#justwannabeskinny

[norrrthstardoll]

be honest, do i look fat?

[n0nexistent0]

fuck food and my test buds along with it (:

[themadweepingwillow]

January 4th 2020

Food Diary 

Coffee 86 cals

mountain dew - 110cals

Half a pbj - 300 

Total - 496 cals 

Weigh in Jan 5th morning - 139.4 lbs fuck yes i’m back on track babies 

[the-loyl99]

you know when u bake muffins, and sometimes you accidentally overfill one with the batter so when it bakes, the muffins overflowing and going everywhere and not very nice to look at, i feel that way but with my body, like my body was supposed to be pretty but somehow the mold got overfilled and now theres so much extra disgustingness, ykwim

[mylittleonesworld]

I had losen weight 2017. In total 25kg. Now I gained 10kg again for the last 2 years... Need help!

[bonesofmbm]

i think my gf caught me posting on me thinsta??? i’m SO worried she’s gonna catch me restricting again 😩😩😩

[icedmochalatte21]

12.10.2021

Hey guys

Today I didn't go to school because I felt a little down and I literally didn't have it in me to go. So I didn't go.

I had no breakfast today, but I had half a bowl of soup with chicken and carrots. Then I had 60g of cheerios. And that was it.

[lonelymissbones]

Am i the only one ? Weight 155 lbs but look fatter thans her before pic at 180 lbs life sucks...😑😑 #fat #tinydream #anamia #justwannabeskinny # lifesuck

[skinnylifeaboutkaro-blog]

SO FAT!!! #justwannabeskinny

[icedmochalatte21]

11.10.2021

Hey guys

Today I had a cheat day. It went fine, I ate some food and all but DEPRESSION. I hate that bitch. She's always there waiting for me all the time when I'm in school. And omg don't forget anxiety. Depression and anxiety go hand in hand. They're besties.

Anyways at the end of the day, my sister got me cookies. They were the whole reason why I ate today. Cookies. I regret eating them now. Wtf.

Also my throat was hurting alot today. I think it was from the purging I did yesterday.

I'm gonna tell my mom I don't feel well tomorrow so j don't go to school because literally I have no energy to actually be doing that shit it's literally a living nightmare.

[tay--marie-blog]

So bloated today, I just can't stop these self destructive thoughts Time for a fast.

[p4ndap4nda]

I'm self-conscience. 🙍

Me: "Natalie (my sister), do you think I'm tubby?" Her: "What's that?" Me: "Do you think I'm fat?" Her: "You're fat and cute." Me: "Oh." Her: "Well, not really THAT fat." Me: "Yay!" Her: "But kinda fat."

[icedmochalatte21]

10.10.2021

Hey guys

I was really busy yesterday so I couldn't write up a post but I'll do it today.

Yesterday was a really hard day for me. I just kept eating and vomiting all the time until I had some bread which wouldn't come up and I had a mental breakdown.

I think I was out of control of food because my mom and I had a really big fight in the morning so it kinda influenced my binge and purging.