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allofuswantgwinam · 2 years
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bless my friend from 3rd grade who’s about to come bring me bag bc im drink
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fumifooms · 8 months
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
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#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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sen-ya · 4 months
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The final of the depths:
Vibes were aroace luffy, law is Pining
I drew this the morning before I read Law’s backstory lmao
Drawing these idiots has improved my art So Much it’s weird to look at
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Panel 1 Law: Do you, uh... Do you do this sort of thing with all your friends? Luffy: ?
Panel 2 Luffy: Hmmm....no.
Panel 3 Law: ...
Panel 4 Luffy: Not all of them like being kissed and cuddled Law: Oh, that makes sense.
Panel 5 Luffy: Though things are kinda different with you. Law: Yeah? Luffy: Yeah
Panel 6 Luffy: I'll kiss and hug my friends for a lotta reasons. Mostly to tell 'em I love them or I'm happy or I'm comfortable.
Panel 7 Luffy: With you sometimes it's just 'cuz it's a fun thing to do.
Panel 8 Luffy: Also before today I'd never slept with any of my friends.
Panel 9 Law: SERIOUSLY?! Luffy: Yeah, actually now that I think about it I hadn't slept with anyone until today, huh.
Panel 10 SHOCK Law: ANYONE?!
[page 2] Panel 11 Luffy: Yeah! Why're you surprised? hahahaha
Panel 12 Law: Well, I don't know. I guess you're just so affectionate with your crew I assumed... Law: also it seemed like you knew what you were doing...
Panel 13 Luffy: It just was never somethin' I was too interested in. Luffy: I'm glad we did, though! It was fun! Luffy: also the tiniest amount of observation haki told me everything you wanted -shrug- Law: What kinda sidebar is that?!
Panel 14 Luffy: It seems like this sort of thing makes you really happy
Panel 15 Luffy: And that you haven't spent a lot of time doing the kind of thing that makes you happy.
Panel 16 Luffy: So I'm really glad that I get to be happy and have fun with you.
Panel 17 Law: ...
[page 3] Panel 18 Luffy: ACK! I didn't mean to make you cry!!
Panel 19: kiss kiss kiss kiss
Panel 20 Law: Stop, stop, stop hahaha hahaha Luffy: ?! Law: It's...it's a good cry.
Panel 21 Law: I just never realized...how much I wanted to be seen...until you saw me.
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eve-was-framed · 4 months
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anyone who abuses animals should receive the same torture they inflicted upon the innocent babies until they die 💜
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fuckdamn · 5 months
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everytime i’m faced with wild overt misogyny that’s just platformed like it’s nothing i remind myself that people don’t actually have to feel this way about women. men are fully capable of treating women like human beings and viewing them as such. “but socialization but male fantasies but patriatchy speaks through us even when we don’t recognize it” sure but actually regardless there exist men who are fundamentally not raging misogynists and they generally seem happier and better adjusted. misogyny to me isn’t disappointing because “oh i can’t believe Men, as an essentialized category of person, are like this” it’s disappointing because people make the choice to be like this. “it’s my biological imperative as a man to dominate you” okay well it’s my biological imperative as a freaky bitch to dominate you so what now. what biological imperative is making you comment “onlyfans detected opinion rejected” on every picture of any attractive woman. i think i will always be understood by most people as a woman and i’m learning to accept that and trying to like it but misogyny makes me feel very trapped of course. but misogyny is a choice. which means some people make the choice to be misogynistic which is profoundly frustrating. but many other people choose not to be actively misogynistic and i believe anyone could choose not to be actively misogynistic if they wanted. so it’s a whole thing
#lotte.txt#womanhood is a fun thing to participate in with women who do not hate women. otherwise it’s very stifling and starts to not be worth it 4 me#for other girls — cis and trans btw — i think relishing in womanhood still feels worth it even when it’s very difficult and i admire that#but apart from my fashion sense and bloodlust i feel very detached from womanhood as like this primal animate Essence#but i don’t really want to be a man either. i like being a Weird Girl i like being a Hot Weird Girl#i’m more of a Hot Weird Girl than a Hot Weird Boy and i’ve discovered that through trial and error#and calling myself nonbinary/fluid accurately describes my experience in a lot of ways. but i also sometimes feel like the label doesn’t..#serve me? if that makes sense#like i got really into kibbe in 2020 and it was like oh shit i’m a soft dramatic. how cool that there’s something that describes my body#but after a while i got exhausted with kibbe because yeah. by the logic of the system of course i’m a soft dramatic#and i operate with that knowledge in the back of my mind. but also so what. i am aware of the shape of my body now#and now i feel the label has very little left to offer me#like if you’re asking? sure i’m a kibbe soft dramatic. but i don’t hold kibbe’s system as law or view it as crucially important#that is very much how i feel rn about calling myself nonbinary#like if you want me to think about it? yeah i don’t strictly conform to the gender binary#but i don’t believe gender itself is useful for my growth - i don’t hold the institution of the gender binary sacred - why bother#why draw attention to where i exist within the system when i’m tired of defining myself in terms of the system at all. yk#aUghj. anyway
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slythereen · 1 year
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FRED VASSEUR congratulates MAX VERSTAPPEN on 10 consecutive wins — Italian Grand Prix, Monza 2023
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ozymandiasdirge · 8 months
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men in youtube comment sections who think luffy would be fine with law doing the immortality surgery “luffy knows that sometimes people die that’s the whole point of what he argued with vivi about in alabasta and if oda keeps law alive just because he’s a fan favorite after introducing the immortality surgery it will be such cheap bad writing” what fucking show are you watching.
