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#this is why i was such a firm believer in leaving them the fuck alone even when i was a teen
razrbladekiss · 3 days
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TOLERATE IT | Joel Miller
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SUMMARY: an argument with joel doesn’t end the way that you think it will.
PAIRING: joel miller x afab!reader. (established relationship)
WARNINGS: very short piece. angsty argument so if u do nawt want to read, then skip <3. i’m in the middle of an argument with my bf and instead of feeding into it, i have immortalized it into my writing 😊 sorry joel for being my proverbial punching bag ! maybe ill make a part two if we ever make up LOL.
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Fat tears spill over the swollen apples of your cheeks faster than you can wipe them away with the already much-too-wet sleeve of your sweatshirt, and the room starts to spin.
Your face is damp with salty—bittersweet—upset, and a splitting migraine is beginning to fester away at the inside of your fucking brain.
“You can’t keep doing this.” Joel stands with both hands on his hips while you’re sat cross-legged on the couch, a cushion sat plump in your lap. “Can’t keep cryin’ whenever we have an argument—“
“But you’ve upset me, Joel!” Almost incoherently, you blabber. “You can’t expect me to be cool with the fact that you were flirting with some—some skank last night!”
He drags his left hand over his face. Joel exerts an exasperated sigh. He doesn’t know how many more hours he can argue with you about this, before he says something that he’s going to regret.
“I know. I was wrong, and I shouldn’t have done it—but why the fuck are you still crying?!” Joel barks. “It’s been hours, baby! Can’t we move past this—“
“No! We can’t!” Scraping your hand across your eyes—all tears immediately drying up—you stand to attention. You smack the pillow onto the couch in complete and utter fucking fury. “It’s been four years of us, Joel. Four fucking years that I thought we were happy—but apparnelty you’re not! Are you bored of me, or something?!”
“No!” Defensively, he exclaims. He’s just as annoyed as you, now. Though he has no place to be. “I don’t know what came over me—“
“Four years. Forty-Eight months I’ve spent being by your side—completely faithful—and you think it’s okay to just fuck around on me?!”
“I’m not fuckin’ around on you!” Mood—and tone—matching, he counters. “I love you. But I was hammered last night—“
I was hammered. I wasn’t thinking straight. I don’t know what came over me.
BULLSHIT. You’ve heard it all before and, frankly, you’re sick of it. The excuses, the lies…Dating a prolific man-whore isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be, actually.
“You need to get your act together.” With a shaking hand, you point at him. Your finger is trembling against his flannel. “If you want this to work, then you’ll stop lying to me—“
“I’m. Not. Fucking. Lying.” Through gritted teeth, he says.
Joel has confessed his wrongdoings, but it’s not enough. To you, he owes you more than just an explanation.
“I don’t believe you.” Devoid of any emotion—any feeling—you state. “You told me that you were going to Tommy’s last night to watch the Cowboys game. But Tommy came here at six o’clock asking for you, and said that they weren’t even fucking set to play! You’re a fucking liar, Joel!”
He backs away with both hands up, completely defeated. You’re tenacious, when you want to be. Sanctimonious. He knows he’ll never win an argument, so he walks away to leave you alone with time to cool off.
But to you—to most people—that’s him giving up.
Joel takes the keys to his truck from the fruit bowl beside the front door, grabs his jacket and unlocks the front door.
He turns to you without even so much as a smile. “Call me when you’re ready to have an adult fucking conversation.”
Joel slams shut the door and you begin to fume all over again. To your left is a picture of the two of you last summer—when you were happy and carefree in Mykonos—and you know that it won’t do anything to help the issue, but you grab it. With a firm hand, you launch it at the door.
Fragments of glass shatter against the door, the floor and fly across the room in every which direction perfectly depicting the current state of your heart after Joel started to break it.
Your eyes are streaming again, hearing his truck peel away from the sidewalk and to god-knows fucking where.
But there’s no use in crying over him anymore. You just need to tolerate it. Tolerate this. Because Joel knows it’ll take more than an “I’m sorry” to really make it up to you.
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lakemichigans · 9 months
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are we okay to talk about the v d a y vid now and how sad it is that the very platform they built their careers and lives on was the platform that essentially outed them in such a traumatic way. obviously the youtube glitch was just an accident but can you even believe the cosmic irony of it all
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unheavenlyvision · 2 months
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CLOTHED?!
𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: 【𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞】 fushiguro toji/reader, geto suguru/reader, gojo satoru/reader, kamo choso/reader
𝐖𝐂: 4.8k
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: they all have their own reasons for not undressing completely, just how crazy will they drive you in their pursuit to have you cumming in your clothes?
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: 18+ only, smut, swearing, dirty talk, teasing, dry humping, thigh riding, cunnilingus, afab!reader, no pronouns or y/n used, pet names used: doll, baby, sweetheart, i think that's all !! <3
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𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐎 𝐓𝐎𝐉𝐈 ★
This all started because he believed something and you didn’t, now you’re sat on him, fully clothed, struggling to comprehend just how your few words worked him up so much to the point that it feels like he’s torturing you over them. A punishment, that you feel, you do not deserve.
All you had said was that you don’t think it’s possible for you to finish fully clothed and he took that as a personal challenge and a slight against his ability to please you, which, you never meant it as.
What you meant doesn’t change the facts of your situation though, he’s got you teary eyed and shaking on his lap. Clothed erection rutting up against your core, hands digging into your hips to drag you back and forth over him. So determined in how he’s devotedly humping up into you.
So badly you want for him to forget about the thing you said, you just want him to fuck you but he’s not going to, and you can tell that just by the look on his face alone. “Toji, please just – hah – forget what I said,” your voice shakes slightly.
Almost baring his teeth when he snaps back, “Trying to prove you wrong, doll.”
“But it would feel so much better if you – hnn – would just–”
He grunts at you, hips jerking up, “I’ll make you feel so much better once you cum in your pants.”
“I don’t think I–”
Predicting what you were going to say, “–You can, I’ll make sure of it,” his hands gripping you so firm you think he might leave bruises behind.
Toji’s so hard, straining against his pants, desperate to fuck you, to feel some kind of release but you said something that he disagrees with, and now he’s going to show you that you can cum for him no matter how clothed you are.
Panties so slick and sticky, stuck to your cunt, leaking into your pants, you’re going insane. Right on the edge of cumming but not feeling like it’s enough, wanting for him to just stuff you full at this point. Foggy brain not understanding why he’s so bent out of shape over this, it would feel so much better if he would just fuck you.
The friction against your core not enough, his cock splits your folds, grinding you down into him. The pleasure better, hands grabbing at his shoulders, fisting his shirt, gasping at how the head of his clothed cock hits your clit.
“Toji,” you whine at him.
“Right there, huh?” He huffs, doubling his efforts.
Dripping into your panties and shorts embarrassingly, soaking them, so incredibly damp. Something that he doesn’t miss, not if his smirk and visibly inflating ego are anything to go by.
Your eyes are large as you plead with him, “Please, just fuck me.”
His smile is dark, evil, taunting, “I will…after you’ve cum for me.”
Your hips stutter on him, grinding down harder, your own determination to cum like this growing, if it means finally getting fucked full then you will finish for him, fully clothed.
“Suddenly feeling motivated, doll?” His chuckle feels demeaning.
“Shuddup,” you mean for it to have more bite when you say it, but you sound pathetic and needy.
He bites his lower lip at the way you circle your hips, “Pretty cute how desperate you’ve gotten.”
“Be nicer,” trying to chastise him while humping his clothed cock isn’t all that effective.
Laughing heartily at your poor excuse of admonishment, “You should be nicer to me, you know I could always be meaner.” As if to illustrate his point, he lets go of your hips, no longer assisting you.
A sad noise leaves you at the loss of his hands, struggling to get the same kind of pleasure from this without his help. Your fingers digging into his shirt, brows scrunching as you try to make up for the loss of him. Wet cunt grinding down, not quite getting the same kind of pleasure, back to desperately wanting for him to fuck you open.
“I’m sorry,” you rush out, hoping he’ll show mercy.
“What was that, doll?” He asks, feigning like he couldn’t hear you perfectly well.
Shooting him a teary-eyed glare, you repeat, “I’m sorry, just please– help.”
His smile is self-satisfied at your pleading, cooing at you, “You sure you want the help of this mean man?”
“Mhm,” nodding your head vehemently at him, wanting nothing more than that.
Huffing a breath of amusement at your eagerness, “Should’ve said I wasn’t mean there.”
“Toji!”
“Yeah, yeah,” he dismisses, pulling you down with a strong hand on the back of your neck. Lips colliding with his, sloppy and messy, all teeth and tongues.
Once he has his lips on yours, he moves his hand back to your hips, stroking them lower to your thighs just to pull them apart further on top of him. His clothed cock splitting your folds more like this, your pussy twitching and drooling into your panties.
He groans against your mouth, “I bet you’re so fuckin wet,” he pants against you, growing just as frustrated as you, if not more, “Gotta cum soon, doll. Can’t handle much more of this.”
He could always just stop this and fuck you but he’s stubborn and you know better than to try and convince him of this, especially now, when you’re getting so close to finishing.
“Promise to fuck me after?” Feeling worried he might go back on his word and torture you some more.
“Hah– I’m not depriving myself of your creamy little cunt, doll. Stuffing you full right after you’ve cum is one of my favourite pastimes,” he licks at your lower lip before nipping it.
Your arms wrap around him completely, face nuzzling into his neck, focusing on how you’re moving against him. Starting to stutter against your will, his large hands helping you along, supplying you with the friction he had robbed you of only a few moments ago.
His huffed breaths tickling your ear, having turned his head towards you, to continue talking to you, keep spouting filth at you. Too aware of how much his voice gets you off, “C’mon, doll, know you’re so close, cum in your panties for me, hmm?”
Only able to whimper against him in response, no words forming as you continue to rut into him. Pussy hole clenching pathetically around nothing, begging to be filled, getting closer to your end. It’s almost embarrassing that he’s able to have you falling apart despite the fact you’re both fully clothed.
“Be good and cum for me, wanna fuck you into next week,” he groans out when you press down into him with more pressure, his words getting to you more than you’d ever admit.
“Toji –hnn– I’m soo–”
His voice is lilted, excited, “Yeahh that’s it, doing so good for me– fuck.”
You shake on top of him, clit hitting his cock just right, whimpered whines leaving you as you huff against the skin of his neck. Tears welling in your eyes, nails digging into him slightly. The groan he lets out swiftly followed by your name has you cumming for him, in your clothes, fully dressed.
He talks you through it, hands stroking at your back, amused by how you twitch from your aftershocks. After a beat of silence, and your breathing evens out, he speaks lowly into your ear, “Told ya so.”
𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐔 ★
Your panties are soaked through, almost completely wet as you slide back and forth on Geto’s jean clad thigh. He’s not even touching you, refusing to help, only sitting back and enjoying the view of you humping down into him like a bitch in heat.
Enjoying the frustrated pout settling on your features, playing dumb when he asks, “What’s wrong?”
“Not enough,” you huff back.
“Sure it is,” he hums, hand moving only to tickle up the length of your inner thigh, “Look at the mess you’re leaving behind, ruining my pants.”
Your skin flares at his comment, all too aware of the dark and damp spot you’re leaking into his jeans. Not appreciating his comment, only serving to embarrass you, feeling self-conscious with how you’re rubbing your pussy into his thigh.
He must notice, smile kind when he says, “Don’t be embarrassed, it’s cute how worked up you are just for my thigh, think you could cum like this?”
Shaking your head at him, “No –hng–” moaning when he bounces his leg up, jostling you on his thigh suddenly.
“I think you can,” his lips curling into a deceivingly innocent grin, “Go on, keep going,” nodding downwards at his leg, encouraging you to continue your movements.
Sticky folds splitting obscenely to rut down into him, panties moulding to your pussy lips, leaving nothing to the imagination. Slick beading through the material of your underwear, repeated back and forth of your hips spreading it all over him.
A completely lewd display, one that Geto is appreciating deeply, his cock painfully erect at how your eyes are all bleary and unfocused. Simultaneously embarrassed about how you’re humping his leg and so desperate to cum that you’re not stopping your movements.
Small whines and whimpers leaving you, despite the fact that you’re biting your lower lip in an attempt to stop them. Geto’s fingers twitch with the need to touch you, feeling an itch to help you, get you off faster but stopping himself, enjoying the struggle you’re facing a bit too much.
“Sugu, I just want you,” sounding pathetic even to yourself, begging him for help? For his cock? Either? Both?
