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lukewarm take of the evening: y'all care too much about being ""outdated"". fellas this smp moves inhumanly fast. it is ok to CHILL holy shit CHILL. y'all are like "(posts BANGER ART) super late guys sorry" friend i am hitting you with a blanket i am snapping you with my metaphorical towel WHAT DO YOU MEAN SORRY. "(posts BANGER FIC) rip this is outdated now" WHO CARES???? I LOVE YOU, OK. ohhhh woe is us as the fandom at large for having MORE HAPPY PILLS ARC CONTENT oh no how outdated!! how could you be writing speculative fiction about how forever felt during happy pills :( slash SARCASM!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!! THERE ARE SO MANY BANGER ARCS, WHAT, YOU THINK WE'RE COMPLAINING????? FOR GETTING MORE OF THE CONTENT WE LOVED????? oh no we're past the period where everyone thought green gay ninjas were like Dead Dead, my work is now outdated and noncanon :( WDYM. GIMME. A BANGER IS A BANGER IDC IF IT TAKES THREE MONTHS. you think rome was built in a day?? fuck you, baltimore, GIMME. my ass has been cooking a goddamn backflipo family fic since july when it was ALREADY outdated do you think i fear god??? "oh no, you're making an edit of slime's (attempted) egg murdering spree?? how could you, that was months ago it's irrelevant" SAID NO ONE EVER.
save your wrists kidlings ok carpal tunnel is no joke. CHILL!!!!! CHILL!!!!!!!! TAKE YOUR TIME SHEEEEEESH OK LOVE YOU <3
#qsmp#shut up vic#block game brainrot#IT IS OK TO NOT ALWAYS POST SHIT THIRTY SECONDS AFTER IT HAPPENS!!!!!!!#for god's sake we have MONTHS of lore and bangers ok???#i still have a mental image of an art i wish i could make from BOBBY'S NIGHTMARE#HE HAS BEEN GONE FOR M O N T H S and you bet your ass if i can make it I WILL BE POSTING IT#SO. MUCH. SHIT. HAS. HAPPENED. who cares if it was months ago!!!!!!#it's ok to be a few days late!!! it's ok to be a few months late!!!!! don't tell me sorry for feeding me!!!!!!#part of me still lives in I'M NOT HOLDING A FUCKING FUNERAL CHAT#part of me still lives in maxo's final song for his son!!!!#part of me still lives in the day we thought ramón was gone for good#part of me still lives in cellbit sprinting to his son only to be ripped away back to the feds just as richas turns to write a sign#part of me still lives in the flooding of the copacabana ocean#THESE ARE BANGERS. REMEMBER WHEN FIT FOUND PAC E MIKE IN PRISON. BANGER.#oh dear new work expanding on a canon moment i super liked that happened months ago how late smh SAID NO ONE EVER#TWO CAKES!!!!! TWO CAKES MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!! WE LOVE PASTRIES DON'T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT#COME ON Y'ALL. METAPHORICAL KISSES. LOVE YOU. HAVE A GOOD WEEK.#long tags
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#no khun you don't *see*#get the hint bro#bam thought khun has forgotten about him when he pulled him away#and then bam tries to be careful with his hands because he knows khun doesn't like to be touched by strangers#if you zoomed in you can see that khun almost shed tears#also that last panel of khun (thinking): I want to say no pda but then I'd be a hypocrite. so he just :x#yoo it took two weeks but yay it's finally here#the long awaited scene(s)#I hope it's worth the wait#the empty speech bubbles will be detailed on writing format when the time comes#i love the first panel of the fourth page viole looks so cute there#tower of god#tog#two sides of the same coin comic#my comic#my art#bam#baam#25th baam#25th bam#the 25th baam#the 25th bam#jue viole grace#koon#khun a.a#khun aguero agnis#khunbam#koonbaam#bamxkhun
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how do garak and bashir feel about being grandparents?, also since theres a third elim (3lim) ((if i read tht right,,,,)
garak and bashirs parenting styles are reversed for grandparenting. julian's a total sap for his grandkids, taking them on trips and buying them elaborate educational toys. garak is the reserved victorian grandfather smoking a pipe in the study talking about The Old Days and ordering them around (especially in the garden, his knees aren't what they used to be.)
