
“The girls are wall alone. I have to check on them”.
You pouted. Joel chuckled and started getting dresses. You watched as he slipped his jeans back on and tugged himself in, his arms flexed as he put on his shirt.
Suddenly you felt insecure. What if this was just it? Just one night stand and then you and Joel would never talk again, and you’ll feel uncomfortable in his presence? You’d have to stop seeing Sarah too. You couldn’t handle it. You didn’t want to be just another woman that had passed in Joel’s hands for a night of pleasure. Was it selfish of you to want more? Greedy? You had dreamed of it, of someone like Joel, someone who made you feel the exact same way he makes you feel. But you wouldn’t say anything, you didn’t want to pressure him, so you stayed quiet as Joel finished buckling his belt.
 You pushed the blanked to cover yourself and hide from Joel’s eyes, but he noticed.
“Hey, what is it?” He asked in a soft tone, sitting in the bed next to you.
“Nothing.” You lied. “I’m just tired.”
He didn’t seemed to buy it, but he nodded and placed his hand over your knee.
“I wish I could stay here with you” He said. “But I can’t leave them alone.”
“It’s okay, Joel, you don’t have to.”
“I wanted to, tough.” He sighed and leaned in.
Joel was coming to your lips, but at the last second, you turned your head and he kissed your cheek. He stared down at you for a moment.
“Y/n? Are you…Are we…Did I do something wrong?”
Joel tiled his head and gave you a puzzled look, trying to understand your twist on behaviour.
“No” You were perfect, Joel. It’s just, well, I…I wanted to see you again, you know. I don’t want you to avoid me as soon as you regret it.”
Before he could even say something, you spoke again.
“It’s okay that you don’t want to. I understand.”
“Who said I didn’t? And who said I regret it?”
Joel held your face in his hands.
“You better get ready, baby, I won’t be able to take my hand off of you for some good time yet”
You giggled.
“Is that so, old man?”
“I’ll show you who’s old” Joel said before taking you by your waist to put you on your feet in front of him. “Get dressed”
“Why?”
“I’m taking you home” He said handing you your top.
“I am home, Joel”
“My home” He explained. “Now, hurry up. I’m gonna call Sarah to make sure everything’s ok”
You smiled widely as you started to get dressed again.
Joel Miller was going to be the death of you.
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happykinzz · 4 months
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Brian Thomas x Tim Wright Headcanons
This was kinda written erratically cause I'm sleep deprived lol, enjoy!
-They first became friends when they were assigned as dormmates in College-
-They started talking and hanging out more ( kinda hard not to do when you live in the same place), and it didn't take long for Brian to realize that Tim had a lack of social experience-
-So he takes Tim everywhere, Aquariums, Zoos, Museums, restaurants, places Tim didn't go to often as a child-
-He doesn't judge Tim for not knowing social cues or how certain things work, even if Tim asks what would be an obvious question to most people, Brian will reply with that sweet smile and a helpful answer-
-Anyone who ostracizes Tim for how he act or behaves will most certainly be getting more than a mouthful from Brian-
-In return, Tim also teaches Brian many things, and sticks up for him when Brian won't stick up for himself-
-He introduces Brian to tacky horror flicks, and gets Brian interested in dark literature and woodworking, things Brian would come to like a lot!-
-If anyone is being a d!ck to Brian (*cough cough* Alex *cough cough*), Tim will not hesitate to let that person know how he feels and demand an apology from them-
-They both do lots of acts of service for each other, Tim makes lunches for Brian, and Brian always likes to do hard labor like mowing the lawn / fixing their car for Tim ( even though Tim can do it himself and always argues so)-
-Brian confessed to Tim at a Frat Party, while they were on the roof of the house, looking at constellations in the sky-
-While Tim has been pining for Brian for awhile, he felt reluctant at the start but pretty quickly opened up to the idea of dating Brian-
-They're both head over heels for each other-
-They date privately for at least a year though, cause y'know, it's Alabama-
-The first person they come out to is Jay-
-Then eventually Jessica, Amy, Alex, and Sarah, in that order-
-While on school vacation, they take trips together across the state-
-They always stop for roadside attractions, and take their time looking at everything they see, they're in no hurry-
-Brian takes a lot of photos of Tim, on his laptop he has a whole folder dedicated to photos of him-
-Whenever Brian takes Tim out on date, he is the sweetest gentleman ever-
-One time he even put his coat down over a puddle for Tim to step on-
-Tim got so flustered over it and could only mumble things like "you didn't have to do that" and "oh stawp it you"-
-You know they're gonna spoil each other on Christmas, Birthdays, and Valentines Day-
-The only difference is that Tim starts crying because he has never had anyone show him so much love and kindness before-
-This definately throws Brian off the first time it happens and he's so worried that Tim didn't like his gift and offers to get him something better and all that-
-They rent and watch movies a lot together, the people at the movie store know them as "the two guy friends that always come in and sometimes smack each other's ass"-
-Tim eventually opens up to Brian about his past and his condition, which further motivates Brian to do good in his Psychology class so that he can help Tim somehow ( don't forget he's a Psychology major girlies)-
-Tim likes the sound of Brian's heartbeat, whenever they cuddle Tim is always on Brian's chest-
-Brian doesn't mind because he loves being able to run his fingers though Tim's smooth hair and being able to kiss his temple-
-Tim is also very warm too, and Brian is cold all the time so needless to say they cuddle a lot-
-Brian's main way of showing affection is through physical contact, and Tim is suuupper touched starved so it's a match made in heaven-
-Tim thinks Brian is like the Sun, always bringing warmth and happiness with him wherever he goes, while glowing with a radiance that brings you comfort and makes you feel secure-
-Brian thinks Tim is like a pearl, a coveted rarity that everyone desires, standing out in a crowd of oysters. If they were ever to get married Brian would totally propose to Tim with a ring that has pearls in it-
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Before I Meet Your Parents... - Quinn Hughes x Sarah (ofc)
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Title: Before I Meet Your Parents…
Author: Tory / @tkwrites 
Relationship: Quinn Hughes x Sarah (OFC) 
Warnings: Crying, Grief, Smut (18+ only), oral (m receiving), fingering (f receiving)
Summary: As Sarah prepares to meet Quinn’s parents, she’s bombarded with new feelings and situations, as well as trying to manage her own life. A very worried Quinn helps her get to the bottom of it and does everything he can to make it better. 
Word Count: 4,600
Comments: I began writing Sarah meeting Quinn’s parents and realized I was missing this crucial step. Stories like these help me process my own grief, and I hope they can be helpful for you, too, even if you’re not experiencing a big loss. Taking care of ourselves can be difficult sometimes. Please remember that self care isn’t selfish - nor is it selfish to ask for what you need. 
The holidays have been…an experience, and while I was writing, I wasn’t finding the solid chunks of time I’ve had in the past. With the busiest holidays done, I was able to finish this, and hope to write a lot more with the break from work between holidays.
Thank you for your patience and support and love for Quinn and Sarah and my writing. I hope you enjoy.
Before I Meet Your Parents…
A Quinn & Sarah Snapshot
The week Quinn’s parents were coming into town turned into a total clusterfuck. 
First, there were the Canucks standings. Quinn point blank refused to talk about their position, not wanting to jinx anything. “It’s bad enough that I have to talk to the media about it after every game. I'm not talking about it at home.”
Even without his commentary, Sarah knew enough from reading and following the league stats, to know the Canucks were headed to the finals, bringing playoff hockey to Vancouver for the first time in nine years. It was a huge deal, and if all went to plan, they were expected to clinch a spot in the bracket in the next two games. 
His parents wanted to be in the arena for the historic occasion when their son led his team to the Stanley Cup finals in his first year as captain.
In addition to the will-they-won't-they stress of the finals, Lexie Demko had called and left a message for her about getting WAG jackets. Sarah had to look up what they were, and the idea of showing up as an official “WAG” to any game, let alone a playoff game, was incredibly intimidating. 
She and Quinn weren’t even officially official yet. She’d been thinking of him as her boyfriend for a few weeks and had no interest in dating anyone else. Unless he was seeing someone while she was in school, she knew he wasn't seeing anyone else either, but they hadn’t formally defined anything about their relationship.
On top of all this, she was prepping for her own finals. Although they were more than three weeks away, the two tests and publication project were looming over her like an albatross. She had to get a B or better, or she would be out of her program, and back home with her education visa voided.
The prospect of the work it would take to finish her semester well, and the possibility of stepping into the world of a WAG and meeting Quinn’s parents had her discombobulated and spending long stretches of time at the aquarium with Walter, trying to wrap her mind around everything. 
As she left a couple of nights before his parents were set to arrive, Rick stopped her, “I think your man is at the front desk.” 
It felt like she had to suck her mind from a thick fog to even register his words. “Hu?”
“I’m pretty sure your man is up front,” he repeated, “they wouldn’t let him back. Are you okay?” 
She waved off his question and walked to the front of the building. Quinn was indeed there, looking distressed. 
“Is everything okay?”
“Can I give you a ride home?” 
“Sure, if you want.” Didn't he have plans with one of his teammates tonight? 
Anxious thoughts dripped into her mind. She knew she hadn't been very communicative lately. Was he breaking up with her? 
Quinn took her hand and led her to his car. 
Once tucked inside where people couldn’t overhear, he asked, “is something wrong? You haven’t come over to study the past three days, and you didn’t answer any of my texts today.” 
She looked at the bag at her feet, feeling far away. “I'm sorry. My phone’s been buried in my backpack all day,” she confessed.
“I just feel like you’re…” he stopped himself, not even wanting to voice that thought. “Is it because you’re nervous to meet my parents?” 
A heavy feeling took up residence in her stomach. “No,” she said slowly. 
It wasn’t quite the whole truth, but also wasn’t a total lie. Logically, she wasn’t that nervous to meet them, but her emotions ran themselves into dizzy, knotted up circles whenever she thought about it. Things weren’t making sense. God, she felt so… she felt so off. There was more to this mood she was in than nerves, but she couldn't put her finger on what it was. 
His hand, warm and comforting, covered her knee. “Sarah, what’s going on?” 
All at once, she was choking back tears.
“Can we go to your place?” she asked, very much not wanting to lose it in his jeep in the middle of Stanley Park, or in her bedroom where Eunice would jump to conclusions and tell her she ought to break up with Quinn if he was making her cry. 
The way her voice shook made Quinn gulp. “Yeah, of course,” he said before starting the car and going home. 
When they got there, her steps to the elevator were heavy, as if she were dragging some heavy sledge he couldn’t see. 
“Sar, what’s going on?” he asked. 
Shaking her head, she pursed her lips and willed the tears not to fall until they were in his house. 
Just as she suspected, someone joined them once they reached the lobby level. They shared a tense, silent ride for 12 floors as Sarah mentally recited the anatomy of the stingray to keep her tears from falling in front of a stranger. 
“You’re kind of scaring me,” he said gently as the door swung shut behind them. 
On top of everything else, now she was letting Quinn down. Her hands fluttered up to cover her face as her tears finally broke free. 
“What’s wrong?” he repeated, taking her arms and gently trying to pull her hands away from her face. 
“I don’t know.” 
“You…don’t know?” he repeated, a little dumbfounded. 
Her hands dropped in defeat. “I don’t know,” she repeated, finding more tears falling. What was wrong with her? 
Heart beating faster with worry, he took her backpack off, leaving it in the entryway before guiding her to the couch. 
“Are you upset with me? Did I do something?” 
“No.” 
“I don’t…” he started, then stopped. “I don’t know what to do,” he whispered. He was really scared now. If he didn’t do anything, and she didn’t seem to be injured, he couldn’t understand what the problem would be. 
“Can you hold me?” 
He drew her into his arms. 
After a few comforting moments - focusing on the steady rhythm of his heartbeat  - she was able to voice something. “I’m so overwhelmed.” 
“With what?” he asked, running a hand up and down her back. At least they had a clear direction. He could work with that.
“With everything. With school and WAG jackets and…” oh, fuck. Of course this was what this was about. She should know by now. “And your parents,” she finished, breaking into more tears. 
“Are you that scared of my parents?” he asked, pulling back trying to see her face. 
He knew meeting the parents was a big, intimidating step, but she’d handled meeting Brady, and that first uncomfortable call with Luke and a very guarded Jack with so much grace, he hadn’t expected her to be nervous, let alone so upset. “I think they’ll love you. I can’t guarantee how they’ll react, but they’ve always been nice to girls they’ve met in the past.” 
Her head shook slowly. 
“I don’t - Sarah I don’t understand.” 
To add insult to injury, she had to say it out loud. 
“I’m meeting your parents,” she said, looking into his eyes before her face crumpled and she stared down at her hands, knotted in her lap, “but you won’t get to meet mine.” Her voice was a desperate kind of wailed whisper. 
Shit. He should have known. Of course that would come up with something like this. His dad once told him every major occasion was tinged with grief, knowing someone was always missing from the celebration. The fact that this would be hard for her hadn’t even crossed his mind. 
Letting herself be pulled into Quinn, Sarah wept into his shoulder. His hands were heavy, warm and grounding on her back. 
“I’m so sorry,” he said into her hair. 
He’d never seen her so distressed. Even when she’d cried the first time he’d seen her tattoo, it hadn’t been like this. Then, it was no more than a minute of soft tears hitting his shoulder. This was so much more intense. He would probably be weeping too if he was in her position.  
She pulled back suddenly, her hands braced on his shoulders, “don’t you have stuff with Brock tonight?” 
“I canceled it when I hadn’t heard from you,” he admitted. “I was worried something had happened.” 
“Oh,” she said, body relaxing. 
The impact of what he said finally hit her. “Oh, Quinn, I'm sorry.” 
He shook his head, “don't be. I can have dinner with Brock any time.” 
“But, weren't you helping him pick out a ring or something?”
“Sarah,” he said, grasping her shoulders, “it's fine. We're doing it tomorrow after practice.” 
“I'm sorry,” she said again, shaking her head.
“You don't need to apologize. When it comes to being moral support for Brock or making sure you're okay, I'd rather be with you.”
She gave him a watery smile, hoping it conveyed how sweet she thought that was.
“I’m sorry I didn’t even think about how hard this would be for you,” he said.
Shaking her head, Sarah reached up to wipe her cheeks. Her fingers came away smudged in black. “Oh, God. Now I’m a mess.” 
He laughed a little, “do you want to go wash your face? I know you don’t have your stuff, but you can use mine.” 
A shaky breath rattled through her lungs. “Could I actually take a shower?” 
“Of course.” 
“I’ve kind of been putting things off.” 
She hadn’t washed her hair in four days, and couldn’t remember if she’d showered at all that morning. 
