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muddi-gutz · 1 year
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#regretting having a roommate#i love her to death but i said she could use my makeup when she asked one day and like yeah i really don’t care but she’s not really aware#of like her surroundings n shit#if that makes sense#so like she doesn’t even put any of it back. and i just found one of my eyeliner pigment stick thingies with the lid shoved on it so hard it#it cracked and the product smushed into the lid#so a bunch of product was wasted + the lid is now broken#and i told her not to use the lipstick/gloss when she does use my makeup and it’s pretty obvious she uses it anyways#and also when she eats she spills everywhere and doesn’t clean it so now my pillows and blankets on the couch have stains from pizza rolls#on them#ughhh like it’s more beneficial to have a roommate bc i do need help with bills and also keeping the apartment clean#but she also lies about shit and she defo tries to manipulate me whether she knows it or now#not*#we agreed on her paying me $400 for the rent when she first moved in bc that’s half of everything (which she volunteered to pay for. i was#originally just going to have her pay half the rent.) and when i brought up that i paid the rent for the month she was like oh i should pay#you before i forget. ‘it was $350 we agreed on right? right? yeah. yeah it was.’ like really fast before i could even say anything#and i was like uhh no lol it was 400#and ughhh like i love her so much but i’m just not having a good time rn and can’t hold it in any longer#muddi thoughts#and don’t get me wrong i love having her around but. :|#so tomorrow when i go to walmart i’m getting a makeup bag so i can keep my shit in my room#i hate having to bring stuff up bc we both hate confrontation and i also have rsd so when she’s uncomfortable w the confrontation i feel#really really fucking bad#so i just silently fix things. and i’m ok with that#and obvi i’m not gonna say this to my stupid fucking parents cuz they’ll be like oH i ToLd YoU sO because they’re narcissist pricks who#want to isolate me from fucking everyone#vent /#wishing the people in my phone were real rn even tho i never talk to them#i say this as if they’re not real lol#i just mean irl real yk
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converse-luke · 4 years
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H is For... (A to Z part 8)
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A/N: i’m like really happy with how fast i got this done. for all those going through finals like i am here’s a small present! Not safe for Ramadan 
Warnings: smut, sub!luke, oral sex, handcuffs, spanking, paddles, orgasm denial, vibrators, dildos, cock rings, public sex, strict dom 
Handcuffs
Sophie’s hand clutches Luke’s tightly as they wait for the plane to take off. “We should have just driven there.” She mutters while looking up at the ceiling. 
“Soph, that's a thirty hour drive.” Sierra says across the aisle. Luke presses a gentle kiss to her hair as Sophie tightens her grip on his hand. 
“I don’t care, I don’t care.” 
“Here babe,” Luke pulls his phone out and hands Sophie some earbuds. As she puts them in Luke starts some music. The sound of Luke singing fills her and Sophie relaxes against his side. It helps her through the plane taxiing and taking off. 
Once in the air Sophie continues to rest against Luke, Sierra’s reading quietly next to them, ignoring the man who sits next to her. Luke’s almost sure Sophie’s fallen asleep against him but when he looks down her carmel eyes are already looking at him. After shooting her a smile Luke looks over the seats to find the bathroom. “You know if… if you’re still nervous we could…” His cheeks go red and Sophie gets a knowing look on her face. 
“You don’t think someone will notice?” 
“Maybe I want someone to.” Sophie hums, her fingers running through Luke’s curls. 
“I guess I’ll entertain you. Go to the bathroom, I’ll meet you there.” Luke hurries to unbuckle his seatbelt, trying to be nonchalant as he hurries to the bathroom. Only a few minutes later Sophie knocks on the door. He pulls her inside, locking the door and sitting on top of the toilet seat lid. Luke pulls Sophie towards him, fingers untying the string of her sweatpants. She lets Luke tug her sweatpants down her legs, her underwear soon following. “Ask for what you want baby boy.” 
“May I eat you out Miss?” Luke kisses her bare thigh. 
“Better be fast, wouldn’t want anyone to get suspicious.” Her hands grip his curls, pulling him to her sex. Luke quickly laps at her, feeling himself harden as Sophie quietly moans. She pulls him against her harder, grinding against Luke’s face. He groans, head getting tipped back and held there. Sophie keeps his head pulled back until his neck starts to ache. Luke doesn’t complain because he’s a good boy. Sophie moans when Luke curls his tongue. He slowly slips a finger inside her, curling it and stroking her g-spot. Sophie’s legs quiver and she bites her lip to keep from moaning too loudly as she cums against his face. 
When she comes down from her high she pats Luke’s cheek. “Good boy,” she repeats the sentiment when he pulls her underwear and sweatpants back up her legs. “Better get cleaned up.” Sophie giggles as she walks out of the bathroom. 
Luke’s cheeks burn when he walks back to his seat a few minutes later. Sophie’s arm wraps around him as he sits down, letting him rest against her. “Does you neck hurt?” 
“A bit, it’s okay.” 
“If it’s still hurting when we get to the beach house let me know, I’ll give you a massage.” She turns a movie on, handing Luke an earbud so he can watch along. Luke sighs and relaxes, catching Sierra looking at him, a knowing smirk on her face. Instead of acknowledging her he snuggles up Sophie even more. 
When they land it’s nighttime. The three of them are all exhausted, barely taking time to appreciate the sight of the beach house as they crash into their respective rooms. Sierra’s snuggled all the way under her covers while Luke and Sophie have just cuddled together under a sherpa blanket. Sophie’s on top of Luke, her cheek smushed against his chest, Luke’s hands above his head like they’re bound together. 
