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I just realize I don’t have anything for my mom’s birthday… I have to work on that tonight 😭
#it’s in 2 days…. bdjsbs#maybe I could ask my dad to stop somewhere and buy a little something even if I’m broke#or do something but I did paintings so many time#it would be boring to do another one#I’ll try to check art and craft videos for something fun !#my mom love when I do art and craft so I’m fine#i for the fun of it made a flower out of the chocolate red wrapper she gave me for valentine days and it’s still on her desk 😭#i wasn’t serious about this bfkdbdjjd#but I’m glad she kept it it means she love everything I make her hahaha 🥰#my dad is bringing her to diner tonight and an comedy show by her fave singer (yeah cause he was a comedian before kcbsjsj)#and she dosen’t know she only know what restaurant she’s going to cause she chose it#but we keep joking she’s going to an hockey game cause she hate hockey and it’s funny to tease her bfjdbdjbd#i Hope she will have fun 🥰#alex.txt
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i don't think wonderland is ready for those alices
#i have so so many things i could say about this cielois madness returns au (yeah that's what i call it. it's not even meant to be cielois)#(but like. ship names are convenient aren't they)#anyway so many things. but that would be a lot so i'll talk about it if someone asks or if i feel like it later#this post's rambles will be about the outfits!!#so. i gave ciel the dollhouse dress and alois the queensland dress#i know they could have been swapped. and it might have made more sense#HOWEVER#i do not care#i can and will put alois in red just because i want to. and of course i would give him a red fit in an amr fusion au#the vibes are rancid. it's perfect. that's what him being in this au is about!!#terrible things happen to children in kuro and in alice ok#anyway. i know queensland would be good for ciel because r!ciel BUT please envision queen luka i BEG#it's heartwrenching to see lizzie look so small in the game already so luka???? soul crushing. i want it.#now. the dollhouse dress for ciel#because of funtom mostly... and the vibes... and he's more of a doll than alois is ngl...#like. i know that it fits alois more because it's heavy on the trafficking and poverty parts but. see if i care#plus the minor theme of exorcising the evil of the city through the pain of children is more ciel-coded. so yeah#and he looks so bad in red oh my god i could not give him another dress... unless it was the mad hatter one and it would have been boring#also very much not fitting#you might notice that i changed the symbols on both of their aprons#in both cases i replaced female with male obviously but#in ciel's case the dollhouse dress has so many disgusting implications and i made them worse you're welcome <3#(replaced female with male and male with one of the symbols you can see on the contract seal. yeah yeah that's fucked i know)#(it's alice madness returns. and fucking black butler. bad things be happening to children!!)#anyway#that's it for my rambles#i got too lazy to do the vorpal blade and hobby horse light trails#so we'll live with the fact that my sketch has better vibes than the final piece#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart
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and if i made a comic about them making a blog for the weird demon dog they found in the woods just because they are being brainwashed by it and it told them they need to spread the word of what word they don’t even fucking know?
#i really won’t do it since 1 i don’t know how to make comics and 2 i don’t have time to do it and i’m busy#but i could try it maybe idk just because i’m bored and would be my first comic i guess#i don’t wanna do my finals#kino art#like it totally was smile who find them and that dog probably has another name in my au with them totally isn’t smile her name#and the first one of course to seem very convincingly manipulated was nina since it was her idea taking the dog. but also#jeff since he like it at the end even if it was a weird ass looking dog#so nina got brainwashed don’t know how because the freaking dog is weird and she said hey…#and if we made a blog for her? and jeff so weirded out and be like… why? and she’s like well i don’t know would be funny scare people#so still unconvinced smile had to dig into jeff’s brain also manipulate him and be like yeah alright maybe we should#so they went kill some college student stole their car and stuffs. they aren’t the most intelligent killers#oh but nina knows how to drive. jeff no won’t even try because he knows he would drive them both to their deaths. he so would#so yeah nina does know (kinda) how to drive so it’s all cool. jeff gets to use the stolen computer and don’t care if he deletes everything#and same for the phone but since he never got an iphone or any advanced phone nina teaches him how to use the new stolen phone#so uhhhh yeah got a bit far from that. they hacked the computer (they didn’t it was their luck it didn’t have a password)#so their dumbasses were like wait… what we were gonna do and then was like oh yeah! the blog!#they went back to the freaking dog took a very ugly picture in some abandoned house they will stay there for a while#since they were homeless for now. anyways took the picture of the demon dog and used it for#their blog and yeah did it scare some people thinking wow that’s a good photoshop but no one knew was a real haunted picture#and jeff be like hey… let’s send the photo to scare the friends of the person we killed and both they be like hehe alright that’s funny#at the end well they did enjoy making the stupid blog and scaring people with the picture they thought it wasn’t real and just a bad prank#from the… real demon dog they literally own (in reverse the roles here to be honest but they are stupid they don’t know)#while not knowing what even is that picture causing around the internet aaand… probably just probably they cursed to death some people#but for now they are too happy they have a job at least. with smile just watching them#lol this is too stupid WHATEVR#i would be a happy child in me while writing all of this shit in class idgaf#creepypasta#jeff the killer#nina the killer#smile dog
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All this nervous energy just running off of you as long as you. keep. moving. The adrenaline feels lovely as it surges, past the last set, into another, and a third— you're going for failure, aren't you?
