#jostengf

[meyhew]

ok ok!! talk abt why u love aaron (no i still dont Get him completely- so i dont rlly like him, but there's a 94% chance it's bc neil doesn't like him and i'm biased 😔)

it IS bc neil doesn't like him. neil is an incredibly biased narrator but yes i will tell u why i love aaron.

aaron who found out from his mother's own mouth that she gave him and his brother up at birth. aaron who subsequently becomes a physical reminder of tilda's failure as a mother gets moved cross country, where he remains a reminder of his brother's absence and is subjected to his mother's negligence at best and her abuse at worst. aaron who, immediately after finding out he even has a brother, writes to said brother and is horribly rejected. aaron who gets into his mother's drugs to feel better even a little bit because they help her feel better. they should work on him too right? right? aaron who was probably born with drugs in his system because his mother didn't care. aaron who survives in spite of everything in his life set up to fail him. aaron who tries tries tries and finally meets his brother who won't even look at him. aaron who has his mother taken forever by his brother and still kills a man for his brother without any reservations or regrets—aaron who would do it again if he had to. aaron who majors in biology and becomes a neurosurgeon because he still wants to help people. he wants to help people the way no one helped him. aaron who loves a girl enough to fight his brother for her, a girl who becomes a doctor for kids. aaron who gives a safe, happy home to animals because he never had one himself. aaron who keeps going going going surviving surviving surviving even when he has nothing until he does. he holds on until he has something to live for, something that makes his world turn, and then he doesn't let go.

[myownprivatcidaho]

hiii sia how are u today? how are things w ur crush how's life in general ? luv u <3 💞💓💘💗💕💝

HI REY :DDD im doing p good. one kf my classes i signed up for was an 8 week speedcourse that i didnt realize was 2x fast until it was too late ajdndjd but the final exam was yesterday so im feeling good about and thats one less class to worry about now!

my CRUSH. hmmm so last wednesday was one of those things that didnt rlly hit until in retrospect. i put more effort into just. engaging with him more (and wore my slutpants on the last day possible before it gets cold beyond the point of no return) and at first it felt like he was ignoring me but then he.sat next to me (again in retrospect on purpose and kinda indiscreetly ajdjfjdjd he was about to sit in the row in front and then just conveniently saw a pencil on the floor kinda in front of me and was like "is this someones pencil?" and then picked it up and sat down right next to me. bless him it was clumsy but a nice save i like him so much) and i stg this guy is fucking CRAZY like at this point we're just playing around without even TALKING like full on flirting like its a game to see how much we can do without outright acknowledging the. like we'll purposefully mirror each others body language he wasnt even TRYING to be discreet about checking me out and. okay OKAY okokok. two important things about this guy

1) hes a fast learner

and

2) he returns favors

so like whenever he could like if he was checking me out (cause he knows im purposefully doing all this bullshit cause i know he likes it) hed flex his hands cause he knows EYE like it and thats like. catching on really fucking fast. i hate him i want to kiss him. anyways if nothing happens before the end of the semester i WILL ask him out on the last day it WILL HAPPEN!!!

but yeah tytytyty for asking overall things are good. HOW are you doing hows life for you?? i hope thingsre good for you too mwah💞✨💞✨

[xiaojaan]

@ ur tags u should be so proud that u start crying 😌

*slowly tearing up* my mutuals *hiccup* are the best *tears rolling down* they talk about supernatural *full on crying* and put absolute brain rot on my dash *shaking and crying* i love them so much

[augustgf]

JIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BESTIE HOW R U

LOVE U IM GOOD V EXCITED BC ITS MY BURTHDAY TOMORROW 🥳🥳‼️ I HOPE UR COLD GOES AWAY SOON :(( BUT OTHERWISE HOW R U what r u doing <33

[stardstgf]

CHLOE!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! hope 19 treats u well and u have the loveliest day today bc u deserve the world 🥺💫

hi ahhh THANK U SM<333 💐✨💕

[officialkendallroy]

no but literally ur blog is perfect 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

rey!!! thank u so much my dear <333 love u :-**** ^_^

[princeofyorkshire]

what time is it over there also we watch shows like that bc we keep opening the filtered posts 😭

not u exposing my fucked up sleep schedule AGAIN…. it’s 4 am don’t look at me 💔 also omg you guys are so brave like i genuinely cannot stand seeing stuff on my dash i don’t care about SHAKXJSJJS like yeah miss succession? all i know is that there’s some dude named cousin greg and that’s it.. and i’m happy w that <3

[holyshit]

kay hiii hope ur doing well <3 🎸

helloooo rey my beloved 💞✨ i'm doing ok! a bit of an annoying day but i'm making it work sdfdf hope you're doing well!! here's your playlist <3

"hold on when you get love and let go when you give it" by stars

"what makes you beautiful" by one direction

"the suburbs" by arcade fire

"time will tell" by blood orange

"looking too closely" by fink

[ssimay]

SIMAY UR BACKKKKKKK I MISSED U!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 HOPE UR DOING WELL!!!

REYYYY YES I AM ‼️😌 missed you too :') i'm doing alright, hope you're feeling amazing and having a good day <3 love u 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

[psycho-mocha]

evil mocha be like i hate bts

I'm crying

[meyhew]

OH are u watching anne with an e?

yes 💆🏽‍♀️

[punk-lou]

happy birthday!!! hope u have a lovely day <3

Thank you Rey! 🥰💕

[machineryangel]

made a separate post so i don't clog ppls dash <3 tagged by @soupscowboy darliing i loved reading urs and look how many things we have in common omg <3

tagging @gh0stgirlfriend @ghostlytoastly @glowcowboy @trippy-weasley @literalvampire @antiheros @tearstainonletter @groovyghoulie @wvlts (<- im gonna learn stuff about u even if it kills me !!!) @wvterways @thefeminineurge @meadowlarker @sweetpeasandanime @plumstreet @katenkahaik @jostengf @poppypie @marmennlar @virgosvillain @kostik @girlboyfriendpdf @therunaways (<- omg new url who dis!!!!) as always no pressure i just like to get to know u guys <3

[augustgf]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED 💞💫💓🌻💘🌠💗🎊💕🎉💝👯‍♀️❣️🌼❤️

HI REY thank you love you lots 💜

[theorangepdf]

i was tagged by some of my fave blogs 💌💌 @alondras @ahomeonfire @sagesoap @jostengf and @woundthatswallows (sorry it took me so long to do this beloveds) to post my pinterest feed!!!! whoop whoop here she is 🤸‍♀️

tagging @paperbackism @humbugmp3 @arunima @plumstreet @vnusplanetoflove @girlbossgreghirsch @dune1984 @getsthebelt @faithroad no pressure etc etc mwah!!! <333

[mitskiacoustic]

jostengf → icaruspdf 🍃