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MY STAND-IN (2024) | Episode 1
#msiedit#my stand in#my stand in the series#up poompat#poom phuripan#msiep1#sasa gifs#clairedaring#userbunn#rinblr#uservix#i have three gifsets i need to finish and no time so have this..........#the disappointment dfdsf#i see a lot of people say they could have done something else and they're right#but i also support the realisation of not being able to do what they wanted to completely killing the mood 👍🏻#both because it's funnier and bc those boys had goals
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thinking about my F/Os in a transgender way again,,,,
#rose is so trans-coded#like she literally had a reinvention with a completely new name and look#and she rejects who she used to be and 'her' 'killing' her old self was what allowed her rebirth. TRANS CODED!!!!#ive already made a whole post abt genderfluid chick on my main#waugh hes fem gender + masc presentation and im masc gender + fem presentation. we switch depending on mood#and krux transitioned out of spite LMAO#yea his transness isnt a big deal to him. he simply went from being a fucked up woman to being a fucked up man#🩷🌺 space rock gf#💚🏆 former racer qpp#❤️⏳ medieval warrior husband#self ship#selfship#self shipping#selfshipping#self ship community#selfship community#self shipping community#selfshipping community
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hmmmm i think i finally understand what gender dysphoria feels like
#i got she/her’d on the phone at work and it like. completely killed my mood#and now i’m like god i hate my girly ass voice#when it never used to be a problem before#man. that blows.#stormy day at the castle
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i hate having intrusive thoughts
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oh if it isnt the consequences of my inaction................
#im almost completely out of my meds#ive been out of wellbutrin for like ever now#but im low on my mood stabilizer and... im not looking forward to fixing that#god what is wrong with me#i shouldve been on top of it#bc this med I cant just pick back up after going cold turkey#cause I can get a rash and die or whatever#i havent been off my meds in a million years#and i dont think im going to do well raw dogging life......#norm.allie#ive known about this for a long time but havent done anything about it#kill me. ok done thinking that thought goodbye
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the early days of aew had soooo much potential and were so fun but then you have absolute mood ruiners like 15 minutes of jericho just talking about fuck all and jr in commentary
#jr just completely sandbagging the butcher and blade debut really killed my mood about this episode#and i sat through like 20 minutes of jericho. like fuck off#its actually insane to think about how many different nicknamed and variations jericho has gone through while in aew...#in five years its at least five or six. if not more. like why do we keep giving him these fucking chances??#im very fucking tired god i wish i could take a nap ough#wrestling musing
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Rant after the break.
So I was laying in bed just now and felt my phone buzz. The notification said it was from my property manager, so I figured it can't hurt to check. And it's this fucking bullshit.
Y'all overcharge me for a human right and want to hop into my inbox on my birthday to remind me I owe you fealty so that I'll have a roof over my head? Fuck entirely off. Last letter I got from y'all in the mail referred to itself in the first-person and signed off from the entire company and didn't even justify raising my rent beyond the fact that the building across the street charged more. Profit is the problem and I can't wait until commercial property management companies are on the block one day.
If this place burns down, I swear I genuinely didn't do it.
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Brain invaders (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#They have returned to haunt me! Lol#Half kidding - they have in fact come back around again but I always enjoy their company haha#Figured it was high time they got their own tags as well since they'll be sticking ♪#Silly set to start! >:3c I must the sillies#Couple of redraws of the comic of them kissing and Dex killing the mood <3 Max is is So cute the way he leans on his hands#And Dex lightly holding him while brushing his hair back so he can look him in the eyesssss plsss I dieeee <3 <3#Stop this! Illegal cute!#The second one was my warmup for the day so I'm not completely satisfied with the way their faces look but they are still cute#At one point while rereading I started imagining them in British accents lol#Obviously they live in America there are plenty of context clues but where hmmmm#A bowtie is always required - they'd look so cute in matching suits hehe <3#A silly idea that I guess is technically a revisit of that Birdo and Moomin mini I did a while back?? Lol of all the things#Why did he do that? Even he doesn't know lol#Why didn't Dex stop him? Does he look like Max's keeper? Yes he literally is that lol - pick your battles I guess ♪#Dexter in sunglasses! It's required#And another silly mini of Max feeling strong! Keep at it Max!#Dexter do you even want him to improve with your snippy comments lol
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hii @pierogish-side!!! thank you for tagging me!! <3
Last song: This could be us by Rae Sremmurd
Favorite color: mmm really feeling brown rn
Currently watching: OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH WOOHOO!! its so fun (everyone is going through it)
Last movie: The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar dir. Wes Anderson
Currently reading: im currently studying for uni so im stuck at Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett and The Course of Love by Alain de Botton :(
Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet forever and always
Relationship status: uhhh im dying and rebirthing from my ashes 👍
Current obsession: .....kiribaku..... im back at it again OTZ
Last things I googled: wes anderson (so i could find out what the above movie was called lmao), werewolf (singular), boku no hero academia wiki episodes (this is a call for help)