Always.
It is not enough to coast the high of enough. It has to be more. There has to be the tenuous sigh of relief as your body scrambles to survive within the frame you've made for it. Just one more. Another.
The weights fall to the floor with a clatter and your mouth splits into a wide grin of approval as everything— your vision, your limbs, your spirit— trembles, quakes: the good kind of exhaustion. The ceiling is the loveliest view you've ever seen— you did it. The something you can do. Colors dull in comparison to it. As you lay on the mat, tracing worms of fracturing color that twitch with your heightened breath, a face steps in, swirling your vision into whirls of lights and traces of sweat. A smirk, a raised eyebrow— distant, not staring, but aware. He hefts his own weight. Flicks his focus to your red, flushed face. Meets your eyes for a fraction of a second before curling the iron once more.
"A sight for sore eyes."
You, at a lack for words, trace an eye over his form. He rolls his lips. You flick a brow.
And that is all there is to it.
#AURYN.#AURYN#i cannot get ENOUGH OF YOU#ouroboros#interactive fiction#mmmmm. auryn. i have had so many fights with this character over the course of the rewrites but you know what? perfect as you are.#expect more sneak peeks bc im growing SO bored of just writing this for myself. There's so much!!! if only someone would help me code it al#(falls to the floor in a very victorian way) ack..... these brackets.... how will I live.....#[ANYWAY IT'S COMING ALONG. SLOWLY]#another one? yes? I'm dying to share another snippet but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS SOCIAL MEDIA JKDFHLKSJDHf. you cool with me hopping on#here whenever I feel like it? Whenever my skin itches so much I might peel it off myself? idk. IDK!!!!!!#thank you patreons for putting up with my shit. at least you know. at least you know.
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experimenting.. (ft fierce deity link)
#drew this immediately after drawing one of the most stupid things ive ever drawn. will be posting that soon also#this drawing was yet another example of me making a sketch and then in the lineart just completely changing it.#my digital art was feeling stale and boring and so i was like what do i like abt traditional art that i dont do when i draw digitally#and the answer was scribbling. so i did that. very fun would recommend#my art#loz#legend of zelda#fierce deity#majoras mask#fierce deity link#majora's mask#loz fanart#loz mm#id in alt text#the reason theres no mouth is because nothing i drew looked right. and so i just didnt draw it.#um but you can conjure up some other explanation. if you want.
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Hualian my beloveds hugging eachothe
A redraw of this from 2022
#my art#fanart#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#i kind of feel guilty#bc like i do hve stated in my bio tht im multifandom#bc i am#buut im normally more like i focus on one fandom for some time and then my mind wanders to another one#or gets bored of the cuurrent one#but lately i hve felt so restless#like i want to do lots of thinks#like i want to focus on my traditional paintings#buut i also want to draw nezushi#but then would also like to do more of ace attorney#but then i also love hualian#but i also should try to actually make a portfolio with my own things#and get better at animation#but every time i do one of those things i feel like im wasting time#and when something of mine gets so much attention#instead of feeling encouraged to do more of it#insted i feel some level of rejection towards that attention#i hate it
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As per Tumblr recommendation, I started Kevin can fuck himself yesterday. I see people comment on how the sitcom part makes it look the way people see an abuser and how the abuse can be disguised. People think he is just a funny guy and the abuse goes unnoticed. I personally see it otherwise, although it's similar.
People know he is an asshole. He spends a whole episode being mean to the new neighbours just because. He meets a dangerous guy at a bar, in public. He is an alcoholic who throws weird parties with lots of other people at home. Patty's boyfriend tells her twice in the 3 or 4 conversations we see that he is an idiot. People know, and people avoid him.
And his bubble know, but they justify it and excuse it. And that's the sitcom. The sitcom is the theater of excuses Allison has (and then other characters too) about his behaviour.