The morning is peaceful, Luke opens the door to the balcony, hearing the sound of the ocean and seagulls. He can see the ocean just across the street. Sophie presses herself to his back, her skin warm and inviting. Luke turns around, leaning against the railing. “Are we going to go to the beach today?” 
“If you want, we have all the time in the world. This is for us all to relax.” Her fingers slowly trail up his bare chest. “All the time for me to play with you.” Luke gulps and looks down at Sophie with wide eyes. 
“Do you want to play with me now Miss?” Sophie hums, her fingers pinching at his nipples. Her leg drifts between his, rubbing against his crotch. Luke lets out a soft moan and Sophie pulls away. 
“No, I don’t think I will just yet.” As she walks away she smirks back at him. Fuck. 
It takes Luke three days to figure out what Sophie’s setting up. She’s been egging him on, daring him to be bratty so she can use her handcuffs on him. Challenge accepted. 
Luke starts with pestering her, stealing her book while they’re at the beach to make her chase him, whining and pouting when he doesn’t get his way, whatever he can to get that playful and dominant glare out of her. When Sierra goes out for the day, Sophie springs into action. Her hands grab his curls, pulling him up the stairs and into their bedroom. “Clothes off.” 
“Why?” Luke makes sure Sophie can hear the brattiness in his voice. She spins him around and her hand slaps his cheek. Luke tries not to moan at the sting, she’s going to be rough with him today. He loves when she’s rough with him. 
“Because I said so brat, now clothes off.” Luke doesn’t protest, Sophie leaving his sight as he undresses. He can hear the zip of her boots as he leaves his clothes scattered on the floor. “Oh you’re just begging for me to beat your ass aren’t you?” Sophie locks his collar around his neck. “Clean your mess up.” He can feel her impatience as he folds his clothes up. When he turns around she’s sitting on the bed, a black box next to her. “Over my lap, what’s your safeword?” 
“Red Miss,” Luke shivers when her hands massage his ass. 
“You’ve been a bad boy this week Lu.” Luke’s cock kicks against her leg. “And now I have to punish you,” her hand slaps his ass. “Do you think I have the time to punish sluts like you?” Another slap, “because I know there’s much more productive things I could be doing right now. So why are you wasting my time?” Luke moans when her hands hit his skin. 
“I don’t know Miss, I’m sorry.” Sophie hums and spanks him harder. 
“I know why,” her hits gradually gain more force. “It’s because you’re a greedy little attention whore. Am I wrong?” 
“No Miss you’re not wrong. I’m a greedy attention whore Miss.” Sophie slaps his ass so hard Luke squeaks and covers himself with his hands. 
“You’re just making this harder on yourself.” Luke wiggles to quell his excitement as Sophie cuffs his hands together. The metal feels wonderful against his skin. She grabs a plain wooden paddle, twirling it in her hand a few times before cracking it against Luke’s ass. Luke moans and writhes in Sophie’s lap. “If you cum without permission on my new skirt.” The implied threat makes Luke even harder. 
“I won’t Miss.” Sophie cracks the paddle down again to elicit a scream from him. 
“For some reason I don’t believe you. Lift your hips.” Luke complies, cheeks burning when she gets a cock ring around him. Then she flicks a switch on it and the small toy starts vibrating against him. Luke moans, grinding against Sophie’s thigh. She spanks him with the paddle again. “Stop squirming, I’m not done with you.” The order comes with another slap. Luke stills. Sophie quickly opens him up, sliding a vibrating butt plug in him. “The longer I spank you the higher this goes.” Sophie doesn’t turn it on immediately, spanking Luke with the paddle for a few minutes before she clicks the remote. He moans, writhes against Sophie’s lap, pulling his wrists against the cuffs. The paddle hitting his ass forcefully gets him to stop, Luke going pliant against Sophie. Her fingers squeeze his ass, making him let out a pained moan. 
Luke can hear her rummaging through the box of toys and lifts his head. Sophie quickly pushes it down. The new paddle that hits him stings so much more. Luke yelps and squirms, attempting to pull his hands free. Sophie grabs the chain between the cuffs and pulls, straining Luke’s shoulders. “I think you’d be smart to stop fucking moving.” The holed paddle comes down across his skin three times in quick succession, and Luke chokes back a small cry at the pain. Sophie turns up the speed of the vibrator. Luke squeezes his eyes shut and bites his lip while Sophie strikes his backside. “Aw are you going to cry?” Even though she sounds like she’s mocking him Luke knows she’s just checking up on him. 
“No Miss. Harder please,” Sophie laughs and slaps his ass with the paddle so hard he jolts. “Thank you Miss.” 
“Hm I think I like the sound of you thanking me. So every time I hit you you’re going to thank me.” The rounded paddle hits the curve of his ass, Luke whimpers but says nothing. “Well?” It comes down two more times. 
“Thank you Miss.” 
“There we go, finally starting to be good.”  
“I’m sorry for misbehaving Miss. Ah! Thank you Miss.” Sophie turns the vibe up more. “Please let me cum Miss.” 
“Let me think… no.” 
