#just used grim on a whim tbh

[artilite]

stay unserious chaos sonic <3 never change

[grelleswife]

I get the feeling some of the staff have no idea what goes on with those kids too tbh 💀 like someone lied to them too.

Hi, anon! Based on the pattern established by the previous two mission arcs, my guess is that the F.O.L. staff are at least partially aware of the orphanage’s true purpose, even though most of them probably don’t know the full details.

During the maid arc, Jane wasn’t privy to why Heathfield manor was collecting blood, but she knew those illicit activities were going on as soon as she stepped through the door, since she was hired to act as a bodyguard and keep the operation under wraps. Other servants were also active participants in the scheme, including Abbie the housekeeper, depicted below showing Jane where the unconscious maids were held.

Likewise, Ada was complicit in drawing blood from her patients, even after making the connection between the dark underbelly of Sphere Music Hall and Athena Sanatorium. Of course, unlike Jane (who didn’t give a damn about the victims and only had her own pecuniary interests in mind) Ada sincerely cared for her patients, only continuing to collect blood under threat of losing funds if she disobeyed orders.

Based on the events up to Chapter 200, I think the F.O.L. staff acknowledge that there’s shady business afoot but keep their heads down and focus on the job—if the orphans are hurt in the process, that’s not their problem. 🤷‍♀️

As Theodore told Finny, “the forest that surrounds F.O.L. Orphanage is filled with countless traps, the guardhouse is always staffed, and they’re on watch twenty-four hours a day to keep an eye on us.” Even if the adults were kept completely in the dark, surely some of them would find these excessive defenses and constant surveillance a little suspicious (Assuming Yana isn’t making them obtuse for the sake of plot convenience 🤪)!

There’s also an undercurrent of tension (not the fun kind) among the ladies that occasionally rears its head. For example, when Doll begs these characters to let Snake stay at the orphanage just before Finny and him are booted out, their discomfort is obvious. This doesn’t look like annoyance at a child’s whims, but apprehension about crossing someone with a degree of power over them.

Later on, when a minor change is made to the menu for the Pomeranian class’s afternoon tea, the staff flies into an all-out panic. And when Snake has the temerity to question their overblown reaction, one of the workers is so shocked that she involuntarily drops the plate she’s carrying. It’s almost like the grownups have the threat of dire consequences looming over their heads if they put a toe out of line. 👀

Also, consider how sinister the paneling is when the chief of staff informs Susan of Ginny’s fledging day. Pitch-black backgrounds, shadowed faces. Not the reaction you’d expect from blissfully clueless women who assumed they worked for a Nice Normal Orphanage that Definitely Does Not Kill Kids.

Speaking of fledging day…anyone with an ounce of common sense would hear alarm bells ring when all the orphans who attempt to escape or fail to meet the class system’s rigid expectations are sent packing. Again, the workers are either blind to what’s right in front of their noses, or they’re in on it.

Moreover, the staff make it their prerogative to keep the children ignorant. The newspapers given to the orphans are regularly censored to filter out any information—such as the uncovering of Sphere Music Hall’s crimes—that might clue the kids in to the grim reality in which they’re trapped. It’s possible that the adults are told they’re removing such content for the kids’ own good, to avoid upsetting them…but why be so assiduous in controlling the orphans’ perspective of the outside world unless you know there’s something to hide?

While it’s unclear if they’ve been told who (and what) Doll actually is, they apparently know enough to cover for her when those pesky bizarre doll traits start peeking through. After Doll has to excuse herself following a woozy spell, Susan rushes to placate Snake with a bullshit excuse about her period (because everyone with a uterus turns into a fragile fainting flower when that time of the month rolls around. Didn’t you know? 🤡) and quickly changes the subject before they can ask too many questions. To me, at least, this read like a blatant attempt to conceal Doll’s episode from Finny and Snake, even if Susan isn’t completely aware of what these occurrences entail.

And finally, there’s no way these workers sincerely believe that they shave orphans’ heads on their fledging day TO “GET RID OF LICE AND FLEAS” when F.O.L. Orphanage is supposedly such a prestigious establishment. You’re lying through your teeth, Susan. (If those poor babeys aren’t having their hair clipped for surgical purposes, I’ll eat my shoes)

While I doubt the workers have the whole story, they’re far from innocent.

