For the writer asks... 2, 25, 49, 71
Hello, hello, and welcome! Thanks for playing with me! <3
2. Where do you get your fic ideas?
I... don't know. I also don't know how to answer this question without making it just a little bit embarrassing, haha. Oh well, embarrassing it is then.
Overall, I'd say it all boils down to the fact that my mind is a really loud place. My thoughts are nearly always racing. I struggle when dealing with outside noise (literal or visual), because it's even m o r e commotion adding to what is on the inside.
There are just a lot of connections being made at a fast pace? Say, I got anxious about my further education. It zapped straight to general future. I zapped to why am I not writing in the moment. It zapped to social media. Somebody posted a meme. I said something about cable ties. (Haha, trytka elektrytka sounds funny in Polish, note that down -- no, please, don't). Did somebody mention a nail? Jesus! Crucifixion! Replacing nails with cable ties. I instantly picture a Roman general performing a makeshift crucifixion with cable ties. Now make it kinky. Now don't make it kinky. "I never understood why you would care, and I dare say I still do not." I need to focus. I want to crochet. What about studying 2 point perspective? I want to translate that song (I've translated two strophes of that song!). I'm anxious, I'm anxious, I'm anxious. What will I do with my life. How will I mange.
"I never understood why you would care, and I dare say I still do not."
I put down that line. At this point I'm screaming on the inside. So I cling to it.
"My current existence is nothing more than an error in the matrix of this world."
Error how? Error why? Tell me, tell me, because I still don't know what I want to say, but the turmoil on the inside hurts too much.
"How come a person can be alive before a day they were even born?"
Remember that horror story you've tried to listen to? Take that. Take what you want. Bingo, you hit a jackpot, now run. Scream until it quiets down. (It took less than 15 minutes to write it down, counting in three breaks).
// Sometimes it's less chaotic and starts right at the 'write the first sentence and see where it takes you' point, but generally, everything is just a jumbled mess of connections that spark something.
25. What’s your favorite part of the writing process (worldbuilding, brainstorming/outlining, writing, editing, etc)?
I love brainstorming, but I must ration it out carefully. If I reach the conclusion too early, I will lose the drive to write it all out...
So, worldbuilding it is! Because I can brainstorm it ahead of time as much as I want, without it influencing my bursts of motivation in any significantly negative way. Heck, it usually gets me fired up.
49. What fic of yours would you say is the best introduction to you as a writer?
Probably Codependent, Guilty in Spe // Brother & No Visits Policy for the best picture...
However, if I had to choose just one, at the expense of accuracy, it'd probably be A Hundred Days and Nights.
71. Do you spend more time reading or writing?
Definitely writing.
I haven't been much of a reader for years now, both in regards to fanfiction and original fiction. If you consider just works written in English, it gets even worse. If you exclude the mangas I'm following... Yeaah...
On the plus side, that's probably better for my health? Because once I get invested into a story, I cannot put it down until it's over. Last year I finished a certain series in two days. I spent over 35h on reading then. (I squeezed all my sleep, eating and such into the remaining less-than-13-out-of-48h then... And this is a fairly fortunate outcome, since usually it would be nearly impossible to sleep at all).
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writing samples for any of u snoopers wondering
i. ADORN A CORONET OF OSSEIN , of inter - braid’d memory meeting upon almadine in resurrection’s reign. ( hoary floe attempts to swallow apricity whole , yet he persists , ink - boned & caliginous , a showdown ‘twixt two winters / snowfall’s final front , & again he is reduced to cliff - side shoulders sharpened ‘neath a faded pelt in ceaseless sojourn with mane bowed : vainglory’s TOPPLE FROM mountainsides into alpenglow / usurp’d by cicatrized tragedy & her warrior king , a mantle spun from hearts wrung like rags. ) PERMAFROST passes over him in a vulnerose breath—– - - be you cantillating antiphons & the AUGUR’D CARDINAL of unpeeling springtide, then i am the deadened scars of scraping snowflakes & ICICLED poniards , the sizzling edges of STILLBORN ASTERISMS , the ABANDONED cub galumphing along tundras & weather’d war - ground. the sanded fissure , the bloodied footprint , the smooth’d edge of saturnine / rugose CATASTROPHE , prepared for reality’s infinite battlefield.
