favourite poems of february
brian gyamfi the almost love poem of eloise and kofi
angela jackson and all these roads be luminous: “angel”
sharon olds the promise
laura ma fossil record of a drowning carp
mahmoud darwish the butterfly’s burden: “i didn’t apologise to the well” (tr. fady joudah)
jimmy santiago baca immigrants in our own land: “immigrants in our own land”
james richardson essay on the one hand and on the other
john kinsella peripheral light: selected and new poems by john kinsella: “drowning in wheat”
twyla m. hansen the other woman
monica sok abc for refugees
sumita chakraborty most of the children who lived in this house are dead. as a child i lived here. therefore i am dead
chaelee dalton blood type personality theory
tj jarret of late, i have been thinking about despair
zubair ibrahim siddiqui sun, suna, sunaofying
sun yung shin skirt full of black: “immigrant song”
richard eberhart a dublin afternoon
louise glück aboriginal landscape
michelle cadiz oil and other drugs
hafsa zulfiqar small nightmares i dream in a foreign country
james richardson fire warnings
alberto rios not go away is my name: “immigrant centuries”
n.s. ahmed on becoming memory
andrea krause for our anniversary next year
ajanae dawkins blood-flex
ananya kanai shah my girls & i
aleda shirley the glass lotus
mahmoud darwish almond blossoms and beyond: “think of others”
robert américo esnard dendrochronology of a family tree
buy me a chai latte
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Chicago Noise (Love Letter to Steve Albini) by Jarret Keene
How many boys want to be whipped by Steve Albini’s guitar?
-Sonic Youth bassist/singer Kim Gordon
Woke up this morning, as usual, hungry for white-boy noise and black
coffee. Popped in – what else? – Big Black’s Songs About *!?king
and blasted it at full volume on the home stereo so I could feel every
drum-machine wallop in my molars, every lacerating riff against
my face, those places where noise really hits me when its good
and loud. Steve, there’s something about your band Big Black
in the morning that helps me to more effectively hate birds outside
my window as they chirp ridiculous tunes about nothing to no one,
something in the serrated edges of the song “Pavement Saw” and
the slaughterhouse fury of “Colombian Necktie” that transports me
to the Loop, jostling around inside a metal tube across an ice-cold,
urban-Midwest landscape of old, bombed-out meatpacking plants.
Like it’s a clear day in March and I’m taking it all in – the canyons
of LaSalle, the cliffs of Michigan Avenue, the public artworks –
and there’s this satanic chainsaw behind my ears, eager to sink
its teeth into my skull, turning my lights out and then everyone
else’s. This noise is dirty and yet so pure that I can’t help feeling
even more comfortable in my alienation, even happier in hostile
territory. I imagine myself lying down like a lamb at the paws
of a lion guarding the stairs of the Art Institute. I picture myself
walking into a Wicker Park record shop (a real record shop that
actually sells, you know, vinyl) and asking the skinny, unfriendly
employees there if they might sell me another Big Black LP. And
when they scowl at me with an expression that says “Why don’t
you already own that record, poser?” all I can say to my fellow rock
snobs is leave me alone, because I’m armed and dangerous,
and about to vaporize Cloud Gate in Millenium Park, to rip
the girders from Calder’s red-orange flamingo-looking thing perched
in front of the Federal Center with my incisors before flame-broiling it
oh-so-slowly with an acetylene torch until the steel is tender enough
to eat with a plastic spork, to challenge the next thrash band
to play the Double Door to a demolition derby-style mosh pit
involving broken beer bottles and our bare chests and bags of salt.
And if anyone asks about the point of this tsunami of sucking nihilism,
this whole tortured carnival ride, let me say that it’s my chance to
ignore the terrifying silence at the end of this caffeinated daydream.
Anyhow, Steve, just thought I’d write you a quick letter letting you
know how much your anti-corporate band gets me dreaming
of Chicago and prepares me for another gray and greasy day
of corporate enslavement, chained to my cubicle, hoping for a
moment to shut down my computer and loosen my tie, straining
to hear a measure, the merest note, of the sweet music of birds.
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