“Thank you Miss.” Luke keeps repeating the statement until the vibrator is on it’s sixth setting. He’s taken to begging into the sheets to cum and letting out small whimpers at each hit. Sophie sets the round paddle down, rubbing Luke’s ass gently before picking up a bristle brush. Bristle side down, she rubs the brush across his heated skin. He jerks and whimpers loudly, hands curling into tight fists. There are small tears on his cheeks. “Miss, I- ow! Thank you Miss.” Sophie takes his balls into her hand, brushing the bristles over them before bringing her hand down on them. She hits them lighter than his ass, the whimper Luke lets out is high and needy.
Sophie turns the butt plug off, taking hold of the base and pulling it out. “There’s a good boy, took that spanking so well for me. Let’s get you up now. Feet on the floor, good boy, I just need to get up, you can lay back down on your tummy.” Luke’s wrists sting but he doesn’t complain. He hears Sophie pop open the lube, flexing his hands in the cuffs. “Hey baby, lets get up now.” Sophie helps him up, walking him over to a chair that has an inflatable dildo stuck to it. “I’m uncuffing you but only so you can spread yourself open. Understand?” 
“I understand Miss.” His cock is achingly hard, Sophie’s nails running against him. She unlocks his hands, turning her back on him to grab another set of handcuffs. The sounds of Luke’s moans as he sinks down on the toy makes her smirk. When Sophie turns back around the smirk fades into a glare as Luke strokes his cock. 
She stalks forward, cuffing his hands to the arms of the chair before slapping his cheek again. “Did I tell you to touch yourself?” 
“No Miss.” 
“So why did you decide to touch yourself?” 
“I wanted to Miss.” Luke gasps when she slaps his cheek again. 
“I’m the one who decides what happens to this body, not a slut who can’t control himself.”  She wraps a hand around his throat, not squeezing just yet. “You’re just purposely wasting my time.” Sophie switches off the vibrating cock ring and takes it off. 
“I’m sorry Miss.” He’s not. 
“Shut up, here’s your first lesson, you don’t do anything without my permission.” She grabs a penis gag, shoving the phallic silicone into Luke’s mouth. “Which means you don’t speak without my permission.” The fake cock is long enough that it almost hits the back of his throat. “Understand?” Luke nods as she squeezes his face. 
“You also don’t cum without my permission so here’s what we’re going to do.” Sophie pulls another chair over and grabs a wand vibrator. “You’re going to fuck yourself on that dildo and I’m going to put this against your cock. If you cum before I tell you… well you really don’t want to do that.” Luke nods, watching Sophie pick up the bulb of the inflatable dildo. “Well, get to it.” He slowly starts to fuck himself, already extremely turned on and close. Sophie turns the wand on, not even touching Luke’s cock when he starts moaning. She laughs and presses it to his cock. Luke moans, his hips jerking and hands straining against the cuffs. Sophie squeezes the bulb, getting another muffled moan from him. “Do you want to cum?” Luke nods, eyes screwing shut as Sophie squeezes the bulb two more times. “Too bad,” he groans, slowly fucking himself while Sophie presses a button and deflates the toy. 
Sophie enjoys toying with him, watching him try to obey her and hold back his orgasm. She’s a bit merciful, pulling the wand away from Luke’s cock to help him get away from the edge. Riding the dildo as it expands inside him makes Luke’s head fuzz, drool dripping down his skin. He lets out muffled begs for release that Sophie denies each time. Tears start dripping down his cheeks in his desperation which makes Sophie stop for a second. “Are you alright?” The dominance fades away as Sophie cups his cheek. When Luke looks at her he sees his girlfriend, not his dom. He nods, closing his eyes as Sophie brushes his tears away with her thumbs. “You’re doing so good for me baby.” 
After giving him a second to calm down, Sophie turns the wand on again. “No cumming yet,” she squeezes the bulb a few times until it’s fully expanded. It touches every spot inside him, driving Luke crazy with the urge to cum. The wand touches his cock lightly and he almost loses it. “No,” Sophie pulls the wand away, quirking her brow to dare him to cum. He moans while sinking back down on the toy. Sophie watches his eyes flutter closed again in pleasure. She puts the wand back against his cock, setting it at a higher setting. Luke whines and starts bouncing on the toy harder. Sophie watches him get closer to the end, denying him again when she hears his muffled plea. Luke tries to hold back but he’s so close to release that just before Sophie pulls the wand away he cums all over himself. She looks at Luke in surprise while Luke looks equally shocked. He starts to babble behind the gag, Sophie hurries to undo it, more drool slipping down Luke’s chin. 
“Im sorry, I’m sorry Miss. I didn’t mean to-I’m sorry.” Luke sniffles while Sophie shushes him. 
“It’s okay baby boy, you did so good for me. My good boy, let’s get you cleaned up.” 
“But I came without permission.” 
“That’s okay, I’m not upset, I could never be upset with you.” Sophie deflates the toy and starts unlocking the two sets of handcuffs. “You did so good for me sweetheart. I’m so proud of you.” She sighs at the red marks on Luke’s wrists. “When did your wrists start getting cut up?” 
“Don’t know,” Sophie sighs again, helping Luke off the chair. 
“Alright, go lay down baby boy. Does your ass hurt too badly?” Luke winces a little as he sits on the bed. 
“Not too bad but it still hurts. You hit hard.” Sophie pokes her head out from the attached bathroom. 
“You asked me to hit hard.” 
“I know,” he smiles. Sophie’s shaking her head at him when she walks out of the bathroom. “The brush was a new addition.” He purses his lips for a kiss as Sophie wipes the mess on his stomach up with a wet washcloth. She obliges him with one and then presses another kiss to his forehead. 