[simstationdance]

top 5 sims worlds (mostly just sims 2 and 3 worlds)

(no one tagged me i just felt like doing it. i love rambling)

speaking of tagging - i tag everyone who reads this post sorry no takebacks (and by that i mean idk who to tag so do it if you want to)

1. strangetown

it’s not even a contest for me at this point. strangetown is the best neighborhood and i refuse to take any criticism on this. i could quite literally talk about the neighborhood and the sims for hours. in fact, i actually do talk about strangetown for hours to my poor, very patient friends who do not even play the sims 2 but let me talk about it to them anyway. i have ... also written character analysis. about strangetown premades.... maybe i’ll post it someday idk

the funny thing about strangetown for me is that i used to dislike it quite a bit when i was a kid - i think it was the alien pregnancy thing that put me off. and i (foolishly) thought the characters in it were boring. obviously that’s not the case Anymore, but it’s genuinely wild to me just how much my opinion on the whole hood changed after my first actual playthrough of strangetown gave me terminal brainrot.

anyway strangetown good :)

2. pleasantview

pleasantview was my #1 favorite when i was a tiny child, mostly because i liked causing chaos for the pleasant family... and everyone else in town tbh. i was definitely not kind to my sims as a child lol

i don’t really play pleasantview much Anymore (because strangetown has my whole brain in a fucking vice grip) but i do kinda really like the soap opera vibe. you could say it’s the most ‘old hat’ out of all the ts2 neighborhoods but the possibilities for drama never get old for me.

i stan both angela and lilith pleasant.

3. sunset valley

ok so, you know how i said i was not kind to my sims as a child?

i will confess that i like sunset valley for weird reasons, mostly all the sim torture i used to do (average stuff like locking people in a room with fireplaces or walling off the pool etc :/ ). it’s a nice neighborhood, but when i played it, i sometimes deliberately made it a pretty unpleasant place to live. and since i haven’t played the sims 3 in maybe ~5 years or more, i’m honestly kinda nostalgic for it now.

i also used to run “psychological experiments” on sims in the sims 3 as if they were human-shaped digital lab rats. you know, just to see what would happen. and sunset valley, being the base game neighborhood, was my first (and for a while, my only) evil playground of choice.

it was also just a really nice neighborhood though. and seeing mortimer and bella as kids was cute i guess.

4. appaloosa plains

i used to play a legacy in appaloosa plains that went on for years, and the nraas story progression & my other mods made it rival pleasantview in terms of interpersonal neighborhood-wide drama. just a lot of soap opera type shit like couples breaking up left and right, lots of cheating, unexpected pregnancy, etc. since my memory is awful there’s not much else to say about it.

however i do remember one of my sims, left to the whims of story progression after moving out of the main house, kept impregnating random women to cheat death by old age, and i kept getting notifications about it like “the grim reaper has decided to let this sim live another day to greet their new baby” or whatever, and while i thought it was very funny i was also like “JUST DIE ALREADY, GOD DAMN”

5. riverblossom hills

i really liked this neighborhood as a kid, though it was mostly my own sims while i left everyone else to rot in the sims 2′s eternally frozen time vortex. i don’t really play it at all these days but i am kinda nostalgic for it.

(bonus) 6. strangerville

listen. hear me out. back when the sims 4 was about to come out i looked at the style of the sims 4 and i got serious sims 2 vibes, But It Wasn’t As Good. when strangerville trailers started to drop tho, i got those Sims 2 vibes all over again. But It Wasn’t As Good.

so like, i really did like the idea of strangerville. i like the concept. i see what they were going for and i dig it. the execution isn’t that good but it could’ve been better. i liked following a narrative but after the first time going through it it gets stale pretty much immediately. also i wish they’d made any kind of serious, substantial connection to previously established Sims Lore like connecting it to strangetown somehow or that idea i see floating around where the plant should’ve been bella goth or w/e, but like What Can Ya Do. but i try not to think about what it Could Have Been because for what it was, strangerville was actually pretty good, at least imo. it’s definitely the most memorable sims 4 world to me at least.

also, erwin pries is my one and only sims 4 blorbo. legit the only sims 4 premade sim i can ever remember. idk why, i just really like the silly little nerd boy with his silly little colander hat and his silly little vest running his silly little roadside curio shop. i liked him so much that i ported him to sims 2 and gave him a backstory and put him in my strangetown that one time

[monstrouslyobsessed]

itsy-bitsy spider

How about I hit u with a soft (I think) f/f request? Drider gf lovingly tying up her tiny human gf in webs all while talking about how excited she is to start a life together, away from everyone else —anon

ye! i did my best keeping it soft but my needs to involve horror elements…skljdhsfd well hope yall like it?? the drider is actually...sweet but her approach is...something questionable sjdk got a serious albedo vibe from her, from overlord tbh

tw: kidnapping, unconsentual drug use, molestation

word count: 1.1k, unedited. featuring a delusional female drider.

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Clink, clink, clink, clink, like metal on glass, sang throughout the dead air. Wooden planks groaned and creaked. Danger resonated from the near perfect sequence of those sounds.

Dust spun and twirled in front of your fogged vision. Too vibrant colors distorted every strand of those white silks, brightening up the dark room. It hurts to open your eyes.

All you could hear was a grim semblance of church bells in your screaming head. Clink, clink, clink, clink, your heart tumbled down into the stomach. Nausea torn its way upward, but nothing but spittles came out instead.

Clinkclinkclinkclink!

Terribly long fingers, blacker than oil, fluttered across your cheek, “Oh no, my sweetness,” sharp knives glazed your scalp, combing through your greasy hair, as if to comfort you, “I’m sorry, just wait a little longer and I’ll get you something tasty.” Her voice seeped into your core like poison, sugary but so foul.

