#jongup x you

[multifandomslxt]

BLACK ROSES Pt.4

Pairing: Mafia!Lee Jeno x Florist!Reader

Trope: Grumpy x sunshine

Genre: Dark Mafia Romance

Word count: 1.7k

Synopsis:

Lee Jeno is a dangerous man. From going on k!lling sprees for fun to torturing and k!lling his own father. He does it all. In short Lee Jeno is the devil.

Y/N is a florist. She's as pure as they come. Nothing exciting ever happens in her life and she’s okay with that. In short Y/N is an angel.

He was bad and she was good. They were complete opposites.

…Or so they thought

Get your tissues for this one. It's gonna be one hell of a ride

Warnings for this chapter: mentions of blood, torture, bodily harm, scars etc. Jeno is obsessed.

*((((A/N: words in bold are her conscience and words spoken in Korean are in italics ))))*

FLOWER OF THE DAY: The Tiger lily represents confidence and not arrogance or vanity, and this is why the flower was often associated with nobility in times past. In Buddhism, tiger lilies are symbolic of the virtues of mercy and compassion.

“Miss, it now time for dinner. Master Jeno will not be joining us again this evening” Jieun said as she peeked her head through my bedroom door.

I waved my hand at her in dismissal before looking over at the digital clock on the nightstand.

‘6:00 PM’ it said.

Of course. I had been eating dinner at 6pm for the past three weeks. Without Jeno.

This is his house, but he’s never here. The last time I saw him was when we had our argument in his office.

And he licked your tears.

Which led to me awkwardly running out the door with tears still streaming down my face.

I got lost not even five minutes after that and had to get another maid to help me back to my room.

Ever since then ‘Master Jeno’ was nowhere to be seen.

Sighing I got up off the bed, not bothering to change out of the oversized t-shirt I was given (with no shorts) and made my way downstairs for dinner.

The minute I stepped into the dining room, the smell of Beef practically assaulted my nose causing my mouth to salivate and my stomach rumble.

I made my way to the same chair I’ve been sitting on for these three weeks waiting on Jongup to bring the food.

Jeno not being here allowed me to get to know the staff a little better so we were on good terms. Ironically the only worker here who didn’t warm up to me was Jieun. Although, I kind of got the vibe that she didn’t like me from the get-go.

The dining room was probably the most beautiful place - next to the kitchen of course – in this hell hole.

With marble floors and an oval table surrounded by velvet chairs, I fell in love with it immediately.

The chandelier hanging directly over the table only added to the beauty of the room.

“Y/n, I made wagyu is that okay?” the sweet voice of Jongup spoke behind me.

Turning around, I smiled when I met his wide eyes. The poor guy was traumatized from Jeno’s temper. He was a few years younger than me and recently just graduated high school. He worked here because his family Has been working for Jeno’s for a while.

“That’s fine Jongup. Bring it here and come eat with me.” I spoke. Although it took some serious convincing, he had been eating with me for the past two weeks.

I watched as he walked to wards the table setting the platter of meet down before turning to me with apologetic eyes.

“What’s wrong sweetheart?” I asked concerned.

“I’m afraid I can’t eat with you tonight. Master Jeno will be coming soon, and it would get me in trouble.” He said solemnly.

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion “I thought Jeno wasn’t joining us today”.

“I changed my mind.” An all too familiar voice spoke.

Judging from the way Jongup stiffed and practically ran away, I knew Jeno was back.

From God knows where.

The sound of his shoes meeting the tiles echoed throughout the room.

Great, now because of him my second favourite room in this house has now been placed on the bottom of the list.

He came to a halt directly behind my chair and leaned down inhaling my scent.

” It’s good manners to greet other when you see them Y/n”. His hot breath touched my ear.

He smelt like cigarettes and aftershave. Ew.

Yum.

“You saw me in here first, so you are the one who should greet me” I spat out.

He stood up straight and chuckled.

It happened all too quickly.

 One second I was facing the able and the next, I was facing him.

He fucking spun the chair around.

This fucking bitch.

He used his hands to cage me. One arm on each side of the chair.

He peered down at me with a dark look in his eyes “I’ve missed you and your fucking mouth.”

His eyes started to tail down my body before stopping at my legs.

His body jolted as if something shocked him. “Flower, is this how you’ve been coming downstairs foe the past weeks?”

I stared at him in a daze. I finally got a good look at him after these three weeks and he looked the same. Except for the very obvious blood stains on his white button up and black slacks.

Suddenly he grabbed my arms and pulled me up and into him. “Answer the question baby I hate repeating myself I’m only doing this because it’s you. Is this how you’ve been dressing since I left?”

 “Yes” the only word I could get out before I was being dragged up the stairs.

I tried to pull my hands out of his grip but to no avail.

“Jeno let me go”.

“Shut up. How fucking dare, you let anybody else see what I’ve only dreamt about. You’re going to change into proper clothes. Now.” He grumbled out.

When we made it to the top of the stairs, he dropped my hands and continued walking.

Stupidly, I followed him.

Eventually he stopped at a door I didn’t recognize.

“This is my room. Until I have time to take you shopping you will wear my clothes. This is how I’ll mark you. With my clothes my scent and soon my very being.”  He said with his back turned to me.

Not long after he opened the door and we stepped into his room.

It was bare of any pictures and colour.

Just a King-sized bed in the middle. A dresser in the far left pf the room a tv on the wall and two doors one of which must be his bathroom and the other his closet.

“How fitting” I mumbled

He turned to me and raised his eyebrows as if to ask me what I mean.

“You’re a soulless prick. So, it makes sense your room looks like none lives here.” I explained.

He let out a breathy chuckle and then smirked “That mouth of yours is going to get you in serious trouble Flower. Be careful.”

Shaking his head, he walked over to one of the doors I had seen earlier.

He opened it to reveal his closet.

“Go ch-“ before he could finish his sentence his phone started ringing,

He clenched his jaw in annoyance and mumbled “I told these fuckers not to call me”.

Taking his phone out his pocket he accepted the call and brought it to his ear.

“Speak.” He said into the phone.

He pointed at me then the closet and stepped out leaving no room for argument.

Signing I stepped into the huge closet (that I’m pretty sure could be used as a bedroom) and started to strip. Not before looking to see if Jeno was watching.

You would want him to.

Shaking my head at my silly thoughts I picked out a random shirt and sweatpants.

All was well until I caught the sight of my bare back in the mirror.

The marks bringing back painful memories I prayed to forget.

I hated looking at them.

They made me feel weak.

Nonetheless, I couldn’t help but stare at them.

They were cigarette burns.

‘You can’t ever leave me Dove; I’ll always find you.’