Bashir is still annoyed at the passage of time seeing fit to give his children (who, in his mind, are still kids) children of their own. Rude!
#dee s 9#garashir adoption au#julian w baby one like Oh what a dear! 1 yr later with baby 2 We call these Irish Twins on Earth!#a year after that with baby 3 like Lim don't you think this is getting a little excessive. You havent got any record to beat#a year after THAT with baby 4 like WAS MY EDUCATION ON CONTRACEPTION DEFICIENT? I THOUGHT I EXPLAINED EVERYTHING QUITE CLEARLY.#lim and his wife live just a mile or so away.. they can hang out with their grandparents in the countryside around lakat#julian is the Strict Dad and the fun grandparent. garak is the 'mischief if you can get away with it' dad and the stern old grandfather#HOOGH.. thinkin bout julian and miles bonding over their kids having kids... going on grandpa adventures#lim and molly swapping parenting tips..#molly drops her own kids off on prime when she's doing research in the quadrant n they rough it with their lizard cousins for a few weeks#3LIM!!!#u know garak uglycried in private when lim named his baby elim (III). he didnt specify which elim garak hes named after. dealers choice#thank YOUUUUU for always asking fun QUESTIONSSSSSSS!!! LOVA YOUUUU
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On hiatus for an indefinite moment.
#CW: Rant#Things are not looking well art and writing wise#And I can't seem to grasp anything well anymore seeing how much I've downgraded in everything#Art block and Writing block hit well but I know I'm nowhere near 'getting better at it'#It's just a bullshit reason for me to keep myself away from everyone#I can't even think of anything creative anymore unlike how I did back then#I'll be lurking but maybe not responding to anything#And I'll probably lurk somewhere else#I plan on going through my drafts and try to see if I can do better with my old WIPs and Ideas#I hope I can feel the same spark I used to feel last year(s)#I'd probably only be away for a week (please be so because I wanna write too) so heyyyyyyyyy fingers crossed#(sobs) I haven't even written anything proper for the celebration#WHAT IS THIS AHAHHAHA SOME SORT OF GRADUATION FAREWELL SPEECH?#Ta-ta~#nb: everyone is bored of my saggy ass writing#no one likes it anymore#I have to WRITE BETTER
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Barring any new asks, I think that's the last of those 'icons only' memes and it was very fun doing them all! Thank you so much for sending them in everyone, I'm feeling more confident about activity again and will hopefully be inspired to write a bit more often from now on providing schedule eases up sometime soon!
#💀 ;; ooc#;; mun rambles#I mean it guys thank you so much for your thoughtfulness and patience!#I know I have been very AWOL this year and that's not good work or no#The longer I am away the harder it feels to pick up the muse/s again you know?#Just staring at a blank page and wondering where tf to begin#So this was really nice and light <3#Life's going well here#Schedule did not ease off to nobody's surprise but apparently a colleague is taking on more hours#Quit her job at a school and is doing full-time where we work now#So hopefully she will be able to do Monday and Tuesday and I'll have more than one day off a week or so#That won't be until October though bc handing notice in and shit#But it is good to know!#I do like working and the extra money is helpful but fuck me I need rest too lol#Things are keeping me going though like tumblr and sneks#The ball python is soooo sweet now he comes out when I come home early in the morning ;;#Seems to want to be handled but I just fed him the other day so I feel guilty I cannot cuddle him just yet :(#Baby boy <3
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I've come to the conclusion that if I have to pick between fun and happiness or studying math, I'll always pick fun and happiness. Therefore, I'm taking the choice out of my hands! No fun and happiness for me for the next three weeks, while I prepare myself for another exam that might change my life.