You refused to see.

Whimpers fell from your chapped lips, swollen and nicked with scratches, but no word would follow. Her willowy form was heavy against yours and you could no longer muster the strength to recoil from her touches. A hand swept under your hooded sweater and fear made itself apparent the moment those talons tightened over one of your chilled teats, “Bear with it, it’ll all be over soon.” She crooned, lilting her delight at your sorry appearance.

Fear bubbled in your guts, you were helpless under her hands. Trapped in her spiderweb like a lowly insect, your arms were held taut above you and legs pulled apart—swathed in her bands of spun silk. You fought with all of your might, but the webs cannot be conquered. Spreading like disease, you were swaddled before you realized the mistake.

You left yourself vulnerable to her.

Time meant nothing to you now, weeks turned into days, days into hours, hours into years—weeks were minutes to you. You were trapped, to her whims. A pet to be toyed with.

“I cannot wait to see you nursing our children,” her giggle had you stiffening—her too-many teeth nipped at your ears, “I’m sorry we waited for so long, your, hah,” her talons marred holes into your jeans and her low growl quaked you to your core, “people were of a persistent sort. I really liked our old place too!”

We’ve moved? You dimly remembered being cocooned from head to toes one time, though for the life of you, you had no idea how recent it was. She hadn’t breathe a single word then, injecting you with her poison.

The place was an mirror image of the previous area. From ceiling to floor, spiderwebs strung across the room and masked every color with its glittering whiteness. Nothing was distinguished.

“Hope you don’t mind waiting a little longer,” you choked on a scream at the razor-edged spindly limbs running down your legs. They were unbearable reminders of what she truly was.

You refused to look still, clenching your eyes shut. “Ah, come now honey,” dainty fingers prodded on your cheeks, “don’t be like that. No need to be difficult—you’re safe!” Deafening rips flooded the room and you felt yourself becoming detached from your prison, “perhaps a cuddle would do you a world of good?”

As frail as she looked, she had no problem taking you in her arms and doted over you like you were something precious. Her words became nonsensical to you, though you were the center of her rambling. Gravity tugged on you as she climbed upward, clinkclinkclinkclink. She kept a wide-mouthed nest in a corner on the ceiling, the one place you hated the most.

Pitifully helpless you dangled like a dead weight you are, before softness compressed your form, “Nice and cozy, right?” Her long arms wounded under your ribs and planted your back to her chest. Eight of her elegant walking knives settled over your legs. Her petting were gentle, but to you, it wasn’t kind.

No, it was akin to a predator playing with its prey.

“Why are you being so stubborn today, pretty girl? We’re in a good place—you can decorate it later!” She mumbled, a whine lacing her temptress voice. Stroking down your now-exposed body she prodded under your cheekbones again, “Come on, I want to see those beautiful eyes of yours,”

Her unhappy tone had your joints stiffening with untold fear. You shuddered but words refused to come. One of her fingers brushed by your lips, “Maybe a kiss will wake up my princess?” she cooed.

Shifting her large presence she settled her disproportionate form over your prone body, “You’re so cute! Of course I’ll kiss you,” you hated how she cupped her hands on your face, but you cannot run.

Her kiss was long and smothering, strangling every bit of air out from your lungs. You held out as long as you could, but your body betrayed you and forced in a loud gasp. Your eyes shot open and saw her dazed grin, “Oh, yes, that’s a lovely way to see those pretty eyes…”

You couldn’t tear away from her deranged smile. Paler than the moon, her hair was a waterfall of silver and blending in beautifully with her skin. It was a perfect distraction from her lower bulbous half. At first you thought she was a ghost—

But, as the organ in your chest was knocking its way up to your throat, it was her eyes that frightened you the most.

Under the pearly white lashes, pitch black eyes peered back at you. Adoring across her cheeks were smaller eyes, all…staring back at you. Staring at you with that madness you’d never hope to understand.

She never once stopped staring at you.

The weight of her breasts were nearly enough to pull you back to the reality, but it was her cold hands that jerked you awake, “I’ve been a very bad lover,” furrowing her brows she peppered kisses after kisses on your lips, “I know you wanted my babies—but the timing have to be justttt right, okay?”

No, you never wanted her babies. How could she even get you pregnant anyway? But you never asked. You didn’t want any additional demonstration of her true nature.

Missing your tensed jaws she hadn’t stopped her petting and toying your poor breasts, “I promise! It’ll be worth the wait,” she nibbled on the bruises on your neck, “we’ll be so happy together.”

You averted your gaze, not wishing to memorize anymore of her features. But, your stomach tumbled and growled—it startled her from the delusional episode. She blinked.

“Oh!” Laughing at your scrunched face, she clapped her hands, “Why don’t I sing you a lullaby? Have a nap—I’ll get you delicious foods after!” Her kisses stung on your collarbone. “Oh, I can’t wait to sing this to our pretty babies!”