Tutting at you with faux sympathy, “I’m right here, baby,” smirking at how your brows upturn and you huff at him.
“I want – hah – want you to touch me, please,” eyes big and pitifully wet.
“Always so pretty when you beg,” his hand reaches for your face and wipes away the tears you hadn’t realised you’d shed.
Spreading your legs slightly, continuing to grind down onto his thigh, wishing he would at least take off his pants so you can feel every ridge and dip of his muscles. Slippery in how you rock back and forth, clit catching with your grinding, gasped moans leaving you with it.
He observes, “Getting desperate?”
“Please just touch me, I don’t care where, just touch me please, Sugu,” practically sobbing at him, feeling so completely deprived of him by now.
His outside demeanour stays unchanged, forever amused by how desperate you are for him to touch you but his cock twitches in his pants and is leaking profusely. So fucking hard and ready to fuck you, loving how you plead and beg for him.
Wanting nothing more than to fuck inside you, feel the way your tight cunt sucks him in, drooling all over him but he’s gonna have you finishing like this first. Thinking to himself that you’ll probably make a great face when you cum in your panties for him.
He obliges you slightly though, hands moving to your hips, forcing you down on his thigh harder. Giving you a more consistent pace to get off to, relief flooding you at how much better it feels to have him set the rhythm, you could almost cry at how good it feels.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you,” it’s repeated over and over, so grateful for his help.
“So polite when you get what you want,” he muses, eyes fixated on the way you’re seemingly growing slicker. God, by the time he’s inside you, you’re going to be beyond dripping, the realisation thrilling him.
Panties borderline see through with how you’re coating them, his large hands gripping your thighs harshly, spreading them open even more. He wants to see how you rub your pretty little cunt down into him, needs to see.
Aching in his pants for you, close to giving up and bullying his thick cock inside you, voice strained when he asks, “Getting close?”
“Mhm,” you mumble back, hole fluttering on nothing at the sound of his wrecked voice.
His leg starts bouncing again, adding more stimulation for you to get off to. Almost screaming at the abrupt change, hands digging into his shoulders, mouth gaping open as moans and whines push their way out of you.
Tears streaming down your face again as you twitch down into him, “Sugu– it feels – ah –” Not able to properly verbalise just how good he’s making you feel.
“If it feels so good,” his hands forcing you down and circling your hips, feeling the way he almost starts salivating at the wet sounds your slutty pussy makes for him, “Cum for me,” almost spitting out the rest of his sentence.
His eyes glazing over, mirroring your own, so fucking horny he’s going to go insane. Poor cock feeling neglected, getting consumed in his own thoughts, thoughts about your cunt and how divinely you take him.
“I– I’m gonna–” panting with the effort it takes to talk when your brain is so foggy.
Extremities thrumming with the build up of your orgasm, head feeling heavy as you struggle to hold it up straight. Letting it loll to the front, chin on your chest as you cum all over Geto’s leg. Gushing inside your panties and soaking his thigh, cum seeping into the material, matching the small wet spot on his pants by the tip of his dick.
“Ffffuck– that’s it, so fucking perfect for me,” praise falling from his lips easily as he watches your body twitch and jerk on top of him.
Once you’ve come down some, he has you standing between his spread legs, your hands resting on his shoulders still to keep yourself on your feet. His hands tug your panties down, watching the way your cum connects to your cunt with sticky strings, low growl stuck in his throat at how creamy your pussy is.
“That’s what I like to see,” he hums, smile evil as he continues to pull them down and off you.
“Sugu.”
“Hmm?”
“You’ll fuck me now, right?” You ask, hoping desperately that he will, not realising that it might just kill him if he doesn’t stuff you full.
“Ah, on one condition,” smile growing as he says, “Open your mouth.” His hand holding your panties shoving them into your mouth, “Since you wanna get stuffed full so bad,” he hums.
𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐔 ★
What’s gotten Gojo so worked up, you couldn’t say, all you know is that it’s hard to think. Feeling breathless at the way he’s lapping at your clothed cunt, hands pulling at the material on your hips to have them melding to you.
Your legs thrown haphazardly over his shoulders, his faze nuzzling into your pussy, licking and sucking at the material of your panties. His saliva soaking them just as much as your slick is, lolling his tongue out and letting it rest against your cunt. His dazed eyes and small sounds of pleasure having you twitch down onto him, pussy gliding along his tongue.
Using him to get yourself off, he’s letting you use him to get yourself off, head nodding slightly with your movements, tongue sliding through your folds. His eyes sparkling as he watches you grow desperate for him, thumbs parting your pussy lips. Tongue fucking deeper, almost dipping into your hole, stopped by the resistance of your panties.
Your voice calls out for him, “‘Toru, please just take them off–”
“No.” His mouth parting from you only to spit out that singular answer, not interested in taking off your underwear in the slightest. Apparently too pleased with himself and this situation.
Huffing out at him, frustrated by his answer, “Please, need more.”
“I need you to let me lick at your pussy like this, I like the way you’re coating them,” he hums, licking at the length of your pussy, hands now holding you still by your thighs, taking back the small amount of control he allowed you, “Want you to cream them.”
“Why?” Eyes wet when you ask him why he’s suddenly so desperate to have you cumming in your panties for him.
“Wanna see what will happen,” he shrugs easily.
Feeling yourself bristle at his answer, basically torturing you just because he wants to see what will happen.
“That – and I’m enjoying this,” he smiles, tongue hanging from his mouth, letting his saliva drip down onto your covered pussy, you’ve got him salivating for you and he’s not even put his tongue on you properly, “Aren’t you?”
His eyes on you are intent and bordering on desperate, so hazy, consumed by lust as he stares at you, letting his tongue continue to drool down onto your panties. Panties that are completely soaked by now, you can’t even tell who more from at this point, only really aware of how wet they are, to the point they feel like a second skin.
He chuckles when you don’t answer, too dazed in how you watch him, his tongue licking his lower lip, mouth down turning into a mocking pout, “You not enjoying yourself, sweetheart?”
“No,” your frown must feel meaner than it really is because Gojo’s eyes only sparkle with delight.
Smirking before lowering his head, “I guess I’ll just have to fix that then.”
Mouth back on you in full force, making out with your clothed cunt with so much vigour he’s making wet sloppy sounds, the noises make you grow hot, feeling embarrassed at just how messy it all sounds. It’s even messier than it sounds, your pussy leaking into his mouth and down your inner thighs.
Shamelessly, he presses his face right into your cunt, inhaling deeply, the action has your skin flaring. Hands instinctually moving to his head, attempting to push him away but he’s immovable, steadfast in how he’s sniffing the panties you’re still wearing.
“Gojo!”
“Don’t be embarrassed, love everything about your pussy,” he’s nuzzling into your cunt more, opening his mouth to press his tongue against your hole, letting your slick bead through the fabric onto it.
Groaning when he swallows, “Smell so good, taste so good,” his eyes lazily look up to you, “Feel so good, so soft, sweetheart… you know that?”
Teary eyed when you shake your head no at him, feeling so embarrassingly overwhelmed. It’s like he’s drunk but nothing has happened for him to lose it to this point, “Are you okay?” Your hand runs softly through his hair.
“I’m perfect,” he assures, smile intoxicated as he goes back to mumbling about your cunt, “So soft, so wet, you gonna let me suck at your pussy over your panties?”
“Are you sure you’re–”
“–If you’re so worried about me, jus let me have my way with you,” his words slurring slightly.
He realises that he must seem different from usual but really, he’s just having trouble holding back right now. You were wearing such a cute pair of panties, wandering around his apartment in them and his shirt. Who can blame him for how he’s acting? When you looked like that? He’s just a little drunk on your pussy and he doesn’t feel the slightest bit embarrassed about it, not when you’re this wet for him.
Your hand tugs at his hair, pulling his gaze back to yours, it had dipped to stare greedily at your cunt, “Then take off–”
He singsongs at you, “Nope.” Blowing cool air against your core to tease you, it causes you to involuntarily twitch for him, “So needy, lemme play with you like this a little more, hmm?”
“Wouldn’t it be better if–”
“Nooo,” he drags it out, as if it were obvious, “After, I promise after you cum in your panties, I will tongue fuck you so good you’ll see stars but for now, be good and let me do this for you.” He presses wet kisses into your thighs, voice pleading as he repeats over and over, “Please, please, please please please.”
“Just, make me cum, please,” you’re starting to feel neglected.
“Of course I will, what do you take me for?” His brows scrunch at you, considering arguing with you about when he’s not had you finishing for him but too keen to put his mouth back on you to talk anymore.
The only time he’s content to be silent is when his tongue is busy lapping at you like a starved man and even then, he’s far from silent, tongue making obscene noises as he licks at you, moans and whines leaving him against his will. Enjoying himself too much to register or even really care that he sounds so pathetically wrecked just from this much.
Hips grinding down into the bed, too needy to hold himself back, cock so hard and ignored. Leaking profusely into his pants, needing the small relief badly, happy he’s too consumed in your cunt to think about his dick too much, otherwise he’d be stuffing you full before he gets what he wants.
Grip lessening on you, hanging his tongue to let you grind into it again, loving the way you get so eager to cum, chasing your own high and using him to get there. Smiling lazily at how your hips rise and fall, rubbing your pussy down onto him, head tipped back, struggling to keep your whines at bay.
Excitement running through his body down to his stiff cock when you twitch and moan for him in a way that tells him you’re getting so close to cumming. His hands hold your thighs tightly as he assists your movements, encouraging you to be rougher, to use him more.
“‘Toru – hah – I’m gonna – hnn –”
“Mhm,” he hums his acknowledgement, all too ready for you to cum.
Eyes shutting tight against the force of your orgasm, toes curling, thighs attempting to close around his head, but Gojo holds you so embarrassingly open. When your movements twitch and stutter, losing their pace, he pins you down into the bed and keeps licking at you. Depraved in how he’s lapping at you, losing his fucking mind at how you’ve creamed your panties for him.
Tingling felt throughout all your limbs, feeling overstimulated as he doesn’t stop his movements, jerking away from him and pushing at his head, whining, “It’s too much, ‘Toru.”
“Sorry, ‘m sorry,” his hand rips your panties from you, tongue fucking into your pussy hole suddenly, drinking down your cum, desperate for more. It doesn’t seem like he’ll be done anytime soon.
𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎 ★
Choso has you on your back for him, legs spread wide, his clothed dick grinding down into your panty clad core. What had started as an innocent kiss, turned into a heated make out session and then into shedding of pants while he humped into your cunt.
So desperate in his movements, cock rubbing through your folds, spreading your pussy lips obscenely. Slick pooling into your panties, he’s much the same, his cock head weeping into his underwear, dark spot at the tip.
His mouth is still firmly planted against yours, kissing you so dizzyingly, sucking your tongue into his mouth. Only ever parting from you long enough to huff out and catch his breath, pressing out compliments through clenched teeth.
“Feels so good, so pretty,” his words murmured, mouth brushing against yours, lips back on yours before you can even think to reply.
He’s holding back for you, you had wanted to take the relationship slower than your previous ones, which included waiting for sex but as the tip of his cock presses at your clothed hole, your resolve cracks and you want to tell him it’s okay.
You don’t get a chance to say anything though, his mouth needily kissing you into submission, almost tearing up at how it feels to have his lips on yours. Hands gripping at his shirt, his own on your thigh, on your hips, your stomach, boobs, anywhere he can reach, he’s touching and groping.
So overwhelming in how he’s touching you, your cunt so slick and ready to take him, legs tightening around his waist and pulling him down into you more. Grinding up into him, so fucking horny and ready to beg for more, Choso whines into your mouth at how you rut up into him.
Breaking the kiss to moan into the delicate skin of your neck, huffing as his hips fuck frantically down into you, meeting your need tenfold. Borderline whimpering at how damp you feel through all the layers.
He’s dizzied, from the thought of how your tight, wet heat will envelop his cock, sucking him in greedily. Losing his sanity as he humps at you, feeling juvenile but wanting nothing more than to respect your wishes and also get you off, he can do both, he can make you cum for him like this without fucking you full.
“Choso – hnn –”
Ah, your wrecked voice has him twitching pathetically against you, hips coming down more forcefully into yours. His breaths panting against your skin, struggling to focus on anything but how good this feels, how much better it could feel.
“– Mmph – Choso,” you call for him again, needing his attention.
His movements don’t stop, not even for a moment, too fucking lost in the pleasure to even think of stopping, “Hmm, you okay?” His hand gently holds your face, his own moving back to look you in the eyes, to check on you.
Nodding your head at him, “I’m fine, want more.”
