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smashingwindshields · 1 year

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eternal winter/eternal summer

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commsroom · 1 year

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i don't think early-series hera gets enough credit for how funny she is. "scans do indicate a percentage drop in the tank's capacity that is commensurate with the amount officer eiffel could stuff into a crewmember duffel bag"? she saw him do it. she probably talked to him while he did it. it's the tonal dissonance between highly technical phrasing and a very blunt observation. like when eiffel asks her for her top five 'stick it to the man' songs and she asks him things like 'top five lanthanides?' until he says "you're just yanking my chain, aren't you?" and she responds by quoting anarchy in the uk at him. sure, sometimes there are things she genuinely doesn't get and/or would express differently, but the way she frames it is playing with the false expectations people have of her. she knows exactly what she's doing.

#wolf 359 #w359 #hera wolf 359 #things like 'upping sarcasm to 74 percent' ... she's doing that on purpose #i'm trying to think of the right way to express this but like. hm.#hera is allowed to make jokes based on her being an AI and the perception people have of her because of that #but other people making comments or jokes about it clearly bothers her so it does. almost come across as a defense mechanism too #in the same way eiffel presents himself as an idiot to lessen the sting of failure #hera will sometimes play up perceived differences or assumptions because when she's sincere and people treat her as if she can't relate #that's worse.#and i think there is some kind of. way that aligns with autistic experiences like both that #the way you express yourself will be perceived as Different even if you are trying to relate to Normal Human Experiences #but also that people will make assumptions about the things they think you won't get or relate to without even asking #and there's. i don't know. there's something i see there #in the way hera navigates that and how intentional her framing is and how much of it. lessens over time #because the way other people see her and interact with her changes #more than anything about how she thinks or what she values. that's always been pretty constant.#i always kind of end up back on a version of this topic. and this was meant to be a lighthearted post. but you know... wolf 359...

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orbees · 7 months

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I think the wildest fatphobia experience I've ever had was when I was in undergrad walking to class and on the way I walked past this pair of jocks and as we crossed paths one of them yelled directly into my ear: FAT‼️‼️‼️ and then just. walked away and i just stood there like ???? bc I had no idea what the fuck just happened.

#virtual memories #normally this would sting #but to this day i find it so bizzare that its more funny than anything???

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frozenhi-chews · 13 days

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#i REEAAALLLY gotta start on SKETCHING things #because how else would i get other compliments other than OOO COLORS ARE SO GOOD on my art #usually i dont mind. cuz i love using bright colors #but when theres like. a plot or a story happening. and all people are doing is complimenting thr colors. well. yeah i dont take it as well #reminds me how my ex used to say my art was cute and that was ALL they said before i snapped at them #lIKE GUYS. my art is more than my colors!! RIGHT?!#if all im getting is remarks about my colors. then. it kinda stings cuz then i think thats all my art is good for #like thats the only good thing #and people also dont pay attention when i post sketches and its like. okay. thats. great. even with the tag list #but thats more of a minor complaint #what im getting at is PLEASE. I GET IT. THE COLORS ARE GOOD. IVE BEEN TOLD MILLIONS OF TIMES #iS THERE ANYTHING ELSE?? LIKE THE S T O R Y IM TRYING TO POSE HERE?@#AAUGH #anyways-#vent #the cake doth speak #i think it's worse when all they do is compliments the colors and that's it #ive been told this so many times across so many artworks. good gondy im gonna throw something. like myself down a pit

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saintshigaraki · 2 months

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even in a modern au nai would be into knife play . he just likes having your life in the palm of his hand is that so much to ask of you

#he would never hurt you ! ever ! he's not even prone in non modern aus to anything more than extremely light scratches #the type that barely draws blood . but stings all the same. just a little reminder ! of who has the power ! and who doesn't <3 #yandere tw #vicspeaks

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months

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when you have to act like you’re fine (but you’re really not)

#‘lightly seared’ my fingers on this 100+ degrees hotplate earlier and just. o w.#it didn’t leave any marks but my fingertips still sting a little.#thank goodness im a thumb player for mobile rhythm games. else i’d have to play on hard difficulty (priorities)#overall a 0/10 experience. the initial pain is about the same as that of an acid burn but the pain lingers more than the acid burn does…#actually wait this is worse than an acid burn. both don’t leave long-lasting marks or scars or anything but. hm.#the initial marks from acid burns last for about 3-5 days so… hmmmm.#hope my fingers will uncook themselves soon though. the pain’s getting kinda annoying.

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hitmeupaep · 6 months

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dean 10000% has confessed his love to cas in the shower

#the first day they get into the bunker and dean can fianlly get a nice and warm shower #his shoulders relax and the water feels warm agonist his skin #and he sways there for a moment and before he realizes it his mind drifts to cas #and that thought leads elsewhere #and it ends with him on the floor of the shower #water turned cold #sobbing #johns words still sting all these years later and the heat just reminds him of that #“why did it have to be cas” he cries into his knees knowing more than anything he has ever known that he wouldn’t have it be anyone else #“i love you so much it hurts”#“i wish you would want me. i wish i could have you”#he stays there #dreaming of some world where cas appears in front of him #hearing his confession turned prayer and holds him close #but the water turns off and there is no angel to be found #guess that dream will have to wait #sorry just rambling about them #like the thought of dean writing down all his feelings for cas one drunk night and just burning it or something #idk idk #destiel #dean winchester

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sodacowboy · 5 days

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I can’t tell if I look my age or if I look like a baby :/

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sortanonymous · 2 months

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And... there goes Citra.

And I never even had a computer good enough to run it.

Thanks Nintendo.