Whimpers cracked from your throat, but you hadn’t had a heart to refuse her desires anymore.

“The itsy-bitsy spider, Climbed up the water spout Down came the rain…”

—end

[viktcrr-alt]

MAXENCE DANET FAUVAL / NONBINARY — don’t look now, but is that viktor samuels i see? the 24 year old visual arts student is in their senior year and he/they are a rochester alum. i hear they can be observant, ingenious, reticent and dependent, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet he/they will make a name for themselves living in garcia row. ( james. 20. est. she/they. )

LAST INTRO WOOOO !! u know what to mf DO !!

TW DEATH, HEAVY GRIEF, OVERDOSE / DRUG ADDICTION, HOSPITALIZATION, HYPERSEXUALITY, RELIGION MENTIONS, MENTAL ILLNESS

a e s t h e t i c s

old tvs and their static, worn tapes, horror movie screams, spilled ink, a sculptor’s hands, clay-stained, chicken scratch handwriting, messy notes, messy hair, scoffs and eye-rolls, bruised knuckles, sore throats, funeral homes and a crying preacher, shattered ceramics, knife fights, high ledges, vertically-striped pants, red lights, the moon shrouded in clouds, cigarette butts.

general info !!

full name: viktor phillip samuels

nickname(s): icky vicky :/

b.o.d. - jan 2nd

label(s): the black hole, the crepehanger, the impious, the opaque, the tempest, etc.

height: 6′0″

hometown: rochester, new york

sexuality: uuuhhh god … probably pan tbh

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okay so … born and raised in rochester, new york to the well known samuels family. preacher father, a mother, a twin sister born 15 minutes before him - aka tatiana samuels, who died back in january.

kinda … grew up as a really awkward, quiet kid? like … just didn’t really interact with other kids super well, preferred being alone and like … digging up bugs in the dirt. only friend was like … his own sister.

grew out of this as they got older, instead sort of … becoming a bit of a dick? to compensate for years of awkwardness? will bite the hand that feeds him. was a full on nuisance by middle school. tatiana was not, at least, noticeably.

has always been a fan of darker materials, y’know - grim and creepy, morbid shit. big fan of tim burton ever since he was a kid, which isn’t … a good look for a preacher’s son, but he’s never really felt ~in~ with the rest of his family, anyway.

drew disturbing pictures as a kid probably tbh that prompted one or two or five phone calls home 2 assure everything was fine.

has always been really … good at art, in general - from drawing to painting to playing with clay, that’s always been viktor’s Thing.

aNyWaYs. being tatiana’s twin brother was kinda hard sometimes. tatiana and him were near opposites besides their same mean-spirited trait. she was better in the public than he was, but viktor was arguably more talented than tatiana. they both loved each other deeply and found each other as competition for their parents’ attention - a rivalry, of sorts.

high school is when viktor really started to act out - started extreme, like losing his virginity in their church and vandalism around the neighborhoods. faked being possessed in the middle of sunday service. almost had an exorcism performed on him, probably.

the only redeemable trait was like … his sheer talent with art. was in a 3d art AP course, specialized in sculpting - could pretty much create anything he wanted with enough dedication.

because his parents would be focused on disciplining him for his antics, tatiana could sneak away and get away with stuff easier. so like, y’know, that’s on the bright-side of things.

never been particularly motivated to do much - wasn’t planning on attending lockwood but his parents kinda … did and sent in his application for him b/c they were Not on board with him Wasting Away (wanted him out of the house asap)

actually pretty smart !! just doesn’t like … want to apply himself ever. double majoring in english and visual arts because they’re like … two of his only interests :/ plus he wants to write and illustrate his own series of children books with a style similar to tim burton’s

he’d been experimenting since high school but college is where he really started to like … crack down on himself and figure himself out. was out as pan & nonbinary by his sophomore year of college, just … not to his family, necessarily. thinks tatiana always knew, but didn’t … really use it against him, blessedly enough

always felt like the whole twin - connection thing was … both wack and also not-wack? sometimes it felt believable but sometimes he had no idea what was going on in tatiana’s head. but he felt oddly transparent to her, always - like he was predictable to no one but her.

( TW DEATH, GRIEF, OVERDOSE / HOSPITALIZATION BEYOND THIS POINT )

but when tatiana disappeared - it was like, like viktor knew. the moment she had been kidnapped - felt something deeply wrong in his gut. and when tatiana died - viktor felt something cut so severely in him. he knew, he always knew exactly when. he couldn’t put his finger on how - but he knew. even when everybody else held out hope for her to be found - he knew.

went on a bender around the same time, had always struggled w/ drug addiction but it got worse the longer tatiana went without being found.