“Sierra recommended it. Said it was a personal favorite of hers.” Sophie taps his side. “Turn over.” 
“To use on others or to be used on her?” Luke asks as he turns onto his stomach. 
“Both.” Luke laughs and then hisses when the numbing cream touches his ass. Sophie is gentle while she rubs the cream into his skin, pressing a few tender kisses against his shoulder. “I’ll let that do it’s magic for a bit now let me see your wrists.” Sophie climbs up the bed, opening up her small first aid kit. “This is going to sting.” She wipes the cuts with disinfectant as gently as she can before wrapping his wrists in bandaids. “I should have used our leather cuffs so you wouldn’t get cut.” 
“No, I wanted you to use them, made me feel like I had been really bad.” Luke kisses the top of Sophie’s knee and pouts at her. “Leather cuffs next time.” 
“Alright, leather cuffs next time.” Luke beams at her. “Do you want your collar off?” 
“Yes please,” Sophie is quick to remove it and place it on the bedside table. She slides a loose pair of boxers on Luke before changing into comfier clothes, her boots getting put in the corner and the used sex toys in a box to get them cleaned up later. “Can we open the balcony door? I wanna hear the ocean.” 
“Of course,” Sophie opens it, leaving the screen door closed to not let bugs in. When she climbs into bed Luke snuggles right up to her side, his head tucked under her chin. “I didn’t go too hard on you did I?” 
Luke looks up in surprise, scanning her face in confusion. “No, I loved it. I would have told you if I didn’t.” He presses a hard kiss to her lips and snuggles back against her. 
Sophie relaxes after a few minutes, pressing a kiss to Luke’s curls, cracking a small smile when she realizes he’s passed out. She doesn’t fall asleep but does relax enough that she’s starting to doze when their door slams open, Sierra marching inside. The two of them startle, staring at Sierra with wide eyes. “I just met the most beautiful woman ever.” She flops onto the bed, covering her eyes with her hands. “Oh my god she’s so fucking stunning, and she boxes. Soph she fucking boxes.” Sierra groans, “she’s gonna kill me. She called me pretty Sophie.” 
“That’s nice dear, did you get her number?” She reaches foreword, running her fingers through Sierra’s onyx curls. 
“No! What if she doesn’t like girls? I don’t want to embarrass myself.” Luke rubs his eyes tiredly.
“Okay Sierra here’s what we’ll do. You have two friends who also like women so we can watch you two together and tell you if she’s into you.” Luke nods next to her. “Now where did you meet her and did you even get her name?” 
“The restaurant across the road. She’s the bartender.” Sierra flips over onto her stomach to glare at Sophie. “And yes I did get her name I’m not that much of a disaster. Her name is Dottie.” 
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burntpastel · 4 years
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parallels
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Summary: similarities and differences between tomura's previous and current homes
Tags: Recovery, Flashbacks, Past Sexual Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, Platonic Cuddling, Parental Aizawa, All For One's Bad Parenting, Aizawa Adopts Tomura, Drabble
Notes: cw csa, underage, dub/noncon
18+ only, explicit, grapefruit, etc.
Sensei knows he's busy. It doesn't stop him from threading his fingers through Tomura's hair, catching on the tangles, stroking his scalp down to the back of his neck, causing apprehension excitement to pool in his stomach.
Tomura glances at the clock, makes note of the time and resolves to let this be his last match. Despite his best efforts, it draws on a little long--a frankly ridiculous period of overtime, actually. Eraserhead doesn't seem to mind, taking a place next to him on the couch and joining in on Tomura's bafflement until it finally ends.
"Sensei," Tomura starts, heart abruptly slamming in his chest as he tries not to lose his voice, "I can't pause this one."
"Then don't," he replies simply. The fingers in his hair tighten, pulling Tomura's head back. He tries to watch the screen out of the corner of his eye as his cheek is smushed up against the seam of his sensei's slacks, the button jamming against his eye unpleasantly. He doesn't want to die; his team just barely refrained from kicking him off the server based on his squeaky voice alone. He wants to prove he's good enough.
Tomura turns his back to Eraser. He's gentle as his fingers glide through Tomura's hair, brushing back each strand and pulling it into a ponytail. He feels vulnerable as the waves framing his face are pulled back, exposing every little scar and imperfection--yet he knows that when he turns around, he'll only be met with warmth--eyes full of affection just above scars and scruff of his own.
Tomura's heart lurches as the screen goes red, the body of his character flopping uselessly onto the ground while his team bemoans the loss with little surprise.
"Ah, you died, hm? Better luck next time." Sensei pets his head.
Tomura tosses his earbuds away, shifting around until he's crouched between his sensei's knees, even though he knows he's going to respawn in just a few seconds. He keeps his eyes on the fold of his pants until sensei hooks his finger underneath Tomura's jaw, forcing him to meet his eyes.
Sensei's face always looks a little meaner than his voice sounds. He runs his thumb over Tomura's lips, lingering on the scar that intersects them, while his eyes scan his face with scrutiny.
Tomura feels the slightest bit of dread at the items in Eraser's lap, if only because applying them is a foreign experience and he's worried about having wet stuff on his skin. Yet, he leans forward quite eagerly, silently giving Eraser permission to begin. His eyes fall shut as Eraser's hand cradles his jaw, supporting Tomura's head while he dabs a wet cotton ball over his face with an amount of gentleness Tomura still finds himself surprised by.