Even though she’d talked several times with her therapist about coping strategies and patterns to look for, when she couldn’t identify what she was feeling, her first instinct was still to shut down. It was so totally different to talk about it than it was to actually do it. The time it took to realize what was wrong was getting shorter, at least. That was a good thing. 
“Do you want some of my stuff to change into?” he asked. 
“That would be really nice.” 
Her stomach gave a sudden, loud grumble.
A surprised laugh flew out of Quinns mouth.
“I’m not sure I’ve eaten today,” she confessed. 
Another part of what had her feeling so terrible. It was all interconnected, no matter how much she tried to pretend it wasn’t. 
Quinn’s eyes widened. How did someone forget to eat?
“What do you want?” he asked, jumping onto the problem he could physically solve. 
Sarah closed her eyes and tried to think. 
“Pancakes,” she said, finally, thinking about how pleasant the fluffy breakfast food would feel in her mouth. 
“I can make pancakes. I don’t have any syrup though, I don’t think.” 
“That’s okay. Do you have peanut butter?”
He nodded.
“Thank you, Quinn,” she said, pressing a soft kiss to his mouth.
He patted her hip, “let's go then. I'll cook while you're in the shower.”
The fact that he was being so sweet and nice made tears well up in her eyes as she stood. 
Leading her into the bathroom, Quinn asked if she needed anything else. When she said she didn’t, he told her he would put some clothes for her on the counter. 
The prospect of washing the day off made her breathe a sigh of relief. 
The big, walk-in shower was so bright, and opulent. Creamy white and blue tiles made a Moroccan style mosaic on the floor, and white subway tile was in the rest of the…it wouldn't be that much of a stretch to call it a room, that wasn't occupied with the thick glass sliding doors. There was even a tall, thin window right in the shower with a view of the northern skyline and the soft evening light winking off the harbor. 
Pushing worries of wasting water or draining the heater out of her mind, Sarah allowed herself to enjoy the rare luxury of a hot shower with no roommates demanding the bathroom. 
The water here got so much warmer than it did in her house. Quinn probably had his own water heater, not just access to the building boiler. 
Standing under the water, she breathed the humid air and allowed the dam to break.
It was always strange, how giving something a name made it easier to feel and let run its course. Voicing what was wrong was always half the battle. 
It had been a long time since she’d felt grief like this. Since it had been so triggered. Things with Quinn were so, so good. Far better than anything she could have ever dreamed up for herself, but being in a relationship still brought up new experiences, and new ways she hadn't yet missed her parents. 
Thinking of Quinn made the big emotion in her chest ease. A soft swell of gratitude displacing some of the sadness. She’d never dated someone like him - someone so willing to try to understand. Someone who took her where she was and wasn’t put off by how much she missed her parents. 
When Kaleo, her boyfriend in Hawaii, had confessed he didn’t understand why she brought up her dad so much, it had been a slap in the face, and made her feel so alone with someone who was supposed to be her partner. He had basically run away when her mom died, not willing to make the trip to the funeral, despite their dating for more than a year. It had been the final crack in the foundation of their relationship, and a big part of why her return to the islands lasted only three weeks before she moved back home. 
Quinn was so refreshingly different - kind and compassionate, and willing to listen. The universe had been keeping track of all the sad, frustrating things in her life and finally gave her the good things she was due all poured into one person. 
Though she never heard him come in, a pair of blue sweats and a yellow Michigan shirt were waiting on the bathroom counter for her.
When she walked into the kitchen, Quinn felt his eyes go wide. Now was not the time for him to get all lustful over Sarah in his clothes, but it was impossible not to. She was braiding her wet hair, and it made her breasts, so obviously out of a bra, jostle under the Michigan logo stretched over them.
Forcing those thoughts to the back of his mind, he asked, “did you have a good shower?” 
She’d been in there a long time - nearly 45 minutes. When he dropped the clothes off, She’d been crying, so he supposed not all of that time was actually spent bathing. 
She tied off the end of the braid as she walked up to him. “I did, thank you,” she said before pressing a kiss to his cheek. 
His arm wound around her waist, and pulled her against him. “Good. I hope these are up to standard. The recipe had good reviews.” 
“I thought you said you could make pancakes?” 
“I can,” he said, gesturing to the stove where the last of them was cooking in the pan, “I just didn’t have a recipe. At home, we always make them from a mix.” 
“And you didn’t have any here?” 
A sheepish smile spread over his face, “pancakes are one of my guilty pleasure foods, so I try not to have it in the house.”
She giggled, and a sigh raced through his veins. 
A whiff of his own soap hit him, and he remembered what he’d been thinking when he first heard her walking down the stairs. 
“Hey, will you message me the kind of shampoo you like and whatever else you need? I’ll order it so you can have the stuff you like here.” 
Sarah took half a step back from him, eyes wide. 
Maybe he’d overstepped. “Not that you can’t use mine. You’ve just showered here a few times and it seems kind of silly to not have the things you like.” 
Also, he was tired of her smelling like his soap. He liked her smell so much, he’d do anything to keep it around. 
“Oh,” she said, feeling watched over and considered. “That would be really nice.”
They sat down at the bar counter with pancakes, peanut butter, butter, jam, and a tiny bottle of maple syrup Quinn remembered he had from a gift basket when he'd moved in.  
“Thank you for this,” she said, knocking her shoulder into his. 
“You're welcome.”
“It’s just been such a shit week, and you’re so…” she paused, thinking and put a peanut butter and syrup coated piece of pancake in her mouth. “You’re so good.” 
He blushed and tried to deflect the praise, “so what else are you overwhelmed with? School, and something about jackets?”
A flush flew into her cheeks. “Lexie called me about WAG jackets.” 
“Oh,” he said, not really sure what the big deal was. 
“I’m just,” she paused, setting down her fork. “Do you want me to wear one?” 
“There’s no one else I’d want to wear it.” 
“But, are you ready for that?” 
“Ready for what?” 
“For me to be so obviously… I mean, we’re not even official yet.” 
“Right.” 
“But you want me to wear a wives and girlfriends jacket?”
“We’re headed that way, aren’t we? I mean, I’m not seeing anyone else.” 
Even though she felt the same, a huge wave of relief swept through her. “I’m not either but, if I wear a Jacket to a playoff game -” 
He winced, not liking her to talk about it like it was a foregone conclusion. 
“Or any game,” she amended, “people are going to wonder. Do you know what comes up when you google NHL WAG jackets?” 
He shook his head. 
She went to dig her phone out of her backpack, finally seeing the ten texts from Quinn, along with a missed call from her brother.
She really needed a pair of airpods or a watch or something she could wear while her phone had to stay in her bag in the lab. 
Pulling up the search, she handed her phone to him before going back to her pancakes, now deliciously infused with syrup. 
“Go to the reddit listing,” she suggested. 
He scrolled down and clicked on the link, already turned gray from her previous visit. The whole page was speculation about which woman belonged to which player. 
“If I go with a jacket, and someone posts pictures, that’s going to throw our relationship into this, and I just want to make sure we’re…ready for that.” 
“Are you ready for that? Because it’s okay if you’re not.” 
She bit her lip, “I’m not sure. It makes me kind of uncomfortable. It makes it feel like I belong to you or something,” she admitted.
Quinn grimaced.  
“I can see how you got there,” he said, setting the phone face down. “You don’t have to get one and as far as I’m concerned, you never do, but I think you might want to talk to Lexie about it first.” 
“Why?” 
“The wives and girlfriends have a kind of support group. They hang out, and they help each other a lot. Lexie had a baby in October, and I know the other partners were really helping. Organizing meals and stuff like that. From what I know, the jackets are more about being part of that club than about -” he didn’t even want to say it, “belonging to someone on the team.” 
She hummed. Sarah had sat with some of the wives and girlfriends at games a few times. They were always nice and very welcoming, but she didn’t feel this kind of camaraderie. 
“Lexie asked me if you wanted one, and I didn’t know, so I gave her your number. I’m sorry, I should have warned you about it.” 
“I just didn’t know what it meant,” she confessed. “Or if you were, like, trying to hurry things along through Lexie somehow.” 
He laughed, “no. I just didn’t want to make the decision for you. I’m sorry if it heaped more stress onto your plate.”
“It’s okay, it’s just new, you know?” 
“Yeah. It took me a while to transition. If I didn’t have Tanev, I don’t know what I would have done.” 
“Who’s Tanev?” 
“He was my defensive partner my first year. He was traded to Clagary, but he and his then fiance, Kendra, really helped me find my feet.” 
“Maybe I’ll ask Emma about it.”
“Yeah? You guys talk?” 
“Sometimes, we’re not besties or anything, but she checks in.” 
Quinn smiled, relief filling his bones. 
“Do you want me to take you home? Or would you rather stay here?” Usually, he wouldn’t have even asked but she looked so tired and comfortable, he wasn’t sure she’d want to make the trek. 
Relief swept through her. She didn’t want to overstep - but the last thing she wanted was to go home. The idea of leaving to sleep in her cold, empty bed seemed like a terrible one. 
“I’ll let Eunice know I won’t be home,” she said as an answer. The last time she’d slept over, Eunice had called three times in a row to break through Sarah’s do not disturb, worried she had been abducted in the middle of the night. 
As they settled in bed, and she scooted herself close to him, he tried to pull in some calming breaths. It didn’t really work. He’d been half hard all night seeing her in his clothes, and now that she was scooting up against him, he slid way beyond half.  
“Sorry,” he coughed. 
Sarah turned over, “for what?” 
Cheeks flaming, he wondered why he’d said anything at all. “I just…sorry,” he gestured down. “You in this shirt is a real turn on.” 
“Really?” 
She and Quinn were relatively similar sizes overall, but he was far more rectangular than she was. She felt like this shirt pulled over all of her soft bits in the most unflattering way possible, not to mention the yellow color made her look pale and washed out. 
“Yeah,” he said with an earnest nod. 
Sarah had been wondering all night how she could properly thank him. Now that the opportunity was here, she had to seize it. Capturing his mouth, she rolled on top of him. 
His hands went to her hips as a groan fell out of his mouth. 
Every time she went to pull away, he followed her, nipping her bottom lip, or stroking his tongue over the roof of her mouth; he didn’t want to let her go. 
She broke away all together and sat up, so she was straddling his hips. 
Quinn, who was already out of breath from the kissing, felt his chest hitch as she reached for the hem of her (his) shirt, and began pulling it up. She was even doing that arms crossed skin-the-cat kind of move. God, this was - she was a dream come true. 
Watching her ease the blue M over her chest, knowing his name was on her back made him dizzy and he felt his erection press more urgently against her. 
He wanted to save this vision of her stripping off his shirt into permanent, long-term memory. 
“Shit, Sarah,” he moaned into her mouth when she let the fabric fall next to her and leaned down to kiss him again. 
She smiled, happy to be getting the response she’d been going for. She didn’t want to have sex, but there were other ways she could thank him. 
“Do you want my hands or my mouth?” she asked. Even though he hadn’t come close to going down on her, she was willing to let that rule slide for now.
“God, Mouth, please,” he practically begged.
She really was a dream. She’d never gone down on him before. He figured it wasn’t something she really enjoyed. Maybe she was just saving it for a special occasion. He wasn’t entirely certain what made this evening so special, but he’d take it.
Her lips ghosted over his chin and onto his chest as her hands pushed his pajama pants down. He lifted his hips, eager to please. She didn’t push them down all the way - just enough to let his hard cock spring free. 
Taking a straight journey to where he wanted her, there was no preamble or teasing before she was wrapping her lips around him, and taking him deep. 
Her mouth was hot and soft, her tongue skilled as she traced the vein on the underside, ending with a flick at the base of the sensitive head. 
She pulled back and sucked on the tip like some kind of lollipop. A soft snick sounded through the room when she released the suction to start again. 
His left thigh began to tremble. A few more seconds and he'd be done for. 
“Oh, fuck,” he said as she took him deep again, making his eyes roll back. 
This was a dream save for one thing: her hair was braided back. He wanted nothing more than to sink his fingers into the soft tresses. He wound them in the sheets instead.
Hollowing her cheeks, she pulled back to the tip. His guttural groan had a deep sense of satisfaction curling in her belly. 
Stroking her tongue over the slit, licking up his salty precome, she smiled when he swore again. 
“I’m gonna come,” he warned. 
A small whine left his mouth when she pulled off him, but her hand kept moving, pulling his orgasm out all the same. 
When he came, she shielded herself with her other hand, managing to catch most of his release before it splattered all over her. She was too tired for another shower. 
Leaving him a panting mess, she went to wash up and wipe off the splatter that snuck past her hand. 
Once she was back in bed with his shirt back on, Quinn gathered her against him, “that was amazing, thank you.”
She hummed and scooted a little closer. 
“What do you want?”
“A good night's sleep,” she murmured. 
“You don’t want me to return the favor?” he asked, humor in his voice. One of his hands was making a slow expedition down her stomach.  
"No, you can do that," she hummed.
She felt his laugh against her skin, and his fingers snuck under the waistband of his sweats.
 The pleasure that swam into her veins was comforting. She felt so contented and supported, spooned up against him as he stroked her sensitive pearl. She reached back to grab his hip as the sparks became more intense.
He was an attentive student, learning the patterns and pressure she liked as if he needed to ace this test to pass the class. Even going so far as to work his knee between hers to give himself a little more room without making her uncomfortable.
“Quinn,” she whispered. 
God, the way she said his name made him feel like he could do anything - hike Mt. Everest, take on the whole Eastern conference, fly to the moon. He’d do anything to hear it again.
He began to kiss her neck, switching his fingers to circle clockwise. The sudden change in pattern made her clench down and a whine escaped her throat. 
“Are you close?” 
“Yes. Put your fingers inside me,” her breathy whisper made his fingers tingle with power and purpose. 
He obeyed.
After a few strokes, she adjusted his wrist so the heel of his hand pressed gently against her clit. 
Her hips moved with him, and she let out a little moan, “just like that, Quinn.” 
She began to pulse around his fingers and she felt him smile against her skin as he worked her though the orgasm. 
She slept soundly that night, curled up with Quinn, awed by the once improbable and yet very real prospect she might not have to face anything totally alone again. 
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chiriwritesstuff · 3 months
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Random Headcanons from Random Characters in 'The Girl in IT' Pt. 3 - Minor Characters
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Have you always wondered how Tess came to work at Miller Construction Group? Or how Ellie ended up being adopted by Joel? Here are the headcanons for the rest of the gang at Miller Construction Group! Read Joel's and Sugar's lists!
