#jobless graduate

[c4nonball]

Asking someone whom you barely know for an internship is so debasing!!!!!!!

[missing-aches]

"Don't you know I'm a savage?"

Genshin Impact x Aespa: Hallucination Quest Kujo Sara : Winter A lil crossover/photostudy for fun. Reference Photo Do not repost!

[merrikitten]

it’s me. . The girl who doesn’t do anything

[gramarye]

it fits his character perfectly but i do love that judai is a protagonist that never won any competitions except for the Divorce Tournament. like okay man cool CV

[kimmkitsuragi]

it IS normal to take a few months long break after graduating right . right. or should i start panicking

[theysherobinbuckley]

maybe when I'm unemployed I'll get back to writing fic

[leemarkies]

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[ynwa-chiesa]

Genuinely cannot fathom that i have 2/5 finals next fucking week im lowkey doing fine but like what is going on.

[stillthesunkenstars]

adhd the most painful disease ever everyday I'm in agony for 20 years

[woodsy-hoe]

jealous of 2016 and younger me because she was living her best life and didn’t even know it lol

[incorrectchainsawman]

idk if you did the bagels and the souls of the innocents meme with Yoshida, Asa and Yoru, and im too shy to sumbit it. (and idk if the ask mode (still) breaks the spaces when you press enter to separate)

i haven't posted anything from part 2 and for like a couple months now

submit it!!

[freshgraduate]

A Blog For Me

I'm starting this blog because I'm honestly not doing entirely well. About three months ago, I graduated with Honours after four years at Drama school. It was, frankly, a harrowing and chaotic time, but there was always something to do: scenes to be rehearsed, self tapes to film, movies to review. Even when I didn't want to be doing half the stuff I had to get done in order to pass, I knew deep down that being told what to do was good. It was a 9-5, Monday- Friday, full commitment type of thing. No time for a job. No time for non-actor friends. Four years of all-out hustle. And then it sort of just ended. I'm yet to pick up that little paper that says I've done it (graduation ceremony is next month), but for all intents and purposes, it is done. By the end of the whole thing, I was just fed up. I wanted to be done with uni and be getting on with my life, figuring out who I am and who I was away from homework and constant assignments.

Turns out, I am very unfunctional. I am no longer forced to be somewhere every day, and so I stay in bed. I have no real work experience, so I fear the real world. Anyone who isn't forced to see me every day anymore chooses not to. I am chronically friendless. Oh, and I graduated AGENTLESS!! It's a classic actor's story- study all through drama school, and leave with nothing to show for it. Deadbeat, some would say. So why blog? Well, for one (if it isn't clear enough), I am lonely and I figure typing into the void at the hopes of someone hearing me out might be a tad therapeutic. Also, I used to love this whole tumblr thing when I was 15 and now that I'm 21, I figure there was probably something in that. Finally, I'm kind of praying that there's someone else out there like me- lonely and quite afraid- who can maybe hold my hand and possibly even advise me through this whole thing.

A fair warning: this blog won't be pleasant. It's sort of a final plea. I am a very depressed and negative person these days, which I'm desperate to change. It might get dark here and there. Not to worry! I will tag appropriately!

But, you know, I've done a lot of googling: 'How do I love my life?', 'What is my purpose? (quiz)', 'Should I just pack everything and go?' That kind of stuff. And google doesn't really know either. So. Blog. I'm trying a blog.

Currently my days consist of a good 2 hours trying to figure out how I'm going to get out of bed, doing a 20- 40 minute yoga session after breakfast, showering, and gaming until the day is over. I live with my parents, but it's clear that if I don't get my shit together, they might start thinking about kicking me out. I want to get a job, but every time I think about writing a resume I get scared and chicken out. I'm an actor and a writer, but I'm terrified of putting myself out there because I don't think I'm good enough. All my fellow graduates are 'doing the thing'. Have agents, making films, etc. Successful. I am the failure of the year. I'm considering giving up. Even though I haven't even really tried yet. Pathetic, I know.

Tonight the dream is to get a job, save my money, and volunteer on a farm in Italy early next year. Travel alone. Idk. If I don't feel like I have anything going for me, then there's no harm in running off for a little while. Tomorrow, I will think about the dreaded resume and never end up writing it. This is the pattern of my life.

Expect an update in a few days, or maybe a week, when something or nothing changes. I turn 22 next week.

TLDR: I am a depressed post-grad with nothing going for me. I'm trying to figure out what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I want to be happy. This blog will document my journey.

[if-you-fan-a-fire]

"VAINE DEMARCHE DES DIPLOMES SANS EMPLOIE," Le Petit Journal. July 9, 1933. Page 21. --- En toque et en toge, un groupe de diplômés sans emploi s'est présenté à la Maison Blanche, à Washington, pour réclamer du travail. En fait d'ouvrage, M. Louis M. Howe, secrétaire du président Roosevelt, leur a fait un discours paternel, mais ferme. Les manifestants repartirent, chômeurs comme devant.

[kenjacku]

wish there was a place where I could go and get my brain oiled

[kimmkitsuragi]

should i go see the spiderverse movie again with my friend who i talk to almost daily but havent seen face to face since covid 🤔

[discountdyke]

last semester was stressful bc i was taking 2 theory classes at once (scheduling issues) but im truly just coasting at this point. im taking like 2 actual classes only one of which has any real coursework and that coursework is doing discussion boards once a week and a short essay here and there