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got one of my sisters into tlovm today :-]
#had to rewatch the first season so i could watch w her but its fine#i was fun#shes loving it so far#i wanted us to watch s2 tomorrow but they have a birthday party and im going out w my mom so#itll have to wait i guess#anyways this is great. gave me an excuse to catch up bc i hadnt watched the last few eps of s1#im still feeling v depressed but what can you do except try to do things u normally enjoy in an effort to start feeling better right#oh btw i finally finished poe2. cried a lot. it was quite bittersweet#and ive been trying to install dos2 all evening to see if i can get into it this time but its still downloading#sigh#i hope yall are doing better than i am#i love u#cami.txt
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I'm setting my expectations low because I'm still not ready to believe after years of queerbaiting(as in other media queerbaiting) but
Alt title: worst ways mizuki could come out poll
#this post is only halfway a joke i guess#since maybe mizuki might come out soon??? but ive been thinking that for years so who knows#and itll of course but only to ena and then we'll have to wait 3 more years for kanamafu to find out ig#sorry i never recovered from that ll sunshine episode where chikariko said ily to each other and then it never came up again#project sekai#mizuki akiyama
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low quality sketch dump ohhh yeahh🔥🔥
#this gets one note and.ill do a backflip#most of these were drawn in class i was NAWT paying attention#one of these is a self portrait 😈😈😈😈 i think itll be easy to guess which one lmao#UMMM UM. wait why does it lwokey have the most effort in it that seems... ermmm.......#ohhh bc its the only one i fully drew at home.. but still#qnyways#art#traditional art#michael afton#x2!!!😯😯#keegan p russ#<- why does is the skull pattern on his mask different every time i draw it bruh#oc#original character#original characters#uhhhh#the miserable looking girl with pigtails is miku btw. as an average georgian (tbiliseli) teen (shes supposed to be in the subway🤯😱)#artists on tumblr
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If I had a tail I'm pretty sure I'd be into having it pulled, the way some people have a hair pulling kink
#im crocheting a tail for my Halloween costume#and yknow thinking abouy how itll look#and i may have accidentally pictured someone pulling on it in a teasing silly joke way#and my brain went. wait hold on a second#like picturing the sensation of having someone pull my tail a lil bit. thats kinda hot ngl#bet this one is pretty common among other furries i just somehow never thought about it#btw not saying who i pictured in my brain but if you've been reading my posts in the last few months you can probably guess lmao#furry#therian#bee buzz#jonny beenis posting
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Thinking about one of the loser men I dated directly post-college who, after I showed them Dirty Computer [the emotion picture] by Janelle Monae, said they "prefer rap that has something to say"
#this person identified as a man but used they/them pronouns just in case that was confusing#but yeah like. what does that mean. did you watch the video#also one time said colorado edibles were 'too strong' and therefore 'dangerous'#they said that COLORADO should have more 'regulations' imposed on weed products lmfao#also when i was watching mad men and expressed that i liked it#they were like 'i dont see the appeal bc the commentary feels obvious to anyone whos lived on the east coast' skskdkdkelsdnakas#they had the WEIRDEST complex about being from the east coast. like. most tightly wound person ive ever met in my life#who was constantly insisting they were sooo type b and so chill and go-with-the-flow#and like yeah im aware im from one of the most laid back slacker states#but this person was one of the most uptight people ive ever met let alone dated#and just had like 0 self awareness about it#like they would exclusively wear button downs sweater vests and cardigans. wouldnt be caught dead in a hoodie unless it was northface#would only drink coffee if it was made from a french press#also see above story about edibles (which was the biggest 'fight' we ever got in bc i was like what the fuck r u talking about)#like. the label says clearly how much thc cbd etc is in each edible and how many doses there are per container#what else could you want#if you dont know how itll affect you just take half or even a quarter of one first???#this still gets me heated to think about#but yeah like what kind of person sees DIRTY COMPUTER and is like 'hmm not political enough' lmfao#OH ALSO guess why we broke up#the blm protests happened and they said they were just 'too affected by police violence to be dating right now'#(they were very much white. blonde white)#and then i found out 11 months after we broke up that they had started dating a poc a month before we broke up#because i saw an anniversary post they did and i was like '...wait a minute'#and a friend of mine used to work with them after we broke up and according to him this person would constantly bring up what a great 'ally'#they were for dating a poc#fucking. wild
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The quick progression in my mindset from "omg f1 is back!!! I can't wait to watch testing!!!" to "wait why am I watching this, I do not give a shit" 😭😭😭(I do not have the mental capacity rn for just watching cars go around)
#i have no idea why i was so into it last yr?????#idk i guess i just have very little hope of catching any of my guys on screen#bcs last yr i only watched one and somehow managed to catch great moments#but i have no recollection of what the conditions of those sessions were yknow???#like who was driving who was out#and i dont have the mental energy to sit and camp :')#in one of those random 'nothing makes me joyful' eras#itll pass but i just feel like restless and dispassionate#and i was waiting for testing to come on#my brain was literally like: wait. why do i even care about this JDKFKGKV#get in the game brain!!!!#imma watch a movie or smth instead#cant decide yet#maybe ill come back to testing later#catie.rambling.txt
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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HM. INTERESTING.