Currently working on: im in my last year of uni (lmao pierogish... 😭) and i need to finish it so im studying really hard!!! (and trying to not give up) but itll probably be a while until i get my degree. also i bought an old polaroid from a thrift shop and im thinking of making it work
tagging: @skijjiki, @livingonyoghurtandspite,@peachybeesplease, @horson, @mars-matrix
#guys im gonna go back to my bnha era..... this was almost 5 or 6 (??) years ago and i was so happy but like.........#its been so long.........#i miss kiribaku so much and i hadnt had the mood for bnha since season 3 aired#i know whats going on in the manga (bc im noisy) and my interest is piqued and i probably will start reading the manga from the beginning#(im not kidding when i say this is a call for help)#if uni wasnt killing me softly (without a song or anything nice) and life was a little less uh 'much' i would have been reading so much#fanfic and (hopefully) drawing ;-;#i miss drawing#cant wait to reread chonideno's krbk fanfics!! they sure wont break my heart in tiny little pieces!! again!! (big faves please give them#a read if you want)#also i accidentaly (fate?) saw what 'mouthful' means in the 'you said a mouthful' sense and it has a positive meaning#specifically it means 'you are right'#'tasteful' has also positive meaning and 'touchful' doesnt exist (yet?) so thats how far ive come to my research#also completely irrelevant with anything ive said before but please if you can check out duolingo's insta profile and tell#me im not hallucinating#specifically the last and third to last posts. its one photo and one video#does it look like im stalling from my studies? (please say no)#get tagged#onion talks#i hope this whole thing didnt brought you a headache like it did to me...... theres a mismatch of so many different things.........#if you made it this far im gonna share with you one of my favorite songs im listening rn: brutus (Instrumental) by the buttress
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google show me how to stop having periods and a uterus and all the side effects and changes that come with it
#jinx's hijinks#GET IT OUT OF ME PLEASEEEE#i cant fucking take it anymore and my period hasnt even started#i feel so horrible#like i onow i dont want to kill myself all the time anymore but its reallt shitty when for a week and a half every month you get#insane suicidal ideation and you feel completely worthless#and then its followed by being in debilitating pain. mood swings and hormonal breakouts after you just got your skin clear and then the#cycle of picking at your face starts all over again#and then you barely get a break beifre it starts all over again
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OMFG My dumb ass altered my house so much, but now the game is frozen and I didn't save! Now I'll have to start all over....
#I did so much!#its my fault for not saving#but the game completely white screen on me#that really killed my mood#im going to bed or might cry in a corner frfr
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shit dude it is unbelievable just how generally better I feel not being in school atm. i hope working full time doesn’t drain me as much as school does.
#i did work full time with no classes for about a year#but i had just moved out of my parents house and away from all my family and was in a horrible living situation#but holy shit i feel like a human#did you guys know that reading what you want with no deadlines is fun??#and trying new recipes??#and did you know it’s possible to do the dishes and not have your energy and mood completely drained???#and oh my gosh have you tried yoga? this shit rocks dude#hopefully this doesn’t all end when i go to my parents house in a few days#and hopefully i can make it through two more semesters and find a job that doesn’t kill me#personal
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Sold all valuable tf2 items(unusuals, hats, crates, etc) on steam commnity market for a cheapest price to buy gifts for my sister.
As I stated in the review, I'm not returning until the developers actually update the game and the issue is fixed.
And I'm not seeing that happening any time soon.
#Steam#tf2#Team Fortress 2#they better either remake the game or just completely abandon it#at this point tf2 is just a distant memory of my childhood and only thing left is nostalgia#(some of you might be wondering why I'm buying gifts for her despite the recent occurrences)#(It's because once after her manic state passes and she's in 'the good mood')#(being nice to her reduces the likeihood of phychotic break happening and can make her feel guilty and self conscious about it)#(also I already made meals for her when she's starving herself for days)#(I can't let her actually kill herself when she's living under my house and care now can I?)#(I'm keep reminding myself that I only need to wait for 3 months and no more.)
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im putting human names to my moods so i can better understand and manage them. so far i have steve who is my chemical balance that makes life happy and mandy who is very much a tired cunt but is not outwardly mean unless provoked. feeling very mandy today
#image.txt#its almost like completely different people on different days and its completely dependent on what i do the night before#i only got 6 hours of sleep last night so mandy came out to work#but the day before i got my first psych appt and i painted before work so steve was fronting#wait no not fronting this isnt a system i dont think fronting is not the word im looking for#my mood was very good the whole day i didnt want to kill myself or other people. that is steve
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*watching TotK stream*
Huh? Oh right. Eurovision finale. Uhhhhhhhhhh--
#sorry i am completely uninvested in this years completion#not because songs are bad I heard and saw couple of bangers I personally like#the mood is just not right lmao#i am aware I'll run into memes when I actually sit to scroll my dash#but atm I feel kind of off to do anything#and new zelda game is actually helping my brain chill a bit as well as kill time#while I wait for my monthly pre period suffering
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It never fails; I make a fun post about Michael and some ignorant jackass always has to say, “Sorry but MJ was a p********.”
#i was too tired to argue i just blocked them#the worst part is it completely killed my mood yesterday when it should have been a happy day#mjfam#mjfam problems
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