#its summer rn so maybe she’ll make some friends by the fall time <3

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welcome to the life of a quiet lab technician

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Quarantine promps me for unexpected music analyzes

THE LOUVRE by Lorde / CRUEL SUMMER by Taylor Swift

What Lorde said about song?

“I wanted to [give the feeling of] just like the big sun-soaked dumbness of falling in love and it’s like your whole head is like glue, it’s amazing. It is like drugs. It’s like ‘I just want to be by you all the time, I just want to listen to you talk and look at your face do all those dumb things that it does when you talk. It’s just like this big dumb joy and it’s intense – and I feel like the instrumentation in that song kind of helped it get there.”

“When i wrote it, there is an element when i look at myself like i do fall so hard at the beggining and leading to that knowledge people are not black or white, there is more complicated [situation]. You can love someone and they sitting letting you down, like there is element of self harsh”

Her usual speech before “The Louvre”:

“This song is about crush. The really early stages of having crush on someone. You like them and they like you, it makes you feel crazy sometimes. You texting them and it takes way too long to text you back, you like AAAAAAAA [cringed, then laughing] i don’t even done that, i don’t know, i’m cool”

“This is a song about crush, a summer crush, like kind of a crush when you follow each other around all summer and you don’t know where its gonna go, but you know its something”

What Taylor said about song?

“This song is one that I wrote about the feeling of a summer romance, and how often times a summer romance can be layered with all these feelings of, like, pining away and sometimes even secrecy. It deals with the idea of being in a relationship where there’s some element of desperation and pain in it, where you’re yearning for something that you don’t quite have yet, it’s just right there, and you just, like, can’t reach it. So, this has some of my favorite lyrics on it, and it was so fun to write this. “

“ I wanted this song to feel like a desperate summer love that might be doomed from the start. My favourite line from this song is, “I love you. Ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard?””

THE LOUVRE’s lyrics without chorus BOOM BOOM BOOM:

Verse 1 “Well, summer slipped us underneath her tongue

Our days and nights are perfumed with obsession” - Lorde and her new lover obsessed with each other

Half of my wardrobe is on your bedroom floor

Use our eyes, throw our hands overboard

Verse 2 “I am your sweetheart psychopathic crush

Drink up your movements, still I can't get enough” - addicted psycho lol

I overthink your punctuation use

Not my fault, just a thing that my mind do

Pre-chorus “A rush at the beginning” - their relationship seems to be fast growing

I get caught up, just for a minute

But lover, you're the one to blame

“All that you’re doing”- her new lover such a charmer

Can you hear the violence?

Megaphone to my chest

Broadcast the boom, boom, boom, boom

And make 'em all dance to it

Verse 3 “Our thing progresses, I call and you come through

Blow all my friendships, to sit in hell with you” - idk whats the problems her lover have, Lorde just accept situation and trying to support them / maybe she means social isolation from friends

“But we’re the greatest, they’ll hang us in the Louvre” - intresting phrase cause somebody interpretated it like their relationship so good that they will hang at museum, but for me its more about reputation(?), about social position, their place in society

“Down the back, but who cares—still the Louvre” - imo its about secrecy, nobody will see them, but thats probably what they want

Okay I know that you are not my type

(still I fall)

I’m just the sucker who let you fill her mind

(but what about love?)

Nothing wrong with it

Supernatural

Just move in close to me, closer, you’ll feel it coasting

CRUEL SUMMER lyrics:

Verse 1 “Fever dream high in the quiet of the night

You know that I caught it” (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it) - typical taylor head over heels for somebody

Bad, bad boy, shiny toy with a price

You know that I bought it (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it) - strange lines for me, sounds like she just bought man for media games

Pre-Chorus “Killing me slow, out the window

I'm always waiting for you to be waiting below”

“Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes” - another day, another lover, same old taylor and her repeated actions, who knows where the life goes

“What doesn't kill me makes me want you more” - gambling taylor wakes up

Chorus “And it's new, the shape of your body” - they just have started f’cking

“It's blue, the feeling I've got” - shes sad cause promblems showed up on all sides and this “relationship” is started at the wrong time ( fight with kim&kanye, dating someone else, #taylorswiftisoverparty)

And it's ooh, whoa oh

It's a cruel summer

It's cool, that's what I tell 'em

“No rules in breakable heaven” - theyre not in commited relationship, pals in action

But ooh, whoa oh

It's a cruel summer

With you

Verse 2 “Hang your head low in the glow of the vending machine” - again. secrecy.

