Ok yall, shameless plug time. You should totally go listen to/favorite me and my sibling's Riptide Playlist, it's 5 hours long and we add new songs semi-frequently.
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oh yeah baby jay ferin playlist :3 as always i'll keep addin and removing stuff here and there cause i can never be satisfied ever but here it is for now
click here to open it in spotify
ramblings about it under the cut :)
(you don't have to read them but i hyperfocused and accidentally spent like an hour writing about this playlist so it would make me happy if you did)
so let me preface by saying it's like a combination of "i think this character would listen to these songs" and "these songs remind me of this character but idk if they would listen to them" cause listen. okay. i just combine all my interests so it's basically songs that i think jay would relate to because of the lyrics and also songs jay would like because i project my interests onto every character and just idk. i wanna make something jay would like but also suits my autistic little brain whatever. i realize i explained that like shit but idk how else to put it
soooo. jay ferin guys. i love jay ferin. but also if you know anything about me its that i love 2000s/2010s alt rock emo shit and that comes through in this playlist mostly with the paramore but listen. LISTEN. she is so paramore coded YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. big man little dignity. let the flames begin. ignorance. playing god. ALL I WANTED. ESCAPE ROUTE. YOU FIRST. AND MORE. you cannot tell me hayley williams didn't write these songs about jay /j
AND LIKE OKAY let me go on a little tangent here but native tongue is so albatrio coded like HWHAGHDRGHEJHRJQHERJKJ sorry i had to violently stim i got so excited like THEY JUST UNDERSTAND EACHOTHER AND THEY COMPLETE EACHOTHER AND AND AND LIKE OTHER PEOPLE MIGHT THINK THEYRE WEIRD OR WHATEVER BUT THEY JUST GET EACHOTHER OKAY. OKAY?? AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS. WAUUUUUHGHH I LOVE THEMMMMMM :(((( /POS so yeah like not all the songs are about her relationship with her father but also with her relationship to the crew (also like clarification ig i don't view any of it through a romantic shipping lens. my aroace ass like physically cannot so like view it however you want to)
okay sorry back to the rest of this
OOH wait actually i wanna talk about the cover art for this playlist cause OH MY GOD. this is my favorite jay ferin fanart EVER. it's my pfp on discord and fucking everything. like i knew from the start that i wanted to use that art for the cover art i love it so much., like i'm obsessed with moon and star aesthetics if you couldn't tell from my layout, and it even bleeds into my irl style cause all of the accessories i wear are moon and star related (earrings, rings, necklaces, etc.) so when i saw this fanart for the first time i fucking SCREAMED. THE COLORING IS SO PRETTY AND I SCROLLED THROUGH MY BOOKMARKS ON TWITTER FOR LIKE 15 MINUTES TO FIND IT so so shout out @Labannori you basically painted my mona lisa
oh yeah btw link to @Labannori and the original post here
okay BACK ON TRACK FOR REAL NOW
the sleeping with sirens songs are basically the same thing in that the lyrics remind me of jay, but i just wanted to bring up a trophy fathers trophy son in particular because that song has personally victimized me and the amount of scrobbles i have for it on last.fm is frankly, embarassing
i actually went and looked for this, it's 160 scrobbes and my #18 most played song of all time. so i guess it's not as bad as i thought but still.
melanite martinez i wasn't as sure about adding because i had a very specific vibe i wanted for the playlist i wasn't sure she fit (that's also why i didn't add any of my other favorite musicians like pierce the veil, fall out boy, or more mcr, like my brain just wouldn't let me.... there was A Vibe i needed and i think it was just traumatized girlboss which, as much as i love those bands. they don't capture it ((i don't know why sleeping with sirens is an exception to this kellin quinn is just a magical man okay))) but i like portals more than her old stuff and the two songs i added off of cry baby just fit jay's story i think
the mcr songs i added very specifically remind me of jay's relationships with the crew, albatrio are lowkey very danger days coded if you really think about it
mitski, sleeping at last, and marina are all artists i like but i dont really listen to, like i like their vibe but i know like 10 songs. but i mean for the traumatized part of the traumatized girlboss vibe (is that actually what i'm calling this) mitski and sleeping at last fit and marina's music is like both depending on the song so i thought they were fair adds
and finally the halsey stuff i was the least sure about adding not because i didn't think it fit the vibe but because i just started listening to halsey like this past week and im not as familiar with her songs and the themes of them as i am with the other stuff i added so i didn't wanna add something and its like actually a huge mischaracterization but i thought the playlist needed more variety ad i figured i can always remove stuff later on (or add more as i listen to halsey more) but yeah. i do wanna say i think i am not a woman i'm a god fits jay very well
the next stuff im gonna add is probably gonna be from me listening to other jay ferin playlists and seeing if there's anything i like in them, it helps with artist variety and just getting stuff in the playlist that i'll know fits jay but isn't music i listen to
so anyways yeah i'm gonna close this out here cause i've been writing this little section for like an hour and i have work tomorrow LOL and it's easter so we're gonna be busy (i hate retail) so i hope you guys enjoyed my autistic little ramblings and i hope you look forward to more playlists. i gotta make an official post for my ashe winters playlist after i clean it up a bit so that'll probably be my next post :) i'm cookin up emizel and shiloh playlists next, emizel's will probably come first cause i already have some ideas for what i wanna add (its mostly linkin park and system of a down so far) and shilo i only have like a vibe in mind but no artists to go with it so i gotta think on that a little more. so yeah that's all for now goodnight everyone
edit: i just thought of this but if theres a song you think sould go in the playlist of you want my thoughts on a particular song and why i put that specific song in the playlist feel free to send me an ask :)
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It's 12am time for another Arthur Suckening analysis but also not really ig
No spoilers (that I can think of) but I'm pulling from my knowledge of all 6 episodes that are currently out.
Anyways I don't think Arthur is or could be a father figure towards Shilo n Emizel. At best he's a big brother figure and even then that wouldn't be right now. He feels more like a mentor or when you have an older friend or coworker that you really get along with and you know they kind of take care of you in the way that they know you're younger so it's instinctual. Is this anything?
But it shows with how Arthur really is just trying to guide them. Responsibility is there but it's less, parental and more trying his best to guide them so they'll survive and not make the same mistakes he did or be caught in his own crossfire.
Shilo and Emizel don't really need that kind of figure in their life either I think. Like yeah the Everything with Shilo but I also think that it would be healthier if he didn't just gain a new parental figure since he seems to be heading more into an arc of independence and reflection. A guiding hand is needed but sometimes it's better if it's not a parental one. I think Emizel would throw up if someone thought Arthur was his dad. He wants to be king of all vampires and I believe in him but it's once again not needed for him to have a parental figure but more of a mentor or guide. You could argue that that's just what a parent does but I'd argue that the way Arthur does it has more of a disconnect. He's not helping them because he sees them as his own boys or his younger brothers but because he sees them as his younger self and is trying his damnedest so they don't end up like him.
The relationship the three have is more akin to the twins having picked up some guy to be their friend and now the guy won't shut up about morals and wisdom. They obviously care for each other but only with Shilo and Emizel is it familial. I'd also say that Arthur wouldn't even want them to see the boys as family due to what happened with his family anyway.
Is this anything?
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“hmm yes I like this media a completely normal amount”
*proceeds to create a 7hr spotify playlist encapsulating the core themes of the media*
*proceeds to create sub-playlists for the individual characters and the themes in their backstories*
*proceeds to consider making sub-sub-playlists for different character relationships to fully capture their various complex dynamics*
“...”
*proceeds to private said playlists to hide my shame*
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