Tess Servopoulos:
Tess actually met the Miller Brothers by chance. She was fresh out of a divorce and went to Austin on a whim- they met at a pool hall. She did have a minor attraction to Joel - before he met Sugar, but their tempers and clashing personalities never allowed a romantic relationship to flourish. Joel helps Tess by giving her a Job, which gives her the fresh start she was desperately searching for.
For those curious, she and Joel have never been intimate with each other, not even a kiss!
She IS slightly jealous of Sugar, though. I think it's more because everyone sees a different side of Joel with her around, which solidifies the fact that Joel never saw Tess as a potential romantic partner.
Joel also helped Tess further her career by paying for her MBA.
Tess lives in Joel's old house (in the show). It is completely renovated, of course.
Tommy Miller (& Maria):
Tommy is the Construction Superintendent for Miller Construction Group. He's the man on the ground, managing the project from the site.
Before Sugar, Joel would never watch porn at work, but Tommy would. He once disabled the entire company server with a virus, and their old IT specialist, Gloria, subsequently quit afterward from all of the stress.
Tommy would sometimes "spy" on Sugar before she started to work for the company. If he saw her in passing, he would mention it to Joel, asking him why he just doesn't get his head out of his ass and just talk to you.
Maria is the official "office mom". She runs the odd errands, offers to pick up lunch for people, and acts as a recon for Sarah. Like Connie, she knows everything that happens in the office.
Joel and Sugar are not the only ones who fool around in the office...
Sarah Miller:
Sarah is slightly younger than Sugar (Sugar is 36, Sarah is 32). Sarah was initially weirded out by this fact but being that her husband is older than her by ten years, she's a lot more open to her relationship with Joel. She also found an old Polaroid photo of Sugar in Joel's nightstand drawer once while looking for something, and she tells herself that she won't get in the way of her father's happiness.
She is married and has one child, making Joel a grandfather. Sarah's husband also works at MCG as an Electrician. They had a secret romance - Joel had walked into her office, catching them making out which led to him punching him out. Her eventual husband then spends a year trying to convince Joel that he is in love with Sarah, and only ends up relenting when he witnesses a sweet moment between the two of them, realizing how happy Sarah is with him. Joel still gives her husband a hard time, though.
Sarah kept her last name after she got married.
She has a bachelor's degree in communications.
It is rumored that Sarah was only placed as the head of HR only because she had to keep cleaning Tommy's messes (because let's not forget- he watches porn at work too), and Joel didn't feel comfortable with an outsider handling their business.
Ellie Williams-Miller:
Ellie moved to Austin with her Guardian, Marlene. Marlene was hired as the Head Architect for MCG, so Ellie was always hanging around the office in her youth. When Marlene suddenly passed away when she was 14, Joel felt like he owed it to Marlene to adopt Ellie. This happened five years after Joel met Sugar, which makes Ellie 19 going on 20 in TGIIT (I did age her up a bit).
Ellie loves music and noticed Sugar with her Sennheiser Headphones in her office, naturally, she waltzed into her office asking about it. They bonded with their love of music - Ellie feels comfortable enough with Sugar to talk to her about her problems. Sugar is the person she comes out to first, asking her for advice on how to approach Joel with the topic.
Ellie has a crush on Riley, an engineering student working under Bill.
When Ellie finds out about Sir Bubbles (Sugar's cat), she begs Joel to help her make a cat tree for Sugar's birthday. This cat tree is massive.
Ellie is tattooed, just like how she is in TLOU 2. She got her tattoo at the same time Joel got his - she drew the Sunflower that eventually ended up on his hand.
If Ellie didn't apprentice for MCG she would like to be a tattoo artist.
Bill & Frank:
They are married.
Bill teaches a self-defense class for women, including weapon handling.
Frank is an interior designer.
Frank has a secret group chat with all of his fellow gossips in the office, including Maria and Connie.
Bill cooks for all of the company meetings and seminars. He refuses to be compensated every time.
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p-redux · 2 months
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From Submit Option:
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"Hi! Sorry P- I don't quite understand if Sam participated competing in HYROX (I don't understand anything about fitness, sorry!) or if he went to cheer on SH? Because in the photo with fans he appears dressed in "civilian clothes", so to speak! Could you clarify it for me? thank you!!
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Hi Anon! The Hyrox Glasgow competition was all day. Sam DID compete, but it wasn't until later in the afternoon. Sarah Holden competed HOURS earlier. Sam didn't have to compete until way later, but he was there early to watch Sarah. We can see him here while she is competing. 👇 I mean, he's RIGHT THERE. ❤️
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These are her results in the competition, what she competed in, and the TIME of day when she competed. 👇
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It's a 24 hour European clock, so she competed starting at 12:05 PM and ended around 13:28 PM, which is 1:28 PM.
Sam's Hyrox profile is also posted, showing what time of day he started competing. 👇
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He started competing at 18:34, which is 6:34 PM.
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And ended at 19:45, which is 7:45 PM.
So basically, Sam was there 6 HOURS before he had to compete. And we have PROOF he was right there when Sarah was competing earlier in the day. 👇
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And here they both are with the SAME fans. 👇
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I've actually gotten more info about #samarah and their romance (no, they're not just friends) but I'm waiting to confirm some things before I post it. Stay tuned...
PS. For the yappy frothy troll spamming my Inbox with your putrid froth. Give it up, sunshine. I've been here 10 years and I'm here for the duration. I know how to play this game, who's who, and what's what. I just laugh and laugh at your head exploding over me posting about #samarah. If you want to keep making me laugh, keep on sending me your ridiculous crap. But it's not going to make one bit of difference in what I post. 🤷‍♀️😘
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💖🧰 𝐃𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 🧰💖
Part five
←Previous part
💖 Pairing: Joel Miller x Virgin!Fem! Reader
🧰 Synopsys: Joel comes back with a few gifts for you, and you ask Frank to make him a gift as well.
💖 Features: Reader daydreams about Joel and touches him, graphic but no smut per say (I think?); Pet names and Joel guiding her as she touches him.
🧰 Word Count: Around 7k.
💖 About this: This doesn't move the plot a lot, but it moves the story on the sense that he shows her how he cares about her and she cares about him back?
🧰 Author's Note: Inconsistency is key over here. Impostor syndrome decided to pay me a visit and also now that spring's coming I'm working like crazy, and so my writing got a bit slowed down. Hope you like this, I put a lot of love into it 🩷
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His backpack, a lantern, a gun.
A guitar, a leather bag with tools, another bag with brushes and small cans of paint.
All of his things surround Joel as he sits on the floor of an abandoned convenience store somewhere far from Lincoln.
He took his time to block the doors and windows before checking his list and winding down.
The day went by smoothly, with no encounters with any infected or alive. He found everything he was looking for, especially the things he was looking for you.
He takes a box from his backpack and opens it, taking a camera and its instructions out of it. He has to squint his eyes and hold the paper away from his face so the words become clear for his tired eyes.
He opens the small packaging with photo papers and fills the camera, turning it on, looking at the ceiling and quietly praying it'd still be functioning.
He knew how happy you'd be if he got it back to you. How you'd finally be able to have things looking just like the real thing.
The camera turns on and he smiles, then looks around, thinking of what he could take a picture of to test if it still worked. When he finds nothing interesting, he turns the lens to himself and takes a photo, that comes out perfectly.
His face doesn't help it, though, and he grunts when he sees it.
He looks old. Old and tired.
No.
He doesn't look old and tired. He is old and tired.
Too old, too tired.
Too old and tired for you. What is he thinking?
He crumples the photo, setting it aside, crumpling his thoughts along with it.
He's been through it.
He is getting old. But he knows his feelings, knows his feelings for you. He'd never get close to you if he didn't know how he feels for you.
He wouldn't because he'd kill the man that did to Sarah what he did to you. There's no questioning that.
But he knows how he feels for you. He knows how you feel for him. He can't just vanish now, just go away, it's too late to realize this was all a bad idea.
He can't let you not believe in love because an old man broke your heart.
He goes back to his backpack and grabs one of the containers with the food you prepared for him. Opening the lid, he sees the shredded chicken and breathes in deeply, smiling at how good it smells. The images of you preparing it that morning star replaying in his mind, taking him right back to it.
To how sunny and happy you looked, how your hair was messy from wearing that funny hat the whole morning, how your skin was glistening from being in the sun picking the crops for breakfast.
How your skirt moved along with your body, how your shirt hugged your chest so nicely. How more comfortable you were around him this morning, compared to the one before. How much closer you got the night before...
He cuts his thoughts when he starts feeling a tightness on his jeans. He adjusts himself, then takes a picture of the food.
He wants to save it, to remember it. Remember having you taking care of him like that.
Even in the poorly lit room the camera somehow manages to take an intelligible photo again, and he hums, pleased with it.
He puts it back inside its box and grabs a fork, devouring the chicken, humming with the taste and texture of it.
Still chewing, he grabs a pancake and rips it, using it to grab some of the chicken and eating them together, laughing at how good it tastes.
He keeps eating, thinking about how you're probably having dinner with your dads right now. How he'd be sitting across from you, how he'd take your ankle between his and caress it.
The scene makes him smile.
But he can't help but think about the last time he had dinner at a table, eating and talking, everyone going through their days and laughing.
How long ago it was.
How Sarah was still there.
How he wishes he had her with him.
He thinks about what he told you, about how you two would be good friends if you've ever met.
Thinking about her hurts too much, so he avoids it. And doing so he never thinks about her as anything but a fourteen years old.
Never thinks about how she would be old enough today to have her own children. How if things never went to hell he could maybe even be a grandfather today.
He shoves more food in his mouth, trying to take his mind away from what his life could be. Away from such painful places.
He finishes his food quickly, thinking about whatever, as long as it didn't hurt so much.
And he wishes you were here, with him. He feels comfortable with you, he trusts you. He would think about Sarah if you were with him, he'd go through his memories, would cry even. Because you'd be there with him.
But you're not, so he lays down, using the bag filled with your clothes as a pillow, thinking about you. About how you'll probably try all the new clothes and show them to him. How pretty he knows you're gonna look in them.
He picks up the photo he crumpled and straightens it back, thinking about how upset you'll be if he tells you he took a picture of himself and threw it away.
He falls asleep with the thought of caring for you. Keeping you safe and well, like he failed to do for Sarah. How Sarah always wanted him to be happy, how happy she must be seeing that he's maybe finally found peace and love.
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You hardly closed your eyes all night, thinking about him.
If he was okay, if something happened, if the coffee was good, if the food was enough.
You're lying on a rocking chair on your porch, almost falling asleep when Bill walks out of your house.
"Hey, baby. Sit up, close your legs. Joel's back." He says, tapping your shoulders, and your heart starts racing inside your chest.
"Joel already?" You ask.
"Yeah, just saw him through the cameras." He says.
"Oh, there he is." Frank says, following Bill towards the gates.
You resist the urge to get up and run to him, and just bend over the porch fence, focusing on controlling the wide smile trying to break through your face.
He's back. Hopefully he's alright. Your eyes and nose burn just from the anticipation to see him.
When your dads are getting near the gate you see him more clearly. Carrying at least six bags, all full, seemingly very heavy too.
Joel greets your dads with a smile and a "Hey."
"Hey, how'd it go?" Bill asks.
"Fine, no problems. Found everything and some more." He responds.
Bill looks at him, then eyes his guns.
"Bill, I think we can trust him." Frank says, smiling awkwardly, and Joel shakes his head, setting all his bags on the floor.
"No, he's right. You can't lower your guard." Joel says, looking past your dads. "You've got something important to protect." He adds, handing your dad his guns.
"That I do." Bill says with a smile, taking them and some of Joel's many full bags.
"You didn't have to bring this all back. We could take it by car later." Frank tells him between grunts, also taking a few bags.
"It's fine." He says quietly as they begin walking towards the house, and Frank looks back at him.
"Is everything alright? Where there really no problems back there?" He asks Joel, slowing down his pace so Bill wouldn't listen to them.
"Yeah, no. It was fine." He responds, looking at the house, already looking for you, smiling when he sees you almost falling over the porch to look at him.
"She was crazy worried about you." Frank says, looking at you. "Stayed on her window until dinner time, waiting for you. Probably wouldn't have eaten if I didn't call her."
"I'm sorry." Joel says, looking at Frank, and he frowns.
"For what?" He asks, and Joel looks back down, avoiding your dad's eyes.
"For her. She told me she, well... Told you about us." He says.
"Oh, yeah... I mean, she's been lying to me." He says, and Joel looks at him. "I saw you two before you left. Didn't know you were, you know... there already." Frank says, and Joel gulps, his shoes seeming more interesting to him than ever before as he stares at them to not look at your dad.
Oh Frank...
...You've been so much further than that.
"I'm sorry, I don't even know if I should have ever gotten close to her. Shouldn't have talked to her, looked at her." Joel says, and Frank looks at you, smiling.
"Look at her, Joel." Frank says, and he looks at you.
All of his sadness, worry and tiredness dissolve when your eyes scrunch with your smile.
Shining as always, a big, now shameless and uncontrolled smile on your face. He can't help but smile back at you.
"She hadn't smiled like that for a while before you arrived. Definitely didn't smile like that since you left yesterday." He says, and Joel looks at him. "You're making her happy. That's all a father can care about." He says, and Joel's stomach hurts.
He knows that feeling all too well. He misses feeling it.
They reach the porch and you scan him up and down, trying to see if there's anything different on him.
"Are you okay?" You ask, your brows furrowed, your eyes worried.
"Yeah, b—." He curses himself. "I'm alright. Just a bit tired." He says, looking at Bill, praying he didn't catch the nickname he almost let slip out.
"Are you hungry? We were about to have lunch." You say.
"Well, your chicken is starting to wear out." He laughs.
"Well, then let's go in. You need some rest." Frank interrupts you two, bringing a few of his bags in. Bill follows him, also carrying some of them.
You and Joel share half a second together, while you also pick up a few bags.
"Take just this one. It's all yours." He says, handing you a soft and heavy bag.
"Oh — God. Is this all just my clothes?" You ask, grunting when you pick it up.
"Yeah. I found a really nice dress, think you'll really like it." He says, smiling.
"You didn't need to bring all this weight, Joel." You say, feeling bad for the effort he made for you.
"It's fine, baby." He reassures you. "It was for you."
You smile at him, making an actual effort to not go and hug him.
You were so worried, so stressed. It's been a day, and you feel like you haven't seen him in weeks.
Footsteps coming from inside cut your thoughts, and you turn around and start going inside, finding Bill on your way to the living room.
"Everything okay?" He asks.
"Yeah, was just telling Joel he didn't need to bring me all this stuff. It's really heavy." You say.
"It was the only heavy thing I brought though. The heavier stuff stayed." Joel explains himself, walking in, carrying the remaining bags.