( also struggled heavily with his mental health, too ?? has manic and depressive episodes. will fixate on a sculpting project for six months and then purposely knock it off the table and destroy it in the matter of seconds once it’s finished for. no fucking reason. impulse spends A Lot. )

when her body was found, viktor went off the rails. ended up overdosing and being hospitalized where he spent the next like … however long months … until they deemed him better.

has been back since the beginning of fall semester in an attempt to finish his senior year - mostly out of his parents’ insistence that he did, because he very much did not want to. 

is still dealing with a lot of trauma & grief, which was only amplified with dean lockwood’s death - causing him to spiral and be unpredictable with his mental health. some days are good, and some days are very bad.

personality !!

the human embodiment of a gremlin, fed after midnight. a goblin, if u will. one of those cats with a narrow head and big ass ears. that’s him.

b i g horror & halloween enthusiast. loves the old campy horror movies. probably has an abundance of masks from different movies. dresses like a grimy millennial beetlejuice more than he should. love those vertically striped pants!

fashion alternates between e-boy (would b tik tok famous if he were like … 17), millennial beetlejuice, and like … goth in a crop top and sweatpants. big fan of crop tops. big fan of sweatpants.

he can be fucking mean. petty, aggressive, instigator. will literally spit in ur face or no reason. kind of person who’ll stick his gum into other ppl’s hair. other than that he’s like … pretty okay. he’s not always mean, he’s just a dick like … 70% of the time lmao

i mean yeah okay he’ll call someone a stinky bitch for no reason except He Feels Like It And Believes It. it’s fine he’s fine, we’re fine.

despite the fact tht he’s probably getting into fights whenever - considers himself 2 be a lover n not a fighter but that’s just because he Fucks a lot. kind of uses it like a coping mechanism, like he’s this big fancy carnival show that’s like ‘come one, come all! fuck the dead girl’s twin brother!’ may have a problem w/ hypersexuality but it’s nothing he’s fully. aware of.

the preacher’s whore son, basically

like i said he’s pan & nb, switches between he and they pronouns but like … he has such a fragile grip on his identity that u could call him ‘dog-faced bitch’ and he’d turn like hey wassup :)

vastly impulsive, like i’ve mentioned … destroys his own creations 4 the fun of it, spends all his money on useless shit, will cheat on someone bc he feels like it. screams into the night sky frequently, like a cat in heat.

i mean he also creates useless shit for no reason too. spent six months sculpting a hollowed out tree the size of him and then took a sledgehammer to it.

dramatic fuck. used to play the organ at the church like … when no one was looking after him and service was about to start. just these creepy as melodies. would do the same thing at home on his keyboard w/ the organ setting whenever he got grounded until his parents took away his keyboard sadjfkg

won’t talk about his time away b/c it’s not rly anybody’s business but ofc nothing is sacred to the watershed app, y’know, nothing’s private.

still like - he absolutely refuses to talk about tatiana’s death and like, his mental health or his addiction (he’s fallen back into it tbh but it hasn’t gotten bad again … yet) or like … anything involving his own emotions

will literally just change the topic! abruptly, no warning, asks about the jonas brothers instead.

that being said he’s obsessed with tatiana’s death. tatiana was very much a rock for him, kinda dependent on her in a way? just … being there, y’know, kept him grounded.

so he obv became a shepherd bc he wants to know Everything there is abt the app, wants to be deep inside it, wanted to know Who Exactly Killed Tatiana and like … not saying he wants 2 commit murder but :/ yknow. he’s very upset.

emotionally unavailable while also like crying twice a day.

will tell you straight up what he wants from you, no bullshit, no beating around the bush - just blunt. if he wants to just fuck, nothing else, then that’s that. if he feels deviation he’ll ghost in like. less than a second. kinda awful like that! feels no shame.

but like … also is emotional ?? as shit ?? it’s confusing. he’ll cry on a whim and then flip u off if u try to console him or like. ask him anything. will bite you.

he goes to therapy but he generally fucks around and wastes most of the time until the therapist threatens to like … idk what therapists r allowed to threaten. to send him off to another therapist? idk.

likes being intimidating but like … not with his body or nothing ‘cos he’s a TWIG, but like … uses his love for horror n creepy shit to his advantage. has an abundance of fake blood. has channeled the energy of jack nicholson and used it on tatiana’s boyfriends before.

( also a big fan of sfx makeup, has dabbled in it)

probably chases kids with a chainsaw (w/o the like … chain … or w/e … so it’s not actually Dangerous) around halloween

he’s generally never doing good, both mental health wise and morally.

would probably steal candy from a baby for the fun of it.

i don’t know if there’s a good to him, deep down, and i don’t know if he sees any issues with himself either !! nothing really breaks through to him anymore, the only person who ever really made him stop and Think about his actions was tatiana.

kinda introverted, recluse type who doesn’t rly like most people or going out, but he’ll go to parties if it means he’ll be high as shit.

pretty observant. likes to analyze people even though he’s probably not … fully right.

wanted connections !!

he lives alone currently but like … ex - roommates where viktor was just. a nightmare to live with.

feel like a lot of enemies is also a possibility !! viktor’s messy.