“No,” he shakes his head at you.
“But–”
“Only saying that now – hah –” his eyes nearly roll to the back of his head at the thought of actually fucking you, “Only saying that because you’re horny – hnn –”
“Nooo – mmph – ‘m saying it because I mean it.”
“Ask me again after you’ve cum,” he noses at the side of your face.
His voice and steadfastness regarding this topic has your pussy clenching pathetically around nothing, eager to be stuffed full of him. Hoping to change his mind, “Cho, please,” eyes big and wet when you plead with him.
“No,” he huffs out, finding it harder and harder to resist you.
“Wanna be stuffed full, Cho – hnn – wanna feel you inside me, so bad,” babbling to him in your want.
Moaning at your words, “I want that too.”
“Then–”
“Nope,” his mouth back on yours to shut you up for a moment, tongue sliding into the kiss. He can’t have you keep begging him like that, he’ll give you what you want but you made the decision to wait for sex before you were so fucking desperate for him to fuck you, so you’ll have to wait.
You’re clawing at him frantically, hips messy in their movements, only seeking pleasure, offering no rhyme or reason to how you achieve it. Drooling into your panties for him, to have him shoving you down his fat cock, taking it all, the idea of it all has you drunk. You’d be embarrassed by how needy you are for his dick if you weren’t so aroused, so preoccupied with how good he’s making you feel.
When he parts the kiss, your mouths are connected by a string of saliva, kiss so messy and fuelled purely by lust. His eyes so dazed as they look down at you, almost unseeing, brows scrunched as his cock jerks against your cunt.
You go to speak, to beg him again, but his hand reaches up to cover your mouth, clamping down, “Can’t keep begging me, I’ll give in, I’ll give you anything you want – fuck – feels so fucking good and I’m not even – hah – not even inside you, can’t even feel how soft you are, how tight, wet – fuck.”
He bites his lip to stop his mouth, dick releasing thick globs of precum at the way you’re almost crying for him, eyes pathetic as you look up at him from underneath his large hand.
“Look so pretty right now,” he compliments, eyes adoring as he does.
You moan back at him, pleading with him through your eyes, his hips stutter and he groans out. His hand leaves you, only so he can use both of them to tug your panties up, spreading your folds open in a lewd display, his cock rubbing against you insistently. Shocked whimpers leaving you at the sudden change in friction, feeling it so much more.
“Cho!”
“I know – fuck – I know,” his head looks down to how your pussy lips bulge around your panties, losing his fucking mind at the sight of it. If he just gave into your begging, your lips could be bulging around his dick.
Shiver running down his spine, eyes flicking back to yours, “You need to cum.”
“What–”
“Right now.”
It feels like he doubles his efforts, grinding down into you with a new kind of need. Your eyes glazing over, fucked out over his clothed cock, body shaking as your high approaches so much faster. The work up having gotten to you, so fucking close to cumming from this.
His mouth back on you, kissing you breathless, hips moving against you almost like he’s fucking you. Hands everywhere, groping, pulling, his whimpers filling your ears, you wonder how he’d sound while actually fucking you.
Cumming suddenly for him, clawing at his back, legs kicking where they’re wrapped around him, cunt pulsing around nothing. Tears slipping from your waterline, mind hazy and foggy, orgasm wracking through you so deliciously.
Choso’s hips stutter against you, nipping at your lower lip before pulling away, whines leaving him as he continues to overstimulate the both of you, refusing to stop until you whimper and push at him.
Looking down to where his pelvis rests against yours, you can see the dark patch at the front of his boxers. His cum leaking into his underwear, the sight has your tummy doing flips and Choso’s skin tinting a deeper pink.
“Can you fuck me now?” You ask simply, still desperate for him.
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pinkmelodie · 5 months
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The Red Means I Love You ❤︎
Summary: Jason Todd x fem!Reader. You and Jason used to date before you left to stay with the Titans. You both miss each other more than you’d like to admit, but stay out of contact. Fast forward to after he died, you encounter Redhood. Old feeling stir, and before you know it you’re bent over the motorcycle of someone you swore you’d leave in the past.
Warnings: Angst -> smut, 18+, p in v, unprotected s$x, mentions of death & terrorism.
A/N: This takes place right after s3ep2, right after they find out Redhood’s identity :3
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You didn’t fully know what was happening; just that there were too many hostages in the building—all who would be killed if not evacuated immediately. You were about to run and help the rest of the titans get everyone as far away as possible before Kory pulled you aside.
You went to protest before she quickly interrupted you, “Go search for Jason.” 
Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Uhm, what?”
“Look, I have a feeling he’ll listen to you better than anyone.” she said. “Jasons not someone who can be brought down by force. Shit, he came back from the fucking dead, you think he’s gonna let us beat this new…phase out of him?” 
You wanted to argue, but Kory wasn’t someone who was wrong often. She had a good point, and you knew you had to follow it.
“We’ve got this under control,” she assured, resting a reassuring but firm hand on your shoulder. “Go.”
You were skeptical, especially when you could see Gar in the distance shaking in his boots trying to convince an old lady to let him help her down the steps, and citizens clearly getting whiplash from Connor moving them to safety too fast. Your team was…definitely something, but with some hesitance you finally turned and ran in the direction of the one member you wanted to see.
“Jason!” You called out, your voice echoing through the barren alley. Gotham was creepy enough already without walking in some sketchy, busted up route in the pitch dark.
You kept calling but the only response you got was your own voice echoing back to you. You tried to scratch your mind for something to say that could persuade him, but you came up blank. Guilt ate at your conscience when you remembered that you hadn’t spoken to him for months before he died. 
To be honest, Jason never had anyone in his life to begin with. He told you that along with all his other secrets, and you still broke his heart. 
You stayed with the titans, thinking he was being naive for not wanting to. You didn’t think about the fact they never once tried to help him, or ever see him as more than an immature kid. They didn’t have the energy to help Jason through his issues so they just abandoned ship, sending him right back to Bruce and his horrible coping mechanisms.
As much as you wanted to be angry at Dick, or Kory or really anyone else for letting that happen, you had to face that you played your part.
Jason Todd died alone. He died feeling like no one would miss him, like he was a failure of a Robin and a failure of a titan. Because even after everything, all he wanted to do was prove himself.
So, yeah. Admittedly the first words you chose to say were not a good idea. Probably should’ve seen that one coming, but you never were too good at comforting him. was anyone?
“It didn’t have to be like this, you can still come back to the titans!” You tried to coax him, almost immediately regretting it. You quickly shut your mouth, tho the damage was already done. You just prayed he wasn’t here—he didn’t need to be provoked into blowing your brains out. 
Only when your muscles stopped tensing and you thought you got lucky, a voice you couldn’t even recognize rumbled above you. It shot ice up your veins and you would’ve frozen in place if you weren’t so adiment on seeing him again.
“Still taking about the titans? Why am I surprised.” He taunted, tilting his head in a gesture so familiar it made your heart ache. When you spun around you were met with someone you couldn’t believe was really Jason. He was standing on some rusted fire escape, a steel red mask boring right through you. 
You tensed, but not out of fear. No, you could never be scared of Jason, not the same nerd who woke up early to make you breakfast or who secretly wore reading glasses. 
You debated messaging him for months after your breakup, paragraphs on paragraphs you never sent. You had so much to say to him before, so why now did your mind go blank?
It was hard to see what he was feeling with the mask, but you could tell he was expecting a snarky remark back. When you just stood there dumbfounded, he sighed. “Look, I’m done trying to prove myself to them. To Bruce, to everyone! I don’t have to be some fucking nobody y/n, and neither do you.”
Now that made you snap out of whatever trance you were in. “‘and neither do you’? What are you trying to do, advertise me the life of crime?”
He groaned, “I don’t know why I ever tried with you. The titans are just a bunch of fucked up people acting like one big happy family, is that what you wanted? Are you happy you made that choice?” He sneered.
There was malice in his tone, but it wasn’t real. he didn’t feel angry anymore, just betrayed.
He would’ve splayed his heart out for you on a silver platter if you asked, just for you to turn your back on him. You followed him in his dreams, haunted him every time he smelt a familiar perfume, even appeared behind his shut eyelids while the life drained out of him. You were a part of him, and from what he knew you’d never looked back when you stormed out that day.
That’s why it shocked him when tears started to well in your eyes. God, your eyes—the ones he would subconsciously buy clothes of in the same colour. “You could’ve came with me,” you whispered. 
Your meek tone broke something in him. His shoulders relaxed and in a blink he leaped down, knees bending upon landing on the hard ground in front of you. Seeing him like this; the mask concealing his identity, various weapons strapped to his thighs and seemingly more toned than the last time you saw him—you could understand why everyone was on edge.
He stood there motionless, a silent and intimidating presence before you. You both stood there in unbearable silence until finally, he lifted his mask off.
His features were lit beautifully by the dim street light, eyes glinting ever so slightly. He looked exhausted—more troubled now, but you knew, despite everything, this was Jason. Your Jason, not who he was manipulated into.
“No, I couldn’t have.” he muttered begrudgingly, “they made that very clear.”
“So what, you just become a terrorist? Is that your idea of solving your problems?”
His fists clenched in barely concealed anger. “Bruce couldn’t save Gotham, so he abandoned it. I’ll be the one to fix it.” 
“By running around in a new suit and planting bombs everywhere? Real great strategy.” You rolled your eyes, but started to blush when you stared at him too long in the plated suit that fit him perfectly. You quickly caught yourself ogling and looked away, assuming he wouldn’t catch the red tinge on your face. 
You don’t know how you ever thought he wouldn’t notice. Of course he noticed, it’s Jason Todd.
For fucks sake, the guy noticed every detail about you. The way you’d avoid eye contact when nervous, the pace of your blinking quickening when you were lost in thought, the slight heighten of your voice when you were excited about something. All these tiny things and you thought he just wouldn’t notice the way you eyed him down all red in the face?
Come on, you were basically writing your true feelings out to him in big, bold… ..red letters…
and it’s not like Kory ever specified exactly what to do once you found him… .. .
So that’s how you ended up bent against his motorcycle in some busted up alleyway, pussy spread open on his dick.
You gasped and clawed pointlessly at his covered back; nails clinking uselessly against the metal armour of his suit. 
Your own suit was pulled off just enough to get access to your cunt, panties pulled to the side so he could plunge his thick cock into you.
He was groaning more than he used to, and you could swear you even heard him whine. His pace was ruthless, thrusts messy but coordinated. He kept trying to push further inside you, pressing his body as close to you as possible like you would vanish at any moment. 
“Fuckfuckfuck-“ he rambled. Death heightened all of his senses—made things have so much more of an impact on him. Maybe he just missed you too much, or maybe he let himself forget how good you feel.
To be fair, you were far worse off than him. You would’ve alerted everyone in Gotham if he wasn’t covering your mouth with a gloved hand, though it’s not like anyone here would bat an eye to screaming.
“My poor baby just been lonely, s’that it?”He teased, manhandling you by your hips to meet his harsh thrusts. 
“Nobody to fill up this pretty hole like I do, such a shame,” he pouted in faux sympathy, as if he wasn’t balls deep at the moment.
“I’m back now. Fuck the titans, I’ve always treated you better, haven’t I?” He’s fucking your ability to form coherent words right out of your throat, but he knows your answer when you squeeze around him.
“Jay!” you moaned into his palm. Your cunt was squelching embarrassingly loud with each thrust, thighs shaking so hard you for sure would’ve fallen over if he wasn’t holding you up. Every drag of his cock in you hit the perfect spots, just like he remembered you love.
“You don’t even care that I’m red hood, do you?” he asked, his tone full of confidence. “Nah, you don’t. So fucking wet, does my suit get you off princess?” 
He moved his hand to play with your clit, getting it soaked with your fluids. You were too cock-drunk to lie bite back, just nodding desperately and mewling out something akin to a yes.
He smirked. “Pussys sucking me in the same too, fuck- I missed this. I missed you.”
He acted cocky when he was fucking you like this because it’s the only way he was sure you even wanted to be around him. Not much to complain about when his big dick is ravaging you, no?
Deep down he always felt right at home with you. He wouldn’t admit it, but he would give up red hood for you. He’d give up anything for you, actually. Nothing mattered as long as you were with him. And he wasn’t letting you go this time.
With the ministrations on your clit and him pounding into you, it wasn’t a surprise when that knot in your stomach came undone quickly. Especially not with how many failed orgasms you had with your fingers, pretending it was him.
Ever attentive, he noticed immediately. “You gonna come, baby? Try not to get any on the new suit.” He winked, as if you were gonna squirt for him. (You have, many times.)