“I'm not dying (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it)” - she still wants them to contiune

“We say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times” - maybe the line about their lame trying being secretive, maybe about relationship itself

We're not trying (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it)

Pre-Chorus 2 “So cut the headlights, summer's a knife” - she provucing to end relationship, if it ends than chasing(attention) will stops

“I'm always waiting for you just to cut to the bone” - she dont trust them

Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes

“And if I bleed, you'll be the last to know” - she dont want them to see her weakness, if in the end of the story she’ll be hurt, she too proud to be exposed like that

Bridge “I'm drunk in the back of the car

And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar (Oh)

Said, "I'm fine," but it wasn't true

I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you

And I snuck in through the garden gate

Every night that summer just to seal my fate (Oh) - tay really wants them to be in more serious phase then theyre rn

And I scream, "For whatever it's worth

I love you, ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?"

He looks up, grinning like a devil

In conclusion, 2016 was hard year for both of them. Glad its all in the past right now. Our industry friends lived similar moments, what a mental connection hahahaha

Thank you for giving attention to that shitty post 🌚💚

THE END OF DISCUSSION

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MEET THE MODS!

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Also, because we recieved tons of questions about our favorite things and we didn’t want to clutter the new mods page with the answers to all those, we have decided to make a list. Check below the cut for that!

What is your favourite colour?

Alexandra: light pink Angi: Violet & Mint Bethany: Orange. When I was little, I realized I didn’t know anyone who’s favorite color was orange, so I took pity on it Brooke: Pink! Buse: Uhmm.. Can’t pick.. Maybe lilac or pastel blue Cecily: I’d like to say pastel pink, but a good blue is also good Kirsty: Blue Maddie: Crimson Megan: bright blue/green, maybe purple Mel: Navy blue Michelle: hot pink and red Natalia: purple Rachel: pastel pink and lime green Ollie: gold or dark green Zena: Sky blue or royal blue Zoe: black (whoops) or pastel blue??

What is your favourite season?

Alexandra: autumn (specifically new england autumn) Angi: Spring Bethany: Summer Brooke: Autumn Buse: Winter Cecily: Spring Kirsty: Autumn Maddie: Autumn Megan: Winter Mel: Spring Michelle: Summer Natalia: summer Rachel: Autumn Ollie: Spring Zena: Autumn Zoe: Winter

What is your favourite animal?

Alexandra: unicorns!! tho if we’re talking real then deer Angi: Meerkat or Red Panda Bethany: depends on the individual’s personality. But let’s go with cat Brooke: I have so many? Cats, snakes, and fish are my top 3 though.. Buse: Turtles :) Cecily: I need to say horse, don’t I? Or she’ll kill me Kirsty: Any kind of cat, big cats and domestic ones Maddie: Cats and sharks Megan: Otters! Mel: Owls and rabbits Michelle: SHARKS Natalia: dogs sorry Rachel: Cats and red pandas Ollie: crane! Zena: Cats and dogs, depends on when you ask me (elephants are pretty cool too) Zoe: Penguins. They really are just the greatest thing in the universe

What is your favorite TV-show?

Alexandra: danny phantom Angi: Buffy or Bones Bethany: House M.D. Brooke: True Blood is probably my fav rn Buse: Steven Universe… Gravity Falls… Adventure time… And the AMAZING (probably) Pilot of the infinity train :3 Cecily: Sherlock all the way, jesus Kirsty: The only TV show I watch is Doctor Who so I guess that Maddie: Black Mirror, Stranger Things, and about a million others Megan: Bob’s Burgers, Stranger Things, or Gravity Falls. Mel: Friends and Black Mirror Michelle: Supernatural and House Natalia: black mirror Rachel: Gravity Falls and Dexter Ollie: The Office Zena: Friends and White Collar and Gilmore Girls Zoe: Doctor Who ultimately- but the Inbetweeners, the Office and Supernatural all get honorary mentions

What is your favorite fanfiction tropes?