I sucked in a sharp breath trying to pry my mind away from such memories. I turned away from the mirror trying  to finish the task at hand.

I was about to unclasp my bra when I heard his voice.

“What is that?” Jeno barked out.

My body jolted in shock as he spoke.

Nervously I looked around the room avoiding his eye contact “W-what?”

He grunted and quickly stalked towards me.

He gripped my waist and pulled me into him, he was searching my face for something

“Someone hurt you flower, tell me who.”

I felt his hands running down the middle of my back

I tensed in response to his touch.

Suddenly, he turned me around so I was now facing the mirror and my back was turned to him.

I feel exposed.

I hate it.

I feel vulnerable.

I really, really hate it.

"Who did this to you?" He asked quietly, his eyes scanning my back.

"None of your goddamn business" I fumed. I was embarrassed. He shouldn't have seen that.

"Flower, I'm sure you've gathered by now that I have very little patience." He said sharply.

"Who did this to you?" he continued. His eyes were still scanning my back, now with a dangerous glint.

I shut my eyes tightly contemplating whether or not I should tell him something so painful.

Tell him. He'll protect you...he has to.

I swallowed thickly, still unsure if I was going to do this or not.

"It was..."

I breathed out. I felt nauseous.

“It was my brother”.

Words I never thought would fall out of my mouth eventually did.

His hands had moved from my back and were now gripping my shoulders tightly.

Through the reflection I the mirror I could see that his jaw was clenched, and his eyes were dripping with murderous intent.

“Why?” he asked, with a a slight rasp to his voice.

“I’m not ready to share that” I said shakily.

I felt too open now. It was uncomfortable.

He inhaled deeply and started to caress my shoulder with his thumbs.

“I can kill him for you flower. I don’t know what he has done but he put you in danger and for that ill carve his skin off his body and watch his raw flesh rot. Anything you want I’ll do it for you”.

I sucked in a breath at how dark Jeno sounded. Something n me told me he wasn’t bluffing.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea. That would make me just as bad as him”

Abruptly, he turned me around to face him “Nothing could taint you, baby. I would kill him myself and If I got caught I would take the fall a thousand times over and over. I would kill for you. You deserve that.”

[hoforwonho]

And this is besides Lovelyz & Wonho because you're getting those whether you like it or not & you should know that by now

[jongupfics]

Jongup x reader. Skydive AU

[daebakinc]

Cyborg

Pairing: Zelo x Reader (G) Prompt: Cyborg/Android Word Count: 1.5K

~Admin V

             It had been over a week since you first woke up in the cyborg unit. Once you were stable, you learned that a truck ran a light while you were at the crosswalk. After running you over, your leg got stuck in an axel and you were dragged a bit before the truck stopped. The leg was obliterated. When they brought you to Dr. Choi, he was able to cleanly remove it and replace it with the robotic prosthetic.

             You sat in a wheelchair, looking out the window in the physical therapy room. Your therapist, Jongup, had moved two ballet bars for you to use as railings while you walked along them. You didn’t want to. You didn’t want to do it today, and you hadn’t wanted to do it the last three days. Despite Jongup’s encouragement and cheers, you ignored him and continued looking out the window.

             A sigh of relief escaped when he finally left you alone in the room. It was crazy to you that the doctors wouldn’t give you time to process and grieve your loss. They expected you to try and use your new “leg” right away.

             The reprieve was short lived as Dr. Choi came into the room. He walked toward your chair and knelt down in front of you. “Jongup tells me you won’t do the exercises again.”

             With a non-committal grunt, you continued to look out the window. He called your name but you refused to look at him. “You have to use your leg. You need to walk on it, and bend down with it. All the other things you would normally do before your accident.”

             “That’s just it, isn’t it?” Your glare was icy as you turned to him. “It’s not my leg. I could do all the things you want me to do before the accident. I don’t want to do them now. Why can’t you just leave me alone?”

             The fact that he smiled widely made you angrier. “I’m not gonna just let you wallow in self-pity. You’re absolutely right; what happened to you is unfair and you didn’t deserve to have it happen. But it did happen. I know that’s hard to accept, but it happened and you can’t change that.”

             Turning away from him, looking back out the window was easier than to admit he was right.

           “I know you want to be left alone in your pity party, but unfortunately, your new leg doesn’t have that kind of time.”

             “What makes you think I even want this stupid thing?”

             “So you would like to remain in a wheelchair the rest of your life instead of walking and being mobile on your own?”

             “I want to be fully human!” You gestured at your leg. “This makes me a freak! You don’t think people will just ignore a big robot leg, do you?”

             “It won’t always look like that. Once you complete therapy and it moves in sync with you, we’ll confirm there are no problems and cover it with a very realistic silicon. It will look just like your other leg. Soon you’ll forget it’s even metal.”

             “Like you’d know,” muttered from your lips.

             He stood up then and unbuttoned the collar of his shirt. Looking up at him, he revealed a scar on his neck. Then he removed his lab coat and lifted the back of his shirt. There was a long scar from what you could see going alongside his spinal column. Dr. Choi turned back to you. “You’re not the only one who’s not fully human.”

             Your mouth dropped. There were no words. All you could do was stare.

             His smile this time was sheepish. “Before my accident, I used to be a B-boy.”

             Still in shock, you spoke without thinking. “But you’re so tall.”

             That made him chuckle. “Yeah, it was part of the problem. I tried to do a backflip I wasn’t prepared for and landed wrong. Technically, my neck was broken and my spine was damaged. I would be paralyzed without the robotic parts that I have now.”

             You were still at a loss for words. He bent down to your level again. “You can do this. I know, because I did. Your new leg is attached to your nerve endings. When you move it, it’s going to move just like your other one did. It will build muscle memory and act just like a normal human leg. But right now, by not moving it, it’s building the memory of a statue, and that’s how it will act.”

             His words were understood. The stubborn part of you still didn’t want to give in, but it did seem like this was your shot at having your life as normal as it had always been.

             Seeing your deliberation, Dr. Choi beamed once more. “I’ll make you a deal; you try walking, and I will show you some of my B-boy moves.”

             Your mouth dropped. “You still do them?”

             He wiggled his eyebrows. “I rap, too.”

             “Is Dr. Choi your stage name?”

             Chuckling, he shook his head. “That would be Zelo.”

             “Zelo. Dr. Zelo. I think if I’m doing this, I should get the full show of rapping and B-boying.”

             He rubbed his chin, pretending to consider the bargain. “I don’t know. You haven’t been a very good patient so far. Jongup is the cheeriest person in this place, and you made him frown.”

             “How cheerful were you after your accident? Do you want me to use the leg or not?”