you know what i was going to end it there but i need to say more. the whole point of that conversation with vivi was luffy being angry that vivi kept putting everything on her own shoulders. vivi had to do everything so that no one in alabasta would die. and luffy said if you keep doing that YOU ARE GOING TO DIE and that is not acceptable. she is his friend. he only cares about everyone else in alabasta because it’s what vivi cares about. he was fully not going to fight crocodile because he thought she was being stupid and not valuing her own life enough and that’s unacceptable because luffy loves his friends more than anything. that’s literary the entire character thesis of monkey d. luffy.
this keeps happening. it happened with nami and it happened with vivi and it happens with robin and it happened with ace on more than one occasion and it happened with law in dressrosa, but i don’t know how you can so fundamentally misunderstand this story the think that luffy would ever be okay with law sacrificing his own life for someone else i simply don’t think you possess any media literacy. and if you think he would be okay with law sacrificing his own life FOR HIM…from the mc who said being lonely is worse than being hurt. with law of all people the first person to seek him out for an alliance and choose him instead of luffy choosing them, who saved his life so he could get back to his crew, who has literally done nothing but have his back, and think luffy would be cool and normal about law seeing his own life as forfeit even if it was to save the world i straight up don’t know what story you are reading.
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hegodamask · 1 year
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Something I think about a lot: how tf did Syril end up on Morlana One? You’d think with him being born on Coruscant there’d be more opportunities to get recruited by the ISB if he stayed there.
Like, did he choose Morlana One? Was he assigned there? Did he not have a choice if the job was indeed a handout from Uncle Harlo? Was it purely about getting away from Eedy? Much to think about.
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sluttish-armchair · 7 months
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Ok but thinking back to how I was in elementary and middle school: I had such disdain for other kids who broke the rules, that I irrationally hated a whole bunch of kids — kids I would have made good friends with — all because I couldn’t stand the fact that they engaged in conflicts with, and affronts to authority figures or standards.
It even went as far as internally mocking a kid my age — calling him “Mama’s Boy” in my head — over the fact that his mother whispered comments into his ear, which he mumbled unintelligibly into the mic, and then would fall asleep as if dead on her arm. I perceived his inability to give comments on his own, and his sleeping, as moral failings of both mother and child; because I wasn’t raised like that. And maybe, those feelings also came from jealousy. I was expected to fight off sleep all the time because I could read at a college level in third grade, and could theoretically understand the material presented at the meetings despite it still being inappropriate for my age group.
I was so far deep into the “bad associations spoil useful habits” mindset that it made me hate my fellow neurodivergents — kids I would have been friends with — who maybe couldn’t hide it as well as I could. That is beyond fucked up. Now, I work with those very kids I disliked so much as a child, and guess what? They are my absolute favorite people to be around; and many of them remind me of myself.