Alexandra: FAKE DATING!! plus friends to lovers, seemingly unrequited pining, secret agents, and trapped in an elevator/snowed in cabin type situations for whatever reason Angi: Fake Dating AUs, or really anything with a good slow burn. Bethany: Meta. Specifically when characters are reading/writing fics about themselves. Brooke: Hogwarts (ravenclaw!Phil / slytherin!Dan fight me on it) and Secret Agents Buse: Just anything with some deep story/a fantasy theme behind it! Cecily: All war/historical AUs (and illnesses) Kirsty: I have so many! Special power AU’s and Hogwarts AU’s as top two Maddie: Super powers, friends to lovers, Soulmates AU Megan: Soulmate AUs are my weakness, but also wrong number, fake-dating, one-sided/mutual pining… Anything that’s angsty for a while at the beginning really. Mel: Enemies to lovers and historical AUs Michelle: Friends to lovers with a healthy dose of seemingly unrequited pining, time travel, partners in battle who are also partners in life, hurt/comfort womp Natalia: sad angsty horrible AUs just make me cry and i’ll like it Rachel: enemies to lovers, friends to lovers, pastelxpunk, superpowers Ollie: anything historical goes straight to my heart! also I like a good semi-angsty misunderstanding fic Zena: Friends to lovers, soulmate AUs (especially the kind where they don’t realise at first), wrong number AUs and everything slow burn Zoe: prison/criminal/detective AU’s, dystopian/post-apocalyptic and anything that’ll make me cry

What is your favourite fanfiction?

Alexandra: if lost, return to phil by thatsmistertoyou Angi: Aboslutely no idea. Bethany: (Cecily is gonna list her own isn’t she? That ass.) Brooke: Before We Turn into a Monster (with two heads) blue shirt; If You Think You Know Me ineverhadmyinternetphase; Diamond in the Rough darkness_prince_dan Buse: Two roads meet- by the amazing Phanlight, It’s a masterpiece :’) Cecily: Renegade by awesomesockes Kirsty: That is literally impossible Maddie: There isn’t enough room for my answer. Megan: phan: In My Way by ineverhadmyinternetphase (or anything else Julia has written, tbh, but I’m biased to IMW cause I’m the beta); my first ever favorite is a Star Wars series on FFN by Queen called Said the Joker. Mel: Misfit by mangothatismelancholy Michelle: Here Where I Feel Safe by ficster28; Roll the Dice and Swear by ramonaspeaks; If the sky we should look upon by blueshirt; Dan and Phil: Lords of the Internet, Masters of Ambiguity by islet Natalia: listen. I can’t choose Rachel: Let Me Down Gently by ineverhadmyinternetphase Ollie: eee that’s so hard but most recently one where I was like WOWOWOW was while our blood’s still young by celestialfics but honestly so many Zena: This question is too hard Zoe: Honestly, no idea - but non-phan, Unholyverse by bexless comes to mind??

Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car?

Alexandra: drive a car, i’m boring Angi: Tie between horse & car tbh Bethany: I like trains. But fine, car. Brooke: A horse! It’s been years! Someone let me ride their horse! Buse: Horse/Bike I don’t really like driving in cars oops :$ Cecily: Horse definitely Kirsty: Drive a car Maddie: Drive a car Megan: Um. Horses scare me, I don’t have my license yet, and riding a bike is exhausting. None of the above? Mel: Definitely drive a car Michelle: def drive my car. Its name is Cas. Natalia: bike Rachel: car Ollie: horse Zena: I’m Dutch so I feel like I’d be hunted down if I say anything other than bike Zoe: horse, definitely the horse

Would you rather vacation in Alaska or Hawaii?

Alexandra: i can’t choose can i pls hav both Angi: Alaska Bethany: Alaska Brooke: Definitely Alaska!! Buse: Alaska! Cecily: Alaska no doubt Kirsty: Alaska Maddie: Alaska, but only in the summer Megan: Hawaii - I want to see lava. Mel: Hawaii, I would literally freeze in Alaska Michelle: Hawaii!! I love beaches and I hate cold. Natalia: alaska must be so interesting but it’s cold and i’m weak Rachel: Hawaii Ollie: Alaska! Zena: If it’s hotter than 20 degrees and there’s sun I can’t function so Alaska Zoe: 100% Alaska, I love snow so much aH

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1-117 :3 *hugs*

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? There’s a lot of feelings hitting me right now.. but I at the same time I’m not feeling anything.. There’s just.. There’s a lot.

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? From one person... yea

3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? I’m not dating anyone rn.. and probably wont date anyone again bc im impossible to deal with.. but honestly I’d ask to join my partner

4: Do you find it easy to trust others? Not anymore..

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? Crying, cutting, and waiting for a response from someone bc i asked them if we could hangout sometime and what i would be a good time. I never got a response other than “yeah”

6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? No one, I’m probably alone

7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Probably just cry

8: Are you close with your dad? Eh..

9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? No.. I wish I had.. But no.. 