             His smile was back. “Okay then. You walk down the bars; I’ll rap and dance for you. Deal?” His hand stretched out to you.

             You accepted it and shook. “Deal.”

             He was ready to help you to stand, but you motioned for him to stop. “Will it hurt?”

             Zelo knelt down again. “It won’t hurt, but it won’t feel comfortable. The leg is trying to learn how it’s supposed to function, so it’s going to be a little stiff and hard to move at first. Once it receives signals from the nerve endings, and you move it, it will get easier and feel more comfortable.”

             You nodded and mumbled an “okay.”

             His hand rested on top of yours as he looked into your eyes. “You can do this. I’m gonna be here all the way.”

             Nodding again, you allowed Zelo to help you up from the wheelchair and hobble over to the ballet bars. Once you were situated, he moved to the opposite end. “Whenever you’re ready. Take your time.”

             He wasn’t joking when he said it would be uncomfortable. The leg wasn’t any heavier than your human leg was, but because it was new, it felt like dead weight. Your nerve endings tingled as you attempted to move it. You could only move it an inch, and you were sweating from just that much.

             “You’re doing good! Don’t worry about how far it moves. Take as small of a step as you need. You can build up to longer strides.”

             Squeezing the bars for support, you moved your good leg then tried your robotic leg again. A gasp sounded when the nerve endings tingled again. It felt like electricity. It continued like this until you were out of breath and at the end of the bars. Zelo had grabbed your wheel chair and had it ready for you. You were thankful as he helped you into it.

            “That was good! You did really well.”

            Still breathless, you lifted your shirt to wipe sweat of your forehead.

            “So which do you want first, rapping or dancing?”

            Your eyebrow lifted. “You can’t do both at once?”

            A smug smirk appeared. “Oh, I can. But you’re only getting one now. I’ll do the other when you make it back down the bars.”

            “What?” Your mouth dropped.

            “Like I said, time is of the essence, and you didn’t want to use it the first few days. We can’t stop now.” Zelo chuckled as you groaned. “It will be easier this time. Your leg has some input from the nerve endings sending messages to move. It has a better idea of how to function.”

            You did nothing but glare at him. It only made him beam brighter.

            “I’m still here to help you. Us cyborgs gotta stick together.”

            If looks could kill . . . “I’m gonna use my cyborg leg to kick your cyborg ass.”

            His smile never faltered. “That’s the spirit! Gotta walk the row again if that’s ever gonna happen.” When you ignored him, he started shaking his shoulders and shimmying. “What’s it gonna be?”

            It was hard not to smile at this ridiculously tall doctor dancing like a fool before you. Pride still in tow, you gave him a solemn look. “I will walk it again, but I want both the rapping and dancing together when I make it to the end.”

            “Alright!” He raised his hand for a high-five. When you refused to meet him, he lifted your hand and slapped it against his, making you grin again. “Let’s get this robo-show on the road!”

[nightworldkrp]

Are you looking for more master or mistress or slave characters? And who would you like to see?

Our current list is: 24 pets (avoiding triggering a shadowban) 16 Male 8 Female

21 Masters 14 Masters 7 Mistresses Wanted Males: 2PM Taecyeon Astro Cha Eun Woo BAP Jongup, Zelo, Youngjae, and Daehyun EXO D.O. Ikon Bobby KARD BM Monster X I.M, Shownu, Minhyuk, Jooheon NCT Doyoung, WinWin, Hendery, Jungwoo, Shotaro SF9 Chani TXT Soobin, Choi Soobin Soloist Kang Daniel Actor Seo Kang Joon, Lee Jong Suk, Lee Soo Hyuk Wanted Females: 9Muses Moon Hyuna, Hyemi AOA Seolhyun CLC Yeeun EXID Hani, L.E Izone Eunbi KARD Somin, Jiwoo Kep1er Yujin Mamamoo Hwasa Red Velvet Yeri Sistar Hyolyn, Bora SNSD Sunny, Yuri, Hyoyeon, Tiffany Twice Tzuyu, Chaeyoung, Momo, Nayeon, Mina, Jihyo, Jeongyeon, Dahyun Soloist IU, Boa, Sunmi, Jessi Actress Lee Sungkyung, Lee Dahee

[eximalz]

50 PERSONAL KPOP QUESTIONS

stole it from @instantnochu 🤍

The first song that got you into kpop?

- call me baby by EXO.

The first band you starting staning in kpop?

- EXO

Your first bias?

- first Sehun, then I chanced to Chanyeol

Your first bias wrecker?

- Xiumin

Your favorite boy group?

- B.A.P, HOTSHOT, Omega X and TAN.

Your favorite girl group?

- Le Sserafim

Your ultimate bias?

- Moon Jongup 🖤

The main fandom your apart of?

- Babyz!!

Your ultimate band?

- N.flying

Your favorite era of your ultimate band?

- Hot Potato

Your opinion, black haired idols or dyed hair?

- Yes, both please

Aegyo master girls?

- Hyuna😍

Aegyo master boys?

- Jooheon

Your favorite maknae

- Zelo, Jiseong, Yechan and Hojung ofc ;;

Your ‘child’ group?

- I don’y think I have one

The group you could see yourself becoming best friends with?

- HAHAHA, BTOB!!!

Your favorite kpop song boys?

- I am mostly an upbeat-fan, but my faves are still the songs: don’t leave by Block B, Sick by A.C.E, Day6’s I need somebody

Your favorite kpop song girls?

- LUNA, with Madonna

Are you more into girl groups or boy groups?

- Boys, I’m afraid 😂

Favorite kpop girl dance?

- HYO- punk right now

Favorite kpop boy dance?

- Skydive by B.A.P

If you were stuck in a horror movie you’d want which group with you?

- Btob maybe, they would have maketh that movie more hillarious than scary

Favorite fandom glow stick?

- I need to stick with my babyz here, the green bunny is a HIT!!!

Favorite fandom name?

- the fandom of Pentagon have such a wonderful name: Universe

Visual king?

- My visual king is Leedo, god that man!!

Visual queen?

- it’s so many visuals queens, but the first thing that comes to mind is Yeji

Dance queen?

- Hwasa

Dance king?

- Jongup and Junghoon

Rap king?

- Zuho and Namjoon

Rap queen?

- Jessi and Youngji

A group you’d really like to get into?

- VAV maybe?

Your favorite ship?

- I am so bad at these, rooting for everyone that likes it

Your favorite intergroup friendship?

- when B.A.P still was a group, with Btob<3

Ballads or upbeat songs?

- upbeat!!!

Have you ever met any of your idols?

- Nope, only MONSTA X and Momoland

Do you prefer cute themes or sexy themes?

