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#it's friday night and i'm sad
mizgnomer · 2 months
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Cooking with David Tennant
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rapha-reads · 15 days
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Theoretically, I knew organising funerals was a big, complicated thing. As reality is, I would very much like to run away screaming into a dark forest.
Edit: i'm a bit tipsy and the tags are full of typos. Don't pay attention.
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mayasdeluca · 4 months
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Shows I watch that have gotten cancelled this year:
Station 19 NCIS Hawai'i Not Dead Yet Walker The Girls on the Bus All American: Homecoming
And now 911 Lone Star is most likely getting cancelled after the season that airs in the fall and one half of my favorite ship on the show has already left before it airs.
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naivety · 5 months
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some of y'all care way too much about your constant accessibility to entertainment goddamn
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pink-vulpix · 1 month
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#day 4 on bupropion#i need to vent. bc today was mostly decent. cause at least i could control my emotions and not cry at every little thing#but ended just as badly as i was feeling yesterday. i feel rly sad rn#when im productive i feel great but when im trying to relax? i feel like i need to find something productive to do immediately.#its like i need to do everything but i have no desire to do anything#im like. lying in bed at 2 am grieving my hyperfixations hard. been crying for the past 3 hours#bc i just cant sit down and enjoy anything without feeling like im forcing myself. and i already miss feeling things when i play video game#idk if i can do the 4-6 weeks of this before side effects normalize. everyone says it gets better#and even that is making me feel guilty bc it took me this long to get help and i already want to quit on my first week#i have an appointment with my dr on friday but fuck. the last 3 nights have felt like weeks. its so hard falling asleep.#it really doesn't help that this med is making me. stupid. i have about 10 seconds worth of memory before the thought is deleted#literally forgetting what i'm talking about midway through a sentence#but hey. at least my memory is so bad i cant remember what i did today and overthink every action. i guess.#and maybe tmi. but my libido is gone... like completely nonexistent now#some people literally take this shit to help w a low libido!!! but for me it is doing the exact opposite!!! what is wrong with my body#and to top it off i can't drink even a half cup of coffee without panic attacks. i miss iced coffee already :(#cant enjoy shit anymore and my adhd feels 10 times worse than it did before bc i can't sit still to save my life.#anyway im yapping so much but i need to because im feeling so alone#some side affects im getting r common and manageable but some are pretty uncommon and its hard finding anyone who relates...
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coastercrushed · 2 months
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bro i'm so tired but i have therapy at 10 am.
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mchiti · 1 year
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ugh ugh ugh I hate it here. I was really called a moroccan b*tch by a grown up racist fucker tonight and he insisted on following me around ! also cause I told him to stop harassing two romani girls on the bus! and nobody said anything! He asked me where are you from, I said yeah well morocco dickhead. As if I have to hide it from you where my blood is from. and he kept going, moroccan b*tch, dirty moroccan, we'll burn you all! I got off the bus and he kept following. and on the bus and nobody said anything! nobody!!!! like this is italy it's not just pretty call me by your name landscapes you can take notes on it!
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theflyingfeeling · 1 year
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I should finish some work that I've been procrastinating the whole week (more like literally didn't have enough hours in a day for it), but here I am contemplating whether I should post all my work from the random tumblr ficlets by theflyingfeeling tag to AO3, just in case 💀
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buttercup-barf · 2 years
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So anyway, that one artwork by Sock.clip of the twins as the Sun and the Moon, yeah? ... Isn't it kinda funny. The implication that the twins would only get to see each other during eclipses. The idea that they'd only get to talk for a short while. The inevitability of their separation.
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Isn't it funny how agonising that would be?
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lixie-ho · 1 year
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Sometimes words don’t spill was gracefully as blood, sometimes it’s not the words that need it’s be let out.
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joyridingmp3 · 1 year
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terrible terrible bad awful evil just absolutely The Worst weekend of my entire life that was genuinely so bad and i just got home so I have at most 3 hours of any semblance of free time left before the next week starts
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f0rgetm4not · 3 months
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i thought we were friends
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maevemills · 8 months
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Let's see how long I am going to stay awake watching this documentary.
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no-one-hears-me · 8 months
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guys long time no see. I lost my old belly button jewelry a lil while back and had to replace it with some cheap jewelry bc that's all I could get. and it rejected it but I didn't notice until it was too late :(
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coastercrushed · 2 months
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okay. i'm really crampy and feel disgusting so i'm going to eat leftover chinese food in bed and watch true crime until i fall asleep. hit me up on discord <3
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I got Drunk tonight because idk, grown adult, I can do that and I'm currently doing the thing I do where I sober up as much as possible before I go to sleep. wanna go to sleep. it is So Many Hours past my normal bed time. but I was also literally still drink in hand past my normal bed time and alcohol has a half life of 4-5 hours.
#remember that one time I tried to tell my therapist#'hey I'm really concerned that I got wasted on Friday night because I was stressed- and then didn't have a hangover the next day#and I'm really worried about my brain relearning the pattern that alcohol is a solution to stress especially as a former alcoholic'#and she instead tried to spend the entire fucking session arguing with me about the fact that my real problem is That I Care Too Much#About People. About Society.#and didn't engage at all with the topic of 'hey the former alcoholic is a lil afraid they're not going to be able to keep 'former' '#it's fine. it's /fine/#today was just hard and then I got drunk and that was pleasant and chances are#because I am doing this- I will not have a hangover tomorrow either#and I am once again just reaffirming for my lil pattern loving brain#that drinking a large amount of gin very fast does actually solve my problems#it doesn't. also my problems can't be solved#that sounds melodramatic. I'm just- I was just sad today about my dad being dead. that kind of 'can't be solved'#and a lot of feelings about class that again- are unsolvable problems#you can't 'solve' the problem that like- I grew up poor in a poor area#and married into a family that is well off#and like- have done well for myself career wise#and so now I feel like a weird lil duck with a weird lil relationship to money#but whomst amongst us *isn't* a weird lil duck with a weird lil relationship to money#HMM?#HMMMMM???#but also 'done well for myself career wise' only means like... within the career I have
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