"Can you believe it? We were in our anniversary, such a fun party, we were both super drunk and I don't know how it ended, that I was face down on the floor and the table was broken! Anniversa-rager we call it lol"
"He is such a clumsy guy that just as I was leaving the house, you won't believe that I don't know how he managed to cover me in chilli sauce! What a silly goose!"
"He is so helpless without me, he couldn't find the printer and he called me all day because he needed me to explain to him how to work it. And he worries too! He called the cops because he didn't know where I was, maybe I forgot to tell him".
The conversations with her coworker about husbands help drive this point. That's what mariage is. You find ways to justify it and to avoid certain fights and that's it. We got lucky.
But he did all these things on purpose. And the unreliable narrator of the sitcom makes the joke of it and makes the audience consider that maybe it isn't *that bad*. Allison needs to believe that's what it is, so it is. It really isn't that bad, she thinks, he is just like that.
And we can actually see the worrying things and the threatening parts from minute one. It's only a joke because we have been trained to dismiss it. To justify it and to move on. He isn't doing any heavy lifting here.
In episode 1, just the fact that he ends up standing on the table (when she doesn't want him to even put glasses on without protection) says a lot. But then the table breaks and he fixes it poorly and visibly. It would be bad enough just like this, but I personally think there is more to it. It's just that Allison doesn't want to speak about it or look at it so it is just the table, but it's the switch that turns on for her, the last drop. But she did end face down on her living room, on top of the broken table. It's a very elegant narrative tool where we don't see, but if we wanted to see, it's there.
And the more she notices, the more off-putting the sitcom is. It's still played as a joke, with the laugh track, but she is more aware now, so we can notice too.
We start the series with her turning point, but if the series started a year before that, it would only be happening in her house, as it is her life, her only frame of reference, and it would only be a sitcom because isn't he such a clumsy but caring guy?
#kevin can fuck himself#I have so many thoughts about this series#I have 2 examples of the top of my head of social situations that reflect on this sitcom idea#1 of them when she finally divorced him everyone in the village congratulated her#nobody liked him. he created trouble wherever he went. he had felony charges all over the place.#there was not much anybody could do. His sisters (not hers. HIS) came years before to tell her to divorce him and still#people knew. he didn't charm anybody. he didn't pretend he was the perfect husband#and another one was much less violent but things had to be as he liked them when he liked them where he liked them#I was in that group of friends for 3 months and left because it was boring but also because there was nothing for me to do#he didn't have a job yet his wife had to cook after work for all his friends in the day we all met#a long time friend of his barely came to his dinners and said that he only hang out with him at bars where he could get drunk#because he couldn't stand him while not drunk#so his wife would be isolated from many people because many of the people who used to hang out with him just didn't want to be there#I don't know if she had her own friends#this is just to say: people know and the victim is still isolated because eventually there is nothing people can do#there is no hollywood solution to it#and: the victim is isolated even when there is people to chat with them and help them out#the victim isolates themself. The abuser isolates them on purpose. and the whole situation is very difficult to handle from the outside.
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how do you feel about people who think tobey should be taken in by dtb or the botsfords or just forget he has a mum?
I think they're all cowards and stupid.
When people say they want complicated female characters but they can't handle a flawed mother who they now deem as irredeemably abusive....What I am talking about this fandom can't even handle Becky when she's mean to Tobey (as she should be).
#wordgirl#tobecky#tobey mccallister#claire mccallister#to this day I find dadbrains with tobey so funny bc he would be a teasing uncle at most#yall really think dtb would take that boy to proper therapy and have him live in good conditions? i love dtb being a dad but he will not be#the best one someone like tobey needs#thats just my analysis though.#also tobey being taken in by sally and tim is cute but like NOT in a (theyre like his parents now) i mean more in a familiar community way.#in where his mother is also there and its like two families being families. I love tim and sally but do you really think they would have the#patience to take on just having a custody battle with claire?? No?? thats really stupid#also yeah no chief. BIG obvious elephant in the room of why i dont like that. even if you dont ship tobecky it's still going#to be weird with the Wordgirl stuff#and to the ppl who just forget her in Tobey's povs or stories....it must be hard to be boring.#its one thing to say that she's busy bc yeah that's canon. its another to not bring her up at all that's nuts
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Yeah I'm not done Veilsposting actually. Woops. Anyways, the longer I think about it, the more its bounty has a very clear class implication that goes along with Veils' desire to not so much have a rival, as have a victim who draws out the killing. 4 billion Echoes. Think about who would go for that. A bounty like that, a share big enough to fund your life many times over and ridiculous enough to be a warning in itself, is going to pull out the overconfident, the overly curious, and the desperate. The type of people baited into hunting Veils would end up being: 1. Rich hunters armed to the teeth looking for glory, 2. The odd curious Neathy newcomer who's about to get way in over their head, and 3. Anyone too desperate to turn down a chance at the money, even if they know the chance is low if anything.