- Sexy themes for the win

How long have you been a kpop fan?

- Since october 2015

Your favorite comeback song?

- Btob with outsider

Do you have any kpop company you tend to prefer?

- the kind ones

Barefaced idols or make up?

- both is beautiful

Is you bias list as out of control as mine?

- YOU BET 😰😰😰😰😰😰

How many groups do you actually keep tabs on?

- 4 groups, but only one of them is still going…(rip me)

Your current favorite kpop song?

- The Wild Idol - Last Chance

First kpop dance you’ve attempted to learn?

- Call me baby by EXO (big mistanke to begin with, that was hard)

When I hear kpop songs in public I....?

- sing with it

If I knew someone irl who had the same bias as me I would...?

- try to vibe more with them through kpop, maybe new friends?

Kpop idol I would most like to meet?

- Yongguk

Kpop idol who is like a role model to me?

- I have four: Yongguk, RM, Ravn and Zuho

Favorite kpop lyrics?

- only kidding: (omega x - luv em)

If I had a whole day with my bias I would....”

- talking about music all day while doing fun stuff I know they like.

[bapdaydreams]

Jongup: Dance

Summary: You visit Jongup at the dance studio.

A/N: Hi! So this is really short and I hope you enjoy Anon.

You were getting ready to go visit Jongup at practice. You put up some comfy clothes before going to McDonalds to grab some drinks, burgers and fries for both you and Jongup. You knew he would be excited to see the food at least.

Before you know it you are at the dance studio. You slowly walk into the building and look through the glass door to find the one Jongup was in.

Just your luck, he was in the last practice room in the long corridor. You watch him through the glass door for a few minutes.

He was in a t-shirt and some comfortable pants, covered in a thin layer of sweat as he moved around the room in ease. He looked graceful as he danced without a care in the world.

He looked beautiful.

You snap out of your thoughts and then slowly enter the practice room, quietly so you don’t distract him. You then stand at the back of the room until he finishes the choreography he was doing and then he turns around to greet you with a bright smile.

“Hey!” he says happily and you smile back.

“Hey, yourself”, you say as you walk towards him.

The smile is still on his face as you walk towards him. His hands automatically wrap around your hips. He gives you a quick kiss and you cringe a little as he was still sweating.

He laughs as he sees you move away a little. Then he leans in and gives you more quick kisses on your cheek.

“Oh, stop it!” you say and wipe your face and Jongup continues to laugh at you.

You can’t help but laugh too.

“Stop now or no McDonalds”, you say and he stops.

You laugh again and push away from him and he lets you go. You then lift the bag of McDonalds bag and his smile gets wider.

“I knew that would get your attention”, you say and he just nods.

“I hope you are hungry”, you say.

“Always when it comes to McDonalds”, he says and you laugh.

The two of you walk towards the sofa at the back of the room and both of you get comfortable. He looks like an excited kid as you had him the food and you watch him eat just as excitedly.

“What?” he asks with a mouthful of food and you laugh again.

“Nothing, just eat”, you say and he just shrugs and continues to eat.

[rscenarios]

Jongup - Father and Son

Anon request for when Jongup spends the day taking care of your son! I really love the idea of BAP a fathers oh my gosh. They will be adorable parents some day. I hope you guys enjoy!

- Admin Em

Warnings: none, mildly cheesy fluff

“Joonshin, it's time for breakfast,” you yawn as you finish up the meal you’d prepared.

“No!” The four year old protests, crossing his arms as he pouts. “Not without Appa!”

You give a small smile at your son’s dedication to his father, but you're overly tired today and were about to repeat yourself for the literally the tenth time. You move to the living room where Joonshin sat with his toys and kneel down. “Appa has been working very hard recently,” you say softly, running your fingers through his hair. “We should let him rest as long as he needs, and that may be a very long time. He wouldn't want you to get hungry.”

“I’m not hungry.”

“How about you at least eat a little bit of fruit before Appa wakes up? Will you do that?”

Your son is silent, his tiny face scrunched in concentration as he thinks about it. “Banana.”

You kiss the top of his head before getting the banana off the shelf for him. “Thank you Umma,” he smiles.

“You're welcome sweetie. Do you want to watch cartoons?” You ask, yawning as you do.

Your answer is an enthusiastic nod as you settle down on the couch. Joonshin stays in his spot on the floor, eating the banana as his eyes fixate onto the screen. You chuckle to yourself, thinking about how Jongup was the same way about cartoons sometimes. Your husband is still a child at heart after all.

Your mind began to wander and soon you drifted off. Thankfully Joonshin was too absorbed into the show to get into trouble in the ten minutes of time before Jongup woke up. It was only when Joonshin heard the bedroom door open that he looked away from the TV.

A smile spread across the child’s face as he leapt up and ran to attack his father in a hug. Jongup was quick to squat down so he could hold his son close. “Good morning, I missed you.”

“I missed you too Appa. Umma wanted to have breakfast without you! I said no but had to eat fruit,” Joonshin pulled away enough to show off his banana peel still in hand.

“You are too sweet,” Jongup praises. “Umma must have thought I would sleep longer. Sometimes Appa can sleep for a long, long time.”

“But now Umma is sleeping,” Joonshin gives a small pout as he points to you on the couch.

Jongup glances over, his smile growing at how cute you look. He knows you have to be exhausted to sleep sitting up. He’s immediately torn between letting you sleep more and waking you for breakfast. He can smell the meal you made and he’s sure you wouldn't want your son to be without breakfast much longer.

“Throw away your banana peel and then sit at the table please. I’ll wake her up,” Jongup says as he stands up. Obediently, Joonshin rushes to do as told as Jongup makes his way toward you. He leans over, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Wake up beautiful.”

Slowly your eyes open. “Jongup?” The realization that you must have fallen asleep comes to you and immediately a fear forms in you. “Joon-”

“Sh, he’s okay. Nothing happened,” your husband comforts you quickly, knowing exactly what was going through your mind. Sometimes you forget how well Jongup knows you. “He was just watching TV. Now he’s waiting for breakfast.”

“Oh. Okay,” you breath in relief. “I don't know what happened. One minute I was awake. The next I wasn't,” you sigh as you get up.

“You work hard. You just need rest,” is all Jongup says before his attention goes to your son. “What do you want to drink?”

“Orange juice!”

“What do you say?”

“Please,” Joonshin adds, making Jongup give an adoring smile.

You heat the food back up as Jongup gets the drinks. Soon the three of you eat together as Joonshin tells Jongup some stories about what he missed during the latest promotions.

“Sounds like I missed a lot of fun,” Jongup comments before he gets an idea. “How about after showers you and I go do something fun?”