#hw2 spoilers#{ just got the f.azforce ending. i have many feelings and questions }#{ losing it bc i literally made a joke abt f.naf canon spitting in my face (again) and guess what happened FKSDJKFS }#{ i dont even know what to do with my brain rn }#{ i also need to unlock the last level of f.azcade + find all of the collectibles but like......................damn }#{ im too wiped to concentrate on any of the guides ive found kfgdskgfds itll have to wait for later }#{ im kinda losing it tbh. i keep staring at the ''celebrate!'' thing on the stage. makes my brain do dial-up noises. }#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬
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You think if I thought about wxs mrs. pumpkin's comical dream enough it'll become a reality?
#prince's talk tag#we have one (1) Halloween song like one thats ACTUALLY about Halloween. may we please get another?#and make a 3dmv so i have a reason yo use the Halloween outfits you keep giving us each year#sure if you're gonna do vs only i guess thats fine but i really want a 3dmv and theres a better chance of that if a group covers it#my first pick is wonderlands bc ofc it is but ill take niigo as well if you dont wanna give it to them#please please please im begging#i get its a hachi song and maybe thatll be harder to get maybe? we only have two songs by him#but still itll be great#if its a no to all hachi songs from now on can i get trick and treat instead? i miss that song#i feel thatll be vs only but for that one ill take it bc id rather have saki and tsukasa cover it#but colorpale sucks and wont let crossovers happen unless its a special occasion#edit: WAIT NO WE HAVE THREE i forgot he made donut hole
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Nice to see Hawkwing’s Journey keeping in line with Clear Sky’s DotC characterization: disregarding the females.
#also ‘’we have to look to firestars descendants’’ girl they are sandstorms descendants too???’’#hwj liveread#ok thats enough for tonight actually LOL#they gave me psychic damage by putting clear sky in there sorry#also ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hate how sandstorm is regarded in this whole arc soooooooooo bad#‘’we love you firestar we miss you so much’’ ‘’and sandstorm?’’ ‘’uh- yeah her too i guess’’ *sitcom laugh track*#shes half the reason yall even exist today would it kill you to give her more credit#but yknow this is the same character who apparently didnt even deserve a dignified death with reactions from her family or anything#also i kinda wanna go on a tangent abt how weird the skyclan after life is but i may wait til shattered sky. too tired and i think itll get#a bit more clear then hopefully
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I'm trying to watch dead boy detectives but I get so much second hand embarrasment from the characters actions, it makes me manifest physical symptoms of anxiety
#The plot of the show makes me really interested tho#That's why I have been battling the second hand embarrasment symptoms#I'm actually putting in effort to push through the discomfort so I can know how the plot develops#But damn if it isn't a bad idea to put teenagers (even if if they're many decades old and dead for a long while) in life and death situatio#Sure sweetie ofc you know what you're doing *draws one more time in the bad choice streak*#You're so mature wow no worries *dials up a therapist* so good in navigating your feelings. Ofc I trust you with your decisions#They be like “I am sure of this” and I'm like an intolerant parent rolling my eyes... sweetie itll pass#Just wait until the character development hits you in the next 20 minutes#Or in the next episode#It's just a phase#Oh look! I am sure the thing you're hiding from others will bear no consequences!#*episode ends* oh. It was the spinjing point of a conflict. Who would have guessed that!#Teenagers being teenagers#By the way... not a single one of them looks like a teenager#Jenny scoffed at Crystal saying she is twenty two and I felt personally offended... I thought she was in her thirties!#Until that point I was so sure crystal was in her thirties as her age hadn't been addressed in the show before!#Just because someone dresses alt and does weird things like talking to the voices only they hear they are a teenager?#That's very prejudiced#What on earth is the reference for apparent age to americans or britishs...#Thoughts#By me#Review#dead boy detectives
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BIG things happening right now