You place your bag next to the coffee table and turn around, looking back at him. And you notice something behind his back.
"Is that...?" You ask with a big smile, pointing at the guitar.
"Oh, yeah. It is." He says, smiling. "Found a good one." He takes it off and holds it in front of himself for you to take it.
"Ah! Thank you." You scream quickly, taking it and going to sit on the couch besides Frank. "Did you only find one?" You ask, looking around and noticing there are no others.
"Uh, no. A store full of them." He starts. "But I still had a lot to look for, so I just took this one." He explains.
"We can share this one, it's fine." You say, smiling.
He sits on an armchair and rests his backpack by his feet, opening it to look for your camera.
"Here, Bill, this is yours." Frank says, handing him a big leather bag with tools.
"Oh, look at these, baby." Bill says, sitting by your side and opening the bag.
"Oh, wow! More tools, how exciting, dad!" You joke, acting like you're more excited about them than you actually are.
"Haha, funny. What did you ask for again? Huh?" He asks, and you give him a look. "What was it, baby?" He insists.
"Nothing. I asked for nothing." You lie, and Bill looks at Joel.
"Clothes. She asked for clothes." He says, laughing, his cheeks red and his eyes glistening.
He loves seeing you with Bill. You two are exactly what he thinks him and Sarah would still be like.
He'd love her more than anything, they'd joke around and he'd kill anyone who tried to brush a finger on her.
"Joel! C'mon, that's so unfair. You can't be in his side!" You say before he's finished speaking, acting like you're mad at him.
"Oh, yeah, clothes! The thing your wardrobe is full of." Bill says over you, laughing.
You rarely see your dad so laid back. You love to see him laughing and having fun. And it's interesting to notice how much in common he has with Joel, how they always agree on what has to be done and how to do it, how they make fun of you the very same way. In other circumstances, you'd say they'd be good friends.
You and your dad keep arguing about tools and clothes, playfully hitting each other.
"Hey, this is for you too." Joel interrupts you, beckoning for you to come towards him. When you do he hands you a small book with guitar instructions.
"I thought you were gonna teach me." You say, disappointed, and he laughs.
"I will, I'm just messing with you." He says, removing the camera from his backpack and showing it to you.
"AAAaaah!" You scream again, this time for longer, your eyes wide and your voice high. "No! Joel, where did you find this?" You ask, bending down to hug him. "Thank you, thank you, thank you." You say on his neck, still not letting go.
He caresses your back, looking awkwardly at Bill, who looks at Frank, frowning.
"Enough, baby. Let him go." Frank tells you, distracted by what he's looking at, but you're too busy enjoying Joel to hear him.
Too busy feeling relief, the hug much more thankfulness for him being back than for the camera. He's here, he's fine, he brought you so many things.
He thought about you while he was away...
"Baby, hey." Joel whispers. But you only let go when Bill almost yells your name.
"Sorry, Joel." You say, running to your dads, jumping over the bags on the floor and throwing yourself back in between them on the couch.
"Oh my God!" Frank says when you show it to him. "Does it work?" He asks Joel.
"Yeah it does, pretty well." He says. "There's some paper inside of it already, there's more here with me. The photos come out instantly." He explains to you.
"Uh!" You gasp, your eyes wide, and the three of them look at you. "Can we take pictures?" You ask.
"Yes! I want a family photo." Frank says, excited.
You look at Bill, smiling and biting your lower lip.
He frowns, then nods, smiling. "Yeah, alright."
You're so excited you're shaking.
"Joel, can you take the first one, please?" You ask, and he nods, so you hand him the camera and sit back on the couch, holding both your dads' hands. The three of you put on your best smiles and stay still.
"Wait, is my hair good, loves?" Frank asks you and Bill, who look at him, and you fix it. But Joel's already pressed the button, and he photo comes out of the camera: you smiling, fixing your dad's hair. You don't notice it, though, and Joel keeps it to himself, waiting for you to be ready.
"Now it is." You say, looking over at Bill. "Oh, daddy. Your hair's a mess." You say, fixing it for him as he keeps messing it back. "Stop! Let me fix it." You say, playfully slapping his hand away and laughing, and he stops.
You take their hands back and nod to Joel, who takes the picture, mesmerized by you.
Your big smile, your hair, your dress, the soft tan you have around your nose, how solar and pretty you are.
After he takes it he sees your eyes growing wider through the viewfinder of the camera, when you see the photo coming out of it. You run towards him.
"Oh my God!" You scream, taking the photo. "It's us!"
"Let me see it!" Frank says, excited, and you sit back in between your dads.
"Oh my..." He says, tears forming in his eyes. "It's us. Our family." He says.
Bill leans on you to look at it, his eyes getting red as soon as he sees it. He looks at you, caressing your hair, then he looks at Joel.
"Thank you." He says, and Joel nods, smiling, holding back his own tears.
He knows how important memories like that are. He wishes he had more photos with Sarah.
"Now we need one of all of us." You say, not giving him the chance to drown in those thoughts. "We can't keep you out, Joel." You say, getting up.
"Yeah, c'mon, sit here with us." Frank says, scooting next to Bill.
"No, it's alright. It should be about you, not me." He says.
"C'mon!" You say, going towards him and grabbing his hand, pulling his arm. "You're with us, I want a picture of all of us!" You say, grunting as you struggle to move his body an inch away from the armchair, and he gets up.
"Okay—God, you're persistent." He says, laughing, going to sit next to Frank.
You stand in front of them, holding the camera.
"How do we take this one?" You ask them, and they all frown.
"Didn't think about it..." Bill admits.
"Maybe try and... I don't know, turn it and see if it frames all of us?" Frank suggests.
"Okay." You agree, sitting in the coffee table and trying to figure out how to hold the camera with it facing you. "Alright, big smiles old men." You say, laughing and pressing the button.
"Hey!" They all scream.
The photo comes out perfectly, with all four of you clearly in it. All of them laughing and making offended faces at what you said while you smile proudly in front of them.
"Oh, this is amazing." You say, laughing when you see it, turning to them.
"No, baby, c'mon, take another one. A serious one." Frank says, laughing, slapping your thigh playfully.
"Alright." You say, turning your back to them. "C'mon, smile." You say right before pressing the button.
"Is it good?" Bill asks, leaning close to you, looking at it over your shoulder.
"It's perfect" You say, looking at the photo, loving every single man in it. "Thank you, Joel. I had no idea this still existed." You say, turning to them and looking at him.
"Now everything's gonna look just like the real thing." He says, mentioning the conversation you two had the day before when picking vegetables for breakfast.
You smile. He remembered what you said, he was thinking about you just as much as you were thinking about him.
It's not like you don't know your dads love you and care about you. You do. But their love feels different from Joel's.
You feel special because he wasn't meant to care about you. He decided to. He saw you and thought you were special enough for his time and effort.
It's a type of attention you've never had before.
"Did you find any of the stuff we talked about?" Bill asks when he understands you two talked about the camera, not liking the wide smile you're shooting Joel.
"Yeah." Joel cleans his throat. "Lots of tools and big cans of paint. Stuff for fixing the fences, the houses, mowing the lawn." He answers, adjusting himself on his seat.
"Great. Think we can make it today?" He asks, and Joel thinks before answering, looking again at you, then looking back at your dad.
"Uh...Yeah, sure. I just need a shower first." He says, and Bill nods.
"You're going out again?" You ask Joel, more disappointment present in your voice than you wished.
"Darling." Frank says, looking at you and turning his eyes towards Bill.
A silent 'How are we supposed to explain this to your dad?'
"I'm sorry, but aren't you tired? You just arrived." You say, more calm.
"It should be an one-hour drive, I can rest on the car, it's fine." Joel says, and you sigh.
"You're sure? We could go tomorrow, or other day." Bill says.
"Yeah, no. It's fine, I'm fine." He says. "Just dirty." He laughs. "Would rather go today and fully rest tomorrow." He decides.
"Can I go? Since you're driving there?" You ask, and Bill grunts.
Letting you outside wasn't his favorite, but your dad knows you can take handle yourself. And he stays more calm with himself and Joel being there to protect you.
"Well... I don't see why not." He says smiling at at you, and you smile back.
"Actually, I think you should stay, dove." Frank says, and you whine.
"Why?" You ask.
"Well, we shouldn't leave the town alone for so long, right? And I don't wanna stay here alone." He says.
"But I—" You start, and he gives you a look.
A look he only gives your dad. A look he gave you for the first time yesterday, watching you and Joel kiss.
Fuck.
"Alright." You agree.
"Great! We have lots of laundry to do with all this new stuff Joel brought you." He says.
Bill looks at both of you, also eyeing Joel, trying to see if he's maybe understanding what's going on.
"Well, alright. You rest then, Joel. We're leaving right after lunch." Bill says, getting up and going to the kitchen.
"I'll go start laundry." You say quietly, picking up your heavy bag.
"Do you want help with that?" Joel asks, already getting up.
"No, thanks, it's fine." You say, smiling, picking the bag.
"Okay. I'm gonna go shower." He says, nodding to Frank and going upstairs as you walk outside.
"Fuck me." Frank sighs, rubbing his hands violently on his face. Then he fixes his hair and goes to the kitchen help Bill.
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After a few minutes you can already smell lunch being prepared.
You go upstairs to pick up your dirty clothes. If you're stuck at home doing laundry, then you might as well do all of it.
As you walk up the stairs you can't help but think about how Joel's on his own. How he said he'd shower, how much you loved seeing his body that other night.
You skip your bedroom and go straight to his. When you reach his bedroom door you hear his shower running, and quietly walk inside the room.
You find his wallet on top of a pile of clothes on his bed and grab it, running your fingers through the worn-out leather. Opening it, the first thing you find is Sarah's photo.
You look at it. It's old and starting to rip at the edges. The colors are finally giving in and fading, specially around her right side, like if Joel caresses her cheeks and hair when looking at her.
Thinking about him going through such loss makes your heart ache. You feel so much for your — probably deceased — parents, and you haven't even got any memories of them. You can't imagine what losing his daughter must have felt like for Joel. And to think that the only memory he has of her is fading away...
You have an idea. You put it back on top of his bed and run downstairs, grabbing your camera and rushing back to his bedroom.
...
When you get there he's still inside the bathroom, but he stops the water as soon as you open his wallet. You take the photo out and bring it close to the window, taking a picture of it.
You sit on his bed and hide it on your bra, putting the original photo back. Just when you're finished he walks out of the bathroom, his hair damp and his body covered only with a towel wrapped around his waist.
You can't breath for a second, overwhelmed by his wide shoulders, strong chest and stomach, his belly poking out and his cock outlined on the towel. You've never seen him like this, at least not in daylight, and you can't look away.
He sees you eyeing him up and down and smiles, like if he knew he'd find you exactly where you are right now. Like was hoping to find you there.
He walks to the bedroom door and locks it.
As he walks closer to you, you can see the water droplets covering his skin, and he notices your blissful and watery eyes.
"I missed you." He says, cupping your cheek, your eyes faltering as soon as he touches you, taking your ear between his index and middle finger, caressing the skin under your eye. He leans down closer to you and his wet hair drips on your forehead, making you scrunch your eyes and laugh.
He smiles and kisses the water drop on your forehead, then your cheek, right besides your nose. He moves lower and gives your lips a peck, slowly making his way through them to roll his tongue around yours.
His movements careful and intentional, his beard scratching your lips and your cheeks, making you moan and lean further into him. His dry lips making you deepen the kiss, making you wanna keep them wet.
He pulls away and looks down at you, his wet hair falling over his forehead, dripping, the water running down his cheeks.
"I missed you more." You say, touching his waist before wrapping your arms around him. He pulls your head closer to his body, hugging you. His skin, still cold from the shower, wetting your face.
You kiss some of the water droplets around his chest and stomach, burying your face on him as he caresses the hair over the nape of your neck. You caress his back, bringing your hands to his sides, finding the hem of his towel.
"Baby..." He says, trying to convince himself to stop you.
But he doesn't, and you pull on it, slowly letting it fall out of him. Your heart slams against your chest when you see him naked. His wide shoulders, strong torso and slightly prominent belly making him tower over you, making you want to lie back down and pull him on top of you. His cock, big and soft, right on your face, making you lick your lips.
He takes a fistful of your hair, gently pulling your head back to make you look up at him. He almost smiles at how he finds no resistance to maneuver you.
"Right now is not the time." He says with a low voice, barely above a whisper, slowly shaking his head, leaning down to give your lips a peck.
He pulls away with a quiet groan when you touch his cock, just running one finger over it, then taking it in your hand, moaning at how heavy it is, even when soft like this.
Even though he said you shouldn't, he doesn't stop you from touching him. He likes how curious and open you are, how different it feels to be with you, who wants to explore things with him, and not just have sex because he wants to.
You keep holding him, touching his tip with your thumb. When you lick your lips and try to lean closer to him, he pulls firmly on your hair, keeping your head in place.
"I didn't say you could use your mouth." He says, softly but sternly, caressing your hair.
You look up at him, bringing your eyebrows together and letting out a soft and frustrated moan.
"But you're dry. I don't wanna hurt you."
"Then lick your thumb, baby." He instructs, and you do, wetting it and exploring his tip again, earning a groan from him.
It's the first time you're seeing his cock soft and dry, the second time you're seeing it up close, and you want to understand and memorize every little part of him.
How his soft — so soft — skin covers most of his tip, how it wrinkles at the edge; how you can see a few veins poking on his skin; how warm and heavy he is; the curves his tip has, how they make you want to run your tongue all over it, on top of it, underneath it, maybe even ask him if it'd be okay to poke the tiny hole at the center of it with your tongue.
How its size and thickness make you wonder how it'd feel to have him inside you. If it'd hurt, how far would it go, if you'd feel it all the way, if you'd still feel him the next morning, how empty you'd feel after he left you.
You wet your thumb again, rolling it on his tip, remembering how soft and warm it felt on your clit, how badly you want to feel it on you again.
Your other hand goes to his balls, picking them and rolling them on your palm, earning a loud sigh from him.
"Careful there, baby." He warns, and you soften your grip on them. Their soft and squishy texture making you actively remind yourself to not squeeze them.
Your heart accelerates when you feel him starting to grow and harden, softly pulsing from time to time. But you hear a soft knock on the door, and you freeze. Your heart beating so fast you're afraid it may give in that you're with Joel, since he's certain his is audible as well.
"Joel?" You hear Frank's voice.
"Yeah." He responds, taking the chance to get away from you and look for an underwear. His voice a bit raspy.
"Oh, hey. Huh... lunch's ready, if you're ready to come down, we're about to eat." He says.