“Can we?!” Joonshin’s eyes go wide.

“If it's okay with Umma.”

“Of course,” you smile. No matter how much you saw Jongup tend to Joonshin, or how excited Joonshin got about more time with you or Jongup, your heart swelled happily. “But don't rush breakfast,” you add as Joonshin starts eating faster.

Even at a normal eating pace, it doesn't take him long to finish. “Go wash up,” Jongup tells him while grabbing the dishes for you. Once Joonshin is gone and the dishes are in the sink Jongup wraps his arms around you. “I’m sorry if I woke you when I got back last night.”

“You didn't. I actually slept really well last night so I’m not sure why I’m so tired. Must be the lack of sleep catching up,” you admit, leaning into his embrace. “I’m glad you're home again. Felt like more than a month since the world tour let you have a break.”

“I’m glad to be home too. It'll be a while before our next world tour. We all agreed we don't want to be away from our families that much. I’m glad I can help out again.”

“You do plenty when you're home.”

“Sometimes it doesn't feel like it,’ Jongup admits. “But today I will take care of everything so you can rest. Unless you want to come with us.”

“I think a father-son day would be great for the two of you. We can all do something another time,” you say just before Joonshin rushes to the two of you.

“You can wash up now Appa!”

“Okay, I’ll be quick,” Jongup promises, kissing your cheek before he goes. While he showers you settle on the floor to use some of Joonshin’s toys for a Pokemon battle.

“I win! I win!” your son cheers as the imaginary battle concludes. Jongup walks into the living room just as the victory dance begins.

“Are you ready to go, Pokemon master?” Jongup asks after a moment of watching the scene.

Joonshin nods eagerly before throwing his arms around you. “Bye bye Umma.”

“Have fun and behave,” you tell him as you give him a gentle squeeze. You stand and kiss Jongup. “That goes for you too,” you muse when the kiss ends.

“Of course. Get lots of rest. We’ll be home around five unless he gets tired,” your husband promises before taking his son’s hand. Once the two of them are outside the house Jongup asks, “What do you want to do today?”

“Can we go to the museum?” Joonshin asks eagerly.

“Anything you want,” Jongup smiles as he leads Joonshin to the car, making sure he’s secure in his booster seat.

The drive doesn't take long with Joonshin occasionally singing parts of the songs or watching the world go by. Once he sees the museum he begins bouncing in his seat while Jongup finds parking, which thankfully doesn't take too long.

The two walk hand and hand toward the building. “What do you want to see first?” Jongup asks.

“The dinosaurs!” The boy cheers, immediately leading Jongup in that direction. Jongup gives an amused chuckle, surprised his son could remember the way as he allowing himself to be dragged passed the other exhibits until the two stood before the skeleton of a Brontosaurus. Joonshin stares up in awe while Jongup reads a few facts about the dinosaur. This is repeated at each set of bones.

“Do you want to go see the ones outside?” Jongup asks, referring to some of the model figures in the outdoor area.

Joonshin nods, allowing Jongup to lead the way. Last time the family visited the museum it had been too cold to go outside so he didn’t know the way. The two stop to look at a few other exhibits as they go. They watch some robots dance to a compilation of various pop songs, which Joonshin also danced to. Jongup was sure to take a video.

They interact and talk about what they see until they reach the dinosaur models outside. A tiny gasp leaves the child as he looks at the T-Rex. “Do you want a photo with it?” Jongup asks

“Okay,” Joonshin smiles, standing in front of the fake beast. Jongup takes the photo before Joonshin asks, “Can I do a funny one?”

When Jongup nods and his son makes a face to look like he’s screaming. He rushes to look at the picture when Jongup lowers the phone.

“Can we take a fun one together?”

Jongup looks around, spotting a bystander nearby. He politely asks for a photo and the stranger agrees. Joonshin is in Jongup’s arms as the two pretend to scream and run away. “Can you say thank you?”

“Thank you sir,” Joonshin smiles as Jongup’s phone is returned to him. The two grin at the photo and Jongup makes it his background, leaving the family picture of the three of you as his lock screen.

Satisfied with the mini-photo session, the two move on. Playing and looking at as much as they can, taking bathroom breaks as needed until their stomachs growl, demanding food. They find a small food area and both get a hot dog and chocolate milk. A silence falls over them as they eat, but as they sit to rest and let the food settle Joonshin starts to chatter about what they’ve seen.

“Do you want to see the space stuff?”

“Please,” Joonshin says as Jongup disposes of their trash. They head to that area, and Joonshin sits down in a model rocket so Jongup snaps a photo. Jongup tells Joonshin about the plants as they look at a large photo on the wall.

“Where is your planet Appa?”

“What?” Jongup blinks in surprise.

“Uncle Zelo told me a story about being aliens, where is your planet?”

“Oh, that was from when Appa’s group first started performing, but I don’t think we ever made photos of our planet. Maybe you could draw what it looks like some time.” Jongup always tries to encourage Joonshin to be creative, and Joonshin loved making drawings for Jongup to take with him anyway.

“Ok,” Joonshin smiles before they move on. As time goes on, Joonshin begins to move slower and he begins to rub his eyes. Checking the time, Jongup sees it’s nearing 4:30. He hadn’t realized how late it was.

“Appa, I’m tired,” Joonshin says, the energy and excitement he’d had was drained, especially without his usual nap. “Can we go?”

“Do you want a piggy-back ride to the car?” Jongup offers, already crouching down. Small arms wrap around his shoulders as legs loop through muscular arms. “Hold tight like a koala,” he reminds his son before standing.

By the time they reach the car, Joonshin’s eyes are drooping shut. Jongup sends you a message telling you he would grab some food for the three of you on his way home. That done, Jongup heads out, stopping at a takeout place near your home. Joonshin sleeps the entire time and only starts to wake up when he’s being carried inside.

“Where are we?”

“Home,” Jongup tells him as he shifts to set the food bags on the counter.

“Did your adventure tire you out?” you ask and get a tired nod in return.

“I’m hungry, “ your son adds.

Wordlessly you start putting the food on some plates while Jongup sets Joonshin at the table. As he starts to eat, some energy seems to return as he tells you about what he’d done earlier. Jongup shows you some of the photos, and you laugh at the one they took with the T-Rex. “My silly boys,” you muse as you eat.

“Can we watch a movie?”

“After you finish your food and put your jammies on,” you promise. You know it's likely he’ll fall asleep during the movie after such an exciting day.

“Okay Umma!”

Once Joonshin is in his pajamas he picks a movie for Jongup to put in the DVD player. Your son happily settles between you and Jongup on the couch. As usual, he asks questions or makes comments on the movie, but as time goes on he grows quieter. You feel a pressure against you and look down to confirm he’s fallen asleep.