The cherry on top was when he unexpectedly flipped his mask back down and leaned in to whisper right into your ear with that deep voice, “come for me”
And you were gone. You came with a cry of his name, eyes rolling back and toes curling. Your pussy gushed all over his dick, forming a white ring around it that you could see every time he slammed his hips.
Seeing your pretty face so euphoric was what sent him over the edge, and grudgingly he pulled out, pearly white cum shooting all over your stomach.
You spent a minute regaining your breath while he pressed gentle kisses all over your throat. He only let up when you whined at the slight pain of the pressure on your newly forming hickeys. He tucked himself back into his pants and re-adjusted his belt. You were wondering if he planned on just leaving until he took his coat off and wrapped it around you.
He moved you so you were set down properly on the back of his motorcycle and then stepped on. You instinctively laid against his back, resting your head on his shoulder and he admired you with pure adoration.
“Wrap your arms around me babe,” he hummed, affectionately rubbing your thigh that was pressed to his.
When your brain finally caught up to what was happening you gave him a confused look.“Wha- wait! Where are we going?” 
He looked at you like you were crazy for even questioning it. “Home,” he laughed, “what? Did you think death was gonna do us part, baby?”
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sturniholo · 7 months
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that’s what i thought - chris sturniolo
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in which chris sets you straight
based off of this request !
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You pranced down the stairs, making your way to Chris. You were about to go out with your girls and wanted to tell him bye before you left. He was sitting in his gaming chair, scrolling on his phone.
“I’m about to leave, baby. I just wanted to tell you bye.” He turned around in his chair, sitting his phone in his lap. His eyes traveled up and down your body, stopping at your cleavage, which was very noticeable. Most of your skin was showing, as your tight black outfit did no good covering your curves.
“You’re not going.”
You tilted your head at him. “Huh?”
“You heard what I said.”
A laugh escaped your lips. “And why not?” You took a step back, resting against the wall. You crossed your arms over your chest, making your boobs spill out of your shirt even more.
“Look at the way you’re dressed. You’re not going out like that.” He leaned forward in his chair, his eyes not leaving you once. “Don’t want anyone getting the wrong impression.”
You scoffed at how dramatic he was being. “What, you think I’m gonna get on my knees the second a guy looks at me? Think I’m a whore or something?” You could see him roll his eyes, which made you even more eager to walk out the door.
“I never said you were a whore, you’re just dressed like one.”
“You’re acting like a dick,” you said quite harshly.
Chris stood up from his chair, walking his way towards you. “What the fuck did you say?”
“I said you’re being a dick.”
He glared down at you, his tall figure towering over you. “Who the fuck do you think you’re talking to like that?” His intense stare made you look away from him. However, his hand snaked around your throat, forcing you to look at him. “That’s what I thought, ma. Attitude for no reason.”
Seeing Chris act like this wasn’t unusual, but it definitely had you feeling some type of way. His tone of voice alone had you squeezing your thighs together.
“Look at you,” he said, motioning to your thighs, “can’t even keep yourself together.” His knee pushed your legs open, landing in between your thighs. The sudden contact made you gasp, which made him smirk. “Where’d all that attitude go, ma? You’re all quiet now.”
He kept his eyes on you, waiting for you to speak. When you said nothing, he chuckled to himself. “That’s what I thought,” he said in a husky tone. He attached his lips to your neck, still keeping a firm grip, and placed kisses all over your skin.
Although you didn’t want to give in, it was becoming hard not to. When you felt his teeth sink into your skin, a whimper left your mouth, making him pull away with a grin. “If you wanted me to fuck some sense into you, that’s all you had to say.” The eye contact became the two of you became intense, the air becoming thick.
“Please,” you muttered. You looked up at him, your eyes begging for him to do something.
“Use your words, ma.”
You let out a sigh. You couldn’t believe how full of himself he was. “I want you to fuck me.” His gaze turned hungry as you spoke, making you bite your lip.
He wasted no time giving you what you wanted. His long fingers found the string of your top, untying it. Your tits fell free, making him clench his jaw. He dipped his head down, attaching his plump lips to your left breast. He toyed with your nipple, making you bite back a moan. The feeling of your sensitive skin between his teeth was enough to make your head fall back.
While he worked on your breast, his hands moved down your body. They rested on the thick skin of your thighs, giving them a hard squeeze. Almost as if he had your outfit memorized, he found the zipper of your tight jeans. He unzipped your jeans and pulled his head away from you.
“You sound so pretty, baby. Whining even though I’ve barely touched you.” He wore a smug look on his face. He crouched down in front of you, his face dangerously close to your pussy. He pulled your jeans the rest of the way off, tossing them to the side. You were left in your panties, which were orange and lacy, his favorite pair. He looked up at you through his eyelashes, a dark look in his eyes. “You knew this would happen, didn’t you.”
Before you could even respond, you felt his hand ghost over your pussy. He rubbed you through the fabric, making you moan above him. “Chris, please.” You looked down at him, desperation evident on your face.
He hooked his fingers onto the fabric, pulling it down your leg. You were now fully naked for him. His eyes moved up and down your body, his cock twitching as he took the sight of you in. His hands wrapped around your thighs, his head dipping dangerously close to you. His fingers found their way to your folds, slipping through them, slowly teasing you. You couldn’t help but look down at him, watching as he toyed with you.
He eventually replaced his fingers with his tongue, his mouth attaching to your clit. A high-pitched moan left your mouth as he took the sensitive bud in his mouth. Your hands reached for his head, pushing him into your cunt. “Fuck, baby,” you groaned out.
“You taste so good, mama,” he mumbled onto your cunt. His tongue continued to go to work, devouring you like his last meal. “I want you to cum for me.” His hand trailed up your body, grabbing onto your right breast.
Your head fell against the wall, moans leaving your mouth. You bucked your hips into his face, making him smirk on your pussy. A knot was beginning to form in your stomach, threatening to snap at any moment.
He pulled his face away, his chin glistening with your juices. He quickly slipped his fingers inside of you, pumping at a rapid pace. “Come on, mama.” With the pace he was going, you felt your orgasm approaching. You came around his fingers with a loud moan, making him smirk to himself.
He stood back up, his hands resting on your hips. “Taste yourself,” he whispered onto your lips. He connected his lips with yours, slipping his tongue into your mouth. “So sweet,” he said as he pulled away.
Although you were still coming down from your orgasm, you found yourself reaching for his shirt. You pulled it over his head, throwing it across the room. Your eyes scanned over his toned body, stopping back at his face. “You’re so greedy.”
“Shut up and fuck me.”
A cocky smirk appeared on his face, “Chill out, I thought I was the dick here.” You rolled your eyes at his comment. Although Chris was just being funny, he didn’t appreciate your eye roll. Which is exactly why he turned you around, pushing you against the wall. A gasp left your mouth as you harshly hit the wall. “Don’t roll your eyes,” he growled into your ear.
Shivers went down your spine as you felt Chris’ hands roam down your body. You heard him shuffling behind you, assuming he was taking off his pants. A slap on the ass made you turn around. Chris stood with a smirk on his face, his hand resting on your lower back. You watched as he grabbed onto your ass, kneading the skin in his large palms. You pushed your ass out further, making him groan as you hit his lower half.
“Turn back around, ma.” He pushed on your back, making your face smush up against the wall. Although you couldn’t see him, you felt him slap his dick against your ass, making you bite your lip.
He stroked himself a few times before pushing himself into you, making you groan. “Fuck, Chris.” His hands found your hips, keeping a steady grip on you. After a moment, he began to thrust into you.
His eyes stayed on your ass, watching it jiggle as he pounded into you. “Fuck, mama,” His hand gripped your skin. “You look so good like this. Throwing your ass back like that.” He slapped the skin, leaving a red handprint behind.
Moans left your mouth as he touched you. You placed your hands on the wall, arching your back more. The more you arched, the further his cock plunged into you, making him groan. “Shit,” you breathed out as he hit your G-spot.
His hands found your hair, twisting up into your fist. He pulled you back, your body flush against his chest. “You feel so good, baby,” he whispered into your ear. He placed sloppy kisses on your shoulder, making you bite your lip.
With the pace he was going, you felt a familiar feeling wash over you. “Baby, I’m close.” His arms snaked around your waist, bringing you closer to him. This closeness gave him a new angle to hit, making you loudly moan. “Right there, don’t stop.”
He continued to thrust into you, occasionally leaving kisses on your skin. “Cum for me.” With a few more thrusts, you felt yourself cum around his cock, making him groan.
He wasn’t far behind you, giving a few more sloppy thrusts before pulling out. His cum shot onto your back, making him smirk down at you. “Fuck,” he sighed out.
He turned you back around, his hands wrapping around your waist. One of his hands moved down further, resting on your ass. “You did so good for me.” Your body rested against the wall, feeling weak from the intense orgasms. “Next time, I’m just gonna leave you all alone, begging for me to fuck you.” You looked up at him, an unamused look on your face.
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a/n: i ate this request right up…it was tooo good
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cyberm4n · 7 months
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could you pls do lucifers' oldest daughter x adam, and lucifer disapproves of it and adam rubs it in his face and the reader is innocent and has no idea whats going in between them and is absolutely in love with adam, and smut and possibly daddy kink if possible??♡♡
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combined these two cause they work together really well! im so glad i got adam requests cause i am in LOVE with his man rn
cw: daddy kink, smut, readers first time, reader doesn't know of the history between lucifer and adam and i don't explain how, mentions of past tense bad father lucifer, adam is a little shit, not proofread
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adam with lucifers oldest daughter reader!
■ OKAY FOR STARTERS
■ if Adam is genuinely interested in a relationship with you, like it's not just to get at lucifer then he's the biggest softy
■ im a firm believer he is a sweetheart in private moments in a relationship
■ to everyone else he's a total jackass but when you two are alone?
■ he's so respectful and loving to you
■ but if you're innocent
■ this man has the biggest corruption kink in the fucking world and the fact he gets to have his way with the daughter of his "enemy" satisfies him more
■ but it does make him feel a bit warm when it becomes obvious just how in love you are with him
■ and anytime you tell your dad about your boyfriend he lights up! so happy his daughter has found someone :)
■ but shit goes down when he asks to finally meet him, he figures if his daughter is in love he should definitely know him
quick recess from that train of thought
■ adam! who's got you laid out on his bed, working his shirt off
■ adam! who hears your little murmur about being a virgin
■ adam! who is immediately rock fucking hard at the fact he gets to take that innocence from you
■ adam! who hovers over you, kissing your neck as he helps you out of your pants, his other hand tugging impatiently at your shirt
■ adam! who can't get over how fucking beautiful you are, all other motives thrown out the window, he just wants to make this good for you
■ adam! who growls when he works a finger into you, feeling how tight you are and hearing you whimper
■ "princess you gotta relax, gonna stretch you out. i know baby, i know. just let me make you feel good"
■ adam! who scissors his fingers in you, desperately trying to make this easier for you
■ adam! whose cock makes you tremble when you see it finally, he's big. i think he'd be above average, 7-8.5ish inches, girthy too.
■ "baby don't worry ill make it fit, daddy's gonna take care of you, okay?"
■ adam! who audibly groans after you don't even bat an eye at his slip up
■ ugh he'd be so sweet as he's guiding it in you, kissing your face, maybe even rubbing your clit to try and get you to relax
■ but just as he's about to bottom out hears a little "s'too much daddy" from you and he swears he could have cum right there
■ if this wasn't your first time he'd be pounding the shit out of you now
■ but he's gentle, at least at first
■ "okay sweetheart, i need more, can you do that?" he'd murmur, so sweet.
■ and then he fucking rails you
■ HEAVY BELIEVER he's gonna try and go atleast 2 rounds with you, maybe more
■ you're just too perfect he can't help it
ANYWAYS
■ so like, you're really oblvious to the beef between your dad and adam
■ like it's just never been expressed
■ plus lucifer doesn't have a great relationship with his kids!! so the fact you've even told him about your boyfriend makes him happy
■ so you go out for dinner! it's a classic! you have no idea why you're boyfriend is acting so weird!
■ what does NOT make lucifer happy is seeing you walk in with adam, his arm slung around your waist
■ he's in denial for a moment, standing from his spot as he meets you halfway
■ "dad, meet my boyfriend, adam!"
■ there's a beat of silence, and you're not sure why
■ but lucifer extends a hand "adam, it's so nice to meet you" he says through gritted teeth
■ tbh both are pretty quiet, only exchanging niceties until you leave for the bathroom
■ adam squeezes your hand as you stand up, watching you walk off.