He thinks he's probably too old to be letting someone else do this for him, but Eraserhead doesn't seem to mind, even once it's time to spread a waxy paste over his lips. An increasingly familiar warmth pools in Tomura's heart at his care as Eraser runs a fingertip across his cracked skin.
They both know he never received such doting as a kid, anyway; they're just playing catch-up.
Tomura's jaw is stretched painfully wide and he cannot breathe, but sensei is petting him and singing praises about how good he's doing. It's a nice change of pace from being reminded of how he failed, how he needs to try harder, think smarter, care less--so he stays put, letting the aching in his face fuel the overbearing warmth lighting his chest, until sensei pulls him back by his hair. Tomura tries to breathe around thick strands of saliva in the back of his throat--unsuccessfully--before he's pushed back down by a hand that's bigger than his head. Tears well in his eyes as his throat is repenetrated, but the praise is back, so he nestles against the crook of his sensei's thigh and shivers with agony pure joy.
"There. That wasn't too bad, was it? Hopefully it'll make your skin start feeling a little better."
"Yeah," Tomura hums absentmindedly in response, still leaning forward, watching through half-lidded eyes while Eraser wipes the product off of his hands. He smiles warmly at him when he turns back to see Tomura waiting patiently for more touches. He cradles his jaw in both hands, tilting Tomura's head forward to plant a kiss to the top of his head, and regards him fondly as he draws back.
Tomura curls all but two of his fingers into his palm, so tightly that they bite into his skin while he wraps his index finger and thumb around his sensei, calling upon every method he knows to remain mindful of his own quirk. He hates when sensei makes him use his hands, especially now that his limbs have recently decided to become gangly and awkward to control--he's terrified of making him disappear. He looks at his hands touching his sensei, how they're getting large enough to resemble the ones that so often adorn his body, thinking of just how they became that way. He presses his nails harder into his palm, as though the only way to keep himself from hurting his sensei is to bury his fingertips inside his own flesh.
Tomura sighs as Eraserhead strokes his thumbs over the drier part of his jaw. He reaches up to place his gloved hands over Eraser's, holding them closer as he nuzzles into the touch and his eyes slip shut.
"Hey," Eraser chides softly, making no effort to pull away, "you're going to mess up the lotion."
Sensei's tongue is in his mouth. Tomura feels special. He leans deeper and deeper into the kiss as his sensei licks away the traces of himself, fists buried safely against his lap. His blood buzzes in his veins, tears of a different kind pooling behind his eyelids--of love so deep and overwhelming that his body cannot contain it even with his recent growth spurts.
It ends too soon. Sensei pulls away, running his hand over Tomura's back, and Tomura's chest aches with the loss. He leans forward, pleading for more, but he knows they're done. Soon sensei will slip away into the shadows again, and his only interactions with Tomura will be comments on his performance and directions given through a computer screen.
So Tomura relents, instead glancing over his shoulder at the T.V. to check the time left in the match, only to see the title screen along with a notification that he's been kicked from the server due to an unanimous vote from his team.
"Why don't you sit in my lap, and I'll hold you while you play?" Eraser offers, seeing that Tomura isn't ready to part from him anytime soon. "That way it won't wipe off."
So Tomura sits between Eraser's legs and lays back against his chest, while his arms wrap snugly around Tomura's middle. He watches his matches over his shoulder though Tomura is certain he doesn't follow what's happening on the screen, giving him reassuring squeezes any time he complains about how a game is going, and Tomura relaxes into him during loading screens.
Eraser grouses about dinner half an hour in advance, asks him what he wants, and when they untangle so that he can get started on it, Tomura doesn't feel afraid.
He'll only be in the next room over.
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tarafytheworld-blog · 5 years
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FULL FACE OF FLAWLESS In-Depth Makeup Tutorial | NikkieTutorials
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhLCzSwUTvc
Hey a couple of weeks ago over on Twitter @nikkietutorials,if you're not following me someone created this conversation about how this like soft beat is so,Popular right now. You see it on all that like influencers. You see it on all the celebrities and it's a type of makeup,Look where it looks,Natural in a very glam and extra way and in that tweet, someone said that I couldn't do that,Just imagine me being on my phone like this like oh my god. Yes. Oh my god. Yeah girl,That is a good Nikki can't do it. Okay,So when I saw that I was like, you know what I haven't done an in depth of makeup tutorial in so long,So today we are going back to our roots sitting down and playing with makeup,And I'm doing so in collaboration with Marc Jacobs Beauty as you know, I am their global,artistry advisor,So this video is in collaboration,With them to showcase you a couple of products that I've been really really liking and that I'm super proud of that they came out,With so if you're excited about the good old makeup days,And if you actually want to see if I'm able to do a perfect soft beat like that then keep watching,Alrighty let the in-depth tutorial commence the first product I really want to talk about is youthquake,This is a brand new product to Marc Jacobs,and I'm really really liking it because I worked with it back at New York Fashion Week when I,Joined the Marc Jacobs beauty team to do make a backstage at Fashion Week. It is a moisturizer that,it's a moisturizer that,Perfectly preps the skin for all the paint whenever I plan on doing my makeup and my skin is feeling a little bit dry,I like to go in with this really work it in and get that moisture back it like creates the perfect canvas,so in here are pineapple enzymes that,retexturize and remoisturize,the skin now moving on to primer primer is really essential if you want your makeup to last and,Before Marc Jacobs had this product right here. This is the undercover,Invisible perfecting coconut primer. So now they came out with this right here. This is the undercover,Blurring coconut primer. So this is great at hiding the appearance of your pores,You know,It evens up the texture it gives you that veil of blurriness and it controls,Oils meaning that it will keep your makeup on longer and making it look flawless till the end of the day,So I like to take just a tiny bit of this,You definitely don't need a lot and I kind of tap it into the skin tap tap tap and it creates that blurry,Filter and it