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thecherrygod · 2 years

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out of everything that i thought could be triggering for me when reading, and that i usually ignore those and tho i may feel a bit bad its never enough, i never thought reading a fanfic that sorta articulates a bit more than others about strains and dislocations and similar wounds would be the kind of thing that would make me at least take a step back from reading bc it managed to lower my blood pressure

#my posts #its. man IUDGHH #i am shaking i could either cry or throw up i may be a bit pale but unsure #that kind of wound every time ive experienced one of those i feel the way im currently feeling so thats the issue siudghds #last time i thought i broke a finger.. which maybe i did but i never got it checked but it healed sorta fast but not without pain #anyway when that happened i was feeling exactly like this but with pain added IFSGIU #i want to keep reading im on chapter 12/14 but like #i at least need a moment bc jfc #ive READ STUFF WITH SIMILAR THINGS.#but.. the characters always dealt with that themselves. always were ble to manage. to push through with it #so now that a character is reacting like i do i think thats the situation dsghdsg #also ive been too anxious for the last few days so it probably adds to the situation but man siufhsg #im fine tho i think its funny but also im not sure how im doing lmao

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