■ then he turns back to face lucifer, a smug smirk plastered on his face
■ "you motherfucker" "well actually technically im a d—" "shut up, shut up, shut the fuck up"
■ lucifer genuinely has to convince himself not to fucking kill adam right here. reminding himself that his daughter is in love with him.
■ lucifer decides he doesn't have to like adam for him to support you
■ but adam is such a little shit, once you get back to the table he will not shut the fuck up
■ but you seem so happy, lucifer sees the way you look at adam. he sighs.
■ even when adam tugs at your collar a little "fixing it" supposedly but lucifer knows it's definitely just to flash that little love bite he left there
■ and to you it seems like your boyfriend and dad are getting along great! you're so happy
■ at the end of the night your dad pulls you aside, doing the whole dad talk thing.
■ "if he breaks your heart.."
■ but you hug him for the first time in a long time, and he decides he can tolerate this for as long as im happy.
■ your dad loves you, maybe not your boyfriend, but you.
■ and adam.. deep down knows there's a little bit more to his facade. he cares about you, how could he not? this started out as just a way to get under lucifers skin but he's found himself genuinely hoping your dad doesn't try to sour the relationship
■ so when you take his hand as you part ways with your dad he sighs in relief
■ you're all his, and he wouldn't want it any other way <3
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wxnheart · 2 years
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𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐲 𝐏𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐳𝐚, 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐰𝐢𝐜𝐡 (𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐅𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 E𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧)
part one
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Say my name I promise I'll love you if you do it So do it for me
Chaos doesn't always have to be bad, you know.
Take for instance the bed. After some good sex. The bed that'll be a fucking mess.
Pillows everywhere (you swear you have more pillows than you do blankets; thank the Pillow Princess for that), covers thrown haphazardly, and you'll be there, sweaty and sated, resting in a pile of muscled arms, legs, and chest.
You usually don't know who the hell you're laying on you're so fucked out but damn their chest feels good.
Heh. You thought your libido was high but König and Simon got you beat there, too. By miles. Holy fucking shit. You and König also joke that Simon's the slut of the three of you. The bastard doesn't deny it, either.
As much as Simon and König love you, best believe there's always a competition between the two men when it comes to you sexually.
You'll also find out that the winner of their sparring matches is also the one who gets to fuck you first.
Those hands of König's aren't just good with a knife. He can make you come with those fingers alone.
He's also the one who loves to go down on you (this isn't to say that Simon doesn't). Will feast on you forever if you let him. Will also encourage (read: command) you to fuck his mouth or ride his face.
Dirty talk — Simon is a fucking pro. While König's showing you what his mouth does, Ghost is practically growling in your ear and telling you everything they'll do to you. Everything.
They can and will subject you to some orgasm denial if you wanna fuck around and find out, too.
And oh baby, when you get down on your knees and return the favor... it takes everything in them not to bust right then and there.
König goes crazy when you suck the head of his dick. Simon has this one vein on the underside of his. That's his weak spot. Have fun.
König loves it when you run your nails down his back while he's fucking you. Loves to see those marks in the mirror.
You also found that one spot on Simon's shoulder that if you bite down on it, the fucker goes crazy.
He loves covering you in hickeys, too.
König is the gentle but firm kisser. Simon is the passionate, tongue-fuck, bite-your-lip-and-leave-a-mark kisser. So bite his lower lip and leave a mark, goddamnit.
One time they were away and you were so fucking horny, you called them up. They heard you, heard your pleas as you touched yourself, as you told them you missed their hands, their mouths, and their dicks. You told them that you needed them to come home and fill you up. You moaned so wantonly and practically screamed when you came. They were dead silent the entire time.
König was so damn flustered and hard and frozen like a goddamn statue. Ghost was fucking seething. He was so fucking pissed. He was so fucking aroused. Why the fuck would you do that, knowing he wants nothing more than to be home, fucking you into the mattress, fucking your face, or god knows what else. Refused to rub one out and most definitely saved that for when he got home.
Simon and König also got you back once by calling you and making you masturbate for them. And god, you can never forget the way they sounded, authoritative, their accents heavy and thick with desire as they fucking ordered you to touch yourself and moan for them. Yeah, that's it. Moan for them, baby. Cum for them...
Oh, yeah, back to competition. One time König was away and Simon was home and you spent the better part of the day teasing him. He told you in so many words to fuck around and find out. You found out alright. Goddamn, did you find out.
He made you ride him. He made you ride him and like fuck were you stopping anytime soon. König called, Simon made you answer the phone (on speaker no less) and made you say his name ("Say it, love. Tell him who's making you fucking scream."). Oh shit. Silence on the other end. Again. Oh fuck, you knew it was on when König got home.
...And when you're busy catching your breath, sweaty and sated, wrapped in muscled arms, after some good ass sex—"Ready for another round?" What? You look up and two pairs of eyes stare back, clouded with feral want, and oh fuck—
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bjtremike · 12 days
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This is absolutely no shade to anyone, I just genuinely want to know, because I am a curious little bean who *vigorously* enjoys smut and loves to have my designated characters who top and bottom; why do you think Edwin would be a top?
Again, I am being genuine, I'm so confused!! Edwin is a sassy little bitch who serves cunt like it's nobody's business. If anything, he would be a brat and I am a firm believer that he would be a power bottom. Now, do I think he would just lie there and let Charles do whatever? Oh, hell no! Edwin would without a doubt be raking those nails down Charles' back, grabbing first fulls of hair, even possibly bitting Charles' shoulders to quiet his screams.
He would no doubt get impatient when Charles wants to go slow and would flip them over so he could ride that dick! Because this boy deserves to get dicked down!!
(I read someone's post a while ago, I forgot who said it, but they said Edwin deserves to get his ass eaten and I 100% agree with that statement!!!)
He would walk up to Charles, straight faced, hook a finger under his chain and pull him close as he tells him, "When we *finally* get a moment alone, I am going to drop to my knees and you are going to slide that cock into the back of my throat, got it?" Then, kiss Charles on the cheek and walk away like nothing happened.
And now, we get to Charles.
Charles, my love, would so be a service top. A service top that would not even think about his own pleasure, it wouldn't even enter his mind, because all he would care about was making sure that Edwin was getting everything that he wanted. He would worship Edwin's body from head to toe and I think we all agree that Charles would leave marks. All kinds of marks. And I love me a bitey Charles!!
Charles would leave hickeys, love bites, actual bite marks and so many finger shaped bruises, especially along Edwin's thighs. He would bring Edwin to the edge so many times just to ramp up the intensity every time. And there is no doubt in my mind that Charles would not even think about cumming until Edwin has at least 3 times.
(And still one of my favorite positions of theirs to think about is Charles holding Edwin up against a wall while he fucks him, with those long legs wrapped around his waist. Charles loves this position, because he gets to show off his strength and he loves the reaction it pulls out of Edwin.)
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lvrhughes · 1 year
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Fake Boyfriend | L. Hughes
pairing: Luke Hughes x f!reader
word count: 1k
warnings: bad ex, creepy dude?
summary: After your ex spotted you at a party, you use Luke as your escape but he won't believe you to are dating, leaving you to prove you two are.
requested: no
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The feeling of his eyes, staring at your every move was haunting. You couldn’t ignore him even if you tried, keeping close to your friends at the party. 
“We’re getting drinks, can you keep our spot?”
You nodded, assuming nothing of it, just keep an eye out, making sure he’d stay away.
Him being your ex, him being the man who treated people horrible, him being only here to stare down innocent girls. Yet no one had kicked him out yet, leaving him to glare at you all night. He practically pounded up when your friends were two feet away, his walk towards you fast, making panic rise in you. 
“Shit.” you mumbled, getting up, surrendering the spot you were saving, to heading over towards the group of hockey players you had somehow befriended.
“BABY!” Rutger cheered as you walked over, glancing over at your ex who gave a more infuriated glare. 
“I told you not to call me that!” you groaned, sliding under his arms, tucking into his side.
“We were about to go on a snack run, you coming?”
“Sorry Rut, came here with friends.” he let out a dramatic sigh, falling onto the floor to add. “Get up.” you groaned, lightly kicking him. He slowly got up, making an effort to complain the entire time. 
You had managed an hour, one whole hour you lost your creepy ex. But of course he’d find you again, before Rutger and the others would return. 
“No no.” you whispered, tears slightly welling in your eyes, when you saw him strutting towards you again, making you quickly turn to find someone. 
Your eyes catching sight of Luke, who stood against the wall, surrounded by a few of his friends. Choosing he was the best bet, bee-lining to him, pushing yourself against him when you reached.
“Help.” you whispered, your body now in his arms, making him give you a confused look, maybe disoriented too.
“What?”
“Kiss me.” 
“What-”
His words cut off by your ex, keeping his strut as he came over.
“What’re you doing with my girl, Hughes?” Luke could see the look you were giving him, the scared look that clearly informed that you were not his girl anymore and you didn’t want to be.
“What do you mean your girl? She’s mine now.” The smirk on Luke’s face pulled the entire act together, almost proud to be your fake boyfriend for now, and making your ex want to punch more than he already did. 
“No she fucking isn’t! She’s mine.” his arms reached out to grab you, Luke swatting him away first. 
“Leave.” Luke almost growled, his arm around your waist keeping you tucked against him. Your ex, rolling his eyes at the word.
“Prove it.” Your ex growled, glaring his eyes at Luke.
“Just leave.”
“Why should I? Clearly she’s not your girl so give me my fucking girlfriend!”
“I’m not yours anymore.” quiet words, barely audible, but heard, your ex quickly grabbing at your bicep, tugging you towards him. 
“Let. Her. Go.” Luke's voice was firm, the room went quiet, watching the scene. 
“Why? You want the little Slut now? Have her then!” he pushed you into Luke, letting Luke’s arms wrap around you protectively. 
“Leave.” The words alone sounded threatening, yet your ex laughed at them.
“Why should I? You still got my slut, you’ve done nothing to show she’s yours so why should i leave her with you?”
“We don’t need to prove anything to you!” your ex laughed in your face, almost spitting on you, making luke push him back. 
Luke was quick to turn you, facing him again before leaning down and pressing his lips to yours. Surprised would fit how you felt well, but letting yourself melt into him, tangling your hands through his hair. Luke’s hands staying on your waist, holding you against him. You barely heard your ex scoff before pushing his way out, the feeling of luke against you intoxicating. Almost whining when luke pulled away, the loss of contact leaving you cold.
“I’m sorry.” he mumbled, “I had to.” 
“Don’t apologize.” you paused after the words, thinking about how you could do this without acting a fool. 
Instead pulling him down to kiss you again, his arms wrapping around you again, your hands messing with the hair at the nape of his neck. Slowly running your hands through more of his hair, lightly tugging the curls earning a groan. 
“Baby,” 
“Hey careful there, you’re going to have to fight with Rutger to call me that.” he laughed at the words, his head falling on your shoulder, pressing a kiss to your neck. 
“What are we now?” the words just slipped, curiosity fighting the part of you that just wanted to stay like this forever clearly, leaving a surprised look on your face to match his. 
“What?”
“I know you heard me, Luke.” you groaned, trying to turn away, him gripping your waist before you could.
“What do you want us to be?” the words making heat rise to your cheeks, leaning into his chest. Mumbling out words, inaudible to everyone else.
“What was that, baby girl?”
“I want you.” he grinned at the words, pulling you up, peppering your face with more kisses.
“Good, because I’ve wanted you for years.”
You pulled back at the words, looking at him for a minute before speaking.
“Years?”
“Since you got here.”
“I thought you hated me, Luke, you never spoke to me, you never even looked at me.”
“Baby girl, I barely speak to anyone, everytime i tried to look at you I got flustered.” his cheeks reddening at the confession, an endearing smile grew on your face, letting you cup his cheeks.
Placing a kiss on his lips, letting him pull you tight against him again. Melting into the kiss, letting your hands travel, sliding under the top of his shirt, tangling in his hair again, earning more groans.
“Home, yeah?”
“Yeah.” you nodded, placing a kiss on his nose to see the red color that covered his face after.
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slut4satoru-blog · 1 year
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Husband Head Canons— Miguel O’ Hara minors DNI +18 content (NSFW)
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i wanted to thank all of you for supporting my first blog here Husband Head Canons— Satoru Gojo. It did amazingly well and i’m very grateful. didn’t proof read this one either lol so sorry if there’s any mistakes
content warnings: nb!reader AFAB, mentions of: anal, biting, edging, clitorial stimulation, a touch of bdsm if you squint, cream pies, breeding kink, slight possessiveness, nude taking & posting, mentions of oral (f!receiving), bit of somno if you squint.