& know it is me when i am station’d upon the corpses of the felled / when i stand with the pithed spine of victory in my fist. ( until i too suffer my fall : hark for the atrophied opuscule of a spear’d nightingale & the silenc’d foot - falls upon GLORY’S worn iter. but for now i am still a cub who has adopted the roar of the pride / of the war - weaned / of HURRICANE’S UNENDING FURY , the screaming damnation of angels. )
FOR IF I AM not strong then i am moribund ; if i am not creation then i am HEADLESS WAR. if i am not solid then i am DRUXY / aperture. there is no room for the opened arms of home & security , for neottious embraces & the smell of rosewater. instead i nidify upon the lone points of MOUNTAIN - CRESTS where betrayal does not reach & the rasp’d wind genuflects to the eagle’s say. “IT WOULD BE IDEAL to be remembered by everyone & positively. as i’m sure you’ve learned from experience , that is ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE.” seasonal simper to crinkle at the cut of lip, wrought from the salt of ocean’s squall ; a belladonna dressed in candied saccharine , a viper sheathing its fang. o , child of kerosene , a single match / flame’s breadth from ERUPTING. i am more than my islanded tragedy / the saltwater funerals that desiccates commissure. I AM THE OPULENT WAR DRUM THAT ANNOUNCES AN ERA.
ii. TAKE HASTENED STEPS upon reddened verglas , mark’d with exsiccated bloodstreams / ROSE - HEDGED DREAMS of fallen / vagient fantassins —– – - rosen future gone sallow , rosen future gone vacive , their final phantasms expos’d through holes in SAPWOOD. yet there is no time for reflection upon deracinat’d swevens , of dreams whose lining is edged with ink - scumbled battles & the serrate nib that etched upon gloaming —– - - - whom i have confused with my sword time & time again , & i slit the hours by bleeding lanced heart / icarus’ hymn upon parchment only to die in the noyade of reneged promises. & i watched ( with turned cheek , for without a glance i am still fixated & watching ) as a lover’s ichor imbrued the INKWELLS , witnessed as it sous’d smoldering revolution by final breath that served only as a reminder to the september i turned my back on / MOURN’D in my silent sable. loss , intertwined with the penumbra , my baltering half - dream , & by moonlight’s calling , the waiting awakens again in wolfish nocturnes / lupine sorrows , & closes abruptly with aubades orchestrated by birdsong.
i counted the days adumbrated by cannonade & the bodies BLISTERED by nightfall , & stopped only when the constellations were seized with an unthinkable name in their inhuman frore , withered now only to ruminating grief / relegated only to numbering my scars by candlelight when the world sleeps. ( then i extinguished them one by one like a candle only to burn my fingertips upon the flame , & realize that they never fade by command , only self - destruction. )
YET , AGAIN , breaks between conversation offers little respite to water your TRAGEDY & root it in the catacombs of your pneuma / to ruminate upon a blighted & nepheloid elysium. his palms are sullied with fragmented stems / vulnerose petals as he tears through gardens in desperation , & the crow sits upon his ribs & shakes out its wings. ( underlined by the dolorous strophe plucked by grief’s hand , the elegiac lament played upon dusk’s lyre as loss indurates the WORMWOOD , the choir of the seraph again beckoning for the return of tired spirit. ) the thought’s journey only deepens learned stoicism & ERECTED CITADEL , a nightmarish residue that cannot be absterged as it is a tapestry sewn from umbrage that hangs from my bones like a swinging noose : THE HABILIMENTS OF THE WEARY TRAVELER. “I AM FAR FROM IDEALISTIC.” the only option is to go forward & lacerate yourself upon thorns & naked / clawing bough , that is all he knows : dip your ankles in the waves & wage battle with the rip tide , & fight against time’s clepsydra with his mortal hands. “THOSE WHO ARE SPURNED now for having a different voice are the ones venerated in textbooks.”
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