"Alright, thanks, be right down." Joel says, putting his underwear on.
"Okay." Frank says, and you hear his footsteps going away; then coming close to the door again. "You haven't seen her... Right?" He asks suspiciously, and Joel looks at you while he puts his jeans on, moving his lips.
"No, last time I saw her, she was in the living room, taking her clothes outside to wash them." He lies.
"Yeah, I saw that too. But she's not there anymore."
"Maybe she's just somewhere else outside." Joel suggests, reaching for a shirt in one of his drawers.
"Yeah, she probably is." Your dad agrees. "Well, anyway, she'll come when she's hungry." He finishes before walking away again.
Joel, now almost fully dressed, comes to sit by your side to put his shoes on. And as he starts putting on his socks you realize you've never been by his side before. He's always either across from you, behind you or in front of you, but he's never sat besides you.
You look up at him, his cheekbones and nose sculpted by the glaring sunlight entering through his window. His face feels so far, his pouty lips so out of reach. He looks so good, so big, so strong, so overpowering almost.
You've never felt small or powerless; your dads always did their best to make sure you had the confidence to face anything you ever came across. And yet here you are, struggling to fill your lunges because a man is simply putting his shoes on by your side.
Wishing he would just lay you on his bed and crush you with his weight again, making it hard for you to breath — Oh how good it felt when his warm skin touched yours, when his rough and large hands held your hips so firmly and his beard scratched your neck and collarbones. His hot breath burning your skin—
"You should go to your room, baby." He says without looking at you, pulling you out of your thoughts.
"Are you and dad gonna be away the whole day?" You ask, slightly out of breath, and he looks down at you, shrugging.
"Don't think so. We're just gonna go take the stuff I couldn't bring by hand. It's an one hour drive, then just pick it all up and drive for another hour back." He explains, his hair falling all over his face.
"Do you ever brush your hair?" You ask, and he frowns.
"Not since I got here. You know, somehow this time I forgot to pack my comb." He jokes, laughing proudly at himself.
"Don't get up." You say, carefully leaving his bedroom to not walk into one of your dads.
...
After a few seconds you come back, a comb in hand. He's finishing his second shoe, and laughs when he sees you locking his door.
You walk towards him, stopping in between his legs, just like you did the morning before.
First you run your fingers through his hair, and he wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you even closer.
He looks up at you with soft eyes as you carefully comb his hair back. When the repeated and soft movements start soothing him, he closes his eyes and touches his chin to your chest, keeping his head back, a relaxed and joyful smile on his lips.
While he was away, he kept thinking about you, thinking about how he, so relatively late in his life, found such an opportunity. Not just the opportunity to leave the QZ and still be safe, living a comfortable — even happy, maybe — life. But most importantly, the opportunity to have someone who seems to genuinely care for him. Maybe even love him someday.
Someone making sure he has enough food, exhaustively asking if he's gonna be okay, making him want to be careful and return home safe, making him feel like he as a home, respecting his time to talk about Sarah, pushing him to explore his old hobbies and combing his hair...
And nothing is asked in exchange, nothing is traded. He just cares for you... And there you are; solar, pretty, a positive and shiny refuge amongst all the depressing things he is always surrounded by.
"Better." You say, and he opens his eyes, not minding having his daydreams cut by the one causing them.
"Did it look that bad?" He laughs, his voice soft.
"No, I just wanted to touch it." You whisper, cupping his cheeks and kissing him. "I was so worried. I felt so bad for asking you for clothes. And you've brought so many of them, so much weight." You say, barely pulling away from him, holding his face in your hands.
"I still have some that aren't in that bag." He laughs, and you frown, smiling when you see his smile.
"You do?" You ask, running your hands down his back, letting most of your weight fall over him.
"Yeah, those I said you could wear only for me?" He says with a smirk. "They're in there, go get them." He points to the backpack he took with him. You let go of him and go towards it while he gets up and goes to his bathroom.
You open it and find a pink bag with a few pairs of lingerie inside. You can feel your cheeks heating up imagining yourself wearing them.
They're so sheer, so small and revealing. You take all of them, setting every new pair carefully on top of his bed.
He comes back to hug you from behind, squeezing your waist, gently pulling your hair over your left shoulder and kissing the right side of your neck, going from pecks to open mouthed kisses and nibs.
"They're so... Small." You say, and he stops.
"You don't have to wear them if you don't want to, baby." He reassures you. "It's okay." He tightens his arms around you.
"No, I liked them, it's just... Why even wear them if they show almost everything?" You ask, and he laughs, tightening his hug.
"That's the thing, baby. They show almost everything." He says, his chin on your shoulder.
"I don't get it." You frown.
"You know how you looked at me when I left the shower? With the towel on?" He whispers.
"Oh, okay... I think I get it." You say. You couldn't help but think about what he'd look like without the towel.
Knowing something so fragile was keeping you away from his naked body was... thrilling.
"You're gonna look so pretty in them, baby." He says, and you moan quietly. "Can't wait to see it."
"I can only wash them when I shower, so you're not gonna see it tonight. Maybe tomorrow." You say, and he squeezes your waist.
"I'll try and not lose my mind." He laughs on your neck. "Now go, I gotta go downstairs." He says, turning you around, giving you a kiss. You turn around, and he calls your name. "Are you not forgetting anything?" He asks, holding your camera.
"Oh... Yeah." You try not to sound too suspicious.
"What were you doing with it?" He asks when you reach him.
"I was taking pictures of you showering." You say innocently, and he frowns. "Of course I wasn't, oh my God!" You defend yourself, and he laughs.
"Are you sure?" He asks.
"Yeah. I was just taking it up to my bedroom, and then I remembered you were showering, so I came to see you." You say, hugging him again, stuffing your face on his chest.
He kisses the top of your head and walks you backward towards the door, going slowly so you won't trip.
He lets go of you and opens the door. You two walk down the hallway, and he squeezes your waist as he lets you by your bedroom door, going downstairs.
You hide the bag with the lingerie at the bottom of a drawer and go outside, back to laundry.
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"Isn't she coming?" Bill asks, and Frank shrugs.
"I looked for her but couldn't find her anywhere." He says, putting the plates down.
"I ain't gonna eat without her, not when I'm leaving for the day." He says, getting up and walking outside.
"Where is she?" Frank almost whispers to Joel.
"Huh?" His question catches Joel off guard as he's helping him set the table.
"Did she leave your room already?" He asks impatiently.
"She wasn't—" Joel starts, shaking his head.
"Joel, I looked all over this house and everywhere I knew she could be. I know she was with you." He says in hushed, angry whispers.
Joel doesn't like this. He doesn't like this at all. Your dads shouldn't know about it. They shouldn't even think about it. He wanted to do things the right way, slowly, carefully. Respectfully.
"She went outside before I came downstairs." He admits, fixing your cutlery. Frank watches him, noticing how much care he puts into everything he does to you.
"Did something happen in your room?" He asks quietly, like he was afraid of the answer.
"No! No, nothing happened." He says firmly. "She just wanted a hug... And a kiss. Just said she missed me, was worried about me." He says with a short and shy smile.
"Did you miss her?"
"I was the first to say it." He says, looking at Frank. "Look, I know you may not believe it, but I do care about her. At first I didn't wanna get involved with her at all to not hurt her when I left." He says, sitting down across from your seat, looking at your chair. "But then fixing your car that day Bill talked to me about the houses around here. How I could work on one of them if I wanted a second, safe place to stay."
"And you're considering it?" He asks, and Joel takes a moment to respond.
"You know how QZ's are. They have their benefits, but overall... They're nothing compared to this. Tess said she won't leave, so we could still keep the deal going. I also have my brother, who has access to other things. Things Tess and I don't have."
"Your brother works for FEDRA?" Frank asks, turning his head slowly.
"No! He doesn't. He's a Firefly." Joel rushes to say.
He can't help but worry about his brother, but he's in no hurry to come back.
"Is that what you and Tess talked about that day when she called? About you staying?" He asks.
Joel nods in response, and Frank wonders how things escalated so quickly. How he went from telling Joel not to look at you to agreeing to have him move in to be with you.
"Just make sure you are sure before you tell her anything, alright?" Frank says with a sigh, scratching his forehead.
"I don't wanna stay if you don't think I should. If you don't think it's right you tell me and I leave as soon as we finish what we need to do over here—" Joel says, a hint of shame in his voice as he doesn't look Frank in the eyes anymore.
"No, Joel... It's not that, I'm sorry." He interrupts Joel, leaning back on his chair. "I'm just thinking about Bill. I mean, I don't wanna scare you, but we're gonna have to be extremely careful if we want you to come out of this alive." His seriousness almost scaring Joel.
"Yeah, she... She told me that." He says, playing with his fork.
He just had to go slow with it, and everything should be alright.
Right?
...
You're sorting the clothes Joel brought you when your dad finds you.
"Hi, my honeybun." He says, and you laugh.
He has this thing where sometimes he'll call you the sweetest nickname he can think of, just for the sake of it. Somehow he still comes up with new ones from time to time.
"Hey, daddy. Is lunch ready?" You ask smiling.
"Yeah, your dad said he couldn't find you, though." He asks, picking one of the dresses and holding it in front of himself.
"Hmm. Must've been when I went to the bathroom." You lie, and he hums.
"Aren't these dresses a bit too short?" He asks, picking another dress you've just thrown on the laundry pile. "Why did Joel pick this for you?"
"I asked him to." You say almost too quickly. "I showed him some magazines and described what I wanted. He said he'd bring a bit of everything and I'd see what I liked." You explain.
"And did you like this dress?" He asks, raising his eyebrow.
"I did, yeah." You say, and he scratches his head.
"You know I don't like you wearing this type of things around him."
"Dad..."
"Just avoid it, alright? Joel might be whatever, but he's still a man. And you're so gorgeous, my honeybun." He says, cupping your cheek. You kiss his palm, screaming at yourself for lying to your dad, for doing all this behind his back.
But would he ever let you experience what you've had with Joel if he knew about it?
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The only conversation at the table was between Joel and Bill, as they discussed the roads they'd take and how long it should take to come back. Your dad was focused on Joel's descriptions of the way, and Joel walked him through it while he caressed your leg between his ankles again.
But it all felt too rushed when they had to leave. Your heart feeling hollow and your stomach overfilled as your dad kissed your forehead, and Joel discreetly squeezed your hand while your dads kissed goodbye.
"Take care, you two." Frank says.
"Got two good reasons to be." He responds, kissing Frank again.
"I have one too." Joel whispers to you, knowing Bill has his back turned to the two of you. You smile up at him, quickly touching your head on his chest, quickly pulling away when your dad turns around.
"C'mon." He tells Joel. "I love you, baby. " He tells you before going inside the car.
They drive away, Joel looking at you through the car's mirror.
...
"Dad?" You ask Frank after the gate closes behind your dad's truck.
"Yes, love." He responds fixing your hair behind your ears.
"Can you help me with something? A gift for Joel." You ask, and he raises his eyebrows quickly.
"Sure, what is it?"
"Do you think you could paint this photo for me? Make it bigger and fill in where the photo is fading." You say, taking the photo that was still on your bra and showing it to him.
"Baby, who is this?"
"He never...?" You ask.
Fuck.
Joel never told your dads about Sarah, maybe he never told them anything about himself.
"He has a daughter?" He asks, confused.
"Had... one." You hesitate.
"Oh, dear." Frank sighs. "Sure, love, I can do it." He says, walking inside in a hurry.
Now he understands why Joel was always so understanding of his and Bill's concerns. Of why he always said he didn't want to stay if that'd make him and Bill uncomfortable.
Because he knows what caring for a child is like.
...
Now it was just you and your dad for a couple of hours. But strangely enough, he didn't look for you. Didn't come to help you with laundry like he said he would, didn't ask any questions. He just spent the whole day at his studio, painting.
Probably painting Sarah.
"Hi, dad." You say, entering the room and sitting by his side.
"Hi, my love. Are you okay?" He asks, noticing your expression.
"Uhum. I'm fine." You say, looking at his canvas.
"Think you can tell me her name?" He asks, looking at Sarah's photo.
"I don't know... I thought he had told you and dad." You say, feeling guilty for exposing that part of Joel without his consent. He trusted you, after all.
"That's okay. You don't have to." He sounds calm while he starts mixing more of the paint Joel brought him.
"Why did you want me to stay?" You ask after a minute. Even though he's not acting like he's mad at you, you know exactly why he wanted you to stay. So why won't he just say something?
He sighs, taking several seconds to respond, focusing on his painting and on what he's gonna say.
"I wanted you to stay so I could yell at you, cry, even. So I could ask why you lied to me, what you two have been doing behind our backs." He says, and you instinctively pull your body further from his. "But then I saw him hold you hand before leaving, whispering something to you, you snuggling on his chest. Then you asked me to paint her... And now I feel like I shouldn't do any of that anymore." He says, looking down at you.
"I'm sorry I lied to you. I was just afraid you'd tell dad and... I don't like to think about what he'd do to Joel." You say.
"I'm honestly more worried about what Joel would do to defend himself." Frank says, and you look at him.
As obvious as it sounds, you've never thought about it. You never considered Joel defending himself. Maybe your dad coming out of it hurt. Because of you.
The thought makes your breathing shallow, and your dad notices it.
"Hey, hey, baby. Nothing's gonna happen, okay?" He soothes you, caressing your hair. "We're gonna go slow, be careful. And we'll prepare dad for it. Okay?"
"Uhum." You agree, your breathing still laborious.
"But I mean it when I say careful." He says, and you look at him. "I saw you going upstairs earlier. I know you were with him." He says and you look away from him, embarrassed. "That I have a problem with. You're not being honest with me. And that was all I asked from you."
"We'll just be actually careful and everything's gonna be okay."
"Aren't you afraid?"
"I am." He admits with a sigh, kissing your forehead and hugging you, letting silence take over.
Imagining one of them coming out of this hurt makes you want to tell Joel you don't want to do this anymore, that he should stay away from you. He should just go back to the QZ and you should just forget about all of this.
You've lived just fine without anyone like him, you always handled yourself — oh, but it feels so much better when he's there with you, his rough hands feel nothing like your soft ones —, you've always been loved by your parents — but the way he loves you feels different —, and you've just met what...four or five days ago?
You can get over him.
But imagining him going away, never seeing him again, never talking to or touching him makes you want to cry, to scream. It makes you whish you just listened to your dad and never looked out the window, never let Joel see you — never looked at him in the first place —, never smiled at him, never moaned his name, never called him into your bedroom. But you can't. You've done all that, you've touched him, felt his warm breath on your ear, and you can't imagine never feeling that again.