I'll be back after the 23rd! You guys take care. <3
#I was supposed to have done this weeks ago#but I didn't want to 😭#I tried to study and have a life at the same time#but turns out I didn't do much studying this month and there is very little time left to catch up now#I really wanted to at least finish my NLMG rewatch before going. and I did! so there is that#by the time I'm back Love S*a will already be airing#so no matter what happens while I'm away I'll come back just as insufferable don't even worry about it 👍
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I have gotten my hopes up that I will be getting engaged on Saturday, and I know that if it doesn't happen (it probably won't!) I'll be so so disappointed. But it's either this Saturday, or like.in a month.
#look we've got the venue and date secured so it's gonna happen soon#but I will most likely have a really invasive operation on my mouth within the next 2 weeks and after that will not be leaving the#house for a while#and I know it's not gonna happen cause it's literally exam week#and he is so busy#and he used to talk to me about how he's nervous about the proposal and that has suddenly stopped#so either he's at the point where he cant tell me anymore or he's put it out of his mind for the time being due to having so many other#things to think about (exams!!!!)#but he invited me over to his place this weekend cause his roommate will be away (who goes away during the exam session??)#and i just. ajnwjwndkwkqlsmenneieiendn#I KNOW I'M JUST GONNA DISAPPOINT MYSELF#and we're going to visit some friends for lunch after that and I don't wanna go sad and disappointed I really don't#I'm trying not to have these expectations but the switch in my brain has been flipped#mine#s
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You know what I need to do? Pick doctor in Colonial Marines 13 and spend my time getting the other bored doctors to play a TTRPG with me
#this will be easier in RMC14 (space station 14's version) as med has no gameplay (as always)#it's just a week away!#I'll probs homebrew a setting from GURPS since I did GURPS during highschool#and make it colonial marines themed
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Merry Christmas 💌
#Valentine’s Day just a week away !#sorry globox is so ugly I’ve never drawn him before#rayman#f/o x s/i#globox#selfship#self shipping#self ship art#f/o community#♡.ink#♡.page
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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Y’all would not believe how much strength it takes out of me to not reveal my secret fictional crushes every day.
#i have so many crushes#some come and go#but others resurface from childhood and then it’s like ‘SHIT DO I DRAW SOMETHING AND POST IT?!?!’#but like I know my taste is off the wall already so y’all are probably use to it#some I already mentioned or hinted at but I’m too shy to draw or post art#the problem is that I already have f/o(s) that I barely focus on already#so just adding or focusing on other characters kinda makes me feel bad#which is funny because some crushes I just post about right off the bat but others it’s just 😬#and it’s not like I have to keep them a secret because they’re bad or because others ships with them#heck most don’t really see anything self ship related about them#it’s more of just feeling embarrassed really#and guilty#which I know I shouldn’t because if I want to post a new fictional crush on my blog I should be allowed too#and then there’s the whole getting crushes for a week or so and then they disappear#which then makes me really feel bad because the feelings kinda eventually go away or fade where the f/o ends up kinda sitting on a shelf#but idk#💬 chy chatter 💬
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I like following you but can you go back to reblogging vg gifs soon, its why I’m here
the genocide of the palestinian people is being broadcast online across every social media platform and they are begging us not to look away and turn a blind eye to their suffering doctors and mass graves and murdered children and final words and you want me to post baldur’s gate or whatever. unfollow me and get the fuck out.
#this is such a fucking weird thing to ask too like. no.#letters#edit: no this makes me so angry actually#tumblr loves to suck its own self righteous dick and act like it’s the social justice hub of the world#yet it’s been the most silent of all social medias about palestine and this person’s audacity is just proof of that#i’m sick of this website’s ‘but this is my safe space’ ‘protect your mental health first’ bullshit excuses#just say it with your full chest. say that the palestinian genocide is an inconvenience to you. say it.#i am so happy your guys’ consciences allow you to turn away and pretend it isn’t happening truly /s#but i refuse to be like you and i reject the notion this stupid fucking website has that that is somehow moralizing#the least anyone with the privilege of looking away can do is bear witness. the least.#and personally i cannot stomach being on this website this past week much less posting about anything else. so i won't.