When you look up you're met with Jongup’s classic smile. Carefully, your husband moves so he can carry Joonshin to bed. He tucks him into the blankets, kissing the top of his head before turning to see you leaning in the doorway.

Neither of you say anything as Jongup wraps an arm around your waist and leads you out of the room, closing the door slightly behind the two of you.

“Thank you for today,” you start. “You take such good care of him. Of us.”

“You know I would do anything for you both,” Jongup reminds you. You say nothing as you press your lips to his, words didn’t seem like enough. You put as much love into the kiss as possible and feel just as much in return.

[textmybias]

Surprise return texts W/ Jongup

Thanks for requesting 💕

[iwritekpopthings]

Running (Part 3)

Characters: You, Moon Jongup Genres/ Warnings: supernatural, vampire!au, cute rivalry Word Count: 1221

Year: 1666 - London

Undetected, you slipped through the dark, dusty streets of London, wrinkling your nose slightly. The city was full of humans. And something else. You had heard rumors from your friends back home; feral vampires had been roaming northern Europe and no one had been able to stop them yet. You were sure that Jongup would be trying his hand at defeating something so dangerous. He was just adventurous like that. You knew you would be able to find him here.

Throughout the warm September night you went through the various districts, starting near the Tower and heading west. Sounds of drunken fights, talking, and laughter attempted to drown out the more sinister sounds of the city. A few blocks away, you heard the distinct sound of a vampire’s scream. You rushed to the scene, following the scent of blood and fear through the dark alleyways. The area you ended up in was definitely not the best neighborhood in the city. Run-down houses and buildings lined the streets; there was hardly a light on along the whole block. Along the sidewalk there was a few wooden stakes that you came upon suddenly. They were clean, but you knew that someone had intended to use them. At approximately thirteen inches long, they were the perfect length for stabbing a vampire through the heart. 

The scent you had followed quickly faded and you lost it before you found the dead body or the killer. That meant someone had to be covering their tracks. Scents don’t just disappear that quickly. You looked around, trying to decide what to do next. Suddenly you heard a familiar voice call out your name from behind you. “Nice to see you again. What brings you to London?”

“Jongup, hey…” You folded your arms across your chest while looking the man up and down. He smelled differently. “I’m here because I had heard of some feral vampires running about. You wouldn’t happen to know anything about them, would you?” You asked , eyeing him closely.

His hands were clasped behind his back as he stood there looking you up and down as well. Jongup smiled and shrugged a little. “Nope, no clue.” He nodded to the stake in your hand. “But if I were to guess, it seems like you already plan on killing someone.”

You dropped the stake and squinted at him. “Am not.”

“No? Oh, okay.” He just kept smiling and you could not feel any more suspicious of him than you already did. You opened your mouth to reply but he turned away. “Okay, well see you later then!”

“You’re lucky I’m more interested in catching this killer than I am in catching you right now.” You called after him, hearing only his laugh in reply.

***

A little bit later the city was starting to get quiet. You sat on top of an old building, trying to see and hear as much as you could. Suddenly you heard a human scream coming from a few blocks away. You got up and launched yourself across the rooftops, running at top speed. You stopped at a bakery at the same time as Jongup slid to a stop, coming from the opposite direction. 

“Hey,” He waved a little and you nodded in acknowledgement. “How about a truce until we catch this guy?” 

“Fine, I guess.” You grumbled, hopping down to the ground. He joined you and looked in the window. You tried the door and it swung open without much resistance. The two of you shared a glance of apprehension and entered cautiously. The bakery hearth was lit, making the room stiflingly hot. Suddenly the smell of blood alerted you to something going on upstairs. 

“Let’s go.” Jongup sprinted up the stairs with you close behind. Just as you burst through the door, a vampire dropped his second victim to the ground. Without wasting any time, Jongup leapt forward, grabbing the feral vampire by the throat. You watched closely as the two fell to the ground, rolling and wrestling aggressively. However, you knew that just fighting would not incapacitate the killer. 

You looked around and reached for the door frame, ripping a strip of wood away from the wall. A stake through the heart should be enough. As you tried to find an opening, the creature launched Jongup off of him, sending him flying through the wall. You rushed in but your aim was off as the vampire moved quickly to the left. You stabbed him clear through his chest, but missed the heart.

Suddenly a screech was heard from the window. You looked up to see a female jump into the room, her eyes glowing red as blood glistened around her mouth. Taking advantage of the distraction, the male beneath you pushed you off and through the same hole in the wall that Jongup was just climbing back through. He helped you up and the four of you eyed each other. The female suddenly screamed again and lunged at you, wrestling you down the stairs. 

She had you pinned to the ground. “Get the hell off me.” You demanded, tangling your legs with hers. You twisted around each other, rolling closer and closer to the hearth. Jongup suddenly threw the male vampire at the two of you, knocking your attacker into the fire along with her dead counterpart. She screamed as the flames consumed her and broke through the back wall of the hearth. She didn’t make it far, though. Jongup tossed a stake to you and you threw it, impaling the vampire where she stood. Her flaming body fell against the next building over.

“Um, we need to get out of here.” Jongup grabbed your hand and dragged you away from the bakery. Fire was spreading quickly between the old wooden buildings. You ran with him away from the flames while you could hear the villagers wake up to the screams of their neighbors.

Eventually you made it to the Tower of London. Jongup and you climbed the outside quickly in order to get a good look at the city. Fire was spreading west at an alarming rate. You watched in silence for a while before sighing. “Alright, truce is over, right?” You stood up and grabbed onto the jacket that the male was wearing.

He got up while he rolled his eyes and smiled. “I suppose. Don’t you want to know how they did it, though?”

“It’s not really something I’m concerned with anymore.” You replied, squinting at him. He knew curiosity would get the better of you though. “But fine, how did they get away with killing so many people without leaving a trace?”

Jongup nodded and shook you off, straightening out his jacket. “There’s a new chemical on the market. Made by some native shamans in the area. It makes smells and blood stains just disappear. These two vampires sucked their victims dry and then doused them in the liquid before dumping them into the river.”

You wrinkled your nose. “So that’s why the smells vanished so fast.”

“Yep.” Jongup casually began to walk away. “Anyway, nice seeing you again. I’m sure you’ll catch me next time.” Your eyes widened and you ran after him. You were too slow and watched him fall right off the edge of the tower, disappearing into thin air. 

★☆★☆★☆

[kersenvla]

B.A.P as Astronomical Objects

Because I like B.A.P and Astronomy. And Matoki. And pretty pictures of space.

