#it’s kinda a natural self-soothing behavior when my intrusive thoughts get really bad | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hollyhomburg · 1 year

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The only way I can describe the condition of my brain today is if someone took a chewed up ball of gum, dropped it off of a 30 story building, and then scraped it off of the sidewalk with a fragile toothpick.

#this is like #lowkey the worst depression day I’ve had in months #tw like talk of self harm but not cutting #I haven’t cut cut in years but my legs are covered in bruises right now 🫠#I do it completely without thinking about it #it’s kinda a natural self-soothing behavior when my intrusive thoughts get really bad #I am just so fucking exhausted #mentally not physically though #which means I can’t fucking sleep it off #so I’m gonna work out my hardest over the next few hours so I can try and tire my body out

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