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★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that wakes you up every morning by slapping your ass. it’s his ass now.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that absolutely despises whenever he has to shower alone. it feels like he’s getting a time out for a crime he didn’t commit.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that is insanely good at crocheting? you have no clue why, or how. but this man crochets you stuff EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. and you love every second of it.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that secretly gets a little sad whenever you don’t dress like a ig model because he is a firm believer that you should put a spectacle for everyone every time. that they can all watch, but at the end of the day you’re all his.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that secretly hates doing the dishes but will do them every single time because he doesn’t want your pretty nails to get ruined.
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★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that loves breeding your little cunt with his warm cum. every single time you guys have sex it has to end in a cream pie or miguel isn’t satisfied.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that loves marking his property. leaving visible hickeys and bite marks is one of his favorite things to do. it also drives him wild when you step out of your comfort zone and mark him up. makes him feel like the luckiest man on earth.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that loves fucking your ass. there’s a thing about anal that just drives this man wild. maybe it’s the shift in your moans, the different stretch. or the way he can see more clearly how his shaft disappears into you. just know, he loves anal.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that loves taking pictures and videos of you to post on his secret twitter account (with your permission, of course). he loves seeing everyone be jealous of him getting to fuck you every day, jealous of how hard you play with your clit as he drills into you like there’ll be no tomorrow.
★ ➜ 𝘏𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘖’ 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘢 that loves eating you out. he will fuck your cunt with his mouth every morning before leaving to work. your eyes are still heavy, but you’re alert from that slap he gives you and while you’re still laying on your tummy he goes into town. making sure to not leave a drop of your precious elixir.
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sensivs · 2 years
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Hey baba girl can i request the boys from cod with a male who have big boobs and love to do this
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Also have a medal for writing about man boobs 🏅🏅🏅🏅🏅 and thanks you baba girl
Omg stawppppp your making me blush pookie bear >////< !!
GHOST, KÖNIG, GAZ, PRICE
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GHOST
- this man is absolutely amazed by your boobie power
- your now his personalized cup holder
- literally uses your big boobs as those neck pillows
- BUT STILL
- he’s absolutely flabbergasted by the information
- what kind of sorcery is this?
- “babe can you hold my drink” “yea” you put out your hand but ghost lays his drink right in between your boobs
KÖNIG
- a bit more flabbergasted than ghost
- he checks every part of your booby to make sure there isn’t anything secretly holding up your drink
- is convinced your some sort of witch or you have some sort of powers he doesn’t know abt
- boobie powers ???
- “I want boobie powers >:/“ he then starts grumbling abt how he wants your level of boobie power
GAZ
- he’s just
- shocked
- astonished
- he treats your boobies like GODS
- he finally gets to have a personalized cup holder ❤️
- tries to see what else you can hold in between your honkers
- his head
- also a firm believer that you got some sorta sorcery going on around your boobies
PRICE
- just.. stares
- “what the fuck😭😭”
- will be probably scared to touch your boobs
- what if you just became the new Spider-Man? He didn’t want to explain why his hand was stuck on your teta to the rest of the squad
- LEAVE HIM ALONE DILFS CAN GET SCARED TOO
- he still loves your boobies he’s just scared to touch them
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hey y’all
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apomaro-mellow · 3 months
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King and Prince 21
Part 20
Eddie had a fitful sleep that night, tormented by beautiful moans and a body moving against his. Every time he jolted awake, he was struck by the fact that he was alone. He felt like a wreck when the sun rose and wasn’t able to face Steve, who surely knew what he had done. So he hid.
He had his breakfast brought up to his room. He stayed there until he absolutely had to leave for a meeting and even then he went through the halls quietly, just so he could be sure he’d hear Steve if he was coming. When he did hear voices, he panicked and turned to a form Steve hadn’t seen yet, a medium sized black dog. He stood at attention in front of a door like he was keeping guard only for El and Dustin to come around the corner.
They gave him the customary pats on the head before continuing on their way. He slumped as he relaxed, transforming back and rounding the next corner only to run right into Steve. They stopped just short of something and Steve opened his mouth.
He might’ve just made a sound. He might’ve been beginning to say something. Either way, Eddie didn’t stick around long enough to hear it. In a blur of darkness, he turned into a rabbit and scurried off. Too quick for Steve to even think of following. He had to go the long way around to get to his study and despite his speed, he was late. 
Nancy was sitting in front of his desk, but he went to the side where a couch was and draped himself across it with a heavy sigh. He was putting on for dramatics only a little bit.
“Am I going to be able to tell you my report or do we need to deal with your troubles first?”, Nancy asked, cutting straight to the point.
“I watched him last night”, Eddie said, arm covering his eyes. “He was getting fucked by another man.”
Nancy raised a brow. “‘Another man’. As opposed to who? You?”
He went from using his arm to covering his face with both hands. Then he stood up and paced about the room before stopping at the window behind his desk. 
“Is it wrong to want him?”
“He’s attractive”, Nancy allowed herself to say. But that wasn’t what he was asking, she knew. “Can we go back to the part about you watching him have sex with someone. How did that happen?”
Eddie turned to face her fully and sat down in his chair. “I was following him because I was curious of the company he kept. I mean, you were the one all concerned…”
“Uh-huh..”
“And I just happened to…see…”
“And you got out of there immediately, didn’t you?”
Eddie sucked in a breath through his nose and Nancy’s eyes widened. 
“Did he see you?!”
Eddie let out a groan as his head fell to his desk, hair spilling over his shoulders.
“Is that why you were late? You were talking to him about it?”, Nancy asked.
There was a muffled ‘no’ from Eddie before he stood up and paced about for around thirty seconds, then dropped onto the couch again, sitting up properly this time.
“I saw him just before coming here and I..I ran.”
“Wait, I don’t understand, you ran away? From him?”
Eddie nodded, head hanging low between his legs.
"I've never seen you run", Nancy said.
"Well, you didn't see me before all...", he gestured to his whole body and then the opulent room around them. "I used to run from my problems all the time." He still felt like that little foundling sometimes.
"And that prince made you do this?" Nancy had seen the power that resided inside of him. It was hard to believe he was afraid of facing anything.
"I can't very much just tear his throat out if he displeases me", Eddie said, lounging across the couch.
Nancy made a sound in the back of her throat that sounded like ‘you could but everyone knows you wouldn’t.’ Despite his great power, Eddie didn’t care much to throw it around or use it to hurt people unduly. She put her chin in her hand. 
“You will need to talk to him eventually”, she said. “And I would do it today.”
“Wanna put money in how long I can play Keep-Away with myself?”, he smirked.
“He’s just a man. And you are a king”, Nancy said, voice firm. “Now if you’re not going to do that right now, let me get to my report.” She tapped the stack of papers on the desk.
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Eddie walked out of his study about an hour later, looking for a way to decompress. He decided on the library. It had been some time since he’d been able to truly curl up with a book alone. His collection was vast enough that there were still books he hadn’t read yet. But there were also well-loved and worn books. Stories that he always put in the same place. He started to float over, already feeling lighter.
He got to the bookcase and then rose up to one of the top shelves, quite a ways up high. So he was caught off guard when he found the book, pulled it off the shelf, and met Steve’s face.
They both shouted out but as Eddie just flinched back slightly, Steve fell away from the shelf completely. Eddie flew across the top, reaching out and grabbing Steve from the air. Eddie held Steve to himself as he slowed them to a stop just an inch above the floor. Then he came down the rest of the way.
He relaxed his hold enough for Steve to pull his head back. It seemed to occur to them at the same time and they jumped away in unison. Eddie was clearing his throat and making all types of compensating noises while Steve fixed his clothing. He was turned halfway from the king, trying not to meet his gaze but unable to stop from looking out of the corner of his eye.
Eventually, he broke the silence. “You wanted to watch me?”
“You wanted me to watch you?”, Eddie shot back.
Steve frowned and then pushed some hair behind his ear. Eddie got the glimpse of a red mark just under his ear. Like someone had sucked on it, hoping to leave a mark and make Steve remember them.
“You won’t even tell me about yourself.”
“I’m sorry”, Eddie said. “I don’t-it’s not exactly a happy story. Humans…they took everything from me. I don’t find it easy to talk about.”
“I don’t need to know the dark details, not unless you want me to know. But I hardly know anything.” He knew some of the things Eddie liked, but he didn’t know him. “I feel like you know so much more about me. You’ve certainly seen more of me.”
Eddie withered under his gaze. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have gone after you. Or overstayed my welcome.” He could make excuses about being trapped by Steve’s eyes or other lurid things. But that wasn’t fair to Steve in any way, shape, or form.
“Were you just checking up on me? I mean why were you following me? Do you not trust me?” Steve expected to hear that no, the king still didn’t trust him. A part of him wanted to hear… he didn’t even know what he wanted to hear. Just something… something warm.
“I was wondering why you never brought your lovers here”, Eddie said, falling back on the reason he gave Robin.
Steve let out a bark of laughter. “And tell them what? That I’m their enemy? That I’m the same prince they would have hanged? Do you think I could be with anyone here if they truly knew who I was?”
Eddie knew intellectually that he had to be hiding his identity. But he hadn’t taken the time to consider what that meant. What else was Steve hiding about himself? What else was Eddie keeping to himself?
“For crying out loud, I didn’t even know you could fly without being winged.” Steve had definitely braced himself for at least a sprained limb when hands, big and warm, wrapped around him. 
Eddie felt something loosen within him. He wanted to reach out and touch Steve but didn’t feel as though he could without some sort of urgent pretense. While Steve didn’t wince and balk when they touched anymore, it wasn’t exactly welcome either. While they couldn’t quite close the gap physically right now, he could do other things.
“Would you like to take a walk with me?”
Part 22
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strawb3rrystar · 5 months
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AGH YOU CAN DO THEN WHENEVER UR NOT BUSY!!!
can i get a platonic Angel x Fem! sinner where she was a loser in her life (no bitches, no money, no game etc. etc.) and feels so awkward about having not done anything further than holding hands (kissing a partner or even sex)
so she runs to angel and confides in him and he is like “lol pookie thats an easy fix” and smooches her (i am a firm believer in platonic kissing with consent but u can remove that) and tells her that she doesnt need to rush to do those things, esp if its her first time? he could also prop her to pay him for the kiss (about 200 dollars kekw)
(totally isnt self projecting kekw)
Better dead than never.
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Pairing: Angel Dust x Fem! Sinner! Reader
Warnings: Platonic kisses, Reader is implied to have sold their soul
Word count: 486
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You were a loser in your life. That much you knew. Constantly being bullied your whole childhood. Never being able to get more than a first date. Having no money to your name. Dying alone and cold in an alleyway behind a bar. That was your existence. A lonely one.
You don't know what you did exactly to get into Hell, but here you were anyway. Might as well make the most of it, huh?
One day, while polishing the banisters of the hotel, you were thinking about your life before death. How you were unhappy, so you drowned yourself in alcohol. You realize that you had never had your first kiss. Even in death you hadn't kissed anyone yet. So you went to the one sinner you knew had lots of experience. Angel Dust.
You walk into his room without knocking, walking in on him combing the fur on his chest. You walk up next to him and tap on his shoulder, making him jump and throw the comb at you. He calms down when he realizes it's just you. "Jeez toots. Don't sneak up on me like that."
You mumble out an apology, but he reassures you it's okay. "So, you gonna tell me why you snuck into my room?"
"I've never had my first kiss." You reply. Angel raises an eyebrow. Why did you need his help with that?
"So? It's not that big of a deal." He shrugs, turning back to look at himself in the mirror. You grab onto the robe he's wearing, shaking him a little. "It is a big deal, Angel!"
Angel's eyes are wide as you shake him. He grabs onto your hands and holds them in his. "Toots, calm down."
You take a deep breath, doing as he asked. "I wanted your advice."
Angel blinks in surprise for a few seconds. "On what?"
"How to get guys to notice me!" You raise your voice slightly. Your soulless black eyes stare into his, pleading for help.
"You don't need a guy, trust me." Angel rolls his eyes, then puts on a comforting look.
"Well.. I still want to have my first kiss." You sigh, shaking your head. You look away from Angel, but he grabs your jaw and turns you back. Before you have time to react his lips are on yours. It only lasts a second before he pulls away again, leaving you dumbfounded.
"There. No need to rush into things, toots." Angel gives your head a pat as you slowly blink. "I think it's better that you haven't done anything like that."