The first kind it could be flashy about dismantling, and prideful in its ability to overcome a well-funded arsenal. The last two kinds of people will be afraid. Openly, miserably, viscerally afraid. It enjoys that. There's a reason it takes its good sweet time actually showing up to try and kill the PC in the late stages of BaL, even though it can travel through Parabola and definitely has the resources to just have them assassinated at a distance if it really came down to it. It wanted desperate people to come to it, and it wanted them to jump through the ridiculous side-quest hoops the Scarred Naturalist set out, and it wanted them to show up and be afraid, for its own entertainment. For a chance at prize money they never had a shot at getting.
What I'm saying is modern-day Veils would fund those humiliating game shows.
#peligin speaks#Bag a Legend#Hallowrove was the second type of person - their curiosity has always what gets them in Deep Shit for better or for worse#they came and were afraid but then they lived. which Veils found infuriating#and then they continued to live. And continued to act even though they were afraid#moving instead of cowering. being helped and gaining momentum.#doing nothing anyone else couldn't have done except that no one else DID do it and they did. they just kept going#I can just imagine Veils being furious#that this nobody would get this far instead of dying as fear fuel#but also the little spark of excitement that they did; that they'd be a longer meal than expected#because it was still so sure they would fall#anyways. I didn't expect to come away from this post with ''Veils would be Mr Be@st'' but here we are#I mean. he's just another Mr shdhds#okay but in seriousness the dynamic of making the poor do a song and dance for an amount of money that would save them if they ever got it#which they never will#is so gross and not something I'd ever thought of for BaL before but it's definitely there#the Khan of Silks is bored. die screaming for its sport or don't bother showing up
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You know what (breaking my silence on tales of the empire) I'm not bothered by the idea of Morgan Elsbeth coming up with the TIE Defenders, god forbid women do anything etc, I'm more annoyed at the implication that thrawn would just not credit her for that, because that would be EXTREMELY out of character for a guy who is known to rely on a posse of underdog women
#yknow what if filoni wants to claim the most boring character in ahsokashow came up with the defenders thats. fine.#like. i can see that.#but if for one second you want me to believe thrawn STOLE that idea youve got another thing coming#he only steals native land and cultural heirlooms NOT other peoples cool ideas#and like of all people THRAWN? who knew eli would have the chance to become his best self outside the empire?#who put karyn in charge of the chimaera while he planted himself on the opposing ship because he knew she could do it right?#who included cheri and thalias in everything even though he wasnt technically supposed to?#who learned everything he knows about military conduct from ar'alani?????#aint no fuckin way#star wars#tales of the empire#morgan elsbeth#thrawn#grand admiral thrawn
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friends tell me lore about a tattoo of yours
#my 3rd tattoo was a very very big one#like from my armpit to my upper thigh big#it was meant to be done over 2-3 sessions bc it also has lots of shading#we did it in 1 over the course of ~10 hours#because i ‘sat like a champ’#which is code for 'dissociated while lying down for the entire time'#the artist is the (now) husband of a friend of mine and he says they still talk about me (ten years later) at the shop lol#no numbing cream two small breaks looking bored the entire time#i still pride myself in it and wish i’d still have the same pain tolerance like i did back then man#best i can do now is 2h before i get whiny#anyway. it’s a giant jellyfish with no deeper meaning i just thought it looked sick af (still does)#another one is on my thigh were i let someone practice on me bc i had a crush on this person back then#halfway through i was like ‘you’re kinda really bad at this’#so they were like ‘you do it better then’ so i ended up finishing it myself lol (i dare to say i did a better job)#i bought a tattoo machine and ink and needles and stuff after this#sitting in a box under my bed still#moots be honest would you let me tattoo you yes or no#i’m really gentle i swear#anyway. gimme tattoo lore bc i need some distraction omwh#-`♡´- tulip mail
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im getting to a point in the fandom where i'm inserting ocs... cringe and free
#ramble#i will say theyre not self insert. and ive made them up for this fic im writing but oops#i love them.#also the future child ocs.#i dont have strictly one way of seeing post canon/years later.. which prob everyone can say.#but yeah the daughter. whom i forgot the name of im not gonna lie. fuyuka?#also came up with another kid. but thats not even who this post is about ok#this post is about clubmate ocs. he needs friends from school.#also a fictional book. like in story fictional. chat i fear i cooked. am that is. am cooked.#also about that first tag nothing wrong with self insert but thats just not my thing.#also im too boring to be a self insert. what would i even do.