And everyone knows B.A.P stands for Best Astro-Physics right?

Yongguk as a Red Dwarf

Old and calm

Doesn’t stand out very much

Wise in way of living (uses helium wisely)

Does things their own pace

Doesn’t have a lot of mass

Himchan as a Nebula

Mom of stars

Very pretty (in all parts of the electromagnetic spectrum)

Doesn’t care about personal space

Usually liked for prettiness but actually very useful

Daehyun as a Pulsar

Very intense

If something in space could be loud, this would be it (or maybe the supernova)

Needs food to compensate for that much energy

Even more energetic with a companion

Youngjae as a Supernova

Very bright

Pretty but aggressive

Lots of energy

Done with everything (especially hydrogen)

Jongup as a Black Hole

Very mysterious

Also very attractive

Nobody knows whats going on inside

(Mostly) relatively small but buff

Zelo as a (Blue) Hypergiant

Giant but young

Rare

Lives an active life and can not stay still

The most extra of the giant stars

[junhong-ah]

Not alone [Jongup] // Halloween Mini-Series

words: 900+  • characters: • reader x jongup  • genre: spooky fluff

Welcome to the first part of my little B.A.P. Halloween-themed-series. Over the next few days I will upload a chapter per member (so 6 overall) that is somehow related to Halloween. Happy reading Halloween! Inspired by @rosegukk and her Halloween Drabbles. (Be sure to check them out!)

Summary: Your first Halloween together should be memorable. And even if you haven't planned anything out of the ordinary, a romantic-creepy evening quickly turns into a real nightmare.

Turning from one side to the other, you looked critically at your reflection in the mirror, standing in your bedroom. You've never been really good at planning your own Halloween costume, but this time you were kind of happy with it. Maybe because you and your boyfriend decided to wear costumes with masks, so you wouldn't have to work hours and hours on a creepy make-up that would only end up being creepy because you failed miserably.

So Jongup came up with the idea of dressing up as a purge-couple and you simply loved that idea. You chose an sexy white dress-costume with lots of fake blood on it, some matching high heels and with that scary mask you really looked like you wanted to join purge night. It was simple, but perfect.

As the doorbell rang, you literally jumped downstairs to open the door. You simply loved Halloween as much as your boyfriend did, so you've been waiting all day for the first trick-or-treaters to appear at your door. Your Mask was in your hair because you didn't want to scare those poor children too much. But as you opened, there was somebody else. Jongup.

“Wow! That costume really is convincing. You might terrify a few too many children” you chuckled, while you sized him up. He was wearing a nice suit that perfectly matched his body shape and even with that much fake blood spread all over, he simply looked gorgeous. The fake weapon in his hand looked damn real, so did the blood. “What are you doing here so early?”

As he removed the mask he was giving you his unique smile, that melted your heart every single time. ”I wanted to see you, I couldn't wait any longer!” He looked directly into your eyes and you blushed a little. “Babe, you look stunning!” And with that he pulled you close to deep kiss you.

A soft breeze came up, tickling your neck while you were kissing, and caused you goose bumps. It was unusual warm for this time of the year all day long so you didn't really knew where that breeze was coming from. The next second it was gone and you didn't think about it anymore.

You decided to watch a movie as it was too early to go to the party. Besides, you liked the idea of being alone with Jongup for a longer time and watch some movies to get the real Halloween feeling.

At some point the doorbell rang again and Jongup jumped off of the couch and pulled down his mask with a mischievous grin on his face. As he grabbed his bloody weapon you just looked up at him, frowning. Poor children, you thought.

“Come on, just let me scare a few trick-or-treaters” he begged and you just laughed.

“You're going to horrify them!”

“It'll build character.” And with that, he left the living room to open the door. You heard the kids laugh and some amused cries and you just shook your head while you tried to picture Killer-Jongup in front of these poor kids. But it was Halloween after all, so the kids were probably prepared for something like that.

During the evening you took turns to open the door for the children and when the first movie was over, you went to the terrace. It was already dark and without the bright full moon in the sky you wouldn’t have seen your hand in front of your eyes. It was the perfect Halloween night.

“Wow, the moon looks beautiful tonight” you said deep in thoughts so you didn't see the smirk on your boyfriends face.

“Thanks.”

You looked at him wondering, since it took you a while to understand that joke. Then you laughed and slapped him playfully, because even if he really was beautiful, you didn't mean it that way. And of course he knew that.

Jongup wrapped his arms around you to pull you closer to him while he was looking deep into your eyes. “I really enjoy this evening.” You blushed a little and a big smile grew on your face. It was your first Halloween together and you were hoping it would be memorable.

“Me too” you said, leaning over to place a soft kiss on his lips. From the corner of your eye you saw a strange frame but as you looked at it, it was gone. Your eyes widened while you pulled away from Jongup.

“Something wrong?”

“I thought I saw… nevermind.” Maybe your imagination played tricks on you or something, but it looked like someone was watching you. Only for a second.

“Halloween's really getting to you, huh?” he said chuckling while his embrace tightened around you.

You just smiled, wrapping your arms around his neck to kiss him again and to forget about that strange feeling building up in your stomach. Something definitely was wrong, but you tried to ignore that bad feeling. And feeling Jongup's body so close helped you to calm down again very fast.

Your eyes were closed while you just enjoyed the moment being so close to him and so did he. His hand stroke your back and soon everything was okay again. That's when he whispered something in your ear, that you didn’t quite get.

“Mmm, I appreciated that little murmuring you did in my ear” you said, opening your eyes again just to freeze in your movement.

“That wasn't me.”

There was this frame again. And this time it stayed.

[bapwoo]

Bias game

I was tagged by @himchanieisagod to do this little game. THANK YOU <3

1. Moon Jongup (B.A.P)

2. Kim Hyunwoo (TRCNG)

3. Im Changkyun/I.M (Monsta X)

4. Kim Wonshik/Ravi (VIXX)

5. Kim Jaeho (History - let me cry for a sec)

6. Kim Kibum/Key (Shinee)

7. Yuto Adachi (Pentagon)

8. Kim Jaehyun (N.Flying)

9. Park Chanyeol (EXO)

10. Jung Hoseok/J-Hope (BTS)

There is much more but I listed my top 10 because the list would be MUCH bigger lol. I will tag @be-the-piano @hak-minnight @honeyjooheon @cheongugiya @sierahrt @dimplesnj (I HAD NO IDEA YOU CHANGED URL DAMN IT) @intrinsic-v @kpopruinedmywholelifeu (ofc you don’t need to do it.... ILU)

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If you post any:

-Day6

-Astro

-Exo

-Monsta X

-Bigbang

-Vixx

-Bap

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[hoforwonho]

Hi everyone😊 

Thanks for coming to my blog! My name is Addy, I’m 28, and I use they/them pronouns!