"Huh..? Why?" You question, slowly coming back to reality.
"It gives you a better chance of gettin' into heaven." He turns back to the mirror again.
"Really?" You cock your head to the side. Angel responds with a shrug, looking at you with a grin. "I don't know. Probably? Heavens fucked up like that."
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The End or The Beginning
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Vincent De Gramont x Reader
Summary: In order to save John's life. You offer yours.
You were a really good assassin. Many fought to have you work for them.
John was a really old friend of yours.
You knew him even before he left.
In your eyes, John was a difficult man.
He wanted out, then he wanted in and now he wants out again?
He said he wanted to be free. But freedom is all he had.
You understood the reason he took revenge. You understood that Santino didn't give him a second choice. 
But you were a firm believer that freedom starts within. And then you can achieve it.
John was never free.
He might have buried his guns. But he never buried the assassin within him.
And now, now you had to yet again, save his ass.
But The Marquis was a completely different case.
You heard about him and you also knew that this fight against John might never fully stop.
So, you had a simple offer.
"I'll work for you and in exchange you and the High Table leave John Wick alone. He will be a free man and you get to have me on your side." a simple offer. Anyone would be stupid to say no.
You were legendary.
But you also had a feeling that the Marquis would be too smart to give up John Wick and too cunning to give up the opportunity of you working for him.
You knew he would try and make you work for him. 
So, you were careful with him. You heard about him after all.
When he asked you into his office so he can give you an answer, you were happy to walk in and not only put on a show, but also enjoy it.
You knew this would be difficult, but you were ready.
Or so you thought.
You certainly were not ready for the gorgeous red and black suit he was wearing.
You were not ready for the handsome face waiting for you.
You honestly thought the Marquis would be an older man like Winston.
But you were wrong.
Very wrong.
He was handsome, smart, looked good in a suit and he had power.
He was tall, lean yet muscular, and that accent... 
You thought you had the upper hand... you were wrong.
Very wrong.
And judging by the smirk on his face, he was aware of it as well. 
You watched him as he was thinking about your proposition. 
You were honestly ready for almost any idea he would have.
You were ready for him to come up with something where John would still need to die.
You even thought he might somehow go as far as having you kill John.
"Would you die for John Wick?" he suddenly asked.
"Die for him?"
"Yes, would you?"
You had to think for a second.
"No."
"Then why offer your services for the rest of your life in order to save his?"
"Because I'm sick and tired of it. Ever since he killed that asshole's son, all I hear is how great he is. All I see is my friends die to his hands."
"Then why not kill him yourself?"
"Because John and I took a vow to never fight against one another. And he has lost so much already, death would be kind to him." Vincent looked you up and down, trying to find the catch in your whole story.
"I'll take your offer. You will work for me and Jock Wick shall be forever forgotten and left alone. But you already knew I would take the offer right?"
"If not you, someone else would have."
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You working for Vincent made you two become closer by the day.
You learned a lot about him and his work ethic.
To say that you were rather used to it after a couple hours would be difficult to say, but you got used to him way too quickly.
Some would say alarmingly too fast.
But in this industry, you had to.
Or at least that is what you told yourself so that your mind would be at ease. 
But both you and Vincent knew that you were just as crazy as him.
You both knew that he liked you just as much as you liked him.
And fuck... he looked way too good in a suit!
He invited you as his guard to an event.
The man was basically a walking full-course meal, it was hard to concentrate.
The event in question was a charity where they were selling all kinds of things.
Expensive things.
Very expensive things. 
Vincent said he was only there to be present because there are powerful people present.
But he also said if you wished to bid for an item, go for it.
And an item did catch your eye. It was a beautiful opal necklace. It was sold as a cursed item.
"This beautiful necklace was once owned by Mrs Melony Jones. It was said she was a witch and she cursed the necklace. Many believe the deaths of the owners following were due to this curse. Starting price is 200,000 dollars."
There was something about it. You had to have it. 
And in the end, it was yours. For only 575,000 dollars, you were the happy new owner of the opal necklace.
Vincent watched you closely during the entire thing. He had never seen you so excited about something, it was good to see your passion because you just had to have the necklace.
In the end, the necklace was given to you in a sealed box with a caution note.
"Cursed item... you have quite the taste."
"Something about this is just so beautiful."
"Maybe that it was found next to a decapitated woman?" he asked with a smirk.
"At least you know what happened to me if I die."
"You don't believe in curses?"
"I believe if I see one." you looked up at him and locked eyes. "Oh, here's one." you smiled and Vincent did too. 
When you were called over to pay, Vincent stepped in front of you, paying for the necklace. 
"You didn't have to."
"Are you going to wear it?" he asked as you two got into his car, ready to head home and for him to drop you off.
"I think I will just put it into my collection."
"You have a collection of cursed items?" you laughed a little.
"No! I have a collection of vintage jewellery and items." you said as you turned to him. "I don't believe in curses, but I wouldn't risk it either. It will look nice on my shelf." Vincent turned and looked at you. You looked so gentle and pure.
If he didn't know that you are a vicious killer, he would believe that you were a simple woman. 
He had to remind himself that you were indeed a woman. Your curves in that dress certainly reminded him but now, so did your eyes.
"I would love to see your collection one day."
"Oh? So you want to come to my house? Or is this just an excuse to come to my house?"
"Yes." he replied, eyes shining and you smiled.
You watched as his driver turned into your street.
"Would you like to see it now?" you looked back at him just as his finger reached your knee.
"Maybe. You just have to say the words, Mon Amour."
The words.
Something he told you only on your first week of working with him.
"I want you." you hand suddenly grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him towards you. You gasped as his other hand reached behind you and pulled you in to meet his lips. 
The devilish grin on his face and he pulled back should have been a warning.
But it was over for you when his finger ran up to your panties, slowly pulling it away so he could reach his destination.
His fingers were long and skilled.
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For months you thought he only wanted you for your skills.
For months you believed he seduced you because it was the easiest way to keep you by his side.
You truly believed it.
Until one day.
He was in his office, having a couple men in there for important business. As usual.
But when one of the man had a rather... questionable comment about you... Vincent snapped.
The man ended up with two bullet holes.
"Everyone who dares to disrespect, MY WOMAN, gets that fate. Am I clear?" everyone in the room nodded as they fled.
"I could have killed him my self." you told him as he pulled you to another room so his office can be cleaned.
"I needed to send a message. No one messes with us." you smiled at him. He looked furious, still ridding the adrenaline the anger gave him upon hearing those words thrown at you.
"No one messes with us... I quite like that."
"You should marry me. I would much prefer to shout, wife than woman."
"Oh? Is that so? Where is my ring? Romantic dinner and a speech about how I changed you for the better? How you cannot live another day without me?"
"I think we both know you changed me for the worse." he smirked. He reached into his pocket, getting out a small box and opening it. In there was a lovely vintage ring. You looked up into his eyes than back at the ring. "But I truly cannot live another day without knowing you are fully mine. Not just as the trained assassin, but more as the amazing woman. What do you say? Will you marry me?"
"Vincent... You know I joke a lot about things. I actually never expected for you to pull out a ring." you looked up into his eyes again, all you could see was sincerity. "I would love to marry you." he smiled and pulled the ring out, placing it onto your finger.
"Then you shall be mine and I shall be yours. Not my bodyguard, not my assassin but mine." you knew he was trying to sound romantic, and this was his version of romance. But it did sound rather possessive.
"Can we get married on top of the Eiffel tower? Probably not... too windy I assume. Then how about Italy? You know I love Tuscany?"
"You name it, it's yours."
"Then can I have you?"
"You already have me." you reached up with your arms around his neck, leaning in for a kiss.
"Can you take me on that table?" you pointed at it behind you. He smirked. 
"I believe, that can be arranged." he easily scooped you up with your two legs and walked you to the table.
His lips never leaving your neck as he started to remove both of your clothes.
You offered up yourself for John Wick's life.
What you believed to be the end for you was only the beginning.
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On Ivan and bipolar disorder (part one)
I've never seen anyone talk about this and it doesn't surprise me considering most people don't really know what bipolar disorder actually is (the stereotypes are all wrong and good representation in media is rare, sigh) and while I'm not saying my interpretation is the only correct one as I'm a firm believer that anyone can see whatever they want in art and that's a beautiful thing, in my opinion there are enough things about Ivan's behaviour and character that make my bipolar Ivan Karamazov agenda worthy of being pushed a little.
This first part will be more of an introduction where I'll just talk, in general, about what I picked up on in the first half of the novel and then in the next parts (I don't know how many there'll be yet, there's a lot of stuff to say) I'll get more specific by going over Ivan's inner world and the more significant events that made me think yeah this young man definitely needs some lithium.
Let's start with this: I know every Dostoevsky character is fucked up in their own way, that's pretty much his thing, but there is a difference between being a little fucked up and being actually mentally ill. There's just something about Ivan that made something in my brain click and go bipolar, which has never really happened before.
Do I think Dostoevsky deliberately chose to make Ivan so bipolar coded? Considering at the time there was barely a name for this disorder (which isn't even the same name we use today), let alone an actual diagnosis, no. But as someone who is diagnosed with bipolar disorder, I think his character makes a lot more sense if we see him as suffering from it. I even talked about this to my therapist who has read the book and he sees my vision too (lmao).
The thing that I'm sure jumps to someone's mind when it comes to Ivan and the topic of mental illness is the psychotic episode he goes through after Fyodor's murder, and while it kind of sustains my thesis on its own already, I thought he was bipolar coded way before that, because in my opinion there are a lot of subtle signs and behaviours that are kind of like little puzzle pieces that need to be put together to get to see the bigger picture, as bipolar disorder is not just the episodes someone goes through but also the impact those episodes have on them. It's a disorder that shapes the person, their brain chemistry and patterns and therefore their life in an irreversible way.
What initially struck me was how angry Ivan actually is. We don't really see it at first solely because we don't really see much of him in general, but I think that after he pushes Maksimov off the carriage without saying a word or explaining himself to his father we open some sort of Pandora's box. After that, almost every time he appears in the first half of the novel, he's angry. At the top of my head I can only think of two instances where he's not: when talking to Katerina before leaving for Moscow, which is also the first time we see him show an emotion other than anger (and it only took him, what? More than 300 pages? Yeah, relatable), and when he's at lunch with Alyosha shortly after. Other than that, he's always angry, and it's so visceral that I couldn't help but think that he feels that particular kind of deep rage only someone with bipolar disorder is capable of feeling (I personally nicknamed bipolar disorder the always fucking angry disorder). The way he's so deeply and irrationally angry that he feels himself shake and has to collect himself in order to not beat up Smerdyakov? The way he can't let it go and engages in conversation with him even though he himself doesn't even know why he's feeling or doing any of that? The way he treats his father? That's undiagnosed/untreated behaviour, I've been there. It may feel weird or even absurd if you're not familiar with this disorder, but there's a reason why the term bipolar rage is a thing: it is indeed on another level. It also seems like the only emotion he's comfortable with showing is anger and that's why it seems to be his only emotional outlet, as he didn't seem that eager to open up in front of Katerina and even when alone with his own brother you can feel some sort of awkwardness coming from him. I'll go into the specifics of that particular interaction with Alyosha in the future, but I think that after that Ivan's, very emotion-centered, character arc officially starts to develop as his relationship with his own feelings finally and slowly starts to change and becomes a tool to get him closer to the other characters. It's obviously not linear and I really like that, it feels very realistic.
Anyway, at first I thought I was just projecting, lots of people have anger issues and showing one symptom of something doesn't mean you have it, diagnostic criterias exist for a reason. The thing is, the more I read the more I noticed that not only Ivan happens to meet a lot of them, but he also shows some behaviors and has some personality traits that can easily be interpreted as bipolar coded (as I said a few paragraphs ago): his complex and peculiar type of loneliness, the emotional outbursts, his own perception of himself compared to how the other characters speak of him, his traumatic childhood, his attitude towards life (and death), the reasons behind his relationship with God and religion, his curated persona, the fact that no one seems to understand him. Not to mention he's described as having experienced depression and anguish multiple times in the past, and in a particular occasion in the novel not even knowing why (this one point in particular is very important as it connects to his attitude towards life and death, which is the most bipolar coded thing about him to me). All things I'll go over with more detail in the future when I'll get to his inner world.