people that like … knew tatiana. dated tatiana, even, and viktor would pretty much try to intimidate / scare them at any given chance :/

close friends of tatiana too

people who hated tatiana but liked viktor. people who hated viktor but liked tatiana

people who take pity on him and he Hates it viciously and vocally.

a band of hooligan gremlin kids who do drugs and fuck shit up around town like they’re edgy teenagers even though they’re all early to mid 20s.

the girl he lost his virginity 2 in high school lmao … a distant memory

fellow rochester locals, from church or school or whatever

exes from the past !! good terms and bad terms, but i love bad terms a whole lot mainly b/c viktor’s a jackass.

don’t know if he’s soft towards anybody but we can try. we can Try.

friends, old friends, new friends, bad friends, good friends, close friends, frenemies, etc. etc. all of it

hookups !! so many hookups. fwbs, one night stands, whatever.

uuhhhh god. i don’t know. im so sleepy rn. people in the same major or similar majors.

maybe a ride or die.

people he’s a bad influence on / an enabler towards / all around toxic for them / each other.

people he’s fought !! people who’ve seen him get into random fights and were like ‘uh wtf’

fellow shepherds !!

literally anything im not picky.

[viktcrr-archive]

MAXENCE DANET FAUVEL / NONBINARY. — viktor samuels is really making a name for themselves as a tier 3 shepherd. i think that he/they are studying english + visual arts in their senior year at lockwood, living in peregrinis. originally from rochester, new york, viktor is known to be observant & ingenious, but can also be reticent & dependent. — james / 20 / est / she/they.

3/5 !!! once again ... little edits

TW DEATH, HEAVY GRIEF, OVERDOSE / DRUG ADDICTION, HOSPITALIZATION, HYPERSEXUALITY, RELIGION MENTIONS, MENTAL ILLNESS

a e s t h e t i c s

old tvs and their static, worn tapes, horror movie screams, spilled ink, a sculptor’s hands, clay-stained, chicken scratch handwriting, messy notes, messy hair, scoffs and eye-rolls, bruised knuckles, sore throats, funeral homes and a crying preacher, shattered ceramics, knife fights, high ledges, vertically-striped pants, red lights, the moon shrouded in clouds, cigarette butts.

general info !!

full name: viktor phillip samuels

nickname(s): icky vicky :/

b.o.d. - jan 2nd

label(s): the black hole, the crepehanger, the impious, the opaque, the tempest, etc.

height: 6′0″

hometown: rochester, new york

sexuality: uuuhhh god … probably pan tbh

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biography !!

okay so … born and raised in rochester, new york to the well known samuels family. preacher father, a mother, a twin sister born 15 minutes before him - aka tatiana samuels, who died back in january.

kinda … grew up as a really awkward, quiet kid? like … just didn’t really interact with other kids super well, preferred being alone and like … digging up bugs in the dirt. only friend was like … his own sister.

grew out of this as they got older, instead sort of … becoming a bit of a dick? to compensate for years of awkwardness? will bite the hand that feeds him. was a full on nuisance by middle school. tatiana was not, at least, noticeably.

has always been a fan of darker materials, y’know - grim and creepy, morbid shit. big fan of tim burton ever since he was a kid, which isn’t … a good look for a preacher’s son, but he’s never really felt ~in~ with the rest of his family, anyway.

drew disturbing pictures as a kid probably tbh that prompted one or two or five phone calls home 2 assure everything was fine.

has always been really … good at art, in general - from drawing to painting to playing with clay, that’s always been viktor’s Thing.

aNyWaYs. being tatiana’s twin brother was kinda hard sometimes. tatiana and him were near opposites besides their same mean-spirited trait. she was better in the public than he was, but viktor was arguably more talented than tatiana. they both loved each other deeply and found each other as competition for their parents’ attention - a rivalry, of sorts.

high school is when viktor really started to act out - started extreme, like losing his virginity in their church and vandalism around the neighborhoods. faked being possessed in the middle of sunday service. almost had an exorcism performed on him, probably.

the only redeemable trait was like … his sheer talent with art. was in a 3d art AP course, specialized in sculpting - could pretty much create anything he wanted with enough dedication.

because his parents would be focused on disciplining him for his antics, tatiana could sneak away and get away with stuff easier. so like, y’know, that’s on the bright-side of things.

never been particularly motivated to do much - wasn’t planning on attending lockwood but his parents kinda … did and sent in his application for him b/c they were Not on board with him Wasting Away (wanted him out of the house asap)

actually pretty smart !! just doesn’t like … want to apply himself ever. double majoring in english and visual arts because they’re like … two of his only interests :/ plus he wants to write and illustrate his own series of children books with a style similar to tim burton’s

he’d been experimenting since high school but college is where he really started to like … crack down on himself and figure himself out. was out as pan & nonbinary by his sophomore year of college, just … not to his family, necessarily. thinks tatiana always knew, but didn’t … really use it against him, blessedly enough

always felt like the whole twin - connection thing was … both wack and also not-wack? sometimes it felt believable but sometimes he had no idea what was going on in tatiana’s head. but he felt oddly transparent to her, always - like he was predictable to no one but her.

