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lakemichigans · 9 months

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are we okay to talk about the v d a y vid now and how sad it is that the very platform they built their careers and lives on was the platform that essentially outed them in such a traumatic way. obviously the youtube glitch was just an accident but can you even believe the cosmic irony of it all

#the amount of contempt i have for whoever saved that vid and released it in 2012 is unreal #like when you think about it they had an entire year of believing the video was deleted #only for it to come back again but now they had so so so many more eyes watching them than before #it makes me sick to my stomach genuinelyyy #i got outed at school and to my brother and almost to my parents #and just thinking about it happening on a larger scale makes me want to kill myself fr #this is why i was such a firm believer in leaving them the fuck alone even when i was a teen #i never got into the shipping thing bc it was so obvious what kind of effect it was having #and knowing in hindsight that they were both in the closet makes it worse #like the community you're supposed to be supported by was the one making your life a living hell #and on top of that they had to deal with accusations of queerbaiting ?? what a strange dichotomy that was #MAYBE I'M BEING TOO DRAMATIC AND PARASOCIAL HERE FKSJFKS #i just can't help but put myself in their shoes and be like holy fuck. i could not have survived that.#this is my roman empire

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