For now I'll say that the main thing about bipolar disorder is that it fucks up one's emotions a lot, causing "inappropriate" or "abnormal" (for a lack of better terms) and exaggerated emotional responses and reactions in the people who have it (which usually manifest as the epic highs and lows the average person has at least heard of, but it can and does get more complicated than that) and I genuinely don't think Ivan reacts normally to anything, ever; the most noticeable thing to me is that his default reaction to anything, no matter what it is, is laughter. We also see him get extremely anxious to the point of being physically unwell and spiral a little after Smerdyakov and Fyodor tell him to go to Cermašnja due to what the former told him, which made me go damn, no one died yet and he's already paranoid?. His emotional regulation is a mess and he's so real (and bipolar) for that.
Another quite important thing about bipolar disorder is that it makes every emotion more intense to the point of confusion and being all over the place, which causes a person with bipolar disorder's emotional responses and reactions to be the way they are. Now, I'm not proclaiming myself as the one and only True Ivan Karamazov Understander, but I do think people tend to focus too much on his façade of coldness and on the darker side of his story, causing them to forget about how actually fun, passionate and almost childish he is at times. Ivan feels, and he feels deeply, and it isn't fair to overlook that just because he rarely shows it. Extreme rationality and collectedness can often also be a way to try to gain control over your symptoms (I'm guilty of that). We get to see some of his less collected emotionality in how dramatic he gets (like a true Karamazov) when reciting poetry in German to Katerina and in The brothers get acquainted, Rebellion and The Grand Inquisitor, as I already mentioned. At this point of the novel, something in particular happens and at this point in the novel I decide that yes, Ivan is bipolar coded.
I think I'll stop here at this sort of "cliffhanger" because this got quite long and I need one post only to elaborate that last paragraph. This isn't as coherent as I hoped it would be and, honestly, I kind of feel stupid, like I read too much into this and am seeing things that aren't there (how familiar, how fitting), but I wanted to share my perspective (and I'm also open to discussion!). Also, I won't lie, Ivan is my favorite character of The Brothers Karamazov and I don't think he's talked about enough, I've even seen people say he's the least interesting one out of the brothers which kind of broke my heart because I personally think he's the most interesting (no shade to the uninteresting Ivan gang of course). I don't know if I feel like that towards him because for the first time ever I got to see myself in a character and it was very important to me, but I don't think it really matters, "meeting" him made me happy and he will always be special to me, even if his story has its fair share of tragedy. Or maybe because of it. I'm planning on making a post about that and his ending in particular, but for now I'll focus on finishing this bipolar Ivan Karamazov essay.
No idea when I'll write the rest though, but I will.
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Impenetrable - Chapter Two
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Pairing:  Hybrid/Poly BTS x Reader 
Series Link:  impenetrable masterlist
Word Count: 2,020 ish
Warnings: Mentions of gangs, hitman behavior, mentions of killing
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Recap: 
As the pack eats dinner, You can feel the heaviness from the stress of the day take a toll on you, causing your eyes to flutter. No matter the amount of training the lab or Eanses puts you through, when the body needs something it will either get it or break down. 
And unfortunately for you, your eyes close. 
And when they open, You see your target eye-to-eye with you.
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The sudden change in surroundings startles you as your eyes open to find yourself face-to-face with Min Yoongi. The realization hits you like a jolt of electricity, and a surge of panic courses through your veins. How did he find you? Did he sense your presence despite your efforts to remain hidden? 
Your furry ears move a thousand miles a minute, searching for any audio clues. Your eyes search your surroundings, Only Min Yoongi is in the room. There is only one exit. Two if you count the window, but looking out the window, You are on the second floor. How did you even end up here? How did you not wake up while in transit? 
Your eyes land back on Min Yoongi. His gaze on you intensifies. You can’t read his expression, His face is very blank. But as he is your target, the files that you’ve read about him, this was not surprising to you. As you focus back on Min Yoongi, his blank expression is disconcerting. Your training reminds you to stay composed, but the uncertainty of the circumstances tests your resolve.
For a moment, neither of you speaks. The air in the room hangs heavy with unspoken questions. Finally, Min Yoongi breaks the silence, his voice low and measured, "Who are you, and what are you doing here?" You think for a moment, whatever you say could lead to your demise. Whether by Min Yoongi’s hand or Eanses. 
“I will not lie to you,” You start off, “I was sent here on a mission. But I am sure you were already aware of that. “He scoffs, “No shit.” You shrug, the shrug causing you to realize that you were tied down to the chair that you were sitting in. Min Yoongi smirks, “You’re tied.” Now you scoff, “No shit.” He rolls his eyes, “What the hell are you doing here? I haven’t done anything for the past five years. What the fuck do you want from me?” You sigh, looking down. Yes, you were trained to kill, But watching this pack for the past seven months has gotten you unfortunately attached to them. 
“Sent to eliminate you.” You mutter out. As soon as you said that, Someone bursts through the door, “And you still want to be alone with her?” Alpha says, well more like yells. 
The sudden intrusion startles both you and Min Yoongi. Alpha's commanding presence fills the room, and you can feel the tension escalate. Min Yoongi's expression shifts from annoyance to curiosity, and you're acutely aware of the precariousness of the situation. 
 Alpha's eyes narrow as he assesses the scene, taking in the tied-down figure before him. "Explain," he demands, his tone leaving no room for evasion.  You take a deep breath, considering your next words carefully. 
"I was sent here to eliminate Min Yoongi," you repeat, meeting Alpha's gaze. The admission hangs in the air, and you brace yourself for their reactions.  Min Yoongi smirks again, seemingly unfazed by the revelation. 
Alpha's eyes, however, narrow further, and the intensity of his gaze suggests that your presence poses a significant threat to the pack.  "You're tied because we can't afford to take chances," Alpha states, his voice firm. "Why should I believe anything you say?" Min Yoongi scoffs, “Why would she lie about that? Isn’t it obvious she’s telling the truth?” 
Alpha's gaze shifts between you and Min Yoongi, considering the dynamics of the situation. The skepticism in his eyes persists, but Min Yoongi's endorsement of your truthfulness carries some weight. The atmosphere in the room remains charged with uncertainty.
"Truth or not, we can't ignore the fact that she's here to eliminate me," Min Yoongi says, his tone calm but with an underlying edge. "The question is, what do we do now?"
Alpha remains silent for a moment, contemplating the options. Finally, he issues a command, "Untie her, but keep a close eye on her. We need more answers before making any decisions." Min Yoongi bends down to untie your wrists, once letting them free you try to rub the marks away. 
As you rub your wrists, Alpha warns, "Make a move, and you won't like the consequences. Now, start talking. Who sent you, and why are they after Yoongi?" You shrug, “Either way I am about to end up dead.” The two men’s gaze intensifies for a moment, “Look, we don’t care about what could or could not happen to you. We just want to know who fucking sent you.” Min Yoongi grumbles. You suppose that is fair, You are nothing to them. Looks like they have a lot in common with the humans from the lab. 
You sigh, pulling down the collar of your shirt, to reveal the branding that Eanses gave you many years ago. The giant E that stretches across the skin of your neck cause your target to sharply inhale. The room falls silent as Min Yoongi and Alpha take in the sight of the branded "E" on your neck. Their expressions shift from suspicion to a mix of surprise and realization. 
Min Yoongi's gaze narrows, and he demands, "Eanses? What's your connection to them?" 
You take a moment to collect your thoughts, realizing that your mission has taken an unexpected turn. The dynamics of the situation have shifted, and you find yourself at a crossroads where the truth becomes your only ally. You tell the truth you die, you lie you die. There is no winning for you. Death is the only end deal here. 
“I was created for Eanses.” You admit, your voice steady. “ They worked closely with a hybrid lab that tested on us. There was a group of us, I was the only one that lived, or well ‘passed the tests’.” You sigh, trying not to let the memories of the lab and the people make you crumble in front of your target and his pack, “Once Eanses got word of me passing, they took me. Trained to kill. Conditioned to follow commands without question. My official mission was to eliminate Min Yoongi and anyone in my way.” 
Alpha and Min Yoongi exchange a glance, a silent communication passing between them. The room remains silent for a moment, the gravity of the situation palpable.  Alpha breaks the silence, his voice stern, "Why are you telling us this now? What changed?"  You meet Alpha's gaze, recognizing the need to explain your unexpected deviation from the mission. Your eyes widen, You have officially failed your mission. 
“I… I’m not sure. Perhaps watching you all live so… freely? It’s quite a selfish thought of mine I suppose, But I knew there was no way I could fuck your lives up. Ending Min Yoongi’s life would most definitely fuck up the packmate’s lives. I was trained to not give a shit and yet I’m giving all of my shits for this random ass pack.” You angrily ramble, However you aren’t angry with the two men in front of you, no, you are angry with yourself. 
The admission of your internal struggle echoes in the room, and your frustration with yourself is easily seen. The unexpected depth of your connection to the pack has thrown a wrench into the well-laid plans of Eanses. Alpha and Min Yoongi exchange another glance, this time with a hint of understanding. 
 Alpha's stern expression softens slightly as he observes your internal conflict. "You chose a different path," he states, his tone less accusatory and more contemplative. "We need time to consider the implications of your presence and the threat Eanses poses to us." 
You nod, understanding the situation that the pack is in. However, You are unsure what this means for you though.
Min Yoongi, who has been mostly silent throughout, finally speaks, "If you're telling the truth, then your mission has obviously failed. And returning to Eanses would mean death. But trust is earned, not given. We'll be watching you closely, and with any sign of betrayal, I will kill you." You nod understanding. 
Your frustration simmers as the weight of your actions sinks in. The pack's decision remains uncertain, and the reality of your failed mission looms heavily over you. “I’ll talk to the others. Explaining everything. I’ll see their reactions and then we will move on from there. You stay here with her. “ 
Alpha's command leaves you alone with Min Yoongi in the room, the air thick with tension. As you process the implications of your failed mission and the uncertain fate that awaits you, Min Yoongi studies you with a contemplative gaze.
The silence stretches, broken only by the distant sounds of the night. Min Yoongi finally speaks, his voice calm, "You've put yourself in quite a predicament. Trust is a rare thing here, it's not something easily earned."
You nod, acknowledging the truth in his words. The weight of your choices and the consequences they carry weigh heavily on your shoulders.
Min Yoongi leans back, crossing his arms, "You're not the only one with a troubled past. We all have our demons. What's your story, aside from being a tool for Eanses?"
As you contemplate how much to reveal, Min Yoongi's question forces you to confront your own history. The vulnerability in his eyes suggests a shared understanding of the complexities that shape a person.
“I don’t know what else to tell you really. I’ve already said all I needed to say.” You shrug. Min Yoongi studies you for a moment, his gaze searching for any signs of deception or hidden motives. The room remains quiet as he contemplates your words.
"You've said what you needed to say, but that doesn't mean your past is irrelevant," he replies, his voice measured. "If you want a chance with the pack, honesty is crucial. Tell me more about the lab, Eanses, and what they did to you."
You hesitate, considering how much to reveal. The vulnerability in Min Yoongi's eyes hints at a shared understanding of pain and struggle. Opening up might be a way to bridge the gap of distrust that currently separates you from the pack.
"Fine," you sigh, “The lab stole me. It was your typical hybrid lab, testing on hybrids Genetic manipulation, conditioning, and training, all that, I’m sure you’re aware. Eanses was already working with this particular lab, trying to create the perfect hitman. And if they were caught and killed oh well because they’re a hybrid. You know? There was a group of like fifteen people who were put through the testing and training for Eanses. They all died, but me. I was successful. Eanses took me as their perfect hitman. I’ve been doing missions since then. This is the only one I’ve failed.”
Min Yoongi listens attentively, and for a moment, there's a glimpse of empathy in his eyes. The bond between you and the pack may still be uncertain, but your willingness to reveal more about your painful past could be a step towards building understanding and trust. 
Min Yoongi absorbs your words, and the weight of your history hangs in the air. The vulnerability you've shared opens a window into the dark chapters of your past, and the shared understanding of pain and struggle begins to bridge the gap between you and your target.
"I've had my fair share of struggles," Min Yoongi admits, his tone softer. "We all carry our demons, but it doesn't define who we are. The fact that you're here, willing to talk about it, suggests there's more to you than just being a tool for Eanses."
The acknowledgment of your shared struggles creates a subtle shift in the atmosphere. Min Yoongi's gaze reflects a mixture of empathy and contemplation, as if trying to decipher the complexities of you. 
"What now?" he asks, breaking the momentary silence. "Even if the pack decides to let you stay, Eanses won't take kindly to your failure." 
You look down, “Death is really my only option here. Sounds gruesome but I am nothing to them, just some spendable life.” 
The conversation is interrupted by the door swinging open. It’s Alpha. “The pack wants to meet you.” 
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