#citra emulator #rip citra #rip yuzu #nintendo really does suck more often than i'd like #if it were only yuzu i wouldn't have been too worried since it's a current system and maybe switch emulators would survive in the future #but seeing such a cool 3ds emulator get caught in the crossfire really does sting (even if again i never got to really use it)#yuzu emulator #emulation #curse you leakers #yeah i know i was recently all but praying for leakers to save coyote vs acme (rip that movie too)#but that's a very different type of leaker than the hacks spoiling everything for people long before the game's out #and now screwing over the emulation devs who didn't have anything bad in mind #of course nintendo's not punishing the hackers but rather the emulation devs due to their hate crush for quality emulation and accessabilit #guess it may be a lot longer before i get to see more of star allies in 60fps #ughhhh

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hwangyu · 7 months

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i write fanfic on real people and yet the first hateful (if u can even call it that ...) message i get is just calling my writing stupid ... i just don't understand. U had so many other options but u just call it stupid? Thats it? LMAO

#im just baffled #i would think that if im going to be messaged about anything....#itd at least be the fact its kpop idols #do you get where im coming from #if you're going to send me hate at least go the extra mile and make it sting a little #wouldnt making fun of me for writing about kpop idols be the number one thing that you attack me for???#if you want to insult my writing do more than just calling it stupid #(●'◡'●)/rambling

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eevyerndracaneon · 2 years

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I'm proud of myself for giving myself a habit of actually brushing my teeth during the past year, it's the best thing I've done for my physical health

#I've brushed basically everyday for the past year. I've definitely missed days even in this last week #And I've skipped days due to depression and shit but for the MOST part I've done it everyday and that's?? So good I'm so proud of myself #Like I'm still worried abt my dental health. I've definitely got cavities and I know my wisdom teeth have/are growing in but #I haven't gotten any major pain? Every once in a while it stings but nothing like what Thomas tells me he experiences sometimes #My parents always told me to just tell them if there was pain and that never happened #But it doesn't mean my health is perfect ofc #I'm fully aware of that. I just don't think I can do anything abt it in this state before the move #Dental appointments seem to take a while to set up and I don't have an existing dentist so that's more time...#I've just seen via Thomas's dentist stuff how long it can take and I don't have that time soooo... Yeah.#It's okay though #Anyways I think I've brushed more days during this past year than I have in my entire life which is sad but also amazing at the same time #I wish my parents taught me sooner how to take care of myself and made it easier for me to. Instead of just expecting us to already know #But I can't change the past or how they raised me. I can only do what I can now to take care of myself and I am!#And I'm just proud of myself. Truly I am.

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cannot-copia · 2 years

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omg i just found a visa gift card that had just enough to order some ghearrings for the shows in august so I was like wait I better check and see if my ears even are still pierced bc I haven’t put on an earring in like more than a year and one has closed up before

I was right and only one worked so I just shoved the other one through and i heard it pop like so loud 🤮 0/10 would not recommend

I’m excited for them to arrive tho

#i think it ended up more lined up than last time when my brothers wife chased me down and did it tho #last time it was so hard to get anything through that ear now it’s like the other one where it just works the first time #kinda stings tho #remind me never to get anything else pierced I would die idk how people do it #delete later

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be-good-to-bugs · 5 days

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crying shouldnt cause headaches, thats just cruel honestly.

#the bin #i went through to figure out costs more and im most likely not gonna be abek to bring almost any of my belongings #i can probably manage to at least bring my pets. my sisters boyfriends cat cant tow and it doesnt have a lot of space in it so im not gonna #have much room for anything at all. i guess maybe its a good thing my sister wont be coming then :/#honestly. im not actually THAT upset. he seems fairly chill and respectful of my boundaries. moreso than my fuckin sister is. not that thats #hard to accomplish. if i set a boundry with her she will most likely break it repeatedly and then also refuse to apologize #im still uncomfortable with it but not much more than i was with going with her anyway. i van just keep earbuds in the whole time probably #im really upset that ill have to leave my stuff here though. with her. i hate that. and im also probably not gonna have a bed when i move #and ill be sleeping on the concrete basement floor so uh. that sucks. a lot. my aunt probably has an air mattress i casn borror for a bit #im also probably gonna see if i can convince my sister to let me take one of her beta fish and the one tank she has for it. its a small tank #so i could easily bring it. its too smalm for the poor thing but its gonna be in that if it comes with me or her so. and i wanna get it #something better. ive become pretty attached to it after taking care of it for the past 4 months. ugh the fact she just ditched me with her #fish pissed me off so much too. not to mention the snakes were supposed to be a shared pet but she just stopped dling anything ever and it #became exclusively my responsibility to care for them and pay for all their stuff. she should not have pets of any kinda #im trying blt to be really upset. i can hopefully bring my most important belongings at least. his car isnt THAT small. and then ill only #need to pay for the gas and thats it and i can definitely afford that. hhhh. ill figure it out. i hate this :/#my head hurts so bad from having a 2 hour long meltdown. im so upset over our whole relationship and everything #she just keeps doing selfish things over and over again and treating me like an idiot for not knowing things she didnt tell me #specifically treating me like im stupid for not knowing she isnt gonna be able do what she specifically told me she could #im im so mad at her for the ditching me and the repeatedly taking advantage of me specifically for money and fucking me over #wnd everything before that. our whole relationship. im seo stressed abt this. i have nobody now.#i hate her so much. im glad i can clearly see how abusive things have always been bug it doenst make it sting any less #and it doenst helo the fact she continues this behavior now too

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ghartok-padhome · 7 days

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i can only accept the things i cannot control. theres nothing i can do to change it and thats ok, it has to be ok. but heartbreak is a difficult thing to accept

#of course it doesnt help that i fucked up #to be clear. the fact doesnt upset me. i love her and want her to be happy more than i want anything #however. it stings a bit. i wont lie

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