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My evolution professor this morning: *expresson of confusion* S-so many cats...
Me and the other guy in cat ears: =^._.^= ∫
#so just kno as we boop one another. i am literally wearing cat ears and have whiskers drawn on my face X3#the other guy didnt have whiskers but he was right behind me so our prof looked up and saw 2 cats#in a room full of ppl who did not dress up. save one fairy princess also from my lab#also as i was walking in a lady was like: love the ears! oh whiskers!!! and she sounded so shocked by the whiskers#unrelated#if i were slightly more socially disconnected i would regularly draw whiskers on my face and wear paper crowns#bc im fun and ppl r boring >:-(#but then id come off as even weirder than i already do lol
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Contestshipping, Ferriswheelshipping, and Newrivalshipping have all taught me that ultimately what many Pokemon fans want is a spunky brunette with some esoteric green freak in tow
#wally. i am sorry for calling you a freak <3. drew and N deserve it though#if I were more into gameverse stuff then I feel like N would be prime blorbo territory#but one does not simply get to choose what their brain will latch onto forever.#if we did then i could be sitting at the cool kids lore heavy worldbuilding complex character table#but i'm at the HAF and writing-thinkpieces-on-single-frames-of-nonsense table. and that's okay ❤️#fandom is like a cafeteria.#some tables are studying. some tables are having debates. some are doing arts and crafts.#and some of us are making little towers out of milk cartons because it's been 20 years and we're bored but we won't [can't] leave.#occasionally i get up to go bother another table but usually it's 'engaging in nonsense' hours.
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Satisfactory outcome
#Tmnt#“He's a boring character”#for tmnt 1987 & tmnt 2003 Leonardo#tmnt 1987 & tmnt 2003 Leonardo#He was kind of relatable#He wasn't ment to be sympathetic (you expect him to be a what? A fairy godmother? 🧚♀️ )#He was set in a special environment where he was demanded to have duties and accomplish them all#and 5 times a week imagine that#And he demanded for his bros to do the same#He is a control-freak but doesn't nessesarily mean he enjoys being one#(maybe he enjoys the praise and all achievements and goal-chasing so he wants the same for his bros too)#He just can't help being one#Same as you can't stop having depression OCD dysphoria#That guy has a hightened irks and “cringe” senses and he can't help it#Mr perfectionist who does everything has sharpened irks#He is a next generation control-freak (in a perfectly set environment to become one)#It is no exception that he dislikes being one (+everyone -fans and characters- thinking he is unlikable and unrelatable;#therefore feeling irritated with him)#He doesn't relax he is a functional robot/worker/duty-accomplisher#Only thing that can place him in a good place and spot is being an achiever.#And feeling pleased by himself (for doing smth productive and useful)#Idk it is just a mental illness like OCD.#Maybe some people enjoy being a jerk and ordering around people#But not this one turtle#If he was in a relaxed/tame state and not a control freak he wouldn't like to be one#Too much aims and achievement might rob of personality (fun and warmth)#Idk#I don't mind anyone making another OC like he was used to#He is a good person because he is honest and nice (Meghan Fox has even said he is a prince charming)#If he lifts down that internal weapons people would understand that character a little more (not the aim though)
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i have a group presentation due tomorrow. i was the first person to add my stuff to the slides (last night). i made it cutesy and easy for me to reference when i record my part. one of my groupmates took it upon himself to redo the whole presentation and remove all of my formatting. it's not BORING. white and black and a hint of green. this is fr my last straw i hate being the only woman in a group full of men
#NO care for style or design he made it BORING#they got annoyed when i asked to not meet the week of the massive auction i've been planning all year#but then the next week when we met one of them said he hadn't gotten much done bc he was preparing for a mock trial that week??#i suggested using zoom to record. they ignored me and wanted to do the ppt recording thing. but google slides doesnt do that WHICH I TOLD#THEM so now we are in fact recording on zoom#we set a date/time to meet last week. one of them showed up early to reserve the room. another guy joined him there.#i show up at our scheduled meeting time and “omg we've been waiting for an hour we didn't know if you were going to show up”#EXCUSE MEEEEEE did we not set a time and did i not show up exactly at that time?????#im not a snitch but if we had one of those group evaluation forms? it would not be nice
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