#exjw#ableism tw#I’m also just very uptight about rules anyway; so the whole cult thing did not help that part of me At All#I often find myself more concerned with doing things “correctly” than I am with doing the right thing in non-serious scenarios#and it’s kind of scary because like… how much of a sheep am I?#Would I torture someone if an authority figure I trusted ordered me to because it’s what I’m “supposed” to do?#Most of it comes from a desire for consistency: If [x] happens; then do [y]. So every time [x] happens; [y] is the correct response#and this — like the laws of physics — Cannot Change#Except of course the real world is vague and variable and there is a lot of grey area to work with in coming up with solutions#so doing [y] when [x] happens may make things worse than if you do [z] instead#This makes a lot more sense when you consider I was taught how to play chess at a very young age by my father#who bragged about being a “chess player” with regard to real world problems#Yes chess is strategy; but you’re also playing on a grid and your movements are entirely restricted by the rules of gameplay#My father can’t leave the cult that traumatized him because he loves Jehovah#he can’t go to the meetings to serve the god he loves because it triggers his trauma#he can’t talk to a therapist about his religious trauma to get over it because he would be defaming Jehovah#If life is a game of chess then he’s checkmated#But here’s the thing: the game is imaginary and the rules are made up#Viewing real life as a chess board is extremely unhealthy for your free will#Which is why in this essay about Nineteen Eighty Four I will—
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lesbiheon · 8 months
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rosesradio · 1 month
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i think my university fucking bit me wtf
#it started last semester or maybe even last year but they infected me with an anxiety that completely rewired my brain#i have general anxiety disorder & i’ve had the occasional ‘something bad is gonna happen’ day where im anxious the whole day for no reason#but then it changed to this like. academic anxiety that got so bad i was like. nauseous all the time throwing up i had to go to a counselor#and now i’m straight up paranoid. like idk maybe i’m not using the word right but i’m convinced every day all my worst fears are gonna—#just happen one after the other. my tumblr will be revealed to my family. my toxic ex will come back into my life—#my money for school is revoked things like that.#because adult life is just so confusing and convoluted and works against people#and my anxiety just goes through this loop of ‘everyone dislikes you/hates you/thinks you’re annoying’ so -> ‘you’re gonna get in trouble’#so -> ‘your life will be irreparably damaged and/or you will die’#the ‘you’re gonna get in trouble’ bit especially gets me because it’s like bitch how!! i follow laws!! i cheat a bit less than the average—#student! any time someone has a concern with like my work performance or something they politely tell me#why do i have the anxiety of a fucking hunted animal over these things!!#i wanna be numb actually i miss that time. it still sucks but at least i don’t make myself sick#things would be so much easier if i was a house spouse who cooked & cleaned (with no kids) & didn’t have a job or go to school#ofc managing a house has its own challenges and i don’t wanna undermine that but ykwim#i want this fuckin eye of sauron off my ass already 🧍#and don’t even get me started on the ‘you have to do this little task in this specific way or else everyone you love will die’ thoughts#that’s a whole other mess#tw vent#rose.txt
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clewis · 1 year
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sometimes i think about all the cute and fluffy and nerdy and domestic clewis moments we could have had in season 3 if angus didn’t leave the show and i always make myself sad
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my attraction boxes are like a square and there is male and female but there is also masculine and feminine and the catch is all the boxes are moving like tetris so i can be attracted to anyone at any given time
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1-ufo · 6 months
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Dealing with fighting a disability case for 3 years has been the most…
Just.
I don’t even know how to describe it. Dehumanizing? Gas lighty? (Especially from the parents) nerve wracking… thing
Just got off the phone with my lawyer and he says things are getting near the end and like literally my entire life is hinging on this thing and it’s
A lot. It’s a lot
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kercherisacanopener · 7 months
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Seems a little unfair
#and yes I know Randy weaver was not in the right#but neither was the entirety of the us government killing most of his family over a land dispute#I also wish to stress i am all for taking away the guns of American citizens#And ruby ridge has not radicalised me into a right wing asshole#but it still makes me angry#you know maybe this would have ended better if (get this) neither the clearly unhinged federal agents or the random civilians had had guns#god I hate peolke who hear about this and suddenly go “oh if they had just let Randy weaver keep his fucking illegal weapon it would’ve-#-been fine.” Just Christ. Randy weaver was not correct. The federal agents who shot his fourteen yr old son in the back were not correct.#I do think this all comes back to civilians owning firearms.#But an infant child nearly suffocated under the corpse of his mother while officials in camouflage were still shooting at the house they-#-were in.#just take away the guns man#the moral of the story isn’t loosen gun laws#how would that be the right answer after every person who died at ruby ridge died of gunshot wounds#don’t let civilians own weapons designed for killing things#and don’t let branches of the federal government just do what they want#So many things went wrong at ruby ridge#and most of them could’ve been solved if radical isolationists in the mountains of Idaho hadn’t had long-range weapons#I’m just repeating myself now#So I’ll stop#And it happens all time#police killings#the American government is dangerous and most of the people in it (particularly in the-#But if yoh think that if means that gun laws should be loosened then there’s not helping you.#But if yoh think that if means that gun laws should be loosened then there’s no helping you.#Tags start repeating from here on out idk why I can’t fix it but this is the end
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kaleighkarma · 1 year
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I did a public speaking thing today about rent control and I didn’t cry! Someone said they liked my speech because I mentioned how raises weren’t at inflation if you even get one so I felt better!
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