So you just hug your father, trying to keep your mind away from such terrifying scenarios, from one of them getting hurt.
You know one day your dad will know. And you know someone may come out of it hurt.
Be it physically or not.
You just hope it's not both.
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Hope you liked it, friends 🩷. Bill's gonna find out sooner or later, the problem is... What will he do when he finds out? How will Joel react?
Hope you're here when we find out, I love you all so much, this series means so, so much to me, and I love getting comments, reblogs and asks talking about it. I love that you guys are still so invested in it, even when it takes me so long to update the story.
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elliespuns · 11 months
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The bond/chemistry between Joel and Ellie is so special and compelling, showing that even in a world that's dark and brutal, there is always hope. Joel lost his own biological daughter and struggled for 20 years, not only trying to survive but also trying to come to terms with his daughter's death. At first, Joel didn't want anything to do with Ellie and wanted to get rid of her as soon as possible because he didn't want to experience the same pain that he did with Sarah. But throughout their journey, they became like father/daughter and friends on top of that. We saw just how much Joel cared about Ellie, like his own daughter, and how he would do anything to protect her and make her happy. The bond/dynamic between them is what makes TLOU such a great game.
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cowboywritersworld · 3 months
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"Are you actually blushing?" "No! Shut up!"
With Daniel Garcia 🙏
It's so difficult not to be attracted by you
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General Masterlist | AEW Masterlist | Daniel Garcia Masterlist
Characters: Daniel Garcia, Reader
Prompt: "Are you actually blushing?" "No! Shut up!"
Resume: you are a huge fan of Danny and whenever AEW is in your town or not too far away, you attend the shows. Danny shouldn't fall in love with a fan, he shouldn't get distracted, but there is something in you which makes him want you.
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You are a fan of Daniel Garcia ever since you can remember seeing him in a Wrestling Federation. As a fan, every time All Elite Wrestling is in your city, you attend to the show and if you can, you buy the meet and greets as well.
You have got some tickets for tonight's Dynamite as a Birthday gift, what your best friend hasn't told you though, is that she got you passes for the meet & greet as well.
"I can't wait to be there! Front row seats... A dream." You say as finish braiding your hair into a high bun. "Danny is in the main event!" You say dreamily.
"Have you bought the meet and greet?" Sarah asks you, watching at you amused.
"They were all sold out, I would have loved to... I wanna meet Danny in person so bad." You sigh as you sit on the couch, waiting for your best friend to be ready.
"Who knows what might happen, maybe he'll fly at you, or he'll dance right in front of you." Sarah chuckles, while your cheeks turn a bright red.
"I would die in both scenarios and you perfectly know that!"
You both get in the car when you are ready, the drive to the Arena being short. You are wearing your Daniel Garcia t-shirt, and as you enter the Arena, Sarah makes you close your eyes, leading you somewhere.
You can only hear people talking, but don't understand where she is taking you, until you can hear a familiar voice. You could recognize it everywhere and you bring your hands to your mouth, shocked and in awe.
"Sarah... You didn't!" You are so sure that voice is Danny's, you have no doubts about it.
"I did! This is your last birthday gift."
She chuckles and allows you to open your eyes only when you are called next. Your heart beats hard in your chest when you and your best friend approach the table Danny is sitting at. When he finally looks at you in the eyes, you swear you could melt right there, in front of him.
Daniel's eyes get wide as soon as he sees you: it feels like a lightning strikes him, because he can't take his eyes off of you. Your blue eyes are very intriguing, your curly hair almost make him want to touch them.
He notices how your hands tremble as you hand him a photo to sign and he can't help but smile at the sight of your merch T-shirt.
"My best friend would love if you could do your dance." Sarah dares to say, while your cheeks turn red.
"She does? Got no problem with that."
Danny stands up after signing the photo you gave him, getting in front of you, starting to dance. You chew on your lower lips, trying to keep your cool, while Sarah films it all.
"Are you actually blushing?" You faintly hear Danny ask you this, but can't really say the truth: after all you are just one of his fans and you have no possibility with him.
"No! Shut up!" You say, turning your face around, to hide how much you actually are doing it. You gulp as you realize how you answered him, but he doesn't seem offended; instead... He is smirking.
"Make sure to watch me out there, will you?" He says, almost flirting with you.
"I will."
You can just promise him, before letting other fans chat with him. It feels so surreal, but Daniel Garcia has just smirked at you and he tried to flirt with you.
He dares dancing another time in front of you and you still blush, but he has to focus on his match. Still... You have the impression that he keeps looking at you most of the time. It feels like you are interesting to him, but you barely know each other, so it's really impossible.
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keyh0use · 7 months
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Kinktober Day 6: Daddy Kink
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Barry is soft in this, if you want rough sex, go to day 7
Music filtered in through the open patio doors, twinkling lights strung up along the towering trees overhead, lighting the makeshift dance floor as Ward Cameron twirled his already staggering wife around. It was the patriarch's birthday, and boy did he go all out. Every wealthy family was in attendance, moseying around the manicured lawn with their noses turned up at the south side servers offering adorable little hor d'oeuvres and sloshing glasses of red wine. Barry was amongst the snotty crowds—but he was far from fitting in with them. He humoured Rafe by wearing a deep blue suit that had been carefully selected, tailored and then laid across their springy mattress in a dry cleaner bag for him. The boy cared about showing up and showing out for these things, and Barry wasn't going to let his baby down, no matter how uncomfortable he was. So he wore the suit. And left his hair down, washed curls tickling his ears, just the way Rafe liked. Arriving together was expected, Rafe dragging Barry around by his hand as they made rounds, some partygoers much more friendly towards the drug dealer than others. But that was alright, Barry found it hard to be mad while his boy was pressed comfortingly to his side—until he wasn't. One minute Rafe was whispering in his ear about needing to go to the bathroom, and the next he was gone. That was surely a good ten minutes ago, and the older man was growing restless in the boring conversation he was unwillingly sucked into.  With some kind parting words, Barry made his way from the warmly lit backyard into the pristine white house, such a stark contrast it made his head momentarily throb. No photos adorned the walls, only paintings and large windows.
Walking the hallways of Tanneyhill always made the older man feel so sad for Rafe, growing up in a house instead of a home. The kitchen was full of staff and the living room full of servers, complaining about the guests quietly amongst themselves while waiting for their trays to be re-filled. No sign of Rafe, leaving Barry to wander around mindlessly opening door after door, searching for his boy.
When he passes by the overly spacious formal living room, a giant family portrait hangs over the decorated mantle and Barry looks up and his own smiling face stares down at him.  Barry can never look at the photo for too long, feeling an odd sense of belonging that makes his chest ache. So he moves on after scanning the space, glancing in a half-bath before pushing open a heavy door. It's Mr. Cameron's office, undoubtedly.
The drug dealer has spent a lot of alone time with Ward, being questioned about his intentions and family history and career goals and all that shit parents care about. It was always awkward and tense, but Barry powered through and eventually gained approval to marry the Cameron heir.
Which he did.  Yet, none of those treacherous meetings ever took place in Tanneyhill, so Barry had never set foot in the bleak office. The curious man can't help but move a couple steps inside, glancing around at the minimal furniture. Bookshelves, filing cabinets, and a desk at the far end. Barry figured Ward wouldn't care too much if he used the outdated phone lying beside a stack of papers to call his husband, having left his own phone all the way in the centre console of the pick-up. Dropping down onto the swivelling leather chair, Barry reached for the receiver and paused—a single photo was placed gingerly out of the way, Ward and Sarah smiling side by side. The sight had Barry's eyes squinting in annoyance. Sure, Rafe had a much better relationship with his father these days, but it didn't heal all the pain and pressure the patriarch caused over the years. Barry thinks the favouritism will always leave a sour taste in his mouth because Rafe is perfect, so deserving of all the love in the world. Damaged knuckles knock gently against the frame and send it toppling off the desk to shatter against wooden floorboards, tiny shards of glass skittering outwards and the lifeless photo lying face-down, the mans lips turning up at one corner.  Before he can resume his intended purpose of being in another mans office in the first place, the door is pushed open and Rafe storms in, looking ready to scold whatever idiot invading his fathers personal space within an inch of their life—only to stop short and stare, gaze swimming with confusion.  "What are you doing in here?" Rafe asks, turning quickly to close the door as soundlessly as possible.  With an easy shrug, Barry answers, "You left me."  "Shit, yeah, sorry." Gold rings shimmer beneath the overhead lighting as Rafe drags a palm down his tired face, going on to explain, "Wheezie spilled juice on her dress and started crying and I couldn't find another one she liked because...because purple doesn't go with her shoes, so she'd have to change the whole outfit...then we found something but when she put it on she felt gross?" Rafe ends the sentence like a question, brows drawn as he recounts the events of the last twenty minutes. "But then Sarah came barging in and pardoned me, so...her problem now."  Dark eyes rove over the powder blue suit wrapped around the boys lean body and the way perfectly slicked back hair has started falling loose from sweat, making Rafe look dishevelled. "Look at you, country club, bein' a good big brother. Come so far from the obnoxious little kook you once were," the older man compliments.  "Yeah, well, I'd say you're a good influence but that would be a lie," counters Rafe bashfully, trying to hide the nervous flush to his cheekbones by deflecting and turning away.  "I ain't corrupt that head of yours." Standing up from the comfy chair, Barry made his way over to his boy and pressed a lingering kiss to a red cheek. "You were more than ready to do a bunch of nasty shit from the beginning." 
Rafe fidgets with his sleeve, mumbling, "'Cause you look like that." 
"You sweet talkin' me, boy?" Barry drawls, gold tooth glinting when he grins like their matching rings. 
The kook does lean into him but otherwise is distracted, and Barry realises Rafe is anxious. There's the obvious pressure being at family events present, but it's more than that too, this amount of nervous fidgeting the direct result of Ward's belittling.
The older man can't even imagine how many despicable things were said to his baby in this very room. 
Smoothing comforting hands down the length of Rafe's body, Barry orders gently, "Get undressed." 
"What?" Rafe asks in disbelief, shocked eyes finally turning on the other man. "Barry there are people everywhere—" 
"Just outside," corrects Barry. "And I ain't asking, baby boy." 
Not one to disobey, Rafe's fumbling fingers start undoing the buttons on his dress shirt, worrying his bottom lip while Barry locks the door before crossing the room to take a seat in the big chair once more.  Palming himself while watching the boy remove each layer of clothing, Barry clocks the exact moment Rafe's skittish eyes land on the mess on the floor, freezing only momentarily before he's stepping out of his briefs and hastily moving around the desk.
"Just wanna make you feel safe, okay?" mumbles Barry. Rough hands curl around the back of Rafe's bare thighs to tug the boy closer, the older man leaning forward to press gentle kisses against his abs, tensing under the affection. Rafe sits his naked body right in Barry's lap, planes of unblemished skin on full display. He's trembling—just a little—when two fingers press into him, sinking in straight to the knuckles. It's only been a few hours since they had each other last and there's still come inside, hole still relaxed. 
Barry works hard to stretch Rafe out as quickly as possible, reminded they aren't alone every time footsteps pass by the door and dishes clink, thick fingers scissoring and pressing bluntly to the boy's prostate with skillful ministrations. 
"Take it so well, baby," praises Barry, leaning forward to bite at Rafe's pebbled nipples, making him arch his back and pant wantonly. "You wanna come?" asks Barry, receiving an eager nod from the boy riding his hand. 
"Yeah," the boy rushes out. "Yes, daddy." 
Brushing a trail of kisses across Rafe's face, Barry tells him, "What a good boy using your words." Retracting the digits, Barry wipes his spit covered hand on the leather arm of the chair and maneuvers down onto the floor between his parted legs. "All the lube you're gonna get tonight, pretty baby, go 'head." 
Rafe leans forward to press a firm kiss to Barry's stiff cock, straining against the expensive material of the dark blue suit. A firm hand weaves its way into soft blonde hair and the boy offers a rare sweet smile up at his man before diving back in to lick a long stripe along the throbbing length, settling in to suck greedily on the tip.  The kook practically makes out with his bulge, tongue coating the fabric with spit. It's going to look like Barry pissed himself but he doesn't give a fuck.  "Get it wet, baby, c'mon," urges Barry. 
And Rafe doesn't have to be told twice, dragging the zipper down on Barry's slacks and fishing his cock out, kitten licking at the beads of come pooling on his tip.  There's a knock against the door—or close enough it sounds like it—followed by a fit of giggles from a couple guests stumbling down the hallway, likely in search of one of the many bathrooms. Barry mumbles in a gentle tone, "No time for teasin," before guiding the boys mouth down his sizeable length with a punched-out groan. Rafe slid the shaft down his throat with little struggle, having spent years getting used to being on his knees and swallowing something so fat. Keeping a firm grip on the boys soft hair, Barry controls the pace Rafe bobs his head at, soft wet sounds penetrating the quiet room.
"Such a good little cocksucker," Barry whispers affectionately, watching Rafe choke himself through half-lidded eyes. "My precious baby, so good to me."
With his chest heaving, Barry rested his head back against the chair, curls starting to mat to his forehead. A sheen of sweat coats his tanned skin and he has to make a serious effort to keep quiet, biting his lip hard when teeth graze the underside of his cock. A gentle tug has Rafe pulling off, mouth agape and eyes glazed when he peers up at his man.
Barry says, "C'mon," softly while helping the boy to his feet, backing him up against the solid desk to kiss him. In one fell swoop, Rafe is lifted onto the workspace with ease, his man fitting perfectly between his legs.
Rafe turns a nervous glance towards the door with a harsh swallow, shifting uncomfortably. "I don't know if this is...if it's okay, if we get caught—"
"I ain't gonna let anything happen to you," promises Barry, kissing the frown off his boys face, possessive hands settling on pale hips. "Nobody else gets to smack you around or yell at you or be mean to you—just me. You know that, don't you?"
Their foreheads knock together and Rafe is nodding, trying to match Barry's breathing. The boy is pulled forward until his ass hangs off and then the older man is spitting in his own hand and slathering his cock, before guiding it to Rafe's twitching hole by the base.
When Barry is seated fully inside, Rafe breathes out, "Yeah, I know."
Rough fingers caress one flushed cheek as Barry's hips begin to pump at a steady pace, free arm wrapping around the boy's trim waist to keep them close.
"Protect you from anything," pants Barry. "From anyone."
Rafe nods in response, moans falling freely the rougher Barry's hips snap forward, shaking the heavy desk and sending a stack of files to the floor. Neither of them have the mind to care.
Circling Rafe's waist with both arms, Barry keeps him close and safe while they near the finish line together.
"You gonna come, baby?" asks Barry softly, his boy nodding with a whimper. "Go ahead, make a mess," he encourages.