#AARRAGGHHH ITS SO FUN. ITS SOOOO FUN#its soooo broken rn i have one billion pics of stuff i need to fix tmrw#but omggg. so facking cool#lol the nose looks so fucking weird here cus u cant see the colour.. next time i wld deffo have it separate like the eyebrows#actually. u know what. ill do that#I CLD DO THE PAW PADS TOOOOOO. ok wait. probably not worth it BUT itll look great#not too much effort. whataver ill just do it#no expressions or anything yettttt. but he can blink and look around. and talk#idk why the mouth was stuck open like that. maybe i fucked up my visemes#but OHHHH WELL i will fix it B]#it looks kinda shitty as just part of the texture so itll look cleaner and nicerrrr#i already had to redo the eyes that way for Blinking reasons#OHHHH i can just do the shrinkwrap/solidify thing. SO easy#my polys r so low anyways im at like 15k. soooo epic#sorry i keep posting abt this its literallyyyy. the coolest thing ever. to me#ALSO i met two rlly nice ppl yesterday which let meunlock the sdk ^^#you may wonder why the lshes and eyebrows r not outlined. Well its because i fucked them up so the outline doesnt work LAWL#but theyre fine without so idc#idk how to fix the gaps in the hair but honestyllyyyy its not an issue for me rn. maybe someday ill fix it#on the face im sure its where things overlap. the tips i think its bc of the sharp angle..?#ACTUALLY. found the solution rn. the tip wasnt closed LOL#thought i did that but i guess i missed a few#anywayyyy. night night
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the sisyphean task of the fucking laundry
#I would rather do laundry than lots of other chores#so i really cant complain#its just that i started it really late#like if i put my clothes in the dryer Right Now#which im going to do in a min#itll be another hour until theyre done#and then i have to put it awayyyy#i guess i can wait until tomorrow for that#but i want to change my sheets too and put them straight in the laundry bin#that i also use to hold my clean clothes when theyve just come out of the dryer#sigh#i also have been made aware of how shit the laundry controls are on the shitty american machines at my uni#i have pics if anyone is interested lmao
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I wish the Switch version of the GotG game wasn't cloud storage only... I'm going on a trip for an undetermined amount of time and I'm going to miss the fools.
#lex thoughts#cloud gaming my behated#“lex just watch a playthrough” but it's not the same :^( what if i wanna take silly ingame screenshots#actually slightly bummed because i had something planned concerning the game but grrrr itll have to wait 😔#the we ❤️ katamari remaster will have to occupy me i GUESS...#to anyone still reading i have a new drawing tablet im taking with me so huzzah#but be aware im only going to get to draw while stuck in a moving vehicle so bear with me if my art looks funky for the next few months
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hm. already regret signing up for more hours in february my time management skills are just. straight up nonexistent, i'll be real
#may have waited a bit too long to finish this week's task. at least judging by the fact that its 10.20pm on sunday and im like halfway done#i could come up with some excuse but i also dont want to#and theres the added obstacle that i dont really understand this task but like. i cant really ask my boss like. right now#i mean. itll be fine ill just do what i can and tell her that i didnt have time before the weekend ask her for clarification and do the-#-resr tomorrow. but its like#i feel like i was already a bit late on the last task (i think? im not really being given proper deadlines im just supposed to do my hours)#and they just offered me more hours bc my work is so 'quick and dependable :)' and now im like. actually im slow and#have no clue what im doing 90% of the time 👍#anyway! i'll ger back to it i guess. vent post over O7#(ignore any and all typos in these trying times please)
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The most I've wrote of Reticent in the past couple of days is some Mikey and Raph banter I wrote whilst at the cinema which I only stopped writing cause some kids around my age sat behind me and I got scared
Being a writer is so great!!!!
#this chapter is only 5 scenes so it shouldnt be taking this long#the first scene was pretty long though#and the last scene is also gonna be STUPID long#so dont let the short scene count fool you thisll definetly be longer than chapter 3#but goddamn this chapter is FIGHTING with me#the worst part is ive been excited to write this chapter for like four months now#but i guess the build up might be whats making this difficult to write dhdjdbkd#hopefully itll be out by the end of the month cause i really wanna finish it before i go back to school#cause Year 11 is gonna destroy any time i have#i love doing two musicals and a winter concert and studying for my next set of mock exams after just finishing my last set#year 11 is gonna be so fun you guys#the only reason im waiting till i finish high school to get a job is cuz year 11 is gonna be insane#im gonna be working towards my musical theatre grade 8 too omfg#im gonna eep before i have a crisis cause i dont have to worry about this for another 2 weeks#night Raisinsssss 💖💖💖💖🫶🫶🫶🫶
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