10: What are you listening to? Just a YT video

11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Some kind of alcohol so I can die faster

12: Do you like hickeys? fUCK give me all the hickies my neck is weak

13: What time do you go to bed? Whenever I run out of energy and pretty much pass out

14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? Yea.. myself

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? Pff no

16: Do you always answer your texts? Mostly

17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? Sometimes I think I do? But then I remember everything I did to them and then realize that everything was my fault and I’m just a huge fuck up.. so.. No.. I don’t hate her.

18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? I dont know

19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? I used to have someone.. But.. I had forced her to stick around me and I made her miserable. 

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I surprisingly was thinking about Zady.. about the relationship I had with her.. and how much I fucked up.. I probably deserved everything I got from her and honestly I miss her.. pretty pathetic right?

21: Is anyone else in the room with you? No

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? Nope

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? Yes.. Yes I was..

24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Yeah... Desperately wish I could take everything back.. sometimes I think if 

25: In the past week, have you cried? Many times

26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Teal

27: Do people ever call you by your last name? No

28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? Everyone is

29: Do you have a best friend? 

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? God yes.. But I want to see her and talk to her.. But fuck I’m going to cry..

31: Who was your last call/text message from? my ex

32: Are you mad at anyone? just myself

33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Kinda

34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? I believe 18 in September

35: How many more days until your birthday? Well its in April so

36: Do you have any summer plans yet? No

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Not really..

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? Kinda..

39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? Maybe

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Yes

41: Do you think age matters in relationships? Depends..

42: Are you available? Yep.. I guess

43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? Im still in high school

44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Hmm... Maybe my brow? A tiny piercing

45: Do you believe exes can be friends? I’m trying.. But it’s hard.. She’s said she’ll be here if I need her but I’m just.. I’m making it impossible..

46: Do you regret anything? Everything. Especially not killing myself sooner.

47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? I want to die.

48: Did you ever lose a best friend? Mhm.

49: Was your last kiss a mistake? Maybe..? I don’t know.. I don’t want to think it is.. But I kinda forced it.. So yea.. It was..

50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? Because she fucking hates me.

51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? Yes. She’s seen me full on break down, multiple times, and had to hold me to calm me down.

52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? I try to.. again though I’m making it impossible..

53: What was the last thing you ate? pizza

54: Did you get any compliments today? nope

55: Where are you going on your next vacation? I don’t go on vacation.. but I’m hoping to go to RTX or another con sometime.. I just don’t have the money or anyone to go with..

56: Do you own anything from other countries? I mean.. yea

57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? women

58: Where have you lived most of your life? Minnesota

59: When was the last time you took a long drive? Never

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? No.. But I should.. I just don’t get invited out and no one likes me

61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? no

62: Who do you text the most? -sigh-

63: What was the last movie you saw?

64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? I don’t have a gf

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?

66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? no

67: Do you curse around your parents? no

68: Are you happy with where you live? no

69: Picture of yourself? mmm no

70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? Open-ended relationships are fine as long as communication is used. So, for example: if I were to date someone who did open-relationships I would prefer to know if they already had bfs or gfs just to know.

71: Have you ever been dumped? All of my relationships have ended with someone leaving me for someone else.

72: What do you most like about making out?  Everything

73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? No.. Again.. People don’t like me

74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? The other person

75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? eyes

76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? my ex

77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? no - people dont like me

78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? people dont like me

79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?

80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?

81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? people dont like me

82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? no - people dont like me

83: Do you miss your last sweetie? sweetie? you mean my last gf? i mean.. yea.. i miss her a lot.. she was the first person i could look at and actually know i loved her..

84: Last time you slow danced with someone? people dont like me - i’ve never done this

85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? people don’t like me and i dont fully understand the question

86: How can I win your heart? you cant. i dont have one

87: What is your astrological sign?

88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

89: Do you cook?

90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?

91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? YES

92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?

93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?

94: Name four things that you wish you had!

95: Are you a player? people dont like me - no

96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? people dont like me

97: Are you a tease?

98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? no

99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? god i thought i was.. she made me feel so.. alive i guess? but i’m a fuck up and i ruined everything and it doesn’t matter anymore.

100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? people don’t like me

101: Hugs or Kisses? both

102: Are you too shy to ask someone out? yes

103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? 

104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? i’m weak to women calling me ‘babe’

105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? depends

106: Do you flirt a lot? no?

107: Your last kiss? 

108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? people dont like me

109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month? people dont like me

110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be? no one i guess.. not allowed to say my actual answer

111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next? no - people dont like me

112: Does someone like you currently? probably not - people dont like me

113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone? my ex

114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? i honestly dont care anymore. it doesnt matter. im always dropped for someone else.

115: Ever made out with just a friend? no

116: Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship.

117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.