#its so frustrating cause rationally i know the answers to all my worries but theres still this huge part of me that cant believe what im
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god i wish i knew what was wrong with me
#the anxiety and the attatchment stuff its genuinely so fucking bad#why do i spiral and break down every fucking time i feel that something bad has happened#key word here i feel#vast majority of the time everything is fucking fine like actually#but i feel like something is wrong and then i make it a problem or seek reassurance or something like that cause i literally cannot#get over it#its almost like this obsessive anxiety yknow??#what the fuck is that#and why cant i just leave things alone#its so frustrating cause rationally i know the answers to all my worries but theres still this huge part of me that cant believe what im#saying to myself#i just cant make myself believe that its okay no matter how hard i try#where does that come from i hate it#ive been like this my whole life and it has just gotten worse as ive experienced more complex relationships#i hate it i hate it i dont know if knowing what it is would give me peace of mind or if it would make me worse#and thats terrifying#but still i wanna know what it is so i can try and rationalize it even though that does nothing for me#god#im so tired
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