smells amazing. It smells like coconut,So if you love coconuts you are in for a party,But why I like this so much is usually when it comes to like blurring primers,They become super matte, which is a good thing because that will keep your makeup on longer,But they also dry out my skin and I have the type of skin that dries out very quickly,I have combination skin and this thank God doesn't do that for me,So thank God I collaborated with the brand that like gets it. Let's see, especially my nose,It looks a blurred it looks like there's a filter on top of it. Okay, so the groundwork has been done,I'm primed. I am ready for all the makeup. I'm ready for all the paint. Let's go in with foundation now,I you guys know I love this one. This is my makeup revolution. It is the conceal and defined foundation. That is the foundation,I'm going to be going in with today just full coverage. It looks like skin,It looks beautiful now a little trick since summertime is here,you can add in a couple of,luminizing drops and I think it's fun to let you know that if you love the Marc Jacobs dewdrops and do you,There's a brand new color for my dark skinned divas out there,This is the new color. Look at that is a lot more tan a lot more deep. This is,Tantalized okay,Let's start working that into the skin and make sure that if you want full coverage from your product to tap,That sponge onto the skin. So no smearing no,Dragging up and down short tapping motions. Look at that. Ooh,It's got a beautiful healthy shine to it. The skin is looking right,The forehead baby because my forehead has been a problem area,But it's I woke up this morning and it cleared up a lot,So I was like, okay. This is a good makeup day honey,Ooh Yeah, look at that face honey look at the face I,Love makeup so much for concealer today. I'm using the elf flawless concealer,So I always start tapping at the bottom of the concealer first,To make sure that everything that's like sort of on my cheeks is blended to perfection,like that,Look at that Oh flawless and then you look up and you barely tap underneath the eye,So you get the most coverage? Hey Jackie ina. Thank you for the tip honey. Barely tapped the under I like straight to the lashes,So it remains the most coverage?,Ever and then I'm gonna set everything using my fancy Beauty Pro filter powder and butter. I,Quickly went off camera to do my brows and to do the first eye and as you can see it is a very,Smokey sculpted summer and like any season really type of look,I mean when you look at all the inspiration one thing that really speaks to me is that,Overall, the look is very matte when it comes to the eyes,There's a lot of bronziness going on on the skin and a lot of Dew and glow,but when it comes to the eyes,It is fairly matte and very sculpted,And now remember miss tutorials over here has hooded eyes and I love this technique because you go beyond the line,You go beyond the skin and sculpt your own dream, really? So let's start it off. Let's Optimus Prime,The palette I'll be dipping into today is my color pop and Becky G and this is Salvaje and going in with this color,Right here. And that is called Carmelo. And with this we're gonna build our structure. I pick up the color on a morphe M,4-3-3 brush,And I start placing it. I look straight into my mirror. So not like down or up,I look straight into my mirror and I place that color on the outside of my crease, but above my crease,This is the first tip if you're following your own natural lines,If you have hooded eyes like I do it's it's all just gonna fall down and nobody's gonna see it,So we got to go in and create our own height,So I look forward and I go above where my natural crease is and I start stamping in,That color now. Like I said, this look is very sculpted,So I'm also bringing it onto the lid and blending it in towards the eye,more towards the lashline for a smoky liner look then I go ahead pick up more and,placed it right here in the outer corner cover that entire lid and now you see that the outer portion of your eye is completely,Covered but we need to find our angle and I think the best angle for like a wing out,Sculpted shape like this is by just following the waterline. So like right there,Okay, now that you've got that outer corner down it is time to build more structure in your,Crease so just softly I pick up more of that color and I start bringing it in,Towards the center of my eye,Just using soft circular motions. I'm barely touching the skin and see we're going in baby. I'm bringing it in but almost,slanting up,Towards like this portion of the brow,We're basically hitting that so we're going up up up honey. Then we're gonna do something scary, but have faith,We're talking about makeup here, but have faith. We're gonna go up onto,that brow to like the the first third of the brow and then down towards this portion of,Sort of like the the side of the nose bridge,So basically the shape is like going out like a cat shape,Into the crease up to that brow down towards this portion here. Does that make any sense?,The most scary part is getting it into that brow. I'm blending into my brow and,Bringing it towards this nose line. We call it here,Now a little trick is to sort of like smush it into the front of the brow,so,You know where you're going little circles into the front of the brow,Brushing downwards do the magic for you,then I pick up a morphe m562 and i'm placing that brush flat against my skin and,From that sort of structure you want to kind of scratch above it to create your fade,This by holding the brush like this against the cheek and sort of like waving at the blend,You're giving it that soft haze,I'm barely touching the skin too and for this outer corner here since we're doing that pulled out shape,Really softly fade that out from that same palette. I'm taking the dark brown called cafecito,cafecito pasito~ I don't know what that means but I'm saying it,And one thing I've definitely also noticed is that the outer corner and the lash line are like a smoky sultry dark crack,I'm just a drop your brush. So I'm definitely gonna use that color to darken that outer portion up a bit,Tapping it on,As soon as you take a dark color like this and you start swirling it onto the eye you will have fallout 4 days,Honey, so be cautious,Drama,Yes,Okay for the lid I'm not taking Luna that matte white sort of like really like deja light shade and,You can opt for a shimmery shade here. I just love the beauty of,Having an all matte eye,With this type of look. I don't know. It's it's like really hitting all the fields for me,So I'm just setting that portion that we haven't really done much with yet with this shade,You can go all the way up and kind of reinforce,The contrast between light and dark see what I'm doing. I'm giving it back that,Now I'm taking the dark brown color cuff acetal and,I'm stamping it on to where I would normally apply a liquid liner,So on to the lash line and this creates very very soft but effective,Smoked out lash lines then for the lower lash line, I take caramello