Rafe trembles when comes, sticky ropes shooting over his belly and chest, soaking through Barry's dress shirt where they're pressed together.
The way Rafe arches, whines and squirms in the older man's hold is what does it for Barry, pressing forward until he's buried deep to still his hips and emptying his load.
He has to seal their lips together to silence the groan that threatens to rip out of him, muffling the noises into Rafe's mouth.
The cleanup is easy enough, Barry leans his baby back and licks up all the mess, before tucking himself away and retrieving Rafe's discarded clothes.
Sure hands dress the shaking boy, pressing kisses into flushed and tacky skin.
With a hand on the doorknob, Barry turns to Rafe and asks, "You wanna go home, country club?"
"Nah," Rafe answers with a shrug. "Feeling better now."
Sorry if the ending seems rushed, I'm at Thanksgiving dinner.
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ok what am I supposed to do now the one for the money, two for the show is done!!!?! I would love more lord while I go back a reread everything from the beginning!
If you’re taking requests maybe quick snapshots of the year apart? Not to get too personal but I have a crush and I’ve been stalking their social media but like in a chill way (or I’m trying to) I imagine reader and Joel both seeing each others accomplishments or posts or being tagged in things and just being happy for each other but also….the longing
A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant to Be
Pairing: rockstar!joel miller x actress!reader
Author's note: this is so angsty i'm sorry
Summary: This ask
Warnings: angst, yearning, oh it's so sad
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Joel Miller's New Album Set to Break Records
Everything We Know About Joel Miller's New Album Glass House
Glass House Expected to Go Platinum Before Next Month
What Songs on Joel Miller's New Album Are About Famous Actress Ex?
You almost text Joel about the headlines and theories flooding your timeline. Almost. You actually started typing out a message before reading the last message you sent him almost four months ago and quickly deleting it. You're happy for him. You really are. In the pictures from his album release party, he looked insanely happy, posing with Ellie and Sarah and hugging his musician friends in celebration. He even played one of his newest songs, "Love-in-idleness," at the party with only his acoustic guitar and that deep voice of his. You think you would know it's about you even if he didn't tell you about it before you left. Love-in-idleness is the flower used in A Midsummer Night's Dream to make a love potion to unite the couples. It's common knowledge, but Joel might be one of the only people in the world who knows how much that play means to you. The song quickly becomes one of your favorites, but you don't tell him.
You scroll through his social media unashamedly. Dave Grohl and half the world congratulates him on his album release. He's making the music he's always wanted to make. Sarah told you she got into UCLA, and Ellie is drawing again. He's happy. They all are. So, why do you feel so shitty? Neither of you has deleted the pictures of each other from your profiles. It feels like a staring contest, seeing who will hold the torch of your relationship longer. It doesn't help that people are screenshotting the pictures of you together to "add context" to Joel's lyrics. The one that makes you break down is a quick snapshot someone took of you leaning on him in Central Park when you were watching the guitarist with lyrics from "The Yellow Subway." 
She knows more than me. You better believe
That city couldn't hold her right, but then
I couldn't either.
Despite the heartbreaking lyrics, you two look comfortable together— your head on his shoulder and his hand in yours. You cry in between scenes, ruining your makeup and having a mini-therapy session with your makeup artist, Saoirse, as a result. You don't post anything about his new album, but you put on a happy face and post snapshots from your time spent in Ireland thus far. Pitchers of Guinness, the Cliffs of Moher, stunningly green mornings, and a picture of you and the film crew hiding out in a tent while the rain comes down around you. Joel likes the photos but makes no other move to communicate with you.
You wonder if he's torturing himself in the same way you are. You wonder if he's waiting for a headline about you dating someone new like you are for him. You wonder if he's hurting the way you are. Selfishly, you hope he is because that means he still thinks of you. You also want him to hurt because he hurt you. You still love him, but you can't be the woman who crawls back to someone who can't trust her with things, like telling her the mother of his child is back in town. 
This is what's best. It's what needs to happen. You need to be here, working, and he needs to be there, being a dad and making music. It doesn't make it any easier or soothe the ache in your heart, but it's necessary. It's for your own good. Right? 
Right?
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Eighteen
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TW: Dark! Rafe. Smut. Language. Degrading Language. Dom!Rafe. Cheating.
SUMMARY: Your sister’s boyfriend shows you a special kind of attention the night of your birthday. 
WORD COUNT: 2600
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Can you please please do Dark!Rafe fucking his girlfriend’s little sister ??? 💜💜
Eighteen
Becoming eighteen meant freedom. Adulthood finally cresting to open the doors seventeen years prior had been closed. It meant you could now vote, although you held little interest in politics. It meant you could play the lottery, although you had no need as your trust fund was worth more than any 'jackpot'. And it also meant that you were of age for him. His eyes had always followed you and what you believed to have been some form of protection as he had been your sister's boyfriend for the last eighteen months. But all of this would be subject to change tonight. The night of your eighteenth birthday. 
You couldn't really understand how or why your sister and Rafe had even begun dating as they barely seemed to act like anything more than mannequins when they were together. Posing for photos seemed to be the reason behind the apparent longevity of a relationship everyone was surprised to have lasted as long as it had, including you. But this was because of the way they interacted. Undermining and belittling one another, almost frustrated that the other was breathing their air, but always acting in love when a series of eyes were set to them. And during those times, you would catch him looking at you with a humorous 'save me' look that you always believed was innocent enough, his way of being close to you without crossing any strange lines. But he had every intention tonight to obliterate those lines and twist them as he pleased as those once kind eyes trained on you from across your family's beach house. 
"Happy Birthday!" Sarah exclaimed, wrapping you in a warm embrace that was truly incomparable to any others. She had become a close friend despite the fact she was a few years old and having already graduated, but she always treated you as an equal. 
"Wasn't sure what to get a girl that has everything…" She teased as you offered a polite 'you didn't have to do this', before finding the most gorgeous silk dress wrapped beneath that now pulled bow. 
"Oh my god-"
"Your sister and I spent hours finding the perfect one. Blush pink, your favorite color-" You wrapped your arms around her neck as you had only wished for one thing this year. Not the dress. Not the color or its fabric. But to be seen as an adult. A woman. And this dress was certain to do that. 
"Better hurry and get dressed…Everyone will be here soon." She clapped excitedly as you ran up the steps and into your bedroom, standing before the mirror before taking the dress against you. For a moment, you began to play with your hair to see if it looked better up or down, curled or straight, before stilling in place as you caught his eyes on you. But when you turned to validate this, the space left in the door left ajar was completely empty as you could even hear him laughing with Sarah’s boyfriend, Topper, just beyond the door. Offering the idea of this just being wishful thinking as you could help but have a crush on him when he was always kind and handsome, funny and protective of you, you returned your focus to the dress. 
Descending the steps an hour later, a vision in the near pastel silk and hair pulled to a bun with loose tendrils barely kissing your skin, you seemed to have aged in that short span of sixty minutes. Even as you smirked and spoke, maturity seemed to set in as you began to make your way through the guests. But unbeknownst to you, you were unaware just how one particular set of eyes had been glued to your every movement. Especially when anyone of the opposite sex would pay you any form of attention. As far as he was concerned, you were dressed for him. Only him. And a part of you had. A part of you wanted to seem mature to him, as if some fantasy would prompt him to notice you…
How unaware you were that this was his very intent.
"Here…" One of your male friends spoke before producing a Tiffany's necklace as a gift. Although lavish in thought, it might as well have been something from a quarter vending machine as far as Rafe was concerned. You deserved a neck full of diamonds not a dainty teardrop that was anything but the style you now wore. Because of this, he scoffed as Sarah and your sister would note but overall ignore his response. Following this, you took your leave to the bathroom for a moment's reprieve. 
But you were present in the room for a second before the door opened at your back. You stood in silence for a second as you watched him lock the door behind him.
"I wanted to give you my gift." He spoke dramatically as you still felt safe, despite his domineering and even edgy actions. 
"You didn't have to buy me anything…" Your mind ran wild for what he bought for you as you knew whatever it was, you would cherish it always. It could be a cheap plastic ring and you'd keep it on hand just in memory of him. Or it could be a diamond ring with the promise of forever and you'd die young and beautiful in this moment. But that was a pipe dream for many reasons. 
At least you thought so. 
"I didn't." 
"Oh…good, I don't need-" But he walked towards you, palms set to the vanity at your back as he had you pinned against him. 
"You're going to be showered with clothes and jewelry," He flicked the necklace he detested, "All things that aren’t unique, even if you make them uniquely beautiful…" Your breath hitched at his words. 
"But I'm going to give you an experience. Something no one else can…" You swallowed hard as he moved even closer to you before turning you towards the mirror. 
"But I want to know one thing first…" You slowly nodded. 
"Are you a virgin?" Your eyes widened. 
"No." You confessed as he seemed torn between disappointment and relief before you noticed how his eyes ran up the lines of your curves from behind, meeting with yours in the reflection as he'd finally speak in return. 
"Good. I didn’t want to make you bleed today-"
"Rafe-"
"I know you think about me. I know you've had a little crush on me…it's cute…But I also know you need someone to show you how it can be…" 
"My sister-"
"This is about you. It is YOUR birthday. God knows she makes every other day about her." His hands were now at your breasts. The fire of guilt burned in your stomach, but lowered along with his fingers. 
"Take 'em off." 
"We can’t-" He took the back of your neck in an unkind hold. 
"What are YOU gonna stop me?" He scoffed, "Either you take them off or I rip them off." You stood wide eyed as he turned you to face him. 
"I don't want ro make you cry on your birthday, sweetheart, but if you keep pushing my buttons, I'll marvel at the sight…I'll get over my guilt." He teased as you obliged, sliding the underwear clean from your hips as he quickly apprehend it. 
"You can beg. You can say my name, pull my hair. You can even come anywhere you want. Just NOT until I say and you have to keep it down…would hate for you to ruin that perfect little reputation because you couldn't keep your mouth shut-" He kicked your feet apart. 
"God knows you already can't keep your legs…" even if the words should have pained you, the thrill of what he could do without even touching your body had been enough to forgive it. 
While taking hold of your hair and pulling it slowly backwards, he guided you backwards until you could look up at him. 
"Open." You obliged as he put the panties in your mouth. 
"Sweet?" You nodded. 
"I'm gonna find out for myself. You touch those, and you're gonna have to explain to both of your sisters why this pretty little dress got ruined…" He was on his knees in seconds, dress pulled to your hips to expose your ass as his teeth traced each cheek. Leaving behind a line of this graze, a sudden slap to your ass would make him chuckle behind you. A dark humor that reminded you how forbidden this had been. And just as your lips parted to warn him to stop, to remind you both that this was wrong and crossing a line neither of you could or should allow, his hand guided you into such an angle that his tongue could meet your clit. 
“I knew you’d be sweet for me…”
“Rafe-” What sounded like a warning would be silenced as he guided your touch to his hair as he quickened his paces and even deepened his tongue in exchange from yrou clit to your sex, teasing what was to come, before bringing you to tremors you’d never had prior to now. He would only stop when he felt you were satiated enough for him. 
“Look at yourself…Breathless for your sister’s boyfriend…letting him put his fingers and tongue wherever he wants because you’re so fucking desperate for it.” It was this that made your stomach twist. The thought of a role reversal and how you wouldn’t wish it on anyone. No matter if your sister and you weren’t as close as you’d like or if you had burned for Rafe like you had since you could remember. 
“We can’t…” You tried to explain as he seemed to agree, a slow nod making you relieved. 
“Then why are you dripping down your thighs for me?” The sound of him unbuckling and unzipping his pants sent you to turn to face him, but he would only correct you with a hand to the back of your neck. 
“I am trying REALLY hard to not make you take me on your knees, but you try me one more time and I’ll have to ruin that pretty little makeup…” He cocked his head, “How WOULD you explain why you’d be so raspy then, huh?”
“Please, Rafe…I don’t want to hurt her-”
“Funny…please right now, that’s all I want to do…” He was suddenly inside of you, the force of his body against yours, sending you into the painful edge of the vanity’s counter. 
“Fuck…” He groaned, pulling your hand from his hip and onto the surface before you both, pinning your fingers flat on both sides, as he glided effortlessly to and from your welcoming heat. 
“Rafe-”
“You look so fucking pretty right now…Trying to be good…Wanting to do the right hting…” He scoffed, driving one of those hands to your neck, squeezing enough to silently order those eyes open. “But you’re a whore…MY whore…To use exactly how I want….Say it.”
“Please-” He forced your neck into a turn as you would be forced to face him. 
“Say it before I have to mark up my favorite part of you…” He explained while teasing your ass with his second hand, leaving your fingers clutched to the vanity all on their own. 
But before you would have the chance to speak the words or be reprimanded for your silence, a knock came to the door. The sound of your name came from the edge of your sister’s lips as your eyes widened in horror. He would withdraw, but only to turn you to face him and lift you onto the counter, his cock returned between your legs, before you could stop him. A hand over your mouth would still the shakes of refusal made from your hair, as he would only bask and grin to your fear as it endorsed him, the feeling of his cock twitching inside of you to your whimpers and silent pleas having informed you of this darker side of him you weren’t aware of. 
“You’re gonna come for me..right fucking now…while she’s just outside that door.” He spoke into your ear as you shook your head. 
“Please…Please don’t…We can’t-”
“Then why are you clenching me? Hmm? Why you THIS close?” He asked, withdrawing again, pulling your slick to his fingers and driving it between your lips, before reinstating his cock once again, all motions that made you winded and into a further descent of your guilt for just how you relished in each of his movements. 
“Suck on my fingers for me…be a good girl…Let me share it with you…” You obeyed but only to use his fingers as an outlet for your withering silence, before his paces quickened. 
“I’m gonna give you my cum. THAT is my gift.” The sudden hand around your neck would set you into the mirror as his fingers came to the lines of your necklace. With a scoff, it was pulled from your skin. 
“Rafe-”
“You’re better than this. You deserve a necklace all for you.” While explaining this, he set his hand around your throat. 
“Isn’t THAT better? Perfect fit…Beautiful…” You slowly nodded as he squeezed just enough to play with your breath and control it as he deemed satisfactory. 
“You know why you get my cum today? Not because it’s your birthday…not because I have been dying to tear you out of this dress all night…but because you’ve been a good little whore for me. But you still don’t get to come until you say that…You’re a big girl now…use those big words for me…”
“Whore…” You whimpered as he leaned closer. 
“What was that?”
“I’m your whore.” You finally spoke as he pulled you harder into him. 