( TW DEATH, GRIEF, OVERDOSE / HOSPITALIZATION BEYOND THIS POINT )

but when tatiana disappeared - it was like, like viktor knew. the moment she had been kidnapped - felt something deeply wrong in his gut. and when tatiana died - viktor felt something cut so severely in him. he knew, he always knew exactly when. he couldn’t put his finger on how - but he knew. even when everybody else held out hope for her to be found - he knew.

went on a bender around the same time, had always struggled w/ drug addiction but it got worse the longer tatiana went without being found.

( also struggled heavily with his mental health, too ?? has manic and depressive episodes. will fixate on a sculpting project for six months and then purposely knock it off the table and destroy it in the matter of seconds once it’s finished for. no fucking reason. impulse spends A Lot. )

when her body was found, viktor went off the rails. ended up overdosing and being hospitalized where he spent the next like … however long months … until they deemed him better.

stayed out of school until very recently b/c he just … didn’t want to go back. didn’t want to deal with it. didn’t want to be known as the dead girl’s twin. but then his mom kinda just was like ‘u go back 2 school or god so help me’ n he was like FINE.

so ya !! viktor’s back after being gone since tatiana’s body was found. that’s it, that’s him, a lil glimpse of his life.

trying to finish his senior year b/c he … obviously left before he could.

finding out that it was george who killed tatiana has ultimately ... caused viktor to spiral. his lows are some of his lowest, his highs are ... very high, but very bad. unstable & unpredictable in his actions it’s ... a whole thing :/

personality !!

the human embodiment of a gremlin, fed after midnight. a goblin, if u will. one of those cats with a narrow head and big ass ears. that’s him.

b i g horror & halloween enthusiast. loves the old campy horror movies. probably has an abundance of masks from different movies. dresses like a grimy millennial beetlejuice more than he should. love those vertically striped pants!

fashion alternates between e-boy (would b tik tok famous if he were like … 17), millennial beetlejuice, and like … goth in a crop top and sweatpants. big fan of crop tops. big fan of sweatpants.

he can be fucking mean. petty, aggressive, instigator. will literally spit in ur face or no reason. kind of person who’ll stick his gum into other ppl’s hair. other than that he’s like … pretty okay. he’s not always mean, he’s just a dick like … 70% of the time lmao

i mean yeah okay he’ll call someone a stinky bitch for no reason except He Feels Like It And Believes It. it’s fine he’s fine, we’re fine.

despite the fact tht he’s probably getting into fights whenever - considers himself 2 be a lover n not a fighter but that’s just because he Fucks a lot. kind of uses it like a coping mechanism, like he’s this big fancy carnival show that’s like ‘come one, come all! fuck the dead girl’s twin brother!’ may have a problem w/ hypersexuality but it’s nothing he’s fully. aware of.

the preacher’s whore son, basically

like i said he’s pan & nb, switches between he and they pronouns but like … he has such a fragile grip on his identity that u could call him ‘dog-faced bitch’ and he’d turn like hey wassup :)

vastly impulsive, like i’ve mentioned … destroys his own creations 4 the fun of it, spends all his money on useless shit, will cheat on someone bc he feels like it. screams into the night sky frequently, like a cat in heat.

i mean he also creates useless shit for no reason too. spent six months sculpting a hollowed out tree the size of him and then took a sledgehammer to it.

dramatic fuck. used to play the organ at the church like … when no one was looking after him and service was about to start. just these creepy as melodies. would do the same thing at home on his keyboard w/ the organ setting whenever he got grounded until his parents took away his keyboard sadjfkg

won’t talk about his time away b/c it’s not rly anybody’s business but ofc nothing is sacred to the watershed app, y’know, nothing’s private.

still like - he absolutely refuses to talk about tatiana’s death and like, his mental health or his addiction (he’s fallen back into it tbh but it hasn’t gotten bad again … yet) or like … anything involving his own emotions

will literally just change the topic! abruptly, no warning, asks about the jonas brothers instead.

that being said he’s obsessed with tatiana’s death. tatiana was very much a rock for him, kinda dependent on her in a way? just … being there, y’know, kept him grounded.

so he obv became a shepherd bc he wants to know Everything there is abt the app, wants to be deep inside it, wanted to know Who Exactly Killed Tatiana and like … not saying he wants 2 commit murder but :/ yknow. he’s very upset.

emotionally unavailable while also like crying twice a day.

will tell you straight up what he wants from you, no bullshit, no beating around the bush - just blunt. if he wants to just fuck, nothing else, then that’s that. if he feels deviation he’ll ghost in like. less than a second. kinda awful like that! feels no shame.

but like … also is emotional ?? as shit ?? it’s confusing. he’ll cry on a whim and then flip u off if u try to console him or like. ask him anything. will bite you.

he goes to therapy but he generally fucks around and wastes most of the time until the therapist threatens to like … idk what therapists r allowed to threaten. to send him off to another therapist? idk.

likes being intimidating but like … not with his body or nothing ‘cos he’s a TWIG, but like … uses his love for horror n creepy shit to his advantage. has an abundance of fake blood. has channeled the energy of jack nicholson and used it on tatiana’s boyfriends before.