and I just stamp it on and,Don't drag it in too far because with a lot of the shapes on the bottom,I'm seeing a lot of darkness towards the corner and then as it fades in on the lower lash line,it becomes lighter and lighter so I'm definitely,Channeling that so now that I'm reaching that outer corner here and going in with cafecito,and,Bringing the sculpted drama. I,Think it is super important to,Connect the lower lash line to the outer corner here to make it one,Down and then another thing I think is vital to this look is opening up the,waterline using a nude or white pencil,My favorite is by car pop the cream gel liner and this one is in the color honey, dude,Okay, that is it's sculpting wise and shadow wise now pop on your favorite pair of lashes and bottom,Mascara and I'll be right back. Alright time for the cheeks and the face portion is,Really really important to this look because when you look at all the inspiration a lot of structure is happening on the eyes,But even more structure is happening on the face. So I'm going in with my Marc Jacobs bronzer in tantric,But I do want to let you know that along with the dewdrops they're also now is a deeper shade of bronzer,This is also in the shade tantalize and yeah, dark-skinned divas. Hello. So a lot of the warmth is happening around,Here, so the forehead is sculpted to the heavens and a lot of warmth is almost on the spots where you would highlight,So that is what we're doing today. Grab my mother take up speranza and then,Really high up. Like I'm on my,Highlighting spot I started swirling in that warmth,You don't want to take it too far in about like halfway of the cheeks, but keep it high up, baby,And,Then if you have a large,Forehead ten head like I do you're gonna love this trend because we are here to cut it in half guys,How do you feel about the in-depth sort of makeup tutorial that I'm doing today it?,It brings me back. I feel like I don't do them as much anymore because there's basically not a lot of demand for it,So I hope that you guys are liking it. Even if it's just a little less of a bunch than usual,So yeah,Let me know how you think these videos are and if you still enjoy them one super important thing is to contour the nose,Like nobody's business a contour perfected nose than this look is vital,so I take my brush that has my bronzer and I just kind of,Scratch it over it to give myself that warmth,I,I just focus on getting that color and that shape first and I will focus about the shape after,Once I start carving it out, but it's missing that connection from that inner portion to the nose contour,So it take a fluffy brush and I just connect,That inner portion of the eye to the nose,To give myself that structure. So like I said now it just looks like warmth now,It just looks like a blob of bronzer on the nose,so I'm gonna take a face powder and a dry Beauty sponge and,Carve out the sides and the top to give its shape,So I almost come from that inner corner,and drag it onto the sides of my nose, so,Inner corner drag it down,And I'm also gonna take a little bit and applied red here on the bridge,To get that seat and now you've got a very sculpted nose, but of course, you don't know leave it like this,That's a little a little extreme. So I take a big face brush and I kind of dust away,The edges and that leaves you with a perfectly contoured snatched nose,Without all the fuss without like drawing lines and blending out the lines. It's a quick way to get a perfect snatched,nose now going in with a whisper of,Max blush in peaches and also more up towards the side not really on the Apple,We're really creating this like slanted structured face,So more two words where the bronzer is two for highlighter today,I'm going in with the Wet n Wild mega glow highlighter in bloom time Oh,Deadly you know that sort of do is always going on so I'm also popping the slightest bit on my forehead on,the chin,And of course, I'm gonna do the tip of my nose,Now it's time for another iconic portion of the look overdrawn penciled nude glossy lips you see him on,Everybody lip pencil has really made its comeback and we're all using it to just create the illusion,So I'm going in with the makeup forever artist pencil in anywhere caffeine,It's one of my favorites because I love the tone and I love the the formula of these pencils,now what I'm seeing a lot is that a lot of artists just,Create like a half circle here at the Cupid's bow. I don't necessarily,Like that look on me. It's a little too much because I've got my little ears going on is like it's like a lot,Okay, that's a lot,But I do love to kind of go over the edge,when lining my lips to give myself that extra pout,So I always pull my lip in like this like huh? And then just kind of create the McDonald's line on my Cupid's bow,Like that now, of course you can go bigger you can create that half circle right here, but I,Like it like this now, I'm just gonna frame the lip,For lipstick I'm taking the k'kaw Beauty nude lipstick and number one,You want this to be nude, honey?,So I definitely bring it up to that lip liner,I think it's weird if you just stay below it and it's sort of just like sitting there,So blend this and with the contours you just have flex to those lips and all do you see the fantasy coming along?,Now I will say you eat there love that look or you hate it I feel like there's no in-between,I hopefully Loehmann's I'm really excited about this Marc Jacobs Beauty has come out with a special edition,Glitter colored enamour'd lip glosses enamoured with pride. It comes in a special pride packaging and this color here is,This color here. It's called pink parade and look at that glitter. Look at that shine. It's gonna go perfect with this,Glossy nude lip trend and fur gloss definitely bring it all the way to the edge,Boom some setting spray and we're done and,That is it guys,I feel like this is the one of the very highly demanded looks that I see going around lately,And I absolutely love it and to that one person on Twitter that said that I couldn't do it,Hi, it was also great to be able to showcase you a couple of the new Marc Jacobs beauty products available at Markakis Beauty calm,And Sephora calm so uh, yeah without any further ado. Let's go on to the Dutch word of the day,For today, I thought it was pretty difficult, but I came up with one sultry boo,Boo I don't I don't know how to bring it to you fool that I look you've got going on is so school if you,Want to be featured in my next video?,All you have to do is leave a comment down below,Featuring the Dutch word of the day or leave a video response on instagram under the hashtag,Dutch word of the day and I thank you so much for watching,I hope you enjoyed let me know if you want more in depth makeup tutorials back on my channel,And I love you and hopefully I will see you guys on the next one
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Ardyn Time Travels Pt. 2: The Ardyning
Here’s the full installment of Ardyn’s POV on waking up back in time.  Gosh, this was fun to write.  Enjoy!