“Good girl.” He groaned before quickening to such a pace that words were no longer needed. You knew every thrust made and every indent made of his fingers had been another display of the forbidden rush you both found in this moment. But the moment never seemed to end. When you’d find that edge, that satisfaction, he would tease its arrival only to scoff and pull back. It left you whimpering and trembling, but also desperate, as he would take pity. 
“I want you to beg for it. I know it hurts.” He bit his lip at the idea. “God, I love that it does…But, I’m gonna make it feel REAL good for you…” You nodded as you began to plead. A soft timbre would rise into desperation as your nails ate into his skin. 
“Keep going…But don’t come-”
“Rafe-” He tightened his hand around your throat. 
“NOT. UNTIL. I. SAY.” He growled as you nodded, an endless display once again, before he finally spoke the word you felt no longer existed. 
“Now.” And as if his voice activated some button within you, you were spilling over his cock, allowing him the further lather that let him pound into you with his own release. 
“Look-” He pulled that grip around your neck lower until you saw the stain made on his pants. 
“Rafe-”
“I was wondering if you were a squirter…” 
“I-”
His eyes darkened. “And I am the ONLY one who will get to know that. You let anyone else touch you…feel you…even dance with you tonight, and I’ll kill ‘em.” You wanted to laugh off his words, but you knew they were true…
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Secrets, Secrets Are No Fun
Outer Banks x Teen Wolf PT.1
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"Mom I'm not moving to the Outer Banks."
"Yes, you are. You and Scott will both be killed if you stay in Beacon Hills."
A week later, you stood before your cousin Kies's house as your uncle carried your bags to your room. You moved to Outer Banks and Scott moved out of Beacon Hills but is still in California. You and Kiara didn't see each other much, only on holidays, but you two kept in touch, texting almost every day considering you were the only girls in the family close to age.
"So why'd your mom ship you off to Outer Banks?" Kie asked sitting on your bed as you started to unpack your clothes. "Financial problems." You shrugged, this was the lie your mom decided to come up with knowing she couldn't tell the truth about why you were moving. "Well I'm super happy you're here! I'll help you unpack so I can give you a tour of the island." Kie hung up your clothes as you organized everything on your dresser and hung up photos.
"Where'd Scott move to?" She asked looking at the photographs of you, your mom, and Scott. "He moved more towards the North of California, he's working as a vet with his old boss." You threw on your shoes since a majority of unpacking was done. "Alright, I'm taking you out to a party put something sexy on." She winked closing the door before you could object so you picked out a cute sexy outfit opening the door to show Kiara which she approved of. You did your makeup quickly then lightly curled your hair making them look like beach waves. "You look hot let's go." She grabbed your arm you slipping your shoes on quickly then following her outside where a van with a bunch of people was waiting.
"Ready to meet the Pogues?" She smiled at you as you left the house and started walking. "The Pogues?" "You'll see." She chuckles opening the van door the smell of marijuana immediately filling your nose. "That would be because of JJ," Kiara mentioned gesturing to a blonde boy with black sunglasses upside of his face with a joint in his mouth. "I'm only okay with it if he passes me one." "I like you." JJ pointed handing you to the joint to which you took a medium size hit. You passed it back to JJ not wanting to keep it for long and you blew the smoke into the corner of the van trying to be respectful.
"John B is the one driving, Sarah in the passenger seat, Pope, Cleo, and JJ."
"Where'd you move here from?" Pope asked smacking JJ in the head for blowing the smoke in his face and you giggled. "I'm from California." You answered playing with the rings on your fingers, one of them a little silver wolf ring(the one you played with the most.) "What brought you all the way out over here?" "Family things." You shrugged to which they didn't ask any more questions. "Watch out for the Kooks. They're wild." JJ jokingly warned as you guys stepped out of the van.
"How do I know who is who?"
"You'll know a kook when you see one." He smiled leading the way into the party Kiara taking you to the kitchen mixing you both a fruity drink. You noticed a blonde that kept stealing glances at you and you started to blush when you noticed how hot he was. "So tell me about you and JJ. You two were close in the van." You wiggled your eyebrows at her knowing about her crush on him. "We've kissed a few times, and maybe fooled around." She giggled swirling her drink around and you nudged her arm with your elbow.
"How about you huh? Any guy in your life?" You glanced to your side at the blonde to catch him staring at you and you shook your head no. "Used to be but uh not anymore." The thought of your ex-boyfriend Isaac dying in your arms flooded your mind but you decided to drink the memory away. "I will be back soon, I'm gonna go to the bathroom," Kie yelled over the music and you nodded making yourself another drink. You walked over to the Pogues sitting on the log next to Sarah.
You still felt the boy's gaze on you but you decided to ignore it and get to know the group better. They were telling you stories of their adventures and how they are trying to find gold from the Royal Merchant. "What about you? Any adventures in Beacon Hills?" John B asked making you bite the inside of your cheek. "No not really. Beacon Hills is kinda quiet." You lied looking around the party and mentally cheering when seeing Kiara walking over. Your lifesaver.
After a few more hours at the party, Sarah thankfully suggested it was time to go and everyone agreed. You all headed to John Bs house getting a look at the cut. "Welcome to the Cut and the Chateau." John B smiled getting out of the van and standing in front of his house with his arms open. JJ lit a fire, and you all sat around, playing 20 questions. Sooner or later you passed out on the hammock you were swinging on, Kiara throwing a blanket over you and heading to sleep herself.
The next morning you woke up to see the gang hanging on the porch of the Chateau and you decided to join them taking a seat next to Cleo. "The next morning you woke up to see the gang hanging on the porch of the Chateau and you decided to join them taking a seat next to Cleo. "Hey John B do you mind if I borrow a bike to ride back to Kies house?" You asked looking at the two old-looking bikes and not wanting to bother him for a ride home. "Yeah, you're good go for it, do you want a ride back?" He asked kindly. "Oh no it's okay, I need the exercise anyway." You laughed.
"I'm gonna stay here," Kie informed you and you nodded and smiled not expecting her to ditch her normal routine just because you were here. "You're more than welcomed back later." John B invited. "Thank you, I will definitely take you up on that. It was nice meeting you all!" You waved as everyone said bye and you got on the bike to start your ride home. You were enjoying the warm breeze on your skin looking down at your phone to pick out a song. You arrived home dressing in a pink workout set. You put on your sneakers putting your hair up grabbing your headphones and going for a run.
After about thirty minutes you stopped by The Wreck to grab a smoothie smiling at your aunt and uncle as you walked in. "Hey sweetie, what can I get ya?" Your aunt asked as you went up to the bar. "Just a strawberry banana smoothie please." You tried to pay for the smoothie but she refused and you thanked her heading to a table outside to enjoy the warmth. "This seat taken?" You heard a deep voice ask and you looked up to see the guy who was staring at you from the party. He was hot as hell and it intimidated you a bit but you didn't let it show. "Nope, all yours." You smiled. "I haven't seen you around here, did you just move?" The stranger asked taking a sip of his beer.
"Yeah moved here yesterday." You took in his appearance and you could tell he was definitely a kook. "My names Rafe. Rafe Cameron." "Y/N. Y/N McCall." You giggled and Rafe smiled thinking it was the cutest thing in the world. You guys talked until he said he had to go to meet his friends for golf. You guys exchanged numbers making a plan to hang out that night. "Rafe Cameron huh?" Your aunt raised her eyebrows at you sitting in the seat he previously occupied. "You know him?" "Everyone knows him. He's the kook king." "Well, I got myself a date with the kook king."
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ILLICIT AFFAIRS (part three)
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pairing: Anthony Lockwood x reader
warning: angst
note: at the end of this part, you will be able to choose your own ending!! and I'm so sorry this took me so long to finish
summary: it's too late, Anthony has made his decision and you're ready to accept your destiny
part one, part two
taglist: @cat-lockwood @theamuz @archiveoftara
not long after your conversation, Penelope had come to your room to help you get ready. she had dried your tears and helped you to slip into another uncomfortable dress, that was so tight, it would hopefully hold you together, at least for tonight.
she had took you into her arms, to show her love and her sympathy, you watched her as she tidied the table and packed away the make-up she had brought, she was the future you had ahead of you.
she had married James years ago, and you loved him like he was your real brother. you knew that Penelope loved him now too. maybe you could love Henry one day.
"ready?" your sister asked softly, studying your form. before you could answer, there was a knock at the door, you rose to your feet as your face lightened up and Penelope watched your expression change, when it was only James in front of the door.
she swore her heart broke a little for you.
she watched as James hugged you and you seemed to find a little bit of peace in the arms of a man you had looked up to for so long, even if it wasn't the one you had been wishing for.
you walked into your bathroom to get your purse as Penelope and James talked quietly in the other room
"how is she?" Penelope had told her husband what had happened about an hour before
"one moment she seems like she is fine, and then I watch her face get hopeful at the mere thought that he might change his mind"
"he won't, will he?"
Penelope shrugged "I don't know him. she showed me a few photos and talked about him highly, but does he really love her if he lets her suffer like that?"
"I don't know" James showed her a high lipped smile "maybe he thinks that's best for her, I mean I didn't always knew it, but I know that you're best for me, maybe she will experience the same with Henry some day"
"hopefully" Penelope nodded
you walked back into the room and send them both a big smile, that was even faker then londons claim to solve the problem until next year. "can we?" you asked and James and Penelope send each other a look, that you missed because you had already walked to the door, waiting on them to follow you downstairs.
"where's Matthew?" you asked as you three walked down the hallway. normally your brother would be joined by his wife, Sarah. but she was heavily pregnant, so he would be attending alone this year
"probably already downstairs, he wanted to see your earlier, but I thought you had enough on your plate then"
"thank you" you send her a tight lipped smile, which she couldn't quiet tell was real.
"oh my beautiful daughters, evening James" your father greeted upon your arrival in one of the private family rooms.
you smiled at your family, no one really noticed that you tried your best to hold back tears.
“y/n! hello” your brother stepped forward and engulfed you in a hug. you broke it as fast as possible nearly breaking down in the comforting arms.
your brother looked at you weird, but before he could say something else, your mother had replaced him, inspecting your dress. “an old one of Penelope? beautiful my dear” she nodded approvingly and you turned to look at your sister, who smiled in relief.
“sha’ll we?” your father outstretched his arm, so your mother could take it. James and Penelope did the same and Matthew stepped next to your side.
“if it’s alright if i’m bringing you out tonight?”
you smiled, gladly taking his offer, you felt like you needed somebody next to you tonight.
your family walked down the hallway and down the stairs. “i know something’s bothering you, y/n”
despite you having a rather big age difference to your siblings - 7 years to Penelope and 9 years to Matthew - you three had always been close. and each one of you could tell when something was wrong with one of your siblings.
“yeah, actually” you smiled bitterly, trying to bite back the tears “i’m supposed to get engaged tonight”
“what?” exclaimed Matthew loudly, stopping in the middle of the way. to your luck, your family didn’t notice that.
“it’s alright”
Matthew shook his head “no it’s not! you’re way too young and by the time it would be your turn i would’ve been able to convince dad that you wouldn’t have to go through with it”
you smiled at him, sadly. “oh, matty” you gulped “you would do that for me? even if it would be totally unfair to you and Penelope? you had to go through with it, why shouldn’t i?”
“because i don’t want this for you, n/n. i hope that you’ll be able to make your own decisions once the time comes, and surely not when you’re barely seventeen.”
“it’s not that bad, Matthew. it’s gonna be Henry Rottwell, i know him”
“yeah, but do you love him?”
you and Matthew had begun to walk again, quickly catching up to your family
“no, not him”
“not him?”
“it doesn’t matter, it’s over and too late anyway”
"you know, you can tell me anything, right?"
you just nodded and Matthew sighed, accepting the fact that you wouldn't lose another word about what or better, who was bothering you.
"good evening" your father said loudly as your family entered the big ball room. the guests cheered upon your arrival and you looked around the room, trying to find Anthony, you weren't able though.
the party had been going on for a few hours, you mostly had spent it in your siblings company, not keen on talking to any strange people tonight.
it was then, that your father wanted to talk to you in another room. Henry Rottwell was there when you entered and you knew what was about to happen.
"hey" Henry smiled upon your arrival. you returned the sentiment and sat down beside him in front of your fathers desk.
"I presume I don't have to tell you, why you're here, y/n"
"no" you shook your head and your father smiled
"alright" he nodded in Henry's direction. "you can proceed, mr Rotwell"
you knew how these things took place, your siblings had told you enough already, it was always the male part of the relationship, who would ask for the hand in marriage in front of both the daughter and father of the other family.
"thank you, mr Fittes" Henry turned to look at you "you already know why I'm here, y/n. our families decided that we would make a great match. we will have beautiful children and unite two of the most important families in England. what do you say, will you marry me?"
you turned your head and looked at your father "we've already talked about the details, you will get married in august, we will start preparing right after you've finished school"
"so soon?"
"don't be afraid" Henry smiled friendly "I promise I will be a good husband"
"I don't doubt that" you shook your head "I had just hoped, to finish college before we-"
"college?" your father laughed at you and never in your life had you felt smaller
Henry send you a look and you could tell from his eyes how much he was dreading this, he seemed to have a lot of sympathy for your situation, born into such a powerful family and being a woman.
"that's ridiculous, y/n" your father finally spoke "what do you need a degree for? you both could live a comfortable life from the marriage portion alone and some day Henry will take over his fathers agency"
"and what about me?" you asked, already feeling the tears coming, Henry grabbed your hand and even if you wanted to do anything else in the world, you were happy to have him at your side
"you will bear and raise your children of course, now please, that's enough. do you accept his proposal?"
you knew that there was no sense in saying no, so you turned to look at Henry, who send you such a boyish smile, that you nearly forgot all the worries in the world
"I accept your proposal"
"terrific!" your father cheered. he got up from his chair and hugged you and shook Henry's hand. "follow me, children, we will announce the news immediately.
you followed him down the hall. Henry squeezed your hands three times, which made you look up at him. "everything's gonna be alright, I promise"
you nodded, just wishing this night to be over, so you could spend it crying yourself to sleep.
"dear guests!" your father said loudly, gathering the attention of everyone in the huge ballroom "I'm happy to announce my youngest daughters engagement to Henry Rotwell" the people cheered and you smiled uncomfortably
you nearly collapsed when you found his eyes for the first time this evening. he looked so deeply saddened at the news and you gulped. it wasn't like you had broken up with him. he could've had you, if only he wanted it.
so you forced yourself to look away and smile through the pain, just hoping that it would go away some day.
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X CLOSURE
"yes, I got your letter, yes, I'm doing better. I know that it's over, I don't need your closure"
X AFTERGLOW
"It's all me, just don't go, meet me in the afterglow"
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