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GUYS?!?>??!?>??!??>??!?>??!?
#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity invitational#can you believe it guys! Part 1 of II season 3’s finale! Just a week away!
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Being a hater towards the ed today, shit’s super fucking dumb. What am I planning to achieve with this???? Literally like it doesn’t even go the way your ed-brain wants you to think, like you get to ur ugw and suddenly everyone is jealous & wants to look lik you. Like nah, you’ll just get pity & weird looks from strangers bc everyone can see you’re not doing well and they’ll treat you as if you’re dumber than you are (the infantilization of ed ppl is so real out there (whole another topic but in short: I hate it)), what the actual fuck am I doing this for ?????
#like I already have issues with ’’ppl don’t take me serious bc i’m a woman in stem’’-disease and like pair that up with looking#non-adult?? like that’s fucking not it#and obv my brain doesn't work the way it should when I'm restricting and that's the only thing I need truly#like I used to be smart and able to focus well and all that why tf would I take away the only thing I have going for me#but I also don't want to fucking stop so like goddamnit & fuck I can feel my brain melting a lil bit more each day <3#and I keep thinking like some weeks ago there was a clearly sick/anorexic (skinny like very much so) person out and it wasn't the ''everyon#started to look in envy as they elegantly daintily made their way past'' like it was ppl giving pitiful looks and that fucking sucks but#that's just the reality bc no one ever minds their own business#I remember in my lw (was like bmi 16) my coworkers still kept giving me that same look and the ''r u okay''s like it's not all#fun and games like you'd think it is; good for internet but not sure how it'd work in everyday ''trying to pretend to be a real life#adult who has their shit together''-way; it waters that pretension down quite a bit and I can't afford that; I'm already scrambling#so like could I stop thinking abt going to the seriously underweight bmi; a lil bit is fine bc some ppl just look like that but like ugh#i don't even know what the point is; I'm just mad at myself here like why did I get myself into this like I can't seem to get out#bc I want to but I rly don't;#I want to get worse and that fucks me up like wHY when I know I also don't want to like jesus christ ppl weren't kidding abt it feeling lik#ur brain has two diff sides fighting all the time#i hate this with all my might today yay and ironically enough I'm going to starve abt it <3 logic !!!! we love it !!!!!!!!!#this too should stay as a draft but alas send post
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VIBRATES LOUDLY
#I MIGHT HAVE A NEW DOCTOR I MIGHT HAVE A NEW DOCTOR OH MY GOD I MIGHT HQVE A NEW DOCTOR#if you know anything about my relationship with my doctor of like 15-ish years you know it's a shitty shitty situation#I am absolutely fucking thrilled#like genuinely idc how familiar this person is with ehlers danlos! it would be nice but more than anything what I need#is for this dr to be willing to listen to me + recognize that I do actually know my body. and be willing to learn.#thats all I need#I need to call the office back in the morning to make a meet + greet appointment#v i b r at e s#it feels like maybe. just maybe. things could be looking up in my life#welfare covered the cost of my glasses. I have a day off of classes in the middle of the week#which will make school so much more manageable#and it sounds like I might finally have a doctor that doesnt live like 150km away#holy shit. maybe I can do this surviving thing after all.
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There are certain ways my brain is autocannibalizing that just. It Just.
#K.R. shush#I think I'm normal until my brain Latches to s/t so severely I feel a little ill having to focus on anything else.#(this did not seem to happen until 2020 broke my brain)#I'm grown enough to figure out my Patterns as a being in the world. to adjust like one does for the seasons#(this is not a comfort. June is a few weeks away. it sticks out shining threatening to overshadow me like always.)#I'm just on the last week of my emergency b/c meds which is always a bit funky#(I'm so sick of knowing what I feel is at the behest of an insane balance of chemicals. that I am at most a balance of chemicals)#I'm at work unmoving to clock in. again. i'm tired of being here.#(I should tell dad to move that little handgun from the chest of drawers he still has left in my room)#no seriously shut up#<- perhaps.
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