When Ardyn woke, he instantly knew something had gone wrong.  For one, he woke up with the sun glaring red through his closed eyes.  If he had, indeed, reached the Beyond—why, oh why, did he feel as if he'd woken from the vaguely dreamlike sleep that was the closest he'd come to sleep in two millennia.  Two, he could still feel the ever-present ache in his bones that accompanied the Scourge.
Ardyn sighed.  Auto-immune diseases were so troublesome.  Had his success merely been the product of his compromised nervous system and a dash of imagination?  Or was there something else at play?
Regardless, he was unlikely to discover which simply lying here in his car, face smushed into the upholstery.  Of course, first he must muster the willpower to actually sit up—which seems to have momentarily abandoned him.
Oh well, it's not as if the world will be going anywhere.  It'd been there for two entire millennia, even the inevitable darkening of the sun could be put off a bit.  Just until Ardyn felt marginally functional.
The sun, however, had other plans.  Even through his closed lids, the brightness stabbed pain through his corneas, lingering in his temples as a mounting throb.
"Alright," Ardyn mumbled, "I now feel entirely vindicated for the whole endless night phenomenon.  At least then there was no sun to induce migraines.  They happen well enough on their own, thank you kindly."
The daemons hovering on the edge of his perception giggled.  At least someone was getting some enjoyment out of this mess.
Ardyn levered himself upright with a groan.  As he'd anticipated, the motion sent a pang through his head, but it quickly subsided enough to make having a look around no longer seem entirely unfeasible.
He cracked his eyes open slowly.  It hurt, certainly, but it was nothing he was unaccustomed to.  He eased his eyelids fully out of his line of vision.
Ardyn looked around.  Well, this was certainly not the Beyond, judging by the raging pain in his head and the fact that it looked very much like he'd parked just outside Lestallum to wait out the night.  But when was he, was the question—if his death was merely a dream or if he'd truly ended up elsewhere (or elsewhen) post-mortem, it could be any time after the invention of the automobile but before the Endless Night.  One of the downsides to such a long life was the inability to recall exactly when specific events had occurred.  It all tended to blur together after the first few times history repeated itself.
He looked down at his car.  Definitely a stick shift, but that wasn't exactly the most precise of clues.
He'd driven the same car for thirty years at least.  Perhaps the glovebox would prove more useful.
Ardyn opened the glovebox.  Ah, that was more to his aid—a cellphone, an older model, but quite serviceable.  He'd found it amusing to buy one rumored to be as indestructible as he.  That narrowed it down to the decade prior to the Chosen King's little sojourn with Bahamut, at least.  And—what's this?  A receipt, from that charming gas station run by his many-times great-nephew's friend, dated the 18th of May, 756.  And no receipt from the caravan in which he'd stayed the night with the little king's entourage.  Perfect, that would place him around the time he escorted dear Noctis to Titan…
Wait.
Titan.  Could the Astrals be meddling again?  Ardyn certainly wouldn't put it past them.
Hmm, a thought to keep in mind.
Now, to ensure the Chosen King killed him—
Pain.  Ardyn looked up blearily at Noctis.  He'd grown into their family's features quite nicely.
"What will you do now?" Ardyn heard himself ask, as if from a distance, "Erase me from history once more?"
Noctis' lips moved but he couldn't really make out the reply.
"I will await you in the Beyond," Ardyn managed to say—
Ardyn blinked, sunlight once more filling his vision.  Well, that had never happened before.
The part of him that continued to keep up with medical developments out of habit reminded him that PTSD symptoms, by their very nature, required one to no longer be in the traumatic circumstances.
But…he still was here, and living with the Scourge.  That was traumatic enough, certainly…?
You've had a taste of freedom, Ardyn reminded himself.  And the brain is rarely so straightforward.
Well, he wasn't dealing with this today.  New plan, then.
What to do, what to do…perhaps the Astrals really were screwing with him once more.  If only he could corner one long enough to find out, since he highly doubted any of them would respond to his entreaties.
Well, there was one Astral in very close proximity to Ardyn—and it was Tittan at that!  No chance of him weaseling out of the conversation with that meteor on his back—it was perfect!
Titan would just have to put up with being interrogated by the Accursed.
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