( also a big fan of sfx makeup, has dabbled in it)

probably chases kids with a chainsaw (w/o the like … chain … or w/e … so it’s not actually Dangerous) around halloween

he’s generally never doing good, both mental health wise and morally.

would probably steal candy from a baby for the fun of it.

i don’t know if there’s a good to him, deep down, and i don’t know if he sees any issues with himself either !! nothing really breaks through to him anymore, the only person who ever really made him stop and Think about his actions was tatiana.

kinda introverted, recluse type who doesn’t rly like most people or going out, but he’ll go to parties if it means he’ll be high as shit.

pretty observant. likes to analyze people even though he’s probably not … fully right.

connections to the victims !!

tatiana samuels / his twin sister, other half - the only one able to control viktor.

george craig iii / close family friends ... they could appreciate each other, when viktor wasn’t being an outright asshole.

hana williams / ‘friends’ with benefits, their relationship was rocky at best but she was a good lay. have often fought due to their clash in personalities and viktor’s history with christoph.

christoph wainwright / an ex-hook up, an infrequent occasion whenever christoph wanted to tick off hana. viktor was often on board, never the one to consider others’ feelings.

wanted connections !!

he lives alone currently but like … ex - roommates where viktor was just. a nightmare to live with.

feel like a lot of enemies is also a possibility !! viktor’s messy.

people that like … knew tatiana. dated tatiana, even, and viktor would pretty much try to intimidate / scare them at any given chance :/

close friends of tatiana too

people who hated tatiana but liked viktor. people who hated viktor but liked tatiana

people who take pity on him and he Hates it viciously and vocally.

a band of hooligan gremlin kids who do drugs and fuck shit up around town like they’re edgy teenagers even though they’re all early to mid 20s.

the girl he lost his virginity 2 in high school lmao … a distant memory

fellow rochester locals, from church or school or whatever

exes from the past !! good terms and bad terms, but i love bad terms a whole lot mainly b/c viktor’s a jackass.

don’t know if he’s soft towards anybody but we can try. we can Try.

friends, old friends, new friends, bad friends, good friends, close friends, frenemies, etc. etc. all of it

hookups !! so many hookups. fwbs, one night stands, whatever.

uuhhhh god. i don’t know. im so sleepy rn. people in the same major or similar majors.

maybe a ride or die.

people he’s a bad influence on / an enabler towards / all around toxic for them / each other.

people he’s fought !! people who’ve seen him get into random fights and were like ‘uh wtf’

fellow shepherds !!

literally anything im not picky.

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tagged by @txruiism (i think i did ths but w/e)

Name: aja jade

Nickname(s): starry calls me mom. alyx calls me sweet bean. 

Gender: woman with some non committal grunts 

Star Sign: taurus

Height: 4′11″

Sexual Orientation: lesbian

Hogwarts House: ravenpuff

Favorite Color: purple, green, earthtones 

Favorite Animal: cows, pitbulls, cuttlefish, owls, sphynx cats, goats 

Avg. Hours of Sleep: 6

Cats or Dogs?: yes 

Favorite Fictional Characters: im gonna try to list ones i don’t usually list. darth maul(stor wor), jack skellington(nightmare b4 xmas), emily the corpse bride, peridot(su), sciezcka(fma), grim (the grim adventures of billy and mandy), tak (invader zim), captain elizabeth swann-turner (pirates), blind mag (repo!), lore-keeper zinnia (pkmn oras)

Favorite Singer/Band: pink floyd, the jimi hendrix experience, the birthday massacre, joy division, the cure, the wombats, janelle monae, ludo, the kills, the killers, voltaire, daveed diggs, alice smith, muse... there’s like way more but y’know

Dream Trip: *spins wheel* stonehenge

Dream Job: actor and vocalist 

When was this blog made?: technically last may or june, but my original sideblog was made last april. 

Follower Count: 126 :’D

What made you make this blog?: i didn’t really like anyone’s villain genos (until i found vilesporadic’s but that was much later) so i made this blog on a whim and made a villain genos who... really isn’t all that different from the other villain genoses out there. i just didn’t like that obsessive aspect about them.i feel like he’s often like this killer to get the attention of saitama etc, but tbh i just like the idea of genos being a cold-blooded killer after being so distanced from his own humanity like just, sitting there dissecting bodies, finding them to be so alien. ‘wow i used to have that in my body?’ and sometimes he has fun manipulating his victims before he actually kills them, but at the end of the day he just really loves to watch people die. that tied into the extreme hypocrisy of it, and how he lost his very self etc etc. he’s part Nny, part Sweeney Todd in that regard.so in other words, the shit i liked when i was 12 is the shit i like in my 20s. go figure.