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I track #foraddy if you want to tag me in any of your creations, or even just posts you think I might like!

Some of my fave groups:

A.C.E ⋆ Aespa ⋆ Astro ⋆ ATEEZ ⋆ B.A.P ⋆ DKZ ⋆ Loona ⋆ Lovelyz ⋆ Lucy ⋆ Monsta X ⋆ Omega X ⋆ ONEUS ⋆ ONF ⋆ OnlyOneOf ⋆ TAN ⋆ Tempest ⋆ Trendz ⋆ WayV ⋆ WJSN ⋆ XEED

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Jongup ⋆ Kei ⋆ Kun ⋆ Mijoo ⋆ Sujeong ⋆ Wonho

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[bapdaydreams]

Jongup: Remember Me?

Summary: It has been years since you broke up with Jongup and be just walks right back into your life again. Not that you mind at all. 

A/N: Just some slight angst and fluff for Jongup, requested months and months ago by @lightning-loving (I don’t even think you remember) but it’s finally here so I hope you enjoy.

You take a deep breath, as you get ready for a formal event for work. It would last a few days so you were staying at a hotel where the event was taking place. You were getting ready at your hotel room before putting the final touches to your look and then you take a look in the mirror. With a smile you nod to yourself before putting your shoes on and then walk out of your hotel room.

You meet one of your close friends and co-worker in the lobby and the two of you head into the reserved area for the company party. The two of you find your nametags and then enter the event. A waiter offering you and your friend both a glass of wine instantly meets you. You thank the waiter and he leaves before the two of you search the crowd for your other work friends.

You don’t see him but he sees you. He can’t believe his eyes when he sees you. He hadn’t seen you in years and you were just as beautiful as he remembers. He is unsure of what to do as a rush of feelings hits him like a tsunami. The way you smiled and talked to people around you, made his heart skip a beat.

You were still the one loved the most.

Still the one he wanted to be with the most.

Jongup wants to go to you and talk to you and get you back but Yongguk knows what is going through his head.

“Don’t even think about it”, Yongguk whispers in his ear.

“What?” Jongup asks in confusion.

“I know what you are thinking, I don’t think it is a clever idea so just wait for now”, Yongguk says calmly and Jongup can’t help but agree.

He doesn’t know how exactly you would react. Maybe you would react badly and tell him to go away and to get out of your sight. He had hurt you back then. Everything had been going really well until both of your heads clashed and the fights had sprung out.

He had a lot of happy memories with you like the first time the two of you met. You had been so shy and he had been awkward. It had somehow worked out though even with the extended silence and awkward exchanges. It was slow going after that since both of you had ben hurt badly from previous experience.

But getting to know you had been so wonderful and he felt like he had found somewhere he truly belonged to. Someone he could belong to.

He is reminiscing all the happy memories with you when he catches sight of you again. He smiles at the sight of you just chatting with friends.

You can feel someone’s eyes on the back of your head. You brush it off at first thinking it was just because of the large number of people in the party. After a while you finally look around the room and then catch the familiar tuff of brown hair, the sweet smile, the tan skin and the beautiful mole, which graced the bridge of his nose. He was still as handsome as you remember him to be.

He was laughing and talking to his friend, Yongguk. He laughed without a care in the world as he talked and suddenly you remembered all the things you loved about him and all the things you missed about him. You wanted to go back in time and be with him again, so badly.

But you knew that wouldn’t happen. He had broken up with you after telling you that he couldn’t do this anymore. You had been so heartbroken but you also didn’t say anything against how he felt. You had just put your head down and just left him. You didn’t want to fight. You were tired and he was tired too. The two of you had just dragged this on too far.

You aren’t sure how long you stare at him, as the next thing you know is that you are staring into his eyes. You are shocked at first, meeting his gaze. He smiles at you, the same sweet smile he used to smile at you, making his eyes turn into little cresent moons and his crooked teeth showing. Oh, you loved his crooked teeth even though he tried to hide them at time.

He excuses himself from Yongguk and then he is making his way towards you. You panic a little and tell your friend that you had to make a call and calmly leave. You try to get away as far as you can from Jongup.

You weren’t sure if your heart was ready for this.

You missed him so much and you really wanted to be with him again. Your heart yearned for his touch and for his comfort. You had missed him so badly.

You make your way through the crowd and try your hardest to put as much distance as you can between you and Jongup.

You are looking around to make sure you can see Jongup so you can avoid him. You take a few turns and then look behind you again just to see that Jongup is nowhere in the room anymore. You look around in panic and then look forward again just to be greeted by the familiar smile you loved so much.

“Remember me?”

You gasp in surprise and Jongup is just standing there. He runs his hand through his hair as he waits for your response.

“Jongup”, his name escapes your lips.

It is still so familiar to say out loud.

You look at him and he is still smiling. You are hesitant as you lift a hand up and slowly trace his cheek. He leans into your touch automatically, like an action, which is familiar to him, as if he never forgot. As if he never let go of you.

“Jongup”, you repeat. He says your name back and your heart skips a beat at the way he says your name.

“I missed you”, he whispers.

“I missed you too”, you say slowly your hand still cradling his face.

You bite you lip as he looks at you. He steps closer towards you and your other hands cradles his other cheek.

His own hands are a little hesitant as they rest on your hips. He pulls you closer. Your body is familiar yet so new to him. He remembers you so perfectly yet he known that both of you are very different from few years ago when the two of you were together.

Both of you had become different people but still somehow one thing which remained was the face that both of you loved each other and neither of you were ready to let go of the other.

“I’m gonna kiss you now”, he says.

“Well I hope so, you made me wait long enough”, you say and he laughs before he leans in and gently presses his lips against yours.

Your heart is pounding against your chest as his lips fit perfectly against yours. His lips are as soft as you remember and still feel as comforting as you remember. The two of you pull apart, your forehead resting on the other’s as the to of you just look into each other’s eyes, communicating a whole bunch of emotions which are better left unspoken because the two of you just know.

He gently brushes the stray strands of your hair away from your face and slowly cups your face. He then kisses your forehead.

“I love you”

“I love you too, Jongup”

The two of you share another kiss together and then finally pull apart from each other. He is still holding your hand and he squeezes your hand and you squeeze it back.

“I believe we have some catching up to do”, he says and you smile at him.

“But first, I am sorry for hurting you so much and I know I don’t deserve to have you back but I need you back in my life”, he says.

“It’s ok now Jongup…and I need you in my life too so don’t ever leave again”

“Never”